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Literally no thoughts go on here. Conclave & The West Wing. This is my trash bin of a blog I put whatever is eating my two brain cells. Studying Ancient Greek and Latin but don't ask me anything about them because I'll start crying. major (19yo); they/them

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me, desperately trying to get anyone into DS9: so there’s this gay twink doctor and gay spy lizard, and they are gay for each other but you have to wait 20 episodes for them to interact again, and even then it’s like the most excruciating slow burn yaoi ever, and they never kiss. Gay lesbian antifa.

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s1 Josh fixing Sam’s bowtie and s3 Donna tying Josh’s bowtie for him ooooooooo the love is stored in the rental tuxedo

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watching 2x12 The Drop In and leo and his lordship should just make out already

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rewatching the West Wing for who knows the how-manyeth time and can I just say. Aaron Sorkin answered the question "what if everyone in the white house was autistic including the president" and the result is absolute bliss

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Re-entering my conclave epoch and my genuine favorite thing is how ingrained Bellini having feelings for Lawrence is in conclave fanfiction. Like it will be Bellesco and Tedesco will still make some comment on how he thought Aldo was in love with Thomas. Full on Lawrenitez and Aldo will still look on in tragic gay fashion. He’s so me I love him

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uhhh the pope died

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I’ll take criticism but only if it’s nice

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My current thoughts

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Aldo Bellini you are mine. I woke up in a cold sweat late last night and realized his shame and his broken hearted-ness-turned-to-grim-certainty that his best friend will never love him in the way he wants hit me underneath my ribs. And then I made a Spotify playlist while crying

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something something Lawrence breaking the seal like he breaks consecrated bread

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watched conclave then dusted off the ol’ hair cutting scissors to frantically give myself that Cardinal Benitez haircut

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meeting gay Catholics in the wild is crazy man I had to fight the urge to go “oh, like in Conclave (2024)?” when the guy introduced me to his partner after telling me he’s catholic

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I’m sure this has been done

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I’m currently getting The Greek and Latin Education and while my grasp of Latin is fine my Italian is absolutely abysmal. Like, to an embarrassing extent. So when Tedesco was yapping I understood NOTHING unless he was speaking in Latin, at which point I would turn to my (physicist) friend and be like “he just spoke Latin! :D” and my friend would ask if there was something clinically wrong with me

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for most of the movie I was disappointed because I was like “a bunch of old men isolated?? How are there no technical difficulties come on now” and when the photocopier showed error I straight up cheered in the movie theater

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yeah sex is good but have you seen overly saturated vintage photos from the 50s with the sky replaced with stars and planets??

ooOhh yeha baybe !! that’s what im talkjng about !!!!