Hiiiiiiii, (°▽°)/, my name is _____ (pronounced blank), but you can call me Mess, or Blank I don't mind :) I enjoy analysing media that I like, writing about anything really, and making silly little post about things I think people would want to hear.
I am a gynoromantic, demisexual, nonbinary autistic individual. My pronouns are They/Them, but if I know you, you can use she or he. I'm Northern Irish, and I live there :3
This is my only public social presence that I have and I intend to use it as a place to freely express myself without having social ramifications in my life. This will (mostly) be a SFW blog.
I enjoy yapping and rambling and analysing, #mess rambles is the tag I use for it, since I need to organise myself.
Okay, interests, honestly I'm in a hyper fixation net lose rn ╥﹏╥.
Other things I'm watching/interested in are: Death Note, Hazbin Hotel, Dandadan, tSHD (the summer Hikaru died), tADC (the amazing digital circus), PJO (Percy Jackson), Danganronpa, Blue Lock (BL), Demon Slayer, K-PDH (kpop demon hunters), CSM (chainsaw man), Epic, BSD (bungo stray dogs), Date everything, Helluva Boss, TMA (the Magnus archives), Creepypasta, the Mandela Catalogue, BtVS (Buffy) ect.
You can expect at least one post on any of these pieces of media
I am a multi-shipper, so just because I may ship one pair doesn't necessarily mean I don't ship another pair. My philosophy on shipping is "let people enjoy it, even if you don't agree,"
This is a pro (unlawfully) hated character household <3
I am about 11 and a half hours in, and we lost sound about,,,,, three hours ago, I have no idea why the sound just drops, its not a problem literally any where else, I have checked. But the sound just disappeared and hasn't came back.
The only reason I'm surviving is the 2x speed feature, AVERY THE BOOK ISNT THAT INTERESTING, MOVE ON!
Anyways, I feel like I'm wasting my life watching this.
I am about 11 and a half hours in, and we lost sound about,,,,, three hours ago, I have no idea why the sound just drops, its not a problem literally any where else, I have checked. But the sound just disappeared and hasn't came back.
The only reason I'm surviving is the 2x speed feature, AVERY THE BOOK ISNT THAT INTERESTING, MOVE ON!
Anyways, I feel like I'm wasting my life watching this.
Thinking about a vampire dude bro who won't drink girl blood- because he's afraid it will estroginise him soy products style- getting trapped in a mental cage when he learns vampire dude who only bites other dudes reads as gay
this came from the (discord server assisted) realisation that L is just Batman who is written by someone who doesn't like Batman
So as I said before L is Batman, and Watari is Alfred, that dynamic is very similar and it just makes sense,,,, and Batman used to just be a detective back in the day so that works as well. And let's not forget the "orphaned billionaire with a stock pile of children just, on hand" similarities too, also the amount of struggles that they go through (using The Batman as reference) with the police is sooo accurate.
And, interesting enough, I'm not going to start with Near, I'm going to start with A as being Dick Grayson. And it's because of Dick Grayson innate fear of becoming Batman, or at least who Batman is when he becomes Nightwing. Because let's remember, Bruce was not a great person during the Jason arc. Isn't that because he was being written by a guy who fucking hated Robin and projected that on to Batman? Well, yeah but it's because he feels that making Jason a Robin may have been a mistake because of bad writer's (we will circle back to this). Also the Dick Grayson Batman era,,,,,,, UGGGHHHHH ╥﹏╥
And because A is Dick Grayson, that makes Beyond, Jason Todd. Ohhh, does this have layers. Okay, before crisis on infinite earths (in canon reason for a universe reset), he was literally a Dick Grayson clone. No, seriously, look it up. I'm not lying, Dick also apparently tried to adopt him before Batman did. And what is BB if not a fail A clone (don't answer that).
ANYWAYS, after they made Jason a proper character, he's an orphan, on the streets, trying to steal a tire of off the batmobile. I love comics. And Beyond has that vibe of getting picked up off the street. Okay, depending on who was writing Jason, he was a very different character. In the Detective Comics run (DC) he was written to be a very sweet, kind and smart kid who loved to read and had a soft spot for women and children. In the official Batman run, he was written to be an incredibly violent and a trouble maker who broke rules, or at least they tried to write him like that. But it did not come of like that. However this is where we get Batman thinking that Jason needs a break from being robin because he feels like he can't trust him (which is bullshit- OKAY okay I'll stop) which definitely happend at some point in Death Note (obviously not because of L but you get the point). I might need to shorten this but basically due to this he ends up running away and then gets killed by the Joker, who will be Light in this world, WHICH IS CANON IN DEATH NOTE. Light does end up killing BB in Death Note, even if not directly.
And for a while, he was dead. Like he was the death you couldn't reverse. Until, Batman Hush created the idea that Jason Todd wasn't dead, or at least presented the idea before immediately disproving it. Then, Superboy Prime punched the universe so hard it broke (long story, is technically canon) which caused Jason to come alive and dig out of his own grave, he was then put into the Lazarus pit by the Al Ghuls, which basically ages him (I think, what the pit does changes a lot). And then he comes back as a villain. More stuff happens after but what really matters is that IF BEYOND BIRTHDAY HAD THE CHANCE, he would absolutely jump at that.
Now, we get to Near as Tim Drake. Mini L, Mini Batman. I'm so smart. And they fact that Tim needed to have so many dramatic changes in order to become interesting is just hilarious with Near in mind, because everyone fucking hated Near when he was introduced. Also I am very interested in a Joker gased/Kira aligned Near. I think that would be cool. Also Tim is canonically the smartest out of all the Batfam, bar Batman.
Next is Mello as Stephanie Brown, you though I was going to do Damien next. RESPECT Steph. Honestly, Steph faking her death and being the most similar to Jason really sealed that up. Both canon things that involve Mello. Along with being her own vigilante before being the Batfam, definitely screams Mello.
Okay shift, I was having trouble with who I wanted Naomi to be, it was either Batwoman or Batgirl, because she would fit thoughs roles perfectly. And then I remembered something.
Soichiro is obviously Commissioner Gordon, but what's interesting is his kids. James Gordon, yes, James Gordon is the serial killer son of Commissioner Gordon, who I'm going to make Light and also the Joker, because I can.
And Barbara Gordon, who is Batgirl. So obviously I need to make Sayu as OG Batgirl.
Which would make Naomi, Batwoman. And I'm happy about that.
Misa is Harley Quinn, literally the exact same character, and then Rem will be Poison Ivy, because lesbians (・▽・)
Mikami as specifically The Batman Riddler because that fucker is SCARY and I think Mikami would really kill it as him. OR ALTERNATIVELY two face,,,,,,,, lawyers who become evil,,,,,,, I will need to sit on this.
And then that's all the characters :) no I'm not forgetting anyone,,,, okay fine
Technically that would leave Matt with Damien and,,,,,, not really,,,,, and I haven't read l:ctw to know if the kids that I know are that would work as Cassandra Cain and Duke Thomas. Also I don't know where to shoe horn Matsuda. And I want Ryuk to be in it, but i don't know where.
Main Ship: Lawlight, canon typical Yagamane, but not in the way you think
Word Count: 1,148
cw: swearing, could be absolutely out of character but fuck it we ball
"Are you going to be on that the entire night?"
Light was tired. Way too tired to be polite while out of view of company.
The room was pitch black, it was some time past midnight at this point, the glow from the window completely non-existent, not evens the moons gaze could find them tonight.
Well, it would be pitch black, if it wasn't for L's laptop being a beam in the nothingness void that the room contains.
And Light really doesn't want to exist in it's present anymore.
"Most likely, there is quite a lot of work I need to catch up on from this morning."
Well at least he's honest about being a dickhead.
"Don't you need, like, sleep? You do run on sleep, right?" Light would probably filter his thoughts before they hit his mouth, but he's still suffering from the lack of sleep he got during his (in)voluntary imprisonment.
"Of course I do, I just have a high tolerance of sleep deprivation. I can still go on a few more days without any sleep." He turns to face Light. "Why, is it bothering you?"
L always speaks as if he doesn't even register that he talking, his face stone still as he talks.
And yet, in the light of the laptop, Light could clearly see L's lips curve upwards, just enough to look as if his face hasn't changed. But Light notice.
Light has memorized every aspect of his face. Why? He can't remember the reason, but he knows every movement of L's face and want they mean. Every tell. He knows L trying to get a rise out of him.
"What do you think?"
"I think that you are being quite grumpy right now, Light." L mutters before turning back to his laptop.
Maybe he can go and sleep in Misa room. She might be a bit annoying and he doesn't remember them even meeting, but he knows she's kind enought to let him sleep peacefully. Even if it is beside her. He would much prefer that then where he is now.
Light glares at him, before rolling his eyes and falling back on to the bed, and rolling on his side to face the left side of the room, his back facing L.
If L was going to be a bitch about near pointless things, then Light's not going to engage.
"Are you not going to say goodnight?"
No reply.
"Now that's just rude."
Don't fall for it.
"I wonder what you father would say about your behaviour, Light."
"Goodnight, Ryuzaki!"
Damn you, L.
L simply breaths quickly through his nose, the thing he does anytime he's proud of himself, and feel silent.
Finally.
From where Light was facing, the light was less intrusive, almost gone entirely. He can work with this.
It's better then the lights in the not-so-subtle prison cell.
Light got comfortable before slowly letting himself drift off to sleep.
Right at the edge of unconsciousness, he can just about hear L say, "Goodnight, Light."
Light didn't have the energy to even care anymore and fell right to sleep.
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It's 3 a.m. when Light starts moving around.
L is knee-deep in a smaller case, near minutes away from cracking. There is just one piece missing from all of it.
He was about to read the witness statement again before he felt the mattress move behind him. He would have barely paid any attention to it, if he didn't feel something brush up against him.
L quickly draws his eyes to the source.
Light's hand was just touching him. He was laying on his side, silently breathing.
L let's out a breath he didn't know he was holding. Just sleep movement. Quite normal in a new environment.
His breathe is a bit quicker than usual, but nothing to be concerned about. He brought his attention back to the screen.
He was going through the evidence list, when he felt movement again.
But this time, it didn't stop.
L looked over. Light was tossing and turning on his side of the bed, causing the chain to yank clash into itself.
His breathing was heavy. Was he, having a nightmare?
Oh, Light, what is going through that pretty little head of yours right now.
L closed the laptop, before moving to face Light.
He eventually stilled, but his breathing didn't get better.
He was facing up at the ceiling. And even through the blinding dark, he could clearly see that tears were flowing from his closed eyes.
L was, for once, unsure on what to do. He's never been in a situation like this before.
Does he just leave him be? He could, he doesn't really know what else he should do. But leaving him would probably be distracting for him. He also felt something else he couldn't quite make out, but it didn't feel good.
Maybe he could wake Light up? But knowing him, he'd probably be more annoyed about being woken up then to even register that he was having a nightmare in the first place.
All L has done was annoy him, mostly because it might push him into confessing. And it was the only kind of entertainment he had anymore.
Getting a rise out of Light was quite fun actually.
He's always been like that.
Why does he want to help now? Why does he care now? He never cared about someone like this before.
After debating for a few seconds, he settles on trying something.
He reaches out and, very slowly, puts his hand on Lights head, right in the middle of his hair.
Almost at once, Light calmed down, his legs stopped kicking, his breathing slowed and the tears seemed to have stopped.
Okay. Progress made.L then starts to move his hair, going back and forth gently through his hair. His breathes started to become silent again, and his face relaxed.
L maneuvers himself to lay on his side, facing Light, to get comfortable and to have a better angle.
If this is want he needs to do to get some peace in the night, then he might as well enjoy it as much as he can.
As time went by, slowly L started to fade into a quite lull. He looks over at his laptop. It isn't urgent. He can get to it tomorrow.
Truth be told, L hasn't slept since the day Light was admitted to the cell. He has been running on nothing but sugar for, he doesn't even remember how long. But he won't let that out to anyone, even Watari.
He slowly retracted his hand from Light's hair and closes his eye.
Light can't go anywhere. L can rest. Even if it's just for a bit.
L slowly feels himself fall asleep, his breathing slowly match the one beside him.
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Light could remember what happened.
He felt like he was falling. But he wasn't moving. The smell of pen ink was overwhelming. The sound of paper ripping was deafening. And right in front of him, looked like a monster straight for the ground.
It was tall, with gangly limbs, and sharp teeth that were gnawing on an apple. And it was laughing. Horrifically.
The moment he saw it, a jolt of pain strikes through his chest. And then, he stopped falling.
He doesn't know why but he hit the ground, or whatever was underneath him, gently and he sits on the ground.
He stays like that for a while. It was a nice change from the usual.
Light slowly wakes up. He feels the light on his face, so he doesn't open his eyes yet. He just rests his head on the pillow and breathes.
It was only a matter of time before L tells him to get up and to stop pretending to sleep. He'll enjoy the peace while it lasts.
That voice never came.
He slowly opened his eyes, squinting as the light entered his eyes. He on his side, facing L's side of the bed.
But he isn't there.
He can't be up already. The chain would be moving and would be making at least some sound.
He goes to look behind him. But he can't get up. He's stuck. Why is he stuck?
He looks down at himself. L was tucked under his head. Asleep. Limbs tangled between his own.
Well at least he found him.
This is fine. It's okay. L's not awake. He doesn't know what has happened. There was no reason he would need to know what is happening.
He can just move himself away.
He goes to move he left arm...
And felt a harsh tug on his right arm.
This can't be happening.
After scanning down their bodies, he realises that the chain is also tangled with their limbs. He could get out without waking up L and having him see-
Wait, L asleep?
Light looked back down. L was still fast asleep.
He started down at him. "I thought you could only sleep in chairs?" He whispers to himself.
L slowly moves, and Light tensed up. Don't wake up, please don't wake up.
But all L does is somehow get even closer to him, rubbing his head against Light's chest.
Light felt his face warm up as he slowly allowed himself to relaxed again.
After a bit of struggle, he was able to get back enough to see L's face. He was breathing softly through his nose, almost like quiet snoring.
He looked so relaxed, and his hair was somehow even more messy then usual.
Light cringes internally, visualising what his hair must be like.
"Guess you were tired, huh?" He whispered to deaf ears.
L didn't move this time. Simply kept breathing.
"Don't worry, I'll let you rest, even though I should wake you for all you've put me through," he smiles to himself "guess I'm just nicer then you."
He leans a bit closer and watched him breath in and out, and in and out, and in and-
He doesn't know when, but eventually he closed her eyes, and settled on listening to him breath.
Light fell into a light slumber, just focusing on L's breathing.
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L opened his eyes, and had to stifle a laugh.
Light, the perfect son of the police chief Soichiro Yagami, had the most horrendous bed head. His hair was sticking in angles that didn't even make sense.
It was kind of cute. He would never tell him that. Or maybe he will. He'll decide later.
He watched Light for a bit. His breathing was uneven.
Had to stop writing my death note batman break down to post this so I'm going to make this quick.
Some Wattpad users are literally trying to colonise AO3 and we can't let it happen.
May I remind the public that the first fanfic on AO3 was a literal Wincest fanfic, you know, supernatural incest fanfiction.
AO3 is literally made to hold fanfics and pieces of works that would never be traditionally published because they do not believe in censorship, and you shouldn't either. Because censorship is literally killing Wattpad rn and has kill so many sites before it.
If you aren't able to handle that, maybe don't read fanfic, or at the very least, Keep. It. To. Yourself.
AO3 is not the problem, censorship is, and if you're enforcing it where it is not welcome, you are the problem
if you have a problem with a fanfic, don't read it, ignore it, exclude the tags that it uses. Don't report the creater for making something you don't like.
I’m seeing other posts talking ab their fav details in the musical, so here are mine! (Trying to find some I haven’t seen mentioned yet) Death Note Musical spoilers!
When Misa gets the eyes, names appear in the screen over the stage including Naomi, Higuchi, and Namikawa. Fun little references
After their tennis match, L refuses to let go of Light’s hand when they shake.
Light says “well, catch you later” and L teasingly replies “Not if I catch you first~”
In Way Things Are renders of L and Light’s busts (given their anime hairstyles) orbit each other
Misa pulls Light by his tie a few times
L is walking behind Gerasu in the choreography for “When Love Comes” which could mean nothing
L and Light walk out arms slung over each others shoulders at curtain call
Sorry I haven't been active, the Minecraft args really took hold of me
I still haven't finished dawtde, haven't even started it yet, tho I'm 1:30 into the 15 hour video
Avery is an actual dumbass and I understand why d3rlord3 would do anything for him
Also Verity cool, tho it's another warning about how yellow geometric shape with infinite knowledge on the universe that you get into situationship with will end badly, I'm looking at you
Hummer's the Leviathan tho we all agree right, like there was no death message, and it's a hardcore world, so Wifie didn't die either
Andddd I hate the metaphysical science thing, they can all go die
