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I think sexualizing the oneyplays guys is okay actually, it's reparations for all the times chris has said faggot

#oney plays

stitch-away

something something hucklerobby with autistic dennis

bellabolgerart

Ermmmmmmmmm

strawberrysamara

TFW it's about to be 9am and the only two people he's been happy to see so far are Whitaker and the baby

bellabolgerart

Ermmmmmmmmm

hyperfixation-fix

Can't stop thinking about how much of a relief it must have been for Ilya to realise how insanely predictable Shane is. Like, he's lived his whole life with a mother who had horrible mental illness, a father who was unstable and always angry, a brother who couldn't even hold down a job. He's had to keep secrets and lie and read between the lines just to survive.

And here's Shane. Shane who folds his clothes before sex. Shane who will always be happy with a cold ginger beer. Shane who has a stylist and an interior decorator because he likes things to look objectively nice.

Shane who answers "How many times can you cum in an hour?" completely literally. Shane who has no filter and comments on the bed being dirty within 0.2 seconds of cumming all over it. Shane who comes out to Ilya the moment he figures it out himself, and who tells him point blank that it's not just sex, because he never ever expects Ilya to read his mind.

Their relationship is far from simple, but it's probably one of the most predictable things in Ilya's world. Shane is a safe harbour throughout the years, even while the hurricane around Ilya only gets more and more destructive.

phosphorusab

I love how subtlety bigoted Tall Pines is to Alex.

The way everyone just humors his manhood, just like they humor him as Laura’s partner, but never truly accepted him because he was never ‘one of them’. His manhood is only affirmed when he does something in favor of the Tall Pines Ponderosa cult to manipulate him. Like when he kills Riley, he’s just ‘a husband protecting his heavily pregnant wife’. But when he starts doing what he knows in his gut is the right thing, suddenly it’s all,

‘You’re a murderer and we are too forgiving of how fucked up you are because no one else will accept you, you just can’t help yourself when you get the chance to be violent, how many times are you gonna be the victim, I’m tired of cleaning up your messes, are you gonna arrest me officer, you’re a coward, I never liked you, you’re playing house, you’re a tragic cliché, living in a nuclear family fantasy, using Laura and her baby to make you feel like a Real Man’.

Just like Julia Serano says in Whipping Girl, a transsexual woman’s gender is considered ‘artificial’ if she’s particularly gender conforming. Laura’s personal bullshit aside, Alex wanted to be a better dad and a better man than his father was for Laura and their baby, and he’s ridiculed, accused of delusion and manipulation to roleplay his idea of what a ‘man’ is. Alex’s traditional masculinity in his transsexual body is considered ‘artificial’ and ‘false’.

The series ends with its two queer protagonists, Alex and Leila, stuck within the clutches of Tall Pines, because Tall Pines broke them into not seeing a future for themselves beyond its ‘safety’.

aavec

I understand that people have issues with ep 3, but I’m grateful for it bc it gave us the Scott/Shane fight and therefore all of these great posts on Tumblr.com

katinacrisis

sobadbad

✨️ stretch marks ✨️

evanzbuck

Ilya felt like his smile was going to split his face. He was overwhelmingly happy. Shane was beaming up at him, eyes bright and freckles crinkled, and Ilya loved him. And Shane loved him. Holy fucking shit. Shane Hollander is in love with me.

hoko-onchi-writes

I’ll never get over Ilya being like no no, I must set record straight. I want to fuck your son since the literal moment I first saw him at seventeen. It was freckles. And then I fuck him. Repeatedly. For entire decade. He gave up that ass like absolute freak. He is my good little boy. Yes, that is right. Since the markets crash and millennial dream is dead. I hear on radio, then I fuck your son. We grow old together. Lovers.