Double triple checking that this is on anon lol. I've followed for ages, always kinda smirking at the sluts who went out and got fucked raw. I'd never do that, my god, what if I got knocked up? Hell to pay.
I'm ftm. I've been on T for a year. In that time I have been meticulously, carefully restrained. I haven't slept with anyone. I haven't had a period all year, so I assume I'm reasonably infertile. But.
I downloaded grindr this week. Immediately I was swarmed with messages. Most were off-putting, some creepy, some lazy, some baffling. But by the end of that afternoon, I had plans.
I met a guy. He was twice my age. Picked me up from a bus stop and fucked me in the backseat of his car, raw. He came inside me so hard, I could feel every pulse and throb, and it felt so fucking good I almost came just from that.
Then another guy the next morning. Quick pump n dump, left me oozing his cum onto my bedsheets.
And then another that night. Except this one took me on a date, said we'd use condoms, and then we both decided better of it when we realised we both have a massive breeding kink. He pumped five loads into me that night, staying nice and deep as long as he could each time he finished. I came around his cock more times than I could count, it was so fucking hot.
The earliest doctors appointment I can get to try and sort out some birth control is two weeks away. I'm hooked now. I want to take cock and cum every day.
My self control is gone. I'm scared to test. What if I'm pregnant? What if a couple of days of horny stupidity have ruined me? How will I look anyone in the eye? I'm only 22. I'd have to drop my degree and become an owned little whore. I'm slightly terrified, and I can't stop touching myself thinking about being a cumdump for strange men. It's so awful and so, so hot.
God, I love the stupid sluts who start out by telling themselves that they'll never be like all the other stupid sluts.
Let me get this right: the very first time you got fucked after starting T, you let a total stranger empty his balls into your unprotected pussy. And within at most 36 hours, you'd taken seven loads of cum from three different guys.
You were so restrained, weren't you? For a whole year. Until you took a man inside you, and became a feral breeding bitch.
I wonder why that self-control finally broke. What do you think might have been happening inside your "reasonably infertile" womb, when you decided to download that app? What internal drive might have pushed you to go from celibacy to being a good little pussy?
I hope you stay too afraid to test, sweetheart. I hope you can only soothe your anxiety about being pregnant by finding new men to fuck you full of cum.
I hope you rub yourself senseless thinking about your belly swelling until everyone who looks at you knows what a stupid slut you've been - and the next girl swears that she'll never be like you.
