LaDyNamic

23/USA My work, thoughts and expression. I am The Lady Dynamic I am LaDyNamic I am LXD (LadyXDynamic) Blog consists of:quotations, visual artwork, poetry, music and philosophy.

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Poem Entitled, “ Learning About Me”

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I wrote this about 4 years ago after graduating high school. 

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Free formed My body, stationary My brain, stationed in my head Attached to my body, as I'm laying in bedroom I've already said too much As my uncontrollable mind rebelliously wonders through the night Into such nonchalant acts of what my parents would call sin Fighting for me to believe that they don't do the same My father a born again Christian My mother radically insane Back into the body and back to the brain Aware of my being and I remember my name Yet still, my mind continues to ask the same question Looking for an answer One I don't know if I can find Question being,"Who am I?" This searching soul in side of a stationary being at this time Where my body is at ease as my mind tries to defy time Which doesn't really exist So what will I make out if all of this? What will I make of this crazy, this arousal, this wheel of spinning questionnaire, information and sexual need, this slaved flesh, and my freed soul searching without being lead? ...I've already said to much, I always do Awakening my body as my mind continues to make moves. It's too much Too much to let my mind wander Tempting my mouth to never shut up Tempting my nerves Feeling feelings, feelings that are disturbed I've moved from my station Fulfilling an urge Concerned because my yearning does not stop I must speak to another soul searching Before my stationed body rots I've said too much Free formed with no plot

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“A Poem For A Weirdo Like Me” (Dedicated To My Fellow Artists)

I am a weirdo. Completely undeniably human. Defying the need for perfection...I'm passionately personal. Containing universal empathy for people who are not like myself. Yet aware of myself, so much so that my Self can't be masked by pre-built disguises that can't cover a weird one. Not being able to function because these masks don't fit comfortably. Noticeably going through years of agony bleeding, sweating, and crying through a stained masks. Cursing at creation,"I don't fit! Why'd I have to go through this?!, what have you done!?" Humiliated by finger points and laughter in the dark. My head down. I couldnt see the sun, I couldn't see myself, I couldn't feel my heart.    Until the day I saw myself, my reflection shining through the glass. I slowly, and hesitantly removed my mask. "Here I am", I thought. "There you are", I spoke. You weirdo,I know you now. Somehow beautiful, free at last and it shows.

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"Can't You See" My fears are a knee to my chest sometimes I hope for an escape but the extra press may have me to rest and sometimes that doesn't sound too bad I guess. A grip onto my neck is what my insecurities do to me, everyday face to face with the things I don't want to see. Mysteriously creating figments of my imagination. That causes me to hesitate and remain stagnant until eternal damnation. No the meditation doesn't help. Belt to the skin are the words from the people who can't see the internal demons that have been sought out to vanquish me. Do you really believe in what you can't see?

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Empathy

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Weaving Rhymes

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"A poet in love"

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I'm sick

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"I'm still having a good night so..."

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My heart

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Message

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My heart collapses everytime I make a mistake The solution I can't find Wanting to be absolute Wanting to be perfect Wanting to be right For you And for everyone else but especially you I can't do it Even when I try My heart collapses Although I seem to get by I fill it with air No oxygen No substance The empty air Just to be up Because I care I can't let you know I weep within a place I can not show My inflated heart That collapsed and you didn't know

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Im a difficult poet, I blow it almost every time It's hard to tell what goes well, line after line After each line, staring into the room Looking for a sign My minds gone blank I've forgotten how to rhyme What a difficult poet Like a kid in a classroom Counting the seconds 'til recess Don't worry, you'll run around soon Please just pay attention poet- Focus Because your mind can be so romantic Like red roses that bloom Then in an instant, vanish too soon Your mind, like the change of climate Couldn't pick a thought if you could find it So yes, I blame you! You remain a difficult poet Even when you know it to be true

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“I loved you on this day. I love this memory.”

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004) dir. Michel Gondry

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Moments and smiles float by

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Some things I hate about you.

My head is too fucked up. I gotta get my shit together, But I’m shit. I’m too drunk, But I’m still too alive to forget. I’m too lit to deal with it. I’m too high for this shit. You didn’t care one bit. You couldn’t commit. You hid your deception with your charm and your wit. Thought you’d never do me harm But You twisted my arm. You think you’ll have me again, I have to Admit You’d be wrong. I hate your voice. I hate those songs. The ones about me, the ones you would sing, the ones in the car, windows down. Smiling. at the same time I frown. You let me down. I hate that I think, and cry, and heave all night long. I hate that we named our bong. I hate that you lied all along. I hate that I don’t hate you. Not even a little bit. Not even at all.

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“That’s life”, you think. As others try to tell you otherwise. You blink and that’s life before your eyes…Baby that’s all we got. It maybe a little, but it maybe a lot. -LXD