You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy.
(via bled)

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@trolledtherapist
You are not weak just because your heart feels so heavy.
(via bled)
This is a reminder to myself:
That I don’t need to punish myself for being sick.
It’s not my fault I’m sick. I’m trying hard enough. I do enough. I am enough.
I need to not push myself. Pushing myself will make me worse. I need to pace and not punish myself for not getting done everything I’d like. I need to ask for help when I need it. It’s okay to need help. I don’t have to do everything myself.
If I can’t do something I planned to, that’s okay. If people don’t understand, that’s not my fault. I do enough. I try enough.
Well that fucking hit too close to home. Goddamn. I’m gonna go cry now.
when u call for ur cat n u hear the lil pap pap pap of their feet as they come to u
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Cats Helping Decorate Christmas Trees.
posting this everywhere bc it feels important
[a lot of survivors have to fight to NOT have empathy for their abusers bc we have been manipulated into having tht emptahy in order for the abuse to continue, therefore being outraged and angry and lacking empathy for abusers is a radical and healing act for many of us]
This is so important I’m so sick of being told I have to be the better person. I am the better person by default, I demand the right to be and behave like I’m in pain.
“I am the better person by default,“
Yes. This.
If someone abuses and brutalizes you, that’s, uhh, not even remotely the same as being angry with them and wishing they would fall off a cliff.
So fucking true in my own personal experience.
This is so important.
For everyone who tells me I should have a relationship with those people in my life because “everyone deserves a second chance” lol
Give me a heartwarming Christmas movie about Satan traveling around the world every Christmas to deliver presents to all the young kids and kids with learning disorders and disabilities who misspell “Santa” on their Christmas letters every year
And Santa’s all like, “You know, I can handle a few spelling mistakes, I got this,” and Lucifer is like “They’re addressed to me, fuck off, I’m doing it.”
Lucifer being protective of his fanmail is ceaselessly entertaining.
Oh my god I love this. Like, no, no. Satan being this adorable goof because kids though. Disabled kids. Kids the world kinda sees as broken. And he’s all like, “No, see, do you know WHY I have that first level of hell? It’s for these kids. No one knows, but inside that castle is a fucking play land. And I hang out with them and we bake cookies and shit.” So when Christmas happens and he gets all the letters of misspelled Santa, he gets the best fucking gifts he can for these little cupcake children that he considers his, and he just pops open portals to hell in their fire places and like fucks up the Boogeyman because ain’t no one messing with Lucifer Morningstar’s little cupcakes. And he leaves them instructions when they get older so they can summon him or other child-friendly demons so these kids who have trouble learning, or who are disabled are never alone and these kids go through life understanding the most important thing ever: good and beauty are not interchangeable. And these demons and Lucifer just love these kids all their lives and I am in love with this, yes. Give this to me.
what composer you should fight
Bach - no. just no. one time bach got into a fight with a bassonist over his bassoon part, and, i quote John Elliot Gardiner, “was forced to draw his sword and defend himself.” bassoon rage is terrifying, and bach was able to hold him off even though it was a surprise attack. don’t fight bach. you’ll lose. (plus if by some miracle you won, you’d have 18 children after you to avenge their father. do you really want small bachs chasing you the rest of your days?)
Handel - you could take handel probably. no killer instinct. do not let him get too close - he threatened to throw a singer out of a window once and could probably have carried through. take him down through attrition.
Haydn - you could absolutely take haydn. take him down quickly before he has a chance to trick you.
Mozart - depends. instrumentalists probably possess enough resentment to take him on easy. vocalists…could you really bring yourself to fight mozart? his arias are so nice. so flashy. so singable. go fight haydn instead. unless you’re a contralto. then absolutely fight mozart. fight everyone on this list.
Beethoven - DO NOT FIGHT BEETHOVEN. DO NOT FIGHT BEETHOVEN. DO NOT FIGHT BEETHOVEN. you will lose.
Rossini - absolutely fight rossini. you’ll win. easy.
Schubert - why would you want to fight schubert. he is a precious tiny forest spirit who just wants to compose lovely songs. the only person who is authorized to fight schubert is the accompanist who has just been asked to play erlkonig for the sixth time. and even they will feel bad afterwards. go fight rossini instead.
Berlioz - yes. fight berlioz. absolutely fight berlioz. sure, afterwards you won’t be able to brag that you defeated berlioz since no one outside of music knows who he is, but at least you’ll have a good victory on your hands.
Liszt - tough fight. liszt is 6 feet tall and has massive yaoi hands judging from his music. take him down from afar.
Chopin - please dont fight chopin. you’re better than that. it would be too easy. give yourself more of a challenge.
Brahms - this is a fight that you can win. just tell him you’re from the future and he never lived up to Beethoven’s name. don’t feel bad when he starts to cry. just take him down then and there.
Schumann - don’t do it. the problem is not robert himself, it’s the fact that clara will come after you. and she will beat you. this has nothing to do with you or your fighting abilities - if you fight robert schumann clara will find you and clara will end you.
Wagner - ABSOLUTELY FIGHT WAGNER. PLEASE fight wagner. I will pay literal, actual money to watch someone beat up wagner. you will get lots of help from everyone else in the music world including other composers. even if you have just fought them. everyone wants to see richard “dick” wagner taken down. the only person in the music world more utterly fightable than wagner is andrew lloyd webber.
Verdi - go fight wagner instead.
Stravinsky - do not fight stravinsky. he will fuck you up.
Mahler - the same fight as brahms, except even easier.
Schoenberg - schoenberg has nothing to lose. he will be vicious. he will fight to his last breath. and when you are standing over him, bloodied, he will look up at you. and he will thank you. you will carry a twinge of uneasiness around with you for the rest of your life. occasionally you will hear a tone row in the distance. do not listen, do not investigate, or schoenberg will have won after all.
john cage’s 4’33” is fucking silence
someone put a copyright on the absence of sound
and then disabled the audio of a video
of the absence of sound
what a time to be alive
#john cage would have been so happy #it’s so meta #he would have pissed his pants
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I will never not reblog this cause the voice my head imposes here is fucking hilarious.
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I grew up in a poor area, where we poor people all thought we were middle class and the actual middle class people were perceived the ‘rich’ ones, because there were no genuinely rich people around.
I feel like this has pretty much become the entire united states? (with the exception of the uber rich) Like, I genuinely felt (once my fiance was earning 12$ an hour and we could afford food + had money in the bank) that we were middle class. Then this year, I found out we were literally only a few hundred dollars away from being below the poverty line that year. It fucking blew my mind. Which made me think that a LOT of those “MIDDLE CLASS AMERICANS CAN’T EVEN AFFORD FOOD WHILE POOR PEOPLE EAT LIKE KINGS ON FOOD STAMPS” posting assholes… Are actually poor and either don’t realize it or won’t admit it. I don’t think I know anyone who would count as “middle class” (except for MAYBE my fiance’s dad? but he’s working 2 jobs and his wife is also working so… I’m not sure.)
I never considered it before, but, yeah, that could be a big part of it–that lots of people don’t realize that they’re not middle class. (Unfortunately, this extends to people who are on the “low end” of rich–sure, they bring in half a million a year in an area with a moderate cost of living, but…but…that’s not enough to afford the life they really want to/think they deserve to live… *sigh*)
I was a kid in the 1970s/80s/90s, for the record, living in rural (but not too far from the highways, so had easy access to More) Indiana.
depending on where you live you can be making enough to be considered above the poverty line and still not be able to pay all your bills or just barely able to make it. We should be miles above it, but we still struggle to save or have money left over because rent in the entire bay area is so high. It isn’t a matter of living beyond our means, even a studio here is about $1700 a month.
*nods* That’s why I made sure to mention cost of living–what can seem like a huge amount of money in one part of the country can be barely enough to get by in other parts, and it does seem like that gets left out of the conversation a lot. ($15/hour in NYC is not as much as $15/hour someplace rural, in terms of cost of living.)
We recently had an inspection at our work (this thing was a BIG DEAL, everyone was preparing for months and the application was several binders of paperwork).
One of the things the inspecting committee looked at was wages. Now, we are right smack in the middle of Silicon Valley. The zookeepers make less than almost everyone else in the entire organization. 80% of the keepers live 40+ minutes away, because we can’t afford the rent near our place of work.
The inspectors were from tiny zoos deep in the heart of rural America. Nebraska, Wyoming, Iowa. We were told they can’t help us, because our entry level keepers make more than the curators of their zoos.
The trappings of poverty (and hence the things people may get weird about) also vary wildly. I grew up dirt-poor in California: fresh fruit and produce were always plentiful, even when we could barely afford soap. (Ironically, this is less true today, because most of the fruit stands and “we sell the ugly stuff” places have shut down.) My girlfriend grew up poor in a dairy state: real butter was standard, and margarine was a sign of financial distress.
Climate and cost of living and culture all change the “poor experience” so much, and half the time it feels like no one wants to take that into account.
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Two Innocent Black Men Shot By Police, Then Falsely Accused Of Murder
LOS ANGELES (CN) - An Inglewood police officer shot down two innocent and unarmed men, without warning or questions and without identifying himself, the men say in Federal Court.
Thirty-five-year-old Robert Pickett, of Los Angeles, and Darryl Lewis, 39, of Gardena, say they spent the day grilling burgers with friends and were picking up some dumbbells and checking on one of Pickett’s cousins after midnight on May 24, 2011, when Officer Mike Bolliger pulled up and came out shooting.
Pickett says Bollinger “parked his car at the corner, got out armed with his shotgun cocked, loaded and ready to fire” and shot them.
“No questions asked, no weapons seen, no words offered or exchanged. Defendant Bollinger blasted three shotgun rounds at the hapless and unarmed plaintiffs, striking them and wounding them as they sought to take cover from assault, leaving them in critical condition, bleeding face-down on the ground,” Pickett says in the Dec. 3 complaint.
The men say Bollinger was responding with no partner or backup to a report of a home invasion robbery by two black men who might be armed with handguns, at the apartment complex where Pickett’s cousin lived. The “sketchy information” about the robbers said only that they were black men, according to the complaint. Lewis stood by the security gate at the front of the apartment complex, smoking a cigarette, while Pickett punched in the pass code and said he was going to see his cousin.
Then, “Without warning, without investigation, without knowledge of who was in the area, of who the suspects were or what they looked like, and in violation of all training and standard police protocol, [Bollinger] approached the apartment gate and immediately shot Mr. Lewis and Mr. Pickett,” the complaint states.
Pickett, a handyman who has a son and was engaged to be married at the time, suffered seven gunshot wounds, including one to his head.
Lewis, a husband and father of four, was shot once in the back and three times in the legs.
After other officers arrived and handcuffed them, the men say, “It became apparent that the wrong men had been shot as a result of Bolliger’s rash, reckless and life-endangering conduct.”
Though they lay bleeding and handcuffed, “in critical condition,” the men say, the officers “set out to cover up the shooting of these two innocent, unarmed men.”
To top it off, they say, “While driving with reckless abandon to the scene, they ran over a pedestrian, in a cross walk, killing her.”
Pickett and Lewis sued four other officers, in addition to Bolliger and the city.
The cover-up was a bogus story that Lewis and/or Pickett had pointed guns at Bolliger, according to the complaint. “The problem for defendant Bolliger and the rest of defendant police officers was that neither plaintiff was armed; neither possessed a weapon of any kind. Likewise, neither plaintiff was in possession of any of the stolen items supposedly taken by the suspect in the robbery,” the complaint states.
Read the full story here and here
Where cops learned to act this way? In action movies of 90s? In video games? That’s totally dope. I’m speechless. I think the story tells for itself. I hope that Mike Bolliger and cops who helped him to cover up his insane deed will face serious charges, ‘cause this case is incredibly outrageous. LAPD is famous for its crappy deeds, but this one is the worst shit I’ve ever met. More than that here’s another story about racial profiling.
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I was just captivated by this comic
THIS NEEDS TO BE A MIYAZAKI FILM
12 Questions to Ask Yourself About Your Magic System
How is it learned and executed?
How is it accessed?
Does it have a will of its own?
Is it restricted in space and time?
What does available magic do?
How does it relate to the character, plot and theme of the book?
What is the cost of magic?
What can it not do?
How long does it last?
Who can use it?
How do others react to it?
Why haven’t people with this power taken over the world?
i love it when ppl say ‘i swing both ways’ to refer to being bisexual bc then i picture pansexuals spinning uncontrollably and screaming.
ok i couldnt resist adding to this anymore
THIS IS SO CUTE!
I am pansexual and I aprove this message
i always loved the swingset and the sandbox, maybe just too much