idk some people like to compare about how Spike reverts to William in Tabula Rasa vs. whatever evil mode angel went into when something similar happened on ats but. The very next btvs episode is Smashed. The very next episode Spike finds out he IS a vampire all over again but only towards Buffy and instead of continuing to be her actual friend he decided to be that vampire. Not william. Wouldn't have it any other way of course s6 Spuffy is everything to me but it's still so tragic because this is the point where he truly failed her. She was already starting to love him back and he chose to fail her. RIP to their best friend era
















