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Iâve decided to move Emma to my multi muse blog :) @musesinked all replies will be continued from there!
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ITâSÂ ALLÂ ABOUTÂ THEÂ YEARNINGÂ
â you need someone. let me be that person. let me be what you need. â
â look, i dunno if iâm the kind of person you need or even want right now. but iâm looking around and iâm the only one whoâs here. â
â i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasnât there. â
â you asked me once, if i would ever take a chance on usâŠmaybe that ship sailed. but. ask me again? sometimeâ doesnât have to be today. maybe tomorrow just. ask me again. â
â i know i canât protect you from everything, but i wish youâd let me protect you from the things i can control. â
â i used to have so much faith. maybe not in deities or something but, in the world. the universe. i believed their was a purpose to it all. iâm not sure when i lost that. â
â have you ever had somethingâŠmissing? like something just doesnât feel right inside you but you donât know what it is. â
â sometimes, i just need the world to be beautiful. i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes. â
â i was sortâve hoping you needed me. is that selfish? â
â people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i canâŠbut it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen. â
â sometimes i feel iâm being crushed under the weight of everything iâll never be. â
â youâre looking at me but youâre not seeing me. do you know how that feels? just see me. please. â
â i want to deserve you. iâm trying to deserve you. â
â i know i fucked up. i know i did but donât shut me out anymore. let me in. please let in. â
â every time you smile at me, i memorize it. i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you. no matter what happens between us, thatâs what iâll remember.  â
â i canât help but think thereâs got to be something out there for me, somewhere. just some place where i actually feel like i belong. âÂ
â the world is so big. why do i never feel like i fit into it? â
â when iâm with you i feel like myself. i feel like every side of me is present and accepted. and i feel good about itâ i feel good about who i am when iâm with you. â
â do you like me? i know you love me. i know you care about me but. do you like who i am? â
â i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection. â
â just take my hand and close your eyes. pretend weâre anywhere else but here. â
â so, what would you be? if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy, what would your life look like? â
â do you even know what it does to me? every time i see you cry, any time youâre hurt even the smallest bit it justâ do you realize how deeply youâve imbedded yourself into my heart? â
â i donât feel like a whole person without you anymore. i donât fucking care if anyone else would say about that. youâre part of who i am now. the most important piece of me. â
â every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you. â
â iâm only really living in the moments when weâre together. the rest is just existing until you look at me again. â
â it feels like thereâs a string around my heart and itâs connected to you. everywhere you go youâre just tugging me behind, pulling me towards you. â
â youâve got me in the palm of your hands. you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all. â
â i no longer know where i end and you begin. youâve wound yourself around my soul so tightly, youâre all i feel anymore. â
â youâve stolen my heart, the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it. â
â i donât have perfect words. iâm not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit. so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you. i donât know if you want me. but iâm yours. and at this point however it is you need me, iâm here. â
â youâre the only thing that matters anymore. i canât eat, i canât sleepâ all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song. youâre all i think about. iâm useless except when iâm yours. â
â i havenât stopped thinking about the way you laugh. iâm hoping iâll get to hear it again. â
â when your eyes are on me, i feel like something worth seeing. â
â just let me look at you for a little bit. â
â i would do anything for you. all my lines and rules. they mean nothing when it comes to you. itâd cross and break them all just to make you happy. â
Starter call !
"you got me flowers?" regina to emma!
âThey were price cut at the store.â She lied playfully, the mischief grin that took to her features immediately giving that away. âI saw them, and I thought of you.â Her grin soon fell into a soft smile, as she now gestured the bunch of flowers towards Regina. âAlthough if you tell anyone, I will deny all knowledge.â Emma teased again with a light chuckle. The new romance that had sparked between the two, had softened the savior in ways she never thought would be possible again. Regina Mills, had well and truly captured her heart and soul.
â iâm just glad youâre okay. â { From Killian }
âYouâre cute when youâre worried.â She teased, in attempt to play down the situation. A half, reassuring smile tugged at the corner of her lips. âItâll take a lot more than an ice cave to take me down.â
â câmere, you. â { From Snow }
The look that bore her motherâs face, had the salt watered tears that had glassed over emerald orbs - suddenly began to fall. Emmaâs tough facade was cracking, and all because the woman that she had longed to meet, was stood there arms opened, ready to comfort the daughter she had sent through a magical wardrobe many years ago.
âMom..â a croaked sob rose from her throat. Her tense body soon to be wrapping around her motherâs, those emotions she had held back, were now releasing.
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( dialogue  prompts taken from quotes of various f. scott fitzgerald works. feel free to edit as you seem fit. )
â you are afraid of being in love then? â
â iâll kiss you if you want me to. â
â weâll survive, you and i. â
â come and kiss me and letâs forget. â
â hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you. â
â iâm not used to being loved. i wouldnât know what to do. â
â sometimes i donât know whether we are real or whether we are characters in one of my novels. â
â wouldnât it be awful if we fell in love again? â
â iâm yours - you know it. â
â youâve a place in my heart no one else ever could have. â
â books mean more than people to me anyway. â
â youâve got an awfully kissable mouth. â
â i wonât forget you. i will promise to remember you always. â
â if i wait till i fall in love again iâll just wait forever. â
â things youâve just said and forgotten, iâve put myself asleep night after night remembering. â
â love isnât like it is in books. â
â iâm telling you all of a sudden, but it isnât new with me. i love you. â
â i keep the light burning on your desk so iâll think youâre there when i wake up. â
â the odd thing is that iâm in love with you anyhow. â
â wonât you let me lean against your shoulder just the smallest bit? â
â itâs been very rare to have known you, very strange and wonderful. â
â itâs sweeter to be alone. â
â if youâre tired of kissing me, iâd better go. â
â iâve formed the habit of liking you. â
â thereâs something between us- a sort of pull. something you always do to me and i to you. â
â i wonât have to build my love up. itâs up in the skies now. â
â youâre trying to leave yourself behind, but you canât. the more you try to run away from yourself, the more youâll have yourself with you. â
â iâm sorry i had such a devastating effect on you. â
â i forgot everything. your lips were so beautiful. â
â say you love me. say it now â canât you say it now? even if you donât mean it? â
â i still love you. thatâs the odd thing. â
â my god, youâre fun to kiss. â
â i wouldnât change you for the world. â
â itâs all so simple. he loved me and i loved him. thatâs all there is. â
â youâve fallen for me â completely. youâve got me in your dreams. â
â tonight thereâs got to be no past or future, no time, just tonight, you and i. â
â of course you could never love anybody but me. â
â iâm a lost soul maybe â i donât feel at all like i ought to feel. â
â i fell in love with you the first time i saw you. â
â in my heart i love her all the time. â
â and what in hell could we ever be to each other? â
â i realized what was the matter, what had always been the matter â i was deeply and incurably in love with her. â
â iâm more beautiful than anybody else, why canât i be happy? â
â you intoxicated me. it was just as though you were making me love you by some invisible force. â
â itâs because i love you, dearâ â
â i once imagined you loved me a little bit, if youâll excuse the presumption. â
â i loved you once â for a year i thought you were the only person in the world. â
â sometimes you think youâre so much in love that your love could fill the biggest palace conceivable. sometimes you havenât got enough to fill one room. â
â his dark eyes took me in, and i wondered what they would look like if he fell in love. â
â people fall in and out of love all the time, donât they? i wonder how they manage it. â
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( various fluffy dialogue prompts so soft, so sweet, just for you! )
â i just wanted to make sure youâre okay. â
â there it is, thereâs that smile! â
â you got me flowers? â
â iâm not afraid of you. â
â aw, did you miss me? â
â youâre lucky that youâre cute. â
â wait, you think iâm cute? â
â youâre not alone. you never were. â
â i donât think iâve ever seen you smile. â
â good morning, sleeping beauty. â
â itâs better with you here. â
â donât worry, iâm staying right here. â
â youâre welcome to stay, if you want. â
â donât be a stranger, okay? â
â i havenât laughed like this in a long time. â
â hold still. this might sting a little. â
â you can hold my hand, if you want. â
â i knew you would be here. â
â i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. â
â before you do anything, try this and tell me what you think. â
â wow i really canât speak, huh? must be because of how pretty you look. â
â we can order pizza, watch a movie, whatever you want. â
â what, am i not allowed to look at you? â
â iâm not giving up on you. â
â is that my shirt? â
â this is a good look for you. â
â pinky promise? â
â câmere, you. â
â honey, iâm home! â
â you remembered? â
â youâre my family too. â
â letâs go somewhere, just you and me. â
â iâm here for you. donât forget that. â
â youâre the only thing that matters. â
â was that your first kiss? â
â i was worried something happened to you. â
â your heart is beating so fast right now. â
â relationships are built on trust, and i trust you. â
â you always see the good in people. even me. â
â do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are? â
â nope, puppy dog eyes arenât going to work this time! â
â thanks to you, i know what it means to love again. â
â how about a kiss before i go? â
â iâm just glad youâre okay. â
â here we are, home sweet home. â
â thanks for being here with me. â
â seeing you happy is all that matters. â
â keep it. it looks better on you. â
â i couldnât stop missing you if i tried. â
â you feel like home to me. â
madamxmayorâ:
âi expect your little friend might have told him about us,â the queen offered, remaining completely at ease in spite of the commotion going on outside. they couldnât hurt her, let alone get to her. studying her nails with an almost bored expression, she muttered, âi still think you shouldâve let me turn him into a rat.â well, there was still time. maybe emma would even do it herself. after all, didnât it speak volumes that it was regina and her she was torn over and not that plague of a pirate. âgood choice, my darling,â she cooed at emmaâs decision, a smirk stretching across her features. drawing the blonde against her, the queen looped one arm around her waist and transported them from the vault. âabsolutely not,â came zelenaâs protest the moment they reappeared in the middle of the redheadâs kitchen, âwhen i agreed to let you stay with me, i didnât agree to this.â âoh, relax. the cemetery got a little crowded. you wonât even know weâre here,â the queen defended, trailing a soothing hand along emmaâs spine. leaving the still seething wicked witch to complain to her infant daughter, she lead the blonde down the hall and up the stairs to the open space below the roof. âdonât mind her. sheâs just jealous.â turning her palm skywards then, she procured a glass and offered it to emma. âletâs have a drink.â
for a split second, emma was starting to think she should have let the queen reign free when it came to hook. why couldnât they all just leave her alone? she was an adult, old enough to make her own choices. the constant pressure of having to do the right thing, was driving emma swan to do the exact opposite. within seconds they had left the vault and reappeared in the last place emma would have thought of. âzelena..â she spoke aloud, in shock as she was now stood in what she presumed, was the middle of the wicked witches kitchen. the blonde just stood there, dumbfounded as the pieces were all starting to fall together. of course zelena would be helping this version of regina. how had they not figured this out before? emma allowed herself to be lead away, mind still boggling as they ascended the stairs. it wasnât until the queen spoke, did she snap out of her own thoughts. âplease, make it a strong one.â this day was getting more peculiar as it went on. taking the offered glass, emma downed its contents in one. âwhat now?â she asked, pretty sure drinking in her sisters roof space wasnât part of the queenâs plan.
madamxmayorâ:
regina could feel the bartenderâs knowing gaze sliding over her as the chair next to her was claimed but she refused to as much as look at emma. the hurt still sat too deep. she had opened her heart to the other woman, had let down her guard and emma had shot her down. and not because she didnât return reginaâs feelings but out of some twisted sense of obligation. which had somehow only made matters worse. regina knew it had to have been henry who had told emma where to find her, because she had intentionally given zelena the wrong address. fully aware of how much her sister loved to meddle. but it seemed she had underestimated how much that ran in the family. setting their drinks down in front of them, the bartender moved over to the side to give them some privacy and regina wasnât sure whether she wanted to thank him or hurl her shot glass after the man for leaving her alone with the blonde. i couldnât do it. a hollow chuckle pressed past reginaâs lips. that answered that question then. âwhat do you expect me to say to that, emma?â she asked, her voice cracking around the other womanâs name.
emma had the sudden realisation whilst sat at this random hotel bar, that it wasnât just killianâs life she had screwed up today. it was becoming apparent, everything the savior seemed to touch lately, broke. reginaâs response wasnât entirely surprising, it shouldnât have went this far before the to be bride, became a runaway one. she had no big speech planned regarding what she would say to regina, how she could put her feelings and thoughts into words. the trekking across country to find her, had been her first priorityâ the rest to follow. only, the rest hadnât yet followed. instead, she sat beside the brunette in a painful silence. tongue stuck to the roof of her mouth, trying desperately to find the right words. only what did come, was pathetic, really. ânothing, you donât have to say nothing.â the second the words came out, emmaâs forehead creased, eyebrows meeting. youâre an idiot, swan. she hadnât came all this way just to say something as pointless as that.
turning herself on the stool so her body was completely facing regina, she sucked in a breath before beginning. this was it, her one chance. âiâve been an idiot, and i know thatâs no excuse for my actions regina but i was afraid. afraid to let everyone down, to leave another hurricane of wreckage behind.â this wasnât coming out right. shuffling on the stool, the blonde was becoming frustrated with herself. âi should have listened to my heart and not what i thought would make everyone else happy. youâre the person i want to wake up beside every morning, to be the one i pull back into bed every time you try and get up. i want to make memories with you, the life lasting type that when we are old and grey â thinking back on them still has my heart skipping a beat. i want to love you like you deserve to be loved, to hold your hand through every obstacle in life and come out the other side stronger, because we did it together. what iâm trying to say, pathetically i know.. is that its YOU. youâre my person regina mills and i donât care if i have to wait years and spend everyday proving it to you, I wonât ever give up fighting for you, for us.â even pouring her heart out, still hadnât seemed enough. if it showed regina exactly how much she meant it, emma would have gladly removed her own heart and given it to the brunette.
madamxmayorâ:
âsounds like that mustâve been a very difficult time for you,â regina volleyed, her words swinging with faux empathy, which was only further contradicted by the smirk curling around the corners of her lips. there had been a lot of yelling and walking away on her part. though she was glad that emma had not found relief from those frustrations with someone else. her jealousy came quick and was all consuming. and regina had battled mental images of walking in on emma and killian tangled up in a supply closet for almost an entire week after she had found the intern studying flashcards in one. what if i had been in here with someone, emma had prompted and her quick wit had hit home right away. not quite buying into how easily the other woman brushed off her concerns, regina decided against dropping the matter yet. âi donât know, you seemed a little lost in thought there. are you sure youâre alright?â she knew this - the date, the restaurant - had to be out of emmaâs comfort zone because it was certainly out of her own. but spending time with emma was worth it a hundred times over. spending time with her was the only thing that mattered. the where or how were secondary. but swayed by the blondeâs flattery, she finally relented. âcoincidentally, that is precisely what i plan to do. i donât get to nearly enough when weâre at work.â though, admittedly, regina had glared at emma plenty of times just to have an excuse to look at her, even if she hadnât been aware of it at the time. considering emmaâs words for a moment longer, she leaned forward ever so slightly and added in a low whisper, âiâm old enough to know what i want. who i want. and darling, iâd wager you have no idea what youâre doing to me.â
âoh so difficult, i donât know how i even survived the days.â she countered teasingly. the fact that they could now joke about a time that was undoubtedly difficult as well as frustrating, was a huge relief. emmaâs head shook slightly, noticing that there was a glint of concern in the others brown orbs. âi was lost in thought, about you.â she admitted sheepishly. their night had just started and it was already so unbelievably perfect. âin that case, iâm glad we are on the same wavelength.â she smiled, her jaw had ached from the amount of times regina mills had her smiling as of late. as regina leaned forward, emma did too. nibbling on the inside of her cheek, the blonde had to stop herself from doing what she so desperately wanted to do. âi think i have a fair idea.â she whispered back, eyes dropping to those plump lips. âi really want to kiss you.â those around them were blurred out, it like it was just the two of them sat here in this extremely beautiful restaurant. the tip of her index finger leisurely moved along the back reginaâs hand, her gaze reverted back to those big brown eyes â silently allowing herself to get lost in them.
thatsdevilstearsâ:
Regina found herself having no strength to fight it. Not when those lips felt too right against her own. Taking her breath away more than she would ever wish herself admitting to anyone. Even Emma herself. Her hands moved to the other womanâs face then, holding onto her pale cheeks as lips all too easily found the common rhythm. Emmaâs soft pink lips happened to be too irresistible to even try to pull away from them. The closeness once again sparked the sensation of warmth and electricity rushing through her whole body. Addictive. Emma was addictive. The more she got, the more she found herself craving, all together stopping to think of the possible consequences. And didnât the mix of cider and whiskey tasted too good? Letting go of the restraints, Regina not so gently pressed Emma against the door with her own body. Teeth, gently, grazing onto the bottom lip, tugging before releasing it. She craved her, oh god, so much. Every last piece of her; her body, her mind and her heart. Even though still, Regina Mills didnât seem entirely aware of how deeply she had already fallen for Emma Swan.
The first time this had happened, Emma had been replaying it in her head for days, longing and hoping it would one day happen again. As time passed and after their talk, she had never believed it would â yet here they were. In each otherâs arms, all efforts of providing personal space completely out the window. Just like their first ever kiss, Emma felt like she was floating. The pure feeling of want and lust filled her, mind and body consumed with the purest of want for this woman, this perfectly imperfect woman. A soft gasp vibrated passed her lips as her back now hit the door, fingers pressed against the nape of Reginaâs neck, her other hand now slowly creeping down to her petite waist. Fingers curled around the fabric of her blouse, tugging the neatly tucked in material free. Her lips moved hungrily against the others, tongue slipping inside the brunettes mouth every so often, as it massaged and fought against hers. Gods, she just wanted to tear off every piece of clothing. Her fingers now gliding up Reginaâs soft abdomen, her skin just as flawless as she were. She drove her crazy, in all the best ways.
â please, just go⊠iâm not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. â
her head shook, the last thing emma was about to do â was walk away. âno.â her voice firm, defiant. âthe only way iâm going to leave regina, is if you make me.â sheâd do the same, if the tables were turned. âwe are family, and family donât just leave each other when stuff gets hard.â emma laid a soft touch to the others arm, a reassuring smile growing on her lips. âyou can yell and take your frustrations out on me. see me as a human punch bag.. without the punches of course.â she added with a light chuckle. âwhat iâm saying is, iâm not going anywhere regina. right here, is exactly where i want to be.â
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iâve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!
â i canât do this aloneâŠÂ â
â i canât do this without you. â
â nothing is worth losing you. â
â i canât lose you! not again! â
â i donât wanna lose you! â
â i love youâŠÂ â
â i never shouldâve dragged you into this. â
â youâre not alone, [NAME]⊠you never were. â
â if something happened to you⊠that would be because of me. and i canât have that. â
â âŠdid you know about this? â â this is all my faultâŠÂ â
â i/we/you lostâŠÂ â
â you wonât win. â â this path youâre on⊠itâs gonna get you killed. you know that, though; donât you? â
â i canât stop. â
â you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldnât you? â
â itâs like youâre not really here; even when you are. â
â donât you get it?! if anything happens to you, i⊠i donât know what iâd do! â
â you have no idea how important you are to me, and iâm tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell wonât wait to announce it over your reckless assâ grave! â
â no! iâm not leaving without you! â
â i canât do this anymoreâŠÂ â
â you donât even know me. â
â what have you done?! â
â youâre shakingâŠÂ â
â iâve⊠made some mistakes. â
â you are nothing to me. â
â you were never nothing to meâŠÂ â
â stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you donât get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different planâŠÂ â
â i wouldâve done anything for youâŠÂ â
â iâd risk everything and anything for you. â
â iâm not a good person. â
â please donât look at me like thatâŠÂ â
â i believed in you! â
â we canât loseâŠÂ â
â what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! â
â please, just go⊠iâm not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. â
â what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? â
â theyâre coming for you. right? thatâs why youâre pushing me away like an idiot? because you donât want me getting hurt? â
â nothingâs going to be as good as it was before. â
â you lied to me! â
â i didnât mean for any of this to happen! â
â i canât trust you anymoreâŠÂ â
â i know itâs selfish. god knows, ever since we met, iâve been the reason behind every threat and danger thatâs come your way. but⊠i honestly canât say that iâd change a second of it. â
â itâs been an honour knowing you. â
â thereâs nobody else i can turn to. only you. â
â i donât trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. â
â we have no choiceâŠÂ â
â why?! why are you helping me?! â
â itâs too late. thereâs nothing more we can doâŠÂ â
â please donât go⊠donât leave me. â
â you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i canât lose youâŠÂ â
â you deserve better than this⊠better than meâŠÂ â
â i thought i could give you a better life. instead, iâm the reason itâs gotten worse⊠iâm so sorry. â
So I just wanted to give a quick update đ this blog is now on temporary hiatus. My muse for Emma has dipped quite a bit lately and Iâve learnt from past experiences, not to force myself to write.
Thank you for the patience & I promise, Emma Swan will be back âșïž