This is the rather short list of my work. I'll be updating it periodically, when I find time.
𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐏𝐢𝐞𝐜𝐞
𝐑𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐚 𝐙𝐨𝐫𝐨
Just a Crew Mate - A swordsman who doesn’t talk much. A girl who quietly becomes part of his daily life. Neither of them notices when it starts to mean something more. A story of how Zoro's protective instincts appear before he notices them himself. (pining, slow-burn, fluffy)
Habits Are A Dangerous Thing - Zoro is a creature of habit. Unfortunately for him, that habit becomes you. (fluff)
Found You - Zoro has never been good with words, so when your birthday arrives, he decides to show his love the only way he knows how. (tooth rotting birthday fluff)
Hold On a Little Longer (request) - There are battles even the strongest swordsman can’t win with a blade. Sometimes, all Zoro can do is stay by your side and hope the people he trusts make it back in time. (hurt/comfort)
Only Her (request) - A quiet dinner at one of the Grand Line’s most celebrated sushi restaurants takes an unexpected turn when an old tradition sparks a ridiculous suggestion. Zoro refuses everyone without hesitation… until you ask.
𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐃. 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐚𝐰
The Surgeon of Small Gestures - Law isn’t good with words. But after finding himself thinking about the quiet ways his father used to show love to his mother, Law decides to try something different. (tooth rotting fluff)
A Piece of Ordinary - Law had always believed that everything eventually disappeared. People, places, memories. Then he met you, and somehow, ordinary moments became the one thing he wanted to keep forever. (fluff, soft dork Law)
My Favorite View - Everyone aboard the Polar Tang knows you draw. Landscapes. Islands. The crew. But after all, every artist has a favorite subject. Law certainly doesn’t have a clue… until one forgotten sketchbook changes everything. (artist!reader, request)
Life Is Better With You - Loving Trafalgar Law was never loud. It lived in fresh coffee, neatly organized journals, warm hands reaching for his in the dark, and the countless little ways you made his burdens lighter. (request, fluff)
law accidentally says he loves you
𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐋𝐞𝐠 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐣𝐢
The Luckiest Man Alive (part 1) - Pretending to be engaged to Sanji was easy. Convincing yourself it meant nothing was harder. (fluff, fake engagement)
One More Day With You (part 2) - The mission is almost over. Neither of you is ready to stop pretending.
Dating Sanji headcanons (request)
Your Safe Harbor (request) - For days you’ve hidden behind practiced smiles and gentle reassurances that you’re fine. The rest of the crew believes you. Sanji never does. (angsty, hurt-to comfort)
𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸𝓸𝓷
Law x reader (request) - he almost lost Reader and confesses
Hi!! i don’t know if you know the trend of people eating sushi off of their boyfriends bicep but omg can you write one where reader does it with zoro?🫣
Hii! I haven't seen it before this ask, but here is the story! 💚🍣
I really had fun writing this, it's maybe not what you had in mind because it's my own take on this trend, but I hope you enjoy!
Summary: A quiet dinner at one of the Grand Line’s most celebrated sushi restaurants takes an unexpected turn when an old tradition sparks a ridiculous suggestion. Zoro refuses everyone without hesitation… until you ask.
Contains: soft Zoro, established relationship, crew shenanigas, reader and Zoro being Chopper's parents, Zoro showning affection in his own way, food traditions, flustered Zoro
Word count: about 3.4k
A\N: Based on this fun request about eating sushi off Zoro's bicep. Thank you for the idea! I adapted it a bit, so it fits my style better, I hope you like it.
The Sunny rocked gently upon the calm sea, its lion figurehead bathed in hues that shifted from warm gold to deep burnt orange. She waited patiently for the return of the Straw Hats, who had docked that morning at an island renowned throughout the Grand Line for its seafood.
Led by Sanji, whose enthusiasm had emptied nearly every stall in the local fish market, they returned carrying enough rare catches to fill the ship with delicacies none of you had ever had the chance to taste.
“Who cares? Fish is fish,” your boyfriend had grumbled.
You immediately slipped your arm through his, silencing him before the cook’s growing outrage could erupt into another tirade about the marimo’s hopelessly uncultured palate.
“That’s not what he meant, Sanji-kun,” you smiled, watching the cook’s expression soften at once. “He was trying to say that everything you make tastes wonderful.”
The blond all but melted under the praise, while beside you Zoro simply tightened his hold around your waist, drawing you a little closer without a word, his expression as stiff as ever.
Still, despite preaching that food should never go to waste, Sanji had purchased enough seafood not only to feed the crew for a month, but to host several feasts with visiting pirate crews.
Then, barely giving anyone a chance to object, he had practically dragged you all toward the sushi restaurant he’d dreamed of visiting ever since his days aboard the Baratie, positively buzzing with excitement at the chance to learn something new.
“Old geezer used to say if you ever crossed the Grand Line and found yourself on this island, you’d be a fool to leave without eating here.”
By the time you finally arrived, your cook let out a sigh of pure admiration, forcing you to discreetly pinch Zoro more than once to keep him from making one of his usual remarks.
The restaurant wasn’t extravagant so much as quietly timeless. It stood at the very edge of the harbor, where the sea nearly kissed its foundations whenever the tide rose high. From the outside it was surprisingly modest, a weathered cedar building whose dark wooden walls had been polished smooth by decades of salt-laden winds. A faded indigo noren hung across the entrance, its color softened by countless summers, bearing nothing more than the simple white crest of three intertwined waves.
“OI, SANJI! THIS SHACK’S THE PLACE WITH THE AMAZING FOOD?!”
Luffy’s voice rang out with all the subtlety of a cannon blast.
He was immediately met by three raised fists: Sanji, whose cigarette nearly snapped between his teeth as one leg lifted threateningly into the air; Nami, glaring daggers at their captain’s complete lack of manners; and poor Usopp, desperately trying to salvage what little dignity remained.
Hidden behind your shoulder, your boyfriend allowed himself the faintest, thoroughly self-satisfied smirk before nudging both you and Chopper, who had already claimed your other hand.
“C’mon.”
After taking off your shoes, with Chopper naturally finishing long before everyone else and bouncing impatiently where he stood, a waiter led you toward one of the tatami rooms through a series of polished wooden corridors. Paper lanterns cast warm pools of amber light across the hallway, while the old floorboards creaked softly beneath your footsteps.
You slowed for just a moment, unable to resist admiring the tiny courtyard garden tucked between the rooms. A smooth stone basin caught the steady trickle of falling water, soft moss blanketed the ground beneath a wind-shaped pine, and several koi drifted lazily through a shallow pond.
“Tch. You coming, woman?”
Zoro’s voice pulled you back. He stood beside the open shōji door, patiently holding it for you.
You smiled, quickening your pace.
“Thanks.”
Taking advantage of the brief absence of witnesses, you rose onto your toes, pressed a quick kiss to his cheek, then slipped past him into the room.
Zoro answered with nothing more than the smallest shrug, though the corner of his mouth twitched upward as warmth spread across the cheek you’d kissed.
Chopper had already rushed inside.
“I WANT THE WINDOW!”
In the blink of an eye he’d claimed the spot overlooking the water.
You laughed, straightening the little hat that had slipped crookedly onto his head.
“You beat me to it.”
“I can still see everything from here!” Chopper beamed.
Kneeling beside him, you adjusted the cushion he’d knocked askew, still smiling to yourself.
When you finally looked up again, Zoro was still standing where you’d left him, quietly waiting until you’d settled in before lowering himself onto the cushion beside you.
The peaceful atmosphere lasted all of thirty seconds before the shōji door slid open and in burst the Straw Hat captain wearing a grin as loud as his voice.
“FOOD!”
Before anyone could stop him, he was already kneeling at the table with his nose mere inches from the immaculate place settings.
Sanji immediately seized him by the back of his vest, a vein throbbing visibly across his forehead.
“Don’t touch anything, you idiot! They haven’t even brought the food yet!”
“But I wanna see!”
“You’ll see it when they serve it!”
Having personally insisted on ordering directly from the head chef, selecting the restaurant’s rarest specialties, Moonfin tuna, Rainbow snapper, Sapphire squid, and countless fish found nowhere else but these waters, Sanji had, in truth, been determined from the start to spend the evening beside the master chef himself, soaking up every lesson he could.
With a sparkle in his eyes brighter than the one that usually appeared at the sight of a beautiful woman, he practically floated after the elderly chef, an old acquaintance of Zeff’s. The discovery had caught him completely off guard, but his surprise quickly gave way to unmistakable pride. The legendary sushi master not only knew the stubborn old geezer from the Baratie, but seemed genuinely delighted to meet his apprentice, readily demonstrating his techniques and sharing the knowledge he had spent a lifetime perfecting.
Thankfully, that spared the rest of you another hour of listening to him repeat,
“This chef trained for sixty years.”
“The vinegar is aged.”
“The rice only grows on the northern cliffs.”
“The knife’s been passed down through eight generations.”
With drinks finally served, conversation flowed easily, as much as it could with Luffy repeatedly announcing that the food ought to hurry up already.
You, Nami, and Robin soon found yourselves making plans to visit the island’s famous onsen together, all three of you craving a little time away from your beloved idiots. Nami had already reserved a spot for the following day and fully intended to spend a generous portion of the crew’s budget shopping beforehand, while Robin quietly informed you about a local bookstore that supposedly carried the very book you’d been searching for in every port these past few months.
Beside you, your green-haired swordsman sat in comfortable silence, occasionally brushing his little finger ever so lightly against your hand as he sipped his sake. With one ear he listened to one of Usopp’s wildly exaggerated stories, a tall tale bearing little resemblance to reality, while unsuccessfully hiding a smile at the captain’s and Chopper’s wholehearted amazement.
At one point, Chopper’s attention was stolen by a tiny crab making its way along the veranda outside.
Without thinking, you reached to stop him from leaning too far.
At that exact same moment, Zoro’s hand settled firmly against the small of your back out of pure instinct.
Across the table, Robin smiled quietly into her teacup.
At last, Sanji returned alongside the head chef, greeted by Luffy’s ecstatic cheers, as beautifully carved serving boards shaped like waves, dragons, and even swords were carefully placed before each of you.
Delicately arranged atop them, each piece of sushi looked almost too beautiful to eat. Brilliant colors gleamed beneath the lantern light, from the vivid turquoise sheen of the Moonfin tuna to the deep crimson cuts and the iridescent marbling of the Rainbow snapper. The craftsmanship was nothing short of mesmerizing.
You discreetly nudged your boyfriend’s ankle the moment he opened his mouth to remark that sushi looked the same no matter where you ate it. Meanwhile, you, Nami, Robin and Chopper found yourselves quietly pointing out your favorite pieces, admiring the vibrant colors spread before you like tiny works of art.
“The strongest warriors used to volunteer their arms,” the elderly chef remarked, with the sort of perfectly straight face that made it impossible to tell whether he was recounting history or inventing it on the spot.
“Long ago,” he continued, “the strongest warriors of this island would offer their arms during festivals to the person they held dearest. They believed food tasted sweetest when it was shared with the one they wished to protect. It was never meant as entertainment, but as a quiet promise. To nourish someone with your own hands was one thing… to trust them enough to place your own body beneath their meal was another.”
A faint smile softened the old chef’s weathered features.
Unfortunately for Zoro, Luffy volunteered him before he even had the chance to object.
The chef studied the green-haired swordsman thoughtfully.
“With muscles like that… it would actually work.”
Zoro refused immediately.
“COME ON, ZORO!” Luffy pleaded, slapping him enthusiastically between the shoulders. “PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEEEASE!”
“No.”
Your boyfriend sounded so final that it was obvious he’d sooner wrestle a Sea King than endure Luffy’s stretchy hands and tongue anywhere near his skin, especially knowing the rest of the idiots would immediately join in.
“I WOULDN’T MIND!” Luffy declared instead, balancing pieces of sushi along his own arm, much to Sanji’s horror as several nearly slid onto the floor. “I’M STRONG TOO!”
Saving the endangered sushi with remarkable speed, Sanji marched toward the girls, hearts practically floating around him.
“I would never offer these magnificent hands to those heathens,” he declared dramatically, “but if my lovely ladies wished it, the greatest honor of my life would be to have their beautiful lips graze my arm…”
“ME TOO!”
“NO!”
Sanji snapped around so fast his entire expression transformed the instant Luffy tried to volunteer himself.
Meanwhile, everyone else had turned to stare at Zoro.
“The hell’re you all lookin’ at?”
He was completely against it…
…until you quietly asked,
“Would you mind?”
Silence settled over the room.
Usopp leaned forward with unmistakable interest, Chopper stared with stars sparkling in his eyes, and Franky simply raised an enthusiastic thumbs-up.
“…Tch.”
“If he won’t, Y/N-swan, I’d be more than happy to offer my…”
“She’ll eat off mine, you damn perverted cook.”
Your green-haired swordsman had already rolled up his sleeve, deliberately turning his head away as though none of this concerned him. Usopp would’ve sworn the tips of his ears were as red as the coral reefs of the Grand Line, but wisely kept that observation to himself.
Still visibly irritated, though making a genuine effort to compose himself for your sake, Sanji reached for a few pieces of sushi, intending to arrange them across the firm curve of Zoro’s bicep. One sharp look from the swordsman stopped him cold.
“Only her.”
Unable to hide your smile beneath the curious stares of your crewmates and Sanji’s poorly concealed sulking, you knelt beside Zoro, biting back a laugh as you carefully arranged each piece of sushi along his forearm.
Your fingertips drifted gently across the surprisingly soft warmth of his skin, stretched over the solid muscle beneath. As your index finger idly traced the prominent vein running along his forearm, he nearly choked on his own breath. The swordsman's eyes widened for the briefest instant, a warm flush blooming across his cheeks before he hurriedly schooled his expression. A quiet, strangled sound escaped him, something that, in the peculiar language of Roronoa Zoro, translated to I’m barely holding myself together, and I’d much rather you didn’t do that in front of everyone… even as he made no move to stop you.
“Cold?”
“No.”
He was so still he barely seemed to blink.
“Isn’t it a little difficult to keep your balance?”
“No.”
“You can move if you’re uncomfortable.”
“…You haven’t finished,” he muttered, meeting your eyes for only a heartbeat before looking away again.
Smiling softly, you leaned in once more, steadying yourself with one hand against his shoulder.
His bicep had long been one of your favorite places to find comfort. It had steadied you through countless ordinary moments, carried the weight of your exhaustion without complaint, and welcomed you whenever the world felt just a little too loud.
You had kissed your way along that very arm more times than you could count.
Sometimes, when you were feeling especially playful, you’d nip at it just to hear his gruff complaint. You’d cleaned the cuts left behind after battles, pressing gentle kisses to fresh scars as you wrapped them in clean linen. On quiet afternoons beneath the Sunny’s mast, you’d used it as a pillow while dozing safely tucked against his chest, and on sleepy mornings, you’d leave a trail of featherlight pecks along his bicep before trying to slip from his embrace, only for him to wordlessly pull you back against him.
Whenever you rushed into his arms, it was there that your face inevitably came to rest. You hid behind that broad upper arm whenever you grew shy or tried to conceal a smile. In crowded festival streets, you instinctively clung to it so you wouldn’t lose him in the sea of people. Sometimes you’d lazily trace little pictures or write words against his skin with your fingertip, laughing as he tried to guess what you’d drawn. And on nights when the two of you lost yourselves in one another, you’d leave lipstick marks along the muscle, and he’d regard them with quiet satisfaction, reluctant, and entirely uninterested, to wipe away those little traces of your affection unless you insisted.
Yet never, not once, had you eaten from it.
After hearing the story behind the tradition, and knowing he had offered that quiet honor to you, and to you alone, the entire moment took on an intimacy you hadn’t expected.
Perhaps you should have felt embarrassed with the whole crew watching, but the thought barely crossed your mind.
Moments like these, when Zoro chose to wear his affection where others could see it, were impossibly rare. His love had never been loud or adorned with grand declarations. It revealed itself through quiet choices, stubborn gestures, and silent promises that somehow always reached your heart all the same.
Your hair brushed lightly against his neck, sending the faintest tickle across the skin of the stoic swordsman, who suddenly became far more aware of your closeness than he had been a moment before.
I fought Mihawk with a steadier pulse than this.
The ridiculous idea itself didn’t bother him in the slightest, nor did the certainty that the crew would tease him mercilessly for weeks to come. What unsettled him was the way you kept drifting into his space without the faintest idea of the storm you were stirring inside him.
You had expected him to grumble, to click his tongue in annoyance, perhaps even shift restlessly enough to send your carefully placed sushi tumbling onto the wooden floor.
Instead, as you leaned impossibly close to that absurdly broad bicep, you became acutely aware of the warmth radiating from his skin, lingering only millimeters from your lips. Beneath the delicate aroma of fresh fish and seasoned rice lingered the faint scent of sea salt, mellow sake, and the subtle cedar and hinoki oil you’d given him months ago on another island, a fragrance that had long since become unmistakably, comfortingly his. The muscles beneath your fingertips tightened almost involuntarily each time your warm breath ghosted across his skin.
Before you realized it, warmth had crept into your cheeks despite knowing every inch of that arm by heart.
He noticed immediately.
A smug little smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“Thought this was your idea.”
“Shut up.”
Trying very hard to pretend his ridiculous smirk wasn’t affecting you in the slightest, you reached for a piece of Moonfin tuna. As you leaned in to take it, your lips brushed against the warm skin stretched over the firm muscle of his arm.
The warmth lingering beneath the rice nearly distracted you from the immaculate sushi itself. It truly was exquisite. The fish dissolved across your tongue with an almost delicate sweetness, balanced by perfectly seasoned rice that Sanji would undoubtedly spend the next month trying to recreate. Under any other circumstances, you would’ve happily spent the next ten minutes praising every nuance of its flavor to your hopelessly enthusiastic cook.
Unfortunately for him, your attention had wandered somewhere far less culinary.
When you lifted your gaze again, your eyes met Zoro’s.
For one suspended heartbeat, neither of you looked away.
Then the flustered swordsman did.
The tips of his ears had turned an unmistakable shade of pink.
A smile tugged at your own lips. You chose not to comment on the way he’d instinctively straightened the moment your lips had lingered just long enough to catch the last few grains of rice clinging stubbornly to his bicep.
“Good?” he asked, amused now by both the absurdity of the situation and your growing fluster, while hoping his own wasn’t nearly as obvious.
“Mm.”
“Worth humiliating me?”
You didn't hesitate.
“Definitely.”
Another crooked smirk found its way onto his face.
“Then have another.”
The crew erupted.
Sanji nearly collapsed to his knees, mourning the image of his precious angel being corrupted by an uncouth brute. Beneath the table, Brook quietly slipped a handful of berries into Nami’s palm, settling whatever bet the two of them had apparently made, while Luffy barreled between the two of you before anyone could stop him.
“NOW IT’S MY TURN! GIMME! I WANNA TRY TOO! C’MON! C’MON!”
He reached for another piece balanced on the sturdy ridge of Zoro’s arm.
Zoro pulled it back before Luffy could get anywhere near it.
“Will you knock it off already?”
“You’re no fun,” Luffy huffed.
For one suspiciously convincing second, he looked as though he’d given up.
Then, like a seagull spotting unattended food, he lunged forward and took a bite out of Zoro’s arm instead.
“THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!”
A solid punch landed squarely on the captain’s head, earning an exaggerated yelp as the two immediately dissolved into yet another loud argument. Zoro looked ready to draw a sword on pure principle. You rested a calming hand against his shoulder before he could seriously consider it, while poor Usopp threw himself at Luffy in a desperate attempt to drag him away, entirely unaware that he had just volunteered himself as the next victim.
His efforts proved spectacularly futile.
Luffy abruptly abandoned Zoro altogether, declaring him “too grumpy,” and instead attempted to balance a piece of sushi on Usopp’s nose.
The resulting chorus of laughter, indignant protests, and Sanji’s horrified cries about wasting perfectly good food swept through the room, drawing everyone’s attention away from the two of you.
Taking advantage of the momentary distraction, you—almost shyly now—reached for one last piece resting on your green-haired swordsman’s arm.
Without looking at you, he mumbled quietly enough that only you could hear,
“…You’re the only one I’d ever consider doing something this ridiculous for.”
You smiled, warmth blooming in your chest before you could stop it.
“Good to know.”
He answered only with a quiet grunt, though the faint flush still lingering at the tips of his ears betrayed him completely.
Around you, the restaurant slowly settled back into the familiar, beloved chaos that seemed to follow the Straw Hats wherever they went. Luffy was now chasing a horrified Usopp around the room with a piece of salmon balanced precariously on his finger while Sanji shouted himself hoarse in the background, torn between protecting the restaurant’s dignity and strangling his captain.
Yet somehow, amid all that familiar noise, Zoro’s quiet confession lingered longer than the taste of the meal itself.
Every moment thereafter, whether absurd enough to leave you both laughing, heavy enough to test your resolve, or beautiful enough to steal your breath away, would be met the same way: side by side, sharing each one together.
Author’s Note: Based on this request. If you're having a difficult week, I hope this story can be a small source of comfort. Ly. 🩷
Summary: For days you’ve hidden behind practiced smiles and gentle reassurances that you’re fine. The rest of the crew believes you. Sanji never does.
Word count: about 6.2k
Contains: fluff, angst, hurt-to-comfort, sad!reader, a bit of a panic attack, people-pleaser!reader, Sanji being the sweetest boy in the world
Laughter rang throughout the Thousand Sunny, wrapping the ship in those familiar notes of warmth and belonging that had long become second nature to the Straw Hat crew. Anyone who saw them together would have envied the effortless harmony that bound them.
Luffy, Chopper, and Usopp were in the middle of yet another game of hide-and-seek, turning half the ship upside down in their relentless pursuit of one another. Zoro had long since surrendered to sleep after an especially grueling training session accompanied by a few cups of sake. Franky, positively buzzing with excitement, was buried in the construction of yet another super invention he couldn’t wait to unveil, all while laughing at Brook’s endless jokes and occasionally helping the unruly trio either hide or search for one another. Earlier that afternoon, you girls had basked in the sun together, chatting idly, reading books collected from distant islands, and indulging in little self-care rituals with face masks and creams.
To anyone watching, it was the picture of a peaceful afternoon.
But Sanji had never been just anyone.
A faint crease settled between his brows as his gaze lingered on you.
Something wasn’t right.
Every instinct urged him to hover at your side, to shower you with affectionate questions and fuss over you until you finally admitted what troubled you. Restraining himself required far more effort than he cared to admit, yet he refused to risk smothering you with concern, especially not in front of the others.
To anyone else, you appeared perfectly normal.
To him…
The familiar sparkle in your eyes had dulled.
He noticed that almost immediately.
Your beautiful smile looked as though someone had carefully pulled it into place by invisible strings rather than genuine joy. You joined every conversation, laughed at the appropriate moments, nodded when spoken to, but never truly immersed yourself in them the way you usually did.
During meals, you merely pushed your food around your plate. Every dessert he lovingly prepared somehow found its way onto Luffy’s plate instead, while you claimed you simply weren’t hungry, though he could plainly see the knot in your throat made swallowing nearly impossible.
Then there was the habit that had quietly settled over you throughout the day.
Your hand.
It drifted to your chest again and again, resting there almost unconsciously, as though you were trying to soothe something hidden beneath your ribs.
The first time he’d gently asked whether everything was alright, you’d withdrawn your hand so quickly it was as though it had never been there at all.
You smiled.
Told him it was nothing.
Only exhaustion from your latest adventure. Everyone felt it, didn’t they?
He wanted desperately to believe you.
By evening, Sanji poured every last ounce of his skill into making it the finest meal he possibly could.
If there was one thing he could always offer the people he loved, it was comfort on a plate.
Tonight, he chose your favorite meal, prepared your favorite drink.
Your favorite dessert.
Later, once everyone had gone to bed, he’d been hoping the two of you might steal away to the deck together, watching the stars while the sea gently rocked the Sunny beneath your feet. You wouldn’t need to speak about anything important if you didn’t want to. Simply sharing the silence with you would’ve been enough.
He worked with practiced urgency, a tireless devotion, polishing every detail until it bordered on perfection, because somewhere deep inside him lingered a truth he rarely put into words.
His own happiness had become inseparable from yours.
You could have said you felt profoundly alone despite being surrounded by friends.
It was a peculiar kind of loneliness, one untouched by numbers.
Your heart ached to confide in someone—to find someone who would truly understand—yet some dark, crushing weight rested against your chest, squeezing tighter with every passing hour while leaving you utterly incapable of sharing whatever it was that had settled so heavily inside you.
You knew, rationally, that any member of the crew would have listened without judgment. Above all, Sanji would have dropped everything the moment you whispered his name.
And still…
Something dark and impossibly heavy refused to loosen its grip around your heart.
It pressed against your ribs with slow, relentless force, leaving you desperate to speak while robbing you of the ability to do so.
You truly tried to behave as though everything were perfectly normal.
God, how you tried.
Whenever Usopp launched into another wildly exaggerated tale about defeating a Sea King in the Calm Belt with a single shot from his slingshot, you laughed alongside everyone else, your eyes narrowing into crescents exactly as they always did. Yet every smile felt like another sharp needle sinking a little deeper into your heart.
You read stories aloud to Chopper from the fascinating books you’d collected across countless islands, but the words blurred together before your eyes. Your voice continued reading almost automatically while you blinked again and again, desperately trying to chase away the hot sting gathering behind your eyelids before it became tears.
You listened as Nami and Robin chatted, occasionally offering a thought or adding a story of your own, but your words never ventured very far. They trailed off halfway through your sentences, as though even finishing a thought demanded more strength than you possessed.
If either of the women noticed the subtle signs that you were slowly retreating into yourself, they chose not to mention it. After all, everyone had difficult days. There was no reason to worry when you still smiled, still laughed, still asked questions with genuine interest.
At least…
That’s what it looked like.
You really were trying. With every piece of yourself.
Dinner only made it harder.
The moment Sanji placed your favorite meal before you, beautifully arranged with the quiet perfection only he could achieve, your throat tightened painfully.
Cooking had always been his own language of love—a craft he had spent years refining carefully chosen ingredient, every tiny adjustment made because he knew your tastes by heart, every thoughtfully plated dish became another way of saying I love you without ever speaking the words aloud or expecting to hear them in return.
The realization made the lump in your throat impossible to ignore.
You weren’t just overwhelmed by your own emotions anymore, but by his tenderness as well.
You felt guilty for failing to openly appreciate the love standing right in front of you.
Your beloved cook watched you expectantly before gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
“You don’t like it, my love?” he asked softly, concern already creeping into his voice. “I cut the vegetables exactly the way you like them, and while everything was roasting, I thought maybe I could tr…”
You stopped him with a gentle squeeze of his hand.
The invisible barbed wire tightening around your throat seemed to pull even tighter.
“It’s wonderful, Sanji-kun,” you smiled, though the expression trembled ever so slightly. “Thank you. Really.”
You forced yourself to take another bite before meeting his eyes again, hoping the warmth in your gaze might reassure him more than your words ever could.
It didn’t.
He continued watching you quietly, unconvinced but unwilling to press you while everyone else remained at the table. Instead, he simply took the seat beside you, letting one comforting hand rest lightly upon your knee.
Without a word, he encouraged you to eat a little more.
His heart clenched as he watched you struggle to swallow flavors that usually filled you with delight. He noticed how your gaze drifted somewhere beyond the room, never settling on anything for long, as though your thoughts were trapped in some invisible space only you could see. Every now and then you blinked a little harder than necessary, fighting tears you refused to let escape.
It took every lesson the Grand Line had carved into him not to react the way his heart begged him to.
Every instinct screamed at him to fall to his knees, take your hands in his, and plead through tears for you to tell him what cruel thing had dared hurt you so deeply. Whatever burden you carried, he would’ve taken it upon himself a hundredfold without hesitation if it meant seeing you smile with your whole heart again.
Instead…
He quietly sliced a piece of your favorite dessert, perfected over countless attempts until it had become everything he’d always wanted it to be.
Perhaps, if only for a moment, that familiar sweetness might awaken even the smallest fragment of the happiness that used to bloom across your face every time he cooked just for you.
“OI, Y/N! Are you gonna eat that?!” Luffy asked, already licking his lips despite having devoured four servings of the dessert in roughly the amount of time it would’ve taken a Sea King to swallow an entire ship.
Lost in thought, you absentmindedly traced the edge of your spoon through the dessert, hardly aware of anything around you.
“Oi!” the oblivious captain repeated, giving your back a firm pat to snap you out of your daze.
“Hm?” You startled, blinking at him. “Yes, Luffy-kun?”
“If you’re not gonna eat it, then gimme…”
Before he could finish, a long, elegant black leg swept him clean off his feet.
“How dare you, you inconsiderate barbarian!” Sanji snapped. “That’s hers!”
The pouting captain scrambled back up immediately, crossing his arms in protest.
“That’s not fair! You gave her a bigger slice!”
Luffy’s complaint was met with a chorus of laughter, accompanied by the exasperated clicks of the tongue from the crew members who had grown accustomed to such daily absurdities. Usopp was the first to jump to his captain’s defense, pointing an accusing finger across the table.
“He’s got a point! Sanji definitely made yours bigger!”
The blond cook merely lit a cigarette with an exaggerated scoff.
“Of course I did.”
Brook chuckled.
“Yohoho! Such blatant favoritism!”
The table dissolved into its usual chaos, from Luffy and Usopp loudly negotiating compensation in the form of another slice or perhaps tomorrow’s menu entirely of their choosing, to Zoro’s dismissive snort as he muttered something about Sanji being hopelessly whipped.
Under normal circumstances, you would’ve laughed along with them, perhaps even teased your boyfriend a little before offering Luffy half your dessert just to watch Sanji’s soul nearly leave his body.
Instead, only the faintest smile touched your lips.
So slight that anyone else might have missed it.
Sanji didn’t.
When the commotion finally settled and you decided enough time had passed for your departure not to seem suspicious, you quietly set your spoon down.
“Sorry…”
The single word came out softer than you’d intended.
“I think I’m more tired than I realized.”
Before anyone could insist you stay, you offered Sanji one more small smile.
“Everything was delicious, Sanji-kun. Thank you.”
You rose from your chair, gave everyone a gentle farewell smile, and slipped out of the kitchen, the door closing softly behind you.
The empty seat you left behind seemed to ache with your absence.
Sanji had no intention of ignoring it.
While the rest of the crew continued arguing at full volume over who deserved the last slice of dessert, Sanji’s gaze never once drifted from the door that had quietly closed behind you.
He waited.
Thirty seconds.
A minute.
Another.
Long enough to convince himself he wasn’t simply overreacting.
“Go.”
Robin’s quiet voice reached him at last. As always, she’d noticed everything, even the smallest shift in someone’s heart.
“I don’t want her to think I’m hovering,” Sanji admitted, his fingers fidgeting restlessly against one another in a futile attempt to calm the unease growing inside him.
Robin smiled before resting a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
“She won’t.”
He looked at her for a brief moment before nodding gratefully.
Without another word, he picked up your untouched dessert, carefully prepared your coffee exactly the way you liked it, then turned toward the table.
“I’ll be back. Behave yourselves, you uncultured heathens.”
His pointed glare landed squarely on Luffy, Usopp and Zoro.
The sea stretched endlessly before you, an uninterrupted expanse of sapphire fading into the horizon.
You drew one slow breath after another, desperately willing your frantic heart to settle, wishing you could somehow disappear beyond those distant waves, far enough away to escape yourself.
You couldn’t say when this restlessness had first found its way inside you.
Nor how it had quietly seeped into every corner of your being until it weighed upon your soul like molten lead, as though something unseen had latched onto it and was dragging it relentlessly downward.
It felt impossible that only a short while ago everything had seemed perfectly normal.
You’d helped the crew the way you always did, assisting Chopper as he bandaged injuries and organized bottles of medicine, cleaning around the ship, making yourself useful in every way you could while secretly hoping that, if everyone else was comfortable, perhaps you might feel a little lighter too.
“You don’t have to be such a people-pleaser.”
Nami had caught your wrist one afternoon, trying to pull you back onto the sunbed after finally losing her patience with Luffy’s hopeless attempts to mop the deck.
“Look after yourself for once. Who cares if he has to do one job on his own? It’s not like we ask him to do much in the first place.”
“It isn’t that, Nami,” you’d replied with a small smile when she gave you a knowing look. “I just know something’s going to go wrong if I don’t. It’s easier to stop it before…”
At that exact moment, your brilliant captain had an idea.
“Ah-ha! I’ve got it!”
As though struck by divine inspiration, Luffy triumphantly dumped the entire bucket of filthy black water he’d just used to scrub the deck straight back across the spotless planks, where it happily spread toward the rest of the ship.
“…Never mind,” Nami sighed, pressing her palm against her forehead.
Sanji, however, disliked your habit of exhausting yourself for unnecessary things and, if you’d asked him, unnecessary people just as much.
Whenever Luffy inevitably managed to throw himself overboard, you barely had time to stand before Sanji was already slipping his suit jacket over your shoulders, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek.
“Leave that to me, my love.”
Or the time Luffy somehow managed to tie several impossible knots around the helm using his own stretching arm.
You’d only just sat down after an exhausting day spent fleeing Marines and saving yet another kingdom when you let out a quiet sigh and began getting back to your feet.
“I’ll deal with him.”
Sanji gently took the pliers from your hands before fluffing the cushions behind you with his free hand, encouraging you to lean back instead.
“You dealt with him yesterday.”
“Yes, but…”
“And the day before that.”
“Sanji…”
“Let your beloved cook have his turn,” he said with a wink, bringing your hand to his lips before hurrying off to rescue his hopeless captain from yet another self-inflicted disaster.
You were left sitting there, blinking after him in mild bewilderment.
Nor did it escape him whenever he found you somehow balancing an absurd tower of things that had nothing to do with you: Chopper’s medical supplies, Usopp’s tools, fresh charts and compasses for Nami, Luffy’s food…
…and, to Sanji’s utter disbelief…
Someone else’s laundry.
He crossed the distance between you in seconds, carefully relieving you of the impossible pile before anything could tumble from your arms.
“Darling.”
“Hm?”
“Put it down.”
“I can’t. I promised Chopper…”
“Chopper can wait three minutes.”
“But Usopp…”
“That bastard has perfectly functional legs.”
“Nami asked me to…”
“Nami-swan, much as I adore her, also has perfectly functional legs.”
“Luffy…”
“Pfft. Luffy has legs too. Quite a few of them, apparently, whenever food is involved.”
Before you could protest again, the entire burden had vanished from your arms.
“You are not this ship’s personal servant.”
He noticed the subtleties hidden inside your words, how ‘Sure, I’ll do it.’ so often meant, ‘I don’t want to… but I’m afraid you’ll be upset if I say no.’
Sanji refused to let those quiet confessions go unheard.
He knew that relentless need to please everyone else was an acid that slowly ate away at you from the inside, and as long as he stood beside you, he would never willingly allow you to shoulder that invisible pain alone.
He found you standing at the ship’s railing, your fingers wrapped so tightly around the polished wood that your knuckles had turned white, while your other hand rested unmoving over your chest.
Sanji didn’t speak.
For a long moment, he simply watched you in silence, deciding not to interrupt whatever storm was raging inside your mind.
The ocean stretched endlessly into the night before the two of you, an endless expanse of dark sapphire disappearing into the horizon, while you kept drawing deeper and deeper breaths that only seemed to make everything worse.
Your thoughts spun faster and faster, caught in a relentless whirlpool, and somewhere inside you grew the terrible certainty that it was already too late, that whatever nameless force had taken hold of you would drag you away before you could ever stop it.
You didn’t understand what was happening.
Why can’t I breathe?
You tried to steady yourself.
Again.
And again.
To no avail.
The heavy pressure that had been pressing against your chest all day seemed to sink lower into your stomach, where a swarm of butterflies, or rather hornets, burst violently to life beneath your ribs, sending another wave of panic through your body.
Why can’t I calm down?
Sanji remained quietly where he was, noticing that your gaze wasn’t fixed on the waters of the Grand Line at all.
You were looking straight through them, as though you weren’t even aware the ocean existed.
Slowly, carefully, he stepped closer before setting the coffee and dessert he’d prepared with such painstaking care upon the flat edge of the railing beside you.
“I brought your coffee, my love.”
You didn’t respond.
Your eyes remained fixed on the endless sea ahead.
“…And dessert.”
The only answer was the sound of your slow, uneven breaths as you struggled hopelessly to wrestle them back under your control.
Your thoughts buzzed louder than ever, like a hive filled with furious bees.
Don’t let him see you like this.
Don’t let Sanji see.
Don’t let him worry.
Don’t make him take care of you.
You can handle this.
You always do.
“I… just needed a little fresh air,” you managed, forcing a smile that hurt more than it comforted, your gaze never leaving the horizon as you fought to keep your breathing steady.
The merciless stars overhead, rather than soothing your restless thoughts, only deepened the crushing awareness of how impossibly small you were beneath their indifferent brilliance.
Sanji moved a little closer, careful not to crowd you or trap you, stopping only when he stood quietly beside you, shoulder to shoulder, leaving enough space for you to breathe while making sure you didn’t have to stand alone.
“It’s beautiful tonight.”
Silence settled gently between you.
“…You don’t have to smile anymore.”
His voice softened.
“I understand.”
The words struck you with such force that, for a moment, your lungs forgot how to work.
“I was just…”
“Taking a break?”
You nodded.
Too many times and far too quickly.
“Yes.”
A pause.
“That’s all.”
He watched you for another quiet moment before speaking again.
“You don’t look like you’re taking a break.”
“I’m fine.”
Your voice cracked ever so slightly, but you refused to give yourself away any further.
The sound carved through him like a blade.
He had always hoped that, if there was one person in the world with whom you could entrust your heart, it would be him.
Even so, he refused to corner you.
Instead, he simply remained where he was, solid and unwavering beside you, resisting the overwhelming urge to reach for your hand, to brush his fingers against yours, to reassure himself that you were really there.
After another long silence, you spoke again.
“You don’t have to stay.”
“I know.”
“Sanji.”
“Yes, darling?”
“I’m serious.”
You swallowed.
“You should go.”
You had to send him away somehow.
You didn’t know how much longer you could keep yourself from shattering into pieces right there on the Sunny’s deck. Your chest rose and fell in increasingly uneven breaths, each one more difficult than the last.
“And I’m serious,” he answered gently, “when I say I don’t particularly feel like going anywhere.”
Your trembling fingers tightened painfully around the railing.
Desperate for something, anything, to distract yourself, you took a hesitant step away.
“I should help Nami with…”
“Nami has Robin.”
“Then I’ll…”
You searched desperately for another excuse.
“…You have work in the kitchen.”
“On the contrary.” His smile was impossibly gentle. “There’ll never be enough work in the world to keep me from your side.”
He stepped just a little closer, his eyes impossibly soft.
“Especially when I can see you need me.”
Your lower lip trembled beneath your teeth.
“I-I said I’m f-fine.”
The sadness in Sanji’s eyes deepened, though he merely nodded.
“So I’ve heard.”
“Then why are you still here?”
“Because I don’t believe you, sweetheart.”
That was the cruelest part.
You couldn’t explain what was happening because you didn’t know yourself.
How could you ask someone to help when you had no idea what kind of help you needed?
There was no single wound to point to, no enemy to fight, no tragedy to name.
Only this.
This unbearable, senseless fear that had somehow spread into every corner of your being.
Feeling cornered, not by Sanji, never by Sanji, but by life itself, by your own helplessness and the impossibility of explaining any of it, the words escaped far sharper than you intended.
“W-Well… you don’t have to b-believe me. You don’t have to do anything. I-I’m not asking you to.”
By then, tears were already spilling freely down your cheeks.
The moment the words left your mouth, guilt crashed over you.
You had never wanted to hurt him.
Not him.
The man who had shown you nothing but unwavering kindness, who treated you with such reverence it sometimes frightened you, as though your heart were the most precious thing he’d ever been entrusted with.
“I-I’m s-s-so sorry,” you whispered between uneven breaths. “I-I didn’t mean…”
“Don’t, my love.”
“I’m sorry, I just…”
“Don’t apologize.”
Unable to resist any longer, Sanji gently cupped your cheek, brushing away your tears with the pad of his thumb while fighting desperately to keep his own from following.
For reasons you couldn’t understand, you let out a shaky, humorless laugh.
“I’m being ridiculous.”
“No.”
“I am,” you murmured weakly.
“You’re not.”
“I’m standing here having some sort of… whatever this is…” Your voice broke again. “…like some i-idiot while everyone else is enjoying themselves, and you’re w-wasting your time…”
“My time?”
For perhaps the first time that evening, there was the faintest edge to Sanji’s voice, though it never lost its warmth.
“My time is mine to spend however I choose, sweetheart.”
He offered you a small, aching smile.
“And every moment I spend with you is precious to me.”
Something inside you finally cracked.
Not because he’d solved anything.
Not because the fear had vanished.
But because his willingness to stay beside you was so absolute, so unquestioning, that it left no room for doubt.
“I-I don’t know what’s happening.”
He nodded, his thumb still wiping away tears that refused to stop falling.
“That’s alright.”
His voice was barely above a whisper.
“I’m right here.”
“No…” Your hand pressed harder against your chest. “I mean… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I’m like this. It’s not as if s-something happened. It’s just…”
Your breath caught painfully in your throat.
“I… I c-can’t…”
Some distant corner of your mind insisted you should feel embarrassed, that Sanji must think you looked pathetic like this.
The thought disappeared almost as quickly as it came.
The pain left no room for embarrassment.
“My darling,” he said softly, looking at you as though you were the most precious thing in the world, “you don’t have to explain anything.”
Another broken laugh escaped you through your tears, each fractured sound driving itself deeper into the Straw Hat cook’s heart.
“I f-feel so s-stupid.”
His expression softened even further.
“You have nothing to feel stupid about, my love.”
Your breathing grew increasingly uneven.
Unable to bear his gaze any longer, you turned away from him and retreated to the corner of the deck, sinking to the floor with your knees drawn tightly to your chest, your forehead resting against them.
“I h-hate this.”
“I know.”
Sanji began moving toward you, slowly, carefully, never coming closer than he felt you could bear, respecting your need for distance for as long as he possibly could.
“I h-hate that you have to see me like this.”
His expression softened even further.
“See you like what, my one and only?”
“L-Like… this.” Your voice was barely audible. “Weak.”
The word struck him harder than he’d expected.
Without hesitation, he lowered himself onto one knee beside you.
“Hey.”
His voice was impossibly gentle.
“Don’t.”
“It’s true.”
“No.”
He shook his head.
“Not even a little.”
“S-S-Sanji…”
“No,” he repeated, quieter this time, but no less certain. “I won’t let you call yourself that.”
Drawing a slow breath, he lifted a hand, letting it hover uncertainly above your knee before deciding not to touch you just yet.
“I know what it’s like to smile when you don’t feel like smiling. To tell everyone you’re alright because it’s easier than explaining why you aren’t.”
Your head lifted ever so slightly.
Taking it as permission, he rested his hand lightly against your knee, his thumb moving in slow, reassuring circles.
“I know what it’s like to make yourself useful so nobody notices you’re hurting.”
His voice grew softer still.
“And as long as I’m here, as long as I’m breathing…”
He smiled sadly.
“…you’ll never have to carry that alone.”
Your breath caught.
“So you don’t have to pretend with me.”
The whisper that answered him would have been swallowed by the night had the world around you not fallen so still.
“I d-don’t know how not to.”
His touch remained impossibly gentle, each slow stroke across your skin grounding you a little more.
“Then we’ll learn,” said the kindest man you had ever known.
His smile, though tinged with heartache, never faltered.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“I d-don’t want you to feel like you h-have to take care of me,” you murmured, finally lifting your tear-stained eyes to meet his.
“That’s unfortunate, sweetheart.”
The corner of his mouth lifted ever so slightly.
“Because I love you.”
A broken sob caught painfully in your throat, nearly stealing what little breath you had managed to regain.
“Look at me, love.”
“I c-can’t.”
“Hey.”
Very gently, he reached for your trembling hand instead.
“Is this alright, sweetheart?”
You nodded.
Truthfully, Sanji had no idea whether he was doing any of this correctly.
He wasn’t a doctor.
He wasn’t Chopper.
But he knew what it felt like to ache for something you couldn’t name, to desperately need help while feeling utterly incapable of asking for it—or even believing you deserved it..
Somewhere through the haze, he tried to remember fragments of things Chopper had once explained to the crew, should anyone ever find themselves in a moment like this.
“Just listen to my voice, darling.”
Not entirely certain what else to do, he began talking about the most wonderfully ordinary things he could think of.
“You know…”
He draped his jacket over your trembling shoulders.
“I have a feeling Luffy is stealing the last dessert this very second.”
A faint sigh escaped him.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t notice.”
Carefully, he rested his chin atop your head, offering the quiet shelter of his embrace without asking anything in return, hoping the steady rhythm of his heartbeat might eventually coax yours into matching it.
“That menace of a captain managed to knock me over the other day.”
You blinked.
“…What?”
“I’d locked the refrigerator. Properly this time. I was feeling rather proud of myself.”
He sighed dramatically.
“I underestimated exactly how determined that bottomless pit can be.”
You looked up at him in confusion.
“What happened?”
Sanji’s practiced eye caught it immediately.
The tiniest lift at the corner of your lips.
The faintest warmth returning to your voice.
“Well, the thing is…”
He looked thoroughly offended.
“I hadn’t accounted for the possibility that he could stretch only one finger while I was holding him.”
Your brows furrowed.
“The bastard tripped me. Wrapped that stupid little finger around my ankle while I was guarding the fridge. Imagine that, my love.”
The knot in your throat loosened just a little.
“D-Did he… get it open?”
Sanji brightened almost imperceptibly.
“Ah, now we arrive at the tragic part.”
He lowered his voice conspiratorially.
“I was trying to spare you the horror.”
Despite everything, the smallest breath of laughter escaped you.
To Sanji, it sounded like the most beautiful melody in the world.
“The next thing I knew, we were both on the floor, and that uncultured barbarian actually had the audacity to lick the cream from my beautiful éclair… off my face.”
His eyes widened dramatically.
“I was utterly appalled, darling.”
A quiet, genuine smile finally reached your lips.
“You’re both idiots.”
Your smile was still fragile, nowhere near as bright as it usually was, but the iron band that had been tightening around your heart had eased, leaving behind a strange, almost comforting numbness—and a gratitude so profound it nearly brought fresh tears to your eyes.
“There she is.”
His eyes lit with unmistakable relief.
As though he’d just watched the sun rise after the longest night imaginable.
He pressed a warm kiss to the crown of your head before gently drawing you closer, saying nothing as he listened to the gradual rhythm of your breathing steady itself against his chest.
“I should go back to our room,” you murmured after a while, making an awkward attempt to stand. “Before anyon—”
Strong yet impossibly gentle arms kept you where you were.
“Easy, sweetheart.”
He smiled into your hair.
“They don't matter. Least of all right now.”
His hand stroked your back in slow, absent circles as he held you for several quiet minutes longer, listening carefully to the beat of your heart as though it were the most precious thing in the world.
In the silence that followed, you could finally feel the weight of your own body again: the steady warmth of your favorite person beside you, the slow rise and fall of your breathing, the reassuring solidity of the deck beneath your feet.
The unbearable feeling, whether it had been fear, despair, or something too nameless to define, hadn’t disappeared entirely.
It had merely loosened its grip enough for you to remember that you were safe.
Loved.
Held in arms that would never allow harm to come to you.
Seen completely.
Accepted without question.
Wanted.
After a while, strength slowly returned to your limbs, and with Sanji's unwavering support—his steady hands never leaving your side—you managed to stand. Leaning into him as though you were floating more than walking, you let him guide you toward the small cabin the two of you shared, a place made modest by its size yet immeasurably warm simply because it was yours together.
Sanji, who had always been the very definition of attentiveness, devotion, and quiet acts of service, somehow managed to surpass even himself that night.
It seemed almost impossible, and yet there was something profoundly sincere in the way he cared for you, something so deeply moving in the almost reverent tenderness with which he treated you, as though you were the most delicate treasure in the world.
Not because he believed you weak or incapable of weathering whatever storms life chose to send your way, but because he believed you deserved such gentleness. Because there wasn’t a hardship he wouldn’t willingly shoulder if it meant sparing you even a fraction of it. Because every beautiful thing he might ever experience would feel just a little incomplete if he couldn’t share it with you.
He had long since decided that no matter what darkness might one day find the two of you, he would always do everything within his power to stand between it and you. Even if the world shifted beneath your feet, even if everything familiar slipped away or disappeared entirely, your peace beside him would remain enough to keep his own world from losing its balance.
Once the two of you reached your cabin, Sanji immediately busied himself making it as comfortable as humanly possible.
He replaced the sheets with the softest fresh linen he could find, gathered your fluffiest blankets, and fussed over every tiny detail with the utmost care. Though visibly reluctant, he even offered to leave you alone for a few minutes if that was what you wanted, before disappearing once more in search of scented candles, fragrant oils, and your favorite bathrobe.
Only when everything met his impossibly high standards did he quietly slip into the bathroom.
When he gently led you inside, one careful hand supporting yours, you found the bathtub already filled with water at precisely the temperature you loved most. Relaxing oils, fragrant bath salts, and delicate floral essences had transformed the water into a warm sanctuary beneath a cloud of soft white foam. Lavender candles flickered along the rim of the bath and atop the small cabinet nearby, while, somehow, he’d even managed to carry his little radio in from the kitchen, where it now filled the room with gentle, soothing melodies.
“Sanji…”
Your heart tightened.
“You really didn’t have to.”
Before you could say another word, soft lips brushed the inside of your wrist.
“It was the very least I could do for the queen of my All Blue.”
He smiled with such disarming earnestness that warmth spread through your chest despite yourself.
“May I, my love?”
Standing behind you, he carefully loosened the sash of your bathrobe. Before the fabric could slip to the floor, he caught it effortlessly, hung it neatly upon the hook, then took your hand with the same quiet care he seemed to pour into everything he did and helped you step into the warm water.
A contented breath escaped you before you even realized you’d been holding it.
The warmth embraced every aching muscle in your body, and for the first time that evening, your shoulders relaxed.
Stretching your hands through the sea of bubbles, you smiled faintly as they clung to your fingertips like little clouds spun from cotton candy.
Sanji pulled a chair behind the bathtub and settled beside you before resting his capable hands upon your shoulders.
Slowly, patiently, he began working the knots from your tense muscles, humming absentmindedly along with the melody drifting from the radio.
“Let me take care of you, my love.”
There was no resisting a voice that gentle.
Not over something as small as this.
Especially not when he offered himself so completely, asking for nothing in return except the chance to lighten your burden.
Besides…
You were simply too exhausted to protest anymore.
“Mmm…”
You closed your eyes as he scooped warm water over your hair before gently massaging your favorite shampoo into it with slow, practiced fingers.
“So good to me, Sanji…”
There was something infinitely more intimate about that quiet moment than any display of physical passion could ever hope to be.
His heart stumbled inside his chest.
Even though you praised him often, he never quite grew accustomed to hearing those words.
He suspected he never would.
Joy quietly bloomed across his face, content simply to bring you even a fraction of the happiness you so effortlessly gave him every day.
Nothing else seemed to matter.
Not unanswered questions.
Not the dangerous seas and impossible adventures still waiting beyond tomorrow.
Not tomorrow itself.
Not even the helplessness that had nearly consumed him only an hour before.
You were here.
Beside him.
Breathing more easily.
Peaceful.
The quiet miracle of your existence alone was enough to make the world feel immeasurably kinder, and Sanji couldn’t have been happier simply to belong to that world alongside you.
“You deserve far more than this, sweetheart.”
He gently kissed your shoulder before wrapping a towel around your damp hair.
“And I’d gladly spend the rest of my life reminding you of that… if you’ll let me.”
The two of you lingered there for a long while afterward, talking about everything and nothing at all.
Dreams still waiting to come true.
Plans for the future.
Childhood memories.
Moments you’d shared together.
Stories about the crew.
Ridiculous hypothetical situations that slowly became sillier the more you laughed.
By the time you finally wandered back toward your room, supported by his patient hand, you felt lighter than you had in days, wrapped in a quiet peace that seemed almost impossible only a short while before.
That had always been Sanji’s gift.
He never tried to show you a different world.
Instead, he somehow made you realize that this one had always been larger, kinder, and infinitely more beautiful than you’d believed.
Curled together in the warmth of your little sanctuary, your legs tangled beneath the blankets while his arms rested securely around your waist, you listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat echoing beneath your ear until it slowly lulled you toward sleep.
The last things you felt were the gentle kisses he pressed to your temple and cheek, followed by the quiet certainty of his voice.
“You never have to hide your pain from me, my precious girl.”
His embrace tightened ever so slightly.
“It won’t ever drive me away.”
Another kiss.
“Nothing ever could.”
His lips lingered against your hair.
“If anything… it’ll only make me hold you closer... and remind you that I'll never let you face it alone”
Wrapped in one another’s arms and bathed in the pale moonlight filtering through the half-open porthole, sleep finally came for you, covering you both like the softest blanket.
And just before your eyes finally closed, one quiet truth settled peacefully inside your heart, certain enough to outlast every storm still waiting somewhere beyond the horizon.
Sanji was your safe harbor, the place where every storm within you came to rest, where no wound had to be hidden, and where every return home was met with immeasurable joy.
Hey, I've recently found your work and love your characterisations!
If you're still open for requests, could I please request Sanji x femreader, with him taking care of her during/after a panic attack? It's...not been a great week for me and some escapism would be so gorgeous, but only if you want to, and have time/capacity/inspiration.
Can't wait to see what you write next! ^^
Thank you so much for your request! I'm sorry this took me a little longer than I intended. I hope this week has been kinder to you, and if you ever find yourself needing it again, I hope you can come back to this story for a little comfort.
Here is the story.
The past few weeks have been difficult for me as well, so writing has been slower than usual. I really hope you enjoy it! ❤️❤️❤️
Author’s Note: Based on this request. If you're having a difficult week, I hope this story can be a small source of comfort. Ly. 🩷
Summary: For days you’ve hidden behind practiced smiles and gentle reassurances that you’re fine. The rest of the crew believes you. Sanji never does. When your carefully constructed composure finally begins to unravel, he discovers that the greatest act of love isn’t fixing a broken heart, but quietly reminding it that it never had to break alone.
Word count: about 6.2k
Contains: fluff, angst, hurt-to-comfort, sad!reader, a bit of a panic attack, people-pleaser!reader, Sanji being the sweetest boy in the world
Laughter rang throughout the Thousand Sunny, wrapping the ship in those familiar notes of warmth and belonging that had long become second nature to the Straw Hat crew. Anyone who saw them together would have envied the effortless harmony that bound them.
Luffy, Chopper, and Usopp were in the middle of yet another game of hide-and-seek, turning half the ship upside down in their relentless pursuit of one another. Zoro had long since surrendered to sleep after an especially grueling training session accompanied by a few cups of sake. Franky, positively buzzing with excitement, was buried in the construction of yet another super invention he couldn’t wait to unveil, all while laughing at Brook’s endless jokes and occasionally helping the unruly trio either hide or search for one another. Earlier that afternoon, you girls had basked in the sun together, chatting idly, reading books collected from distant islands, and indulging in little self-care rituals with face masks and creams.
To anyone watching, it was the picture of a peaceful afternoon.
But Sanji had never been just anyone.
A faint crease settled between his brows as his gaze lingered on you.
Something wasn’t right.
Every instinct urged him to hover at your side, to shower you with affectionate questions and fuss over you until you finally admitted what troubled you. Restraining himself required far more effort than he cared to admit, yet he refused to risk smothering you with concern, especially not in front of the others.
To anyone else, you appeared perfectly normal.
To him…
The familiar sparkle in your eyes had dulled.
He noticed that almost immediately.
Your beautiful smile looked as though someone had carefully pulled it into place by invisible strings rather than genuine joy. You joined every conversation, laughed at the appropriate moments, nodded when spoken to, but never truly immersed yourself in them the way you usually did.
During meals, you merely pushed your food around your plate. Every dessert he lovingly prepared somehow found its way onto Luffy’s plate instead, while you claimed you simply weren’t hungry, though he could plainly see the knot in your throat made swallowing nearly impossible.
Then there was the habit that had quietly settled over you throughout the day.
Your hand.
It drifted to your chest again and again, resting there almost unconsciously, as though you were trying to soothe something hidden beneath your ribs.
The first time he’d gently asked whether everything was alright, you’d withdrawn your hand so quickly it was as though it had never been there at all.
You smiled.
Told him it was nothing.
Only exhaustion from your latest adventure. Everyone felt it, didn’t they?
He wanted desperately to believe you.
By evening, Sanji poured every last ounce of his skill into making it the finest meal he possibly could.
If there was one thing he could always offer the people he loved, it was comfort on a plate.
Tonight, he chose your favorite meal, prepared your favorite drink.
Your favorite dessert.
Later, once everyone had gone to bed, he’d been hoping the two of you might steal away to the deck together, watching the stars while the sea gently rocked the Sunny beneath your feet. You wouldn’t need to speak about anything important if you didn’t want to. Simply sharing the silence with you would’ve been enough.
He worked with practiced urgency, a tireless devotion, polishing every detail until it bordered on perfection, because somewhere deep inside him lingered a truth he rarely put into words.
His own happiness had become inseparable from yours.
You could have said you felt profoundly alone despite being surrounded by friends.
It was a peculiar kind of loneliness, one untouched by numbers.
Your heart ached to confide in someone—to find someone who would truly understand—yet some dark, crushing weight rested against your chest, squeezing tighter with every passing hour while leaving you utterly incapable of sharing whatever it was that had settled so heavily inside you.
You knew, rationally, that any member of the crew would have listened without judgment. Above all, Sanji would have dropped everything the moment you whispered his name.
And still…
Something dark and impossibly heavy refused to loosen its grip around your heart.
It pressed against your ribs with slow, relentless force, leaving you desperate to speak while robbing you of the ability to do so.
You truly tried to behave as though everything were perfectly normal.
God, how you tried.
Whenever Usopp launched into another wildly exaggerated tale about defeating a Sea King in the Calm Belt with a single shot from his slingshot, you laughed alongside everyone else, your eyes narrowing into crescents exactly as they always did. Yet every smile felt like another sharp needle sinking a little deeper into your heart.
You read stories aloud to Chopper from the fascinating books you’d collected across countless islands, but the words blurred together before your eyes. Your voice continued reading almost automatically while you blinked again and again, desperately trying to chase away the hot sting gathering behind your eyelids before it became tears.
You listened as Nami and Robin chatted, occasionally offering a thought or adding a story of your own, but your words never ventured very far. They trailed off halfway through your sentences, as though even finishing a thought demanded more strength than you possessed.
If either of the women noticed the subtle signs that you were slowly retreating into yourself, they chose not to mention it. After all, everyone had difficult days. There was no reason to worry when you still smiled, still laughed, still asked questions with genuine interest.
At least…
That’s what it looked like.
You really were trying. With every piece of yourself.
Dinner only made it harder.
The moment Sanji placed your favorite meal before you, beautifully arranged with the quiet perfection only he could achieve, your throat tightened painfully.
Cooking had always been his own language of love—a craft he had spent years refining carefully chosen ingredient, every tiny adjustment made because he knew your tastes by heart, every thoughtfully plated dish became another way of saying I love you without ever speaking the words aloud or expecting to hear them in return.
The realization made the lump in your throat impossible to ignore.
You weren’t just overwhelmed by your own emotions anymore, but by his tenderness as well.
You felt guilty for failing to openly appreciate the love standing right in front of you.
Your beloved cook watched you expectantly before gently tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
“You don’t like it, my love?” he asked softly, concern already creeping into his voice. “I cut the vegetables exactly the way you like them, and while everything was roasting, I thought maybe I could tr…”
You stopped him with a gentle squeeze of his hand.
The invisible barbed wire tightening around your throat seemed to pull even tighter.
“It’s wonderful, Sanji-kun,” you smiled, though the expression trembled ever so slightly. “Thank you. Really.”
You forced yourself to take another bite before meeting his eyes again, hoping the warmth in your gaze might reassure him more than your words ever could.
It didn’t.
He continued watching you quietly, unconvinced but unwilling to press you while everyone else remained at the table. Instead, he simply took the seat beside you, letting one comforting hand rest lightly upon your knee.
Without a word, he encouraged you to eat a little more.
His heart clenched as he watched you struggle to swallow flavors that usually filled you with delight. He noticed how your gaze drifted somewhere beyond the room, never settling on anything for long, as though your thoughts were trapped in some invisible space only you could see. Every now and then you blinked a little harder than necessary, fighting tears you refused to let escape.
It took every lesson the Grand Line had carved into him not to react the way his heart begged him to.
Every instinct screamed at him to fall to his knees, take your hands in his, and plead through tears for you to tell him what cruel thing had dared hurt you so deeply. Whatever burden you carried, he would’ve taken it upon himself a hundredfold without hesitation if it meant seeing you smile with your whole heart again.
Instead…
He quietly sliced a piece of your favorite dessert, perfected over countless attempts until it had become everything he’d always wanted it to be.
Perhaps, if only for a moment, that familiar sweetness might awaken even the smallest fragment of the happiness that used to bloom across your face every time he cooked just for you.
“OI, Y/N! Are you gonna eat that?!” Luffy asked, already licking his lips despite having devoured four servings of the dessert in roughly the amount of time it would’ve taken a Sea King to swallow an entire ship.
Lost in thought, you absentmindedly traced the edge of your spoon through the dessert, hardly aware of anything around you.
“Oi!” the oblivious captain repeated, giving your back a firm pat to snap you out of your daze.
“Hm?” You startled, blinking at him. “Yes, Luffy-kun?”
“If you’re not gonna eat it, then gimme…”
Before he could finish, a long, elegant black leg swept him clean off his feet.
“How dare you, you inconsiderate barbarian!” Sanji snapped. “That’s hers!”
The pouting captain scrambled back up immediately, crossing his arms in protest.
“That’s not fair! You gave her a bigger slice!”
Luffy’s complaint was met with a chorus of laughter, accompanied by the exasperated clicks of the tongue from the crew members who had grown accustomed to such daily absurdities. Usopp was the first to jump to his captain’s defense, pointing an accusing finger across the table.
“He’s got a point! Sanji definitely made yours bigger!”
The blond cook merely lit a cigarette with an exaggerated scoff.
“Of course I did.”
Brook chuckled.
“Yohoho! Such blatant favoritism!”
The table dissolved into its usual chaos, from Luffy and Usopp loudly negotiating compensation in the form of another slice or perhaps tomorrow’s menu entirely of their choosing, to Zoro’s dismissive snort as he muttered something about Sanji being hopelessly whipped.
Under normal circumstances, you would’ve laughed along with them, perhaps even teased your boyfriend a little before offering Luffy half your dessert just to watch Sanji’s soul nearly leave his body.
Instead, only the faintest smile touched your lips.
So slight that anyone else might have missed it.
Sanji didn’t.
When the commotion finally settled and you decided enough time had passed for your departure not to seem suspicious, you quietly set your spoon down.
“Sorry…”
The single word came out softer than you’d intended.
“I think I’m more tired than I realized.”
Before anyone could insist you stay, you offered Sanji one more small smile.
“Everything was delicious, Sanji-kun. Thank you.”
You rose from your chair, gave everyone a gentle farewell smile, and slipped out of the kitchen, the door closing softly behind you.
The empty seat you left behind seemed to ache with your absence.
Sanji had no intention of ignoring it.
While the rest of the crew continued arguing at full volume over who deserved the last slice of dessert, Sanji’s gaze never once drifted from the door that had quietly closed behind you.
He waited.
Thirty seconds.
A minute.
Another.
Long enough to convince himself he wasn’t simply overreacting.
“Go.”
Robin’s quiet voice reached him at last. As always, she’d noticed everything, even the smallest shift in someone’s heart.
“I don’t want her to think I’m hovering,” Sanji admitted, his fingers fidgeting restlessly against one another in a futile attempt to calm the unease growing inside him.
Robin smiled before resting a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
“She won’t.”
He looked at her for a brief moment before nodding gratefully.
Without another word, he picked up your untouched dessert, carefully prepared your coffee exactly the way you liked it, then turned toward the table.
“I’ll be back. Behave yourselves, you uncultured heathens.”
His pointed glare landed squarely on Luffy, Usopp and Zoro.
The sea stretched endlessly before you, an uninterrupted expanse of sapphire fading into the horizon.
You drew one slow breath after another, desperately willing your frantic heart to settle, wishing you could somehow disappear beyond those distant waves, far enough away to escape yourself.
You couldn’t say when this restlessness had first found its way inside you.
Nor how it had quietly seeped into every corner of your being until it weighed upon your soul like molten lead, as though something unseen had latched onto it and was dragging it relentlessly downward.
It felt impossible that only a short while ago everything had seemed perfectly normal.
You’d helped the crew the way you always did, assisting Chopper as he bandaged injuries and organized bottles of medicine, cleaning around the ship, making yourself useful in every way you could while secretly hoping that, if everyone else was comfortable, perhaps you might feel a little lighter too.
“You don’t have to be such a people-pleaser.”
Nami had caught your wrist one afternoon, trying to pull you back onto the sunbed after finally losing her patience with Luffy’s hopeless attempts to mop the deck.
“Look after yourself for once. Who cares if he has to do one job on his own? It’s not like we ask him to do much in the first place.”
“It isn’t that, Nami,” you’d replied with a small smile when she gave you a knowing look. “I just know something’s going to go wrong if I don’t. It’s easier to stop it before…”
At that exact moment, your brilliant captain had an idea.
“Ah-ha! I’ve got it!”
As though struck by divine inspiration, Luffy triumphantly dumped the entire bucket of filthy black water he’d just used to scrub the deck straight back across the spotless planks, where it happily spread toward the rest of the ship.
“…Never mind,” Nami sighed, pressing her palm against her forehead.
Sanji, however, disliked your habit of exhausting yourself for unnecessary things and, if you’d asked him, unnecessary people just as much.
Whenever Luffy inevitably managed to throw himself overboard, you barely had time to stand before Sanji was already slipping his suit jacket over your shoulders, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek.
“Leave that to me, my love.”
Or the time Luffy somehow managed to tie several impossible knots around the helm using his own stretching arm.
You’d only just sat down after an exhausting day spent fleeing Marines and saving yet another kingdom when you let out a quiet sigh and began getting back to your feet.
“I’ll deal with him.”
Sanji gently took the pliers from your hands before fluffing the cushions behind you with his free hand, encouraging you to lean back instead.
“You dealt with him yesterday.”
“Yes, but…”
“And the day before that.”
“Sanji…”
“Let your beloved cook have his turn,” he said with a wink, bringing your hand to his lips before hurrying off to rescue his hopeless captain from yet another self-inflicted disaster.
You were left sitting there, blinking after him in mild bewilderment.
Nor did it escape him whenever he found you somehow balancing an absurd tower of things that had nothing to do with you: Chopper’s medical supplies, Usopp’s tools, fresh charts and compasses for Nami, Luffy’s food…
…and, to Sanji’s utter disbelief…
Someone else’s laundry.
He crossed the distance between you in seconds, carefully relieving you of the impossible pile before anything could tumble from your arms.
“Darling.”
“Hm?”
“Put it down.”
“I can’t. I promised Chopper…”
“Chopper can wait three minutes.”
“But Usopp…”
“That bastard has perfectly functional legs.”
“Nami asked me to…”
“Nami-swan, much as I adore her, also has perfectly functional legs.”
“Luffy…”
“Pfft. Luffy has legs too. Quite a few of them, apparently, whenever food is involved.”
Before you could protest again, the entire burden had vanished from your arms.
“You are not this ship’s personal servant.”
He noticed the subtleties hidden inside your words, how ‘Sure, I’ll do it.’ so often meant, ‘I don’t want to… but I’m afraid you’ll be upset if I say no.’
Sanji refused to let those quiet confessions go unheard.
He knew that relentless need to please everyone else was an acid that slowly ate away at you from the inside, and as long as he stood beside you, he would never willingly allow you to shoulder that invisible pain alone.
He found you standing at the ship’s railing, your fingers wrapped so tightly around the polished wood that your knuckles had turned white, while your other hand rested unmoving over your chest.
Sanji didn’t speak.
For a long moment, he simply watched you in silence, deciding not to interrupt whatever storm was raging inside your mind.
The ocean stretched endlessly into the night before the two of you, an endless expanse of dark sapphire disappearing into the horizon, while you kept drawing deeper and deeper breaths that only seemed to make everything worse.
Your thoughts spun faster and faster, caught in a relentless whirlpool, and somewhere inside you grew the terrible certainty that it was already too late, that whatever nameless force had taken hold of you would drag you away before you could ever stop it.
You didn’t understand what was happening.
Why can’t I breathe?
You tried to steady yourself.
Again.
And again.
To no avail.
The heavy pressure that had been pressing against your chest all day seemed to sink lower into your stomach, where a swarm of butterflies, or rather hornets, burst violently to life beneath your ribs, sending another wave of panic through your body.
Why can’t I calm down?
Sanji remained quietly where he was, noticing that your gaze wasn’t fixed on the waters of the Grand Line at all.
You were looking straight through them, as though you weren’t even aware the ocean existed.
Slowly, carefully, he stepped closer before setting the coffee and dessert he’d prepared with such painstaking care upon the flat edge of the railing beside you.
“I brought your coffee, my love.”
You didn’t respond.
Your eyes remained fixed on the endless sea ahead.
“…And dessert.”
The only answer was the sound of your slow, uneven breaths as you struggled hopelessly to wrestle them back under your control.
Your thoughts buzzed louder than ever, like a hive filled with furious bees.
Don’t let him see you like this.
Don’t let Sanji see.
Don’t let him worry.
Don’t make him take care of you.
You can handle this.
You always do.
“I… just needed a little fresh air,” you managed, forcing a smile that hurt more than it comforted, your gaze never leaving the horizon as you fought to keep your breathing steady.
The merciless stars overhead, rather than soothing your restless thoughts, only deepened the crushing awareness of how impossibly small you were beneath their indifferent brilliance.
Sanji moved a little closer, careful not to crowd you or trap you, stopping only when he stood quietly beside you, shoulder to shoulder, leaving enough space for you to breathe while making sure you didn’t have to stand alone.
“It’s beautiful tonight.”
Silence settled gently between you.
“…You don’t have to smile anymore.”
His voice softened.
“I understand.”
The words struck you with such force that, for a moment, your lungs forgot how to work.
“I was just…”
“Taking a break?”
You nodded.
Too many times and far too quickly.
“Yes.”
A pause.
“That’s all.”
He watched you for another quiet moment before speaking again.
“You don’t look like you’re taking a break.”
“I’m fine.”
Your voice cracked ever so slightly, but you refused to give yourself away any further.
The sound carved through him like a blade.
He had always hoped that, if there was one person in the world with whom you could entrust your heart, it would be him.
Even so, he refused to corner you.
Instead, he simply remained where he was, solid and unwavering beside you, resisting the overwhelming urge to reach for your hand, to brush his fingers against yours, to reassure himself that you were really there.
After another long silence, you spoke again.
“You don’t have to stay.”
“I know.”
“Sanji.”
“Yes, darling?”
“I’m serious.”
You swallowed.
“You should go.”
You had to send him away somehow.
You didn’t know how much longer you could keep yourself from shattering into pieces right there on the Sunny’s deck. Your chest rose and fell in increasingly uneven breaths, each one more difficult than the last.
“And I’m serious,” he answered gently, “when I say I don’t particularly feel like going anywhere.”
Your trembling fingers tightened painfully around the railing.
Desperate for something, anything, to distract yourself, you took a hesitant step away.
“I should help Nami with…”
“Nami has Robin.”
“Then I’ll…”
You searched desperately for another excuse.
“…You have work in the kitchen.”
“On the contrary.” His smile was impossibly gentle. “There’ll never be enough work in the world to keep me from your side.”
He stepped just a little closer, his eyes impossibly soft.
“Especially when I can see you need me.”
Your lower lip trembled beneath your teeth.
“I-I said I’m f-fine.”
The sadness in Sanji’s eyes deepened, though he merely nodded.
“So I’ve heard.”
“Then why are you still here?”
“Because I don’t believe you, sweetheart.”
That was the cruelest part.
You couldn’t explain what was happening because you didn’t know yourself.
How could you ask someone to help when you had no idea what kind of help you needed?
There was no single wound to point to, no enemy to fight, no tragedy to name.
Only this.
This unbearable, senseless fear that had somehow spread into every corner of your being.
Feeling cornered, not by Sanji, never by Sanji, but by life itself, by your own helplessness and the impossibility of explaining any of it, the words escaped far sharper than you intended.
“W-Well… you don’t have to b-believe me. You don’t have to do anything. I-I’m not asking you to.”
By then, tears were already spilling freely down your cheeks.
The moment the words left your mouth, guilt crashed over you.
You had never wanted to hurt him.
Not him.
The man who had shown you nothing but unwavering kindness, who treated you with such reverence it sometimes frightened you, as though your heart were the most precious thing he’d ever been entrusted with.
“I-I’m s-s-so sorry,” you whispered between uneven breaths. “I-I didn’t mean…”
“Don’t, my love.”
“I’m sorry, I just…”
“Don’t apologize.”
Unable to resist any longer, Sanji gently cupped your cheek, brushing away your tears with the pad of his thumb while fighting desperately to keep his own from following.
For reasons you couldn’t understand, you let out a shaky, humorless laugh.
“I’m being ridiculous.”
“No.”
“I am,” you murmured weakly.
“You’re not.”
“I’m standing here having some sort of… whatever this is…” Your voice broke again. “…like some i-idiot while everyone else is enjoying themselves, and you’re w-wasting your time…”
“My time?”
For perhaps the first time that evening, there was the faintest edge to Sanji’s voice, though it never lost its warmth.
“My time is mine to spend however I choose, sweetheart.”
He offered you a small, aching smile.
“And every moment I spend with you is precious to me.”
Something inside you finally cracked.
Not because he’d solved anything.
Not because the fear had vanished.
But because his willingness to stay beside you was so absolute, so unquestioning, that it left no room for doubt.
“I-I don’t know what’s happening.”
He nodded, his thumb still wiping away tears that refused to stop falling.
“That’s alright.”
His voice was barely above a whisper.
“I’m right here.”
“No…” Your hand pressed harder against your chest. “I mean… I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I’m like this. It’s not as if s-something happened. It’s just…”
Your breath caught painfully in your throat.
“I… I c-can’t…”
Some distant corner of your mind insisted you should feel embarrassed, that Sanji must think you looked pathetic like this.
The thought disappeared almost as quickly as it came.
The pain left no room for embarrassment.
“My darling,” he said softly, looking at you as though you were the most precious thing in the world, “you don’t have to explain anything.”
Another broken laugh escaped you through your tears, each fractured sound driving itself deeper into the Straw Hat cook’s heart.
“I f-feel so s-stupid.”
His expression softened even further.
“You have nothing to feel stupid about, my love.”
Your breathing grew increasingly uneven.
Unable to bear his gaze any longer, you turned away from him and retreated to the corner of the deck, sinking to the floor with your knees drawn tightly to your chest, your forehead resting against them.
“I h-hate this.”
“I know.”
Sanji began moving toward you, slowly, carefully, never coming closer than he felt you could bear, respecting your need for distance for as long as he possibly could.
“I h-hate that you have to see me like this.”
His expression softened even further.
“See you like what, my one and only?”
“L-Like… this.” Your voice was barely audible. “Weak.”
The word struck him harder than he’d expected.
Without hesitation, he lowered himself onto one knee beside you.
“Hey.”
His voice was impossibly gentle.
“Don’t.”
“It’s true.”
“No.”
He shook his head.
“Not even a little.”
“S-S-Sanji…”
“No,” he repeated, quieter this time, but no less certain. “I won’t let you call yourself that.”
Drawing a slow breath, he lifted a hand, letting it hover uncertainly above your knee before deciding not to touch you just yet.
“I know what it’s like to smile when you don’t feel like smiling. To tell everyone you’re alright because it’s easier than explaining why you aren’t.”
Your head lifted ever so slightly.
Taking it as permission, he rested his hand lightly against your knee, his thumb moving in slow, reassuring circles.
“I know what it’s like to make yourself useful so nobody notices you’re hurting.”
His voice grew softer still.
“And as long as I’m here, as long as I’m breathing…”
He smiled sadly.
“…you’ll never have to carry that alone.”
Your breath caught.
“So you don’t have to pretend with me.”
The whisper that answered him would have been swallowed by the night had the world around you not fallen so still.
“I d-don’t know how not to.”
His touch remained impossibly gentle, each slow stroke across your skin grounding you a little more.
“Then we’ll learn,” said the kindest man you had ever known.
His smile, though tinged with heartache, never faltered.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“I d-don’t want you to feel like you h-have to take care of me,” you murmured, finally lifting your tear-stained eyes to meet his.
“That’s unfortunate, sweetheart.”
The corner of his mouth lifted ever so slightly.
“Because I love you.”
A broken sob caught painfully in your throat, nearly stealing what little breath you had managed to regain.
“Look at me, love.”
“I c-can’t.”
“Hey.”
Very gently, he reached for your trembling hand instead.
“Is this alright, sweetheart?”
You nodded.
Truthfully, Sanji had no idea whether he was doing any of this correctly.
He wasn’t a doctor.
He wasn’t Chopper.
But he knew what it felt like to ache for something you couldn’t name, to desperately need help while feeling utterly incapable of asking for it—or even believing you deserved it..
Somewhere through the haze, he tried to remember fragments of things Chopper had once explained to the crew, should anyone ever find themselves in a moment like this.
“Just listen to my voice, darling.”
Not entirely certain what else to do, he began talking about the most wonderfully ordinary things he could think of.
“You know…”
He draped his jacket over your trembling shoulders.
“I have a feeling Luffy is stealing the last dessert this very second.”
A faint sigh escaped him.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t notice.”
Carefully, he rested his chin atop your head, offering the quiet shelter of his embrace without asking anything in return, hoping the steady rhythm of his heartbeat might eventually coax yours into matching it.
“That menace of a captain managed to knock me over the other day.”
You blinked.
“…What?”
“I’d locked the refrigerator. Properly this time. I was feeling rather proud of myself.”
He sighed dramatically.
“I underestimated exactly how determined that bottomless pit can be.”
You looked up at him in confusion.
“What happened?”
Sanji’s practiced eye caught it immediately.
The tiniest lift at the corner of your lips.
The faintest warmth returning to your voice.
“Well, the thing is…”
He looked thoroughly offended.
“I hadn’t accounted for the possibility that he could stretch only one finger while I was holding him.”
Your brows furrowed.
“The bastard tripped me. Wrapped that stupid little finger around my ankle while I was guarding the fridge. Imagine that, my love.”
The knot in your throat loosened just a little.
“D-Did he… get it open?”
Sanji brightened almost imperceptibly.
“Ah, now we arrive at the tragic part.”
He lowered his voice conspiratorially.
“I was trying to spare you the horror.”
Despite everything, the smallest breath of laughter escaped you.
To Sanji, it sounded like the most beautiful melody in the world.
“The next thing I knew, we were both on the floor, and that uncultured barbarian actually had the audacity to lick the cream from my beautiful éclair… off my face.”
His eyes widened dramatically.
“I was utterly appalled, darling.”
A quiet, genuine smile finally reached your lips.
“You’re both idiots.”
Your smile was still fragile, nowhere near as bright as it usually was, but the iron band that had been tightening around your heart had eased, leaving behind a strange, almost comforting numbness—and a gratitude so profound it nearly brought fresh tears to your eyes.
“There she is.”
His eyes lit with unmistakable relief.
As though he’d just watched the sun rise after the longest night imaginable.
He pressed a warm kiss to the crown of your head before gently drawing you closer, saying nothing as he listened to the gradual rhythm of your breathing steady itself against his chest.
“I should go back to our room,” you murmured after a while, making an awkward attempt to stand. “Before anyon—”
Strong yet impossibly gentle arms kept you where you were.
“Easy, sweetheart.”
He smiled into your hair.
“They don't matter. Least of all right now.”
His hand stroked your back in slow, absent circles as he held you for several quiet minutes longer, listening carefully to the beat of your heart as though it were the most precious thing in the world.
In the silence that followed, you could finally feel the weight of your own body again: the steady warmth of your favorite person beside you, the slow rise and fall of your breathing, the reassuring solidity of the deck beneath your feet.
The unbearable feeling, whether it had been fear, despair, or something too nameless to define, hadn’t disappeared entirely.
It had merely loosened its grip enough for you to remember that you were safe.
Loved.
Held in arms that would never allow harm to come to you.
Seen completely.
Accepted without question.
Wanted.
After a while, strength slowly returned to your limbs, and with Sanji's unwavering support—his steady hands never leaving your side—you managed to stand. Leaning into him as though you were floating more than walking, you let him guide you toward the small cabin the two of you shared, a place made modest by its size yet immeasurably warm simply because it was yours together.
Sanji, who had always been the very definition of attentiveness, devotion, and quiet acts of service, somehow managed to surpass even himself that night.
It seemed almost impossible, and yet there was something profoundly sincere in the way he cared for you, something so deeply moving in the almost reverent tenderness with which he treated you, as though you were the most delicate treasure in the world.
Not because he believed you weak or incapable of weathering whatever storms life chose to send your way, but because he believed you deserved such gentleness. Because there wasn’t a hardship he wouldn’t willingly shoulder if it meant sparing you even a fraction of it. Because every beautiful thing he might ever experience would feel just a little incomplete if he couldn’t share it with you.
He had long since decided that no matter what darkness might one day find the two of you, he would always do everything within his power to stand between it and you. Even if the world shifted beneath your feet, even if everything familiar slipped away or disappeared entirely, your peace beside him would remain enough to keep his own world from losing its balance.
Once the two of you reached your cabin, Sanji immediately busied himself making it as comfortable as humanly possible.
He replaced the sheets with the softest fresh linen he could find, gathered your fluffiest blankets, and fussed over every tiny detail with the utmost care. Though visibly reluctant, he even offered to leave you alone for a few minutes if that was what you wanted, before disappearing once more in search of scented candles, fragrant oils, and your favorite bathrobe.
Only when everything met his impossibly high standards did he quietly slip into the bathroom.
When he gently led you inside, one careful hand supporting yours, you found the bathtub already filled with water at precisely the temperature you loved most. Relaxing oils, fragrant bath salts, and delicate floral essences had transformed the water into a warm sanctuary beneath a cloud of soft white foam. Lavender candles flickered along the rim of the bath and atop the small cabinet nearby, while, somehow, he’d even managed to carry his little radio in from the kitchen, where it now filled the room with gentle, soothing melodies.
“Sanji…”
Your heart tightened.
“You really didn’t have to.”
Before you could say another word, soft lips brushed the inside of your wrist.
“It was the very least I could do for the queen of my All Blue.”
He smiled with such disarming earnestness that warmth spread through your chest despite yourself.
“May I, my love?”
Standing behind you, he carefully loosened the sash of your bathrobe. Before the fabric could slip to the floor, he caught it effortlessly, hung it neatly upon the hook, then took your hand with the same quiet care he seemed to pour into everything he did and helped you step into the warm water.
A contented breath escaped you before you even realized you’d been holding it.
The warmth embraced every aching muscle in your body, and for the first time that evening, your shoulders relaxed.
Stretching your hands through the sea of bubbles, you smiled faintly as they clung to your fingertips like little clouds spun from cotton candy.
Sanji pulled a chair behind the bathtub and settled beside you before resting his capable hands upon your shoulders.
Slowly, patiently, he began working the knots from your tense muscles, humming absentmindedly along with the melody drifting from the radio.
“Let me take care of you, my love.”
There was no resisting a voice that gentle.
Not over something as small as this.
Especially not when he offered himself so completely, asking for nothing in return except the chance to lighten your burden.
Besides…
You were simply too exhausted to protest anymore.
“Mmm…”
You closed your eyes as he scooped warm water over your hair before gently massaging your favorite shampoo into it with slow, practiced fingers.
“So good to me, Sanji…”
There was something infinitely more intimate about that quiet moment than any display of physical passion could ever hope to be.
His heart stumbled inside his chest.
Even though you praised him often, he never quite grew accustomed to hearing those words.
He suspected he never would.
Joy quietly bloomed across his face, content simply to bring you even a fraction of the happiness you so effortlessly gave him every day.
Nothing else seemed to matter.
Not unanswered questions.
Not the dangerous seas and impossible adventures still waiting beyond tomorrow.
Not tomorrow itself.
Not even the helplessness that had nearly consumed him only an hour before.
You were here.
Beside him.
Breathing more easily.
Peaceful.
The quiet miracle of your existence alone was enough to make the world feel immeasurably kinder, and Sanji couldn’t have been happier simply to belong to that world alongside you.
“You deserve far more than this, sweetheart.”
He gently kissed your shoulder before wrapping a towel around your damp hair.
“And I’d gladly spend the rest of my life reminding you of that… if you’ll let me.”
The two of you lingered there for a long while afterward, talking about everything and nothing at all.
Dreams still waiting to come true.
Plans for the future.
Childhood memories.
Moments you’d shared together.
Stories about the crew.
Ridiculous hypothetical situations that slowly became sillier the more you laughed.
By the time you finally wandered back toward your room, supported by his patient hand, you felt lighter than you had in days, wrapped in a quiet peace that seemed almost impossible only a short while before.
That had always been Sanji’s gift.
He never tried to show you a different world.
Instead, he somehow made you realize that this one had always been larger, kinder, and infinitely more beautiful than you’d believed.
Curled together in the warmth of your little sanctuary, your legs tangled beneath the blankets while his arms rested securely around your waist, you listened to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat echoing beneath your ear until it slowly lulled you toward sleep.
The last things you felt were the gentle kisses he pressed to your temple and cheek, followed by the quiet certainty of his voice.
“You never have to hide your pain from me, my precious girl.”
His embrace tightened ever so slightly.
“It won’t ever drive me away.”
Another kiss.
“Nothing ever could.”
His lips lingered against your hair.
“If anything… it’ll only make me hold you closer... and remind you that I'll never let you face it alone”
Wrapped in one another’s arms and bathed in the pale moonlight filtering through the half-open porthole, sleep finally came for you, covering you both like the softest blanket.
And just before your eyes finally closed, one quiet truth settled peacefully inside your heart, certain enough to outlast every storm still waiting somewhere beyond the horizon.
Sanji was your safe harbor, the place where every storm within you came to rest, where no wound had to be hidden, and where every return home was met with immeasurable joy.
Hiii! I have an idea for a law x reader fic where reader is like pearl from Steven universe in terms of loyalty/devotion and anytime law is focused on work and stressed reader is always just making his life a bit easier by doing things for him like getting him coffee/food or doing tasks without either of them having to say a word, and at the end she coaxes him to bed where he lays on her chest and she plays with his hair so he can fall asleep. Overall I just want it to be sickly sweet and fluffy. THANKS AND I LOVE YOUR FICS!!!!!
Hii! 🌸
It's finally done, voilà!
I loved writing this! Thank you for the request (and for your lovely words🥹)! I haven't seen Steven Universe, so I looked into it a little, but I ended up making my own version of it.
Maybe I got too poetic at times—you'll see. I hope you like it!!
Summary: Loving Trafalgar Law was never loud. It lived in fresh coffee, neatly organized journals, warm hands reaching for his in the dark, and the countless little ways you made his burdens lighter.
Contains: tooth rotting fluff, soft Law, reader caring for our favourite doctor, domestic fluff, cuddling, a bit of crew shenanigans, a lit of bratty Law.
A\N: Thanks for this request! It was really cute, I hope I'm not too repetivive with Law fluff, I just can't help it. The man deserves some love!
A strange feeling had taken root within Law.
Not all at once, but gradually. It had first settled quietly in his chest before spilling into his thoughts, until, little by little, it spread through every part of him, and only then did he understand the peculiar weight he had been carrying.
Security.
Belonging.
Feelings that had remained foreign to him for nearly his entire life, leaving behind nothing more than the faint bitterness of memories of a happiness that had long since slipped beyond his reach.
Equally bewildering was how it had happened at all.
What curious twist of fate had planted within him something so gentle, yet so unsettling, a sweetness that fluttered beneath his ribs like nervous anticipation?
At what point had his life begun moving in step with another’s? With someone so dear, so extraordinary that she scarcely seemed of this world?
When had he shrugged off the burdens he had carried alone for years, unknowingly allowing someone else to shoulder part of their weight, until he felt as light as a drifting cloud, no longer dragged back to earth by the heavy rain of old sorrows chained around his ankles?
Sitting alone in his office well past midnight, utterly incapable of concentrating on the papers lying before him, Law tried to untangle the mystery. He followed the thread of memory, hoping it might guide him through the labyrinth where he had somehow lost himself and lead him back into the light.
Perhaps the first spark of warmth had appeared that morning when he had turned half the office upside down.
“Think a little harder about where it could be,” he hissed at the poor, innocent Bepo, who had only been trying to help.
A part of him already regretted snapping at his oldest friend, but he had never been able to suppress that restless irritation whenever things refused to go according to plan.
He needed a particular medical journal, and only a few days earlier the crew had organized a thorough cleaning of the Polar Tang. Everyone had been given their own section. Shachi had taken care of the engine room, Penguin the kitchen, Ikkaku the common room, while Bepo had somehow drawn the unfortunate task of organizing the office of the world’s greatest perfectionist.
Now, after failing to find the journal within the first two minutes of searching, Law had all but descended into a minor breakdown.
The immaculate state of the room, the crisp scent of antiseptic mingling with the delicate citrus diffuser Bepo had thoughtfully placed there because he knew it was his captain’s favorite, did absolutely nothing to improve his mood.
Meanwhile, Bepo was beginning to panic.
He had always been diligent, and he had been certain he’d done everything exactly as instructed, especially after Law had practically breathed down his neck during the entire process… right until you had shooed the captain out of the office and dragged him away to your shared room. Every book had been returned to its carefully designated place on the shelves. The desk was arranged with near mathematical precision, every pen and instrument sorted according to its material, purpose, and size.
So where in the world could those medical journals have disappeared to?
As though summoned by fate itself, your cheerful face peeked through the half-open doorway.
“Are you boys finished yet?”
You were greeted by quite the familiar sight.
Bepo stood frozen with both paws pressed against his cheeks, ears drooping anxiously, while your Surgeon of Death glared at the room with knitted brows, looking every bit like a man quietly contemplating the systematic elimination of his entire crew.
“No!”
“Help!”
You blinked, somewhere between puzzled and entirely accustomed to their dramatics.
“Is everything alright?”
Law exhaled sharply before turning toward you with an exasperated look.
“No. I can’t find this month’s issues of the Journal of Clinical Research, the East Blue Journal of Anesthesiology, the West Blue Medical Ethics Review… or any of the others.”
“You mean these?”
You lifted a heavy storage box brimming with journals, while your other hand held an equally overstuffed bag.
“The rest are still in our room. I was just about to go get them. Remember? We agreed we’d keep them out of the office while everyone was cleaning.”
…Right.
Law’s gaze slowly drifted toward the polar bear, who brightened so dramatically that, had his tail been any longer, it would have knocked both of you over with the force of its wagging.
“I… overlooked that detail,” the doctor admitted reluctantly, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment. “Uh… sorry, Bepo.”
“No problem, Captain!”
Law gave a small nod.
“But… you should still be a little more careful with my things.”
You placed the box and bag on the floor before turning toward the hallway.
“Well, maybe you should organize your office yourself next time,” you muttered over your shoulder. “Since apparently neither Bepo nor I can do it properly.”
“No…”
The Heart Pirates’ captain sounded almost shy.
“I like the way he arranges my instruments… and the way you label everything. You always choose scents subtle enough that they help me think instead of distracting me.”
After the briefest pause, he added quietly,
“You’re both better at it than I am.”
You exchanged matching, toothy smiles with Bepo, whose relief was so overwhelming he looked ready to collapse onto the nearest couch for a well-earned nap.
“I’m glad to hear that, Captain,” he said, making a remarkably swift escape before Law had the chance to notice that the encyclopedia on osteology had been shelved after myology instead of before it.
Law watched him disappear before leaning closer to you, curiosity gradually replacing his earlier frustration. His chin nearly brushed your shoulder as he peered toward the mysterious bags.
“What’s in there?” he asked, his tone only barely disguising the fact that he was really looking for an excuse to be close to you.
A smile tugged at your lips. You subtly shifted the bag farther from his line of sight.
“You’ll see soon enough.”
You reached for the doorknob, but the tall doctor had already followed after you, muttering under his breath that he’d help after all, if only because you were impossibly stubborn.
The last bag landed on the floor with a heavy thud, bulging awkwardly from whatever solid contents it held.
“There!” you announced brightly. “Welcome to paradise for nitpicky people like you.”
He rolled his eyes, though his curiosity had clearly won.
“What exactly are you planning?”
You knelt on the floor and began arranging a collection of narrow storage boxes in different colors. Each one had an empty label waiting to be filled, and from somewhere among your seemingly endless supplies you produced your ever-present assortment of pens and markers.
“See? Everything related to bones and new fracture treatments can go in the white one. Cardiology belongs in the red one, neurology in the blue… Actually, you know what?” Your eyes suddenly lit up. “I could even draw a little symbol on every label so you’ll recognize them even faster.”
You had already uncapped a marker, carefully writing the first label before sorting through the towering stack of journals beside you.
Law simply watched.
There was something dangerously close to wonder in his eyes.
You had paid attention to one of his countless, absurdly specific organizational habits, habits most people would dismiss as eccentric or obsessive, and somehow managed to come up with a solution he hadn’t even realized he needed.
Quietly, he lowered himself to the floor beside you. His large hand settled over yours where it rested against the floor before gently taking the marker from your fingers.
“It would be much more logical to use the green box for hepatobiliary medicine rather than anatomical diagrams,” he said, already sketching out an entirely new system. “Considering the range of subjects, the most efficient arrangement would be…”
And so he continued, explaining every meticulous detail behind his categorization with the enthusiasm of someone discussing the most fascinating subject in the world.
Though if anyone had asked him later what the two of you had been doing that afternoon, he would have answered, with complete sincerity, that you’d simply been enjoying a pleasant conversation while organizing medical journals.
He would never admit that somewhere between color-coded labels and spirited debates over anatomy and medical specialties, a feeling he had believed lost forever had quietly found its way back to him, wrapping itself around his heart with the warmth and familiarity of home.
The Heart Pirates regarded your relationship with a kind of reverent fascination.
Your flawless communication, carried out with scarcely a word exchanged between you, had become something of a phenomenon aboard the Polar Tang. It amused the crew to no end, and whenever they happened to witness another one of your silent interactions, they would inevitably gather later to discuss it as though filing reports on an inexplicable natural occurrence.
“It’s actually kind of eerie,” Penguin muttered as he and Shachi peeked around the corner of the hallway.
Inside the office, the captain had reached absentmindedly toward his desk for something, only to frown when his hand met empty space. He began rifling through the scattered papers without even lifting his gaze from the report he was reading. Before his search had the chance to become an actual distraction, you quietly placed the missing folder into his waiting hand.
He accepted it without surprise.
The only acknowledgment was a grateful nod and the faintest curve of a smile before his attention drifted back to the page. A moment later, he tapped the desk three thoughtful times.
Without hesitation, you handed him the special fountain pen he preferred whenever annotating noteworthy medical discoveries.
“They're like an old married couple of mimes” Shachi whispered in astonishment.
Neither of you seemed aware of what you were doing anymore.
A few minutes later, Law instinctively reached for his teacup while continuing to read, only to discover it empty. Before his fingers could close around it, you had already refilled it, setting it back beneath his hand so naturally that he barely paused before taking another sip.
Sometimes the crew wondered whether you shared a language no one else could hear.
Perhaps the stubborn little spark of love had settled somewhere inside him on evenings when you would appear outside his office carrying his reading glasses in one hand and a fresh cup of coffee in the other.
Or perhaps it had been those quieter moments later that same night, when exhaustion finally claimed him. He would fall asleep with a book still open across his lap, and you would gently remove his glasses before they could dig into his face, placing them on the bedside table before pulling the blanket over his shoulders.
He had been convinced it would settle eventually.
That was the peculiar part.
From time to time, the thought would return to him.
He had assumed that once he finally admitted it, first to himself and then to you, love would simply become another quiet certainty, something steady and familiar.
Instead, it kept discovering new places to live.
It had begun somewhere beneath his ribs.
Then it occupied every idle thought, filling them with your endlessly kind eyes, your infectious smile, the comforting warmth of your hand wrapped around his, the skilled fingers lazily combing through his hair after impossibly long days.
Now it revealed itself in moments so ordinary they should have passed unnoticed.
Watching you laugh from the other side of the room.
Finding one of your little handwritten notes tucked between the pages of whatever book he happened to open.
Discovering a glass of water and his daily vitamins already waiting on his desk before he’d even remembered he ought to take them.
Realizing you’d quietly mended the tear in his famous hat or stitched the loose seam of one of his shirts without mentioning it.
Feeling your hand search for his beneath the blankets while you slept.
Every day it reached a little farther than it had the day before.
And every time he convinced himself he had reached the limits of what he could possibly feel for you, you somehow proved him wrong.
Another absentminded kiss pressed against his temple as you wandered past his desk.
Another shopping list, meticulously prepared before he had even remembered the submarine needed new supplies or medical equipment, containing every single item he would eventually have written down himself.
“You’ve become remarkably efficient,” he had teased once.
“I’ve picked up a few tricks from our resident perfectionist.”
Another quiet, “I made your favorite,” waiting for him after an especially demanding day, accompanied by grilled fish and fresh salad already laid out on the table.
His mind wandered through countless little scenes.
You persuading him to leave his office long enough to read with you on the deck whenever the submarine surfaced, just to catch a little sunlight.
You appearing beside him with a glass of water after his fourth cup of coffee, firmly enforcing the caffeine limit no matter how passionately he protested every single time.
“I’m the doctor,” he had argued with all the dignity he could muster. “I think I know what I’m doing. Caffeine stimulates the release of dopamine and norepinephrine, improving alertness and concentration, which is rather useful aboard a submarine like this. Besides…”
“Besides,” you interrupted sweetly, “it also ruins what little sleep you already get, causes heart palpitations, and can aggravate stomach ulcers.”
He had accepted the water with a long-suffering sigh.
Love had become infuriatingly ambitious.
It refused to remain where it had first begun.
Instead, it wandered through every hidden corner of him until even the smallest moments had become irrevocably saturated with you.
It wasn’t that the Surgeon of Death didn’t want to express his gratitude.
Quite the opposite.
He was painfully aware of how much lighter the burdens life had placed upon his shoulders had become simply because you now carried part of them with him.
The difficulty lay elsewhere.
He had never quite learned how.
So his gratitude found quieter forms.
Sometimes he would simply slide his untouched dessert onto your plate because he knew how hopelessly fond you were of sweets.
If the submarine was due to dive at sunset, he might postpone it just long enough for the two of you, and by extension the rest of the crew, to enjoy a few more precious minutes beneath a sky full of stars or lingering rays of evening sunlight.
Occasionally you would return to your room to discover a novel you’d mentioned weeks ago resting neatly on the bed. Other times, opening the book you were already reading, you’d find an exquisitely engraved bookmark tucked between the pages, or perhaps the sweater you’d admired in a shop window folded carefully beside your pillow.
If he noticed, and he always noticed, that you’d skipped breakfast because you’d been helping him organize supplies or assisting with paperwork, he would silently divide his own meal in half.
On particularly rare mornings, he even cooked.
He would insist it was nothing elaborate, merely a quick and practical recipe, though you maintained he was a far better cook than he cared to admit.
And if he happened to be feeling especially bold…
“Here.”
He held out a bouquet of gerberas in varying shades of pink, their cheerful petals turned toward you.
He had chosen them because they felt ordinary enough not to seem extravagant, yet beautiful enough to deserve the smile he hoped to see.
Earlier that afternoon, most of the crew had been wandering through a small seaside town gathering supplies. At some point Law had quietly disappeared, and you had never imagined this would be the reason.
You stared at him in complete bewilderment.
“…Law? What’s the occasion?”
He shrugged.
“No occasion.”
Then, as casually as though he were commenting on tomorrow’s weather, or reciting yet another obscure medical fact, he added,
“They reminded me of you.”
You accepted the flowers with shining eyes, wearing that smile which had stolen his heart so quietly he hadn’t even realized it was happening.
“They’re beautiful.”
“So are yo…”
His brows drew together.
His eyes widened.
Heat rushed to the tips of his ears.
“I mean…”
He let out a quiet sigh.
“I wasn’t trying to be poetic.”
“Heaven forbid,” you teased. “That would be beneath the great Surgeon of Death’s dignity.”
He scratched awkwardly at the back of his neck before unconsciously reaching out to brush a loose strand of hair away from your face.
“I don’t think I’ve thanked you enough.”
You smiled softly.
“For what?”
Unable to withstand the full weight your gaze, he lowered his eyes to the flowers instead.
“…For making this feel more like home.”
He would have endured that uncomfortable vulnerability a thousand times over if it meant seeing that expression again, the quiet joy that lit your entire face before you rose onto your toes and pressed the gentlest kiss against his cheek.
Perhaps that feeling found its way into the cracks of his soul during moments that seemed too insignificant to matter.
He would be buried beneath paperwork and medical journals, scarcely noticing the faint scratch in his throat. A doctor himself, he would dismiss it, as he dismissed most ailments that afflicted his own body.
And then, like the quiet arrival of morning light, there you were.
A steaming mug rested between your hands, a delicate cloud of warmth curling into the air as you placed it beside him.
One sip was enough.
“…It’s sweet,” he murmured thoughtfully. “I can taste honey… lemon… cinnamon?”
Instead of answering, you gently stroked the fuzzy line of his beard beneath his lower lip, your thumb brushing softly across his cheekbone.
“Your voice is a little rough today,” you observed. “Sounds like you’re coming down with something.”
He looked up at you, thoughtful surprise flickering across his face.
“So drink,” you said simply.
You turned to leave, but before you could take another step, his hand caught yours, long fingers weaving instinctively between your own.
He didn’t say anything at first.
He only looked at you, something so achingly tender hidden within his golden eyes that it made your heart tighten.
Then he lifted the mug again, drinking while the tea was still hot.
“You have to take care of yourself,” you reminded him softly. “Finish it while it’s warm. If you’re not in our room in fifteen minutes, I’m coming back to drag you there myself.”
You started toward the door once more.
His little finger, still hooked around yours, refused to let go.
“Stay.”
His voice was low and hoarse, the sort of voice you could never have resisted, even if you’d wanted to.
With the gentlest tug, he drew you back to him.
Every now and then the notoriously spoiled captain would grumble whenever the crew, eager for variety, prepared a snack containing the particular kind of carbohydrate he loathed above all others.
Bread.
Without complaint, you would simply prepare a separate portion for him.
“For my favorite brat,” you would announce, placing the plate before the pouting doctor before pressing a quick kiss to his cheek.
Law would huff in mock indignation, all the while feeling his heart stumble embarrassingly against his ribs.
“…Thank you,” he would mumble under his breath.
On other occasions, if Penguin happened to be making onigiri, you quietly made sure to set aside every rice ball filled with umeboshi before they ever reached Law’s plate, hoping to spare everyone the entirely predictable spectacle that would otherwise follow.
Entirely unsuspecting, Law would bite into one of the soft, pillowy rice triangles, only for the aggressively salty, piercingly sour pickled plum to burst across his tongue.
He stiffened instantly.
Like a cat whose dignity had just been profoundly insulted.
“Th-this…” His irritation mounted with every syllable. “YOU KNOW I CAN’T STAND UMEBOSHI.”
Penguin immediately lifted both hands in surrender.
“Captain, everyone else likes them! Your completely rational ban on umeboshi aboard the submarine just wasn’t going to happen!”
Before Law could continue his increasingly dramatic protest, you quietly held out a napkin and switched your plates.
“Spit it out if you hate it that much.”
You took a bite from your own rice ball.
“Mine don’t have any. Besides, I don’t really have a preference.”
Law simply stared at you.
A faint blush crept over his cheeks, partly because of the gesture itself, partly because you were shamelessly babying him in front of the entire crew.
Strangely enough…
He didn’t mind in the slightest.
“Now eat,” you urged, gently nudging his plate toward him. “I’ll point out which ones are safe. I watched Penguin make them.”
He nodded quietly before giving your hand a grateful squeeze beneath the table.
“You can repay me later with chocolate” you teased. “I need something sweet to erase that sourness from my tongue.”
Law rolled his eyes, already knowing perfectly well that you would have ended up with chocolate regardless.
“I never doubted it.”
The hurried footsteps caught his attention even before the door to his office swung open a heartbeat later.
You were radiant.
Slightly out of breath, practically glowing with excitement, wearing a smile so bright it stretched from ear to ear. That wonderfully infectious smile. The one that somehow managed to brighten every room before you even spoke.
The corners of Law’s lips lifted into an amused smile.
“And what exactly warrants this much excitement?” he asked, one eyebrow arching. “Don’t tell me you simply missed m…”
He stopped.
Until that moment, both of your hands had remained hidden behind your back.
Now you brought them forward, presenting him with the newest issue of Sora, Warrior of the Sea.
Its brilliant blue cover shimmered beneath the cabin lights, waves crashing behind the heroic figure who had accompanied so much of your boyfriend’s childhood and, if he were honest, quite a bit of his adulthood as well.
“…How did you get this?”
There was genuine reverence in his voice.
He accepted the comic almost cautiously, as though afraid it might disappear if he held it too tightly, already turning the pages while knowing full well how the rest of his evening, and likely half the night, would unfold.
Perhaps the two of you would read it together until sleep inevitably claimed you first.
Tomorrow he would undoubtedly recount every chapter to you anyway, complete with elaborate theories and observations you’d hear regardless.
“I have my ways,” you replied with a grin, unable to stop smiling at the sight of your usually stoic captain looking so openly, almost childishly delighted.
After several long moments, he forced himself to tear his attention away from the pages.
With almost ceremonial care, he placed the comic upon his desk before turning back toward you.
The hug came so suddenly that you barely had time to squeak in surprise.
He gathered you against him with such fierce tenderness that it felt as though the boundaries between your souls had quietly dissolved, leaving behind nothing but an overwhelming warmth that only complete devotion could ever create.
His lips found your hair first.
Then your temple.
Your cheek.
Your shoulder.
Each kiss was accompanied by soft, almost inaudible murmurs, words of affection and gratitude spoken so quietly they belonged to you alone.
In the darkness of his office, illuminated only by the faint glow of the desk lamp, Law continued filling page after page with medical observations. Every passing hour stretched his work a little longer as yet another detail occurred to him, another peculiarity that simply had to be preserved before sleep could claim it.
At some point, the lock clicked softly.
He didn’t look up.
He remained absorbed in his notes, his pen moving steadily across the paper.
He would have recognized you without sight.
Blind, he thought, he would still know you by the touch of your hand, by the cadence of your footsteps echoing through the room, by the quiet rhythm of your breathing.
Even if every one of his senses were stripped away save for hearing, he would not need so much as a whisper to know it was you. Your presence alone carried a peace he could scarcely remember ever having known before.
If nothing else remained, he could have recognized you by the way his own heart changed its rhythm whenever you drew near.
Your hands settled upon his tense shoulders, your practiced fingers patiently working at the stubborn knots gathered beneath his skin.
Law released a slow, weary breath, his brows drawing together every so often as pleasant pain melted into relief, far too satisfying for him to ask you to stop.
“That’s enough,” you murmured. “Come to bed.”
He answered with something barely intelligible before, a few moments later, repeating himself more clearly.
“I’m not finished.”
His hand gently caught yours as it moved away, bringing your knuckles to his lips.
“I’ll come later. You go on without me.”
You rolled your eyes.
“No.”
Your answer was as calm as it was absolute.
“It’s half past one in the morning. If you’re going to keep hiding in here, then I’ll stay with you.”
A small pause.
“But I still think you’d be much wiser to continue tomorrow. Morning is wiser than night, remember? Your thoughts will be clearer after you’ve slept instead of burning yourself out like this.”
Feigning reluctant defeat, the doctor finally rose from his chair and followed you toward your room.
The submarine was wonderfully quiet at this hour, every corridor wrapped in sleepy silence. With no one around to witness him, he slipped an arm around your waist, drawing you closer until his head rested lazily against your shoulder as the two of you wandered bleary-eyed through the dimly lit halls together.
After helping him get ready for bed, despite his repeated insistence that you stop fussing over him, Law promptly disproved every complaint he’d made about not being tired.
The moment he lay down, he stretched out across you, resting his head upon your chest as though it were the most natural place in the world to be.
Only seconds earlier, he’d been insisting he wasn’t sleepy.
His fingertips idly traced lazy circles against your waist, the edge of his goatee occasionally brushing the skin of your chest and making you twitch with a quiet laugh whenever the coarse hairs tickled, bringing an amused smile to Law's lips.
Your own fingers disappeared into his dark hair, gently scratching his scalp and absentmindedly playing with the soft strands.
“You’re going to spoil me,” he sighed, eyes already closed.
You smiled.
“You let me.”
“…I suppose I do.”
“You were a little spoiled to begin with.”
A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.
Law had spent years believing that love meant protecting.
He had never imagined what it felt like to be protected in return.
Somehow, your care had slipped effortlessly past every wall he had spent years constructing. It settled first in places he could ignore, then quietly spread until there was nowhere left to escape it, taking root in every ordinary moment of his life.
It lingered in the blanket draped over his shoulders before he noticed the cold.
In the perfectly brewed coffee that somehow found its way into his hands before he even realized he wanted it.
In the quiet whispers you offered to the crew whenever he happened to fall asleep somewhere unexpected, asking them to keep their voices down just a little longer.
In the way your fingers absentmindedly searched for his whenever you walked side by side, though more often than not it was his hand that found yours first.
In the way your eyes softened each time they met his, as though reassuring both of you that he was still there and well.
It was becoming increasingly difficult to remember what life had felt like before someone loved him with such quiet attentiveness.
Stranger still was the hunger that love had awakened.
For years he had asked nothing of the world, convincing himself that wanting very little was the surest way to keep moving forward.
Yet now…
Now he found himself longing, helplessly and without resistance, for more.
More evenings like this.
More conversations that faded naturally into companionable silence.
More mornings waking to find you still beside him.
More absentminded strokes through his hair, your fingers wandering there as though they had always belonged.
It was a peculiar kind of yearning.
Not one born of loneliness, but of abundance.
The more of you life entrusted to him, the more impossible it became to imagine a world where every small piece of you wasn’t woven inseparably into his own.
What a strange turn of fate.
I, who once forbade myself this kind of longing… I, who spent years building walls high enough to withstand whatever cruelties life might hurl my way… have become insatiable.
Now all I want is to wrap this small miracle I’ve been given in the softest blankets of acceptance and love, to shelter it from every storm I once feared… and, for the first time in my life, to surrender myself to it completely.
hi hi! I hope you are doing well! Would you be able to write a Law x Artist!Reader scenario where she tends to draw the members of the Heart Pirates + more detailed drawings of Law? Reader has pages where she has drawn studies of his muscles and tattoos + Laws reaction when he finds out about the drawings? This boy is just so pretty, and if he's gonna be sitting at his desk for hours on end, you bet your ass he'd make a great model to draw just to pass the time lol. please and thank you if you decide to write this one out >.<
A huge thank you for this wonderful request! 🥹💕 It’s finally up, and I really hope you’ll enjoy it. I had such a lovely time writing this one 🥰
A little update: I’ve almost finished writing all of the requests you guys have sent me! There are still a few I’m working on, but they’ll be finished soon.
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Summary: Everyone aboard the Polar Tang knows you draw. Landscapes. Islands. The crew. But after all, every artist has a favorite subject. Law certainly doesn’t have a clue… until one forgotten sketchbook changes everything.
A\N: I loved writing this!! 🥹 Thank you so much for the request, I hope I did it justice and that you enjoy it. Lyyy
Word count: about 6.3k
Contains: artist!reader, friends to lovers, established relationship, domestic fluff, mutual pining, slow burn, Law being the prettiest muse imaginable, anatomy references, crew shenanigans, very lovesick Law.
Warnings: fem!reader, use of y/n a few times, reader draws Law shirtless for anatomy studies (non-explicit), mentions of tattoos, lots of fluff.
From the occasional oil painting to the countless sketches and drawings chronicling your adventures, the Heart Pirates had always known you were the artistic sort.
It had been your combat skills that first caught the captain’s attention and earned you an invitation to join the crew, yet it didn’t take long aboard the Polar Tang for everyone to discover that your talents extended far beyond the battlefield, reaching into all manner of creative pursuits.
More often than not, your drawings had a documentary quality to them, quiet observational pieces you worked on whenever you found a spare moment between steering the submarine, carrying out missions, or exploring the countless islands you visited.
Your sketchbook was practically an extension of yourself, tucked beneath your arm wherever you went, ready to preserve whichever moments happened to strike you as the most charming or interesting.
Within the quiet comfort of life aboard the submarine, away from responsibilities, you immortalized little moments for yourself.
Bepo laughing so hard he could barely catch his breath. Penguin and Shachi bickering over something neither of them would remember five minutes later. Law reading. Shachi asleep with a book draped across his face. Law nursing yet another cup of coffee. Ikkaku playing cards with Jean Bart. Law performing surgery. Bepo napping on the deck. Law fighting to keep his sleepy head from dropping onto his desk.
You had even drawn the Polar Tang itself from nearly every conceivable angle.
Looking back, you probably should have noticed just how often one particular man in a spotted hat kept finding his way onto those pages.
You never did.
It simply seemed natural that he would be there, considering he was the person you spent the most time with, constantly helping him organize paperwork in his office.
Even then, your drawings had been beautiful, but there was a certain distance to them. You simply captured the scenes unfolding before your eyes, nothing more. Everyone knew that.
Sometimes the captain would even ask whether you had finished a particular sketch, taking it into his hands and studying every detail despite how embarrassingly self-conscious it made you to have him inspect your work so carefully.
As time passed, though you never consciously noticed it yourself, he began appearing more and more often.
Then again, why wouldn’t he? The two of you spent so much time together that his presence had quietly become part of your everyday life. No matter where you went, he somehow ended up there too.
Even if you stumbled upon a vast meadow bursting with wildflowers on some distant island and wandered off to paint it in peaceful solitude, your grumpy doctor of a captain would inevitably appear not long afterward, muttering that he failed to understand what was supposedly so fascinating about flowers in the first place.
“Spring is coming. I feel sorry for those who don’t think that’s important…”
He would roll his eyes, mumbling something about you being far too much of a romantic, yet settle down beside you anyway, quietly watching you work.
You really did have perfectly reasonable explanations for your drawings. Honest.
Whenever you decided to practice drawing hands, you somehow ended up filling half a sketchbook with studies of Law’s from every possible angle and position.
“He’s got the most defined bones out of everyone,” you would explain. “Besides, the tattoos create great shadows.”
If your sketchbook happened to contain studies of his hoodie or his hat, it was only because you were practicing different fabric textures.
Obviously.
And if you happened to be studying facial expressions, then of course it only made sense to have half a dozen sketches of him frowning over paperwork, followed by another ten or so of him smiling faintly while reading one of his comics from various positions.
Everything was perfectly logical.
Perfectly easy to explain.
Which was precisely why Bepo’s reaction made so little sense one afternoon as the two of you lounged around together while he absentmindedly flipped through one of your filled sketchbooks.
“There’s… a lot of Captain in here,” he observed.
You merely shrugged, taking another sip of your coffee.
“There’s everyone.”
He turned another page.
“He’s in this one too… And here… This one’s him as well.”
“Coincidence,” you replied, dunking a biscuit into your coffee. “I draw everyone. We probably just spent more time together that day, so I ended up sketching him a little more.”
The polar bear said nothing.
Silently, he counted thirty-two drawings of Law…
…and two of Penguin.
You only began questioning the state of your own emotions when you noticed that one of your sketchbooks was nearly full, yet didn’t contain a single drawing of anyone else from the crew.
There were still the usual everyday sketches of Law scattered throughout its pages, of course, but now they were joined by an ever-growing collection dedicated almost entirely to his tattoos.
Heat spread across your cheeks at the mere thought of wanting a better look at them. Up close. Close enough to faithfully capture every intricate line, even the ones hidden beneath his clothes.
Somewhere along the way, you’d forgotten that those pages had originally begun as anatomy studies.
Now they were filled with careful observations of the muscles in his arms and chest, how each tattoo stretched and shifted ever so slightly as he moved.
You had even asked him not to move once while trying to capture a particular angle.
“Hold still.”
Law didn’t so much as glance up from the medical journal in his hands.
“…Why?”
“Your forearm tattoo curves weirdly when you rotate your wrist.”
Too absorbed in his reading to question it, he simply extended his arm toward you without another word, letting you do… whatever it was you were doing.
It wasn’t until nearly ten minutes later that he realized you’d been staring at him the entire time.
Your mind drifted back to all the afternoons spent watching him from the opposite side of the office, your heart racing as you quietly melted at the sight of him getting irritated over paperwork that refused to add up.
Without realizing it, you had filled pages with sketches of his furrowed brows, his slightly pursed lips, the faint puff of his cheeks whenever he grew annoyed, somehow ending up with eleven different versions of that expression alone.
Then there were the shadows his eyelashes cast across his cheeks.
The subtle curve of his lips whenever a smile escaped him.
His eyes.
His eyes in every imaginable expression: irritation, concentration, curiosity, happiness.
Oh God.
I’m in love with our grumpy captain.
The doctor of the Heart Pirates found himself increasingly confused by your recent behavior.
He would never admit it aloud, but he was worried.
For the past several days, although you still spent your usual hours working beside him in the office, you had begun avoiding him whenever you could.
You still sorted mountains of paperwork as diligently as ever, only now you always wore your headphones, leaving little room for conversation. Whenever he asked you something, you’d slip one earbud out just long enough to answer before immediately putting it back in. Sometimes you didn’t even hear him the first time.
He never commented on it.
Everyone had days when silence was preferable to the noise of other people.
God knew he had more of those than anyone.
Still, your company had always been one of the few he genuinely enjoyed, and he couldn’t shake the quiet hope that perhaps tomorrow you’d be a little more willing to talk to him again.
It felt strange in other ways too.
Whenever he found enough free time to join the crew for an evening card game, you were no longer sitting beside him as his partner.
Instead of exchanging knowing smiles and whispering advice over your next move, you now found yourself across the table beside Shachi, laughing every time he stubbornly ignored your suggestions and confidently played exactly the wrong card.
A faint pang of jealousy, one he would sooner die than acknowledge, settled somewhere deep inside his chest as he caught himself glancing in your direction throughout the evening.
Across the table, Bepo seemed equally distracted, nervously darting his gaze between the two of you while absentmindedly throwing random cards onto the pile.
Law had always claimed he enjoyed card games.
The truth was, his favorite part had never been the cards.
It had simply been sitting beside you.
Faced with the alternative, he couldn’t help but admit to himself that he would’ve rather skipped the game altogether.
The following afternoon, after excusing yourself from the office for half an hour to go listen to Penguin’s newest collection of music he’d picked up on the last island, the submarine’s brooding captain remained behind to finish his paperwork.
Or rather…
He sat with his pen hovering uselessly above the page, wondering whether he’d done something over the past few days to upset you.
Perhaps he’d been too cold.
Perhaps you’d finally grown tired of trying to get through to him and decided the more entertaining members of the crew were simply better company.
Regret quietly settled over him. He should’ve asked you to go somewhere together on the next island. Just the two of you.
Now charismatic Penguin had probably charmed you with his music collection…
…and who knew when you’d come back to him…
His spiraling thoughts were interrupted by an unusually cheerful polar bear entering the office with a steaming cup of green tea.
“Captain, where’s Y/N?”
“What does that have to do with me?” Law answered with mild irritation. “She can spend her time however she wants.”
After a brief pause, he muttered,
“As long as she gets back soon enough to finish this documentation, she can spend time with whoever she wants for as long as she wants.”
Bepo pretended not to hear the second half.
Still smiling to himself, he set the cup beside Law, who acknowledged it with a quiet nod of thanks.
“Hmm… Y/N really is a wonderful artist, isn’t she?”
Silence.
“As you know… she draws everyone on the crew.”
“Hm.”
“You have the most pages, though.”
“…What?”
“Not fair,” Bepo chuckled as he walked out of the office. “You’re one lucky guy.”
He left behind one thoroughly bewildered captain.
Later that day, the two of you were updating the submarine’s library. Law stood atop a ladder placing the newly acquired books onto the shelves while you handed them up one by one, carefully recording each addition.
Every so often your fingers brushed against his.
Each fleeting touch sent an unwelcome current racing through both of you, one you silently agreed to ignore. You’d pretend to examine the bookshelves with great interest while embarrassment painted your cheeks, and the tips of his ears.
This angle is really not helping my increasingly ridiculous crush, you thought, looking up at your captain from almost directly below.
From there, the sharp line of his nose seemed even more striking, and you found yourself watching the slow rise and fall of his long eyelashes.
Ridiculous.
Ridiculous.
The word echoed through your mind later as well while the two of you worked in companionable silence, cataloguing documents together.
It echoed again as your pencil unconsciously recreated those same thick eyelashes arching above serious golden eyes.
Then the tattooed heart with the smiling Jolly Roger emblazoned across his chest.
You jolted when you heard your captain calling your name, snapping your sketchbook shut almost instantly.
“Could you take these books back to the office?” he asked. “We’ll go through them properly tomorrow. Keep two or three with you and leave the rest on my desk. Then head to dinner. I’ll join you once I’m finished here.”
Still distracted, you nodded, gathering the towering stack of books into your arms.
The pile was so high you had to steady it with your chin to stop it from collapsing like a house of cards, a sight that made an unexpected wave of fondness wash over Law.
In your haste, however, you failed to notice that your sketchbook, buried beneath the stack, had slipped free and remained behind on the table as you left the library.
Once he’d finished highlighting the necessary information and sorting tomorrow’s paperwork into neat piles, Law finally prepared to head for the dining hall.
That’s when he noticed something lying on the table where you’d been sitting.
Of course.
You’d forgotten something.
He walked over and picked up the light-colored sketchbook, intending to return it the next time he saw you.
Still…
Curiosity quietly tugged at him.
Just one look.
He opened it.
A drawing of himself.
He turned the page.
Another one.
He flipped to the middle at random.
Him again.
Another page.
A detailed anatomical study of muscles.
He flipped toward the back.
A meticulous rendering of his hands.
…What the hell?
He stood there staring at the sketchbook in complete silence, so stunned that his thoughts seemed to short-circuit altogether.
More than embarrassed, he was simply… astonished.
Not because someone had documented him in such painstaking detail.
But because you had.
And not because he was the captain.
Simply because he was him.
After everyone had finished dinner, full and ready to retreat for the night before another day awaited them, Law quietly asked you to stay behind.
“I think you forgot this,” he said, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.
If the earth had opened beneath your feet and swallowed you into its deepest depths, straight to the bottom of the Grand Line, you wouldn’t have protested.
You felt like you were dying.
Before you could snatch the sketchbook from his hands, he deliberately opened it to one of the more detailed portraits, the kind that made it painfully obvious you’d spent hours bringing it to life.
“You spent that much time on this?”
“…Maybe.”
Silence settled between you, and for the life of you, you couldn’t decipher what was passing behind those amber eyes.
“You got the eyes wrong.”
That…
That was not what you’d expected him to say.
“What?”
“They aren’t always that harsh. Or that distant.” His gaze lingered on the drawing for another moment. “They’re softer. Especially depending on who’s standing in front of me.”
He tried to sound casual, though the warmth creeping into his cheeks betrayed him far more effectively than his voice ever could. It was, whether he intended it or not, a confession.
“You’ll have to take another look from up close,” he continued, gently placing the sketchbook back into your hands. “You can fix it tomorrow, when we visit the next island.”
With that, he turned toward the door, wished you goodnight with the smallest of smiles, and left.
Your heart threatened to leap straight out of your chest and join the rest of his collection.
Not that you would’ve minded.
And that…
That was how it all began.
By the time the two of you were together, the quiet blooming of your relationship could be traced through your sketches alone.
Little by little, they transformed into increasingly intimate moments, the sort only someone who shared another person’s quietest hours would ever have the chance to witness.
Law lying in bed, still wearing his glasses as he read.
Law fast asleep with his head thrown back, mouth slightly open, snoring without the slightest hint of dignity.
Law first thing in the morning, hair hopelessly disheveled, not quite awake yet.
A cup of coffee slowly growing cold beside him.
Law laughing so hard he doubled over.
His head resting in your lap while insisting he was only “resting his eyes.”
Whenever his gaze happened to fall upon one of those sketches, an unfamiliar feeling quietly settled inside him.
He had expected studies.
Those had never embarrassed him. To your pencil, he’d simply been another subject worthy of observation. A body was a body, and as a doctor, he understood the fascination that came with studying the way muscles shifted beneath skin or bones dictated movement. Those were the kinds of drawings an artist made when captivated by form.
But these…
These were something else.
They reached far beyond anatomy, and that singular way you saw him unsettled him in a manner he couldn’t begin to explain.
This wasn’t merely what he looked like.
It was what you had chosen to see.
Not the captain.
Not the Surgeon of Death.
Not the man whose name people spoke in hushed voices.
Your gifted hands had filled page after page with the version of him that existed only in the quiet spaces between responsibilities, in fleeting moments rarely witnessed by anyone else.
As though those ordinary, forgettable fragments of his life possessed a beauty he had never once thought to assign them. As though simply existing beside him had been enough to make them worth remembering.
Much like every moment he spent beside you had become filled with countless little memories he knew he would carry with him for the rest of his life.
He hadn’t even realized you had been watching during those moments of quiet contentment. He’d always assumed those tiny glimpses, the rare instances when he allowed himself to truly relax, belonged to him alone. They were the sort of moments no one else would notice, let alone consider meaningful.
And yet…
There they were.
Preserved with the same tenderness another person might reserve for sunsets or constellations.
His breath caught.
The feeling blooming inside his chest was unlike anything he had ever known, something impossibly gentle brushing against his heart, as though wings had suddenly begun to unfurl from it, eager to lift it free and carry it out into the open air.
As your relationship settled into something comfortably familiar, Law gradually became the most frequent subject of your artwork, much to the dismay of certain rather jealous members of the crew, who weren’t above voicing their complaints every now and then.
“There has to be something of me in here somewhere,” Penguin muttered as he flipped through your sketchbook. “Captain… no, Law… Captain again… Captain… Ca… AAAH!”
He yelped, dropping the sketchbook in sheer panic.
It never reached the floor.
An already irritated Law caught it with one hand before it could even come close.
“Be careful.”
“I CAN’T BE CALM WHEN I JUST ACCIDENTALLY SAW TWELVE DRAWINGS OF YOUR ABS, CAPTAIN!” Penguin cried, his face turning scarlet.
He immediately yanked the brim of his hat down over his eyes as though it might erase the memory.
“I can’t believe you never drew the time I absolutely demolished that guy!” he continued dramatically. “It was legendary! A once-in-a-lifetime moment! But no! Apparently all you ever feel like immortalizing are this Surgeon of Death’s hands and ridiculously thick eyelashes.”
He stared at Law in theatrical disbelief.
“…Who knows what else I would’ve found if I’d kept turning the pages.”
Now it was your turn to blush.
“Penguin, no… I’ll draw you soon, it’s not like there’s any—”
“That’s none of your concern,” Law interrupted flatly, still holding the sketchbook securely against his chest.
“She can sketch whatever she wants.”
His golden eyes shifted toward Penguin.
“And if you’re ever that careless with her artwork again…”
A brief pause.
“…we’ll have a conversation in my office.”
Penguin visibly paled.
“…You know what? I suddenly feel very well represented already.”
Even your anatomy studies had grown more detailed.
More intimate.
By then, you could shamelessly ask him to stay perfectly still for ten minutes so you could capture the angle of the tattoo stretching across his chest. The easiest position usually involved you reclining halfway against his lap so that his torso angled ever so slightly toward you, allowing every contour of his chest, abdomen, and arms to reveal itself beneath shifting light. Every muscle found its place upon the page, every subtle ridge and hollow observed with painstaking care.
“Don’t move.”
“I’m not moving.”
“…Your breathing counts.”
He sighed.
“That also counts.”
You frowned at the page, erasing another line.
“Something’s wrong…”
Law leaned forward just enough to glance at your sketch.
“You’ve pulled the pectoralis major too far toward the sternum.”
You looked up at him.
“…Do you enjoy ruining my confidence?”
“No.”
“Could’ve fooled me.”
“I enjoy preventing anatomical inaccuracies.”
“…That’s somehow worse.”
The corner of his mouth twitched.
“Your tattoo work is flawless,” he said, his eyes returning to the page. “It’s just the muscle beneath it.”
“…You couldn’t have started with that?”
“You would’ve stopped listening.”
Sometimes you drew him while he was occupied with something else, and other times, simply because those quiet moments together filled you with such contentment, you found yourself sketching those beloved muscles and bones entirely from memory.
One evening, the two of you sat close together as Law leafed through a medical textbook while you frowned at a sketch of his back, trying to make sense of the broad planes shifting beneath his skin.
So absorbed were you in your work that you never noticed him leaning over your shoulder.
“The trapezius overlaps the latissimus dorsi more than that.”
You looked at him blankly.
“…Do you ever say upper back like a normal person?”
“No.”
Having long since accepted that you would never possess his encyclopedic knowledge of osteology and myology, you had resigned yourself to spending the rest of your life with one impossibly adorable, hopelessly pedantic doctor who insisted on correcting you every chance he got.
“You’re looking at the tendon, not the muscle.”
“Law.”
“Hm?”
“I’m going to need you to use words normal people actually know.”
He sighed, as though you had just asked the impossible.
“…The stringy bit.”
Laughter burst from you before you could stop it.
“See? You can do it.”
“That’s the flexor digitorum profundus,” he informed you knowingly.
“…Mhm.”
“You have no idea what I just said.”
“Not a clue.”
“You’re pretending to understand,” he accused, already preparing an impromptu lecture.
“I love listening to you talk.”
He froze and blinked twice.
The tips of his ears bloomed a brilliant shade of pink as something entirely incoherent escaped beneath his breath, quiet enough that you couldn’t make out the words, though they still managed to tickle something warm inside your chest.
“You sound cute when you get all professor-like.”
Watching your normally composed, reserved boyfriend become so hopelessly flustered filled you with entirely unreasonable satisfaction.
I could get used to endless medical lectures if teasing him always earns me this reaction.
After months of constant reminders about proper anatomical terminology and what felt like several medical lectures every month, though you would never admit just how much you’d secretly enjoyed them, you gradually found yourself using words that had once sounded like an entirely foreign language.
There was something undeniably attractive about having such an absurdly brilliant and beautiful boyfriend all to yourself.
The first time Law had enthusiastically begun explaining the intricacies of the human neck and casually mentioned the sternocleidomastoid, your instinctive response had been to blink at him and mutter, “Bless you.”
Now, whenever he gently corrected your drawings with the same term, you simply nodded.
“I know, I know.”
Without even looking up, you adjusted the line.
“It attaches to the mastoid process, and mine’s too straight.”
Law slowly looked up from his book.
“…I’m proud of you.”
You stared.
“…Was that a compliment?”
“I’ve given you several.”
“You’ve given me homework.”
You teased him, fully aware that countless more assignments would follow, each one secretly becoming your favorite. Every now and then he’d even reinforce those lessons in practice, tracing surprisingly gentle kisses along your neck as he pointed out precisely where each muscle and delicate bone lay beneath your skin.
You had barely blocked in the basic shapes before a familiar voice drifted over your shoulder.
“You’ve exaggerated the deltoid.”
Law had been quietly watching you work for quite some time, long enough that, for once, you had begun to believe he’d found nothing to correct.
Alas…
It had simply been too good to be true.
Without even turning around, you let out an exaggerated sigh.
“There he is.”
“What?”
“My insufferable anatomist. I was wondering how long you’d last before correcting me.”
“I lasted twelve minutes.”
“That’s a personal record.”
A quiet hum escaped him.
Almost a laugh.
“I was trying to let you finish.”
“You failed.”
He rolled his eyes, muttering beneath his breath.
“I’m only trying to help.”
You smiled despite his incurable inability to leave your drawings alone.
“I know.”
Your voice softened.
“You always do.”
Something shifted behind his eyes.
“I know how seriously you take your work.”
His voice had grown quieter now.
“I want your references to be as accurate as they deserve.”
He hesitated before adding,
“…I’ll survive even if that means you’ll keep calling me insufferable.”
He leaned forward just enough to study the page more closely, one finger hovering above the paper without touching it. He knew better than to smudge charcoal.
“The contour’s right,” he said after a moment. “It’s just the insertion that’s slightly off.”
A brief silence followed.
“…The shading’s beautiful, though.”
You blinked.
“You noticed the shading?”
“I notice everything.”
There was an almost bashful quality to his voice now.
“I’ve known you long enough to learn a thing or two myself.”
He cleared his throat.
“…Though you should still fix the deltoid. It’s exaggerated.”
“No. I made you look stronger.”
“I don’t need artistic charity.”
“No?”
“No.”
You erased the line with theatrical reluctance, grumbling under your breath.
“It looked good.”
“It looked inaccurate.”
“It looked handsome.”
The faintest blush dusted the tips of his ears.
“Those aren’t mutually exclusive.”
More often than not, Law would catch himself watching your hand move across the page, your pencil gliding with practiced confidence as it gathered fragments of him into graceful lines.
The feeling it stirred inside him remained wonderfully unfamiliar, equal parts strange and intimately warm. Somehow, in your drawings, he always appeared calmer than he’d imagined himself to be, softer around the edges, and with time he came to realize that the version of himself reflected through your eyes was the one he preferred above all others. It was the man he wished to be when you looked at him.
And perhaps that was why he found himself hoping you would never stop observing him with those endlessly hopeful eyes that seemed to hold love in every blink.
With all of that in mind, it wasn’t long before Law noticed something else.
In every drawing of the crew, whether they were gathered around the dinner table, celebrating at a festival, pelting one another with snowballs, or simply spending a quiet evening together in the lounge, one person was always missing.
You.
Not just from that sketchbook, but from every sketchbook he’d ever seen.
At most, a hand would occasionally appear, or perhaps a glimpse of your legs stretched across his lap in one of the quieter sketches of the two of you together, but you were never there as part of the crew.
He didn’t ask you about it immediately.
Instead, he continued to watch in silence, patiently waiting until the right moment presented itself.
It came while you were sketching Shachi’s birthday celebration.
Everyone was there.
Penguin and the birthday boy laughing as they clapped each other on the back.
Ikkaku and Jean Bart raising their glasses in a toast.
Bepo sprawled comfortably across the couch beside what had to be his fourth slice of cake, absentmindedly rubbing his contentedly full stomach.
The captain of the Heart Pirates sat at the far end of the sofa, wearing the faintest smile as he spoke with someone outside the frame.
The only indication of that unseen person was a pair of legs draped lazily across his lap.
“Why aren’t you ever in these?”
The question escaped him before he could stop himself.
You blinked, lowering your eyes to the drawing once again.
“What?”
“You draw every member of the crew.”
“…Yeah?”
“Except yourself.”
Your expression turned genuinely puzzled, tinged with a hint of embarrassment.
“I don’t know.”
“You’ve never wondered why?”
“I guess… it just feels… strange.”
You hesitated, searching for the words.
“I can see all of you. I know your faces, the way you move, the energy each of you carries. But I don’t know how I’d even draw myself. It feels awkward.”
A sheepish smile tugged at your lips.
“And I’d probably ruin the whole picture.”
“Hm.”
Law understood that feeling better than most.
The quiet estrangement of looking at yourself and finding a stranger where you ought to have felt at home. He had spent years treating his own body as little more than a vessel for a mind that never quite seemed to belong inside it, as though the two merely happened to coexist rather than truly belong to one another.
So he carried your confession with him long after the conversation had ended, already wondering how he might one day convince you to see yourself with the same tenderness you so effortlessly gave everyone else.
It had been the end of one of those wonderfully uneventful days, the kind that settled over the submarine just before setting sail from another island the following morning.
The two of you had spent the evening tucked away in your room, reading, dozing, and quietly enjoying one another’s company.
Your head rested comfortably in his lap, your eyes closed in contentment as the long, deft fingers of one hand lazily combed through your hair, gently scratching your scalp. With the other, he absentmindedly flipped through the latest pages of your sketchbook.
More than once, his eyes lingered over the confident strokes of your pencil, quietly admiring the remarkable skill behind them. It filled him with a strange sense of pride to know that the same hands capable of holding their own in brutal pirate battles could also create something so delicate, so patient, so impossibly beautiful.
Then his breathing caught.
He had reached another sketch of himself.
He was lying curled against you, his head resting on your shoulder, lips slightly parted in deep, peaceful sleep while the brim of his hat had slipped low enough to shade his eyes.
Of you, only fragments remained.
The curve of a shoulder.
A curtain of hair cascading over it.
The soft folds of your sweater.
He noticed immediately that the drawing hadn’t been finished. The shading remained incomplete, certain details lacked the refinement so characteristic of your work.
Had you been fully awake, you probably never would’ve let him see something unfinished.
But that wasn’t what held his attention.
Near the bottom of the page, written in your careful handwriting so small it might easily have gone unnoticed, were three simple words.
My favorite view.
It was almost unbelievable that three ordinary words could settle so deeply beneath his ribs, finding a place he had long believed incapable of holding this kind of warmth.
As though, without ever searching for it, he had stumbled upon the final dream his soul had been quietly waiting for all along.
It wasn’t the sketch itself that moved him.
It was the realization that someone had looked upon one of his most unguarded, most ordinary moments and found it worthy of preserving.
Worthy of calling beautiful.
Worthy of returning to again and again.
For as long as he could remember, Law had believed love always demanded something in return. That it had to be earned, repaid, or would inevitably be lost.
And yet, within every careful line you had drawn and every shadow you had patiently built, there had been nothing except a quiet admiration for the man he was when he wasn’t trying to be anything more than himself.
For the first time in his life, it occurred to him that perhaps it truly was possible to be loved not for what you chose to show the world, nor in spite of everything you carried within you…
…but simply for who you were.
Perhaps…
Perhaps this was happiness.
Not the loud, fleeting kind he’d always assumed belonged to somebody else, but the quiet sort that slipped beneath your skin unnoticed until, before you realized it, all you wanted was for the moment to linger a little longer.
He didn’t know how to put any of it into words.
Instead, his fingertips drifted slowly across the paper, careful enough that one might have thought he feared smudging the graphite with a single careless touch. He traced those lines for longer than he needed to before gently closing the sketchbook.
Then he drew you closer.
Burying his face in your hair as though it were the safest place in the world, he pressed countless quiet kisses against your forehead and the crown of your head, holding you with a tenderness that said everything he could not.
Basking beneath the golden light of the setting sun in a meadow on the newest island you’d docked at, you and Law had quietly slipped away from the rest of the crew, content to spend the afternoon wrapped up in one another.
Reclining in the grass, you watched clouds drift lazily overhead, you pointing out the shapes they formed while your ever-skeptical boyfriend dismissed each one with an amused scoff, the two of you talking about nothing in particular.
After a while, Law reached into the backpack he’d thoughtfully brought along for your little excursion away from the submarine and pulled something out.
It was the sketchbook you’d been searching for days, the one you’d eventually given up on finding and replaced with a new one before you had the chance to finish it.
“Where did you find it?” you asked, eyes widening as you instinctively reached for it.
Instead of handing it over, Law shifted a little closer, gently guiding you back until you were sitting comfortably between his legs. Then he opened the sketchbook to its final pages.
There, spread across a single sheet, was someone who looked remarkably like you.
You were lying on your stomach atop the bed, surrounded by towering piles of books. The books themselves had been drawn with stiff, ruler-straight lines, yet each one had been filled with painstaking, almost childlike details, right down to your favorite titles and editions. You rested against the fluffy white blanket he’d done his earnest best to capture, your hair spilling loosely around you in delightfully unruly strands, your smile warm and just a little crooked, every tooth nearly the same size. He had even attempted shading, and truthfully, it wasn’t bad at all.
Ever the meticulous man, the Captain of the Heart Pirates had even placed his familiar spotted hat beside you at the corner of the bed.
You stared at the page, speechless, as warmth stung unexpectedly behind your eyes.
“…There was one person missing,” he murmured, rubbing the back of his neck. “I may not be very good at this, but…”
He never got to finish.
You threw your arms around him so suddenly that you nearly knocked him onto his back.
He let out a quiet, startled, “Mm…”
“It’s beautiful! Thank you so much,” you said, your voice thick with emotion as you peppered his cheeks and the corner of his lips with grateful kisses, leaving him blushing a deep shade of red. “You’re actually not bad at this. We might have to become colleagues.”
A quiet laugh escaped through his nose.
“Yeah, right,” he scoffed.
“It’s perfect.”
“It objectively isn’t.”
“It is.”
“The perspective’s wrong.”
“I don’t care.”
“My line weight is inconsistent.”
“I don’t care.”
“The left eye…”
You kissed him again, effectively silencing yet another critique before it had the chance to escape.
You couldn’t help imagining him, a man who had never been blessed with an artist’s hand, sitting down with nothing more than a pencil anyway, enduring every crooked line and every failed attempt simply because, somewhere along the way, he’d decided you deserved to be seen. To be remembered. To see yourself through his eyes.
No one had ever loved you so deliberately.
And in that moment, you silently promised yourself that you would never let that happiness slip away from your heart.
It was well past midnight by the time you began teaching him how to draw hands.
You gently turned his wrist.
“Loosen your grip on the pencil.”
“Like this?”
“A little.”
You nudged his fingers into place.
“You’re holding it like you’re about to perform surgery.”
“…Old habits.”
As everyone aboard the Polar Tang already knew, drawing hands had long since become second nature to you. While you carefully sketched Law’s hand, he concentrated on drawing yours.
On the same sheet of paper rested two intertwined hands.
One was long and slender, tattooed from wrist to fingers, its elegant bones subtly visible beneath the skin as the thumb traced a gentle caress across the other.
The second was smaller, the fingers a little stiff, the nail beds broader than he had initially managed to capture. Fortunately, under your patient guidance, it changed shape minute by minute until it became something that felt perfect to the two of you, even if any self-proclaimed art critic, whose opinion neither of you had asked for in the first place, would’ve called it an awkward collision of two entirely different styles.
The finished page found its place in a frame on your bedside table before the two of you drifted off to sleep, laughter still lingering softly between you in the darkness.
It would stay there for years afterward, long after dozens of sketchbooks had come and gone, because neither of you could ever bring yourselves to replace the first piece of yourselves you had left on the same page.
Summary: There are battles even the strongest swordsman can’t win with a blade. Sometimes, all Zoro can do is stay by your side and hope the people he trusts make it back in time.
Request: Hi! I was wondering if you could make a Zoro x reader, and reader is sick because she was poisoned and the rest of the Strawhats go find the cure but Zoro an Chopper stay wirh reader (they're kind of a found family inside the strawhats, chopper is the son and reader the mom and Zoro the dad) Zoro and reader are dating. Please and thankyou🌸
Word count: about 9k+
Contains: hurt/comfort, established relationship, protective Zoro, devoted Zoro, lovesick Zoro, vulnerable Zoro, caretaker Zoro, Chopper being the sweetest little doctor, Straw Hat Pirates friendship, found family, poison, antidote hunt, emotional comfort, hand holding, gentle touches, sleepless nights, quiet confessions, recovery, happy ending.
Warnings: fem!reader, use of y/n a few times, poisoning, serious illness, fever, delirium, blood, injury, medical treatment, emotional distress, temporary discussions of death, no major character death.
On the churning, overcast sea, the Going Merry cut through the waves with difficulty, carrying a crew that had only just come within a hair's breadth of suffering a far crueler fate.
A vicious pirate crew had seized control of an island. That, in itself, was hardly a problem for the Straw Hats, who had once again brought freedom to another helpless town. Still, victory had been anything but easy.
Chopper was still tending to everyone’s injuries, especially Sanji’s, after one of the scoundrels had ambushed him from behind and driven a blade deep into the side of his abdomen.
There hadn’t even been time to celebrate or properly recover before the Marines had inevitably appeared, as they so often did, arriving only after the fighting was over and there was no need for their so-called heroics. Besides, the Log Pose had already settled on its next destination, making it painfully obvious that setting sail immediately was the smartest option.
Compared to the others, you would have said you’d gotten off rather lightly. Your only injury was a shallow slash across your side, left by the enemy swordsman’s massive blade after it barely grazed you.
Of course, that had been more than enough to earn him Zoro’s wrath.
Not only had the coward avoided facing a fellow swordsman in a honorable duel, he’d committed the one offense Zoro considered utterly unforgivable.
He had laid a hand on the woman he loved.
The seas would run dry and mountains would split of their own accord before the green-haired swordsman allowed something like that to happen. Least of all without consequences.
He hadn’t been thrilled when you’d stubbornly insisted there was no need for your sweet little reindeer doctor to examine you afterward, brushing the wound off as nothing.
Still, he knew better than to argue.
After all, he wasn't exactly any better when it came to accepting treatment himself.
And, truth be told, you genuinely looked perfectly fine.
You were still full of energy, and aside from the cut itself, there wasn’t so much as a bruise on your face, arms, or anywhere else anyone could easily see.
Maybe he'd simply grown soft since you'd become part of his life.
Or maybe spending so much time around that infuriating lovestruck cook had started rubbing off on him.
Whatever the reason, the mere thought of you losing so much as a single hair was enough to fill him with a level of unease and fury he’d never experienced before. Somewhere along the way, your safety had quietly become the foremost objective of every battle he fought.
Looking back, perhaps the first warning sign should have been when you sat with Luffy and Usopp, listening to yet another one of the sniper's wildly exaggerated adventure tale.
Normally, stories like those had you doubled over with laughter.
This time, they earned nothing more than a faint, tired smile through half-lidded eyes.
Then again…
Who wouldn’t get tired of those two idiots eventually?
Maybe today was simply one of those days.
The next odd thing came when you turned down Sanji’s chocolate soufflé with vanilla ice cream, which he’d enthusiastically prepared the moment Chopper finally released him from his worried little hooves, a fresh bandages still wrapped around his stomach.
You had an infamous sweet tooth.
It was rare for you to refuse dessert of any kind.
Still, you insisted your stomach was simply unsettled after the excitement of the battle and promised you’d indulge a little later, thanking the blond cook with your usual warmth that even he couldn't bring himself to argue.
Once the Merry finally reached calmer waters, and after you’d finished helping Nami with navigation, it was even stranger that you declined her invitation to lounge on deck with Robin, reading and chatting over drinks while Sanji eagerly fussed over the three of you.
You claimed you were simply exhausted.
You’d taken the night watch before dawn, your eyelids felt unbearably heavy, and if you lay down now, you’d fall asleep instantly.
You didn’t want that.
You wanted to wake yourself up instead.
To accomplish that, you'd decided to train with your boyfriend.
Had anyone been worried before, that alone would've been enough to dismiss every suspicion. It was practically unheard of for you and the green-haired swordsman to go more than a day or two without training together.
Although your fighting styles differed considerably, that was precisely what made your sessions so valuable. Where one lacked experience, the other compensated.
A grin tugged at Zoro's lips as he launched into his usual Oni Giri stance, only for you to slip past him with practiced ease, darting around him as though you'd vanished altogether.
There.
That was more like it.
You stumbled ever so slightly.
Still, you recovered quickly enough to throw a counterpunch, only to arrive a fraction of a second too late.
Your mosshead deflected it effortlessly with a familiar click of his tongue.
“Tch. You’re slow,” he said, studying you carefully as he swung again. “Focus. I won’t go easy on you. And neither will anyone else."
You knocked the attack aside and immediately answered with one of your own, rolling your eyes as you did.
“Wouldn’t dream of asking you to.”
Finding the opening you’d been waiting for, you drove your fist forward and knocked him off balance.
“I won’t go easy on you either.”
He smirked.
For a moment, pride and competitive excitement lit his face.
Then they vanished, replaced by unmistakable concern.
“…Y/N?”
You looked unusually pale.
And were you…
Swaying?
He was on his feet in an instant, closing the distance between you before resting one rough, calloused hand against your forehead.
His eyes widened.
You were freezing.
Not merely cool to the touch, but so cold that it almost burned against his skin, while tiny beads of sweat gathered and stuck hairs plastered to your forehead with a contradiction that made no sense at all.
You caught his wrist and gently pushed his hand away.
“It’s nothing,” you murmured. “Guess the rain from this morning got into my bones.”
Taking a nearby towel, you lowered yourself onto the floor.
The room spun for a fleeting moment.
Something you would never, under any circumstances, admit to your caring overly protective boyfriend disguised as a grumpy brute.
“Tch. How’s that ‘nothing’ when you’re shaking like someone tossed you into the freezing depths around Drum Island?”
He tossed his swords aside and sat beside you.
“Come on. We’re going to Chopper.”
He reached for your hand, intending to pull you to your feet, but you stubbornly refused to budge.
“If I’m not feeling better later, we’ll go. I don’t want to worry him over something so silly. The poor kid’s been through enough today.”
You reached up with icy fingers and gently stroked his cheek.
Typical.
Absolutely typical.
Part of him was annoyed.
The rest of him was, rather inconveniently, softened by that stubborn kindness of yours.
That was just like you.
Whenever things became chaotic—and with the Straw Hats, chaotic days were hardly uncommon—simply because, as you always put it, you didn't want to "be a burden."
He studied you once more, lingering on those impossibly kind eyes, eyes so deep that he'd always been able to glimpse the quiet strength hidden behind them.
Lightly flicking your forehead, he pulled you firmly into his chest instead.
His warm, solid body wrapped around your trembling one, and without thinking, you melted into your grumpy swordsman in a silent attempt to steal as much of his warmth as you possibly could.
It always felt safe in his arms.
Now more than ever.
"If you're not feeling better in twenty minutes," he muttered, burying his face in your hair, "I'm dragging you to Chopper myself, and I don't care how much you beg, argue, or threaten to curse me."
Several quiet minutes passed before he reluctantly decided that a warm cup of tea might do you some good.
The moment he shifted, trying to unwrap his arms from around you, you protested immediately, nestling even closer and pulling them right back around yourself before he could get very far.
"Tch. Easy there, woman," he grumbled, unable to stop the corner of his mouth from twitching upward despite himself. "I'll be back in a minute."
Ignoring your sleepy little complaints, he reluctantly pried himself free.
“I’ll be back,” he repeated, casting one last worried glance your way.
He looked over his shoulder one last time.
You’d already curled into yourself, trying to preserve what little warmth remained.
Sighing, fully aware there was no point telling you to go lie down in the girls’ quarters because he’d almost certainly end up carrying you there anyway, he headed for the kitchen.
Fortunately, it was empty.
He immediately began rummaging through the neatly arranged cabinet.
What kind of tea do you even make for someone like this?
Rosehip?
Green tea?
Mint?
Chamomile?
Maybe sage?
Or lady’s mantle?
He was still squinting at the labels when the most irritating voice on the entire ship rang out behind him.
“Get your filthy paws off my perfectly organized cabinet!”
Curly Brows practically hissed the words.
“What do you want?”
Zoro shot him an irritated glance and grabbed the first tea packet he could reach.
“None of your business, cook.”
He waited for the kettle to finish boiling.
That only deepened the blond's disbelief.
"I'm sorry... what?"
He eyed the teabag in Zoro's hand with open suspicion.
“What does a clumsy gorilla like you need tea for? Or is this just a distraction while you raid my sake stash again?”
Zoro slammed a fist onto the counter, splashing boiling water over the rim of the mug.
“Would you shut up? I can drink whatever the hell I want.”
Snatching the mug, he stormed out, leaving Sanji grumbling behind him as he wiped up the spilled water.
When he returned to the Crow's Nest, where the two of you had been training, you immediately tried to stand the moment you heard him come in.
One eyebrow lifted as he took in your face.
Your cheeks had regained a faint flush.
“What're you getting up for?”
He awkwardly held the steaming mug toward you.
“Here.”
You accepted it with shaky hands, smiling despite yourself.
“Thank you, sweetheart.”
Taking a careful sip of the warm herbal tea, you couldn't help smiling a little wider. The fact that your rough, soft-hearted swordsman had brewed it himself was obvious enough from the tea being completely plain—no honey, no lemon, nothing Sanji ever would've allowed to leave his kitchen—yet somehow that only made it sweeter.
“I’m already feeling much better.”
A faint blush dusted Zoro’s cheeks at the nickname, but he kept watching you closely.
Your lips were still unnaturally pale.
Even holding the mug seemed to take effort.
He stepped toward you, reaching for your hand, only to pause the instant your skin met his.
Moments ago, it had been ice cold.
His brows drew together as he tightened his grip ever so slightly before placing the back of his hand against your forehead, his eyes widening in genuine alarm.
Only minutes ago you'd been cold enough to make his fingertips ache.
Now you were scorching, your skin hot as the steel upon which Wado Ichimonji itself had once been forged.
"Woman..."
His voice came out lower than he'd intended.
“You’re burning hot.”
You laughed weakly.
“Now isn’t really the time for compliments.”
He clicked his tongue, rolling his eyes in a way that barely concealed his relief that you still had enough energy left to tease him.
“Come on. We're going.”
He tugged gently at your arm.
"No," you protested with the same stubbornness that always managed to test the limits of his patience. "I don't feel sick at all. I'm just tired."
Enough was enough.
This is for your own good.
He was already preparing to scoop you into his arms and carry you to the infirmary himself.
He never got the chance.
The rapid clatter of tiny hooves echoed across the wooden floor before a small pair of antlers poked through the doorway.
“Y/N!”
Chopper beamed, a book tucked carefully beneath one arm.
“I brought the book we’re reading before bed tonight. I think it’s the one you mentioned—”
The smile vanished from his face almost instantly.
He hurried over.
“What’s wrong?”
“She’s not feel—”
“It’s okay, dear Chopper,” you interrupted brightly before Zoro could finish, already pushing yourself to your feet. “I think I just caught a little cold.”
You smiled as though nothing whatsoever was out of the ordinary.
“Zoro’s making a fuss, you know how he is. Hypocrite. As if he’d ever let you examine him over something this small.”
You lifted the mug ever so slightly.
“See? I'm perfectly fi—”
You took one step.
Then another.
Tiny green specks suddenly danced across your vision as darkness began closing in around them, spreading slowly from the edges until it swallowed everything before your eyes.
It felt as though something impossibly heavy had wrapped itself around your body and pulled you downward like a stone, while the mug slipped from your fingers, striking the wooden floor before rolling away, its warm contents spilling across the planks.
For one strange, suspended moment, it felt less like falling and more like flying.
Like drifting through a dream where the ground never came.
In reality, strong arms caught you before you ever hit the floor, pulling you tightly against a broad chest while voices called your name somewhere in the distance, their words swallowed beneath the persistent ringing in your ears.
You couldn't make out anything beyond that dull buzzing and those muffled voices, only the strange sensation that you were moving farther and farther away, as though you were no longer standing on solid ground at all, but floating gently downstream, wherever the current chose to carry you.
The tiny infirmary was filled with a chaotic chorus of voices, some calm and collected, others bordering on outright panic.
“Lay her down like this.”
“I’ll get the thermometer!”
“Robin, cold water!”
“Nami, grab some towels.”
“Everyone, back up a little. She needs air.”
“Sanji-kun, panicking isn’t helping right now! Go prepare the herbal stimulant mixture for me. It’s on the shelf in the left corner, second-to-last bottle.”
Everyone rushed about in a frenzy.
Everyone except Zoro.
He still held you tightly against his chest, barely registering the commotion around him until Chopper called his name several times.
“Zoro… Zoro!”
“I can’t examine Y/N properly unless you let her go.”
Only then did the green-haired swordsman realize how fiercely he’d been holding you, as though loosening his grip would somehow make you slip away.
Unsure of what else to do, he reluctantly did as Chopper asked.
He stepped back, lowered himself onto a stool in the corner of the room, and buried his face in his hands.
He felt useless.
His mind replayed the entire day over and over, tormenting him with every missed warning sign.
He’d noticed every little hint that something wasn’t right.
Every single one.
And yet he’d still let you convince him it was nothing.
She sparred with me… I knew she looked pale…
I should’ve made her come here sooner.
Nami hurried back with everything Chopper had asked for and looked down at you anxiously.
“She probably just pushed herself too hard,” she murmured, unable to tear her eyes away from your pale, sleeping face. “She’s been overworking herself lately.”
Sanji appeared beside the bed almost instantly, handing Chopper the strange herbal concoction he’d prepared.
“Exactly, Nami-san! Our hardworking, wonderful Y/N has completely exhausted her poor little body! She’s been fighting nonstop this past week, insisted on taking night watch, and then this heartless marimo made her train on top of all that!” He glanced toward Zoro. “Is that why you came looking for tea?”
Zoro didn’t answer.
He simply stared at the floor.
“…No.”
Chopper’s voice was quiet as he checked your pulse.
His expression changed instantly.
He counted again and his face paled.
“This isn’t good.”
He gently lifted one of your eyelids and shone a small light into your pupil.
“Her pulse is much slower than it should be… And her breathing’s labored. This isn’t exhaustion.”
Silence swallowed the room.
Even Luffy, how ever unusual it may be, had nothing to say.
Carefully, Chopper lifted the hem of your shirt to examine the cut on your side.
Then he froze.
The wound looked nothing like it had only a few hours ago.
If it had been healing normally, a thin scab should already have started forming.
Instead…
The skin surrounding it had turned an unnatural shade.
So dark it was almost purple.
Tiny blood vessels had burst beneath the surface, spiderwebbing around the wound.
Medical books were scattered across the infirmary floor.
Stacks of them surrounded Chopper, while Robin knelt beside him, helping him flip frantically through page after page.
With tears welling in his eyes, the little doctor desperately searched for any poison whose symptoms matched yours.
Dozens of books later…
Nothing.
He’d ordered everyone else to keep you awake, terrified that if you drifted off to sleep, your pulse might slow even further.
Nami quietly replaced the cold compress on your forehead.
Sanji hovered nearby, fussing over you even more than usual, trying to coax you into taking soup, broth, vitamin tonics… anything that might bring even a little color back to your face.
Usopp enthusiastically launched into one ridiculous story after another, while Luffy, partly out of habit and partly in an earnest attempt to keep you awake, repeatedly patted the mattress or nudged your shoulder.
Each attempt earned him an immediate chorus of horrified protests.
“Easy!”
Sanji barked, promptly introducing the captain’s face to the floor with the sole of his foot.
Throughout it all, Zoro remained silent.
Motionless.
Sitting beside your bed, he held your cold hand in both of his, absentmindedly stroking your wrist every so often, never once taking his eyes off your barely-open ones.
“Damn it!”
Chopper’s small voice cracked.
A heavy book slammed into a shelf.
Then another rustle.
In equal parts fear and frustration, Chopper hurled yet another useless medical text aside. It struck one of the shelves, knocking loose a massive old encyclopedia.
The worn leather cover had been rubbed so smooth that even its title had long since disappeared.
Robin picked it up first.
“…Chopper.”
“...I know this.”
Together they quickly realized it wasn’t a medical encyclopedia at all.
It was a collection of records describing the unique flora, fauna, and natural characteristics of various islands in this region of the Grand Line.
Tucked away within one small section was a passage describing a rare toxin extracted from a plant found only in the forests of the very island they’d just left.
Long ago, the island’s warriors had coated their weapons with it.
The poison was infamous because even the smallest scratch was enough.
The victim would appear perfectly fine at first.
Days later, horrifying symptoms would begin to emerge, ending in certain death if left untreated.
“Quick! I need a sample!”
Chopper bolted toward your bedside, ushering everyone out of the infirmary.
He hesitated only briefly before allowing Zoro to stay.
The little reindeer hurriedly prepared his instruments before carefully moving toward the wound.
“I’m sorry, Y/N…”
His voice trembled.
“This is going to hurt. But we’ll save you.”
“…Do you hear me?”
Tears blurred his vision as he searched your half-lidded eyes for any sign that you could still hear him.
Almost imperceptibly… you smiled.
Then gave the faintest little nod.
Without a word, Zoro tightened his grip around your hand.
By the time the anchor was dropped off the neighboring island and the sails had been lowered, the Straw Hats had already worked out a plan.
Chopper had compiled a list of every herb they would need, complete with careful sketches to help identify them.
“You have to be as fast as possible.” His voice wavered despite his best efforts to steady it. “Robin, Sanji, you’re looking for the Frostveil Bellflower. It looks like an ordinary daffodil, only slightly larger, but we need its root. You’re also searching for the Veinshadow Nightbloom. It resembles a dark violet, except its leaves and petals are shaped like aloe. You’ll find both deeper in the forest.”
He turned to the others.
“Luffy, Nami, Usopp, search the open fields and ask the locals if they’ve seen either the Cryofern Rose or the Venomspire Lily.”
His little hoof tapped anxiously against the floor.
“Don’t lose the drawings. We have to be absolutely certain.”
He looked down at the papers scattered across the desk.
“The best outcome would be finding all of them…”
His voice cracked.
“…but even one of these plants could make all the difference. Every minute matters.”
As he began folding the sketches with trembling hooves, Robin rested a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
She’d already memorized every single plant.
Not only the ones assigned to her and Sanji, but the others as well.
Just in case.
“We’ll bring back everything we find,” she said gently, her voice calm and unwavering. “As quickly as we can.”
Luffy adjusted his straw hat and gave a thoughtful nod before flashing the bright grin everyone needed.
“She’ll be okay before you know it! …Right?”
He walked over to your bed and cheerfully smacked a hand against your knee.
“Captain!”
A chorus of horrified voices immediately filled the infirmary once again, accompanied by the unmistakable sound of Zoro’s swords shifting ever so slightly in warning.
Your eyelids fluttered open just a fraction, enough for Luffy's grin to widen even further.
“We’re gonna be even faster than ya think! So hang in there, okay? You’d better be there to welcome us back!”
“I will,” you whispered, your voice rough and barely audible.
A tiny smile found its way onto your lips.
Your caring crew hurried to prepare for departure.
Usopp busied himself checking his ammunition, stuffing his arsenal of gadgets and improvised weapons into his satchel.
Nami spread a map across the table, carefully marking routes and possible search areas while assigning responsibilities.
Despite the obvious fear in his eyes, Usopp straightened his back and bravely declared that he'd question every local they came across if he had to.
At one point Sanji slipped out without a word.
When he returned several minutes later, he was carrying two wicker baskets and a backpack slung over one shoulder.
Nami frowned.
“…What’s all that?”
“Our supplies,” he replied, patting the backpack, though that much hardly needed explaining.
“And these…” He carefully placed the baskets on Chopper's reading desk. “…are for these two idiots.”
He nodded toward Zoro and the the reindeer.
“They'd forget to eat altogether if we left them to their own devices. This way they'll have everything within arm's reach.”
Only then did he turn to Chopper.
His voice softened immediately.
“I’ve already made enough soup to last our dear Y/N-swan three days. There are vitamin drinks in the refrigerator.”
It was his quiet way of lifting at least one burden from the shoulders of an overwhelmed doctor and a devastated swordsman.
At least they wouldn’t have to worry about cooking.
Sanji stepped over to your bedside and carefully tucked the blanket more securely around your shoulders, as though a little extra warmth could somehow chase the illness away.
“Don’t you worry, dear Y/N-swan. You’ll be back on your feet before you know it. We’ll make sure of it.”
His eyes drifted to Zoro, who had remained seated beside your bed all this time, rooted to the floor, the conversations around him barely reaching his ears.
Sanji rested a hand on his shoulder and gave it a brief, sympathetic squeeze.
“Come on, mosshead. Snap out of it. She's tough. We'll find everything and be back before you know it.”
The green-haired swordsman gave the faintest grunt.
It was his own peculiar way of acknowledging both the words and the gesture.
He’d memorized every herb himself, despite having no intention of leaving the ship.
Someone had to protect Chopper.
Someone had to protect the Merry.
Most importantly…
Someone had to stay with you.
He hated how utterly useless he felt.
Yet the thought of leaving your side—even for five minutes—not knowing whether he'd ever see you again, was unbearable. Worse than any agony he had endured, worse than every wound that had ever carved itself into his body.
His rough fingertips absentmindedly traced the delicate bones of your hand, gently rubbing his thumb over your fingertips as he silently blamed himself for everything.
Most of all for the fact that this wasn’t something he could simply cut down.
He would’ve carved a path through every forest on the Grand Line.
He would’ve burned the world itself, from the depths of hell to the highest heavens if it meant finding even one cure that could save you.
“I can’t go after it.”
His voice was barely above a whisper.
Even saying the words left a bitter taste in his mouth.
“So I’m doing the only thing I can. I’m keeping you here until they bring it back.”
He swallowed hard against the lump tightening his throat.
“You hear me?”
His fingers closed around yours a little more firmly.
“You don’t leave before they get back.”
One by one, the crew turned toward the exit.
Each of them had spoken to you before leaving, offering encouragement, reassurance, hope.
Whether you could truly hear them or not didn’t matter.
They wanted you to know they’d do everything they could.
“We’ll be back soon!” Luffy called as he reached the door.
Then, for the first time since this nightmare had begun, another voice cut through the room.
“Bring back everything,” Zoro said without taking his worry-clouded eyes off you. “Even if you’re not sure it’s the right plant.”
The crew paused.
Nobody needed him to explain.
If there was even the slightest chance a plant could help…
Chopper would figure it out.
“Aye, aye!”
And with that, they broke into a run, disappearing from the deck into the island’s forests, leaving behind the quiet infirmary and the dear, weathered little ship that—for what felt like the first time ever—had fallen unnaturally silent.
No laughter.
No shouting or bickering.
No clatter from the kitchen.
No footsteps racing across the deck.
The Merry felt impossibly still.
Almost mournful.
As though even its little sheep figurehead had drawn its wooden mouth into a sorrowful frown and quietly wept alongside the crew.
Tiny hooves worked diligently, cleaning your wound as carefully as possible, trying to remove every trace of the poison before replacing the blood-soaked bandages with fresh ones.
The moment the white gauze came away, what little color remained in Chopper’s face vanished.
The strange discoloration had spread farther, while the darkened veins branching from it had only grown more pronounced.
At first glance, someone might have thought the wound was improving. It bled less than before.
But the wound itself told a far different story.
Barely conscious, you watched the little reindeer through heavy eyelids as he apologized every single time he had to touch the injury, knowing full well how much it hurt.
At Zoro’s insistence, Chopper hurriedly showed him exactly how to clean and redress it.
The swordsman was determined to do something.
Anything.
Even through the haze clouding your mind, you somehow found the strength to lift your hand and rest it atop the fluffy doctor’s hat.
That little reindeer…
You remembered the story he'd once told you—the loneliness, the rejection, the years he had spent believing he had no place in the world—and the moment you'd heard it, you'd known that if he ever chose to join your crew, you would do everything in your power to protect him.
Just as you had.
Your fingers weakly patted the top of his reddish-pink hat.
“…You always apologize. You don’t have to.”
Your gaze drifted toward the small window in the infirmary door.
Darkness had swallowed the sky.
Had you really slept through the entire day?
“…Did you two eat?”
A familiar click of the tongue answered you before words ever did.
Zoro carefully lifted a glass of water to your dry lips.
“Do you ever stop, woman?”
His calloused hands tilted the glass with surprising care, though not quite enough to keep a few stray drops from slipping down your chin.
You looked up at him.
Something about him felt…
Wrong.
Lost.
You’d never seen him look like that before.
“So... you didn’t.”
“We did.”
His answer came immediately.
“You wouldn't know. You were asleep.”
Brushing the damp strands of hair away from your face, he let the back of his fingers linger against your forehead long enough to check your temperature while Chopper quietly slid the thermometer into place once more.
“Think about yourself for a change. Tch. Just rest.”
He adjusted your pillow before settling back into the chair beside your bed.
Whether it was the gentle rocking of the Merry or simply the exhaustion weighing down every inch of your body, you couldn’t tell.
Warm, heavy drowsiness slowly settled over you once again, drawing you back into sleep's embrace.
When the thermometer finally chimed and displayed yet another disappointing number, neither of your boys said a word.
They merely let out quiet, weary sighs, and Chopper rested his head beside your legs.
The quiet scrape of wood against the floor broke the silence.
He looked up just in time to see Zoro opening one of the baskets Sanji had prepared before pushing it toward him.
“I’m not hungry,” Chopper murmured, barely audible.
His forehead still rested against the edge of your bed.
“You are.”
No answer.
“Chopper.”
Only the steady rhythm of waves against the hull.
“Eat.”
Zoro pulled out a sandwich and all but shoved it into the little doctor’s hooves.
“Or I’ll feed you myself.”
A pause.
“You know she’d be worried sick if she found out.”
Only after Chopper reluctantly took it did Zoro grab one for himself.
“Tch. Unbelievable. Even now she’s still nagging us about eating.”
His voice faded into little more than a whisper.
I’d sooner let the fires of hell swallow me whole…
Be forgotten by the world…
Lose every battle I’d ever fight…
…than never hear that nagging again.
It was the dead of night.
The hour sailors called the witching hour, when even the sea itself seemed to be asleep.
Zoro jolted awake from a dream he hadn’t even realized he’d fallen into, his heart still racing.
He’d been running as fast as his legs would carry him, chasing that damned pirate just as the bastard lunged toward you with his blade once again. He had been close enough to stop him—close enough that one more step would have done it—but the instant he swung, all three of his swords shattered into countless pieces, scattering across the ground before he could reach you..
He took a slow breath, forcing his pulse to settle, and looked up.
You were still there and breathing.
Reality, mercifully, had turned out kinder than the nightmare.
His hand still rested around yours.
Something else, however, weighed across his lap.
Warm.
Tiny.
Soft.
Blinking the last remnants of sleep away, he looked down.
Chopper had somehow curled up against him, fast asleep, his hat lying forgotten near Zoro’s feet.
…How did this even happen?
He honestly couldn’t remember.
Carefully rolling the stiffness from his neck, Zoro slid one arm beneath the little doctor and gently lifted him.
He froze for a moment when Chopper stirred.
But the reindeer only mumbled something unintelligible before settling again.
Zoro tucked him into the spare bed in the infirmary before quietly returning to your side.
He brought your cold hand to his lips, holding it just tightly enough to remind himself you were still there.
“You still owe me that rematch.”
His fingers slowly combed through your tangled hair.
“You cheated. You counted that punch after I told you it didn’t.”
He enclosed your hand between both of his, warming it with his own breath as though the two of you were stranded somewhere in the snow.
Idiot.
“Don’t you dare think I forgot.”
The bitter, slightly sour taste of another vitamin tonic still lingered on your tongue.
You could barely keep your thoughts together, though the clumsy way your green-haired brute of a boyfriend and your tiny, fluffy son fussed over you almost made you smile.
The moment you weakly gestured that you wanted water, they both jumped to their feet at the exact same time.
Before either of them reached it…
The Den Den Mushi rang.
Zoro picked up the receiver while Chopper hurried to bring you a fresh glass.
“Any luck?” Zoro asked quietly.
Static crackled.
“Not yet.”
“Keep looking.”
He hung up without another word before gently replacing the cold compress on your forehead.
The deep furrow between his brows hadn’t left in days.
Neither had sleep.
Chopper looked just as exhausted, dark circles settling beneath his small eyes.
“…Sorry…”
Both of them leaned toward you instantly.
“What?”
“…Trouble…”
Chopper broke first.
He buried his face against Zoro’s leg as quiet sobs shook his tiny body.
Zoro simply closed his eyes.
Absolutely typical.
Even now, you were apologizing.
The mountains in your chest rose with trembling effort before sinking again, as though each breath was saying its own reluctant farewell.
After setting aside the bowl of soup that had ended up spilled across the blankets far more than it’d ended up inside you, Chopper quietly sat beside your bed and watched your frail figure..
Life had become so much brighter after joining the Straw Hats.
After meeting you.
He had found safety beneath the wings of his new family, but most of all in your embrace, and against Zoro's broad chest—or, more often, behind his legs whenever danger appeared and instinct sent him running toward the strongest place he knew.
You read bedtime stories to him.
Made cookies together after persuading Sanji to let you take over the kitchen.
Prepared hot chocolate.
Patched up the little injuries he brushed off after training.
Comforted him after difficult days.
Wandered flower fields and collected medicinal herbs beside him.
Played with him until sunset.
Made him go to bed when he got lost in his studies.
Now…
He was the one caring for you.
Changing your bandages.
Replacing the cold compresses.
Counting every heartbeat.
He’d even tried reading the very book he’d brought the day you collapsed, hoping some part of you could still hear him.
The words never made it halfway down the first page.
His voice gave out.
His little body shook with tears.
“Oi.”
Zoro was beside him immediately.
“What happened?”
“I-I-if I’d n-noticed the cut sooner… We would’ve had hours... hours more to hel her. I f-f-failed her…”
“Don’t.”
The word came sharp.
Firm.
“No.”
Zoro blamed himself enough already.
There was nothing the kid could have done.
“We’ll make it.”
It sounded less like reassurance…
…and more like a prayer offered to whoever might still be willing to listen.
They hadn’t heard from the others by the time a storm rolled in.
Not that it mattered much. Shut away inside the infirmary, they barely noticed the rain hammering against the ship.
What frightened them far more was that, like the sea outside, you too had become restless.
You tossed restlessly beneath the blankets as beads of sweat rolled endlessly down your temples. Your body burned with fever, yet shivered uncontrollably, but that wasn’t the worst part.
What truly terrified them was when you began talking to people who weren’t there.
Reliving memories no one else could see.
Sometimes your voice turned bright.
Almost joyful.
You smiled with innocent happiness, speaking as though you were once again leading Chopper through a field of spring flowers on some long-forgotten island.
"Come on," you laughed softly, reaching into empty air. "Give me your hoof. Let's race to that tree over there."
Your hand missed him entirely as you tried to sit up, only for your boyfriend's strong arms to ease you gently back against the pillows.
Then, without warning...
...the dream became a nightmare.
“No… Please… Let him go!”
You shook your head frantically as tears streamed down your face.
Zoro and Chopper kept calling your name, trying to pull you back, but nothing reached you.
“I’ll do anything… Just let him go… No…”
Chopper couldn’t bear it anymore.
He broke down crying too.
Meanwhile Zoro stroked your arm, calling your name over and over, trying to gently shake you awake, speaking in a voice so impossibly soft that even he hadn't known he possessed it.
He had no idea how much time had passed while he held you against his chest, rocking you with slow, instinctive motions as Chopper clung silently to his leg.
Only after your breathing finally settled did he notice how violently his own hands were trembling.
Some time later, you drifted back to yourself just long enough to weakly beckon the little doctor closer.
“You’ll take care of everyone for me… right?”
Before Chopper could even react...
Zoro answered. Firmly and immediately.
“You aren’t going anywhere. So stop talking like that.”
He took your hand again, replacing the cold compress on your forehead with the other.
“Save your strength. Especially if you’re just going to keep saying crap like that.”
Afterward, he muttered a quiet apology under his breath before leaving to make yet another cup of tea from the herbs Chopper kept in the infirmary.
Maybe this one will help.
The storm inside his chest only grew fiercer.
Helplessness.
Fear.
Guilt.
Rage so fierce it barely fit inside him.
They had cornered him from every direction.
Before heading toward the galley, he stopped beside the ship's railing and drove his fist into the wood with all the strength he had.
The impact echoed through the empty deck.
It hurt.
But not nearly enough.
The little reindeer’s fluffy head had quite literally fallen into one of the medical books, finally defeated by the relentless pull of exhaustion.
The poor kid had done everything he possibly could. Every medicine had been administered on schedule, every bandage changed, every vitamin tonic and herbal remedy coaxed into you. Your fever had finally, stubbornly, come down a little, and your pulse had stabilized enough for him to breathe.
For what felt like the hundredth time, strong arms carefully lifted him from where he’d fallen asleep and carried him to the spare bed, tucking the blanket around him with all the clumsy care of someone terrified of waking him.
“He wore himself out,” your voice rasped quietly through the silence. “Both of you did.”
Zoro returned to his place beside you, lowering himself to one knee next to the bed as his calloused fingers brushed through your hair before tracing the increasingly pronounced curve of your cheekbone.
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
Gathering what little strength remained, you lifted a trembling hand and cupped his cheek.
“…Are you scared?”
“No.”
The answer came through gritted teeth.
“…Liar.”
A faint smile tugged at your lips.
“As if there’d be anything to fear. Those idiots will come barging back with the cure any minute now.”
“Zoro… if…”
“No.”
He cut you off immediately, refusing to hear whatever was coming next.
“If something…”
You tried again.
Two fingers came to rest lightly over your lips—not harshly, but with quiet resolve.
“Don’t waste your strength on things that aren’t happening.”
He drew in a slow breath, his gaze drifting upward for the briefest moment before returning to yours.
“You made me a promise. No backing out now.”
Across the room, Chopper stirred in his sleep.
His half-asleep ears twitched at the sound of your voices.
He didn’t dare move.
Didn’t dare make a sound.
“…I don’t know how to do this without you,” Zoro admitted quietly.
“You don’t get to…”
His voice faltered.
“We’re supposed to chase our dreams together. You promised all of us... You promised me... and the kid.”
The little reindeer’s ears slowly drooped against the pillow.
He squeezed his eyes shut, pretending to remain asleep so he wouldn’t interrupt.
Silence settled between the two of you.
Long enough that Chopper thought the conversation had ended.
“…Some protector.”
Zoro rested his forehead against the edge of your mattress.
“I always thought…” he murmured at last, lifting his head just enough for his eyes to settle on your intertwined fingers, holding them as though loosening his grip for even a heartbeat might somehow make you disappear, “…I always thought my job was to stand in front of the blade. The bullet. To take the hit instead of you.”
A bitter laugh escaped him.
“And it turns out I never even noticed the thing that was killing you while it was right in front of me.”
He closed his eyes.
“I’ll never forgive myself for that.”
Zoro had never been afraid of blood.
He’d spent years drenched in his own.
But yours…
Yours made something inside him seize.
Every bruise blooming beneath your skin, every tremor running through your body, every ragged breath you struggled to draw… he felt each of them as though the poison had chosen the wrong victim.
It should have been him.
It didn’t matter that fever had left your skin slick with sweat, or that you were too weak to lift your own head.
You were no less beautiful to him.
No less precious.
If anything, seeing you stripped of every defense only made the ache to protect you grow sharper.
When he finally looked up, there was nothing left in his eyes but unguarded truth.
“There isn’t a single thing this poison can do to you that would make me turn away.”
His voice remained low.
Steady.
“If you can’t walk, I’ll carry you. If you can’t eat, I’ll feed you. If you’re afraid…” his thumb brushed slowly across your knuckles, “then you’ll have someone to be scared with. If the fever makes you yell at me… if it makes you hate me… I’ll wait until it passes. And if you look at me and don’t remember who I am…”
He swallowed.
“…I’ll introduce myself all over again.”
Now he took both of your hands in his own, holding them with the desperation of a man who felt as though he were pleading with fate itself.
“Listen to me. I don’t care how much this hurts. I don’t care if you’re afraid. I don’t care if you’re tired.”
He slowly shook his head.
“Just hold on a little longer... Just a little longer, okay?”
His eyes wandered across your face as though trying to memorize every feature.
The thought angered him the instant it crossed his mind.
No.
He wouldn’t have to remember.
You were going to be here.
“You can’t leave now.”
The words came out softer than he’d intended.
“Not before they get back. Not before Chopper gives you the cure.”
He took another slow breath.
“After that…”
A tiny smile ghosted across the corner of his mouth before disappearing just as quickly.
“After that, you can yell at me for forcing all those disgusting medicines down your throat. You can tell me my tea tasted awful. You can tell me I panicked over nothing. I’ll even admit you were right about that one argument.”
His voice caught.
“And then… We’ll pick up right where we left off.”
He watched you for a long moment.
“I’m not finished with you yet. We’ve still got too much left to do. We still have stupid things to argue about. You still have to convince Chopper to take your side against me again. You still have to get on my nerves.”
His grip around your hand tightened.
“You still have to grow old with me.”
Only then did he realize what he’d said.
Yet there was no room left for embarrassment.
It was simply the truth.
The truth he’d needed you to hear.
His eyes lowered once more.
“So…”
He searched for the words for a long time.
“…don’t take that away from me.”
Dawn had yet to fully break over the bleak sea when the rest of the crew finally returned to the Merry, exhausted and desperate.
Zoro wasn’t sure exactly when the endless darkness of night had given way to the soft lilac hues that came just before sunrise, but the hurried pounding of feet against the wooden deck snapped him from his thoughts. Voices echoed through the ship, calling names, accompanied by a faint whistling sound that grew louder with every passing second.
Then the infirmary doors flew open as your filthy captain practically launched himself through them.
“Chopper!! We did it!”
He landed squarely on top of the little reindeer, knocking him onto the floor before Zoro could even react. A heartbeat later, the swordsman was already hauling Luffy back by the collar, ready to scold him for causing such a commotion and nearly flattening the very doctor you all depended on.
“Have you completely lost your damn mind?!” Sanji shouted as he rushed in right behind him, somehow managing to be just as loud despite yelling at Luffy to be quiet. “You can’t charge into an infirmary like that, you reckless idiot!”
The cook looked as exhausted as everyone else. His blond hair was full of leaves and tangled from pushing through the forest, dirt streaked across his clothes, but the moment he reached your bedside, all of that seemed to disappear.
“How’s our dear Y/N-swan holding up?” he asked quietly.
Zoro simply gave a small nod.
You’d held on.
Long enough for them to make it back.
One by one, the rest of the crew crowded into the room, each in varying states of disarray. Robin’s clothes had been snagged and torn by branches and thorns, Nami stood there breathing hard with windswept hair, while Usopp was practically covered in mud from head to toe.
“No time to waste!” Chopper cried, hurrying over to them, his eyes shining with hope. “What did you find?”
Robin and Nami immediately set two large sacks filled with herbs and flowers onto the table.
“We gathered everything that resembled the illustrations,” Nami explained. “And the locals suggested a few other plants they thought might help, so we brought those too. Everything we could find.”
Chopper didn’t wait another second.
His little hooves dove straight into the bags.
“Where’s the Bellflower? …Good. You brought the roots too? Excellent.” He looked up so suddenly that everyone nearly jumped.
“JUST TELL ME YOU DIDN’T WASH THEM!”
Robin calmly stepped beside him, instantly becoming his second pair of hands.
“These three belong together,” she said, sorting the plants with practiced precision. “The roots for these were separated… and Cook-san wrapped the Veinshadow Nightbloom individually. We barely managed to find this one. Apparently it’s out of season.”
Her steady presence settled the frantic atmosphere threatening to overwhelm the room almost immediately.
Meanwhile, Sanji had already thrown himself into preparing everything else.
After hastily washing the dirt from his hands, he placed a glass of water beside Chopper before rushing into the galley to boil water for sterilizing the knives and instruments. Bowls, mortar and pestle, cloths, every tool that might be needed for preparing the medicine was arranged within easy reach before anyone even thought to ask.
Nami quietly leaned toward Chopper.
“…Is it enough?”
The little doctor ran his hooves across leaves, examined roots, smelled flowers, compared every petal to the illustrations spread across the table.
Nobody dared speak.
Every pair of eyes remained fixed on him.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, his little ears lifted.
His eyes lit up.
A tiny smile spread across his face.
There was hope.
“…This is it.”
Usopp let out a laugh that sounded as though it had used the last of his strength before collapsing flat onto the floor with his arms behind his head.
“See?! I told you I’d find everything! It wasn’t easy, but…”
“YES!” Luffy cheered. “She’s saved! Sanji! Get the meat ready! That’ll cheer her up right away!”
For the first time in days, laughter almost found the room.
Almost.
Through it all, Zoro never left your side.
Your hand remained clasped securely in his as he silently waited for instructions.
At the worktable, Chopper had already begun.
He grated roots with painstaking precision, mixed resins and plant extracts together, heated them to exact temperatures inside tiny glass tubes before cooling them again, measuring every drop, every change in color, every shift in consistency. Robin silently passed him each instrument before he could ask, while Sanji adjusted the flame without ever interrupting the process.
Everyone wanted to help.
No one dared interfere.
Silence settled over the infirmary.
Glass gently clicked against glass.
Only short instructions broke the stillness.
“Mortar.”
“Knife.”
“More water.”
“Not that one.”
As Chopper carefully drew the finished medicine into a syringe, his hooves began to tremble.
The entire crew held its breath.
This was it.
If this didn’t work…
Sensing the little doctor’s fear, Zoro carefully supported you exactly as instructed before placing one steady hand on Chopper’s shoulder.
A silent promise.
I’m here.
Swallowing hard, Chopper uncovered the wound once more—darker now than ever before—and gently drove the needle beneath your skin.
Now…
All they could do was wait.
One minute passed.
Nothing.
Five.
Still nothing.
All the while, Zoro held your lifeless hand inside both of his, offering silent prayers he would never have admitted aloud.
Take anything from me.
Anything but—
Then…
Was that…
A pulse?
Or had he imagined it because he wanted it so desperately?
His head snapped upward, studying your face before his gaze dropped back to your joined hands.
One finger twitched.
Barely.
The slightest pressure against his palm.
His breath caught so sharply it almost hurt.
Warmth spread through his chest, melting away days of fear and guilt all at once.
He didn't think he'd ever known happiness that felt quite like this, nor gratitude so profound. Strange as it was, he found himself thankful even for the anguish that had brought him here, because without it, he might never have understood how precious this moment truly was.
Even the ache in his chest felt like something to treasure.
It was a feeling he'd never been good at expressing, yet one he suddenly never wanted to lose.
“…Chopper.”
His quiet voice drew every eye in the room toward him.
“…She's squeezing my hand.”
The sun finally rose over the Merry as she continued rocking gently upon the waves.
From somewhere on deck came a very familiar voice.
“YEAH!! TIME TO CELEBRATE! SANJI! BRING OUT THE MEAT!”
You were still asleep, but your temperature had finally stabilized, and the dark veins surrounding your wound had begun to recede.
That alone was enough for your exhausted crew to celebrate.
The ship gradually came back to life.
Everyone bustled about the deck and through the halls, tidying things, preparing food, talking louder than they had in days.
Only Zoro remained rooted beside your bed.
And Chopper, who constantly hurried between Robin and Sanji before rushing back to check on you again, unable to stop himself from making sure you were still breathing… still sleeping… still there.
Your green-haired swordsman waited for only one thing.
To see your eyes again.
To look into their familiar warmth one more time.
Only then would the weight crushing his chest finally lift.
He understood that the poison had drained every ounce of strength from your body and that you needed sleep more than anything.
Still…
He couldn’t help being impatient.
Just one look.
One smile.
Then maybe he could finally allow himself to sleep too.
His thumb absentmindedly stroked your hand, which was growing warmer by the hour.
He felt your fingers move.
“You’ll complain later that your back’s gone stiff,” you murmured, your voice rough with sleep though unmistakably brighter than before. “You should go lie down.”
A little color had finally returned to your cheeks.
Zoro was on his feet before he even realized he’d moved, still refusing to let go of your hand.
You couldn’t help laughing at how utterly lost he looked.
He finally collected himself before rolling his eyes.
“You scared the hell out of us, idiot.”
He knelt beside the bed again, gently placing your hand against his broad chest.
Only now…
Only now could he breathe again.
“I’m sorry.”
You smiled sheepishly.
“I didn’t even know what was happening.”
He clicked his tongue.
“Don’t apologize,” he muttered.
Your thumb traced absentmindedly over the thickened scar across his chest.
“From now on,” he said firmly, “you’re getting examined after every fight. I don’t care.”
“Deal.”
You smiled and then looked at him with quiet understanding.
“You were really worried, weren’t you?”
“Tch.”
His eyes wandered toward the chair across the room.
“Oh…”
You added almost casually.
“I accept., by the way”
“Huh?”
“The rematch.”
A teasing smile tugged at your lips.
“I still think that punch counted… but if you want another chance that badly, I’ll beat you again as soon as I’m out of bed.”
A quiet snort escaped him.
“Yeah? I'd like to see you try, idiot.”
You were teasing him again.
That alone was enough to convince him everything would be all right.
In that rare moment of privacy, relief washing over him now that everything had finally turned out all right, he lifted your hand to his lips and kissed it, lingering where your pulse beat beneath your skin, simply to feel that wonderful proof of life one more time.
“I missed y…”
Rapid little hooves pattered across the floor before the sentence could leave his mouth.
“Y/N-san!”
Chopper practically launched himself onto the bed, wrapping both little arms around yours and nuzzling against it with a relieved sob.
“I’m so happy you’re okay!”
Tears streamed freely down his cheeks.
“I-I-I was s-so scared…”
You gently wiped his face, smiling as you wrapped your free arm around him.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
That only made him cry harder.
“Z-Zoro didn’t sleep for t-three whole days… I thought…”
“Y/N-SWAAAN!! AN ANGEL HAS DESCENDED FROM THE HEAVENS! THE LIGHT OF THE GRAND LINE HAS RETURNED!”
Sanji burst through the door carrying your favorite dessert along with a beautifully arranged platter of fresh fruit, several pieces meticulously carved into little hearts.
With his free hand he shoved Luffy away, who was already reaching for one.
“I knew you’d be fine! I brought meat too!” Luffy beamed, triumphantly holding up an enormous drumstick while chewing on another.
You laughed again as Chopper pushed your captain away with both little hooves.
“She can’t have that yet! It’ll make her sick. She hasn’t eaten properly in days!”
“THAT’S EXACTLY WHY SHE NEEDS IT!”
Nami and Robin squeezed in beside you from Chopper’s side, effortlessly pushing Luffy even farther away.
“DON’T EVER SCARE US LIKE THAT AGAIN!” Nami snapped, eyes suspiciously bright despite the stern expression she was trying to maintain.
Robin simply smiled softly before patting your knee.
“You’re precious to all of us. We’ll have to take even better care of you from now on.”
“Good thing we made it back in time,” Usopp declared proudly, puffing out his chest.
“All thanks to Captain Usopp! Every local we met fell to their knees, offering rare medicinal plants to honor my unmatched bravery!”
“Oh, please. Give me a break.”
“Then I ventured deep into a deadly jungle, defeating every terrifying beast that dared stand in my way…”
“...There were only rabbits in that forest.”
The room gradually filled with louder laughter, overlapping voices, playful arguments, and the warmth of life returning exactly where it belonged.
You smiled wider and wider, overwhelmed with gratitude for the incredible people surrounding you.
Your family.
Turning your head, you gently squeezed the hand your green-haired swordsman still refused to release.
His eyes were already drifting shut.
With his free arm, he carefully lifted Chopper, who had fallen asleep sitting beside the bed, settling the tiny doctor comfortably against his lap.
A tired smile crossed his face.
He pressed one last kiss against the back of your hand before leaning his head back.
Sleep claimed him almost instantly.
Still smiling, you reached for a nearby blanket and quietly draped it over both of your boys.
Then you settled back against your pillow, listening to the colorful chatter filling the room, every now and then glancing toward the two sleeping figures at your right.
Hi! I was wondering if you could make a Zoro x reader, and reader is sick because she was poisoned and the rest of the Strawhats go find the cure but Zoro an Chopper stay wirh reader (they're kind of a found family inside the strawhats, chopper is the son and reader the mom and Zoro the dad) Zoro and reader are dating. Please and thankyou🌸
Hii! 💚🌸 Sorry this took me a little while, but here it is! Thank you so much for the request. I absolutely loved writing these three together—the little family dynamic was so sweet, I have to include it in my future Zoro stories for sure. 🥹 I hope it's what you had in mind. Enjoy! 🫶
Summary: There are battles even the strongest swordsman can’t win with a blade. Sometimes, all Zoro can do is stay by your side and hope the people he trusts make it back in time.
Request: Hi! I was wondering if you could make a Zoro x reader, and reader is sick because she was poisoned and the rest of the Strawhats go find the cure but Zoro an Chopper stay wirh reader (they're kind of a found family inside the strawhats, chopper is the son and reader the mom and Zoro the dad) Zoro and reader are dating. Please and thankyou🌸
Word count: about 9k+
Contains: hurt/comfort, established relationship, protective Zoro, devoted Zoro, lovesick Zoro, vulnerable Zoro, caretaker Zoro, Chopper being the sweetest little doctor, Straw Hat Pirates friendship, found family, poison, antidote hunt, emotional comfort, hand holding, gentle touches, sleepless nights, quiet confessions, recovery, happy ending.
Warnings: fem!reader, use of y/n a few times, poisoning, serious illness, fever, delirium, blood, injury, medical treatment, emotional distress, temporary discussions of death, no major character death.
On the churning, overcast sea, the Going Merry cut through the waves with difficulty, carrying a crew that had only just come within a hair's breadth of suffering a far crueler fate.
A vicious pirate crew had seized control of an island. That, in itself, was hardly a problem for the Straw Hats, who had once again brought freedom to another helpless town. Still, victory had been anything but easy.
Chopper was still tending to everyone’s injuries, especially Sanji’s, after one of the scoundrels had ambushed him from behind and driven a blade deep into the side of his abdomen.
There hadn’t even been time to celebrate or properly recover before the Marines had inevitably appeared, as they so often did, arriving only after the fighting was over and there was no need for their so-called heroics. Besides, the Log Pose had already settled on its next destination, making it painfully obvious that setting sail immediately was the smartest option.
Compared to the others, you would have said you’d gotten off rather lightly. Your only injury was a shallow slash across your side, left by the enemy swordsman’s massive blade after it barely grazed you.
Of course, that had been more than enough to earn him Zoro’s wrath.
Not only had the coward avoided facing a fellow swordsman in a honorable duel, he’d committed the one offense Zoro considered utterly unforgivable.
He had laid a hand on the woman he loved.
The seas would run dry and mountains would split of their own accord before the green-haired swordsman allowed something like that to happen. Least of all without consequences.
He hadn’t been thrilled when you’d stubbornly insisted there was no need for your sweet little reindeer doctor to examine you afterward, brushing the wound off as nothing.
Still, he knew better than to argue.
After all, he wasn't exactly any better when it came to accepting treatment himself.
And, truth be told, you genuinely looked perfectly fine.
You were still full of energy, and aside from the cut itself, there wasn’t so much as a bruise on your face, arms, or anywhere else anyone could easily see.
Maybe he'd simply grown soft since you'd become part of his life.
Or maybe spending so much time around that infuriating lovestruck cook had started rubbing off on him.
Whatever the reason, the mere thought of you losing so much as a single hair was enough to fill him with a level of unease and fury he’d never experienced before. Somewhere along the way, your safety had quietly become the foremost objective of every battle he fought.
Looking back, perhaps the first warning sign should have been when you sat with Luffy and Usopp, listening to yet another one of the sniper's wildly exaggerated adventure tale.
Normally, stories like those had you doubled over with laughter.
This time, they earned nothing more than a faint, tired smile through half-lidded eyes.
Then again…
Who wouldn’t get tired of those two idiots eventually?
Maybe today was simply one of those days.
The next odd thing came when you turned down Sanji’s chocolate soufflé with vanilla ice cream, which he’d enthusiastically prepared the moment Chopper finally released him from his worried little hooves, a fresh bandages still wrapped around his stomach.
You had an infamous sweet tooth.
It was rare for you to refuse dessert of any kind.
Still, you insisted your stomach was simply unsettled after the excitement of the battle and promised you’d indulge a little later, thanking the blond cook with your usual warmth that even he couldn't bring himself to argue.
Once the Merry finally reached calmer waters, and after you’d finished helping Nami with navigation, it was even stranger that you declined her invitation to lounge on deck with Robin, reading and chatting over drinks while Sanji eagerly fussed over the three of you.
You claimed you were simply exhausted.
You’d taken the night watch before dawn, your eyelids felt unbearably heavy, and if you lay down now, you’d fall asleep instantly.
You didn’t want that.
You wanted to wake yourself up instead.
To accomplish that, you'd decided to train with your boyfriend.
Had anyone been worried before, that alone would've been enough to dismiss every suspicion. It was practically unheard of for you and the green-haired swordsman to go more than a day or two without training together.
Although your fighting styles differed considerably, that was precisely what made your sessions so valuable. Where one lacked experience, the other compensated.
A grin tugged at Zoro's lips as he launched into his usual Oni Giri stance, only for you to slip past him with practiced ease, darting around him as though you'd vanished altogether.
There.
That was more like it.
You stumbled ever so slightly.
Still, you recovered quickly enough to throw a counterpunch, only to arrive a fraction of a second too late.
Your mosshead deflected it effortlessly with a familiar click of his tongue.
“Tch. You’re slow,” he said, studying you carefully as he swung again. “Focus. I won’t go easy on you. And neither will anyone else."
You knocked the attack aside and immediately answered with one of your own, rolling your eyes as you did.
“Wouldn’t dream of asking you to.”
Finding the opening you’d been waiting for, you drove your fist forward and knocked him off balance.
“I won’t go easy on you either.”
He smirked.
For a moment, pride and competitive excitement lit his face.
Then they vanished, replaced by unmistakable concern.
“…Y/N?”
You looked unusually pale.
And were you…
Swaying?
He was on his feet in an instant, closing the distance between you before resting one rough, calloused hand against your forehead.
His eyes widened.
You were freezing.
Not merely cool to the touch, but so cold that it almost burned against his skin, while tiny beads of sweat gathered and stuck hairs plastered to your forehead with a contradiction that made no sense at all.
You caught his wrist and gently pushed his hand away.
“It’s nothing,” you murmured. “Guess the rain from this morning got into my bones.”
Taking a nearby towel, you lowered yourself onto the floor.
The room spun for a fleeting moment.
Something you would never, under any circumstances, admit to your caring overly protective boyfriend disguised as a grumpy brute.
“Tch. How’s that ‘nothing’ when you’re shaking like someone tossed you into the freezing depths around Drum Island?”
He tossed his swords aside and sat beside you.
“Come on. We’re going to Chopper.”
He reached for your hand, intending to pull you to your feet, but you stubbornly refused to budge.
“If I’m not feeling better later, we’ll go. I don’t want to worry him over something so silly. The poor kid’s been through enough today.”
You reached up with icy fingers and gently stroked his cheek.
Typical.
Absolutely typical.
Part of him was annoyed.
The rest of him was, rather inconveniently, softened by that stubborn kindness of yours.
That was just like you.
Whenever things became chaotic—and with the Straw Hats, chaotic days were hardly uncommon—simply because, as you always put it, you didn't want to "be a burden."
He studied you once more, lingering on those impossibly kind eyes, eyes so deep that he'd always been able to glimpse the quiet strength hidden behind them.
Lightly flicking your forehead, he pulled you firmly into his chest instead.
His warm, solid body wrapped around your trembling one, and without thinking, you melted into your grumpy swordsman in a silent attempt to steal as much of his warmth as you possibly could.
It always felt safe in his arms.
Now more than ever.
"If you're not feeling better in twenty minutes," he muttered, burying his face in your hair, "I'm dragging you to Chopper myself, and I don't care how much you beg, argue, or threaten to curse me."
Several quiet minutes passed before he reluctantly decided that a warm cup of tea might do you some good.
The moment he shifted, trying to unwrap his arms from around you, you protested immediately, nestling even closer and pulling them right back around yourself before he could get very far.
"Tch. Easy there, woman," he grumbled, unable to stop the corner of his mouth from twitching upward despite himself. "I'll be back in a minute."
Ignoring your sleepy little complaints, he reluctantly pried himself free.
“I’ll be back,” he repeated, casting one last worried glance your way.
He looked over his shoulder one last time.
You’d already curled into yourself, trying to preserve what little warmth remained.
Sighing, fully aware there was no point telling you to go lie down in the girls’ quarters because he’d almost certainly end up carrying you there anyway, he headed for the kitchen.
Fortunately, it was empty.
He immediately began rummaging through the neatly arranged cabinet.
What kind of tea do you even make for someone like this?
Rosehip?
Green tea?
Mint?
Chamomile?
Maybe sage?
Or lady’s mantle?
He was still squinting at the labels when the most irritating voice on the entire ship rang out behind him.
“Get your filthy paws off my perfectly organized cabinet!”
Curly Brows practically hissed the words.
“What do you want?”
Zoro shot him an irritated glance and grabbed the first tea packet he could reach.
“None of your business, cook.”
He waited for the kettle to finish boiling.
That only deepened the blond's disbelief.
"I'm sorry... what?"
He eyed the teabag in Zoro's hand with open suspicion.
“What does a clumsy gorilla like you need tea for? Or is this just a distraction while you raid my sake stash again?”
Zoro slammed a fist onto the counter, splashing boiling water over the rim of the mug.
“Would you shut up? I can drink whatever the hell I want.”
Snatching the mug, he stormed out, leaving Sanji grumbling behind him as he wiped up the spilled water.
When he returned to the Crow's Nest, where the two of you had been training, you immediately tried to stand the moment you heard him come in.
One eyebrow lifted as he took in your face.
Your cheeks had regained a faint flush.
“What're you getting up for?”
He awkwardly held the steaming mug toward you.
“Here.”
You accepted it with shaky hands, smiling despite yourself.
“Thank you, sweetheart.”
Taking a careful sip of the warm herbal tea, you couldn't help smiling a little wider. The fact that your rough, soft-hearted swordsman had brewed it himself was obvious enough from the tea being completely plain—no honey, no lemon, nothing Sanji ever would've allowed to leave his kitchen—yet somehow that only made it sweeter.
“I’m already feeling much better.”
A faint blush dusted Zoro’s cheeks at the nickname, but he kept watching you closely.
Your lips were still unnaturally pale.
Even holding the mug seemed to take effort.
He stepped toward you, reaching for your hand, only to pause the instant your skin met his.
Moments ago, it had been ice cold.
His brows drew together as he tightened his grip ever so slightly before placing the back of his hand against your forehead, his eyes widening in genuine alarm.
Only minutes ago you'd been cold enough to make his fingertips ache.
Now you were scorching, your skin hot as the steel upon which Wado Ichimonji itself had once been forged.
"Woman..."
His voice came out lower than he'd intended.
“You’re burning hot.”
You laughed weakly.
“Now isn’t really the time for compliments.”
He clicked his tongue, rolling his eyes in a way that barely concealed his relief that you still had enough energy left to tease him.
“Come on. We're going.”
He tugged gently at your arm.
"No," you protested with the same stubbornness that always managed to test the limits of his patience. "I don't feel sick at all. I'm just tired."
Enough was enough.
This is for your own good.
He was already preparing to scoop you into his arms and carry you to the infirmary himself.
He never got the chance.
The rapid clatter of tiny hooves echoed across the wooden floor before a small pair of antlers poked through the doorway.
“Y/N!”
Chopper beamed, a book tucked carefully beneath one arm.
“I brought the book we’re reading before bed tonight. I think it’s the one you mentioned—”
The smile vanished from his face almost instantly.
He hurried over.
“What’s wrong?”
“She’s not feel—”
“It’s okay, dear Chopper,” you interrupted brightly before Zoro could finish, already pushing yourself to your feet. “I think I just caught a little cold.”
You smiled as though nothing whatsoever was out of the ordinary.
“Zoro’s making a fuss, you know how he is. Hypocrite. As if he’d ever let you examine him over something this small.”
You lifted the mug ever so slightly.
“See? I'm perfectly fi—”
You took one step.
Then another.
Tiny green specks suddenly danced across your vision as darkness began closing in around them, spreading slowly from the edges until it swallowed everything before your eyes.
It felt as though something impossibly heavy had wrapped itself around your body and pulled you downward like a stone, while the mug slipped from your fingers, striking the wooden floor before rolling away, its warm contents spilling across the planks.
For one strange, suspended moment, it felt less like falling and more like flying.
Like drifting through a dream where the ground never came.
In reality, strong arms caught you before you ever hit the floor, pulling you tightly against a broad chest while voices called your name somewhere in the distance, their words swallowed beneath the persistent ringing in your ears.
You couldn't make out anything beyond that dull buzzing and those muffled voices, only the strange sensation that you were moving farther and farther away, as though you were no longer standing on solid ground at all, but floating gently downstream, wherever the current chose to carry you.
The tiny infirmary was filled with a chaotic chorus of voices, some calm and collected, others bordering on outright panic.
“Lay her down like this.”
“I’ll get the thermometer!”
“Robin, cold water!”
“Nami, grab some towels.”
“Everyone, back up a little. She needs air.”
“Sanji-kun, panicking isn’t helping right now! Go prepare the herbal stimulant mixture for me. It’s on the shelf in the left corner, second-to-last bottle.”
Everyone rushed about in a frenzy.
Everyone except Zoro.
He still held you tightly against his chest, barely registering the commotion around him until Chopper called his name several times.
“Zoro… Zoro!”
“I can’t examine Y/N properly unless you let her go.”
Only then did the green-haired swordsman realize how fiercely he’d been holding you, as though loosening his grip would somehow make you slip away.
Unsure of what else to do, he reluctantly did as Chopper asked.
He stepped back, lowered himself onto a stool in the corner of the room, and buried his face in his hands.
He felt useless.
His mind replayed the entire day over and over, tormenting him with every missed warning sign.
He’d noticed every little hint that something wasn’t right.
Every single one.
And yet he’d still let you convince him it was nothing.
She sparred with me… I knew she looked pale…
I should’ve made her come here sooner.
Nami hurried back with everything Chopper had asked for and looked down at you anxiously.
“She probably just pushed herself too hard,” she murmured, unable to tear her eyes away from your pale, sleeping face. “She’s been overworking herself lately.”
Sanji appeared beside the bed almost instantly, handing Chopper the strange herbal concoction he’d prepared.
“Exactly, Nami-san! Our hardworking, wonderful Y/N has completely exhausted her poor little body! She’s been fighting nonstop this past week, insisted on taking night watch, and then this heartless marimo made her train on top of all that!” He glanced toward Zoro. “Is that why you came looking for tea?”
Zoro didn’t answer.
He simply stared at the floor.
“…No.”
Chopper’s voice was quiet as he checked your pulse.
His expression changed instantly.
He counted again and his face paled.
“This isn’t good.”
He gently lifted one of your eyelids and shone a small light into your pupil.
“Her pulse is much slower than it should be… And her breathing’s labored. This isn’t exhaustion.”
Silence swallowed the room.
Even Luffy, how ever unusual it may be, had nothing to say.
Carefully, Chopper lifted the hem of your shirt to examine the cut on your side.
Then he froze.
The wound looked nothing like it had only a few hours ago.
If it had been healing normally, a thin scab should already have started forming.
Instead…
The skin surrounding it had turned an unnatural shade.
So dark it was almost purple.
Tiny blood vessels had burst beneath the surface, spiderwebbing around the wound.
Medical books were scattered across the infirmary floor.
Stacks of them surrounded Chopper, while Robin knelt beside him, helping him flip frantically through page after page.
With tears welling in his eyes, the little doctor desperately searched for any poison whose symptoms matched yours.
Dozens of books later…
Nothing.
He’d ordered everyone else to keep you awake, terrified that if you drifted off to sleep, your pulse might slow even further.
Nami quietly replaced the cold compress on your forehead.
Sanji hovered nearby, fussing over you even more than usual, trying to coax you into taking soup, broth, vitamin tonics… anything that might bring even a little color back to your face.
Usopp enthusiastically launched into one ridiculous story after another, while Luffy, partly out of habit and partly in an earnest attempt to keep you awake, repeatedly patted the mattress or nudged your shoulder.
Each attempt earned him an immediate chorus of horrified protests.
“Easy!”
Sanji barked, promptly introducing the captain’s face to the floor with the sole of his foot.
Throughout it all, Zoro remained silent.
Motionless.
Sitting beside your bed, he held your cold hand in both of his, absentmindedly stroking your wrist every so often, never once taking his eyes off your barely-open ones.
“Damn it!”
Chopper’s small voice cracked.
A heavy book slammed into a shelf.
Then another rustle.
In equal parts fear and frustration, Chopper hurled yet another useless medical text aside. It struck one of the shelves, knocking loose a massive old encyclopedia.
The worn leather cover had been rubbed so smooth that even its title had long since disappeared.
Robin picked it up first.
“…Chopper.”
“...I know this.”
Together they quickly realized it wasn’t a medical encyclopedia at all.
It was a collection of records describing the unique flora, fauna, and natural characteristics of various islands in this region of the Grand Line.
Tucked away within one small section was a passage describing a rare toxin extracted from a plant found only in the forests of the very island they’d just left.
Long ago, the island’s warriors had coated their weapons with it.
The poison was infamous because even the smallest scratch was enough.
The victim would appear perfectly fine at first.
Days later, horrifying symptoms would begin to emerge, ending in certain death if left untreated.
“Quick! I need a sample!”
Chopper bolted toward your bedside, ushering everyone out of the infirmary.
He hesitated only briefly before allowing Zoro to stay.
The little reindeer hurriedly prepared his instruments before carefully moving toward the wound.
“I’m sorry, Y/N…”
His voice trembled.
“This is going to hurt. But we’ll save you.”
“…Do you hear me?”
Tears blurred his vision as he searched your half-lidded eyes for any sign that you could still hear him.
Almost imperceptibly… you smiled.
Then gave the faintest little nod.
Without a word, Zoro tightened his grip around your hand.
By the time the anchor was dropped off the neighboring island and the sails had been lowered, the Straw Hats had already worked out a plan.
Chopper had compiled a list of every herb they would need, complete with careful sketches to help identify them.
“You have to be as fast as possible.” His voice wavered despite his best efforts to steady it. “Robin, Sanji, you’re looking for the Frostveil Bellflower. It looks like an ordinary daffodil, only slightly larger, but we need its root. You’re also searching for the Veinshadow Nightbloom. It resembles a dark violet, except its leaves and petals are shaped like aloe. You’ll find both deeper in the forest.”
He turned to the others.
“Luffy, Nami, Usopp, search the open fields and ask the locals if they’ve seen either the Cryofern Rose or the Venomspire Lily.”
His little hoof tapped anxiously against the floor.
“Don’t lose the drawings. We have to be absolutely certain.”
He looked down at the papers scattered across the desk.
“The best outcome would be finding all of them…”
His voice cracked.
“…but even one of these plants could make all the difference. Every minute matters.”
As he began folding the sketches with trembling hooves, Robin rested a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
She’d already memorized every single plant.
Not only the ones assigned to her and Sanji, but the others as well.
Just in case.
“We’ll bring back everything we find,” she said gently, her voice calm and unwavering. “As quickly as we can.”
Luffy adjusted his straw hat and gave a thoughtful nod before flashing the bright grin everyone needed.
“She’ll be okay before you know it! …Right?”
He walked over to your bed and cheerfully smacked a hand against your knee.
“Captain!”
A chorus of horrified voices immediately filled the infirmary once again, accompanied by the unmistakable sound of Zoro’s swords shifting ever so slightly in warning.
Your eyelids fluttered open just a fraction, enough for Luffy's grin to widen even further.
“We’re gonna be even faster than ya think! So hang in there, okay? You’d better be there to welcome us back!”
“I will,” you whispered, your voice rough and barely audible.
A tiny smile found its way onto your lips.
Your caring crew hurried to prepare for departure.
Usopp busied himself checking his ammunition, stuffing his arsenal of gadgets and improvised weapons into his satchel.
Nami spread a map across the table, carefully marking routes and possible search areas while assigning responsibilities.
Despite the obvious fear in his eyes, Usopp straightened his back and bravely declared that he'd question every local they came across if he had to.
At one point Sanji slipped out without a word.
When he returned several minutes later, he was carrying two wicker baskets and a backpack slung over one shoulder.
Nami frowned.
“…What’s all that?”
“Our supplies,” he replied, patting the backpack, though that much hardly needed explaining.
“And these…” He carefully placed the baskets on Chopper's reading desk. “…are for these two idiots.”
He nodded toward Zoro and the the reindeer.
“They'd forget to eat altogether if we left them to their own devices. This way they'll have everything within arm's reach.”
Only then did he turn to Chopper.
His voice softened immediately.
“I’ve already made enough soup to last our dear Y/N-swan three days. There are vitamin drinks in the refrigerator.”
It was his quiet way of lifting at least one burden from the shoulders of an overwhelmed doctor and a devastated swordsman.
At least they wouldn’t have to worry about cooking.
Sanji stepped over to your bedside and carefully tucked the blanket more securely around your shoulders, as though a little extra warmth could somehow chase the illness away.
“Don’t you worry, dear Y/N-swan. You’ll be back on your feet before you know it. We’ll make sure of it.”
His eyes drifted to Zoro, who had remained seated beside your bed all this time, rooted to the floor, the conversations around him barely reaching his ears.
Sanji rested a hand on his shoulder and gave it a brief, sympathetic squeeze.
“Come on, mosshead. Snap out of it. She's tough. We'll find everything and be back before you know it.”
The green-haired swordsman gave the faintest grunt.
It was his own peculiar way of acknowledging both the words and the gesture.
He’d memorized every herb himself, despite having no intention of leaving the ship.
Someone had to protect Chopper.
Someone had to protect the Merry.
Most importantly…
Someone had to stay with you.
He hated how utterly useless he felt.
Yet the thought of leaving your side—even for five minutes—not knowing whether he'd ever see you again, was unbearable. Worse than any agony he had endured, worse than every wound that had ever carved itself into his body.
His rough fingertips absentmindedly traced the delicate bones of your hand, gently rubbing his thumb over your fingertips as he silently blamed himself for everything.
Most of all for the fact that this wasn’t something he could simply cut down.
He would’ve carved a path through every forest on the Grand Line.
He would’ve burned the world itself, from the depths of hell to the highest heavens if it meant finding even one cure that could save you.
“I can’t go after it.”
His voice was barely above a whisper.
Even saying the words left a bitter taste in his mouth.
“So I’m doing the only thing I can. I’m keeping you here until they bring it back.”
He swallowed hard against the lump tightening his throat.
“You hear me?”
His fingers closed around yours a little more firmly.
“You don’t leave before they get back.”
One by one, the crew turned toward the exit.
Each of them had spoken to you before leaving, offering encouragement, reassurance, hope.
Whether you could truly hear them or not didn’t matter.
They wanted you to know they’d do everything they could.
“We’ll be back soon!” Luffy called as he reached the door.
Then, for the first time since this nightmare had begun, another voice cut through the room.
“Bring back everything,” Zoro said without taking his worry-clouded eyes off you. “Even if you’re not sure it’s the right plant.”
The crew paused.
Nobody needed him to explain.
If there was even the slightest chance a plant could help…
Chopper would figure it out.
“Aye, aye!”
And with that, they broke into a run, disappearing from the deck into the island’s forests, leaving behind the quiet infirmary and the dear, weathered little ship that—for what felt like the first time ever—had fallen unnaturally silent.
No laughter.
No shouting or bickering.
No clatter from the kitchen.
No footsteps racing across the deck.
The Merry felt impossibly still.
Almost mournful.
As though even its little sheep figurehead had drawn its wooden mouth into a sorrowful frown and quietly wept alongside the crew.
Tiny hooves worked diligently, cleaning your wound as carefully as possible, trying to remove every trace of the poison before replacing the blood-soaked bandages with fresh ones.
The moment the white gauze came away, what little color remained in Chopper’s face vanished.
The strange discoloration had spread farther, while the darkened veins branching from it had only grown more pronounced.
At first glance, someone might have thought the wound was improving. It bled less than before.
But the wound itself told a far different story.
Barely conscious, you watched the little reindeer through heavy eyelids as he apologized every single time he had to touch the injury, knowing full well how much it hurt.
At Zoro’s insistence, Chopper hurriedly showed him exactly how to clean and redress it.
The swordsman was determined to do something.
Anything.
Even through the haze clouding your mind, you somehow found the strength to lift your hand and rest it atop the fluffy doctor’s hat.
That little reindeer…
You remembered the story he'd once told you—the loneliness, the rejection, the years he had spent believing he had no place in the world—and the moment you'd heard it, you'd known that if he ever chose to join your crew, you would do everything in your power to protect him.
Just as you had.
Your fingers weakly patted the top of his reddish-pink hat.
“…You always apologize. You don’t have to.”
Your gaze drifted toward the small window in the infirmary door.
Darkness had swallowed the sky.
Had you really slept through the entire day?
“…Did you two eat?”
A familiar click of the tongue answered you before words ever did.
Zoro carefully lifted a glass of water to your dry lips.
“Do you ever stop, woman?”
His calloused hands tilted the glass with surprising care, though not quite enough to keep a few stray drops from slipping down your chin.
You looked up at him.
Something about him felt…
Wrong.
Lost.
You’d never seen him look like that before.
“So... you didn’t.”
“We did.”
His answer came immediately.
“You wouldn't know. You were asleep.”
Brushing the damp strands of hair away from your face, he let the back of his fingers linger against your forehead long enough to check your temperature while Chopper quietly slid the thermometer into place once more.
“Think about yourself for a change. Tch. Just rest.”
He adjusted your pillow before settling back into the chair beside your bed.
Whether it was the gentle rocking of the Merry or simply the exhaustion weighing down every inch of your body, you couldn’t tell.
Warm, heavy drowsiness slowly settled over you once again, drawing you back into sleep's embrace.
When the thermometer finally chimed and displayed yet another disappointing number, neither of your boys said a word.
They merely let out quiet, weary sighs, and Chopper rested his head beside your legs.
The quiet scrape of wood against the floor broke the silence.
He looked up just in time to see Zoro opening one of the baskets Sanji had prepared before pushing it toward him.
“I’m not hungry,” Chopper murmured, barely audible.
His forehead still rested against the edge of your bed.
“You are.”
No answer.
“Chopper.”
Only the steady rhythm of waves against the hull.
“Eat.”
Zoro pulled out a sandwich and all but shoved it into the little doctor’s hooves.
“Or I’ll feed you myself.”
A pause.
“You know she’d be worried sick if she found out.”
Only after Chopper reluctantly took it did Zoro grab one for himself.
“Tch. Unbelievable. Even now she’s still nagging us about eating.”
His voice faded into little more than a whisper.
I’d sooner let the fires of hell swallow me whole…
Be forgotten by the world…
Lose every battle I’d ever fight…
…than never hear that nagging again.
It was the dead of night.
The hour sailors called the witching hour, when even the sea itself seemed to be asleep.
Zoro jolted awake from a dream he hadn’t even realized he’d fallen into, his heart still racing.
He’d been running as fast as his legs would carry him, chasing that damned pirate just as the bastard lunged toward you with his blade once again. He had been close enough to stop him—close enough that one more step would have done it—but the instant he swung, all three of his swords shattered into countless pieces, scattering across the ground before he could reach you..
He took a slow breath, forcing his pulse to settle, and looked up.
You were still there and breathing.
Reality, mercifully, had turned out kinder than the nightmare.
His hand still rested around yours.
Something else, however, weighed across his lap.
Warm.
Tiny.
Soft.
Blinking the last remnants of sleep away, he looked down.
Chopper had somehow curled up against him, fast asleep, his hat lying forgotten near Zoro’s feet.
…How did this even happen?
He honestly couldn’t remember.
Carefully rolling the stiffness from his neck, Zoro slid one arm beneath the little doctor and gently lifted him.
He froze for a moment when Chopper stirred.
But the reindeer only mumbled something unintelligible before settling again.
Zoro tucked him into the spare bed in the infirmary before quietly returning to your side.
He brought your cold hand to his lips, holding it just tightly enough to remind himself you were still there.
“You still owe me that rematch.”
His fingers slowly combed through your tangled hair.
“You cheated. You counted that punch after I told you it didn’t.”
He enclosed your hand between both of his, warming it with his own breath as though the two of you were stranded somewhere in the snow.
Idiot.
“Don’t you dare think I forgot.”
The bitter, slightly sour taste of another vitamin tonic still lingered on your tongue.
You could barely keep your thoughts together, though the clumsy way your green-haired brute of a boyfriend and your tiny, fluffy son fussed over you almost made you smile.
The moment you weakly gestured that you wanted water, they both jumped to their feet at the exact same time.
Before either of them reached it…
The Den Den Mushi rang.
Zoro picked up the receiver while Chopper hurried to bring you a fresh glass.
“Any luck?” Zoro asked quietly.
Static crackled.
“Not yet.”
“Keep looking.”
He hung up without another word before gently replacing the cold compress on your forehead.
The deep furrow between his brows hadn’t left in days.
Neither had sleep.
Chopper looked just as exhausted, dark circles settling beneath his small eyes.
“…Sorry…”
Both of them leaned toward you instantly.
“What?”
“…Trouble…”
Chopper broke first.
He buried his face against Zoro’s leg as quiet sobs shook his tiny body.
Zoro simply closed his eyes.
Absolutely typical.
Even now, you were apologizing.
The mountains in your chest rose with trembling effort before sinking again, as though each breath was saying its own reluctant farewell.
After setting aside the bowl of soup that had ended up spilled across the blankets far more than it’d ended up inside you, Chopper quietly sat beside your bed and watched your frail figure..
Life had become so much brighter after joining the Straw Hats.
After meeting you.
He had found safety beneath the wings of his new family, but most of all in your embrace, and against Zoro's broad chest—or, more often, behind his legs whenever danger appeared and instinct sent him running toward the strongest place he knew.
You read bedtime stories to him.
Made cookies together after persuading Sanji to let you take over the kitchen.
Prepared hot chocolate.
Patched up the little injuries he brushed off after training.
Comforted him after difficult days.
Wandered flower fields and collected medicinal herbs beside him.
Played with him until sunset.
Made him go to bed when he got lost in his studies.
Now…
He was the one caring for you.
Changing your bandages.
Replacing the cold compresses.
Counting every heartbeat.
He’d even tried reading the very book he’d brought the day you collapsed, hoping some part of you could still hear him.
The words never made it halfway down the first page.
His voice gave out.
His little body shook with tears.
“Oi.”
Zoro was beside him immediately.
“What happened?”
“I-I-if I’d n-noticed the cut sooner… We would’ve had hours... hours more to hel her. I f-f-failed her…”
“Don’t.”
The word came sharp.
Firm.
“No.”
Zoro blamed himself enough already.
There was nothing the kid could have done.
“We’ll make it.”
It sounded less like reassurance…
…and more like a prayer offered to whoever might still be willing to listen.
They hadn’t heard from the others by the time a storm rolled in.
Not that it mattered much. Shut away inside the infirmary, they barely noticed the rain hammering against the ship.
What frightened them far more was that, like the sea outside, you too had become restless.
You tossed restlessly beneath the blankets as beads of sweat rolled endlessly down your temples. Your body burned with fever, yet shivered uncontrollably, but that wasn’t the worst part.
What truly terrified them was when you began talking to people who weren’t there.
Reliving memories no one else could see.
Sometimes your voice turned bright.
Almost joyful.
You smiled with innocent happiness, speaking as though you were once again leading Chopper through a field of spring flowers on some long-forgotten island.
"Come on," you laughed softly, reaching into empty air. "Give me your hoof. Let's race to that tree over there."
Your hand missed him entirely as you tried to sit up, only for your boyfriend's strong arms to ease you gently back against the pillows.
Then, without warning...
...the dream became a nightmare.
“No… Please… Let him go!”
You shook your head frantically as tears streamed down your face.
Zoro and Chopper kept calling your name, trying to pull you back, but nothing reached you.
“I’ll do anything… Just let him go… No…”
Chopper couldn’t bear it anymore.
He broke down crying too.
Meanwhile Zoro stroked your arm, calling your name over and over, trying to gently shake you awake, speaking in a voice so impossibly soft that even he hadn't known he possessed it.
He had no idea how much time had passed while he held you against his chest, rocking you with slow, instinctive motions as Chopper clung silently to his leg.
Only after your breathing finally settled did he notice how violently his own hands were trembling.
Some time later, you drifted back to yourself just long enough to weakly beckon the little doctor closer.
“You’ll take care of everyone for me… right?”
Before Chopper could even react...
Zoro answered. Firmly and immediately.
“You aren’t going anywhere. So stop talking like that.”
He took your hand again, replacing the cold compress on your forehead with the other.
“Save your strength. Especially if you’re just going to keep saying crap like that.”
Afterward, he muttered a quiet apology under his breath before leaving to make yet another cup of tea from the herbs Chopper kept in the infirmary.
Maybe this one will help.
The storm inside his chest only grew fiercer.
Helplessness.
Fear.
Guilt.
Rage so fierce it barely fit inside him.
They had cornered him from every direction.
Before heading toward the galley, he stopped beside the ship's railing and drove his fist into the wood with all the strength he had.
The impact echoed through the empty deck.
It hurt.
But not nearly enough.
The little reindeer’s fluffy head had quite literally fallen into one of the medical books, finally defeated by the relentless pull of exhaustion.
The poor kid had done everything he possibly could. Every medicine had been administered on schedule, every bandage changed, every vitamin tonic and herbal remedy coaxed into you. Your fever had finally, stubbornly, come down a little, and your pulse had stabilized enough for him to breathe.
For what felt like the hundredth time, strong arms carefully lifted him from where he’d fallen asleep and carried him to the spare bed, tucking the blanket around him with all the clumsy care of someone terrified of waking him.
“He wore himself out,” your voice rasped quietly through the silence. “Both of you did.”
Zoro returned to his place beside you, lowering himself to one knee next to the bed as his calloused fingers brushed through your hair before tracing the increasingly pronounced curve of your cheekbone.
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
Gathering what little strength remained, you lifted a trembling hand and cupped his cheek.
“…Are you scared?”
“No.”
The answer came through gritted teeth.
“…Liar.”
A faint smile tugged at your lips.
“As if there’d be anything to fear. Those idiots will come barging back with the cure any minute now.”
“Zoro… if…”
“No.”
He cut you off immediately, refusing to hear whatever was coming next.
“If something…”
You tried again.
Two fingers came to rest lightly over your lips—not harshly, but with quiet resolve.
“Don’t waste your strength on things that aren’t happening.”
He drew in a slow breath, his gaze drifting upward for the briefest moment before returning to yours.
“You made me a promise. No backing out now.”
Across the room, Chopper stirred in his sleep.
His half-asleep ears twitched at the sound of your voices.
He didn’t dare move.
Didn’t dare make a sound.
“…I don’t know how to do this without you,” Zoro admitted quietly.
“You don’t get to…”
His voice faltered.
“We’re supposed to chase our dreams together. You promised all of us... You promised me... and the kid.”
The little reindeer’s ears slowly drooped against the pillow.
He squeezed his eyes shut, pretending to remain asleep so he wouldn’t interrupt.
Silence settled between the two of you.
Long enough that Chopper thought the conversation had ended.
“…Some protector.”
Zoro rested his forehead against the edge of your mattress.
“I always thought…” he murmured at last, lifting his head just enough for his eyes to settle on your intertwined fingers, holding them as though loosening his grip for even a heartbeat might somehow make you disappear, “…I always thought my job was to stand in front of the blade. The bullet. To take the hit instead of you.”
A bitter laugh escaped him.
“And it turns out I never even noticed the thing that was killing you while it was right in front of me.”
He closed his eyes.
“I’ll never forgive myself for that.”
Zoro had never been afraid of blood.
He’d spent years drenched in his own.
But yours…
Yours made something inside him seize.
Every bruise blooming beneath your skin, every tremor running through your body, every ragged breath you struggled to draw… he felt each of them as though the poison had chosen the wrong victim.
It should have been him.
It didn’t matter that fever had left your skin slick with sweat, or that you were too weak to lift your own head.
You were no less beautiful to him.
No less precious.
If anything, seeing you stripped of every defense only made the ache to protect you grow sharper.
When he finally looked up, there was nothing left in his eyes but unguarded truth.
“There isn’t a single thing this poison can do to you that would make me turn away.”
His voice remained low.
Steady.
“If you can’t walk, I’ll carry you. If you can’t eat, I’ll feed you. If you’re afraid…” his thumb brushed slowly across your knuckles, “then you’ll have someone to be scared with. If the fever makes you yell at me… if it makes you hate me… I’ll wait until it passes. And if you look at me and don’t remember who I am…”
He swallowed.
“…I’ll introduce myself all over again.”
Now he took both of your hands in his own, holding them with the desperation of a man who felt as though he were pleading with fate itself.
“Listen to me. I don’t care how much this hurts. I don’t care if you’re afraid. I don’t care if you’re tired.”
He slowly shook his head.
“Just hold on a little longer... Just a little longer, okay?”
His eyes wandered across your face as though trying to memorize every feature.
The thought angered him the instant it crossed his mind.
No.
He wouldn’t have to remember.
You were going to be here.
“You can’t leave now.”
The words came out softer than he’d intended.
“Not before they get back. Not before Chopper gives you the cure.”
He took another slow breath.
“After that…”
A tiny smile ghosted across the corner of his mouth before disappearing just as quickly.
“After that, you can yell at me for forcing all those disgusting medicines down your throat. You can tell me my tea tasted awful. You can tell me I panicked over nothing. I’ll even admit you were right about that one argument.”
His voice caught.
“And then… We’ll pick up right where we left off.”
He watched you for a long moment.
“I’m not finished with you yet. We’ve still got too much left to do. We still have stupid things to argue about. You still have to convince Chopper to take your side against me again. You still have to get on my nerves.”
His grip around your hand tightened.
“You still have to grow old with me.”
Only then did he realize what he’d said.
Yet there was no room left for embarrassment.
It was simply the truth.
The truth he’d needed you to hear.
His eyes lowered once more.
“So…”
He searched for the words for a long time.
“…don’t take that away from me.”
Dawn had yet to fully break over the bleak sea when the rest of the crew finally returned to the Merry, exhausted and desperate.
Zoro wasn’t sure exactly when the endless darkness of night had given way to the soft lilac hues that came just before sunrise, but the hurried pounding of feet against the wooden deck snapped him from his thoughts. Voices echoed through the ship, calling names, accompanied by a faint whistling sound that grew louder with every passing second.
Then the infirmary doors flew open as your filthy captain practically launched himself through them.
“Chopper!! We did it!”
He landed squarely on top of the little reindeer, knocking him onto the floor before Zoro could even react. A heartbeat later, the swordsman was already hauling Luffy back by the collar, ready to scold him for causing such a commotion and nearly flattening the very doctor you all depended on.
“Have you completely lost your damn mind?!” Sanji shouted as he rushed in right behind him, somehow managing to be just as loud despite yelling at Luffy to be quiet. “You can’t charge into an infirmary like that, you reckless idiot!”
The cook looked as exhausted as everyone else. His blond hair was full of leaves and tangled from pushing through the forest, dirt streaked across his clothes, but the moment he reached your bedside, all of that seemed to disappear.
“How’s our dear Y/N-swan holding up?” he asked quietly.
Zoro simply gave a small nod.
You’d held on.
Long enough for them to make it back.
One by one, the rest of the crew crowded into the room, each in varying states of disarray. Robin’s clothes had been snagged and torn by branches and thorns, Nami stood there breathing hard with windswept hair, while Usopp was practically covered in mud from head to toe.
“No time to waste!” Chopper cried, hurrying over to them, his eyes shining with hope. “What did you find?”
Robin and Nami immediately set two large sacks filled with herbs and flowers onto the table.
“We gathered everything that resembled the illustrations,” Nami explained. “And the locals suggested a few other plants they thought might help, so we brought those too. Everything we could find.”
Chopper didn’t wait another second.
His little hooves dove straight into the bags.
“Where’s the Bellflower? …Good. You brought the roots too? Excellent.” He looked up so suddenly that everyone nearly jumped.
“JUST TELL ME YOU DIDN’T WASH THEM!”
Robin calmly stepped beside him, instantly becoming his second pair of hands.
“These three belong together,” she said, sorting the plants with practiced precision. “The roots for these were separated… and Cook-san wrapped the Veinshadow Nightbloom individually. We barely managed to find this one. Apparently it’s out of season.”
Her steady presence settled the frantic atmosphere threatening to overwhelm the room almost immediately.
Meanwhile, Sanji had already thrown himself into preparing everything else.
After hastily washing the dirt from his hands, he placed a glass of water beside Chopper before rushing into the galley to boil water for sterilizing the knives and instruments. Bowls, mortar and pestle, cloths, every tool that might be needed for preparing the medicine was arranged within easy reach before anyone even thought to ask.
Nami quietly leaned toward Chopper.
“…Is it enough?”
The little doctor ran his hooves across leaves, examined roots, smelled flowers, compared every petal to the illustrations spread across the table.
Nobody dared speak.
Every pair of eyes remained fixed on him.
Then, after what felt like an eternity, his little ears lifted.
His eyes lit up.
A tiny smile spread across his face.
There was hope.
“…This is it.”
Usopp let out a laugh that sounded as though it had used the last of his strength before collapsing flat onto the floor with his arms behind his head.
“See?! I told you I’d find everything! It wasn’t easy, but…”
“YES!” Luffy cheered. “She’s saved! Sanji! Get the meat ready! That’ll cheer her up right away!”
For the first time in days, laughter almost found the room.
Almost.
Through it all, Zoro never left your side.
Your hand remained clasped securely in his as he silently waited for instructions.
At the worktable, Chopper had already begun.
He grated roots with painstaking precision, mixed resins and plant extracts together, heated them to exact temperatures inside tiny glass tubes before cooling them again, measuring every drop, every change in color, every shift in consistency. Robin silently passed him each instrument before he could ask, while Sanji adjusted the flame without ever interrupting the process.
Everyone wanted to help.
No one dared interfere.
Silence settled over the infirmary.
Glass gently clicked against glass.
Only short instructions broke the stillness.
“Mortar.”
“Knife.”
“More water.”
“Not that one.”
As Chopper carefully drew the finished medicine into a syringe, his hooves began to tremble.
The entire crew held its breath.
This was it.
If this didn’t work…
Sensing the little doctor’s fear, Zoro carefully supported you exactly as instructed before placing one steady hand on Chopper’s shoulder.
A silent promise.
I’m here.
Swallowing hard, Chopper uncovered the wound once more—darker now than ever before—and gently drove the needle beneath your skin.
Now…
All they could do was wait.
One minute passed.
Nothing.
Five.
Still nothing.
All the while, Zoro held your lifeless hand inside both of his, offering silent prayers he would never have admitted aloud.
Take anything from me.
Anything but—
Then…
Was that…
A pulse?
Or had he imagined it because he wanted it so desperately?
His head snapped upward, studying your face before his gaze dropped back to your joined hands.
One finger twitched.
Barely.
The slightest pressure against his palm.
His breath caught so sharply it almost hurt.
Warmth spread through his chest, melting away days of fear and guilt all at once.
He didn't think he'd ever known happiness that felt quite like this, nor gratitude so profound. Strange as it was, he found himself thankful even for the anguish that had brought him here, because without it, he might never have understood how precious this moment truly was.
Even the ache in his chest felt like something to treasure.
It was a feeling he'd never been good at expressing, yet one he suddenly never wanted to lose.
“…Chopper.”
His quiet voice drew every eye in the room toward him.
“…She's squeezing my hand.”
The sun finally rose over the Merry as she continued rocking gently upon the waves.
From somewhere on deck came a very familiar voice.
“YEAH!! TIME TO CELEBRATE! SANJI! BRING OUT THE MEAT!”
You were still asleep, but your temperature had finally stabilized, and the dark veins surrounding your wound had begun to recede.
That alone was enough for your exhausted crew to celebrate.
The ship gradually came back to life.
Everyone bustled about the deck and through the halls, tidying things, preparing food, talking louder than they had in days.
Only Zoro remained rooted beside your bed.
And Chopper, who constantly hurried between Robin and Sanji before rushing back to check on you again, unable to stop himself from making sure you were still breathing… still sleeping… still there.
Your green-haired swordsman waited for only one thing.
To see your eyes again.
To look into their familiar warmth one more time.
Only then would the weight crushing his chest finally lift.
He understood that the poison had drained every ounce of strength from your body and that you needed sleep more than anything.
Still…
He couldn’t help being impatient.
Just one look.
One smile.
Then maybe he could finally allow himself to sleep too.
His thumb absentmindedly stroked your hand, which was growing warmer by the hour.
He felt your fingers move.
“You’ll complain later that your back’s gone stiff,” you murmured, your voice rough with sleep though unmistakably brighter than before. “You should go lie down.”
A little color had finally returned to your cheeks.
Zoro was on his feet before he even realized he’d moved, still refusing to let go of your hand.
You couldn’t help laughing at how utterly lost he looked.
He finally collected himself before rolling his eyes.
“You scared the hell out of us, idiot.”
He knelt beside the bed again, gently placing your hand against his broad chest.
Only now…
Only now could he breathe again.
“I’m sorry.”
You smiled sheepishly.
“I didn’t even know what was happening.”
He clicked his tongue.
“Don’t apologize,” he muttered.
Your thumb traced absentmindedly over the thickened scar across his chest.
“From now on,” he said firmly, “you’re getting examined after every fight. I don’t care.”
“Deal.”
You smiled and then looked at him with quiet understanding.
“You were really worried, weren’t you?”
“Tch.”
His eyes wandered toward the chair across the room.
“Oh…”
You added almost casually.
“I accept., by the way”
“Huh?”
“The rematch.”
A teasing smile tugged at your lips.
“I still think that punch counted… but if you want another chance that badly, I’ll beat you again as soon as I’m out of bed.”
A quiet snort escaped him.
“Yeah? I'd like to see you try, idiot.”
You were teasing him again.
That alone was enough to convince him everything would be all right.
In that rare moment of privacy, relief washing over him now that everything had finally turned out all right, he lifted your hand to his lips and kissed it, lingering where your pulse beat beneath your skin, simply to feel that wonderful proof of life one more time.
“I missed y…”
Rapid little hooves pattered across the floor before the sentence could leave his mouth.
“Y/N-san!”
Chopper practically launched himself onto the bed, wrapping both little arms around yours and nuzzling against it with a relieved sob.
“I’m so happy you’re okay!”
Tears streamed freely down his cheeks.
“I-I-I was s-so scared…”
You gently wiped his face, smiling as you wrapped your free arm around him.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
That only made him cry harder.
“Z-Zoro didn’t sleep for t-three whole days… I thought…”
“Y/N-SWAAAN!! AN ANGEL HAS DESCENDED FROM THE HEAVENS! THE LIGHT OF THE GRAND LINE HAS RETURNED!”
Sanji burst through the door carrying your favorite dessert along with a beautifully arranged platter of fresh fruit, several pieces meticulously carved into little hearts.
With his free hand he shoved Luffy away, who was already reaching for one.
“I knew you’d be fine! I brought meat too!” Luffy beamed, triumphantly holding up an enormous drumstick while chewing on another.
You laughed again as Chopper pushed your captain away with both little hooves.
“She can’t have that yet! It’ll make her sick. She hasn’t eaten properly in days!”
“THAT’S EXACTLY WHY SHE NEEDS IT!”
Nami and Robin squeezed in beside you from Chopper’s side, effortlessly pushing Luffy even farther away.
“DON’T EVER SCARE US LIKE THAT AGAIN!” Nami snapped, eyes suspiciously bright despite the stern expression she was trying to maintain.
Robin simply smiled softly before patting your knee.
“You’re precious to all of us. We’ll have to take even better care of you from now on.”
“Good thing we made it back in time,” Usopp declared proudly, puffing out his chest.
“All thanks to Captain Usopp! Every local we met fell to their knees, offering rare medicinal plants to honor my unmatched bravery!”
“Oh, please. Give me a break.”
“Then I ventured deep into a deadly jungle, defeating every terrifying beast that dared stand in my way…”
“...There were only rabbits in that forest.”
The room gradually filled with louder laughter, overlapping voices, playful arguments, and the warmth of life returning exactly where it belonged.
You smiled wider and wider, overwhelmed with gratitude for the incredible people surrounding you.
Your family.
Turning your head, you gently squeezed the hand your green-haired swordsman still refused to release.
His eyes were already drifting shut.
With his free arm, he carefully lifted Chopper, who had fallen asleep sitting beside the bed, settling the tiny doctor comfortably against his lap.
A tired smile crossed his face.
He pressed one last kiss against the back of your hand before leaning his head back.
Sleep claimed him almost instantly.
Still smiling, you reached for a nearby blanket and quietly draped it over both of your boys.
Then you settled back against your pillow, listening to the colorful chatter filling the room, every now and then glancing toward the two sleeping figures at your right.
Hi, this is ruby! Please ignore that last request I forgot to ask anonymously 😭
As a fellow writer, I think you'll do amazing on sanji dating headcannons! I loved your Zoro and Law works, so thank you for hearing me out and its all fine if you dont want to/not inspired/not interested! Totally understandable
-sincerely, Ruby
Hii! Thank you so much for the request! 💕
I had lots of fun writing it. When I started it I couldn't get myself into a Sanji mood. But now I feel like I enojoy writing for him most of all. Here it is! 🌸
request: As a fellow writer I'd love to know your take on sanji dating headcannons!
I know you'll do great on this request if you find the time/are inspired/if youd like to write about this, if not its ok! ^v^ but thank you for hearing me out and having a good day!
Sanji x female!reader (it could MAYBE be read as gender neutral)
Word count: 7k+
Contains: tooth rotting fluff, kissing, angsty and insecure Sanji, his childhood
Author's note: Thank you so much for this request, I had fun writing it! It took me a bit longer since I was finishing my other stories, sorry for the wait! I think I could add countless other headcanons here, but I had to stop myself at one point. This was my first try with headcanons, hope you enjoy!
🩵 Sanji will NEVER stop courting you
One thing that makes the Straw Hat cook the man he is is that he never stops trying to earn your smile, your admiration, or your affection. Becoming his partner doesn’t mean the courtship ends. If anything, it’s only just begun.
The flowers he once surprised you with don’t disappear simply because you said yes to him. Neither do the kisses pressed to your knuckles and palms, the endless stream of heartfelt compliments, or the countless little gestures that somehow make even the most ordinary day feel just a bit more romantic.
If anything, they become even more frequent, and so does his devotion. Ever since you entrusted him with your heart and accepted his in return, he’s become hopelessly more determined to cherish the love you share. There isn’t a force in this world that could ever make him willingly do something that would leave you regretting your choice to love him.
To Sanji, loving you was never the finish line after a long chase. It was the beginning of an eternity spent discovering new ways to make you smile, bring that lovely familiar blush to your cheeks, and remind you, day after day, just how deeply treasured, loved, and utterly irreplaceable you are.
There won’t be many doors you’ll get the chance to open yourself, because your ever-chivalrous boyfriend is already holding them for you. Every chair will be pulled out before you can reach it, every shopping bag gently taken from your hands, and should you make the unfortunate decision of wearing shoes that are more beautiful than comfortable, he’ll carry you without a second thought. And none of it is done with the expectation of praise. Looking after you simply comes as naturally to him as breathing.
The way Sanji sees it, romance was never meant only for first dates or special occasions. It’s woven into the quiet rhythm of everyday life, hidden in a hundred little acts of devotion that whisper I love you just as clearly as the words themselves ever could.
🩵 You’ll become his favorite taste tester… and the only opinion that truly matters.
No matter how experienced the Straw Hat cook may be, he’ll always seek out your opinion before anyone else’s.
“My love, what do you think of this steak tartare recipe? Here, have a taste.”
He’ll hold out the fork for you without a second thought, patiently waiting as you take a bite, his eyes never leaving your face.
“And what about today’s lemon tart, sweetheart? Do you think it pairs better with vanilla ice cream or biscotti?”
Every tiny reaction of yours, even the ones you aren’t aware you’re making, is carefully observed and quietly committed to memory. Before long, he’ll know your favorite dishes, desserts, drinks, the meals you crave when you’re feeling under the weather, the treats you reach for in the summer, and the comfort foods you always seem to want on cold, rainy evenings.
One night, while the two of you are lying in bed talking about anything and everything, you casually mention a dish your mother or grandmother used to make when you were little. The kind that instantly reminds you of home.
By the end of the week, Sanji has already embarked on what can only be described as a personal culinary investigation.
Recipe books mysteriously appear in the kitchen. Different variations are tested whenever he has a spare moment. Ingredients are adjusted little by little until he finally recreates the flavor you’ve been describing.
When he places the finished dish in front of you, he’ll be watching you with bright eyes and that impossibly warm smile of his, genuinely excited over what, to him, is a simple wish he finally had the chance to grant.
🩵 On that note, breakfast becomes one of your favorite little rituals together.
If you’re someone who enjoys sleeping in, you’ll wake to find a cup of coffee and your favorite pastry waiting on a tray beside the bed. After feeding the rest of the crew, the blond will quietly slip back into your room so the two of you can enjoy breakfast together before the day truly begins.
If you’re an early riser instead, he’ll make a point of setting aside a little time for just the two of you before the rest of your wonderfully chaotic crew wanders into the kitchen. Sometimes you’ll eat there together while you keep him company with a book, occasionally looking up just to watch him work. Other mornings, he’ll surprise you with breakfast in bed or at the Aquarium Bar, where you’ll either enjoy the peaceful silence between you or chat about your plans for the day and laugh over yesterday’s adventures.
And although he’ll never admit to playing favourites (and it's quite obvious you're his favourite), your favourite meals somehow find their way onto the menu more often than anyone else’s. Just often enough to make you smile, but never so often that you have the chance to grow tired of them.
🩵 Every now and then, he’d disappear for a few hours on a new island, only to return with the brightest smile and insist that you “keep the evening free.”
Of course, that was assuming the two of you had managed to spend part of the day apart in the first place. More often than not, you’d already been exploring the island together, wandering through museums, trying local food, visiting theaters or cinemas, listening to street musicians, or attending the occasional concert.
Still, he’d always find a way to surprise you with something special once the sun began to set.
Whether it was a candlelit dinner overlooking the sea, a quiet picnic beneath blooming trees, or simply wandering hand in hand through lantern-lit streets with desserts in your hands, he’d somehow turn even the smallest island into the most romantic place in the world.
And whenever the crew spent longer stretches at sea, he never let that stop him. He’d somehow manage to organize little dates aboard the Sunny just as often, whether that meant reserving the Aquarium Bar for the two of you or transforming the nicest corner of the deck into your own private dining spot after successfully negotiating, bribing, or otherwise convincing the rest of the crew to make themselves scarce for the evening.
🩵 Birthdays and anniversaries are treated almost like sacred occasions.
Weeks in advance, the Straw Hat cook has already begun planning the perfect menu, secretly collecting little gifts that reminded him of you during previous islands, and pretending not to notice when you try to guess what he’s up to.
And that’s not even mentioning the bigger, more precious gifts he secretly sets aside for those special occasions. You’ll simply have to come to terms with the fact that, if you’re his queen every other day of the year, then on birthdays and anniversaries, you’re nothing less than his empress. He won’t let a single moment pass without reminding you of that.
He insists every year that he doesn’t need anything in return… then proceeds to treasure even the tiniest handmade card or handwritten note as though you’d handed him the One Piece itself.
What amazes him even more is discovering that those days mean just as much to you. Watching you quietly plan surprises of your own, seeing how much thought and love you pour into making him happy, leaves him wondering all over again how he got lucky enough to be loved by someone like you.
Years may pass, but somehow, every anniversary ends up more thoughtful, more romantic, and somehow even more memorable than the last. He always manages to outdo himself, convinced that you deserve nothing less.
🩵 Waking up beside you never loses its magic.
Every morning, before he ever slips out of bed to prepare breakfast, the Straw Hat cook spends a few quiet minutes simply admiring you while you sleep.
More than once, he’ll silence the alarm and grant the two of you another fifteen precious minutes beneath the covers, unwilling to trade the warmth of your body in his arms for the responsibilities waiting outside your room just yet. His fingers lazily comb through your hair, trace the curve of your cheek, or absentmindedly rub soothing circles against your back as though he can’t quite believe he gets to wake up beside you every morning.
And if you happen to wake before he leaves?
Well… that might be even better.
You’ll exchange sleepy smiles, instinctively shift a little closer until you’re tangled comfortably in one another’s arms, and somehow those “just five more minutes” turn into twenty before either of you finally convinces yourselves to start the day.
🩵 As far as cuddling is concerned, Sanji is nothing short of an expert.
If the two of you are lying in bed with nowhere to be, he’ll happily spend hours running gentle fingers along your back, scratching your scalp until you’re practically purring yourself. Every now and then, however, he’ll quietly ask to switch places. As much as he loves taking care of you, he absolutely melts whenever your fingers comb through his blond hair or gently trace soothing patterns across his back. He’ll never admit just how much he enjoys it, but the contented hum escaping him usually gives him away.
He adores holding you from behind, your back pressed against his chest, his chin resting lightly atop your head. But he’s just as helpless whenever you’re the one wrapping your arms around him, resting your head on his shoulder or leaning comfortably against his back. Every affectionate touch sends his heart into a frenzy, and he has to make a genuine effort not to grin so widely that his face literally splits in two.
Rest your head on his chest. Use him as your favorite pillow. Throw your legs across his lap while you’re reading. Fall asleep with your limbs hopelessly tangled together.
Every position somehow feels like his favourite.
During the day, his hands seem to find you almost unconsciously. If you’re reading in the library, don’t be surprised if he quietly slips into the seat beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist and resting his chin on your shoulder while pretending to ask what you’re reading. Help him in the kitchen, and he’ll steal every excuse to brush against you or briefly pull you into his arms between preparing dishes. Even standing side by side at the railing, watching the sea stretch endlessly before you, somehow ends with his fingers finding yours.
He’s almost childishly eager to steal little moments alone with you.
The moment a conversation naturally comes to an end or your attention isn’t occupied for a second, he’s already appearing beside you with a bright smile, asking if he can borrow you for “just a minute.” Whether that minute turns into a quiet walk around the deck or simply standing together away from the others hardly matters. He’s happiest whenever he gets to have you all to himself, even if only for a little while.
As much affection as he gives, though, receiving it never fails to leave him completely undone.
Hook your arm through his, and he’ll stand just a little taller, not out of pride alone, but because his heart is suddenly beating so hard against his chest that it almost feels impossible to contain. Lace your fingers with his, kiss his cheek unexpectedly, or absentmindedly smooth a strand of hair away from his face, and you’ve effectively rendered the poor man speechless.
Don’t be surprised if Chopper eventually wanders over, convinced something must be wrong. Sanji’s face has turned an alarming shade of red, he’s smiling at absolutely nothing, and judging by the dreamy look in his eyes, the doctor may very well conclude his patient has come down with a fever.
He hasn’t.
He’s simply hopelessly, ridiculously in love with you.
🩵 Speaking of cuddling, it would only be fair to mention the countless kisses the two of you share as well.
If there’s one thing the Straw Hat cook loves most in the world, it’s kissing you.
Beyond the countless little pecks he steals throughout the day, whether the crew is around or not, kisses quickly become his favorite way of showing affection. He’ll press one to the back of your hand, your palm, your fingertips, your cheek… really, he’ll happily find any excuse to leave a gentle reminder of his love on your skin. The only thing he truly worries about is making sure you feel comfortable. Everyone else’s opinions couldn’t matter less to him.
Among all of them, though, there are a few that become especially precious.
Every now and then, usually when the two of you are alone, he’ll lean down to press a soft kiss against your bare shoulder. He doesn’t do it nearly as often when the others are around, partly because he knows exactly what happens every single time. The brush of his lips and the faint tickle of his stubble against your skin always earns him the sweetest little reaction, whether it’s a quiet laugh, a shiver running down your spine, or the way you instinctively tilt your head toward him.
Perhaps that’s exactly why shoulder kisses become so special.
They’re rare.
And they have an unfortunate tendency to lead to one of his greatest weaknesses.
Neck kisses.
The warmth of your skin beneath his lips, the familiar scent of your perfume, the adorable sound of his name slipping past your lips if you’re particularly ticklish… they’re enough to make the cook completely lose himself. Before long, he’s peppering your neck with countless featherlight kisses, slowly working his way upward until he finally reaches your lips.
Those, without question, remain his favorite.
He could happily spend hours simply kissing you, slow and unhurried, losing all sense of time until one of your unsuspecting crewmates inevitably stumbles across the two of you. Well… anyone except Luffy. Whether he simply doesn’t notice or doesn’t particularly care remains a mystery.
Forehead kisses, on the other hand, are among the rarest.
They’re the kind he saves for quieter moments.
When you’re sick, he’ll gently press his lips to your forehead, partly because he can’t resist comforting you, and partly because it’s his subtle way of checking whether your fever has gone down. Other times, when you lend him a hand in the kitchen, he’ll quietly murmur a soft, “Thank you, love,” before placing a quick kiss against your forehead and returning to whatever he was doing, as though it were the most natural thing in the world.
One thing quickly becomes clear, however.
Kissing Sanji while he’s trying to focus on something important is a terrible idea.
Whether he’s preparing an elaborate meal or concentrating on some particularly delicate task, all it takes is one unexpected kiss for his entire train of thought to vanish. He’ll freeze completely, blinking at you as though you’ve momentarily robbed him of the ability to function.
As much affection as he showers you with, receiving it still leaves him hopelessly flustered.
Nothing, however, compares to what happens whenever you kiss the feature he spent years wishing he could hide from the world.
His eyebrows.
You think they’re beautiful.
Completely fascinated by the elegant little spirals framing his face, you’ve made a habit of tracing them with your fingertips whenever the two of you are alone, sometimes even pressing gentle kisses along their curves.
Each and every time, the poor man turns impossibly red.
He simply lies there, hardly daring to breathe, too overwhelmed to process the fact that you’re lavishing so much affection on something he never imagined anyone would pay such loving attention to.
If you happen to kiss only one, don’t be surprised when he quietly brushes his fringe aside, exposing the other without saying a word.
Not because he’s asking.
Simply because, somewhere deep down, he secretly hopes you’ll kiss that one too.
🩵 He notices everything about you.
The Straw Hat cook is utterly captivated by you.
Even after years of dating, or even marriage, he’ll still find himself looking at you as though he’s trying to memorize you all over again. To him, you’re simply breathtaking in every possible way. Time could never diminish that. Neither could a new hairstyle, a few wrinkles earned through laughter, or any other change that comes with life. In his eyes, you’re always the same extraordinary woman he fell hopelessly in love with.
Your happiness, your comfort, and your peace of mind always sit at the very top of his list of priorities. Whenever something weighs on your heart, he’ll do everything he can to be there for you.
Feeling unsure about an outfit? He’ll make it his personal mission to remind you just how breathtaking you are, showering you with so many sincere compliments that you’ll end up believing them yourself.
You were in such a rush that you forgot breakfast… or even your morning coffee?
Don’t worry.
By the time you’ve realized it, your favorite drink and a meal prepared exactly to your liking are already waiting for you.
Sometimes he’ll find you quietly gazing out across the endless sea, your thoughts clearly somewhere far beyond the horizon. Rather than immediately asking what’s wrong, he’ll simply wrap his arms around your waist and rest his chin on your shoulder, giving you all the space in the world to tell him what’s on your mind… if and when you’re ready.
Nothing escapes his attention.
Not the way the sun has naturally lightened your hair after weeks at sea. Not the tiny trim you got on the last island, or even the fact that you’ve started parting your hair differently. The same goes for your favourite makeup products and perfumes. Long before you realize you’re running low, he’s already picked up replacements during your latest stop ashore.
His attentiveness becomes even more obvious during your period.
Truth be told, he’d probably realize it’s approaching before you do. Somewhere, somehow, you’re almost convinced he secretly keeps track of your cycle. During those days, if such a thing were even possible, he becomes even gentler than usual.
The kitchen somehow ends up stocked with your favorite sweets, chocolate, and ice cream. Pain relief is always within reach, along with a hot water bottle warming up for you before you even think to ask. Tucked away in one of the cupboards is a discreet little supply of pads and tampons, just in case you ever need them unexpectedly.
Whenever the cramps become particularly unpleasant, he’ll happily spend the afternoon curled up beside you, absentmindedly stroking your hair while gently rubbing slow circles over your lower back or abdomen until you eventually drift off to sleep against him.
And if any member of your wonderfully chaotic crew happens to test your patience during that time…
Well.
Let’s just say the Straw Hat cook becomes even more protective than usual, making it abundantly clear that bothering you today is a very poor idea indeed.
🩵 Fighting with Sanji is surprisingly difficult.
Arguments between the two of you are few and far between. Truthfully, I’d even go as far as to say they hardly ever happen.
The Straw Hat cook has an incredibly high tolerance for the people he loves, and especially for you. More often than not, he’d rather let the little things slide than risk turning them into an argument.
Ironically, that’s also what makes the occasional disagreement possible in the first place.
Instead of voicing every frustration as it comes, he has a habit of quietly pushing them aside until they eventually pile up. Every now and then, all those bottled-up feelings become just a little too much to carry alone.
Even then, though, I can’t picture him raising his voice at you or saying something cruel simply because he’s angry.
Confrontation has never been his first instinct.
Protecting the relationship has.
If the two of you happen to argue over something small, he’s far more likely to try and de-escalate the situation than add fuel to the fire.
“Alright, love… let’s talk about this.”
“Tell me what’s wrong. What’s been bothering you?”
No matter how hurt or frustrated he is, shouting at you simply isn’t in his nature. The greatest fear of this soft-hearted cook is hurting the people he loves… especially knowing that’s exactly what he was raised and expected to do from the very beginning. (We’ll come back to that a little later.)
There are, however, a few words capable of breaking his heart almost instantly.
“You don’t care about me.”
“You never think about how I feel.”
“You don’t listen to me.”
“You never considered my feelings.”
Those are the kinds of accusations that linger.
Not because he thinks you’re wrong for feeling hurt, but because he spends every single day trying to show you just how deeply he cares. Hearing the opposite would leave him wondering where he failed you.
Rather than risk saying something he’ll regret, he’ll quietly excuse himself for a few minutes. He’ll step outside, light a cigarette, clear his head, and only return once he’s certain he can give the conversation the patience and attention it deserves.
If he realizes he’s hurt you, even unintentionally…
No punishment you could ever give him would compare to the guilt he’d place upon himself.
Like a heartbroken puppy, he’d quietly trail after you, hoping you’d stop walking long enough to let him explain himself. Hoping you’d look at him. Hoping you’d let him apologize properly.
If you decided to spend the night somewhere else… or asked him to leave your shared room…
He wouldn’t sleep.
Not for a second.
Instead, he’d end up sitting outside the bedroom door, back resting against the wall, waiting.
Waiting for you to come out.
Waiting in case you changed your mind.
Waiting simply because he couldn’t bear to be any farther away from you than that.
He’ll spend the entire night worrying about you, replaying the argument over and over in his head, wondering how he could have handled everything differently.
Your tears are something he’ll never truly forgive himself for.
Every single one would remain lodged in his heart like a dagger long after you’d forgiven him.
Because that’s the thing.
You would forgive him eventually.
He, however, never truly would.
One of the things you’ll come to admire most about him is the sincerity of his apologies.
You’ll never hear:
“I’m sorry you took it that way.”
“I’m sorry if I offended you.”
“I’m sorry you feel that way.”
Instead, he’ll apologize the way people should.
“I’m sorry for what I said.”
“I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that.”
“There was no excuse for my behavior.”
“I’ll do better. You deserve better than that.”
His pride has never mattered more than you.
Even if hearing your criticism stings, he’ll listen to every word because understanding your feelings matters far more than protecting his ego.
More than anything, he wants the two of you to make up properly.
He can’t stand unresolved tension hanging between you.
He needs to know you’ve forgiven him.
That everything is alright again.
That you still trust him.
That you still love him.
So kiss this sweet boy a few extra times after every argument.
Hold him close.
Remind him that one disagreement doesn’t undo everything the two of you have built together.
Because although you’ll probably fall asleep long before he does, he’ll still be lying awake beside you, quietly wondering whether you truly forgave him… or whether this was the day he finally gave you a reason to stop loving him.
🩵 More often than not, the rare disagreements between the two of you stem from one thing… Sanji’s incurable habit of flirting with every women who walks this planet.
To be fair, even before the two of you started dating, the way he treated you had always been on an entirely different level compared to the shallow flirting he threw at every remotely pretty woman he met, even if she happened to be an enemy. His gestures toward you had always been deeper, more thoughtful, more genuine.
Still, it took time for him to convince you that you were the only one who was truly special to him, and that what he felt for you was nothing like the sweet compliments and flowery words he handed out so freely to every lady he came across.
No matter how wonderful your Sanji is, and no matter how much you trust him, that doesn’t mean it never stings to watch him practically pirouette across the deck because a pretty woman smiled in his direction.
Yes, he’d toned it down considerably once the two of you got together. But for a lifelong flirt like him, “considerably” didn’t always feel like enough.
After a few unpleasant experiences with his over-the-top dramatics, and after finally laying everything on the table when you confessed your feelings and became a couple, Sanji genuinely made an effort to improve. His chivalry never bothered you, nor did the fact that he was a gentleman. If anything, you were quietly proud every time you watched your boyfriend treat the women of the crew with kindness and respect. They deserved that kindness, after all. Besides, the difference between how he treated them and how he treated you was impossible to miss.
🩵 On the other hand, heaven forbid another guy gets a little too close to you. If he so much as gives you a compliment, let alone manages to make you laugh, Sanji’s poor brain immediately starts writing entire scenarios where you’ll leave him for someone better.
He’s never jealous because he wants to control you. Nor because he doubts your loyalty. He’s jealous because, deep down, he’s convinced you deserve someone better than him.
That belief only grew stronger after everything that happened on Whole Cake Island, no matter how many times you tell him how wonderful he is. And then, despite silently scolding himself for being selfish, he can’t help becoming just a little clingier. He’ll stay glued to your side, keep your hand in his at every opportunity, and cover it with even more kisses than usual. It’s almost as if his subconscious is trying to reassure him that everything is okay, that you’re still together, and that he’d sooner face the most horrific death imaginable than willingly let the two of you drift apart.
Fortunately, proving your sweet cook wrong is easier than you’d think.
You don’t need grand declarations of love or extravagant romantic gestures. A slightly tighter squeeze of his hand, resting your head on his shoulder, even the smallest kiss is enough.
His heart grows several sizes every single time you walk over to stand beside him of your own accord and proudly introduce him as your boyfriend. The smallest reminders that the two of you belong to each other are treasures beyond measure to him, and no one could deny how brightly Sanji lights up in those moments. He looks like someone who has just been awarded the highest honor imaginable, nodding to himself with barely contained pride as if to say,
“Yeah. That’s right. That’s me. Her boyfriend. Hers.”
Because that’s what has always been hardest for him to believe.
That he could actually be someone’s first choice.
It feels unreal to him. Like it was something that was always meant for other people, something he could only watch from afar and quietly envy.
That’s why he’s so used to giving, but never receiving.
He spent his entire life trying to be useful, trying to earn people’s affection, trying to become someone they needed, if only a little. Anything to fill the enormous hole left behind by his childhood in Germa, by the guilt he carried over Zeff’s sacrifice…
And none of that compared to how desperately he tried to make up for the pain he caused the crew, especially you, during the events of Whole Cake Island.
He felt unworthy.
Like an annoying piece of gum stuck to the bottom of your shoe that you simply couldn’t scrape off.
Because, despite hating himself more than ever back then, what he wanted most in the world was your forgiveness. Your understanding. The chance to never spend another moment apart from you after finally telling you about every wound his heart had been carrying all those years.
He longed for your love and your comfort.
Even if he quietly despised himself for wanting them. That longing was simply stronger.
Every single time you chose him, over and over again, there was always one question that refused to leave his mind.
Why?
Unfortunately, despite everything I’ve just said, asking for reassurance is one of the hardest things Sanji could ever do.
He’s an expert at comforting other people, probably because he knows better than most what it’s like to have your soul ache for a few gentle words, only for reality to answer with cold rejection instead. He knows exactly how much those words can mean.
Receiving that same comfort himself?
That’s an entirely different story.
He’ll hide everything behind a warm smile and a quiet, “I’m fine,” even when it’s painfully obvious that he isn’t.
Maybe not to the rest of the crew.
But certainly to you.
So press him, just a little. Never forcefully, but enough when the two of you are alone. Give him the reassurance he can’t bring himself to ask for. Tell him you love him. Remind him that he’s safe with you. Let him know you’re willing to listen for as long as he needs, with open arms and all the love in your heart.
Because that’s what he truly needs.
Especially during those moments when one thought keeps haunting him:
“Does she really love me… or is she just putting up with me?”
He’s not constantly insecure in the way some people are, endlessly demanding affection until they drain the person beside them.
Never.
That’s simply not who he is.
But after especially difficult moments…
When he makes a serious mistake. When he fails at something important. When memories of Germa come flooding back.
That’s when those insecurities rise to the surface.
And that’s when you have to remind him, with everything you’ve got, that he is more than enough. That there isn’t a better person in the world for you.
Most importantly…
That he is loved beyond words.
🩵 So don’t be shy about showering him with compliments, either. They mean far more to him than you might think.
Sure, he’d probably short-circuit on the spot and turn into a bright red, speechless mess every time you casually called him “handsome” or “my gorgeous boyfriend.” Especially that little word, my. It completely fries his brain.
But as flustered as those compliments make him, the ones that truly reach his heart are different.
“I trust you.”
“I’m proud of you.”
“You’re the one person I know I can always rely on.”
“I feel safest when I’m with you.”
“I know I’m always in good hands with you.”
Those are the words that would absolutely undo him.
Because they fill the very emptiness that has haunted him for years, the fear that he’s simply… too much.
Too affectionate.
Too emotional.
Too romantic.
Too protective.
Too devoted.
Just… too much.
That fear would probably be at its strongest during the early stages of your relationship. Now that he finally has you, he’d constantly hold himself back, terrified that his overwhelming personality might end up pushing you away instead.
But every last one of those worries would melt away the moment you walked up to him and showed him that you wanted exactly those things from him.
That you craved his affection just as much as he craved giving it.
That you wanted to spend time with him.
That you loved every bit of that closeness.
Because, in the end, there is nothing that reassures Sanji more than realizing he never has to make himself smaller in order to be loved.
🩵
When he finally tells you about his past, it’ll mean more than a thousand “I love yous” ever could.
We already know that, when it comes to his own pain, Sanji is an incredibly private person. The Straw Hats sailed alongside him for a long time before they ever learned the truth about his family.
At first glance, he seems like an open book. He’s loud, expressive, dramatic, constantly joking, flirting, arguing, smoking… always wearing his heart on his sleeve.
But the things that truly hurt him?
Those are locked away somewhere deep inside, hidden behind several steel doors and concealed beneath that warm, charming smile of his.
With time, he’d grow much more open with you. You’d learn to read him in ways no one else could.
Even then, though, you could never have imagined just how much suffering your wonderful, curly-browed sweetheart had been carrying all those years.
If, early in your relationship, you asked him one quiet night, wrapped together beneath a blanket and sheltered by the intimacy of darkness, to tell you about his childhood…
You wouldn’t hear very much.
Only the carefully edited version.
“What was your childhood like?” you asked, your wide eyes reflecting the moonlight.
There was so much kindness in them.
So much tenderness.
The kind of warmth Sanji never believed someone could look at him with.
He simply didn’t have the heart to shatter the beautiful image you had of him.
“Nothing too special,” he smiled, lighting a cigarette while making sure to blow the smoke well away from you. “I worked on a restaurant ship when I was a kid. It sank, and old man Zeff took me in after that.”
Everything he said was technically true.
It just left out enormous pieces of the story.
Not because he didn’t trust you.
Because he couldn’t bear the thought of giving you a reason to look at him differently.
Of course, you’d notice.
But you’d try to respect his choice.
Every now and then, you’d ask another question about how he came to stay with Zeff, gently steering the conversation toward the happier memories instead. His life at the Baratie. The lessons the grumpy old chef had taught him. Sometimes you’d even bring those stories up yourself, simply because you knew they always made him smile and lifted the quiet sadness that settled over him whenever his past came up.
The first story he truly let himself share was Zeff’s sacrifice.
How they’d spent months stranded together, starving on a barren rock with no hope that anyone would ever find them.
How those months shaped the way he saw food… and people.
The two of you cried together as he spoke about his dream of finding the All Blue, not only for himself, but most of all for Zeff.
He’d never realized just how desperately he’d wanted to tell someone that story.
Or how much lighter he’d feel when all he found on the other side of it was even more of your love and support.
My All Blue, he thought as he looked at you.
You promised him that you’d stay by his side, that you’d help him through every step of the journey until he finally found it.
The place that, somewhere deep in his heart, he’d already decided would one day become your home.
The place where the two of you would build the rest of your lives together.
The deeper wounds, though…
Those revealed themselves in quieter ways.
The way he’d go completely still whenever someone started talking about fathers or family.
The way his entire expression changed for the briefest moment before he forced his smile back into place.
The way he almost never mentioned anything about the years before Zeff unless someone pushed him into it.
More than once, you woke him from nightmares where he mumbled through tears, begging you not to leave him.
You’d spend hours calming him until, eventually, the two of you drifted back to sleep.
The whole time, he’d be apologizing through tears for waking you.
Even though he’d never told you about the isolation…
Or the abuse.
Or how unwanted he’d been made to feel.
You could slowly piece together that whatever had driven him to that first restaurant ship before meeting Zeff must have been something unimaginably cruel.
Then, after one particularly difficult mission the two of you barely survived…
Or perhaps after hearing you speak about the wounds you carried yourself…
He decided to do something he’d never truly wanted to do with anyone before.
Open up.
He felt you deserved to hear it from him.
Almost like reopening old scars, he began speaking hesitantly.
There was no dramatic speech.
No grand performance.
Just honesty.
The kind of honesty that strips a soul bare.
“My family wasn’t exactly kind.”
Once he’d started, there was no stopping him.
Surprisingly, it wasn’t recounting the events themselves that hurt the most.
It was watching your face as you listened.
Sometimes heartbreak.
Sometimes horror.
Sometimes pure anger on his behalf.
As if you couldn’t comprehend how something so unimaginably cruel could have happened to someone as endlessly kind as the blond cook sitting beside you.
“It’s alright… it wasn’t a big deal. It was a long time ago,” he’d murmur, trying to comfort you, while you were already mentally planning how to defeat an entire family of genetically enhanced nobles.
In those moments, his heart would overflow with a love and gratitude so overwhelming it almost hurt.
The simple fact that you still loved him.
That you understood him.
That after learning everything, you still looked at him and saw the very same Sanji you’d always loved.
Only now… You understood him even more.
And cherished him all the more because of it.
Those were the things he’d never tell anyone else.
Only you.
His irreplaceable partner.
Not because they were secrets for the sake of being secrets.
But because he’d spent his entire life ashamed of them.
Ashamed of how lonely he’d been.
Ashamed of how desperately he’d longed for someone to choose him.
Someone to tell him he was enough.
He’d spent so long expecting rejection that he’d convinced himself it was all he deserved.
Yet when you finally learned the truth…
Instead of pulling away…
You only held him closer.
And loved him more with every passing day.
🩵 As I mentioned before, Sanji dreams of finding the All Blue with you by his side.
Once he does, he’d build a restaurant there. He’d drag Zeff and the Baratie boys over whether they agreed to it or not, and together you’d all begin an entirely new adventure.
More than anything, though, he’d want to introduce you to Zeff, if you hadn’t already met him.
To his dad.
He’d want the old man to see just how happy he finally is.
Every day, you’d be there beside him, helping out around the restaurant while pursuing the things you love, building a life together one ordinary, wonderful day at a time.
And maybe, before long…
Your little family would grow.
If things went exactly the way Sanji secretly imagined them, your children would be tiny, adorable copies of you.
Especially little girls.
On the other hand, you’d be hoping for the exact opposite.
That they’d inherit his soft smile, those impossibly curly eyebrows, and the warmth that always shines in his eyes.
The first time Zeff showed you an old photograph, or maybe even a video, of Sanji as a little boy… Your heart completely melted.
He was, without question, the sweetest child you’d ever seen.
“I wasn’t that cute…” he’d mumble, cheeks burning, while Zeff snorted loudly in the background.
From that moment on, you couldn’t help imagining a little boy who looked just like him running around the restaurant.
Only this child would grow up differently.
Unlike Sanji, they would never have to wonder whether they were wanted.
They would never have to earn love.
They would simply receive it, every single day.
The kind of love he should have had from the very beginning.
Together, you’d give your children everything he never got to have.
A home filled with warmth.
A family that chose them every single day.
Parents who loved them without conditions, without expectations, without ever making them question whether they were enough.
And in giving them that childhood…
The two of you would quietly heal a small part of his own.
That’s the future Sanji dreams about most.
Just coming home after a long day in the kitchen, seeing you waiting for him with Zeff grumbling somewhere in the background, hearing the laughter of your children echo through the restaurant, and realizing that, somehow…
He found his All Blue long before he ever found it on a map.
Summary: Law had always believed that everything eventually disappeared. People, places, memories. Then he met you, and somehow, ordinary moments became the one thing he wanted to keep forever.
Word count: about 6200
A\N: I got carried away again, so a short museum date drabble turned into a 20+ page story 😅
Contains: fluff, established relationship, slice of life, soft Law, dork\nerd Law, gift-giving, museum date, bookstore date, protective Law, light humor, mild angst, hurt-to-comfort, mild emotional vulnerability, references to Law’s family.
After what had felt like an eternity spent beneath the sea, deprived of fresh air and warm sunlight for far too many weeks, the captain of the Heart Pirates finally decided it was time to replenish their supplies and allow the Log Pose to adjust to a new destination.
The island they chose to dock at was hardly famous. If anything, it seemed almost suspiciously ordinary. There was no Marine base, no bounty hunters prowling the streets, no sign of chaos waiting to erupt around the next corner. There were only cobbled streets lined with flowerbeds, quiet parks, fishermen arguing over the price of the morning’s catch, lively marketplaces, little bookshops, family-ran restaurants, and even a modest museum so thoroughly unremarkable that not even Law had ever come across a single mention of it in all the books and reports he had read.
He was dissatisfied with the place from the moment he laid eyes on it, and deeply suspicious in the particular way only a professional grouch could be.
“There’s is absolutely no way a place like this actually exists.”
You laughed.
“What? Disappointed?”
He looked at you through narrowed eyes.
“I’m waiting to find out what the catch is.”
There wasn’t one.
No hidden trick. No elaborate scheme. No sinister twist waiting to reveal itself.
Nothing at all.
“Oh, Your Majesty, King of Optimism, Captain Positivity,” you teased, patting him lightly on the shoulder, “places like this do exist. There are countless islands where life is just… normal. I visited plenty of them before I joined the crew. Try relaxing for once.”
He stiffened beneath your touch before forcing himself to relax again, though the suspicion never quite left his expression.
You and your impossible ability to believe the world would simply behave itself, he thought.
The Heart Pirates scattered almost the moment they stepped ashore.
Bepo discovered a local bakery overflowing with pastries, both old favorites and entirely new ones he insisted he simply had to sample before meeting up with Shachi and Penguin at the marketplace to hunt down the freshest fish they could find.
Ikkaku wandered off toward a boutique before settling at a nearby café, savoring the rare luxury of peace and quiet at a safe distance from her wonderfully unruly crewmates.
And, much to the Surgeon of Death’s annoyance, no one was chasing them.
No gunshots echoed through the streets, no rival pirates appeared on the horizon, and no one’s life was in immediate danger.
Law seemed almost personally offended by the very concept.
As though the island itself had orchestrated some grand deception.
Yes, peaceful islands were not unheard of on the Grand Line, but they had never encountered one where he could truly lower his guard and blend in among the townspeople without expecting disaster to strike.
Something wasn’t right.
And so—for what he reminded himself several times was purely strategic reasoning—he decided he would have to keep an even closer eye on you than usual, lest his hopelessly trusting and infuriatingly kind crewmate managed to wander straight into trouble.
He found you exactly where he had expected to.
Inside the tiny local museum.
You were sitting on a bench in front of several large landscape paintings, quietly taking them in one by one.
Without a word, he sat beside you, nudging your shoulder gently before resting one hand on your knee.
Now that the two of you weren’t constantly surrounded by the crew, now that you were somewhere unfamiliar where no one knew either of you, he allowed himself this tiny gesture of affection.
It might have seemed insignificant to anyone else, yet between the two of you it carried a quiet intimacy neither of you took for granted.
Meeting his gaze from the corner of your eye, you smiled softly before resting your head against his shoulder—if only for a fleeting moment—and threading your fingers through his, your thumb absentmindedly tracing the black letters tattooed across his fingers.
A… T… H…
A pleasant warmth crept slowly from the base of Law’s neck to the tips of his ears.
Life aboard the Polar Tang offered remarkably little privacy, yet it also offered the perfect excuse for your closeness. The submarine was, after all, exactly that… a submarine.
Space was limited, everyone spent most of their time together, and you often worked alongside the captain anyway, helping him sort through medical journals, reports, books, and endless stacks of paperwork.
As far as the crew was concerned, nothing had changed.
No one had noticed that somewhere between long nights spent researching and quiet conversations over coffee, the relationship between the Heart Pirates’ beloved strategist and the Surgeon of Death had become something altogether different.
It wasn’t as though the two of you had been together for very long.
Still, companionship had blossomed so naturally into love that neither of you had truly noticed where one had ended and the other had begun. If anything, Law had probably recognized the truth long after it had already become obvious, stubbornly refusing to acknowledge what he privately considered a thoroughly inconvenient development.
By the time he finally admitted it to himself, the matter had already been settled beyond dispute, cemented by trust, unwavering loyalty, and a quiet certainty neither of you questioned.
Praised for his brilliance since childhood, the gifted doctor had never learned how to express his emotions, least of all in front of other people.
Every gentle touch, every instinctive act of affection, every overwhelming wave of warmth that filled his chest whenever you were near felt entirely unfamiliar, as though his rational mind and his heart had spent years speaking different languages without ever learning how to meet halfway.
It was difficult enough for him to understand how the two of you had found each other in the first place, how fate had smiled upon him for what felt like the first time in his life and somehow allowed things to unfold so naturally between you, at least as naturally as one could reasonably expect from a hopelessly reserved surgeon.
The rest of the crew didn’t need to know.
He had no desire to announce it to them.
Not because he expected endless teasing, nor because he was desperately trying to hide your relationship. Simply because there was no reason for them to know.
If they weren’t perceptive enough to notice the subtle changes in their captain’s behavior, then frankly, they didn’t deserve the answer.
It wasn’t any of their business.
Better to enjoy the peace while it lasted.
God only knew how insufferable they would become once they figured it out.
As the two of you wandered through the museum’s modest collection of paintings, the spoiled child disguised as a distinguished pirate captain began complaining that he was bored.
“This is a waste of time.”
He practically pouted as you moved from one painting to the next, occasionally bumping your shoulder or giving your sleeve an impatient tug in a none-too-subtle attempt to hurry you along.
Rolling your eyes, you gently peeled his arm from around your waist, only for it to reappear around your shoulders a heartbeat later. With no other visitors nearby, he seemed determined to take full advantage of the rare privacy.
“If you’re that bored,” you sighed, unable to suppress a smile, “go sit down somewhere and wait for me. Or go find Bepo and the others.”
Law huffed dramatically, puffing out his cheeks in quiet protest.
“As if. It would be irresponsible to leave one crew member unattended during reconnaissance.”
You laughed under your breath.
“Reconnaissance? Law, we’re inside the museum of what has to be the quietest little town on the entire Grand Line. Are you worried that the oil paint is secretly a portal to a Marine base? Or that this portrait of a little girl with her puppy is about to fire a chunk of Seastone at you before the terrifying museum curators reveal themselves as Marines in disguise?”
He rolled his eyes, though he would sooner die than admit that the corner of his mouth had twitched upward.
“You’re far too relaxed. Anything could happen.”
You met his gaze without wavering.
“And you’re far too uptight. If we combined our personalities, we’d probably create the perfect human being.”
You slipped your fingers between his and gently tugged him toward the next gallery.
“Besides,” you added over your shoulder, “I’m fairly confident we could handle whatever obstacle this sleepy little town manages to throw our way.”
He clicked his tongue in mock annoyance, though he made no effort to pull away as your fingers laced together.
“Now come with me. I found a section of the permanent exhibition that’s perfect for an insufferable nerd like you.”
He sighed with theatrical resignation and rolled his eyes once more.
Even so, he let you drag him along.
The next room was devoted entirely to antique coins, a quiet little paradise for lovers of numismatics.
And, more importantly, for your hopelessly nerdy boyfriend.
Law’s expression remained as unreadable as ever, yet, as always, his eyes betrayed him. They brightened almost imperceptibly, as though someone had quietly lit a pair of stars behind them.
My adorable little nerd.
He wandered from one display case to the next, studying coins from different eras through the glass with increasing concentration. Curious, you leaned against his shoulder to see what had managed to capture his attention so completely.
It was nothing more than a small, worn silver coin.
The plaque beneath it contained barely three short sentences.
“It looks exactly like all the others.”
“It doesn’t.”
“It absolutely does.”
Law sighed with the weary resignation of a man confronted by profound ignorance, even if that ignorance happened to belong to his favorite person in the world.
“No. Look at the edges.”
You leaned closer.
“I don’t see anything.”
“The wear pattern.”
“...The what?”
“The wear pattern.”
He pointed toward one side of the coin.
“See? This edge is smoother.”
You nodded thoughtfully, squinting at the coin as though greater concentration might suddenly reveal whatever miracle your brilliant, beautiful boyfriend was seeing.
It didn’t.
Law glanced at you.
Then back at the coin.
Then at you again.
And suddenly you recognized that look.
The one he wore whenever someone asked him a medical question.
The one that meant you were about to receive a lecture whether you had asked for one or not, delivered with varying degrees of insufferable smugness and academic pretension. To give him credit, he always made an effort to tone it down for you.
“Coins aren’t interesting because they’re valuable,” he began, his attention already drifting back to the display. “Most people focus on the metal or the rarity. That’s the least interesting part.”
“Then what’s the interesting part?”
“The people.”
He nodded toward the coin.
“Someone carried this around for years. Maybe decades. It passed through hundreds of hands. Thousands, depending on how long it stayed in circulation.”
His voice had softened without him noticing.
“The merchant who minted it is dead. The ruler whose face was stamped into the metal is dead. The people who spent it are dead. The country that produced it may not even exist anymore.”
There was an unmistakable spark in his voice now, the kind that surfaced only rarely—a quiet passion that few people ever had the privilege of seeing from the captain.
His fingertip tapped lightly against the glass.
“But the coin remains.”
Even the pieces that had spent a century at the bottom of the sea fascinated your boyfriend without measure.
And he fascinated you.
Many were scarred by time. Corroded. Their details worn nearly smooth.
Yet your captain regarded every worn edge and faded engraving with quiet admiration, and somehow it felt as though he were sharing something deeply personal with you.
This had become about far more than the exhibit.
Slowly, you began to understand his fascination with things that should have disappeared long ago, yet somehow endured. Things that bore every scar time had left upon them and still survived to tell their story.
Impossible as it seemed, your heart somehow found even more room for tenderness toward the tall surgeon standing beside you.
You nudged his shoulder.
“Giant nerd.”
Law looked genuinely offended.
“I’m not a nerd.”
“You’ve been talking about coins for twenty-three minutes.”
“Twenty-one,” he corrected automatically.
A second later he realized what he’d done, cleared his throat with all the dignity he could salvage, and continued as though nothing had happened.
“I’m merely trying to convey the importance of numismatics in a world that’s constantly changing.”
Smiling, you slipped your hand into his.
“You are. And I love listening to you whenever you get carried away like this.”
A faint blush crept onto his cheeks.
Without letting go of your hand, he muttered,
“I don’t get carried away.”
You simply rolled your eyes and let him guide you toward the next display of coins, already certain you were about to hear the complete history of their circulation, the role they had played in the World Government’s propaganda, and the economic significance of the era in which they had been minted.
You weren’t disappointed.
Even after the two of you finally left what was undeniably his favorite section of any museum and returned to the paintings, sculptures, and historical artifacts, he remained in that wonderfully animated mood you had grown so fond of since joining the Heart Pirates.
He stopped to read every single plaque.
Every description.
Every historical note.
Even those detailing centuries-old farming tools, weapons, and household objects that held little interest for you.
He rarely strayed far from your side, absentmindedly keeping a hand around your waist, on your sleeve, or intertwined with yours as though he had forgotten he was doing it.
You bit back every teasing remark that came to mind.
You knew perfectly well that the moment you pointed it out, he’d stop immediately.
Instead, you chose to quietly treasure these rare moments of clinginess he unknowingly allowed himself.
A few galleries later, you found him standing before an exhibit dedicated to early medicine.
Ancient surgical instruments rested beneath polished glass beside faded ceramic jars that had once held herbal remedies.
Law had already begun reading every label.
"This would've been used to treat infections," he murmured, almost to himself. "Though it was eventually replaced by—"
Before long he was explaining not only what each remedy had been prescribed for, but what physicians had eventually discovered to be more effective.
For someone who had spent the better part of the afternoon insisting that seventeen flower paintings had nearly destroyed his sanity…
“There were six,” you reminded him.
“…six flower paintings,” he amended without missing a beat.
“…you were still being dramatic.”
“…I wasn’t.”
…he seemed to be having an awfully good time.
You could see it in the way his eyes lingered over each exhibit, in the ease with which he spoke whenever something genuinely interested him.
Then he stopped in front of a series of anatomical sketches and his expression softened.
For the briefest moment, he wasn’t the captain of the notorious Heart Pirates.
He was simply an endlessly curious doctor.
The boy who had once dreamed of becoming a physician like his father.
The man Corazon had believed he could become.
When he noticed you watching him, he immediately composed himself.
“These diagrams are inaccurate.”
“Of course they are.”
“See here?” he said, already pointing toward one of the illustrations. “This mistake was fairly common because artists relied on animal dissections for centuries. The liver can’t have multiple lobes like this.”
He let out the faintest amused huff.
“And the uterus is often illustrated as…”
He continued explaining while you were too busy watching him.
The smile on your face refused to leave.
My sweet, giant nerd.
When the two of you left the museum and made your way back toward town, planning to stop somewhere for lunch before you indulged in a little shopping, Law walked either a step ahead of you or on the side closest to the street, positioning himself where he could react immediately should anything suspicious happen in this impossibly peaceful little town.
Which, paradoxically, made him all the more uneasy.
Then, out of nowhere, an elderly fisherman rounded the corner and bumped straight into him.
“Oh! Sorry, son,” the man said with an apologetic smile and a slight bow before continuing on his way as though nothing had happened.
No fear.
No flicker of recognition.
Nothing.
Law actually turned to watch the man disappear into the crowd down the street.
He’s undercover, he concluded, narrowing his eyes. Has to be.
You couldn’t help laughing.
He shot you a look that was meant to be annoyed, though beneath it was little more than a pout because you refused to take him seriously.
For Law, the interaction felt almost surreal.
No one had looked at him and saw a bounty poster.
No one had looked at him and seen the infamous Surgeon of Death, the pirate who had delivered one hundred hearts to the Marines in exchange for the title of Warlord. Back when that title had still belonged to him.
Here, he was simply another man passing through town.
It was a feeling he could scarcely remember, not since he had still had a family of his own. Strange as it was, the unfamiliar normalcy filled him with an equal measure of discomfort and quiet longing.
If that ordinary life existed…
…he found himself wishing, almost despite himself, that you would be part of it.
Before settling down at a café, where Law immediately spotted Penguin and Shachi laughing loudly enough to be heard from halfway down the street, took one look at them, and silently decided to keep walking, the two of you ducked into the little bookshop on the corner.
You wandered leisurely through the shelves, browsing beautifully bound editions, notebooks, fountain pens, and small souvenirs before finding yourself hopelessly torn between two antique editions of your favorite novel.
Just as Law collected coins from every place he visited, you had your own delightfully nerdy tradition.
Whenever the crew reached a new island, you searched for another edition of your favorite book to add to your growing collection.
Law lingered nearby, pretending not to care while secretly watching you deliberate.
He failed spectacularly.
The shopkeeper smiled warmly as she noticed your indecision.
“You could always ask your husband what he thinks.”
Law froze.
The woman had already moved on to another customer before either of you could respond.
Your boyfriend, meanwhile, looked as though someone had struck him square in the chest with a cannonball.
Or informed him that every issue of Sora, Warrior of the Sea had been permanently discontinued.
“Did she just…?”
The tips of his ears turned the exact shade of poppies.
“T-That’s ridiculous.”
You simply continued comparing the books while he suddenly became intensely fascinated by a nearby shelf.
A moment later he leaned over your shoulder, gently plucked one of the editions from your hands, and examined it with surprising seriousness.
“This one is much nicer,” he decided. “The navy cover with the silver embossing reflects both the tone of the story and the psychological state of its characters much better.”
Before you could even answer, he had already walked to the counter with the book.
“Oh,” the bookseller smiled as she rang it up. “Has your wife finally made up her mind? Or did you help her decide?”
Law visibly bristled for the briefest instant.
Then something unexpectedly gentle flickered behind his golden eyes.
Contentment.
Perhaps even… pride.
If anyone had been paying close enough attention, they might even have sworn the corners of his mouth lifted.
“Yes,” he replied after clearing his throat.
Then, not without a trace of quiet satisfaction, he added,
“I usually have to give her a little push.”
After the Surgeon of Death once again insisted on steering you away from the rest of the Heart Pirates, despite your increasingly dramatic protests that your body would soon enter a medically critical state without its recommended daily intake of caffeine and sugar…
“Really?” he deadpanned. “And which highly qualified physician issued that recommendation? Would that happen to be… you?”
…the two of you eventually found yourselves strolling along the small harbor.
"Stop pouting," he said, taking your hand. "There's another bakery a little farther down. Or a café. You can satisfy your sugar addiction there."
You continued staring stubbornly ahead, cheeks puffed in exaggerated indignation after being denied coffee for the third time by your cruel, tyrannical doctor.
You refused to dignify him with a response.
Law sighed.
“Don’t be a brat.”
Then, after a brief pause, his voice softened.
“Here.”
He lifted your hand and brushed a kiss across your knuckles.
Then your palm.
Then your wrist.
Your heart stumbled unexpectedly.
You swallowed hard, trying not to let your emotions show, though a faint blush spread warmly across your cheeks.
“I’m sorry,” he murmured almost too quietly to hear, looking at you through lowered lashes with those familiar golden eyes.
“I’ll make it up to you.”
You leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek.
“I’m not upset,” you smiled. “I’m just hungry.”
He looked at you with unmistakable fondness.
Then a child’s cry shattered the moment.
A little girl had tripped while running along the waterfront and now sat on the pavement surrounded by several equally panicked friends, fresh tears streaming down her face as she stared at her badly scraped knees.
You had barely begun to step forward before Law moved first.
Doctor's instincts, he would insist later, using the same excuse he always reached for whenever he was caught doing something kind.
He crouched beside the little girl and attempted a few awkward words of reassurance, which, judging by the volume of her crying, achieved absolutely nothing.
By the time he reached for her injured knee to examine it, she had escalated into full-blown panic.
“I-It hurts! Help me!”
Law looked up at you with an expression that silently pleaded for rescue.
Kneeling beside them, you gently stroked the girl’s hair.
“Don’t worry, sweetheart," you said warmly. "He’s a doctor. There isn’t anyone better to help you than him.”
The little girl calmed almost immediately.
Almost.
"And I promise, he's a very good one," you reassured her.
She tensed again as the two of you carried her over to a nearby fountain to rinse the scrapes clean.
“So,” Law began in the calm, measured tone he reserved for patients, “first we clean the wound. Clean running water is ideal, like we’re using now. Before that, of course, your hands should always be disinfected.”
As he spoke, he carefully adjusted the pressure of the water while you held the little girl steady.
By now, she was listening.
“Next comes antibiotic ointment,” he continued, never quite meeting anyone's eyes as he concentrated on his work. “It may sting a little, but it will help prevent infection.”
The moment his fingers brushed the scrape, the little girl squeezed your hand tightly as you rubbed soothing circles over her back.
Then she leaned toward you and whispered in the wonderfully unsubtle way only children could.
“Why does he have such scary tattoos?”
You laughed.
“Him?” you whispered back conspiratorially. “They’re just part of his disguise. Otherwise everyone would realize what a softie he really is.”
The little girl giggled.
Law shot you an unimpressed glance over her head.
Which only made the two of you laugh harder.
By the time he finished wrapping the bandages, she had almost forgotten she’d been crying.
She took a few cautious steps, wobbling dramatically like a soldier returning from battle.
Both you and Law watched with poorly concealed amusement.
Then one of her friends called her name.
Miraculously cured, she broke into a full sprint.
Halfway across the square she turned around, cupped her hands around her mouth, and shouted,
“Thank you, Mister! Thank you, Missus!”
Then she waved enthusiastically before racing off again.
Law watched her disappear for several long moments.
There was something almost unbearably ordinary about all of this.
No desperate chase.
No terrified civilians running from the notorious pirate standing in front of them.
Just a scraped knee.
An afternoon spent helping because someone needed it.
The kind of insignificant, everyday moment he had almost forgotten people were allowed to have.
He looked over at you, took your hand again, and started walking.
“What a little actress,” he muttered with a quiet snort. “Did you see how fast she ran the second her friends called?”
A beat passed and he gave your hand a gentle squeeze.
“And stop telling people I’m a softie.”
He glanced sideways at you.
“It's unbecoming of a captain.”
At long last, after an entire day spent avoiding the crew and your relentless attempts to convince him to stop somewhere for coffee, the two of you finally settled in the garden of a charming little café run by an equally charming, endlessly talkative elderly woman, the sort who somehow seemed to know half the island by name.
While you flipped through the menu in search of something sweet, eyeing buttery croissants and every cream-filled pastry your boyfriend dismissed with open contempt as “just bread in disguise,” Law ordered onigiri without a second glance.
He shot you a look of pure medical disapproval when you completed your order with an alarmingly large mug of coffee, while he, in sharp contrast, took an unhurried sip of his green tea.
“How can you eat that much sugar?” he clicked his tongue, sounding less judgmental than genuinely compelled to lecture you. “You’re addicted. You think that’s what your body needs, but what you actually need is a balanced intake of protein, healthy fats, and complex carbohydrates.”
You rolled your eyes and stuck your tongue out at him.
“You’re boring.”
Then, just to make your point perfectly clear, you ordered a warm chocolate soufflé accompanied by vanilla ice cream, explaining that it would serve as dessert after your sweet meal.
Or rather dessert alongside dessert.
A breeze drifted in from the sea, carrying the scent of salt and gently lifting a few loose strands of your hair. It also carried your familiar, comforting fragrance to him.
Something tightened pleasantly around Law’s heart.
He found himself wondering how many years he would get to spend nagging you about things like this.
He imagined years filled with little moments exactly like this—years in which he would continue scolding you over your diet, continue reminding you to sleep more, drink more water, stop skipping meals, stop stealing caffeine in quantities no reasonable person should consume.
Hopefully forever.
Not only about those things, either.
About everything.
His long fingers wrapped gently around your hand, lifting it onto the table as he absentmindedly played with each of your fingers, tracing their shape as though committing them to memory.
You smiled, and the sight, still his favorite after all this time, made him raise your hand to his lips and press a lingering kiss against your knuckles.
“What a lovely wife you’ve got.”
The elderly owner had returned, carefully setting down your dessert and Law’s meal as if she’d merely commented on the weather.
Law nearly choked on absolutely nothing.
Across the table, you bit the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing.
“You’re a lucky young man,” she continued, blissfully unaware that the infamous Surgeon of Death had turned every conceivable shade of pink.
His mouth opened.
Closed.
Opened it once more like a fish gasping for air.
“N-No… she’s not my…”
The words never came.
He realized there was absolutely no point trying to explain.
The old woman simply patted his shoulder before gently pinching his burning cheek, completely oblivious to the horrified look in his usually composed golden eyes.
“Take good care of her. Girls like that don’t come around often.”
Then she wandered off as though nothing unusual had happened.
For most people, nothing had.
Unfortunately for the world’s grumpiest doctor, he was very far from most people.
You couldn't hold it in anymore.
Laughter bubbled out of you before you had any chance of stopping it.
As Law listened to it, something strangely familiar stirred within him.
It was like hearing a melody he could have sworn he’d known once, long ago. One he’d forgotten somewhere along the way, buried beneath years of grief and survival. As though it had spent his entire life trying to reach the surface of his battered soul, only now finally breaking through.
“That’s right,” you teased between giggles, reaching across the table to give his flushed cheek a gentle pinch of your own before leaning in to kiss it. “Better make sure I don’t run away.”
Law let out something suspiciously close to a growl, unable to escape either his embarrassment or the situation. Crimson from ears to neck, he merely tightened his grip on your hand before leaning fully into your side.
His palm came to rest against your cheek.
Then, gathering every ounce of tenderness he possessed, despite how thoroughly “humiliated” he would later claim he’d been, he kissed you.
I wouldn’t let you go for anything in this world.
For the rest of the day, Law behaved differently, however subtle the change might have appeared to anyone else.
He walked just a little closer than usual, his shoulder brushing yours whenever the streets narrowed. Every so often his hand found yours for only a heartbeat before slipping away again, or his fingers grazed your waist as though reassuring himself you were still there.
Whenever the streets became crowded, he instinctively guided you around the busiest parts without a word.
And every time he spotted one of the Heart Pirates in the distance, he silenced them with a single look that clearly said:
Not today.
He already knew they’d make him pay for this later with relentless teasing.
After completing one last leisurely walk around the harbor, he stopped at an ice cream stand and, entirely of his own accord, bought you both a few scoops.
As though it were something he’d done a hundred times before.
As though this had always been your life together.
As though the two of you belonged not aboard a submarine endlessly sailing through the unpredictable Grand Line, but inside a quiet routine where afternoons like this simply… happened.
He knew, of course, that once you returned to the Polar Tang he would carve out moments like these whenever he could, however small they had to be, even if you insisted the two of you already had plenty of them.
Still, one quiet part of him mourned the fact that he couldn't devote every day to things like this.
Aimless walks.
Coffee dates.
Ice cream melting faster than either of you could eat it.
Bookshops.
Lazy afternoons with nowhere particular to be.
Long conversations unhurried by the next battle or the next destination.
Your hand finding his almost unconsciously.
Most people called moments like these ordinary because they believed there would always be another tomorrow filled with more of them.
Law had never possessed that luxury.
Perhaps that was why he already knew, somewhere deep inside himself, that if life ever granted him the unimaginable gift of letting days like these become routine, he would never allow himself to mistake them for something guaranteed.
Every single one would remain a gift.
Never an expectation.
Especially with you.
To bring your wonderfully ordinary day in the most ordinary little town imaginable to a close, the Surgeon of Death and his favorite person climbed the grassy hill overlooking the harbor, where the Polar Tang waited patiently offshore.
The town lights slowly flickered to life, bathing everything in warm gold and amber.
It felt like an evening borrowed from someone else’s life.
Something that had never really belonged to either of you.
Something temporary.
“It was nice pretending to be normal,” you said quietly, your voice carrying the faintest trace of melancholy. “I’m just happy you got to rest, even if only for a little while. Places like this are so rare.”
Law remained silent for a long time, his eyes fixed on the submarine in the distance.
“I wasn’t pretending.”
You looked at him.
He still hadn’t taken his eyes off the horizon.
“Maybe expecting a normal life isn’t realistic,” he murmured after a thoughtful pause. “Maybe that part wasn’t real because people like us aren’t promised ordinary.”
Only then did he turn to face you.
“But being here…”
He stepped closer until you could hear the hurried rhythm of his heartbeat answering your own.
“…beside you…”
His forehead rested lightly against yours.
“…that’s the most natural thing in the world.”
His voice dropped to almost a whisper.
“I don’t intend to spend a single day without our version of ordinary.”
When your lips finally met, the rest of the world quietly dissolved into nothingness.
Their hands found one another without urgency, moving instead with the fragile, trembling desperation of two people making a promise neither intended to break.
Even if time itself had stopped, Law didn’t think he could have pulled away.
By the time the Polar Tang had submerged once more and resumed its voyage beneath the sea, you were both back in his office, sorting through the paperwork you’d agreed—largely thanks to your insistence—to leave for tomorrow instead of working yourselves into the middle of the night.
You were stacking tomorrow’s reports into neat piles when Law came to stand behind your chair, resting a gentle hand on your shoulder.
“I have something for you.”
He placed an elegant engraved brass bookmark into your hands.
Its surface bore a beautifully detailed engraving of your favorite painting from the museum.
You let out a quiet breath as your fingertips traced the delicate lines.
“It’s beautiful…”
“You always fold the corners of your pages,” your resident nuisance pointed out.
“I do not!”
“…You absolutely do.”
“I use whatever happens to be nearby.”
“I noticed.”
He looked unbearably pleased with himself, both for winning the argument and for making you smile.
You kissed his cheek.
“Thank you. I loved that painting.”
“I gathered as much,” he teased, a faint blush already dusting his cheeks. “You stood in front of it for nearly forty minutes.”
You laughed before wrapping your arms around his neck and peppering his cheek with several quick kisses.
“I love it.”
Then your eyes brightened.
“I have something for you, too.”
Law blinked in surprise as you placed a small decorated box into his hands.
When he opened it, his throat tightened.
Resting inside was a beautifully minted commemorative coin depicting the very episode from the town's history that had fascinated him most during your visit.
He turned it slowly between his fingers, thumb running instinctively along its worn edge, quietly overwhelmed that you’d noticed something so small, so deeply personal.
Not only had you remembered his strange fascination with coins…
You had honored it.
A hobby everyone else had spent years teasing him for, filing it away with all his other odd little obsessions.
What did I ever do to deserve you?
Several quiet minutes passed before Law finally spoke.
Perhaps the greatest gift he could offer in return wasn’t another object.
It was himself.
“My father bought me my first coin.”
You looked up immediately without saying a word.
“It wasn’t particularly valuable,” he continued softly. “Just an old coin from a market in Flevance. I kept asking questions about it, so he told me that if I wanted answers… I should start collecting them.”
A faint smile touched his lips, fragile enough that it almost disappeared before it fully formed.
“He used to tell me every coin had already lived an entire life before it reached my hand.”
His fingers intertwined with yours.
“After that, every time he returned from one of his business trips, he’d bring me another coin from wherever he’d been. That’s how the collection began.”
His gaze drifted somewhere far beyond the cabin walls.
“It eventually became a habit. A part of me.”
He fell silent again.
“Another invisible thread connecting me to my father, to my family and to everything I lost.”
He lowered your hand to his lips, kissing it once.
Then again.
And again.
“I’ve never added someone else’s coin to my collection.”
His thumb brushed gently across your knuckles.
“Until yours.”
Silence settled between you, warm and unhurried.
As the two of you made half-hearted attempts to finally call it a night, disentangling intertwined hands and hopelessly tousled hair proved far more difficult than either of you pretended.
As Law drew your lips to his once more, slow and impossibly tender, he found himself grateful—to the universe, to fate, to whatever force governed a world as cruel and chaotic as this one—that even amidst endless voyages, battles, and uncertainty, he had somehow been granted moments like these to share with you.
Selfishly, he hoped for countless more.
After so many years spent carrying grief that had hollowed him from within, his soul had finally found something capable of soothing it, something gentle enough to make him believe that happiness might not be a privilege reserved for other people after all.
You.
My little piece of peace lives in the depths of your eyes, in the sound of your voice, and in the smile that brightens your face.
I swear I’ll protect it until my very last breath.
