Tisa Hagar

[top-class-collector]

hello, all :)

i am tisa hagar, the school president of hagar's academy of collecting excellence, a private school in the heart of galar! :)

i am 18 years old and my pronouns are soar/it/they

as you can likely gather, i am a collector! i have well over a hundred in my collection so far. ask, and i'll tell you about any pokemon and how i feel about it! particularly if it's in my collection :)

my father, though, he is the man who founded this academy, and is the headmaster. his collection is well over a thousand! impressive, no?

either way, here is my team :) i have more, obviously. flying types always held a rather special place in my heart, until i had to let them go...

currently working on the "perfect ball" project!

my profile picture :)

(ooc: hello! another blog for the alefverse!

set in the same universe as @/oncerocket-nowplasma and @/worldscoolestlarbitar, but unrelated story wise

this is a shiny hunter through and through!

both mod and mun are adults, but be reasonable because i have mutuals who are not

tws for pokemon exploitation

magic anons and pelipper mail are on!)

[top-class-collector]

Tisa, I think it's about time I apologize for my hostility when we first met. Since talking to you more, I've come to realize that it was not right of me, and that you truly are a respectable human being, if only, like myself, the product of a not so great environment, as become clear from the more we talk about your homelife, and what you've spoken to Mick about.

There's some things I'd like to talk to you about. We can find a private way to do so, and if you don't like what we talk about, we can stop and talk another time, but it's pretty important and quite... heavy. So do let me know when you get the chance.

Thank you for making Skyfire happy. It being happy makes me happy.

-David ( @pokemonred-v-blu )

it's okay :) i thought it was all just playing around, insulting each other, and seeing who would win! like i do with daryan :) i don't mind it all that much!

i can talk whenever! :) i'm enjoying looking at all of the strange places in the city, some of this stuff is so bizarre. there are schools that teach battling instead of shiny hunting! and that teach only general things too! :)

that makes me being around skyfire a win-win because i am also happy :) or is it a win-win-win because all three of us are happy?

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Haha, perhaps it is a win-win-win, then! I'm glad you're enjoying the city. Maybe you can stop by one of those battle schools for a class? Some of them here offer a brief overview class that anyone can stop by for an afternoon. Maybe you might meet some more people you could befriend!

... But I ask because... I want to know more about how Conrad treats you. Like I said, you don't have to talk to me about this, we don't have to talk publicly, I just want to make sure you're comfortable and we're all on the same level, ok?

[top-class-collector]

i'll see if they're offering anything like that :) a few months ago, when i got lost after drinking a drink, i had a friend who liked battling but i blocked him because he wasn't part of the academy. maybe i should unblock him :)

i can answer any questions! i think i've always been pretty open about it, except when conrad would tell me not to :)

[top-class-collector]

I am not trying to intimidate you :/ I am just stating facts. I mean I can meet you in person if you think I am just some anon saying shit :)

I can recognise bait to make me give away the Academy's current location from a mile away.

[top-class-collector]

:/ again you ignored literally everything I have said and focused on one point that doesn't mean anything.

:/ answer the other questions. Answer what proof do you have. You can't just say that you don't have to prove stuff that doesn't fly in court.

It does fly in court, actually. All I have to do is disprove your claims. To be found guilty, it has to be beyond a reasonable doubt. I can cast enough reasonable doubt.

[top-class-collector]

creature i caught that keeps bringing me fishmon :)

[the-viridian-city-gym]

Who glued a bunch of feathers to a salamance??

[top-class-collector]

i found it like this :)

[top-class-collector]

creature i caught that keeps bringing me fishmon :)

[skyfire-the-watcher]

Reminds me of watermelon. Another shiny roaring moon.

I can cook the fish since you probably would not want to eat sashimi. I know many fish recipes.

I am glad it cares about you. That is good.

[top-class-collector]

it's strange whenever a pokemon i've caught cares about me! it happens often, but it's still confusing :)

if your size is an issue, i can cook if you tell me what to do :)

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Stop contacting Tisa.

( @top-class-collector )

Stop abusing Tisa. You wanna act like my father, you're gonna reap the natural consequences of acting like such a monster.

You just want to control it, like soar is nothing more than just your pretty little trophy. But they're not a trophy, not matter how much you've twisted the poor thing's body, it's still a human. A human deserving of love, respect, and choices. You're gonna go nuclear, and we're gonna do what we can to keep soar from facing your pathetic, worthless existence.

I'm going to support it. You do not control me. You do not control Tisa.

[top-class-collector]

I don't know anything about your father and I am not acting "like a monster". I am attempting to keep my child safe from people who believe it's alright to tell somebody they're being abused until they cave and believe it!

My want to control Tisa only goes as far as any reasonable person's trying to prevent their vulnerable student and child from getting hurt would.

If you want to bring up humanity as an argument, why don't you ask it yourself. You'll get a far more nuanced answer.

I don't know what you mean by "going nuclear". I have been extremely fucking rational and calm towards you all, considering the situation.

I will send you a cease and desist if I have to.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa is an adult. It can choose to do whatever the hell soar wants. They have no obligation to do as you say anymore.

Threatening to harm Tisa is nuclear. Trying to call soar for hours is nuclear. You can have this calm facade through text but you would kill me if you had the chance, just like you did to your own daughter and her spouse. That is nuclear. You've done it before, and you're more than capable and willing to do it again.

You're just as human as me. There is no nuance here. You think humanity is subjective and that you could strip it from Tisa, but you never could, because humanity isn't some surface level attribute, it's an innate core part of being human. You are human, I am human, my father and mother were human, Tisa is a human. And of that list, Tisa is nowhere near as awful as the rest. But you act like a monster, and I know you relish in it. It makes you feel powerful, doesn't it?

Or it did, before the sand beneath your castle began to get washed away by the ocean.

[top-class-collector]

If Tisa wants to keep its income, home, and possessions, it would be in their best interests to listen to the person who manages all of them for soar.

You don't have any real evidence for that. But let's say, hypothetically, I did kill her. I killed them both and kidnapped Tisa, just as alleged. Why on earth are you involving yourself, if you believe I have the ability to kill you. Why give me a reason.

I am here to keep Tisa safe. It brings me no joy to have to exercise my power. I do not enjoy playing the "monster" as you put it. And nothing has been washed away.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa has places soar can go. You think holding all of that over their head just to get soar to behave how YOU want it to isn't abusive? Come ON, mate, we all see through how dense you are.

Well, you act awfully suspicious and uncaring towards the fact your own daughter and her partner are dead. We all saw how you beat that scrafty, meaning you're more than capable of beating someone if you wanted if you were angry enough. Running away from you is a pretty good motive when it comes to an abuser. And that death certificate for Tisa? That means you were there at the scene of the crime to kidnap Tisa before the police were involved. Then you abused Tisa just as you did your daughter, and to try to cover it all up, you're claiming they're mentally unstable individuals, and that's why the ended up breaking away from you. But cut it out, mate. Mental instability doesn't mean what you claim it to. You're saying that Tisa and your daughter are inherently liars and untrustworthy because they're mentally unstable? Because one ran away and the other is figuring out what it means to be a person? Sounds to me like you're trying to lie and discredit Tisa and what your daughter did to protect herself and her child in any way you think you can.

I know a fellow sadist when I see one, Conrad. You like it more than you will ever publically admit, we both know this. I saw that look while you were holding that scrafty you were going to beat to literal death if you didn't get your way. You threatened to beat Tisa worse than what you already plan to do. That's not being a parent, that's being an abuser. You're exercising your "power" that you no longer legally have because Tisa is an adult in an abusive, destructive, monstrous way.

But Tisa is learning that. Soar's learning that love is supposed to be inherent, not conditional, just because a child exists. Not even because of blood relations. It's got places it can go to get away from you, where you cannot follow, where it can learn and grow and be their own person like they always should have had the chance for.

And it infuriates you, doesn't it? Doesn't it make you so mad that, just like your daughter, you will never be able to fully control all of Tisa? Because Tisa isn't some little doll to play dress up with, Tisa is a real, living, breathing, thinking, feeling human being, no matter how you demand a mad doctor twist soar's body.

Heh. I find it a little funny that you focused on the sand. I know why. Your castle's crumbling, you can see it, you can't deny that. But you can lie about the sand to anyone who will listen. Lying won't stop what's happening, though.

[top-class-collector]

Tisa is still learning, correct? It's entirely possible that they will get things wrong. In fact, it's probable. Now, I find it hard to believe you will accept everything Tisa does. One day, you will get annoyed. It will ask a question that hits a sore point. Soar will hurt someone. They will mess up so badly that it cannot be forgiven. Then what? Even I don't have endless patience towards it. Even if you don't get upset, someone out there will be. This abusive, shiny hunting pest with a constant grin. How many times will they get rid of Tisa? Throw it away, instead of fixing it? Then where will Tisa go? Back to me. It's better to save Tisa the heartache. Well, if you believe it has a heart to ache.

At the end of the day, I don't need to convince you. There's only one person I need to believe the truth of the matter. Everything can be rebuilt with enough money. I can buy the police and every charity you can think of. Why would they focus on "helping" one thing at the cost of helping another thousand people?

It was years ago. Am I supposed to stay grieving forever? Even if you don't believe me, if it went to court, they would see Tisa as mentally unwell and disregard its testimony. I know I won't convince you or anyone on here. I just need to let Tisa know I'm still there for them and make sure the law doesn't rely solely on unviable testimony.

The only thing that infuriates me is the fact that people like you are so quick to label me as abusive when me being around keeps Tisa more safe than me not being around, and your illogical clinging to Tisa's alleged humanity.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Goodbye mask, hello monster!

I sure have hit a sore point with you finally, haven't I? Wow, threatening to buy out victim shelters and the police, isn't that a statement! So don't mind me, I'm reblogging this to archive it!

Tisa has at least two separate universes that you can't reach, mate. Then what?

And you know what? Mick and Skyfire can tell ya, it's not normal to abuse someone when you run out of patience. Tisa has a heart, and the more you claim it doesn't, the worse you look, mate. You keep squawking like a parrot, repeating over and over again that ohhh, my poor kid, so mentally unstable! Ohhhhh, but I have a right to do whatever I want to my kid! Ohhhhhhhhh, but that THING that I convinced to call me dad is barely even human.

Pathetic.

My door will always be open to Tisa, because Tisa deserves better than you. It's clear that soar makes Skyfire, my own kid, my own adopted child, very happy. I know Tisa and I got off to a bad start, but as I've learned more and more... I wish I hadn't acted the way I did. And you know what, Conrad? I'm gonna go to soar and apologize. Like a mature adult does.

[top-class-collector]

Who are you archiving it for? Everyone online already thinks poorly of me, and the receipt doesn't change the price. Tisa already knows all of this. Let's be honest with ourselves too, we know it's reading. Hello, Tisa.

Then, I wait. As I said, there's only so long that Tisa will stay out there for. What about when Tisa gets antsy and needs closure? What about when Tisa is so isolated from everyone in these worlds due to its own behaviour that soar has no choice but to come back?

Maybe people won't "abuse" them, but people will get sick of it. People will stop talking to soar, kick them out of places, and isolate it. The end result is the same.

Tisa itself would question that idea.

How strange of you to do. I look forward to seeing your patience run thin.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Archiving for the riders, of course. Don't you know by now that the internet can leak out into the real world? Tsk tsk, Conrad, tsk tsk.

I may run out of patience, but you know what I do? You can ask Skyfire and Mick and Arceus, I don't hit them. Mick especially can tell ya, since he's seen how far I've come. I also don't yell as much as I used to. No, I do a mature thing, and I walk away to breathe, let out any pent up frustration on inanimate objects that I alone use and own, and then come back when I've had time to think.

You know. Like a moderately healthy person does?

And you're RIGHT, Conrad, Tisa is questioning its humanity! You want to know why?

Because you never let it have any.

Soar wants to have humanity. We're the ones giving soar what they should have had all along, but you ripped away for your own benefit. You don't do this for Tisa, you do this for your own self image. You're a greedy, wrathful man with love only for yourself.

[top-class-collector]

Again, they've already made up their mind about me.

If this is about the corporal punishment I use, that's to punish and help Tisa and others. I have other means to relieve anger and stress. The wider world won't.

If this was only for my own self-image, why risk having Tisa around at all? Why didn't I just kill it at the first sign of disobedience instead of trying to fix them? How do you know soar actually wants humanity rather than that just being an idea you're projecting onto them and it's just going along with?

[top-class-collector]

Tisa, I think it's about time I apologize for my hostility when we first met. Since talking to you more, I've come to realize that it was not right of me, and that you truly are a respectable human being, if only, like myself, the product of a not so great environment, as become clear from the more we talk about your homelife, and what you've spoken to Mick about.

There's some things I'd like to talk to you about. We can find a private way to do so, and if you don't like what we talk about, we can stop and talk another time, but it's pretty important and quite... heavy. So do let me know when you get the chance.

Thank you for making Skyfire happy. It being happy makes me happy.

-David ( @pokemonred-v-blu )

it's okay :) i thought it was all just playing around, insulting each other, and seeing who would win! like i do with daryan :) i don't mind it all that much!

i can talk whenever! :) i'm enjoying looking at all of the strange places in the city, some of this stuff is so bizarre. there are schools that teach battling instead of shiny hunting! and that teach only general things too! :)

that makes me being around skyfire a win-win because i am also happy :) or is it a win-win-win because all three of us are happy?

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Stop contacting Tisa.

( @top-class-collector )

Stop abusing Tisa. You wanna act like my father, you're gonna reap the natural consequences of acting like such a monster.

You just want to control it, like soar is nothing more than just your pretty little trophy. But they're not a trophy, not matter how much you've twisted the poor thing's body, it's still a human. A human deserving of love, respect, and choices. You're gonna go nuclear, and we're gonna do what we can to keep soar from facing your pathetic, worthless existence.

I'm going to support it. You do not control me. You do not control Tisa.

[top-class-collector]

I don't know anything about your father and I am not acting "like a monster". I am attempting to keep my child safe from people who believe it's alright to tell somebody they're being abused until they cave and believe it!

My want to control Tisa only goes as far as any reasonable person's trying to prevent their vulnerable student and child from getting hurt would.

If you want to bring up humanity as an argument, why don't you ask it yourself. You'll get a far more nuanced answer.

I don't know what you mean by "going nuclear". I have been extremely fucking rational and calm towards you all, considering the situation.

I will send you a cease and desist if I have to.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa is an adult. It can choose to do whatever the hell soar wants. They have no obligation to do as you say anymore.

Threatening to harm Tisa is nuclear. Trying to call soar for hours is nuclear. You can have this calm facade through text but you would kill me if you had the chance, just like you did to your own daughter and her spouse. That is nuclear. You've done it before, and you're more than capable and willing to do it again.

You're just as human as me. There is no nuance here. You think humanity is subjective and that you could strip it from Tisa, but you never could, because humanity isn't some surface level attribute, it's an innate core part of being human. You are human, I am human, my father and mother were human, Tisa is a human. And of that list, Tisa is nowhere near as awful as the rest. But you act like a monster, and I know you relish in it. It makes you feel powerful, doesn't it?

Or it did, before the sand beneath your castle began to get washed away by the ocean.

[top-class-collector]

If Tisa wants to keep its income, home, and possessions, it would be in their best interests to listen to the person who manages all of them for soar.

You don't have any real evidence for that. But let's say, hypothetically, I did kill her. I killed them both and kidnapped Tisa, just as alleged. Why on earth are you involving yourself, if you believe I have the ability to kill you. Why give me a reason.

I am here to keep Tisa safe. It brings me no joy to have to exercise my power. I do not enjoy playing the "monster" as you put it. And nothing has been washed away.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa has places soar can go. You think holding all of that over their head just to get soar to behave how YOU want it to isn't abusive? Come ON, mate, we all see through how dense you are.

Well, you act awfully suspicious and uncaring towards the fact your own daughter and her partner are dead. We all saw how you beat that scrafty, meaning you're more than capable of beating someone if you wanted if you were angry enough. Running away from you is a pretty good motive when it comes to an abuser. And that death certificate for Tisa? That means you were there at the scene of the crime to kidnap Tisa before the police were involved. Then you abused Tisa just as you did your daughter, and to try to cover it all up, you're claiming they're mentally unstable individuals, and that's why the ended up breaking away from you. But cut it out, mate. Mental instability doesn't mean what you claim it to. You're saying that Tisa and your daughter are inherently liars and untrustworthy because they're mentally unstable? Because one ran away and the other is figuring out what it means to be a person? Sounds to me like you're trying to lie and discredit Tisa and what your daughter did to protect herself and her child in any way you think you can.

I know a fellow sadist when I see one, Conrad. You like it more than you will ever publically admit, we both know this. I saw that look while you were holding that scrafty you were going to beat to literal death if you didn't get your way. You threatened to beat Tisa worse than what you already plan to do. That's not being a parent, that's being an abuser. You're exercising your "power" that you no longer legally have because Tisa is an adult in an abusive, destructive, monstrous way.

But Tisa is learning that. Soar's learning that love is supposed to be inherent, not conditional, just because a child exists. Not even because of blood relations. It's got places it can go to get away from you, where you cannot follow, where it can learn and grow and be their own person like they always should have had the chance for.

And it infuriates you, doesn't it? Doesn't it make you so mad that, just like your daughter, you will never be able to fully control all of Tisa? Because Tisa isn't some little doll to play dress up with, Tisa is a real, living, breathing, thinking, feeling human being, no matter how you demand a mad doctor twist soar's body.

Heh. I find it a little funny that you focused on the sand. I know why. Your castle's crumbling, you can see it, you can't deny that. But you can lie about the sand to anyone who will listen. Lying won't stop what's happening, though.

[top-class-collector]

Tisa is still learning, correct? It's entirely possible that they will get things wrong. In fact, it's probable. Now, I find it hard to believe you will accept everything Tisa does. One day, you will get annoyed. It will ask a question that hits a sore point. Soar will hurt someone. They will mess up so badly that it cannot be forgiven. Then what? Even I don't have endless patience towards it. Even if you don't get upset, someone out there will be. This abusive, shiny hunting pest with a constant grin. How many times will they get rid of Tisa? Throw it away, instead of fixing it? Then where will Tisa go? Back to me. It's better to save Tisa the heartache. Well, if you believe it has a heart to ache.

At the end of the day, I don't need to convince you. There's only one person I need to believe the truth of the matter. Everything can be rebuilt with enough money. I can buy the police and every charity you can think of. Why would they focus on "helping" one thing at the cost of helping another thousand people?

It was years ago. Am I supposed to stay grieving forever? Even if you don't believe me, if it went to court, they would see Tisa as mentally unwell and disregard its testimony. I know I won't convince you or anyone on here. I just need to let Tisa know I'm still there for them and make sure the law doesn't rely solely on unviable testimony.

The only thing that infuriates me is the fact that people like you are so quick to label me as abusive when me being around keeps Tisa more safe than me not being around, and your illogical clinging to Tisa's alleged humanity.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Goodbye mask, hello monster!

I sure have hit a sore point with you finally, haven't I? Wow, threatening to buy out victim shelters and the police, isn't that a statement! So don't mind me, I'm reblogging this to archive it!

Tisa has at least two separate universes that you can't reach, mate. Then what?

And you know what? Mick and Skyfire can tell ya, it's not normal to abuse someone when you run out of patience. Tisa has a heart, and the more you claim it doesn't, the worse you look, mate. You keep squawking like a parrot, repeating over and over again that ohhh, my poor kid, so mentally unstable! Ohhhhh, but I have a right to do whatever I want to my kid! Ohhhhhhhhh, but that THING that I convinced to call me dad is barely even human.

Pathetic.

My door will always be open to Tisa, because Tisa deserves better than you. It's clear that soar makes Skyfire, my own kid, my own adopted child, very happy. I know Tisa and I got off to a bad start, but as I've learned more and more... I wish I hadn't acted the way I did. And you know what, Conrad? I'm gonna go to soar and apologize. Like a mature adult does.

[top-class-collector]

Who are you archiving it for? Everyone online already thinks poorly of me, and the receipt doesn't change the price. Tisa already knows all of this. Let's be honest with ourselves too, we know it's reading. Hello, Tisa.

Then, I wait. As I said, there's only so long that Tisa will stay out there for. What about when Tisa gets antsy and needs closure? What about when Tisa is so isolated from everyone in these worlds due to its own behaviour that soar has no choice but to come back?

Maybe people won't "abuse" them, but people will get sick of it. People will stop talking to soar, kick them out of places, and isolate it. The end result is the same.

Tisa itself would question that idea.

How strange of you to do. I look forward to seeing your patience run thin.

[top-class-collector]

-says you're not an abuser

- immediately tries to negate your grandchild's humanity

- totally not abusive to do that :/ totally not

:/

:/

:/

:/

A grandchild that itself rejects soars humanity. I have no need to convince you anymore.

[top-class-collector]

creature i caught that keeps bringing me fishmon :)

[top-class-collector]

:/ I would say I do, I know a lot, even about you but it's not my place to say some of it.

You'll get to see eventually :) it'll be fun, not for you though.

Also like the injuries, the injuries. Tisa literally being a chimera, how it acts. Now what do you have to say you don't? Why can't you prove that you don't abuse Tisa and other students. Why is your only rebuttal that what other people are saying and showing are lies? No evidence yourself how sad :) it's like you're not even trying.

It's like you know others are telling the truth. :)

Really now. You're simply trying to intimidate me. Trying pathetically, too.

You're making me prove a negative. That's impossible to do. Do you have photos of the injuries? It's innocent until proven guilty.

[top-class-collector]

Considering that Tisa was forced into shiny collecting from at least as young an age as 6 years old, we cannot concretely say that soar actually, truly likes it, instead of having been groomed into "liking" it, feelings immense pressures to do so to the point where even it, themself, feels as though soar does like it. What would be needed to say that for sure is a complete absence of all the pressure that you have put on soar to like it

Drawing, however, we all know Tisa liked. And you did not. Don't you feel even a little bad that you took that hobby away with that surgery?

The surgery was with advice from a doctor and was, from what I knew at the time, in Tisa's best interests.

Tisa can like multiple things.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Stop contacting Tisa.

( @top-class-collector )

Stop abusing Tisa. You wanna act like my father, you're gonna reap the natural consequences of acting like such a monster.

You just want to control it, like soar is nothing more than just your pretty little trophy. But they're not a trophy, not matter how much you've twisted the poor thing's body, it's still a human. A human deserving of love, respect, and choices. You're gonna go nuclear, and we're gonna do what we can to keep soar from facing your pathetic, worthless existence.

I'm going to support it. You do not control me. You do not control Tisa.

[top-class-collector]

I don't know anything about your father and I am not acting "like a monster". I am attempting to keep my child safe from people who believe it's alright to tell somebody they're being abused until they cave and believe it!

My want to control Tisa only goes as far as any reasonable person's trying to prevent their vulnerable student and child from getting hurt would.

If you want to bring up humanity as an argument, why don't you ask it yourself. You'll get a far more nuanced answer.

I don't know what you mean by "going nuclear". I have been extremely fucking rational and calm towards you all, considering the situation.

I will send you a cease and desist if I have to.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa is an adult. It can choose to do whatever the hell soar wants. They have no obligation to do as you say anymore.

Threatening to harm Tisa is nuclear. Trying to call soar for hours is nuclear. You can have this calm facade through text but you would kill me if you had the chance, just like you did to your own daughter and her spouse. That is nuclear. You've done it before, and you're more than capable and willing to do it again.

You're just as human as me. There is no nuance here. You think humanity is subjective and that you could strip it from Tisa, but you never could, because humanity isn't some surface level attribute, it's an innate core part of being human. You are human, I am human, my father and mother were human, Tisa is a human. And of that list, Tisa is nowhere near as awful as the rest. But you act like a monster, and I know you relish in it. It makes you feel powerful, doesn't it?

Or it did, before the sand beneath your castle began to get washed away by the ocean.

[top-class-collector]

If Tisa wants to keep its income, home, and possessions, it would be in their best interests to listen to the person who manages all of them for soar.

You don't have any real evidence for that. But let's say, hypothetically, I did kill her. I killed them both and kidnapped Tisa, just as alleged. Why on earth are you involving yourself, if you believe I have the ability to kill you. Why give me a reason.

I am here to keep Tisa safe. It brings me no joy to have to exercise my power. I do not enjoy playing the "monster" as you put it. And nothing has been washed away.

[pokemonred-v-blu]

Tisa has places soar can go. You think holding all of that over their head just to get soar to behave how YOU want it to isn't abusive? Come ON, mate, we all see through how dense you are.

Well, you act awfully suspicious and uncaring towards the fact your own daughter and her partner are dead. We all saw how you beat that scrafty, meaning you're more than capable of beating someone if you wanted if you were angry enough. Running away from you is a pretty good motive when it comes to an abuser. And that death certificate for Tisa? That means you were there at the scene of the crime to kidnap Tisa before the police were involved. Then you abused Tisa just as you did your daughter, and to try to cover it all up, you're claiming they're mentally unstable individuals, and that's why the ended up breaking away from you. But cut it out, mate. Mental instability doesn't mean what you claim it to. You're saying that Tisa and your daughter are inherently liars and untrustworthy because they're mentally unstable? Because one ran away and the other is figuring out what it means to be a person? Sounds to me like you're trying to lie and discredit Tisa and what your daughter did to protect herself and her child in any way you think you can.

I know a fellow sadist when I see one, Conrad. You like it more than you will ever publically admit, we both know this. I saw that look while you were holding that scrafty you were going to beat to literal death if you didn't get your way. You threatened to beat Tisa worse than what you already plan to do. That's not being a parent, that's being an abuser. You're exercising your "power" that you no longer legally have because Tisa is an adult in an abusive, destructive, monstrous way.

But Tisa is learning that. Soar's learning that love is supposed to be inherent, not conditional, just because a child exists. Not even because of blood relations. It's got places it can go to get away from you, where you cannot follow, where it can learn and grow and be their own person like they always should have had the chance for.

And it infuriates you, doesn't it? Doesn't it make you so mad that, just like your daughter, you will never be able to fully control all of Tisa? Because Tisa isn't some little doll to play dress up with, Tisa is a real, living, breathing, thinking, feeling human being, no matter how you demand a mad doctor twist soar's body.

Heh. I find it a little funny that you focused on the sand. I know why. Your castle's crumbling, you can see it, you can't deny that. But you can lie about the sand to anyone who will listen. Lying won't stop what's happening, though.

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Tisa is still learning, correct? It's entirely possible that they will get things wrong. In fact, it's probable. Now, I find it hard to believe you will accept everything Tisa does. One day, you will get annoyed. It will ask a question that hits a sore point. Soar will hurt someone. They will mess up so badly that it cannot be forgiven. Then what? Even I don't have endless patience towards it. Even if you don't get upset, someone out there will be. This abusive, shiny hunting pest with a constant grin. How many times will they get rid of Tisa? Throw it away, instead of fixing it? Then where will Tisa go? Back to me. It's better to save Tisa the heartache. Well, if you believe it has a heart to ache.

At the end of the day, I don't need to convince you. There's only one person I need to believe the truth of the matter. Everything can be rebuilt with enough money. I can buy the police and every charity you can think of. Why would they focus on "helping" one thing at the cost of helping another thousand people?

It was years ago. Am I supposed to stay grieving forever? Even if you don't believe me, if it went to court, they would see Tisa as mentally unwell and disregard its testimony. I know I won't convince you or anyone on here. I just need to let Tisa know I'm still there for them and make sure the law doesn't rely solely on unviable testimony.

The only thing that infuriates me is the fact that people like you are so quick to label me as abusive when me being around keeps Tisa more safe than me not being around, and your illogical clinging to Tisa's alleged humanity.

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You haven't let Tisa do what it wants often at all to know. Not for soars own good if it only hurts them. You are a bad liar :/.

Bad genetics implies both sides, especially since you killed your own kid, many wives and who knows how many people both directly and indirectly I don't think that is a very good thing to do . :/

Tisa likes to shiny hunt, doesn't it? Or do you actually believe you know more about my child's interests than me.

I would like to see actual, concrete evidence that I've harmed Tisa physically. Not just testimony.

It was both of Tisa's parents that caused this. Not just my daughter.

I didn't kill them. Again, evidence.

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If you block that is just a sign of weakness

What a ridiculous claim.

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'brainwashing' so what you were doing :/ though I would call it grooming considering everything:/

There is a difference between education and safety and "you're being abused, you should run away from the one place you're safe".