I had a silly idea mixing two of my favorite things, one is G/t and the other one ... well ... If I wrote it down the G/t people would find it funny ... the other fandom might nuke me.
Want a hint? You paint them. That's it. I'm not gonna confirm nor deny any guesses.
PILOT W.I.P (Name under construction.) (Open to suggestiongs)
CW: This will have mature language, adult topics, and the good G/t stuff will come later, be patient and dont yell at me.
April 3rd. Year 2115.
I've been stuck in a hospital bed for the last 3 years, my health did not improved over the time, instead, it got worst. The doctors said that I had little time left, a few months at best, and that it would feel and be worst if I got rid of the machines and medicines that kept me going.
It was something to laugh at really, my parent's money was inherited to me when they passed, I was meant to invest it in some good business, to keep the money growing, enjoy the mansion for myself, probably keep collecting cars like my dad used to...
Instead, the money went to private medical care, a top of the game location where new medicines and treatments would be provided to me in hopes of a change for the better. Different specialists just focused on my case, debating and discussing what I had and how I could be healed from it. Constant tests and procedures to monitor every single change in my body. All in all, an expensive and tiring routine for long 3 years with no break in between.
The few friends that I gained in college were nowhere to be found when things got difficult, started to believe they were in for the gifts and the money I had once, but considering my poor state, I looked forward for little.
Until one day. I got a visit. A group of lawyers and a few men a women in lab coats.
They offered me an alternative, one that I never heard before in my time. A way out.
－"The procedure is very experimental...Still on its early stages. But we are sure that with some funds on your part and participation, we can make it, take you out of that illness...Forever."－ They said with clear excitement.
－"So...What is this about? A new type of surgery? Nanotechnology? Modern implants?"－ I wanted to make sure what was I going to be into, I had little hope for anything to work, but I also had little time left in this dirt ball we called planet. I have tried everything...And none of it showed signs of results. If this did worked...
－"Well, to put it in simple terms, we will transfer all of your brain data, memories, habits, you name it...All of it, and send it into a new compatible artificial body. You get rid of the sickness that's killing you, you get to live for...well, forever. We are talking about the most advanced body that technology can provide. You'll be able to do things no other person on the planet could even dream of...Basic needs will be gone, and if upgrades exist, be sure that you'll get them! And don't get us started on the future applications of this technology, how many others could save themselves from illnesses, recover mobility, snap out of coma, even the military would do anything for this tech, and you, our friend, would be the first person to experience this as the brave noble soul who sacrificed everything for science and a brighter future..."－
－"And what's the catch? It's obvious you want my money for this thing but...Why aren't you offering this to some insurance company or whatever? Why me?－
－"Well, let's say the procedure as it is...Has not been formerly aproved by any entity or goverment. There would be plenty of debates, we would have to skip some human rights in the way to achieve this, temporaly! Of course! You will be a fully free and functional super member of society once we're done! But, with your aproval, your money and influence...Once it's over, nobody will argue our results."－
After the talk was done, I had a minute to think things for myself. Unethical procedures, sure, make a rich guy do it. Surely we're all that reckless...But then again. It was only me the one who would face the results, nobody else would get hurt.
Transfer my mind into a new body? That was definitely something I didn't expected, there were a lot of things I could've thought at the moment, but the only thing that mattered was to recover my health, lack of sickness, maybe my money would be gone but I would be famous. I could remake my entire life again...and this time, however I like it.
A few days after the proposal, my lawyers came in to discuss the many contracts involved in this situation, if I was sure to pay so much money, almost everything to get this done...I even sold most of my properties to get everything ready.
Truth be told, I didn't care for the details, I wanted this, I was desperate to get out of this bed, and this was my last chance on doing so, my wildest bet.
－Listen guys, I don't want to spend all the night checking this documents, let's just skip to the signing...－ I said putting aside some papers, one of my lawyers tried to reach out to me and speak.
－"Sir, perhaps you would like to read at least the NDA or this weird Act of Human Rights Revok-"－ My lawyer was interrupted with just a movement of my hand.
－I don't want to hear it...I got less than a year for this, I know the fucking risks...I'm willing to do it. If you're not helping me to get this ready, you're fired...－ I was rushing to get my life back, and who wouldn't? Not everyone had the resources to cheat death this way.
July 13th. Year 2115.
I was sent with a medical team to the laboratory of these people, right in the middle of nowhere, pristine new techonological equipment welcomed me. Never ending servers which probably contain the work of the last months. Scientist who waved at me, excited to start the experiment...And so was I.
I was sat in a chair. A weird helmet above my head was placed, and the doctors in charge gave me a few instructions before everything started.
－"You'll be put to sleep, the procedure is quite painful otherwise, and extremely traumatic to the body...So, you might lose some recent memories. But when you wake up, everything will be fine, not an ounce of pain."－
－As if I had fond memories that are not related to doctors visits...Let's get this over with.－
Once I closed my eyes, the noises started to fade away. I only pictured in those little seconds how awesome I would be once I wake up. I imagined to be some sort of superhero, just like in the movies. Would I be able to fly? Shoot lasers? I definitely could get them...
....
.....
......
Starting up.
July 30th. Year 2115.
Temperature: 25° C
－Ugh...Where am I?－
Unable to access GPS...Restarting.
－I can't see anything...－
Night vision: ON.
The moment those words appeared in my mind I finally could see what was in front of me, as well as basic data of the temperature, the date and the year. A weird display as if I was wearing smart glasses or if I were seeing the HUD in a videogame.
I couldn't feel my body, as a matter of fact I couldn't feel anything...not as usual anyways. I couldn't feel air nor breathing. And the realization was not making things easier for me.
－H-Hey! Hello! Is anyone there!? I'm...stuck!－ I said as I could see the place I was in, a very small room, big enough to keep me in, but small enough to not allow any type of movement.
Speaking of movement...
I could not manage to move a muscle.
Even if I focused, the most I did was make a fist.
－I woke up! Please send someone here! I can't move!－ I could see everything moving and shaking around me. I couldn't figure out what was happening at all.
I did my best to try and remember things, I agreed to do the procedure, I don't remember it happening...But if I was awake, it means it should've worked. Right?
The shaking stopped, now I could "hear" the resembling noise of a car...a door opening...then another one. I was being transported? Made sense, I wasn't supposed to be in the hospital anymore. But why was I confined into this human size "box"?
Sudden movement started again, not shaking but long shifts in gravity, I started hitting the edges of the box, moving from left to right. The team handling me didn't had an ounce of sense on who they were dealing with?
Things finally seemed to be stable, a loud "thump" and a door closing were telling me I was good to go.
I started to grow impatient, it felt like hours of traveling, and I just wanted out. To test this new body, to amaze the world and start my new life.
But when the moment came around. When the top of the box finally open, revealing the light of day. My view was nothing like I expected.
It was a room...a kitchen for that matter. But wide and vast in my perspective, the fridge at the distance looked like a tall building, the HUD started to pick every single detail in as brands got recognized, objects were identified. There was a pen almost twice my size in front of my box.
And the top of my horrors...
－Hey, it's on! Hi little thing! You look a bit different from the ads...－
There was a woman the size of a mountain...right in front of me.
－No manual either...Well, we can figure it out later, for now let's just take you to my desk and make you familiar with it.－
I was paralized, not a word came out of me, I still didn't had control over my body. Millions of things came to my mind. This didn't made sense, this isn't where I was supposed to be. Who was this woman? Why was I so small?
My questions had no answers, and instead, she quickly approached her colossal hand towards me, her fingers wrapping me lighty as I was pulled out of the box.
My vision drifted from one place to another, zooming in and out for a possible escape, but her digits blocked my view, making any attempt to recognize my surroundings impossible.
In the next room, she lowered her hand to a ginormous desk, I registered the surface with many doubts. And unfortunately for me, once her hand stopped supporting me, my lack of movement and position made me fall cold like a toy.
－Shit! Are you okay? Are you...Defective or something? I spent like 2 thousand on you...－
She said, her hand coming down to me again, probably just wanting to check what was wrong with me.
－I AM NOT DEFECTIVE!－ I said in protest, still facing the surface of the desk, lifting my arm as a method to defend myself, slowly, tilting my head upwards, gaining control.
As I started to lift myself up, slowly learning how to control my new limbs, all I could read in the giant woman's face was confusion.
PILOT W.I.P (Name under construction.) (Open to suggestiongs)
CW: This will have mature language, adult topics, and the good G/t stuff will come later, be patient and dont yell at me.
April 3rd. Year 2115.
I've been stuck in a hospital bed for the last 3 years, my health did not improved over the time, instead, it got worst. The doctors said that I had little time left, a few months at best, and that it would feel and be worst if I got rid of the machines and medicines that kept me going.
It was something to laugh at really, my parent's money was inherited to me when they passed, I was meant to invest it in some good business, to keep the money growing, enjoy the mansion for myself, probably keep collecting cars like my dad used to...
Instead, the money went to private medical care, a top of the game location where new medicines and treatments would be provided to me in hopes of a change for the better. Different specialists just focused on my case, debating and discussing what I had and how I could be healed from it. Constant tests and procedures to monitor every single change in my body. All in all, an expensive and tiring routine for long 3 years with no break in between.
The few friends that I gained in college were nowhere to be found when things got difficult, started to believe they were in for the gifts and the money I had once, but considering my poor state, I looked forward for little.
Until one day. I got a visit. A group of lawyers and a few men a women in lab coats.
They offered me an alternative, one that I never heard before in my time. A way out.
－"The procedure is very experimental...Still on its early stages. But we are sure that with some funds on your part and participation, we can make it, take you out of that illness...Forever."－ They said with clear excitement.
－"So...What is this about? A new type of surgery? Nanotechnology? Modern implants?"－ I wanted to make sure what was I going to be into, I had little hope for anything to work, but I also had little time left in this dirt ball we called planet. I have tried everything...And none of it showed signs of results. If this did worked...
－"Well, to put it in simple terms, we will transfer all of your brain data, memories, habits, you name it...All of it, and send it into a new compatible artificial body. You get rid of the sickness that's killing you, you get to live for...well, forever. We are talking about the most advanced body that technology can provide. You'll be able to do things no other person on the planet could even dream of...Basic needs will be gone, and if upgrades exist, be sure that you'll get them! And don't get us started on the future applications of this technology, how many others could save themselves from illnesses, recover mobility, snap out of coma, even the military would do anything for this tech, and you, our friend, would be the first person to experience this as the brave noble soul who sacrificed everything for science and a brighter future..."－
－"And what's the catch? It's obvious you want my money for this thing but...Why aren't you offering this to some insurance company or whatever? Why me?－
－"Well, let's say the procedure as it is...Has not been formerly aproved by any entity or goverment. There would be plenty of debates, we would have to skip some human rights in the way to achieve this, temporaly! Of course! You will be a fully free and functional super member of society once we're done! But, with your aproval, your money and influence...Once it's over, nobody will argue our results."－
After the talk was done, I had a minute to think things for myself. Unethical procedures, sure, make a rich guy do it. Surely we're all that reckless...But then again. It was only me the one who would face the results, nobody else would get hurt.
Transfer my mind into a new body? That was definitely something I didn't expected, there were a lot of things I could've thought at the moment, but the only thing that mattered was to recover my health, lack of sickness, maybe my money would be gone but I would be famous. I could remake my entire life again...and this time, however I like it.
A few days after the proposal, my lawyers came in to discuss the many contracts involved in this situation, if I was sure to pay so much money, almost everything to get this done...I even sold most of my properties to get everything ready.
Truth be told, I didn't care for the details, I wanted this, I was desperate to get out of this bed, and this was my last chance on doing so, my wildest bet.
－Listen guys, I don't want to spend all the night checking this documents, let's just skip to the signing...－ I said putting aside some papers, one of my lawyers tried to reach out to me and speak.
－"Sir, perhaps you would like to read at least the NDA or this weird Act of Human Rights Revok-"－ My lawyer was interrupted with just a movement of my hand.
－I don't want to hear it...I got less than a year for this, I know the fucking risks...I'm willing to do it. If you're not helping me to get this ready, you're fired...－ I was rushing to get my life back, and who wouldn't? Not everyone had the resources to cheat death this way.
July 13th. Year 2115.
I was sent with a medical team to the laboratory of these people, right in the middle of nowhere, pristine new techonological equipment welcomed me. Never ending servers which probably contain the work of the last months. Scientist who waved at me, excited to start the experiment...And so was I.
I was sat in a chair. A weird helmet above my head was placed, and the doctors in charge gave me a few instructions before everything started.
－"You'll be put to sleep, the procedure is quite painful otherwise, and extremely traumatic to the body...So, you might lose some recent memories. But when you wake up, everything will be fine, not an ounce of pain."－
－As if I had fond memories that are not related to doctors visits...Let's get this over with.－
Once I closed my eyes, the noises started to fade away. I only pictured in those little seconds how awesome I would be once I wake up. I imagined to be some sort of superhero, just like in the movies. Would I be able to fly? Shoot lasers? I definitely could get them...
....
.....
......
Starting up.
July 30th. Year 2115.
Temperature: 25° C
－Ugh...Where am I?－
Unable to access GPS...Restarting.
－I can't see anything...－
Night vision: ON.
The moment those words appeared in my mind I finally could see what was in front of me, as well as basic data of the temperature, the date and the year. A weird display as if I was wearing smart glasses or if I were seeing the HUD in a videogame.
I couldn't feel my body, as a matter of fact I couldn't feel anything...not as usual anyways. I couldn't feel air nor breathing. And the realization was not making things easier for me.
－H-Hey! Hello! Is anyone there!? I'm...stuck!－ I said as I could see the place I was in, a very small room, big enough to keep me in, but small enough to not allow any type of movement.
Speaking of movement...
I could not manage to move a muscle.
Even if I focused, the most I did was make a fist.
－I woke up! Please send someone here! I can't move!－ I could see everything moving and shaking around me. I couldn't figure out what was happening at all.
I did my best to try and remember things, I agreed to do the procedure, I don't remember it happening...But if I was awake, it means it should've worked. Right?
The shaking stopped, now I could "hear" the resembling noise of a car...a door opening...then another one. I was being transported? Made sense, I wasn't supposed to be in the hospital anymore. But why was I confined into this human size "box"?
Sudden movement started again, not shaking but long shifts in gravity, I started hitting the edges of the box, moving from left to right. The team handling me didn't had an ounce of sense on who they were dealing with?
Things finally seemed to be stable, a loud "thump" and a door closing were telling me I was good to go.
I started to grow impatient, it felt like hours of traveling, and I just wanted out. To test this new body, to amaze the world and start my new life.
But when the moment came around. When the top of the box finally open, revealing the light of day. My view was nothing like I expected.
It was a room...a kitchen for that matter. But wide and vast in my perspective, the fridge at the distance looked like a tall building, the HUD started to pick every single detail in as brands got recognized, objects were identified. There was a pen almost twice my size in front of my box.
And the top of my horrors...
－Hey, it's on! Hi little thing! You look a bit different from the ads...－
There was a woman the size of a mountain...right in front of me.
－No manual either...Well, we can figure it out later, for now let's just take you to my desk and make you familiar with it.－
I was paralized, not a word came out of me, I still didn't had control over my body. Millions of things came to my mind. This didn't made sense, this isn't where I was supposed to be. Who was this woman? Why was I so small?
My questions had no answers, and instead, she quickly approached her colossal hand towards me, her fingers wrapping me lighty as I was pulled out of the box.
My vision drifted from one place to another, zooming in and out for a possible escape, but her digits blocked my view, making any attempt to recognize my surroundings impossible.
In the next room, she lowered her hand to a ginormous desk, I registered the surface with many doubts. And unfortunately for me, once her hand stopped supporting me, my lack of movement and position made me fall cold like a toy.
－Shit! Are you okay? Are you...Defective or something? I spent like 2 thousand on you...－
She said, her hand coming down to me again, probably just wanting to check what was wrong with me.
－I AM NOT DEFECTIVE!－ I said in protest, still facing the surface of the desk, lifting my arm as a method to defend myself, slowly, tilting my head upwards, gaining control.
As I started to lift myself up, slowly learning how to control my new limbs, all I could read in the giant woman's face was confusion.
Special thanks to @clumsiestgiantess to help me correct some writing mistakes!
Word count: 3069 words!
CW: Blood, slight gore and surgical procedures. Mature language, and substances.
THIS IS +18 EVERYBODY!!!
"C'mon, one more drink! You barely had a glass today! I never thought you'd become such a softy in university!"
ーF-Fine! Fine!ー I tried to brush off those comments with a laugh, it was a boy's night out, in the wonderful corners of a nightclub far from home, midnight was setting in, and I only wanted to go back home already. It was clear I was not a fan of crowded places.
ーOne shot of Tequila! The cheap one, please!ー
All my friends laughed as I asked the bartender for the drink, it was not usual of me to ask for strong liquor, they were used to having me drink beer or some soft mix...But this time I wanted to get them off my back as soon as possible, call for a cab and get done for the night.
"Now that's the spirit! Keep that going and you might as well find someone to have fun tonight!"
ーPffft...Yeah, sure buddy, I'm a fucking player...ー I replied as dead and sarcastically as humanly possible. Waiting for my drink as they just kept dancing in the background trying to flirt with the closest gals they could find.
And as the bartender finally left the glass of tequila right in front of me, 2 women...probably around my age, sat right beside me. I tried to ignore them, as I've been doing with everyone in that place, and just tried to mind my business.
Until I heard, in the middle of the laughter, music, and steps. Something fell close...
As I looked down to my right, the phone of one of the girls had fallen from her purse, she didn't notice, and nobody else seemed to notice that. I rolled my eyes for a bit before releasing a sigh. I hated how nice I could be even in a bad mood.
I leaned down to reach for the phone, trying my best to not look awkward in the process, considering how crowded the place was, and how little space for movement was there. Once obtained, I came back to a descent posture and gave a little pat to the girl's shoulder in an attempt to get her attention.
ーExcuse me...Miss, ehm...your phone fell off...ー
"Oh~ thank you! I forget to close this damn thing sometimes hahaha!" She replied taking her phone as delicate as possible. And seemed to lock her eyes with mine for a brief second, and the emerald tone of them shocked me for a second. But it didn't matter...
Yeah, I wasn't about to start a conversation. I wanted to leave, and soon. I'll just finish my drink and get awa-
Did my glass move? I could've sworn it was close to my left hand before I reached for the phone, and now it was close to the right. Maybe I was just standing in a bad position to begin with.
I looked to my left, the other girl was just ordering something, playing with her hair. And the one on my right was texting someone. Maybe I was just being paranoid.
One glass...it's all it took.
Vision got blurry.
Nausea was kicking in.
Everything felt so claustrophobic.
And it was hard to breathe.
I couldn't feel my tongue, and my friends were nowhere to be found.
I made my way out of the club with shaky legs, the streets were cold and empty, but I just needed a place to sit down, call a taxi, and rest this feeling away.
I wasn't that weak to alcohol. I knew my limits.
Then that means, someone messed with my drink, but when?
Everything seems distant, clothes start feeling heavy. What was happening to me?
"Here he is! The cutie who's also a gentleman! I want him already." A voice reverberated in my ears like an echo, and it wasn't alone.
"Now now, he is almost done, get the box ready. I'll be finished with him by the sunrise." Both female voices, both great shadows casting over me by the weak moonlight. And before one massive hand could cover my entire field of view...I blacked out.
I woke up on a cold surface, and the smell of steel and metal was the only thing I could perceive. My vision was almost blinded by a bright white light above me, like a fake sun in eternal darkness, my arms and legs tied up to the metal soil, making my efforts to move useless. What was this?
"Subject 42, 22 years old, healthy body, male, university student...Compatible with the procedure and request." Said a familiar voice.
The reflection of light caused that voice to take form. It was a woman covered with a doctor's attire, a white face mask, and on top of it all. A hand as big as my body fell on my side...she was massive.
ーW-What is this place? Hey...Who are you? W-what's happening to me!?ー My words came louder than I intended them to be...But my panic was met with deaf ears...
"We need to replace the insides first, take out the eyes, and end with the skin replacements...to not damage or stain the new tissue."
ーThe fuck...are you talking about!? Let me go! What's wrong with you!?ー I groaned as I did all my best efforts to use my arms, maybe kick my legs...but nothing, I was well secured like a wild animal.
She started tapping her fingers on the metal surface, which by now was a table to her. Each finger was repeating the same rhythm and the same sound.
Clank, clank, clank, clank, clank.
Each time, her nails impacted the metal plate, gave me chills for how big they looked now, as if I were watching a display of guillotines, she just needed her index to get rid of my head, and by the words she released before, it was a possibility I couldn't ignore.
ーHey! Lady! I don't know what kind of shit you are doing here...I don't care! Please let me go and I won't tell a soul...I-I have some money! You can have it...j-just please I want to go hom-...ー
"URGH, SHUT UP! JESUS!"
Her yell was deafening, my ears were not ready for that type of volume coming from her, and in turn, I released a yelp while my head started to hurt. She then placed another object beside me, this time it was a tray, with lots of knives, cutters, and elements that almost made me faint again by their nature, and what she was going to do.
ーP-Please don't hurt me...I don't want to die...I can pay you j-just let me go, please...I'll do anything you want...Please let me go...ーTears started falling down my face, as I tried to beg for my freedom, to be back home where I wanted to be ever since the start.
But she wasn't listening to me. She was only hearing a desperate creature's noise, and she wanted that to stop.
"I knew we ran out of sedatives but if you are going to keep losing your mind and make noise, well, the client never mentioned anything about your mouth, so if I want to, I'll make sure you don't even let a gasp coming out of your mouth again, are we clear?"
With just 2 fingers she kept my head in place, forcing me to look her in the eyes, my heart rate was starting to increase, and so was my breathing. I could feel her cold gaze, uncaring, and cruel. I could even her desire to crush my head like a grape in between her fingers. But she needed me alive, for now. And I feared that.
"You look like a smart little guy, so I trust you won't struggle. Be a good boy, and I promise this won't hurt as much. Let's take advantage of that little sedative you got left before it vanishes out of your bloodstream."
I couldn't do anything, I tried to keep my mouth shut while I tried to imagine some way I could escape. Meanwhile, she moved her free hand towards the tray, the sound of crashing metals making me tremble, and my entire skin going pale as a giant scalpel, blade as big as my head, probably a bit more, moved above me, and then with a steady grip, the giant doctor rested the pointy item at the center of my chest, piercing, blood emerging from my flesh and unfortunately, I let go a scream of pain.
But the surgeon didn't stop and moved the blade down my abdomen, my screams lacking air to keep going as the crimson fluid slowly escaped my body. I could not focus at all on what was going on, but the few glimpses of my body were enough to tell she cut more than the skin, she destroyed my stomach, and my intestines. I could see the fleshy tubes being entangled on the tip of the cold blade, she kept rotating around as if it was some sort of pasta; dripping blood while moving them above me, extracting them slowly, my screams became sobs of agony and pain as my skin was decorated by my blood, doing my best to move out of the way, to somehow break my chains and run free, but it was useless.
She moved her other arm to pick another item, a small scissor that was half the size of her hand and a few bits smaller than my entire body.
ーP-PLEASE! STOP! IT HURTS! IT FUCKING HURTS! PLEASE!ー I kept screaming until the sound turned into another whimper, she held the slimy bloody organ still creating tension with it before cutting it clean off from the end of the stomach, and throwing it away like some type of trash. I could sense the blood reaching the inside of the new hole created inside of me, how all the other organs were falling into the cavity. She gave me a look of disgust, she was annoyed.
"I told you what would happen if you opened that little mouth of yours, didn't I?"
Her words fell on deaf ears this time, as I was just focused on the pain I was experiencing, she was slicing me open with no effort at all, and the only reason I caused her problems was due to her little patience to an obvious human response to this kind of pain. Now the only things escaping my mouth were agonizing, weak, and almost drowned gasps for air, small attempts to communicate and ask for mercy.
"I need little of you for this work, the client was not very picky on what about you should be kept, so I think we can keep your vocal cords; cut your tongue, stuff and seal your mouth. At least that way she can get some noise out of you. But not enough for you to become an annoyance"
Wait, the client was a "she", who could ask for this? for me? why me? why doing this at all? Did she know the type of shit that happened here? Who in their right mind could ever ask for this to happen to someone else?
My mind was overloaded with pain, with fear, and with neverending doubts. The procedure followed, piece by piece, each one of my organs were removed from my body, then I could feel my mouth getting watery, the smell of iron invaded me, my eyes were ready to close, and before they did the last thing I captured with them was a small drill perforating, crushing and penetrating my eye sockets. They were eviscerated as the rest of my insides.
I passed out
I was unsure how much time I remained like that.
But when I woke up I felt little to nothing.
I could see again, but everything felt so colorless.
My arms...I can't move them, neither my legs nor my head. I'm panicking, yet the air is not going to my nose. What was happening now? How was I alive?
I tried to ask for help again, but this time I could just barely hear a "Mmmph" trapped inside my throat.
"Hey! You are finally awake! good! great! Now let me make a quick introduction to you, just for you to take care of yourself with the new body replacements, what not to do, and what rules your owner must consider."
Owner? What did she mean by that?
"Your entire body is composed of only 2 elements of your original old body, heart, and vocal cords, make it 3 if we talk about the hair transplant. You are filled with purely cotton, and the skin replacement you got is some expensive silk fabric, so it is better for you to avoid extreme humidity to prevent mold from growing on you, the new eyes are 2 black buttons, stitched of course, your image will be really bad in color and distance but the quality should be good enough. The rest of the head and relevant remaining features of the body are made with silicon, but like the nose, they do not have any functional use. The mouth is sealed, completely stitched in a smiley shape, we don't want to see you sad now, do we? the collar is an accessory, remove it and you die. But I do not recommend you to do that, if you believe in hell well, you are in for something far worse. And As for your owner, if she breaks you the warranty only lasts 6 months, after that we make a charge depending on the damage, you give her that message, you will find a way. You will recover motion control in a few hours, probably soon after delivering you. That's about it..."
Before I could even start to process anything of what the surgeon told me, I saw a shadow being cast over me, and then I was lifted to meet the surgeon's eyes. Green eyes filled with cruelty. She was examining me, every detail of my body, picking up my limbs with 2 fingers and giving them a soft squeeze before letting them fall by gravity. She was proud.
"That outfit does make you look really good, want to see?"
She then lifted some sort of mirror in front of me, and then I could see myself. She raised my head by pushing it lightly with her thumb, there was I. A lifeless body, almost inanimated, I could feel touch, hear, and see. The colors were weak, but I was dressed from head to toe in some type of elegant butler's attire. My face was completely ruined with a fake expression of slight happiness. My collar had some sort of attachment on it, and I was not excited to know what use they were going to give it.
Soon I was placed inside a box, and my will to fight was not there anymore, what life could I ever expect? The only human thing I had left was my still resonating heart, useless vocal cords that could barely create a sound, and a figure so weak and fragile I could barely feel any type of control in my new form.
But soon I would meet my "owner". The person who asked for this, the one who made this living nightmare happen to me.
I remained inside the box for a few hours, I started moving my limbs back again, they felt very light and also hollow. I tried to stand up once, but my legs felt weak, and couldn't hold my body for long before I fell again to the ground. Eventually, I could hear footsteps, small quakes surrounding me, and after that, I got the sensation of being lifted as if it were some sort of elevator.
The gates of the box above me got opened, and I was faced with the most horrifying truth, something I was not considering. A familiar face.
"I-I can't believe it worked."
Her trembling and soft voice, her long messy hair, and those tired eyes that once used to cause me such comfort now were a reason for my heartbeat to increase in panic. It was my ex-girlfriend, she was the one behind this...
"I am sorry for doing this, but I missed you so much..."
It's been almost 3 years
"I could not think of anything else besides you, I needed you back, but I knew your answer."
I wanted to block her from everything, I thought she had no way to reach me anymore.
"This time we can be together, the right way because this time I won't let you go away."
Her slender fingers reached me as I tried to crawl away from them until I hit the corner of the box, with no escape I let go of sound, a remnant of what could be an attempt of begging. Beg her to release me, to stop this madness, but it was all too late.
She closed her right fist slowly around me, leaving little space for me to escape, she caressed my face with her left index, and I could do nothing to get away from it.
"You know this can be easy for both of us, you just have to behave, to care and love me back as you used to, to be mine and only mine...Forever and ever. Because you are mine, my only precious doll."
She whispered while keeping me close to her chest, breathing in some type of relaxed manner to ease my nerves, but the only one getting that relief was her. My life was reduced to being a toy, one that could not even fight back her finger, always at her grasp, at her sight. With little to no chance to see the light of day again.
By the end of the day, my enclosure was a doll house she had built for me, right beside her bed, but she was not ready to leave me on my own yet.
As I could hear the rain starting to pour in the streets, she held me close in the bed, she was asleep as I tried to get the weight of her hand out of me, to get far from the warm air of her resting breath, but none of my movements caused an inconvenience.
Soon, as time passed, the only human thing I had left were the tears I released in silence while she rested, and dreamt about me.
2012 fandom tumblr blogger: It's a metaphor, see: You let the killing thing hold you in their hand, but you don't give them the power to do the killing.
me when dbd keeps creating original characters or collabing with well known franchises instead of devoting all of their time/effort/money/resources/updates to Ghostface
tiny me lovingly doing the nails of my giant, carefully manicuring them and painting intricate designs; less than ten minutes in i am overwhelmed by the scent of acetone, i faint and fall directly into a container of glitter.
tiny me lovingly doing the nails of my giant, carefully manicuring them and painting intricate designs; less than ten minutes in i am overwhelmed by the scent of acetone, i faint and fall directly into a container of glitter.
love when a giant uses a tiny like a fidget toy. twirl me like a pencil. play with my limbs. forget you’re even holding me and absentmindedly toy around with me. it’s so so good
🎧Last song🎧: My Type by Saint Motel, stupidly repetitive but god damn it every part of the song compels me to move. And Spin the Wheel from Arcane, because I occasionally get sentimental.
🎨Favorite Color🎨: Gold mixed with a variety of different colors enjoyer. Black and gold, immaculate. White and gold, elegant. You get the picture.
📕Last Book📕: The Great Society Subway: A History of The Washington DC Metro. Obviously I had to read this for a class, Urban History. But I actually really enjoyed a lot about the book past the academic obligation.
🍿Last Movie🍿: Sonic 3 ABSOLUTE PEAK CINEMA, SCRIPT WRITTEN IN GOLD
📺Last TV show📺: The Grand Tour, so sad to see it go. That trio was so fuckin funny together, I don’t know shit about cars but I will listen to them bicker about cars for hours.
🍔Sweet/Spicy/flavory🍔: Flavory (I think savory is actually meant???). I uh, I dunno. The sweet tooth fell off tbh.
🌀Current obsession🌀: Aight imma put it here, but Silco lives rent free in my head THAT MAN CAN FUCKING TALK HOLY SHIT. He’s up there with Mark Strong for having the smoothest and most satisfying voices to listen to. His monologues are a treat, his fashion sense has me yearning, his ruthlessness, his motives. Best character in Arcane.
🔎Last thing I searched🔎: I’m boring so my google searches are ‘google maps’ ‘google docs’ ‘Amazon.com’
👀Looking forward to👀: I got several writing projects on the horizon and I’m getting a new e-bike soon which I’m pumped for. Love e-bikes.
I am just seeing this at 8:30 sjsjsjsjsjs my class is at 12:30 and I am doing important adult things(Save me).
🎧Last song🎧: I really enjoy Kikuo's music, so I was listening to Let's Go to Heaven(Tenguko e Ikou/天国へ行こう。）Banger music, my earbuds were going left right left right, it felt so nice!
🎨Favorite Color🎨: Pink, the rose pink in the Minecraft Peonies pink, the pink in diluted blood type pink. Or those pink emoji hearts but with the one fading at the top pink! :D
🍿Last Movie🍿: The last movie I watched, was Wicked it was so GOOD, doomed yuri my beloveds. IT'S DEFYING GRAVITYYYY❗️✨️❗️✨️❗️🗣❗️✨️🗣🎶🗣🎶🎶🎶🗣🎶🗣
📺Last TV show📺: ARCANE❗️🗣❗️🗣❗️🗣 SCISSORS AND CUPCAKES, GOD-LIKE SITUATIONSHIP THAT WOULD LESS GAY IF THEY ACTUALLY KISSED TF, CERTIFIED MADDIE HATER💥‼️💥‼️‼️💥🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
🍔Sweet/Spicy/flavory🍔: I can't choose it really depends on the actual food, but I would really have to choose S/Flavoury since I'm hungry rn and I haven't eaten since I've woken up today(5hours ago, it 10:23 rn as I'm typing this.)
🌀Current obsession🌀: My own AU based on @neonthewrite 's main humans from her book mentioned above where my OC turned them in Kaiju giants and gave them immortality and invincibility(cannot be killed no matter they do) so they're just stuck like that. I made a whole sideblog about it in 2021, but I haven't written or drawn much unfortunately.
🔎Last thing I searched🔎: Last thing I searched was today for something something passport, something Toronto something something Jamaica, more legal documents blah blah blah, private information. Neh. (It was the adult work I had to do today. booooooo🧍🏽♀️)
👀Looking forward to👀: To be honest, I'm looking forward to finishing college in April and going into the Animation work field and going back to my new home in NB‼️💥‼️❗️💥❗️💥✨️✨️✨️ :D, And I once I get my first pay check, I'm going to buy Samsung S6 Lite so that I can draw more!! :>
So thank you for tagging me!! :] (11:34)
Some others I would like to know about are: @baka-monarch @ohnobrooo @cutetinyartist @smolboiremy @andy-j-licious @0swifttz0 @camdens-big-world @caramel-mocha-latte @2194teddy @gt-daboss
Thanking you for tagging my boring ass, I usually don't do these but i figured id do it for once! also @iamverysmol you tagged me as well so this is for both of you!
🎧Last song🎧: 'Its Raining Men', damn that song lowkey slaps thank whoever was on the radio that moment for playing it- amen!
🎨Favorite Color🎨: Green! like a grassy green right after spring rain, i love that color so much i can smell it.
📕Last Book📕: this is so lame to say but not including GT stuff i barely read fiction xD. probably a percy jackson book from looong long ago.
🍿Last Movie🍿: Sonic 3 with my friends, it was a fun watch, definitely my favorite of the 3, and i liked the others as well!
📺Last TV show📺: Currently watching Dragon ball Daima- its my childhood sue me
🍔Sweet/Spicy/flavory🍔: how am i supposed to choooose ;-; (if it was only one for the rest of my life i think i would have to choose savory but im not happy about losing sweets n spices ;-;)
🌀Current obsession🌀: uhhhh, gt? angst in gt? fearplay in gt?
🔎Last thing I searched🔎: "what is a lamia" i read a story about them and was wondering if there were any ACTUAL differences between them and nagas lol
👀Looking forward to👀: lots of things! im looking forward to being more active in the gt community as i feel like ive sorta just... died the past 2 months xD.
Thank you for tagging me! This is the first to me hahaha I think it's going to be interesting
🎧Last song🎧: 唱 - Jax Jones Remix by Ado - After the feat with Imagine Dragons I wanted to listen to her! She's very good I actually liked
🎨Favorite Color🎨: PURPLE!! I don't even know exactly why lol it's just a really pleasant color for me. And it is beautiful! And I like the fact that is a mystical color, so it's a plus for me
📕Last Book📕: (FNAF) Silver Eyes - I wanted to read the fnaf series...and it's being something so I can say...because the first part of the book it's kinda boring and the main is kinda boring to read. But I finally reached the part the star to be interesting so I'm going for it!
🍿Last Movie🍿: Guardians of the Galaxy 3! I never watched and I wanted to alimented my new vicious that is Marvel Rivals. And I always watched marvel movies but I never watched the guardians of the galaxy 3 AND IS SO GOOOOOOOOD
📺Last TV show📺: I'm watching the last season of The Dragon Prince and re-watching grey's anatomy with my mom :) very good
🍔Sweet/Spicy/flavory🍔: Sweet and flavory, I don't like spicy food. I love pastries and brigadeiros hehehe
🌀Current obsession🌀: sonic!!! A friend of mine loves sonic and I asked why the obsession with a blue hedgehog, cause I never understand it. I mean I know I shouldn't be the one to judge, because here I am with the gt community (and it's the most high secret of my life I only share this piece of me with 1 singular person). And then she show me why she was obsess...and now I am lol
🔎Last thing I searched🔎: Google translator to help me with some words here lol ahahahahaha My english is good...but not perfect to write everything correctly. But besides that, the last thing I searched was ao no flag a manga
👀Looking forward to👀: A JOB!! I'M JOBLESS AAAAAAAAAAAAA I NEED MONEYYYYY and also my driver license (in Brazil you can only take your driver license after you complete 18 years...I'm currently 21 but!!! it's kinda expensive the license so I've been saving money and I didn't have much will to drive since I got my private uber (my dad) and the bus pass oh yeaf...but now I want to drive.
THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME AGAIN!! Anyway it's my turn and i choose: @voraciousvore @ipilokko @thelilfea @yourl0calrayy @thetinylittlespider @omies-odd-writing-spot @garden-tkm @pocket-ozwynn
Okay, let's do this! So you get to know something about my dumbass
Thanks to @mari-gt for the tag!
🎧Last song🎧: Disposal Unit (Imperium Mix) by Jesper Kyd. The fkn beats to it shakes my body and pushes my being to keep going regardless, very motivational. Gear me up and send me to a fight I won't win
🎨Favorite Color🎨: This one is hard, but if I were to make a top list...Gold, Black, Red and Purple. I just like everything golden and it mixes nicely with those. From armors, to tech, yeah. Gold superior 🥇
📕Last Book📕: Bushido, The Soul of Japan by Inazō Nitobe. My physical book copies have more "Food for thought" and analysis along with compilations of information, they do not contain that much of "narrative" stories. I have the whole G/t community to make me FEEL A LOT MORE for that hahdgsgdga
🍿Last Movie🍿: The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn Part 2. I went into a marathon for both the meme and because I needed reference for some vampire in modern era. I think I regret my choice...Bella is a fkn monster and I hate her.
📺Last TV show📺: I do not remember, it's been quite a HUGE while since I ever touched a TV....So, I dare say...Spider-Man TAS? 90's kids amirite? *coughs in 2000s* BUT if we consider that now every TV Show is technically in a streaming platform...Creature Commandos! Very fun and entertaining!
🍔Sweet/Spicy/Flavory🍔: I LOVE SWEETS. Chocolate, Cookies, Cake, Donuts, you name it! If its sweet, I like it! Flavory food I assume is like pizza, chicken sandwich or other mix of stuff...so, I do like that a lot. SPICY FOOD in the other hand I DO NOT tolerate. Not because it can make me sick or anything. But my mouth is very delicate and just a drop of spicy sauce can make me breath FIRE.
🌀Current Obsession🌀: Here I could say G/t as a whole, cause that part of my brain will shut down AFTER my death. But I am fixating on magical beings and monsters right now...As in wizards, angels, demons, dragons, giants, fairies, hunters, vampires, werewolves...You get it! Mainly for some type of worldbuilding, and sona lore building as well. But, yeah, Im getting into even cryptid beings cause they are also interesting...LetsGoHunting
🔎Last thing I searched🔎: "How to overcome paranoia" NEXT!!!!! But nah, actually just stuff about mythological beings, and monsters. And recent event stuff that I rather just...go over already, so nothing really interesting there.
👀Looking forward to👀: Getting my degree and get a job ASAP!!! I need to move!!!!! (And perhaps a new phone + Pc when I Move) Tho I am considering working on something not degree related once settled, but thats a pick for my mental health and me not wanting to doom my thoughts with it. A happy life for me is a simple one. And I'm quite not pass the wall to "simple" yet. Hshdgagdga. Wish me luck QuQ
Now, as for the people I wanna tag...Damn you've taken most people I'd like to tag wtf guys!? XD
P.S: You can ignore the tag if you want to, and you have all the right to punch me and tell me to delete your tag if you wish. I'm stupid and I deserve it, so sorry if I cause any trouble QuQ
