Kiss Me

I'm not your sweetheart

[theworldisoursdear]

And when you’re alone and you finally take off the mask,

Does the reflection of your true self haunt you?

Because it’s all I see in my nightmares.

[theworldisoursdear]

Inspired by a “hard truths” video by pastahgigi2.0 on tiktok

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Arabelle Sicardi, from “The Year in Ugliness.”

[my-sweet-songbird98]

𝐼𝓉'𝓈 𝓃𝓎𝓂𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓎, 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓅𝓈𝓎𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓎

𝐵𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒸 𝓅𝒾𝓍𝒾𝑒 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒻𝓊𝒸𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒

𝒟𝒶𝓂𝒶𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝒹𝒹𝒾𝓉𝓎, 𝒷𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝓎 𝒮𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒷𝓎'𝓈

𝒜𝓊𝒸𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒'𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓅𝒽𝑒𝒸𝓎☠︎

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— Henry Miller, from A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin and Henry Miller, (1932-1953).

[theworldisoursdear]

On my knees, dim-lighted room.

Thoughts free-flow, try to consume myself in this.

I’m not faithless.

Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose.

[rosegarbage]

tv - billie eilish

[b-etter]

Maybe I should get some sleep

Sinking in the sofa while we all betray each other

What's the point of anything?

[anakinskywalkerog]

current mood board

(i’m sorry)

[theworldisoursdear]

I’m mixing caffeine and sleeping pills because my head’s always pounding from the pressure in my skull. They thought I had a tumor but it turns out my brain was just confused. A couple mixed signals and some warped vision gave me a whole new meaning to a broken mind.

I think for once I’d just like to heal.

[theworldisoursdear]

Body image and weight gain is a type of pain I just can’t work through. There is nothing that breaks me more than gaining weight and I just don’t know how to move on. I’m focusing on not binging, I’m trying to be more active, but I just can’t stop hating myself. It’s not even just about how I look, it’s also about how I feel out of control and undisciplined. I don’t understand why I lack the basic human ability of eating intuitively. I feel like I’m broken and kind of alone in this.

[heavyrain-dc]

“Switch your mentality from ‘I’m broken and helpless’ to ‘I’m growing and healing’ and watch how your life changes.”

— Unknown

[wildestdream]

sacred prayer and we’d swear to remember it all too well

[theworldisoursdear]

And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punchline goes; I’ll get older but the trauma hurts the same.

[allleyezzonme]

You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

[theworldisoursdear]

maybe I’m just not pretty enough

[benjoyment]

48 Shades of Lightning  Taken from last night’s thunderstorm. (color hues are unretouched)