Notes To Come Back To

Another diary, Another day

[tryingfindmytime]

i want to go back to the blue side.

blue side.

back to the blue side.

[tryingfindmytime]

 Monday’s child is fair of face, tuesday’s child is full of grace, wednesday’s child is full of woe, thursday’s child has far to go, friday’s child is loving and giving, saturday’s child works hard for a living, and the child that is born on the sabbath day is bonny and blithe, and good and gay! Being Friday's child, I am Venus.

Venus rules friday, so if this is your birth day, you’re a lover, a harmonizer (lol), a creator. beauty, pleasure, and relationships are themes that follow you through life. you naturally seek out connection and have an eye for what’s beautiful — whether it’s in art, people, or experiences. in myth, venus (aphrodite) wasn’t just a goddess of romance. she symbolized the raw power of desire, the magnetic pull that brings life together. Affirmation: “I open my heart to beauty, connection, and joy.”

[tryingfindmytime]

When I tell you, will you want me? When I leave you, will you believe me? Only then, will you remember me?

[tryingfindmytime]

“When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.” — Oscar Wilde

[bittersweet-poem]

[tryingfindmytime]

i didnt live.

[tryingfindmytime]

I will tell you, will you want me? Will you believe me?

[tryingfindmytime]

She thought she found fate, but it was just herself again She find it hard to take If only it was that easy, if only it was that made If only it was another way If only it was you I'm looking for, it's not fair Something that can only exist in a fairy tale, it's not mine No longer mine

[tryingfindmytime]

Lyrics by Seo Dong Sung, Lee Chi Hoon Composed by  Park Sung il Arranged by Park Sung il, Ong Keul Saem Album: My Mister OST Part 2 Officia

Even if no one tries to look into my heart, its okay They didn't need to, my own fault It's a sandcastle I can look at it with grace, I was the builder Ultimately, still, it was all me All me If I look at the sky far away, it will be fine Its so far away The day I learn The day I leave The day I learn The day it comes, a wave will crash It swallows the castle, it swallows me whole It swallows the world Then, it finds my soul

[lenainwonderland]

- Vladimir Nabokov

[stantheanomaly]

Nabokov is such a delicious writer to consume

[tryingfindmytime]

i just want to write poetries and play the piano

i want to look at you and feel happy

i want to...

[tryingfindmytime]

i looked away, then i look back you

today's the day, i pray that we make it through

make it through the fall, make it through it all

[weltenwellen]

 Andrea Gibson, You Better Be Lightning

[tryingfindmytime]

what i thought was salvation, was her reality

salvation was always out of reach, but then again, it was always in my palms

what I couldn't see then, I couldn't see now

that's why I'll free falling

[tryingfindmytime]

oh baby, hush, hush,lie here in peacebe at easeits diving inmy mind is sinkingits time for lights out

[tryingfindmytime]

If heaven does not will it, then I will settle for the ghost of you

[tryingfindmytime]

My emotions, as fragile as ice... but never as fragile as your mind

[tryingfindmytime]

Please don't let me shine,

Don't let me down,

Don't let me fly,

Because...I am scared.