up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
we're not kids anymore.
trying on a metaphor
Sweet Seals For You, Always
RMH
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
macklin celebrini has autism

ellievsbear

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roma★
noise dept.
Mike Driver
KIROKAZE
d e v o n

Kaledo Art
almost home
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@thursday-the-13th
up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me
Some spins on the "mostly male team with a token woman" trope:
The woman is trans and stayed in her old circle of bros even after transition
The woman is the only one in her circle of "girls" who didn't turn out to be a trans man
Everyone is bigender. They take turns being the one woman.
unoriginal joke
What is this? A crossover episode???
The cruel knowledge that even though it hurts, sometimes bad things (ao3 is down) are necessary for a better future (for maintenance). But still we weep and grieve the loss of the things we had while we wait for it to get better...
Stay strong comrades. Our wife will return once she is healthy again.
are your eyes brown?
Are your eyes brown?
Yes
No
i love that salt and pepper come in a set. here is salt, a building block of humanity, one of the basic human tastes, essential to life on earth, absolutely fundamental.
and here's pepper. it's fine.
i'm just looking for baggage that goes with mine, but yours looks identical. two matching sets, stitched together in parallel, just four hours away from each other. somehow, i never met you. somehow, i did.
i can't tell if you're eager to unpack your bags, or if i am, but we've started pulling things out. we've packed in parallel, too. different items, same reason. i don't recognize the things you've packed, but i know the feeling on your face when you look at them.
i don't know why i love you. i can list things, sure, the way you laugh, how you keep trying till you run yourself into a wall, the time you stayed up with me till one in the morning, how you text me when you know i'm in the middle of class and not paying attention. but i can't tell you any of that is why i love you. i'm not a liar (neither are you).
sometimes i worry that i love you as desperate proof that someone can love me. that if i can go through your baggage, touch every sharp edge and hurt and sorrow and love you (despite? because?) of it someone can do the same for me.
i've known you my entire life. i met you four months ago. i don't know if this is love or hope or desperation. i don't know if it matters.
huzzah for Will Turner Wednesday
for someone who makes so few decisions, i sure do end up in a lot of situations
this is the little mouse pillow i sleep on at night. keeps me warm
MOUSE SPOTT—oh shit there she goes
in spanish there's a different verb tense when you're expressing emotion or uncertainty and sometimes it hits me like damn. i hoped so much i couldn't speak the same way. i felt so much it's changed rules of grammar. espero, deseo, quiero. i hope, i wish, i want. you learn early on that pienso doesn't change the tense. thinking isn't enough. you have to feel it.
do you ever think about dead versions of yourself that are fossilized in someone else's mind
i see that this one kind of fucked everyone up
No but I just realized I have many people fossilized in my mind
military recruiter: so what got you guys interested in the marine corps
enormous horde of hagfish, ispods and bottom-feeding crustaceans: oh. uh. is that how you pronounce it
whale fall side of tumblr you understand me
Glinda and Elphaba holding hands
im extremely devout but nobody can figure out what im worshipping