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went on a few successful dates with a person and NOW THEY WANNA KISS ME OH MY GOD GUYS IM GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET HOLY SHIT

#HAVE A FAT CRUSH LOWKEY BUT ITS COOL #SEEMS THEY DO TOO #AT LEAST A LITTLE ONE

bitch I want a boyfriend you want your ex. we’re not the fucking same get off the fucking app and stop this madness

#I’m gnawing through metal #that’s how life feels rn

I wish I could know how to tell someone likes meeee 😔🙏

#any advice?#dating apps are rough

I think I’ve got the words for it. I hate that I’m a “learned helplessness” kind of trauma for everything instead of an “I can do it” kind of trauma. and stfu about “grass is greener” bc this is the first time I’ve found a way to say it that I’m okay with and for me that’s like making it to the end of a marathon.

#told my therapist I hated the silver spoon #she says it might’ve been silver but it was barbed and forced #I’m trying so hard to do things but somehow I keep backsliding #I can’t be consistent for shit #it feels like I wasn’t meant for this kind of living #steamroll me #maybe I need to go find a steamroller myself for once #i’m so miserable #i feel so silly #random thoughts #text #text post #trauma #kind of

I keep forgetting I made this account yall. anyway. AHHHHHHH

#idk #help #rough day

I need either a boyfriend or a snake but neither can come into my mothers house or wants for for that matter

#brb moving out rn #jk not in this economy :(

one moment kitten daddy is overcome with longings for romance and desire and you’re not even real so you’re kinda like rubbing salt in the wound by pretending to want my attention and yet not existing

#real shit #anyway #random thoughts #text post #idk #funny

unfortunately I’m back and my god I want a boyfriend

#back on my meds guys sorry about the last hm.#time period.#random thoughts #text post #idk #I want to play with a guys hair and listen to him talk about his interests or smth #ugh bro #ugh

why when I’m getting ready for work does my brain sometimes get into “cat going to the vet” mode. bitch get into the fucking crate you cannot miss out on getting money rn you’re going broke

#ohhh but I don’t wanna work #NO ONE CARES YOU HAVE TO YOURE GOING TO GO BROKE IF YOU DONT #NOW GET IN THE CRATE #random thoughts #text post #text #work #job #having a job

hate seeing men-attracted women constantly saying they’re gonna make their straight scrawny rat “twink” ex pay. meanwhile there are people out there (for example myself) whose lives are genuinely being ruined by real twinks

#sure one of the life destroying twinks is myself but that’s beyond the point #Trevor working at bass pro and eating next to nothing all day bc he refuses to make his own food #has that umbrella type of hairstyle and never changes out of cargo shorts and a ripped to shreds tee #THAT isn’t your life destroying twink #that’s your coddled little straight boy #real twinks are a different kind of pain #idk #text post #text #queer community #pride month #lgbtq #evil twink #random thoughts

waiting for the power of creation to be imbued in my bones again. unfortunately it seems it will never return. how exciting for me

#kill me honestly #random thoughts #text #text post #creator #crocheting #crochet #knitting #knit

kameneva

love, buried three times

@kameneva

I have this really bad issue of not being able to tolerate some people’s faces to the point I throw my phone across the room when I see a post of theirs. just can’t stand ‘em. I’d block all of them but then the internet wouldn’t really exist for me because I’ve found a lot of people’s faces piss me tf off

#idk is this mirror neurons or something #just pent up rage?#it’s kinda annoying but I fucking hate seeing these people’s faces like get the fuck out of here #I doubt I’m alone but I also doubt many people hate just as many faces as I do #just fills me with rage idk I really don’t know #random thoughts #text #text post #what’s wrong with me #social media

probably one of the weirdest things my mom has made fun of my dad for really relentlessly was the color of the lemon water he was drinking literally a few days ago. she couldn’t stop insisting it was piss (it was only a bit cloudy and not very yellow anyway, he’d only squeezed one slice) and said she’d never had a lemon water like that and he was a freak for it… I told her she must make a miserable lemon water then. like what a weird thing to make a mockery out of your husband for. be petty to a fucking politician instead

#I don’t want to hear ’it’s just a joke’ cause trust me with my mom it’s not that simple #she’s trying to belittle him I’ve seen it an infinite amount of times before #she’ll pick the weirdest fucking thing and just go nuts about it for at least two minutes #it’s not a normal ‘haha funny’ joke #its an ‘I’m trying to make you look stupid’ joke #and she hates hates hates when you call her out on it #lemon water #weird moms #unfunny joke #bad humor #family #lemons

bitesizedpoetry

Sylvia Plath, aged 17, journal entry #28, from "The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath" (c. September 1950)

you know the propaganda is doing its work when you start questioning yourself for thinking some laws are fucking ridiculous or otherwise carried out terribly. then you have to sit there and remind yourself “legality does not dictate morality and this has been the case throughout pretty much all of human history, you can disagree with the fact certain laws exist regardless of their ridiculousness”

not ashamed to admit that if you put me in the same room as a block of cheese (especially white cheddar or Colby Jack) I will gobble it down as the prophecies foretold mice would.

in fact I used to bring a block of cheese to school for lunch bc I couldn’t be damned to wake up earlier than 4-5am to pack up lunch, and I was so exhausted every night I wasn’t gonna make it preemptively then. was at a weird spot with my parents too (also admittedly my appetite) so I couldn’t always rely on “bring to school” food being in the house. a block of scrumptious cheese, however? easy to grab, easy to nibble on, pretty much always there. eating cheese is like devouring the warmest of hugs

#random thoughts #random things #text post #cheese #cheese lovers #I fucking love motherfucking cheese #colby jack #school #education #food #snack #snacks #I’d also bring (complete/full/store) bags of pistachios

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