Even if I'm torn apart,

𓏲ּ 𝐈'𝐋𝐋 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔. 𝄢 - 𝘛𝘐𝘓𝘓.

[till-the-end-again]

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐌𝐘 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋, 𝐘𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐇 -- 𝓜𝗬 𝓢𝗢𝗨𝗟.

𝘛𝘐𝘓𝘓. (틸)

I stop , clutching my throat, whispering "It's fine" as I move on.

⟢ 7teen. gender identity? dont know her. bisexual. he / they / muse / him (in order of preference). neu or masc terms. kin blog (NOT RP. DO NOT TREAT IT AS SUCH.). sideblog ; main undisclosed until i feel comfortable with sharing. ESTP. ⟢ ADHD ; GAD ; Depression ; HPD + more. nicknames are fine :). doubles interact with caution. my hyuna kinblog: @lovenrebel

⟢ favorites: my guitar ; drawing ; writing ; listening to music ; soda ; talking. I love, love, love talking. ⟢ other: i sometimes identify as undead (not often), I have very blurry memories, but the emotions attached to them and the people in it - I feel those very strongly, my memories are sometimes divergent from canon (but also sometimes align with canon), i refuse to tolerate any hate, no matter the character, but especially any of the following: ivan, mizi or luka.

The blade you gave me that day caught fire in the light At my feet , fresh grass rises , I breathe the air you left behind

⟢ the basic dni ; i block freely, it's nothin' personal - just for my own comfort! Live and let live. ⟢ please do not, and i mean DO NOT treat me as a character. I am a person with my own feelings and personality, and it will not always align with the way you or anyone else interprets me. none of the graphics except the header of this blog belong to me.

[sstarr-boy]

dear alien stage fans: so like What is he

[mizuthe-cat]

they should make a my friend that doesn’t have to go through ten william horrors every single day

[till-the-end-again]

i told someone today my issue was that i didnt love right and she said "no, you're issue is you love too much" And...yeah. i love every single person who came into my life for even a moment. i have so much love that sometimes its hard for me to distinguish exactly what i felt ivan, i loved you. i love you. just know that, please, no matter what i loved you. i loved you even when i turned and ran away. i just wish i understood exactly what that love meant i hope fate gives me one more chance to prove it to you

[livelovelingwen]

My honest reaction to the first ep:

[nixscriptum]

[laterkiss]

worry about it kitten daddy fucked up

[laterkiss]

don't worry kitten daddy got it

[laterkiss]

start worrying kitten daddy fucked up

[thoughtkick]

“Someone who truly loves you, sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, and how hard you can be to handle, but still wants you.”

— Unknown

[inkpressedpetals]

this is what best friends are for.

[chertilaaa]

– 🫀

[kaorix122]

(///_ ;)

[eyeballdango]

ivan whistling at the end and then giggling. oh i KNOW boy is about to suffer for his boyfriend oh my god im NOT ready lord have mercy on my poor doomed yaoi

[lavender-lex]

the fact that in round 1 of zombie stage, all of the members of the audience were creepy men (except for hyuna, but we all know she wasn't there for entertainment) and a lot of the criticism symbolized in the video was on the sexualization of (female) idols for the male gaze or the fetishization of lesbians by men, i wonder how this is going to translate for the ivantill round...

because i don't believe the audience will consist of the same men from mizisua's round, since oftentimes the main consumers of mlm media tend to be women or teenage girls... (aside from other gay men, ofc)

i wonder if this aspect and the fact that mlm media usually gets more attention than wlw media will be involved in round 2 or if that seems to hit too close to home with the actual viewers of the series... (not to shade anybody, but i've seen the view count of round 6 of alnst. and the most replayed clip. y'all are not slick, i fear)

of course, i understand that there are reasons why women may prefer mlm media, especially seen if they are straight women, and i'm not shaming anyone if they consume this media respectfully, but there is definitely a darker side to it (bc there are always the people that are decidedly NOT respectful) and i am curious to see if that will be explored

(especially since vivimeng seem to be going a much more direct, right-in-your-face approach with their idol industry criticisms in zombie stage compared to alien stage)(though i'd also say alnst was also pretty direct but ig some ppl still have trouble seeing it)

anyway, i just had this thought and wanted to share it. i'd love to hear other peoples' opinions on the topic! i do love how vivimeng made round 1, the horrifying portrayals and all, and i am very excited for more :)

[cornrat]

Zombie stage Round 2 predictions :)

Ivan will win (please Vivinos, QMENG I need this) I think this will happen since we’ve seen Ivan so far and not Till.

IvanTill will reflect HyunaLuka. Since Zombie Stage MiziSua reflected Alien Stage IvanTill it makes sense for IvanTill to reflect HyunaLuka and HyunaLuka to reflect MiziSua.

The song will be a more rock-style song. Idk, just a feeling

we will get a peak of both Zombie Luka and the school AU Luka. In the actor AU it’s said that Ivan and Luka were in an idol group together. As Mizi joined a K-pop group in Round 1 of Zombie Stage it could be that Ivan and Luka join one in this, especially since this seems to be a commentary on K-pop

This one I’m not so sure on but Hyuna will save and maybe cure someone. I’m thinking Till with how severe the infection is on Mizi

If I’m right about any of this I will be so happy (especially the Ivan win)

[octoslop]

scared for ivti round of ZOMBST... am i selfish for wanting them to be more upfront with their sexuality... like i know they care(d) about each other deeply despite miscommunication but i still feel like we never really see till reciprocating the actual attraction that ivan has.

compared to how very very much confirmed and non apologetically lesbian mizi and sua are i just wish ivan and till showcased more of the mutual homoeroticism. alien stage is so explicitly queer but the way ivti has been portrayed makes it seem like it never wants to explore that on BOTH sides.

[octoslop]

scared for ivti round of ZOMBST... am i selfish for wanting them to be more upfront with their sexuality... like i know they care(d) about each other deeply despite miscommunication but i still feel like we never really see till reciprocating the actual attraction that ivan has.

compared to how very very much confirmed and non apologetically lesbian mizi and sua are i just wish ivan and till showcased more of the mutual homoeroticism. alien stage is so explicitly queer but the way ivti has been portrayed makes it seem like it never wants to explore that on BOTH sides.

[astral-viscera]

OMGGGG YALL HAVE YOU SEEN THE ZOMBIE STAGE FAN DESIGNS CIRCULATING AROUND??

IM LOVING THIS SUA ONE SM, THE DRESS IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!!! I love their detail on her arm w the bones and muscles

Made by 88JAKGA on twitter!! Link: https://x.com/88JAKGA/status/2069174153572180111?s=20

They have fan designs of almost all the ALNST cast into ZMBST!!

The art is literally GORGEOUS, I CANNOT WAIT to see the Mizi design!!