MINOR !! fine with adults interacting but not minors dni/nsfw accs || https://louielouiebrown.straw.page for my intro !! || i'm sorry but if you randomly dm me/send me a donation link i will simply block you . i have no money and no way of telling if you're trying to scam me or not || urashin's EVILEST enjoyer (maniacal laughter) || please avoid mentioning aishin anywhere on my posts || my favorite color is yellow (and purple/green/brown) || i love chonny jash and tally hall . i dislike jashshipping but i tolerate it || no sideblogs my posting style is all over the place .. one day it's yaoi , the next it's metaphysics || any pronouns .. pref for he/they/it mostly ^_^ but varies || too cringe for oc x canon too based for yumeshipping . just miserable enough to project my issues onto my favs /j || i follow back religiously i stress over everything religiously
short blog nav. shit here , writing req. details under cut
strawpage link !! also in comments
basic info: it/he/they/she , ranked in terms of pref. (most to least , but all are fine by me at the bare minimum)
basic dni is no darkshippers // proshippers or radqueers or radfems (especially terfs , but all radfems dni in general) uhh check my strawpage for more details . as you can tell i have a punctuation typing quirk for funsies
check strawpage for interests , detailed dni , etc . just because you didn't check my full dni doesn't mean you are magically exempt from being blocked because of it
dearest friends of mine :^) : @bell-of-freedom and @jun0sbl0g
tiktok link (ChonnyJashForCharity)
my wattpad is ChonnyJashForCharity
ao3 link (ChonnyJashForCharity)
newgrounds link (rarely used , ShinjiHirakoLover)
this blog has a tagging system . tags listed on strawpage , but my most common ones will be in this post's tags
WRITING REQS CURRENTLY OPEN !!
i don't really have any limitations (the few i do have will be listed below) and i do take literally anything as long as it's a fandom that i can research // you can provide info for !! but some preferred fandoms // shows // books // stuff that i've already read // watched will be in tags .. for convenience
[note SPECIFICALLY for the house fandom: I AM ONLY ON SEASON 4 !! if i actually do get any requests for house , i can't promise that the characters will be perfectly in character !! :(]
i WILL NOT take:
comshipping/darkshipping requests (adult x minor , sibling x sibling , etc [except i will take immortal x mortal stuff AS LONG AS THE MORTAL IS OF AGE and the immortal doesn't take the form of a child or something])
anything full length .. as in i'm only really doing oneshots (unless you're like a super close friend that i would die for . cough cough juno cough cough arlo)
ANYTHING sexual (i am a minor !! no exceptions for this one sorryyyy)
any RPF
that's all i can think of !! i will try to update this list as time goes on , but if i deny a request , i WILL provide a reason !! please just don't pressure me :3
examples of stuff that i WILL do:
oneshots !!
stuff that's shipping related !!
anything general !!
i AM willing to write certain things that would require a TW as long as you don't want me to portray it in a weird/romanticized/sexual/fetishized light .. obviously
any oc content !! just give me info on the world/universe surrounding them and how the characters should act , and it'll be fine !! oc requests may take longer !!
PLEASE DON'T EXPECT ME TO GET ANYTHING DONE SUPER FAST !! i am a freshman in highschool and i'm already in ap // honors classes and band and i'm always tired so i do get quite busy (update i'm technically a sophomore now and i failed band GIGGLES !! uhhh) ..... so i might get them done in like . either 2 days or a gajillion years . depends . also i can't promise that each oneshot will be professional quality either since i'm obviously an amateur writer .. i do this as a hobby !! i'm doing this so i can get BETTER at writing and so that i can make people happy !! ^_^ YOU CAN GIVE ME ANY SPECIFIC DETAILS HOW YOU WANT ME TO WRITE THAT YOU WANT , e.g stylized writing , like in all lowercase , mostly dialogue fic , no dialogue fic , specifically a drabble .. anything you want !! or you can let me decide for you . which is fine too !!
YOU CAN CONTACT ME through literally almost anything . dms ?? sure !! just don't act weird !! asks ?? hell yeah !! you can even do an anon ask !! i don't care !! comments ?? go ahead man !!!!!!!!!!! via my strawpage ?? YAH !! ^_^ go ham . you can contact me on my tiktok , or my wattpad , or my ao3 .. messenger pigeon accepted as a method too . you get the idea
THANKS FOR READING !! SORRY IF THIS WAS WORDY I JUST WANTED TO MAKE EVERYTHING SUPER CLEAR ON WHAT I DO/DON'T ACCEPT . HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT !! ^_^
i know i just stole the title of urashin for my blog url (mostly because of that urazen person that reminded me of the fact that i could Literally Just Do That , but i'm pretty sure they have me blocked 🥹✌️) but my blog nav tags are still gonna be the millionsmayfry centered stuff !! partly because i'm too lazy to restructure it all etc etc but also just . because i wanna . YAYYYY
I want to like shinji/kisuke but unpopular opinion ppl don't focus enough on Kisuke’s character and make him a 3rd wheel to aishin even in shinji/kisuke ship
i sort of like aizen x kisuke !! it's just that literally every other bleach ship to me (except for the downright illegal and questionable ones or special ones that i just don't like for whatever reason) also share that opinion because i quite literally am THE urashin guy . i'm sort of a multishipper i just get completely attached to one ship in particular for most fandoms
on the other part of your ask . i haven't seen anyone do that ?? not to say that they don't exist it's just that i can't specifically comment on people doing that with urashin in particular since i haven't seen them . i personally , though , really adore kisuke character studies // kisuke-centered stories and i'm sad there aren't more of them (i read most of them on ao3) and i also relate to kisuke so ,, i actually focus a lot on character analysis and development (even if i'm not good at tracking it myself) and you will not find another person more mad than me about how kubo treated the vizards ..,..,, i think the one situation i have seen with my own eyes of like . someone stripping away kisuke's character to a certain degree is with urayoru (urayoru isn't inherently a bad ship but tbh a lot of its fans demolish the actual characterization of urahara and yoruichi for the sake of mindless porn) which is maddening enough already ,,,
anyway the only time (which is rare anyway) i'll ship aishin in tandem with urashin is when it's SPECIFICALLY past aishin , present urashin , and even then i mostly focus on present day kisuke // urashin because i genuinely think that anyone who believes that aishin is possible via any even somewhat conventional manner after tbtp is a bum . anyone who thinks that mostly canon-compliant aishin was ever possible in a remotely healthy manner is a bum . other than all of that i don't exactly actively ship aishin it's more of a meh to me in any other context
uhh all in all don't let the fans surrounding a ship deter you from the ship itself if you genuinely enjoy it since you can always make your own content for it . if , for whatever reason , you aren't comfortable making content for it , there's always people open to writing requests and drawing requests who will likely be willing to help out , or you can even commission professional work if you have the cash for that ^_^ (i am open to writing requests but uhh holy shit i am behind on them . lowkey i think i'm gonna knock out several tonight for the sake of not feeling like a moron but if you feel like depositing a writing request at all then feel free to do so . now that i both became motivated and actually remembered the reqs i'd probably get to yours in like . a week or so maybe .)
i do genuinely implore you to give urashin a chance because of the whole similar personalities shit , matching color schemes stuff , shared trauma entourage .. and i think it holds the potential of being a very sweet or at least interesting ship .. but idk that's your choice . if you don't like a ship then nobody's holding you at gunpoint to like it (unless you're in the mha fandom /hj) . go wild if you really wanna
ok one last thing and this is more so a message to everyone but if you ever send me an ask that isn't downright malicious , you don't have to go as anon cuz i will never ever be rude if you aren't trying to be rude yourself .. unless you're scared of how people reading the post would react cuz if so , then valid
i have noticed that there is an urahiyo person out and about , aishin is obviously still popular , i've seen a few shiyori posts , i think urayoru Might be back a little bit ?? anyway i just want everyone to know that i am still the urashin guy . let's love everyone . and love urashin // subway // sprite 💚💛 waaah ............
the emoji combo i use for them on discord is lowkey 🧪🎷 isn't it so cutie
Hia! do you prefer the uncensored picture of Dorian Gray or the common one? (also ur so cool can we be mutuals?)
funny thing is i have never read the uncensored one (i probably will read it soon though now that you've reminded me ??)
but with what i sort of know about the differences between the two , i'll probably be able to say that i enjoyed the common one more ?? because i'm pretty sure the uncensored version has less content but is also more . direct ???????? uhgg yeah idk i'll have to see if i can find it and tell you what i think !! but yes we can absolutely be moots ^_^
this is actually kind of oldddd but whatever ,, the "thoughts of travel / drifting through / the air about you, / like—" is supposed to be him cutting himself off before he compares anything to the uoma or his old home in general especially cuz he doesn't remember most of it and can't recall why the thought is so important to him .
i'm so fucking bored and there's nothing to do . someone tell me something interesting and also answer this poll . i don't care if the Thing you tell me is related to a fandom or not . PLEASE just give me a fun fact i'm begging you . i'm so bored
would you consider this guy (shinji hirako) somewhat androgynous // a bit of a twink
yes (i have seen bleach)
yes (i have seen some of or none of bleach)
maybe (i have seen bleach)
maybe (i have seen some of or none of bleach)
no (i have seen bleach)
no (i have seen some of or none of bleach)
i'm not sure
i don't know how to answer this // i don't like the term twink
yes // no BUT i think there's a term that better applies to him
Voting ended onJun 21
btw if you chose the last one please tell me what you think it is in the comments ^_^
oscar wilde actually did not likely say this !! it is , however , widely misattributed to him ^_^
this is one of the main links i've found discussing exactly that
back then they didn't really call them 'cars' ......... i think it's mainly been traced to a book from the mid 2000s ?? but that's more dubious . either way , it's probably not wilde
i wanna get (semi)famous on tumblr so i'm just gonna start blogging shit (it's actually only because i want people to leave me drawings and stuff on my strawpage .)
FUCK WAIT I SHOULD MAKE A SECOND STRAWPAGE FOR MY OCS
Ok, I just watched Black Christmas (1974). It was pretty cool, I guess now I have a new addition to my list of christmas movies I actually enjoy xD (but my favourite still is Tokyo Godfathers).
Also, Billy (the killer) was really enigmatic and creepy, and though I would have liked to know more about his past, I think that keeping him a mystery was ultimately a good decision. I liked him, I think he was a very unique villain; I can definitely see the inspiration for Michel Myers. And yeah, for some reason I also think he's hot (why the hell do I wanna smash so many horror characters?!?!)
As a final comment, I wanted to say that in the scene where we are shown one of Billy's eyes as he is peeking through the closet , it reminded me of the scene in Ringu where one of Sadako's eyes can be seen through her hair; though I think the scene in Ringu was way more creepy.
idk if anyone gaf but here's some of my poetry . hashtag reblog if you like it
thanks 4 reading . go under cut for some context (mostly for the first and second one)
uhg so basically here's a list of stuff i sent to my friend about the first one:
"'the pain opens and blossoms quite unlike a flower' being because i think people are quite the opposite of sunflowers in particular . we will very often make conscious efforts to turn away from the sun // joy if anything"
"1: god is a representation of my mother
"2: the title's because she wanted me to clean my room . no that is not where my main turmoil directly originated from . it came from the fact that i felt weirdly incapable of cleaning my room , and then i realized i felt weirdly incapable of doing anything , and then i acknowledged that even though i should be cleaning my room (which i used as a microcosm for being a normal functioning person i guess) and acting like a regular person in all the right ways , because this is what everyone does and what everyone generally should be capable of doing , i weirdly cannot even if i . can . idk
"3: i got a knife from my neighbor recently . no i am NOT planning to stab myself that is just semi-relevant to why i brought up a knife specifically
"4: the ending is supposed to be ambiguous as to whether the speaker ended up finally stabbing themselves or if they didn't . either way , their pain (whether it be mental or physical) is severe , and the lack of actual blossoming (adjacent to a flower) is supposed to represent a lack of positive growth (like i talked about earlier feeling incapable of cleaning my room blah blah blah) and the whole sunflower thing AHGHGHGH .
"5: the 'just like a flower' part is in reference to aestheticism and my tendency // humanity's tendency to romanticize pain and suffering . usage of 'we' and 'our' , lumping me in with the rest of humanity , is meant to contrast with my perceived alienation from the rest of the human race because of my incapability to act 'entirely' like a regular person
"tldr: yip yap yip yap i was sort of writing from both the perspective of myself and the perspective of a character i guess ?? idk how to explain it"
and also i'm bad at shaping poetry but it's supposed to look like the poem is being stabbed with a knife . if you can see it maybe
the second poem uhh . i wrote it in reference to dread and dread being the worst possible emotion a human person could experience kind of . last christmas i was happy even though my grades sucked because the worst was already over and i didn't have to dread it any longer and there was nothing more i could do . the application thing was me rationalizing something as simple as dreading the phone light turning off turning to wanting it to turn off just so the dread disappears and wanting to apply it to a much larger scale—such as my own life . the last line is unclear as to whether i'm dreading the rest of my life , my eventual death , or maybe both . the title was from the specific dostoevsky quote that said "your worst sin is that you've destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing" .. basically i am saying that i SHOULD be coping with my dread in a more healthy productive manner ....... but i Don't .
and this is more vague and hard to explain but in order for "dostoevsky said" to be a complete sentence as such is demanded for proper use of the semi colon , it would have to follow a quote . like "i'm on crack" dostoevsky said . (but with a semi colon instead of a period) so one could imagine dostoevsky's original quote about self betrayal there and the semi colon + the following poem implying a "modern" or "related" rephrasing of dostoevsky's original problem
one short thing for the 4th poem is that a funny (not really) thing that i included was a vague allusion to the speaker ending their own lifespan ("it would not matter when i was dead" and "chalked up 'early success' to college" .. early success meaning , in actuality , an early success at ye old Intentional Self Dying) [sorry idk how strict tumblr's guidelines are so i'm stuck to typing like an absolute troglodyte]
something brief for the 5th poem is that i wrote this cuz i was sad that so many other people had beautiful , visible agony in response to suffering while i usually feel . nothing . outside of the sheer present reality of the situation . i feel sad when it happens and then i feel apathy and then i wish i'd feel something so i end up wishing the thing would happen again ("i think i liked living with a knife in my gut") just so people would see my pain and think of it as pretty or lovable
i feel like a lot of Hilson Content that i do see (whether it be text posts or edits or even just like. memes) seems to be subscribing to a dynamic between house and wilson which does not in actuality exist between them, but is essentially the dynamic between house and cuddy. like the ship you actually want is right fucking there. and it’s even canon. but you don’t like women so
I don't ship Huddy because I hate women! I don't ship Huddy because Cuddy is a horrible person!
By the way, I am a lesbian! Too bad that there's so much ugly behind Cuddy's beautiful facade.
Shipping Huddy should be over forever after watching 5.14 The Greater Good! In this episode, Cuddy treated House like sh!t! And don't respond to this with saying that House said cruel things to Cuddy! She deserved every insult House hurled to her!
hey man i think you should Possibly reply to these comments ^_^
oh and also technically house's fatphobia too . and how he almost tried to use that girl with non-responsive pain receptors (CIPA) for his own gain . or the many times that house has violated the rights of his patients (the guy in DNR) .
genuinely if cuddy's horrible then what the fuck is house ?? plus wilson's whole cheating on his wife thing and also violating HIS patient's boundaries (that woman with cancer) etc etc . plus , "oh character A is a bad person" doesn't mean that they are suddenly exempt from Having Romantic Relationships in a piece of media due to their supposedly bad moral compass . ignoring that just makes you look stupid i'm sorry
but come on they are ALL war criminals . not a single person in this show is an angel . idk why cuddy in particular is blocked off from being reasonably shipped with house ....... unfortunately being a lesbian does not prevent you from having bad takes . and what the hell does "too bad that there's so much ugly behind cuddy's beautiful facade" MEAN 🥹✌️
