Alaska

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No matter what I do, it ALWAYS comes back.

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I‘m so tired of trying to get better.

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I fucking hate venlafaxine and I fucking hate feeling nothing and everything at the fucking same time. And I hate who I am and I hate how much I failed myself. Fucking fuck.

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I hate my birthday.

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No matter what I do, no matter how good I think I‘m doing, I‘ll always end up at the same fucked up state of mind again.

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KYs

Wow aren‘t you just a ray of sunshine 😻

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just for once let me be someone’s first choice.

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been in this state for so long it became normal for everyone and they think ‚just doing‘ something is suddenly about me being lazy and not my depression

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As a kid I always hoped to get really sick so people would care for me… that pretty much sums up who I am now

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Being sober feels like failing the only thing I‘m good at

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I‘m just so tired of all this shit

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My life is going to fall apart more that I could’ve ever imagined. Tomorrow the one thing that gave me some comfort will be taken away. I don’t know how to survive this.

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I feel like i‘m rotten Inside and out. Time doesn’t help but just makes me die more and more everyday.

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Why is everyone always referring to suicide as horrible or evil? To me it’s the purest and most heavenly feeling thing..

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Why do people who want to live always get sick and die? Why can’t I just donate my life to her? I don’t even want to live why can’t I just give her the years that were supposed to be mine and die instead of her?

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I don’t feel real