Mama, I don’t wanna die.
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.
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Mama, I don’t wanna die.
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.
god it hurts so bad
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Not my best sketch of Genma Shiranui, but I really love his facial expression
The worst aspect of sentimental growth in character and wisdom is you would no longer succumb to indulging shallow, hollow sports regardless of their nature and essence. Unfortunately, we are passing our precious time amongst a society that is content with such matters, for the will to nurture commonly interests has been normalized. One may call it the societal artristry crisis, or rather an existential doom of civilization when we cease to strive for that idealistic vision. Why do i label that characteristic a fatal flaw? Well, because we are created to blend in, not to ward off. That is what our kind tends to believe, no?
It is to be noted that, in spite of the genre that one chooses or the archetypes he implements into a story, it should always be remembered that dignity is not to be stripped of oneself. Allegories are usually aspects of tales representing certain elements of the reality wherein we reside, or specific ideals that may be admirable or despicable. This command is applied to characters as well, who will carry on to be symbolically present in their arcs until they serve their purpose and finally reach the point wherein they bid farewell.
In order to achieve success, you must first learn to respect the fictional figure that personifies what or whom you loathe. Because if you fail to do so, you will consciously or subconsciously aim to bring ruin to the character, and in turn, that will have this ripple effect which would mangle the lore and narrative that you have built ever so laboriously. Simply for being incapable of retaining artistic dignity and self-esteem. Once that expectation is unmet, your architecture falls apart. There is no dream of a masterpiece, only a shell of its former self. A thread of wasted potential and more decent probabilities.
That is where The Boys becomes fettered. A live action show that began gloomy, fierce and unique. It was a fictional setting offering political art without prejudice, without sacrificing storytelling and character polishing for conveying social commentary and deep-seated frustrations. Why? Because the authors were competent and possessed that artistic dignity one would seek from those writing the script.
Once the first season concludes, you will sense that the atmosphere has shifted. It may have the same color and skin but the inside matter has certainly been mocked. It becomes more ridiculous, and less focused on authenticity anymore. It continues relying on repeated stereotypes and disgusting satires to fill the void of what made the precious season awe-inspiring. You are on the ride thinking maybe this is where the story no longer takes itself seriously anymore, and instead wishes to reflect a parody of a society.
The worst case scenario occurs. Inadequacy results in catastrophe.
Political art vanishes, and political trash is introduced.
For a show that preaches justice and feminism and equality, do se ever truly witness honest, faithfully depicted representations of such ideals?
No.
Why?
Because it is all merely for nought.
It is all a bunch of fancy words.
Conceptions not manifested from fantasy into reality.
When someone ultimately rises to criticize the wretched wreckage it has become, then they are chastised and mocked and compared to abhorrent beasts of history because God almighty forbid if a soul has learnt to voice their unsettled state of being and how distasteful a situation is.
The wise ones know what i am speaking of, however, you can ask how is it that this globally acclaimed TV show suddenly was brought down from pedestal.
Ah... wait, was it truly an immediate fall from grace?
Or it was an inevitable, prolonged demise?
I can point to how Starlight was legitimately a victim of character assassination and officially made into one of the most loathesome figures in later seasons.
I can talk about how Hughie had to sit and actually be an instrument of amusement for Kripke when he was sexually assaulted by Tech Knight, and later was scolded by his girlfriend for copulating with a supe who could seamlessly imitate her mannerism and appearance.
I can express the grief for Black Noir as one of the most nuanced and mysterious antagonists favored by audience would be reduced to a talkative prick adding absolutely nothing to the plot.
Are we supposed to believe Ryan is to be liked due to now being allowed to drink a bear and curse his father with a few f-word slurs because that is what some would think a compelling male character is nowadays?
All the wait for Kimiko to voice her thoughts just for her to be yet another foul-mouthed girl that was rendered into a deus ex machina because Soldier Boy should have been prevented from stealing the spotlight from this empowered female character?
Is it The Deep who was never allowed to grow past his obsession with Homelander and become a better person, and to be foolishly humiliated at his last breath...
Oh, wait...
Was it even Homelander that parted ways with us?
Are we truly certain that it was the menacing god-human with a twisted personality that implied a longing for a sensation so intimate?
It was the caricature of orange guy, right?
How did he end?
Did he fulfill the prophecy of scorched earth?
Also... was he truly the cause of the miserable state of the world?
Why does Homelander matter so much in The Boys?
Because he is the only reason the audience deemed The Boys watchable.
It is just as Zaffy said: There is no other character who changed the landscape of popular culture to the extent that Homelander did. Everybody else is far beneath him.
Worsen it by having Butcher become no more charming and embeace his darkness as Homelander nears the state of fragile humanity, and then there are those who have the audacity to ask why many were devastated when the villain was brought to justice?
The reason is that Butcher slayed JOHN.
The lovelorn child stripped of any chance to be just like any other toddler.
The boy who was caged and raised to be the instrument of war and chaos.
The lady who yearned one intimate bond from this life as his share of this world.
And the fandom bore witness to his heartstring long before his life was taken by an agent of vengeance who is barely noble anymore.
Homelander met his doom and it felt not satisfying because there was no grand conclusion to the story or his character.
It was not poetic.
It was idle and rushed.
At the end of the day?
Nothing changed in the world.
The company who turned John into Homelander would continue to mock more humans into fiends.
Do you see the bitter irony in this piece?
Kripke placed all the blame on Homelander for he was deluded into believing this fictional figure must suffer in order for the story to be completed, and for the characters to attain salvation. Therefore, John had to suffer a humiliation ritual for Kripke and his kindred spirits to be soothed.
Did it worth the cost?
No.
This is not the first Kripke fails a beloved artwork, either.
You can ask Supernatural fandom.
Just as Hughie is not alone in being laughed at for being raped. Sam Winchester was, too.
It was a game that Kripke and his like-minded peers won.
Everyone who desired an epic mythology remained to despair.
To ponder how they could have had a fulfilling experience with their cherished hobby.
Pardon me for stalling you from leaping to another post. Be with God, and may you have the brightest of dreams and most graceful of fortune in your paths.
Mermaid Aerith
I guess it is about time i take a couple of minutes to finally return to ATLA pantheon, and as astonishing as it may be for those who fondly remember me as a ZuTara shipper, i have grown to be far more enamored with the conception of ZuToph than i had ever imagined.
Mistake not, for it is not that i was incapable of apprehending the true abysmal depth of such a love affair had it been considered to be manifested into the canon lore. ZuTara had been a primary aspect of my soul as a savant whose field of sport engulfs fictional realms, and it was because of the ending of the show that i never truly felt urged to rewatch it. I never ceased to adore ATLA, that is far from truth, yet i could not attend the tall tale whilst aware of how it would bitterly conclude.
Here i am, after having watched Avatar Aang: The Last Airbender 2026 movie... I am conflicted. Why?
Is it because they could have portrayed Zuko as a more compelling character? Yes.
Is it because i wished for Suki and Ty Lee to reappear and have more significant roles after 18 years? Yes.
Is it because i am baffled by how Sokka was no more than a jester in a 90 minute film? Yes.
But...
The existential crisis is born of the realization that the release of this movie did not revive the passion within me to fantasize about Zuko and Katara together.
No.
It is for Toph had successfully conquered a place in my heart that i deem her befitting of becoming the eternal company of Zuko. That is equivalent of betraying my lifelong bride, and it is aggravating. It deeply terrifies me.
Do you know why it is still not as insolent as i expected it to be?
Because i am no more the same 13 years old boy who finished ATLA and wept over the grave of the endgame that ZuTara could have been.
Toph exists, and she is beside Zuko. There is no tension between them. There is no banter between them. There is no *Mai* between them.
It is as if Toph was forever meant to be with Zuko.
Royalties who wished to liberate themselves from their shackles and earned their hard-bought, well-deserved honor?
Socially inept masters of different elements who were thought to be self-serving despite of their constant demonstration of altruism?
Prodigies who were frail and thought to be doomed until they brought themselves from that bowel of despair and became whole?
Do you see the common ground?
The wellspring of similarities?
It is now more effortless grasping why Toph was far less resistant against the request of Zuko to join Gaang, or how the two rarely ever needed verbal communication to understand one another. That is called natural chemistry, and it cannot be imitated.
Would i cease to enjoy ZuTara? Most probably not.
However, this is my confession to Avatar fandom to learn that we are on our transformative arcs, just as Toph and Zuko were. We will never be able to predict where the wave of the sea would lead us to, and when we finally step foot on the island, that is the point wherein we seizes wonders of the creation and newfound passions that drive us. The solace that was buried deep within, and it took years, or even decades for it to prove useful as the balm to our scarred souls.
Pardon me for wretching your weary minds, and i wish you the most prosperous of destinies in the path of life. Be with god.
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Summary: What is the price way for pride and honor? How would younglings carry such overwhelming burdens on their shoulders?
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Main Characters: Mitsuki, Sarada Uchiha, Sasuke Uchiha
Warning: Graphic Depiction of Violence
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Presentation Hearing Update: What Really Happened in Court Today
January 29, 2026
Today marked a significant moment in our fight to bring Bennett home. The temporary custody order for the Director was granted—but the reality of what happened in that courtroom tells a very different story than what MCFD's allegations would have you believe.
The Judge's Findings
The most important thing to understand is this: the judge explicitly stated that protection concerns were NOT sustained.
Let me repeat that. The protection concerns—the very foundation of MCFD's case against me—were not sustained by the judge.
During the hearing, the judge made complimentary remarks about me and acknowledged my willingness to ask for and accept support. This wasn't a parent in denial or refusing help. This was recognition of someone actively seeking the resources needed to care for their child.
What Evidence Did the Judge Reject?
The judge placed NO weight on the video evidence presented by MCFD. The same videos they've used to build their narrative? Dismissed.
Instead, the judge preferred the testimony of Hasan (Bennett's previous Behavioural Interventionist) and Crystal (Bennett's previous Behaviour Analyst) over the written allegations from the social worker. These are professionals who actually worked with Bennett and me. They know our reality. They know the truth.
The Director's narrative was NOT favoured.
So Why Didn't Bennett Come Home?
This is the question everyone is asking, and the answer reveals everything wrong with this system.
The judge doesn't have the authority at a presentation hearing to order funding or supports from MCFD. During my testimony, I was honest—brutally, vulnerably honest. I cannot safely manage Bennett's complex needs without adequate support.
And because of that honesty, because I refused to pretend I could do the impossible without help, the judge couldn't return Bennett without those supports in place.
Understanding the Outcome
This was NOT a loss based on safety or parenting capacity.
This was a procedural limitation.
The only reason the judge couldn't return Bennett is because MCFD won't provide supports for him at home.
Let that sink in. My child remains in care not because I'm unsafe, not because I'm incapable, but because the very system that removed him refuses to provide the supports that would allow him to come home.
The Fight Continues
We're not giving up. We're not backing down. This hearing showed that the truth is on our side—the judge saw through MCFD's allegations and recognized the reality of our situation.
Now we move forward, building the plan that will bring Bennett home where he belongs.
Thank you to everyone who has supported us, shared our story, and stood with us through this fight.
💙 #BringBennettHome
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We've only received two donations in the past month. We can't continue like this. My children need food, shelter, and heating. Please don't ignore me; you are my only hope. Please help me.
When the world ignores you,
compassion remains the last thing we cling to.
Our children don't understand politics,
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