You shivered as you snuggled up closer to your blankets alone in your bed. Your eyes wandered over the pillow placed next to you, empty which was where Jinyoung was laying a few moments ago. Before he got that phone call that he always gets around this time in the night. The only difference is that usually your not awake when Jinyoung receives this phone call. Your usually fast asleep ,tired from having to wait for him to arrive home. But he never did , at least not when you were awake. The only times you would catch a glimpse of him was when he was leaving early in the morning. He would place a peck on your forehead if he noticed you were awake, otherwise he would leave even forgetting that you were present in the same building as him.
Today was different though. You stayed awake until 2 in the morning waiting for Jinyoung. It was unusual for you to stay up that long, as you also had work and were too tired and worn out to even shower once you got home. You insured that you didn’t sleep. You needed to see him, touch him, kiss him and most of all ask him why the hell you both don’t spend time together anymore.
After hours of aimlessly wandering the apartment and eating random snacks , you finally settled down in your bed in the hope that Jinyoung would return home soon. Your droopy eyes looked over to the clock and you realised it was half past 2 .He should be home soon. After a few more minutes of tossing and turning you finally saw the room to your bed room open. You were met with a equally as tired jinyoung. His hair was neat and his tie was loosened, he carried a black suitcase in his hands and his shirt was untucked.
All your sleepiness was gone the second you laid your eyes on him. You didn’t miss the shocked expression on his face, upon realising the fact that you were indeed awake. He let out a breath as he closed the bed room door , placing his suitcase on the floor and removing his tie, followed by his belt. You watched him as he took of his blazer and took a seat besides you on the bed.
You both were silent. It wasn’t awkward. You both needed to be there in each others presence, You didn’t need to talk, just acknowledge the fact that your with each other .It seems Jinyoung had the same feeling as you , because the moment he laid his eyes on you he couldn’t hold back. He pulled you closer holding the back of your neck and instantly attaching his lips to yours. He licked your lips , not being able to hold back for what he had craved for so long. You couldn’t keep up with the pace of his kiss , and decided to just let him wonder your mouth with his tongue. You tilted your neck back giving him more places to explore, and he clearly got the signal as his mouth rapidly moved to your neck .
Before you knew it you were lying under him, as he moved his hips faster and faster as you supressed your moans. You ignored the uneasy feeling in your stomach as you felt him release inside you followed by the last few slow thrusts from which you also reached your climax. He pulled out with a groan from fatigue and rested his head on his pillow next to you. The silence felt uncomfortable for you. You wanted to speak and ask him why you both were never together any more. But you remained silent staring into space wishing you could fall asleep faster.
Jinyoung also remained quiet lost in his own thoughts which were shortly interuppted by the ringing of his phone. Your body shivered from the sudden sound and you could see jinyoung as he reached for it immediately.You wondered who was calling him this late at night but chose not to ask. “mmhm ill be there in 10″ and shortly after he cut the phone.
You couldnt help but ask, “where are you going its 3 in the morning?”Jinyoung remained silent as he dressed himself not paying any attention to you as you pulled the blankets up closer to your body. You expected a response but the longer jinyoung remained silent the more worried you got.
”Jinyo-”as soon as you spoke jinyoung interrupted you whilst putting on his watch.” “Dont wait for me i wont be back tonight. ”So you continued to lay there in the cold bed with tears shedding from your eyes. There was no way you both could go back from this. Not when you knew he was cheating on you.
He thought you never noticed the , the smell of perfume, the bruise left lightly on the side of his neck and unmissable scratches going down his back. You tried to ignore it , wanting it to all be a dream and that it was all just your imagination. Wishing, that after tonight he wont leave you. But as he exited the room tonight, you knew there was no way you could forget or ignore all this now. Jinyoung was cheating on you with not just anyone, but with your own closest friend. But you were yet to find that out.
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