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9 = nearing completion, fulfillment

Okay so. Bear in mind I reordered these bc I don’t necessarily think there are rules in something I’m using to help me interpret my inner world.

But anyway, five of cups shows that something’s been weighing me emotionally (I’m coming out of a major bipolar episodes so, yeah). And the ten of swords shows that Kara’s pretty much as bad as it could have been. Accurate.

The two of swords reminds me of how I have choices that can be made, and tbh? Even if my options are a little meh, if I just choose something and move forward? I’m good with that.

Six of wands I like in this context haha it feels like validation.

And the knight of pentacles is progress. Knights are the fastest card but pentacles are the slowest of them I believe. I find that poetic in my context. Reward through persistence with no rush.

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What am I mourning right now, and what remains that I haven’t acknowledged?

Where in my life am I focused on what’s gone, rather than what’s still possible?

What situation or mindset has reached its natural end, even if it hurts to let go?

If I imagine this chapter truly over, what would I no longer have to carry?

What decision have I been avoiding?

If I trusted my inner compass completely, what would I choose today?

How would I define a “win” for myself right now?

Who would I want to share my successes with, and why?

What slow, consistent actions will help me reach my long-term vision?

Where in my life could I benefit from patience instead of urgency?

How can I honor what I’ve been through (loss, endings) while also stepping into the next chapter with clarity, recognition, and steady progress?

#journaling

i've been spending a lot of time laying low. i'm like overly tired lately so i sleep. and i don't have the energy to be productive so i really haven't.

i also scroll social media a lot--- and now, i'm not one to be like "omg we spend too much time on our pHOneESSsss oh NOoOO" bc no fucking shit but what are we supposed to do about it it's 2025. my goal is notttt to cut out screentime bc that would be terrible. but i don't like getting lost in it

also. and this is related. my insurance lapsed before the one from my husbands job kicked in (fuck america) and i cant afford my autoimmune meds and my scalp and skin are ripping apart painfully. and i zone out ripping at the incredibly itchy scabs for looonng bouts of time. so i lose time to THAT too haha ugh. also i deserve my meds and health insurance and again, fuck america.

really i just wanna have a good day. it's 9:49 in the morning and i feel okay. i just took an adderall (it's been such an issue re convincing myself that i deserve focus and calm and the ability to regulate my emotions.. all of which the dopamine from this stimulant allow me.. medical professionals are the worst, and gaslight me constantly, and that's all i'll say). anyway i should have the ability to get going soon.

i'm gonna go hang out with my nephew in a little while (maybe at 11) and then take lunch over here (we live in their house's apartment) and then we have to go to his piano lessons around 3. i'm gonna read while he's doing that so hopefully that'll be enjoyable.

actually i'm hoping to read a lot today.

and do the dishes and some cleaning.

and play with my tarot cards!!!

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Fairly obsessed with my kinetic sand

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Focus on the good… Stop focusing on how stressed you are and remember how blessed you are.🤗🤗🤗

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Jennifer Tilly in Seed of Chucky (2004)

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big if true

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# Fuck off bad luck 🕯️🖤🕯️

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Spend a morning ritual being positive to ward off the bad luck & absolute fuckery

**Ingredients/Materials**

- [ ] Candles

- [ ] Crystals

- [ ] Paper & writing utensils

- [ ] Divination of your choice

**The gist: Grab a handful of crystals *to ground you* and light a bunch of candles *to illuminate the way away from fucking nonsense*. Write down a few surface-level worries on your mind— *don’t dwell hard on big things, that’ll need another spell I think; just focus on the minor inconveniences that always throw us over the edge.* Use divination to guide you to the right decisions and attitudes you might require throughout the day. *I use a pendulum or even flip a coin (don’t ask, I just really connect w it).* Then burn/destroy your paper and forget about this ritual.**

If I’m busy, I’ll leave it at that. But if I want to dig my heels into the ground further…

- Use crystals that align w your intention (use flourite if your lack of focus fucking always gets you, rose quartz if you’re always hating on yourself)

- Light the number of candles that corresponds to the angel number that goes with your intention (444 is protection I think so I usually light 4) (But like, I use birthday candles, mostly… and use color correspondences! Or personal correspondences!!)

- I’ll use tarot cards if I have the time which obviously makes for more layered and in-depth answers.

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