obsessive love cyndrome

yan sideblog! 20 y.o, genderfluid

[theyanderedrone]

so so tiredddd i want to read vns and yuri and but i had no time with the things i needed to do :c

[theyanderedrone]

was stressing a lot this week and for some reason the two songs that my head kept playing in those stressful times were ohayou sayori from ddlc and underwater prom queens from omori..? okay go off ig

[theyanderedrone]

i keep forgetting to turn off automatic updates for some apps and now i suffer because of that pop up every time i take a screenshot

no tumblr i don't want to send this to a blog i only saw once!!!!!! i just want it in my gallery!!!!! stop!!!!!!!

[jesters-landmine]

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[kaomojiaddict]

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► I get so jealous when my friends talk about their other friends, I'm not trying to be possessive but it makes me so upset.

► Why are you talking about them when we're hanging out, hello?

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[theyanderedrone]

i loooove being treated like i'm being ridiculous when i express that someone's actions upset me

i didn't even say anything bad about it, only got sad. but sure, act like i'm a bad person for that cause your ego can't handle being wrong

[rawstalker]

[forgotten-sweet-muse]

I want to be loved

Its not even funny anymore

Let me love someone and be loved

Lets need eachother like air

[beauwithdrawl]

𝙼𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚌𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚜 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜, "𝚘𝚑 𝚗𝚘.. 𝙸𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚢.."

𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚙 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛, 𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕? 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎?

𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚏 𝚒'𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚝, 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛, 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚒𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚎𝚛.

[tangled-sedum]

Interesting thought there... I believe it is subjective within all of us. I agree that it does say a lot about society. Where the attractive are mourned over the loss of their beauty instead of their soul, it is a painstaking reminder of a shallow yet conditioned reaction instead of genuine regard for what has been loss. I have a profound connection with butterflies myself and they have been an integral part of my humanity. When I first heard of my friends' stories of how child them crushed and tortured a butterfly, I felt a strong reaction and startled them. To them it was not a big deal. To me, these butterflies were one of life's beautiful reminders of the souls I've seen that passed away day-to-day. They bring a sense of calm and symbolizes a positive event/impact is going to make my day for me.

Don't worry about reading too much into it, I admire your sensibility and instropection. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.

[resolutelyfantasticparallax]

If I could be treated like a feral animal, someone whos willing to be gentle but persistent..

Being fed and bathed even if I scream my bloody head off... but they simply don't understand because they are taking care of me.

Trying to get violent only to get restrained or punished.

Just all calculated and suffocating dehumanizion but in affectionate and caring ways till I finally cave in. <3

[virtualoolong]

Why am I so bad at conversation I should die

[theyanderedrone]

in another reality the obslove tag is just people loving and appreciating open broadcaster software

[takingmytimeonmyride]

Instagram, Twitter and tikto-BLUERGH—

... Are so overrated

The real stuff is on yt, pinterest and tumblr

[theyanderedrone]

yayayay i got all of my manicure supplies, i'm finally going to take care of my nails and paint them

[theyanderedrone]

people who want "mutual obsession" but don't even try to be likeable and talk and care only about themselves <<<<<<<<<<<<

[theyanderedrone]

my new incentive to clean my room is the fear that if i die right at this moment not only someone will inevitably go through my stuff but also my room will be messy and it will be embarrassing (i gaf even if i'm dead)

[love-sick-eclipse]

the primal need to be someone's favorite everything