Stay busy, you’ll forget about her eventually
RMH
art blog(derogatory)
todays bird
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
cherry valley forever
One Nice Bug Per Day
h
$LAYYYTER

Product Placement

titsay

oozey mess

shark vs the universe
Not today Justin
Jules of Nature
Three Goblin Art
wallacepolsom

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Sade Olutola

izzy's playlists!
seen from Hong Kong SAR China

seen from United States
seen from El Salvador

seen from Switzerland
seen from Japan

seen from United States
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States

seen from Brazil

seen from Germany

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia

seen from Greece

seen from United Kingdom

seen from Australia

seen from Malaysia

seen from Germany

seen from United Arab Emirates
seen from United States

seen from Germany
@tristen208
Stay busy, you’ll forget about her eventually
You made me the happiest I’ve ever been in my entire life, and then you walked away…
What the fuck even is the point anymore?
I’m never good enough for anyone.
Little did I know then what horrible pain I feel now. Remembering,
Our last kiss
Our last hug
The last time we laughed together
The last time you told me you loved me
The last time you’d reassure me
The last time I held your hand
The last time I’d hear your voice
The last time we may ever be in the same room again…
The longer I sit in silence, the louder my heart cries out for you.
Dear Heavenly Father,
I pray that you may turn this situation around. I pray for healing and restoration in my relationship. I pray that soon I will step into one of my set times. I’m going out each and every day expecting this situation to turn around. I’m expecting your favor, blessings, and salvation to pour out onto me.
Just like you ordained this divine connection on December 11 I know that you are capable of bringing this miracle and this divine connection to pass again.
I’m not limited by my partner’s medical condition, her mental health disorders, the critics, the circumstances, or the timing. I may not see a way for this to turn around Father, but I know that you have a way. And I trust in you. I know that you have the final say and that my best days are still ahead.
Please be with my ex partner today and in these coming days. Please allow her to find herself. Allow her to feel renewed, restored, healed of her mental illnesses, and blessed by the Holy Spirit. Free her from her current episode, and allow her to come back to a place of stability and clarity. Hold her in your arms, remind her that I am always here for her and that she is loved beyond measure. Let her know that I am longing to be with her despite everything she is working through in her life. Let her know that I will always choose her. Allow her to reflect on our relationship and the joy and love that it brought to her.
Father I pray that in these next coming days and weeks you may show out in my life. I know it was no surprise to you that I would be in the exact circumstances that I’m in right now, but I’m not going to get discouraged when I don’t see things change in the natural. All things are possible with you as my Father. There’s a divine reason why you are keeping me in contact with my ex partner as a friend while she’s healing, why I’m staying in town for another month, why I’ll be seeing my ex partner for another month at work, why you have kept this dream in my heart with such intensity. I may not know that reason right at this moment, but I pray that you may use these circumstances to my advantage.
Father, thank you that your favor is causing this situation to turn around.
Thank you that your favor is causing this situation to only be temporary.
Thank you that your favor is drawing my ex and I closer together with each day as we continue to stay friends.
Thank you that your favor is bringing an end to this separation.
Thank you that your favor is causing me to stand out, to remain in her heart and in her thoughts.
I pray that when my set time comes, I will hear from her. I pray for the message, the email, the phone call that I’ve been waiting patiently for.
In Jesus’s name I pray,
Amen
I pray that one day this dream in my heart comes to life. That I can live the reality I’ve been imagining for so long.
You’re just on the other side of that little pond. One flight away. A couple car rides before and after. Half a day, that’s it. Six hours forward in time I go to a whole different world — your world. Where you’re going about your day just like I am right now. We’re physical separated, but emotionally we’re much closer.
My heart aches for you more than my words can describe. These people here are different. They don’t breathe the same air, walk the same ground, share the same beauty, or smile quite like you do — they aren’t you.
My hands ache to be in yours, only to settle for the pockets of my sweatshirt. They lack warmth, affection, and comfort — they aren’t your hands.
My body aches to feel your touch. These cotton sheets, leather seats, the fall heat — they aren’t your touch.
My soul aches to share the same space with you. The crowded stores, lonely car rides, and still mornings — I don’t get to see you there.
You’re just a daydream away. One daydream, that’s it. I let it replay in my mind throughout the day — every day — and it almost feels like you’re right here with me. It gives my heart a reason to flutter when you’re not here.
May the day come when I no longer have to dream, but instead have the blessing of seeing you in front of my eyes.
“Some days you want to re-live forever.”
— About Time (via neckkiss)
You’re 4,444 miles away, but you’re right here in my heart.
Where you see flaws, I see beauty.