Life hard but I go harder. @trytriedtrying - Tumblr Blog

What if you were a woman in your FORTIES and after accidentally almost drowning your high school bullies via a self help book written by SATAN you help dig up the founder of your CURSED town only to find out HE IS STILL ALIVE and can communicate through little notes and you’re trying to be nice to the again IMMORTAL MAN WITH A POOPY POST IT IN HIS BOY LOCKET but he’s not being very nice so now you have to write another LITTLE NOTE and ask if he’s mad at you

#in this house we support women's rights and wrongs #patricia you the goat #widow's bay

freakoutgirl

how to do things that everyone else seems to do no problem

#my favorite thing to ask my counselor every single session #but how am I supposed to *insert a completely normal thing here*?

mynorthernattitude

and for the lady, perhaps a fking break?

#please and thank you

darnmand

Gaslight, gatekeep, girlfailure.

#i don't even go here #but same #interview with the vampire

anxeious

#also sometimes just having the snack without finishing any tasks #because i'm the only adult responsible for myself

adhd-vibes

i need to change my whole life in one day. watch out world. i'm about to rearrange my furniture and cut my hair and develop new yet fully formed healthy habits all in the span of 24 glorious hours. i will also be buying groceries.

#also losing 30 kg in one night

phoenixyfriend

"Haha, I'm a procrastinator, I sometimes take several days to do an easy task!" is true but like

I am consistently late to work. Because I am sitting on my bed, picking at my legs or watching videos or just staring at the floor.

I do not want to be late to work. I do not want to be late to doctor's appointments. I do not want to be late to things I volunteered to do for fun. I do not want to leave work two hours late because I was just sat at my desk, staring at my phone, unable to convince myself to get up and leave even though my work day was over. I do not want to be sat in my car, doomscrolling for half an hour as my car loses heat to the literal freezing temperatures, because I'm just incapable of making myself move.

But I am! I am always late to things! I am so incredibly bad at getting to things on time and it's partly executive dysfunction and partly a bad sense of time and partly just. Something deeply wrong with me.

IDK I also register the 'took weeks to do an easy task' thing (I haven't cleaned my room in uh. months?) (my dirty laundry is in multiple piles) but I feel like sometimes the cutesy 'single task' thing gets paraded around and the 'oh god I'm ruining my own life because I can't fucking move' is swept under the rug.

phoenixyfriend

I see this one is resonating with the mentally/chronically ill crowd.

#oh yeah i've literally ruined so many chances for myself it's not even funny #like forgotten to apply for schools #been late and absent so many times the employer thinks i'm a flake #like i wish i just took weeks to finish a simple task #instead of actively ruining my life and my future chances on the regular #mental health woes