Woes Before Hoes 🤡

✭✭✭♛✭✭✭✭✭✭♛✭✭✭✭✭✭♛✭✭✭ Welcome to the Trashcan. Requests: Semi-Open/Ask Art Archive @TrashKing-jpg

[trashcanakin]

Welcome to the Trashcan !

Yo, I'm Zain, feel free to call me Trash. Ace/Aro, Nonbinary, Clown. He/They

Art Archive @trashking-jpg

I'm in my 30s, consider this a nsfw blog! I don't share explicit content often, but this page isn't minor friendly. 🔞 If you're a minor, please don't send me DMs. (Ask box/art requests are fine.)

Currently listening to: Malevolent, TMA (again), HftH, MERCY, The Gentleman From Hell, Red Valley

I love horror/cosmic horror, bugs, memes, clowns, shenanigans, and random debauchery. I'm a Satanist and you'll find anti-religious blasphemy here. That being said, I'm okay with all religions and believe everyone should be able to worship whichever God they choose; faith is personal, however, be respectful and don't push it on others.

Feel free to send me asks about anything! Opinions, secrets, fandom confessions. I strive for knowledge and love the tea baybee !

Art Request Status: Semi-Open.

You're always welcome to send me requests, but there's no guarantee I will do them, and I'm under no obligation to. Sometimes people send me random asks that aren't necessarily a request and I respond by doodling something. I love silly shit and often times draw things as a joke. I don't take myself seriously at all.

If you send me a risqué, kinky, or general nsfw request through anon, it'll be ignored because I don't know the age of who's asking.

This is a ship and let ship safe place. I don't indulge in the general "taboo content," and quite frankly find much of it disturbing, but I'll always support people's right to create said content. I don't believe in internet censorship, purity culture, or "thought crimes." I'm firmly against the sending of hate to others because of pixels. Grow up.

If you don't agree with what's written above, there's the proverbial door -> Have a nice day!

Personal Tags (feel free to block):

#Zain Rambles (for textposts), #Zain Draws (my art tag), #Zain Answers (my ask replies), #Anon Wank (Sometimes people send me hate and I post it because it's funny)

[cosmicariaa]

kayne attack (friendly fire) for @pumpkin-illustrations !!

i had so much fun drawing this i'm ngl.. despite actually never having rendered curly hair before ;;

big learning experience & lots of fun figuring it all out, but i think it turned out pretty well!

we are all ignoring my lasting inability to draw feet. they look fine just trust me

also my first malevolent fanart ! (technically) ..because i've apparently never had the time to draw malevolent in the past ..few months.

artfight user is @cosmicaria_!!

[undeadparished]

hi

[aregularlizard]

My beautiful wife ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[vash-enthusiast]

HELLO BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE I HAVE FINISHED THE KAYNE MASS ATTACK YAY

This was so so so much fun but I'm never doing anything like this again lmao

I hope everyone likes it lol

@wizard-cave @michael-callihan @abelbodied @nostalgink @spacetimeaccordionfolder @alieu-drawz @cloudofsalt @bittersweetfrani @clownfish-casino (it's not letting me tag @ax3llu idk why)

[vilestvillaincontest]

Vilest Villain Contest! Round 3! Part 2!

The SOUL (Deltarune / Undertale)

Kayne (Malevolent)

Remaining time: 2 days 16 hours

Kayne art by @capesch-arts

[vilestvillaincontest]

Vilest Villain Contest! Round 2! Part 28!

Kayne (Malevolent)

Monika (Doki Doki Literature Club)

Voting ended onJul 15

Kayne art by @capesch-arts

[gengud]

will you believe me if i say that this is the first time i ever sat down with the clear intention to ‘draw something gay’ and this is what i came up with. wild

[queenofthefaces]

[savastasia]

How are disabled and interracial illegal???

Interracial marriage was outlawed for the longest time, and disabled people lose government benefits when they get married so they cannot have reassurance that they will continue to LIVE if they get married.

[rxbiteme]

Story time: my mom is white, dad is black. They’ve been together twenty four years, married for twenty three. When my parents were dating they did it on the low TO KEEP MY DAD SAFE.

My mom’s parents said “We don’t care who you love.” At that point she’d only ever brought home white guys. She brought my dad home-her mother called her a nigger lover and damned the relationship as much as possible. Her father grew around his prejudices after I was born but never apologized, just wasn’t a blatant fuck.

The day she introduced my father to her family was the last time she spoke to her mother for over twenty years. When I was getting sick and she called and asked her mother and grandmother if anyone in the family had anything strange happen similar what I was going through they told her “it’s because you married a black man. You made your bed, you lie in it.”

Cops pulled them over all the time and asked my mom IF SHE WAS OKAY AND IF SHE NEEDED HELP BECAUSE MY FATHER-A BLACK MAN-WAS DRIVING A 100 POUND WHITE WOMAN AROUND. HE WAS HARRASSED AND THREATED WITH ARREST.

My father ended up getting into a fight in self defence because some entitled hick decided he didn’t like seeing a black man and white woman in the bar together. Thankfully other patrons helped my father but he still couldn’t go to the er for his injuries. My mom patched him up and they were terrified the cops would take him away.

THEIR BEST FRIEND GOT LICENSED TO MARRY THEM SO THEY COULD ACTUALLY TIE THE KNOT BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD AND CITED JIM CROW ERA LAW AS TO WHY.

When shopping with just me my father wouldn’t hold my hand if there was a group around. Why? I’m far lighter than him and people had stopped and asked him “whose child is that?” Or “little girl where’s your parents?” and were stunned when I grinned and pointed at my dad and proudly proclaimed “my daddy’s right here.” You know where else mixed kids couldn’t hold their parents hands? Apartheid South Africa. We live in fucking FLORIDA.

So yeah. Some history for you.

[kari-izumi]

This post was made in October 2018. The above poster’s parents met in 1994. We were a generation removed from the Civil Rights movement and this was happening.

[anotherdayforchaosfay]

I’m Disabled.

Before applying for the federal program SSDI, we married. This was to prevent losing the life-saving insurance I needed. At that point, I was still on my parents’ insurance, but would soon age out of being able to use it.

After we married, I applied for SSDI, which takes about two years. Everyone is denied by default, so I was prepared with an SSDI lawyer (they only take the case if they know they can win, and their payment is a very small portion of your backpay; my lawyer was paid just 15% of my backpay)backpack. When the rejection letter arrived, I immediately went to her for help.

I inquired about the state program SSI. She told me I didn’t qualify because I’m married. I applied anyway, because I ad nothing to lose. Here’s what the person at the SSI office told me I would have to do before I could apply:

I need to divorce my husband.

I need to live alone. We could not be living together because this would be seen as us basically being married.

I need to have less than $2k to my name at all times.

I cannot work.

I cannot live with my parents because their income would count against me.

I cannot own expensive things that could be sold for money.

If I was approved, I would have to continue following these rules with a few additions.

I cannot receive gifts of money.

I must have a bank account, and they would monitor it to make sure I never went even a single cent over $2000.

I cannot have a savings account.

I cannot have a safety deposit box.

I would have to continue living alone.

They can stop by my home at anytime to inspect how I’m living. They could talk to my neighbors to see if I had anyone who visited and helped me as more than just a friend. This means I could not have my former husband turned boyfriend stay overnight, and he cannot be perceived as taking care of me.

I cannot have anyone help me financially. This means no one else can pay my bills. If I cannot afford those bills on my own, I would have to apply for programs that would. Most of those have long waiting lists, like section 8 housing (we had applied for section 8 housing in 2008, and three years ago I received an email telling me we qualified. They had only the information we gave them in 2008, and have since moved across the country).

My SSDI, if approved, would count against me financially.

The most money I would receive from SSI, if I did everything they demanded and was approved, was $618/month.

This is enforced poverty. It’s also the onky way may of those Disabled would be able to receive the medical care that keeps them alive, like Medicaid. My seizure medication used to cost nearly $2k/month. My neurologist gave me free samples of it every month and helped me apply for free medication through the manufacturer’s financial aid program (you should too if you can’t afford your medication). I was receiving medical care through the hospital’s financial aid program when I married and lost my parents’ insurance coverage.

I refused to do as SSI demanded. My SSDI lawyer was, in fact, relieved when I told her I’m married. Why? Because marrying afterwards would have caused serious and life-threatening complications. She encourages everyone who applies for SSDI to marry if it’s possible a ble for them to do so. Because of her, I was approved for other programs, things I didn’t even know existed, but for two years, it was Hell-on-Earth. I couldn’t work because it would count against me. At that time, rent was $650, but my husband was making federal minimum wage, worked full time, and his employer kept changing his schedule, which made it impossible to apply for a second job.

I know many who are on SSI and need it in order to remain alive. One of my friends nearly fell out if the program because a nosy neighbor saw her and her boyfriend cuddling in her couch watching a movie. They assumed he was secretly living with her. Said neighbor was frequently seen just outside my friend’s windows, watching her. When she met my lawyer after getting the automatic SSDI rejection, she married, got into the programs I had been in, and filed a restraining order against her neighbor because my lawyer absolutely insisted on it. The bitch violated the terms three times and was put in prison for six months. She’s now on SSDI, married, and much happier.

Marriage equality does not exist until the Disabled can marry without losing everything.

[elfwreck]

Loving vs Virginia was the case that overturned the laws against interracial marriage. That was in 1967.

We were still seeing judges refuse interracial marriages in 2009. It’d been legal everywhere in the US for over 40 years, and there were still judges who refused to recognize that.

Judge Defends Denied Interracial Marriage

La. Justice of the Peace Who Wouldn't Marry Interracial Couple Says He Doesn't See What's Wrong, Now that They're Married

…and that’s got nothing to do with the social issues, the harassment by cops, being blocked from accessing businesses or services (which is illegal, but to do anything about that, your local cops have to believe it’s a problem)…

[novella-november]

[ID: Four arms, labeled “Queer People”, “Interreligious relationships”, “Disabled people’ and “Poc/Interracial relationships”, all holding one card together in the center that reads “Rolling your eyes when someone says “imagine if love was illegal?🤔” End ID]

[blinddetective]

hi im raeal . arkayne go

[victorcryptid]

First artfight attack for @rvamphitrite Once again, I love Kayne, and I also love this Kayne design, so this was very necessary

[deadbaguette]

Hello my blushing malevolent😳❤️

little blushing series I did over on twitter where I took reqs for silly flustered expression practice

[scream-telehead]

A little Arkayne for the soul

[cheesefromthegreatbeyond]

IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN

[mintymuses-arts]

Kayne is the Tower — the great and terrible change, the destruction of all that is known to make room for a blank page. He's portrayed in front of Azathoth's Obelisk in Arkham, wearing Azathoth's grin and the wings he's fashioned from the skins of various Arthur Lesters. He's also posed referencing The Bat Woman by Albert Joseph Pénot, a painting popular with enjoyers of the occult.

This was actually the first in the series that I made! It was a wonderful chance to both draw Kayne for the first time and dip my toes into this blackout comic style, something that I've become rather fond of since trying it out here. I wanted to specifically capture this moment for the Tower because it's not just Kayne acting as the Tower(intending to destroy everything) but EXPERIENCING it as well — all of his own well-laid plans to take the place of Azathoth have been utterly destroyed, leaving him with - in his mind - only one option left. He was such a fascinating antagonist to follow while we had him.

[victorcryptid]

Decided to draw Kayne once more. This time semi-inspired by the great @lockaccle

[rvamphitrite]

My kayne ref for artfight 😛