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Here is a Jackson 5 and Naughty by Nature mashup. This one is pretty cool and not super hardcore in terms of the rap and Rock and I like the scratching that's done by a-track.

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Just an update for you all, I did a two-page or three page write up on my dealings with opiates and hepatitis C and everything that went along with that and my shity DSL connection screwed up and I lost the whole post so I will redo it and post it later today as right now is not a good time. Here's another song to jam to as my gift an apology for screwing up on my post which I'm so mad about because it was well done and took quite a bit of time. Anyway enjoy the song.

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The Beatles vs. Joan Jett vs. Cypress Hill vs. House Of Pain vs. Rage Against The Machine VS Mashup..... "I love to jump insane"

This track on my 5000watt 15inch JL audios sounds fucking amazing.... Still not loud enough... W H A T?

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Swear to god it's some real tits.. Real shit, whole squad gotta feel this! 😉👍

Swear to god this lightwork

Back and forth through the night til the pipe hurt

I'm the shit you are gonna need a diaper

When it come to gettin' pussy I'm a lifer

When you thought I couldn't get nicer

Your boy step in the ring like tiger

And you wonder how good my mood is

Walk around the hood, all I get is deuces ✌️

Bitch I'm eating, you ain't know where the food is?

Getting Hand Jobs all through the movies.

... Yeah, motherfucker I'm gutter

Would you like some popcorn along with that butter?

I would like a sister along with your mutha!

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Don't get this wrong, it varies person to person and there are many more. I'm lucky enough to be addicted to 5 of 6 right now. Wish me luck or look up and say God bless. I'd greatly appreciate it. ♥

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This video says it all and portrays the emotions 2. What child wishes to grow up and become an addict? I'm filled with love, kindness, fun, props, pay things forward, go without, don't steal to feed my addiction, I pray, and support others when I'm strong enough, I'd give a homeless person a $20 bill if it's cheque day, don't matter what he uses it for he needs it. Reach out, you'll find most troubled are very kind!

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One last short comment for the night. The way Tumblr adds your comments makes your story come out with the ending first and as you read through by the end you wind up at the beginning, is it me that's stupid or is this really wonky?

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This song basically says what the title is role model, he's basically stating that just because somebody is a role model doesn't mean what they're doing is cool. Be cool but don't be dumb. You do you, and let them other fools spend their days getting in trouble and making trips to court. You'll soon learn that your friends are always there when there's money but as soon as the money and the party dries up their friends somehow just disappear and have things to do. Keep a small circle of tight friends that you can trust and keep it that way. You don't need a thousand friends when only five are true.

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Here is what I keep, I need pain control, been on methadone 19 years, and no word of a lie the withdrawal from Methadone is worse than withdrawal from heroin and the drug itself, methadone is even stronger than heroin. Here's something funny and I don't know if it's true but I hear or heard from somebody at the clinic that Hitler was actually someone who played a part in the synthesizing of methadone and also methamphetamine. They created methadone because it was a long-acting pain killer and there was a large morphine shortage during the war, and the methamphetamine AKA speed was to get the soldiers to fight like machines and they would be battling twice as long as the other soldiers who weren't taking the methamphetamine. I've been meaning to look this up and don't take my word on it but it's a coincidence both start with m e t h and both have been around for many many years, I'll get back to you with details on that. Methadone rotted my teeth, ruined my sex drive, caused me depression & now neuropathy in wrists and in my ankles. Now the benzodiazepines are another story, Valium/xanax/clonopin/oxazepam/ativan/and all the rest ROCKED my memory. They make you stupid literally , no word of a lie you forget everything even the littlest things like you could be going to get a glass of water and then stop and wonder why am I here and what was my purpose to what I was doing . I really feel like I have Alzheimer's disease at Age 38 , do you just believe what I am saying? If so hop on the internet and Do some serious google research, you will see what I mean. Valium even causes little holes to form in certain parts of some users brains, can't recall the medical term. Anyway goodnight all. Stay clean I warn you, don't listen then pay the price but please remember TWIITCH warned you ahead of time. Oh yeah the Ritz keep me awake, otherwise I'd be asleep from the methadone and valium. Another bad idea. Got narcan & a fiancé who watches out 4 me. God love her, I feel like I was born a sucker for pain & have extremely low self confidence from years of abuse & being bullied and not telling anyone. I guess that's what I get for not speaking up and asking for help . When you're afraid it'll only make things worse it's a hard decision trust me . The only time I have self confidence it's basically never unless gassed up on a 5th of vodka. Stems from my abuse from age 3 I think until age 14. Drugs gave me the courage to fight the abuser, my dad, but it still has yet to fix the mental destruction he did. I'll explain if this doesn't get ripped down. Fought my abuser and because he lied I spent Easter and my birthday locked up. Nice memory. 😔 and I'm not making this an excuse 2 why I use drugs it just kind of started with the wisdom teeth and spiralled out of control do too many uncontrollable circumstances in my life. It seemed like it would fix things in the beginning because of the way life was unfolding. My friend's older brothers where crack cocaine dealers and raised us kind of like parents or role models and taught us how to hustle so we could stay on the street and do what we want + eat by slanging and GNG BNGN. At that age you think the party will never stop and you'll be the biggest dealer at the top but really life don't unfold that way for most people and the party does stop and the more you party the shorter your making your life by destroying it slowly. In the past 3 years I've had eight friends die. some from overdoses and some from shootings. God bless the fallen! I'm out, I've said too much for most people to want to read. Like I said this is mostly for me but hopefully it'll help others.

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30 tabs of bromazepam was to keep seizures at bay but was way more than it ever should have gotten to. Their everywhere here at 1$ a pill and I will not respond to requests to sell buy or deal with them in any way. I've been through a lot from age 14-38 but I'm stable atm and won't get twisted up with the police or prison bulls*** other drug Experiances to come... I AM NOT IN ANY WAY PROMOTING NOR DO I RECCOMEND THIS LIFESTYLE. I've already needed cpr once, I was headed on the highway to hell but they brought me back with cpr & heart shocks. Came from a Bar fight, I was jumped by 3 guys, me by myself because a coke dealers woman was chilling with me... Jealousy..... So the jumped me and 1 kicked my head so hard my heart stopped and it fractured/cracked my skull into 3 separate lines, almost crushed/caved it in I found out. I had little big man syndrome due to all the Valium and alcohol I had in me so I don't blame them and I wish them well. I pray for them because they are caught up in the same stuff I'm dealing with accept they fight as I gang where I fight one on one.

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Listen to the song and then continue reading please and thanks and much love and big hugs to anyone who's taking the time to listen to my story. My story is just like Madchild but I started popping Valium at the age of 14. There were some days where I would take seven or eight then sleep for almost 2 days and get up thinking it was just a few hours later. After that I'm maxed out on lectopam (bromazepam) 6mg green tabs and my daily dose just to be functional was 30 tablets in a day. well I felt functional but by the time I got home I was walking on the sidewalk then out into the middle of the busy Street and Back Again. I didn't give two f****** 💩 about where I was or what I was doing. Long story short I ended up places didn't know how I got there what I was doing there or why I was there, other times I'd wake up in my apartment and pills would be everywhere, and through all this I'd have no memory so I don't know how I was functioning. I was basically a human zombie. After I reach 30 tablets in a day I started getting sick because I was poisoning my body at that dose, any drug becomes deadly once you surpass the point of getting high from it. Most people think you will just get higher and higher. I OD'd three occasions because I didn't know where I was or how I got there or fell asleep on the main road. People usually ended up calling ambulances because I was incoherent. I couldn't barely stand or even walk. Now I am 38 and I take 3 10mg Valium a day and I keep it that way. Yes some days I take a few extra and other days I take less than what I need but my anxiety and tremors are so bad from my years of abuse I need an anti-anxiety and medicine that stops me from trembling, if you saw me walking beside Ozzy Osbourne you would probably say s*** they must be twins. My goal is to do one post a day and I want you to know just because I still use I'm not a hypocrite or pulling a double standard at all, I'm hooked & in trouble. I cannot stop even though I've tried over 10 times, detox, NA, day detox, Court enforced drug testing and fines due to failing them. So please don't say I'm copping out, I haven't given up yet I just want to share my story with everyone.

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Hey everybody, I'm not from NA and I'm not here to preach. If you don't want to hear my story then have a great day and enjoy scrolling through the website. The guy you see in the chair is Madchild from swollen members. If you don't know him he's from Battle Axe records band Swollen Members. Long story short they hit it big made mad cash and Madchild innocently got offered a Percocet before a show and you can listen to his story in the video. He basically went through 3 million dollars and lost everything including the band, kicked the addiction to Oxys right before it killed him, and is now on the rise again but sober this time. I start my post off this way because I want to share with you my life and addiction story, I don't say stories because it hasn't ended but if I can help anybody by telling what my experience is then it'll make me feel better if I can make it change in just one person's life. Here's the part where you take a break and listen to the 5 minute video of a Canadian rappers rise and fall all because of an opiate. Basically synthetic heroin which does not mean weak heroin it means made in a lab type of heroin. Any prescription drug that is an opiate works exactly the same way and on the same part of the brain as heroin does and some are even stronger such as Fentanyl and if you want to go stronger look up carfentanil. This is my first post and I will keep them coming even if no one reads because getting it out of my system makes me feel better. I've been holding this s*** in for too long and now I need to tell somebody or at least put it out there for people to see that not all people that are addicted to drugs are bad people. Some of them may even be your doctors or nurses as I know two nurses who inject opiates and they are full-time nurses working in the hospital downtown Halifax. This is Halifax Nova Scotia Canada where I'm calling home at the moment. Hang on for the next post because it will contain a video of Madchild and the song he wrote about his addiction and breaking it and what it almost did to break him. Kind of hoping I can get a few followers but if not I wish you well and if you want to keep reading maybe I can blow your mind with what I've been thorough. And keep in mind Madchild States that he was 27 when he took his first Percocet. My first drug was Valium at age 14 when I was getting my wisdom teeth out. They gave me liquid valium in iv, straight into my arm. I was GOD so I thought, untouchable some would call it and I was hooked after that 1 exposure, and then I was taking it daily at age 14.... It Goes on from there.

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Youngster VS DJ Remix/mashup

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Walk around the hood all I get is duces ✌️