who do you think you are i am

24yo weirdo, they/them ~ in my fuck it we ball era

[capric0rn]

[powerline-ambience]

[modogoblin]

[sygotic]

using tumblr while youre having a mental breakdown

[escuerzoresucitado]

[rethrone-deactivated20250221]

five minutes after deciding to be the bigger person

[communist-hatsunemiku]

SAINttUFA

[crap-userrname16]

[cosmonautroger]

2025

[smoqueen-deactivated20251108]

guy who thinks food was significantly harder to chew 17 years ago

[communist-hatsunemiku]

t0myu3

[pursuing-physics]

GAY SEX

[gordontv]

detox

[hateusandseeifwemind-deactivate]

[fefairys]

[titojefie]

forgot 2 post this here

[dailymanners]

If someone drops something by you, pick it up or help them pick it up. This goes double if people drop a bunch of stuff that scatters everywhere, as it's more likely they're going to need help picking it up.

Some people might have back or joint issues that make bending over to pick things up more difficult or more painful. But even if someone has a healthy back and joints it's still always nice to know the people around you are willing to help you even with the small stuff, and it's a kind gesture that can make someone's day a little nicer.

[fruitbatvampiresociety]

Hello! A small addition as a disabled, mobility aid user who is friends with other mobility aid users, if someone drops their mobility aid, please please please ask if we would like help getting it first and do not just grab it. For me, not knowing a strangers intentions as they grab an extension of my body that helps me move is terrifying, as I don't know if they are going to actually return it. + Offering first instead of insisting on helping without warning offers more agency in my life that is not often afforded to me.

[totemoookii]

why is talking so difficult? i wanna cry hard. like, legit cry hard in this fucking train rn. i really wanna connect with people but then everytine im in a social situation it feels so terrifying to converse. i failed so many times so now it's dreadful, i dont want to seem weird and offputting, im so so so scared of giving that vibe. i hate my life. it's pretty comfy now, actually. im away from my family, im doing my masters degree, i found work. i can support myself and live kinda freely. but precisely because of that, it's so frustrating not to be able to connect deeply with anyone. the chinese guy, remember him? lol he has become my boyfriend in the end :D but even with him at times i get scared, i freeze up and cant come up with anything. what worth is in living like this? so close to what ypu want to achieve but never managing to get there?

i wanna sh again. it wouldn't lead to anything good, im perfectly aware, but it would be a relief i can actually control. one thing, amongst a sea of...overstimulatingly painful mundane stuff.

i feel hideous. undesireable. defective. worthless. it hurts so much. i wanna live, goddamnit, i wanna reach stability and serenity, but i dont see a way out of this currently.