I dreamt about you last night. It started as one of the most euphoric dreams. We were looking at pictures of us fishing, sitting on the porch in your favorite spot. We played dice and you laughed at the thought of telling my son, the prize he’d get if he won. You reminded me of who I was and how much you loved that I never cared what everyone thought. You reminded me of how resilient I can be. You told me its time to let go of the worry for everyone else. You asked me about life, asked me how everything is going… I told you how lost I am. You looked at me and said “You might be lost kid, you just need to find the direction of the ocean and walk.” You said this to me every time you could tell I was struggling. You knew I’d find myself again. Every time. No one has ever had faith in me the way you did. You were my best friend and biggest support and you’re gone. I don’t know what to do. I can’t call you. I can’t hear you tell me about the time we got caught in my first storm, you always acted like I wasn’t with you, but described it perfectly. I can’t hear you laugh at me when I’m yelling at the tv because HHH was robbed in that last wrestling match.
I dreamt about you last night. I heard your laugh. I heard your voice. I felt you kiss my forehead. It started as the most euphoric dream. Until we said goodbye. I can’t say goodbye to you. I’m lost without you. Without your wisdom and your comforting faith in me.
I dreamt about you last night. I heard you say how much you love me. I heard you tell me that it will all be okay. I felt your hand on my cheek when you said you were proud of me. It started as the most euphoric dream. I told you I met someone that has faith in me like you did. I told you they wanted me to grow. They didn’t want to stop all the goals and plans I have. They don’t want me to be lost, but they want me to find my way back. You told me you love me. You told me I’ll find my way. “Find the direction of the ocean and walk.”
I dreamt of you last night. You were here. I felt you hold me tight. I felt your tear hit me after running down your face when you said you love me. I heard you say everything will be okay. I felt the porch beneath us and your hand in mine. “Find the direction of the ocean and walk.”
I love you. I’m lost without you. But I’ll find the ocean and when I do, I’ll find you.
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