Ursine Problem Log

[ursineproblemgenerator]

[ursineproblemgenerator]

Can I just like vent for a minute?

Cus I am swirling in my emotions and would much rather they be in the void then locked within the fleshy confines of my chest.

I have done everything in my power to try and make myself accessible. To show people that 'Yes I am here to help. Please let me do my magick thing to help you.'

Ive done signs. Ive done demos. I offer free readings all the time just so I can practice.

I just want to be able to sit and talk with people. I want to be able to help people with their problems. Ive nearly died so many hecking times and this stupid world runs off of hecking sayan logic.

You want someone whose done the shamanic work! Well here I fecking am!

I have met and touched the rattlesnake, the bear, the aligator, the tiger, the horse, the bison, and so many other creatures!

I have been drowned, frozen, crushed, asphyxiated, burned, beaten, bitten, poisoned, electrocuted, and fallen from a great height. Ive fuffiled the near death experience thing in triplicate!

I have sat long endless night with the fire and dreary summer days with the waterfalls.

I helped found a summer camp for people who aspire to be were creatures! Its in the fucking feylands! And yes I am talking about a physical space here in concious reality.

I have touched death both personally and through the loss of others. I am not a special human but I have experienced so many special things and I am bursting at the seems to show others what I can do and how I can help!

And I just... I dont get it. I always feel like people wont look at me. Like no matter how much I smile. No matter how much I soften my gaze, lower my shoulders, open my posture, no matter what I do, because I am a big burly bear I am a threat. And I just hate it.

I fundraise and its not enough

I build community and its not enough

I learn fecking magick that lets me heal the sick and its still not enough

I dont know what I can do. I dont know and I cannot help unless other people give me something. The smallest crack to work with. A coin, a story, an ask for help, just something.

[ursineproblemgenerator]

Emergency Guild Quest:

Quest issued to all multiversal entities

Dragons have infultrated the human species.

Please eliminate any dragon whose hoard is causing damage to the bio weave or has a collective impact upon the species to an effect greater then 34%.

Quest Reward: 10% of collective hoard in value, significance, credits, or dedicated time.

Traverse in Safety

[ursineproblemgenerator]

A Question about infrastructure

So Question.... I want alot of things, including the catastrophic destruction of certain systems that are causing alot of problems right now. But I also am deeply fixated with other certain systems that I find useful and enjoyable that are dependent upon the above terrible systems. So I come to ask the question today... If El Capitan were to crumble today, how could we save the internet so I can still tell my Canadian friend I love him? What physical infrastructure from the ground up would be required to keep communications lines existing so I can tell my loved ones in the deep south its safe here? What sort of electrical output systems would be required to maintain a connection? Any input would be greatly appreciated for traction/visibility.

[ursineproblemgenerator]

So update

Been using [Healing] in my second slot for a little over two years now and i JUST fucking discovered that it can out scale your mana production.

La de dah, lemme leave on my passive all the time. Why the fuck is the sky loud and people all feel like hornets who have complaints about the HOA and want to sell me an extended warranty and timeshare combo.

Oh? My mana bar keeps hitting negatives and my staminas draining despite doing fuck all so my health doesnt take the hit? Oh BECAUSE OF CAPITALIST HELLSCAPE 2.025 MY STAMINAS OUT TOO...

Fexking snaxks man.

[another-exclus]

Everything is like “QUEER history” and “List of QUEER young adult books” or “Top 10 QUEER movies” and queer this and queer that and for the love of god please just say LGBT.

But queer is more inclusive

[a-tired-humanist]

And faster to pronounce if you are talking instead of writing.

[another-exclus]

It’s not more inclusive, and if your excuse of using a slur as a blanket term is “it’s faster to say”, GENUINELY what is wrong with you

[a-tired-humanist]

It’s called economía del lenguaje.

It’s also the respected academic term?? The acronym isn’t static and it’s usage is varied by things like generational difference, location, and knowledge of the community. Even just in the U.S. in the last few decades the common usage gone from GLBT to LGBT to LGBTQ, to LGBTQA/LGBTQIA/LGBTQIAP/etc (Which, let me tell you as someone who has given presentations in the past using these updated acronyms, are all real mouthfulls), to LGBT+.

Also yes, queer is more inclusive! Especially coming at it from an academic standpoint, people didn’t always use or identify with the terms we use now and you can’t always try to cram them into our modern perceptions of sexuality. We can argue for years about whether a famous historical figure was gay or bisexual or straight and trans or whatever, but if we can all agree that they were somehow queer then using that term allows us to move past the debate and into productive discussion. And not everybody everywhere shares the same terms for sexual and gender identity, or even the same concepts of those things, so queer really is a more inclusive term in a lot of cases.

Like yeah if you’re talking specifically about gay or trans people you can just say gay or transgender, but if you’re talking about more than one identity or someone who doesn’t conform to our perceptions of ‘LGBT,’ or a person or people whose identity you don’t know, queer is just the better word.

[jabberwockypie]

“That’s SO gay”, “Oh my god, you’re not a LESBIAN, are you?”

Your words are slurs, too. Why do you get your words, but I don’t get mine? What makes you so special?

I’m here, I’m queer, go fuck yourself.

[levynite]

queer is not a slur, stop drinking the TERF koolaid

[darthsuki]

[matronofthevoid]

every time one of you fools spout about ‘queer is a slur’ a terf laughs because their fucking plan to make that word ‘taboo’ is fucking working you dipshit.

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

I did not get my degree in queer literature for you all to keep pulling this bullshit.

[moki-dokie]

baby gays,,,, i beg of you to learn your queer history and stop listening to terf bullshit

every single one of our labels has been used as a slur against us.

terfs and -phobes are always going to try and hurt us with what we identify as. but the fact remains these are OUR labels and always have been.

we’re here, we’re queer, get used to it.

[hyperactivehedgehog]

I don’t know if this is just because I’m not American but I’ve never heard queer used as a slur. Ever. Meanwhile gay was the insult in the 2000s here. Everything you didn’t like was ‘soo gay’. Queer wasn’t even a word most of us knew back then.

It just baffled me that people would think an identifier is automatically a slur just because someone uses it to mock someone. If we did that gay would be a slur. Stupid would be a slur. Autistic would be a slur.

The reason people are upset about the word queer is that it’s a unifying term. You can say you’re queer and all people will know is that you’re part of the community. But you can’t say you’re LGBT, you have to say you’re gay or trans or ace. They don’t want you to be ambiguously queer. They want you to say which kind of queer you are so they can decide whether you’re undesirable.

[tapacamino]

yeah in the 90s and early 2000s kids would call each other “gay” as an insult. But no one ties themselves in knots over whether “gay” is a slur. So yeah, please ffs learn your history.

[anarchistmemedistro]

[rabidchild67]

They want you to say which kind of queer you are so they can decide whether you’re undesirable.

[violetultraviolent-deactivated2]

They want you to say which kind of queer you are so they can decide whether you’re allowed to live.

[segamascot]

[snorazz]

[theatricuddles]

[ID: The first is an image of Canada and Mexico with the United States edited out that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream". The second image is an image of North America with all lands labelled with the names of the tribes living on them that reads "Oh thank god it was just a dream".]

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

here is a REALLY detailed hq map of indigenous american nations if you're interested (you are.)

and alaska. and hawai'i.

[theworsethingsgettheharderifight]

looks like we all talked enough shit that staff put The Community Guidelines Violating Maps™ back

[ursineproblemgenerator]

Hey!

So I unlocked [Healing] and [Mana Sense] but every time I use them both at the same time [Meditation] kicks on and I end up with the [Karmic Metta] condition which I dont quite understand and Gyoogle isnt helping.

[i-am-aprl]

Palestinian activists get their message across on Londons iconic Tower Bridge landmark- one of the cities most historic buildings. We need a ceasefire now.

[ursineproblemgenerator]

Hey does anyone want to come do brain exopansion suppliments with me in the woods?

We can cuddle and watch the stars!

[ursineproblemgenerator]

*Attempts to enter the room without making much noise*

*cracks the door in three places and by sheer weight alone sinks right through the floorboards 3 feet into the room*

"Man. I am not cut out for urban exploration."

[sparklemaia]

kids need safe places to play. kids need safe places. ceasefire. ceasefire. ceasefire.

[ursineproblemgenerator]

So.... whats a good outfit to wear to go from the 0rgy to a Book Club and then to a different 0rgy?

Both the 0rgys are themeless fyi and the book were doing this quarter is quantum psychology.

[ursineproblemgenerator]

I am only comfortable doinking if you have the mental and social skills to complete a game of flamecraft.

And your shirt has to have ridden up a bit during the game on your belly... which is clearly why I lost... distraction belly

[ursineproblemgenerator]

If you havnt been in a whirlwind werewolf romance where you chase each other through the woods and someone notices the bite marks the next day and you just turn into a blushing mess...

What are you even doing?!

[vecb-art]

some of my fav tattoos from the last several weeks 🪶

[dorkvania]