[thestarkerisobvious]

For you, @tnptlover

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[tnptlover]

omg omg 🥹💕💞

perks of being a guest of ao3 is i can leave many kudos 💖

[tnptlover]

y'all

home alone experiences? in the 20s... anyone?

[thewitchway]

Congratulate yourself!

Maybe write a letter to your past self, explaining (graciously) Yes, in fact, I Did It.

You might need this as a distraction, and you WILL need a distraction.

Because you might find yourself, inexplicitly, dealing with a Feeling you don't like. Maybe a feeling of panic, or of alarm. A moment of "oh crap what have I done?!" THIS WILL PASS. This is temporary. Just pat that little Panic on the head (or, you know, ignore it.) Find something soothing to do to let your body know you are okay. You will get used to this new experience.

[tnptlover]

thank you!

i had the best nap/sleep today ohhhh my body did feel safe and all the tiredness in me now well rested

[tnptlover]

vent. again. i'm sorry. 😔

i'm truly annoyed that around a certain person, my brain produces those stupid love hormones or whatever that makes me be irrational and just lead to an embarassing memory for later on

also i'm very confused if i actually have "daddy issues" or this perticular person just happen to be the victim of my stupid young adult phase

he is a normal our usual individual whom i'm not even close with on that level to feel anything deep about

he may even have flaws that i notice or make myself think he has but somehow i think to myself but oh i'm happy i see him but this is kinda pinning at this point which my future (old me) won't allow me to invest in because there's so much to life than just feeling attracted to a man doing his job and me eating on imaginary crumbs

hopefully i'll find a way out of this crush i've been having and it's kinda pathetic to be liking someone more than acceptable

it's weird for both persons though i've not noticed such bad tension to worry but there are (stop/no) signs or maybe that's what i'd like to imagine. even subtle signs are more than enough

my imaginary ass need to refocus on some better topic that helps me in the future

maybe i've been deprived of affection and because i never dated really and have trauma from some unsupervised stupid social media apps (full of pedos) at age 11 could be the cause of this mess

i may be connecting the dots but i got to find a way because i don't want to make this any more awkward than before

[tnptlover]

y'all

home alone experiences? in the 20s... anyone?

[tnptlover]

can you imagine

Peter nuzzling on Tony's goatee and kissing his neck while arms wrapped around his precious

Tony has his everything wrapping his arms around him safely holding

and at the moment they both think (in unison) all the chaos was worth it because that's their love in embrace

[tnptlover]

Time for my tnpt to have a lovely life

[nike-wouls]

maybe unpopular opinion, but the concept of virginity has to DIE. both biological and psychological. and social too. iykyk

i have nothing against 'first time' tropes in literature or caring about your first sexual experience being with someone meaningful, but, guys, it's not VIRGINITY.

virginity is a social concept that the catholic church invented a long, long time ago to shame and belittle women and make them dependent on men, to cage them in this scale of purity and sin, making them an object that has value and characteristics by which they can classify them and deem appropriate or not.

please, stop playing into the patriarchal scheme and just think freely and open-mindedly, and stop using the word 'virgin' unless you're talking about oil.

[tnptlover]

i'm not made for this all

[anaki-boo]

seconds before

[tnptlover]

THIS IS GORGEOUS URGH👹💘💝💖💗💓💞💕

[tnptlover]

stressedddd

yk it makes me feel pathetic that even though i'm learning psychology my brain stops working infront my mother

she is so paranoid about some people hearing her etc

she acts insanely

i tear up because i've to act normal but i'm not functioning normal 😖

and now i wanna just sleep before i burst into tears

i'm worried and i care. she is in late 40s and i know she must be going through something because of her health issues and age but still even if she had a bad past, it's affecting me

i want a break from life

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[nar0art]

:>

[tnptlover]

flip phone slam jskskskskksksk

[cal3ris]

is this gonna get me fired you think

[tnptlover]

i wish somehow i can un-use ai

but maybe to do that i'll just have to use more of my brain and stop using ai

it's just everywhere! a google search and i overview is all it is there!

[cyberdelph]

by @ushishinoshi

[tnptlover]

I'm so glad you're still around, I saw that your old blog had gotten removed and was so happy to find this one <3 love your blog

thank you 🥺🫶

[tnptlover]

cold is bad... very bad

sneezing like crazy 😭

[tnptlover]

y'all starker writers i gotta know somethinggg

if you were to describe how your fanfic peter and tony would be, do you have a similar image of them from canon or each story brings out a whole different them?