lestat my evil princess

bo | 23 multi fandom (i post whatever, just everything i love) <3 she/her

[vangoghmeteeng]

if anyone sees this, hi! i deleted my old blog because i wanted to start over and here i am! :)

things about me: i’m dutch, 21 years old, studying psychology and history, i don’t know what i’m doing in almost all aspects of life but that’s fine

will be posting (but mainly reposting because i’m scared to post things) whatever, stuff i like <3 the world’s my oyster or whatever

main thing i like right now is 9-1-1 the show!

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update it’s now 9-1-1 (im waiting on the new season) and interview with the vampire (also waiting on the new season I’m so excited)

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new update also the pitt (and also waiting on the new season, the first one is a masterpiece)

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sooo the pitt’s new season was absolute trash, i stopped watching 9-1-1 after bobby died because that was complete bullshit and now all that’s left is the vampire lestat

i did watch heated rivalry that was amazing so new season PLEASE don’t disappoint 💔

[ultrastimpaks]

wait people sleep with their doors closed????

[ultrastimpaks]

okay now im curious. reblog this with where youre from and if you sleep with your door open or closed

[chewing-on-lead]

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i live in the netherlands so i set a reminder for tomorrow morning. it’s called “BUDDIE CANON??? GAY EDDIE CANON???”

asking the important questions

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saw tame impala yesterday

i can now die peacefully

[hollow-head]

"who do you self insert as when you read?"

This is me when I read:

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that woman needs to shut the fuck up

[vangoghmeteeng]

two weeks ago i stopped talking/ended things with this guy i’d met at work and had been talking to kinda for three weeks (he had a girlfriend and two kids so no)

i was so happy to be done with that because men tire me the fuck out

now I’m back at square one because i met one of this man’s coworkers and we hit it off too and now we’re meeting to smoke a joint in 10 days

I’m not even sure if he’s for real and above all else I’m not going into this thinking it’s a date because his girlfriend just broke up with him and i don’t want to deal with that

he is cute tho and within a correct age range

[vangoghmeteeng]

so the smoking will not be happening he has to work but he still wants to hang out but idk what else we can do

[vangoghmeteeng]

update we went, it was very fun and lowkey we just walked around and talked and now we’ve been talking on snapchat (we switched from whatsapp to snapchat a downgrade but i don’t mind it’s fun)

we still kinda have plans, when he’s moved out he’s gonna text me and we’re gonna hang out and smoke

[vangoghmeteeng]

another update:

we’ve just been snapping and chatting the whole time nothing special really but he came to my house because i told him i had some cigarettes for him (i never let anyone come to my house one of my best friends has never even been and i’ve known her 1,5 years) and then a week later he was at work in the same town i was in and when he was 2 streets away from me he sent me a snap with his location so idk what to think about that but he came to say hi i gave him a few extra cigarettes because I’m nice like that and he asked me to come to his work the next night.

so next night he asked me to come at around 1, that’s way too late because i have work in the morning but then again i wasn’t gonna say no. well i came at around 00:30 the coast was clear yay but then i stayed with him until almost 3 and at first he gave me a small tour and then we just kinda hung out i smoked j’s he smoked cigs (because work) and he told me his biggest secret that no one else knows that’s what he said at least

and now he’s moved out so I’m waiting for my invitation and he did last night at 2:15 but i fell asleep at 2 💔 he would have had to pick me up but still i would’ve gone. he asked me “kom je gezellig langs ik verveel me” and i can’t really translate it because gezellig is inherently dutch but it means in a nice way can you come over I’m bored BUT I FELL ASLEEP I’m not even lying when i say it made me sad that i fell asleep

anyway told him he would have had to pick me up and he told me he would do so with “alle liefde” directly translated to with all his/the love so yeah

idk what to think but I’m having a good time and if we’re friends yay if it’s gonna be more than that also yay

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m seeing him tomorrow at his place

[vangoghmeteeng]

saw him again since then and we called two days ago out of his own initiative and now I’m noticing i kinda miss him at times when he’s at work

[vangoghmeteeng]

ok so i hung out with him at his work again but it was literally in my hometown and outside. it was so much fun tho and he was so so so sweet idk why or what changed but it’s nice

his friend is very fun too i like her she’s nice and she wants to hang out with me again

[vangoghmeteeng]

LMAO I READ IT ALL COMPLETELY WRONG apparently he likes someone else and is working on getting with her 👍🏼

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m more confused than everrrrrr 🫶🏼

we cuddled and held hands and he’s calling me sweet and nice things I’m so so so so so confused

[vangoghmeteeng]

so i have a boyfriend now

[vangoghmeteeng]

so he voiced that he thinks this is forever and he wants it to work forever and he’s gonna make sure to get it that way I’m so happy it’s so sweet

[vangoghmeteeng]

i never want to leave here

[vangoghmeteeng]

i don’t know how we got here but i told him i didn’t want to ask it but i was gonna do it anyway, and so i asked him if he thought of me when he gave himself a handjob before we had a relationship. i said he didn’t have to answer since it’s a weird question. he said he wasn’t gonna answer that and so i said jokingly “so it’s a no”

he immediately told me “no, it’s a yes but that’s fucking weird”

i have never wanted to jump someone’s bones more

i told him i wasn’t weirded out, if anything i was weirded in because that’s fucking hot

[vangoghmeteeng]

went on our first holiday, we’re on our way back

it was a lot but very fun :)

[vangoghmeteeng]

i broke up with him yesterday because he wasn’t my person after all

i had a great four months with him and i feel awful for breaking his heart but it is what it is

[vangoghmeteeng]

i am so HAPPY i broke up with him it’s diabolical soz xxx

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I’m going to the hair salon today for the first time in almost 4 years. i am so scared

last time was when my grandpa died and they ruined my hair

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(Source)

This comes one day after the archive changed their status to “Omega” for April Fools’ Day.

[darkvoidtrash]

[vangoghmeteeng]

two weeks ago i stopped talking/ended things with this guy i’d met at work and had been talking to kinda for three weeks (he had a girlfriend and two kids so no)

i was so happy to be done with that because men tire me the fuck out

now I’m back at square one because i met one of this man’s coworkers and we hit it off too and now we’re meeting to smoke a joint in 10 days

I’m not even sure if he’s for real and above all else I’m not going into this thinking it’s a date because his girlfriend just broke up with him and i don’t want to deal with that

he is cute tho and within a correct age range

[vangoghmeteeng]

so the smoking will not be happening he has to work but he still wants to hang out but idk what else we can do

[vangoghmeteeng]

update we went, it was very fun and lowkey we just walked around and talked and now we’ve been talking on snapchat (we switched from whatsapp to snapchat a downgrade but i don’t mind it’s fun)

we still kinda have plans, when he’s moved out he’s gonna text me and we’re gonna hang out and smoke

[vangoghmeteeng]

another update:

we’ve just been snapping and chatting the whole time nothing special really but he came to my house because i told him i had some cigarettes for him (i never let anyone come to my house one of my best friends has never even been and i’ve known her 1,5 years) and then a week later he was at work in the same town i was in and when he was 2 streets away from me he sent me a snap with his location so idk what to think about that but he came to say hi i gave him a few extra cigarettes because I’m nice like that and he asked me to come to his work the next night.

so next night he asked me to come at around 1, that’s way too late because i have work in the morning but then again i wasn’t gonna say no. well i came at around 00:30 the coast was clear yay but then i stayed with him until almost 3 and at first he gave me a small tour and then we just kinda hung out i smoked j’s he smoked cigs (because work) and he told me his biggest secret that no one else knows that’s what he said at least

and now he’s moved out so I’m waiting for my invitation and he did last night at 2:15 but i fell asleep at 2 💔 he would have had to pick me up but still i would’ve gone. he asked me “kom je gezellig langs ik verveel me” and i can’t really translate it because gezellig is inherently dutch but it means in a nice way can you come over I’m bored BUT I FELL ASLEEP I’m not even lying when i say it made me sad that i fell asleep

anyway told him he would have had to pick me up and he told me he would do so with “alle liefde” directly translated to with all his/the love so yeah

idk what to think but I’m having a good time and if we’re friends yay if it’s gonna be more than that also yay

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m seeing him tomorrow at his place

[vangoghmeteeng]

saw him again since then and we called two days ago out of his own initiative and now I’m noticing i kinda miss him at times when he’s at work

[vangoghmeteeng]

ok so i hung out with him at his work again but it was literally in my hometown and outside. it was so much fun tho and he was so so so sweet idk why or what changed but it’s nice

his friend is very fun too i like her she’s nice and she wants to hang out with me again

[vangoghmeteeng]

LMAO I READ IT ALL COMPLETELY WRONG apparently he likes someone else and is working on getting with her 👍🏼

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m more confused than everrrrrr 🫶🏼

we cuddled and held hands and he’s calling me sweet and nice things I’m so so so so so confused

[vangoghmeteeng]

so i have a boyfriend now

[vangoghmeteeng]

so he voiced that he thinks this is forever and he wants it to work forever and he’s gonna make sure to get it that way I’m so happy it’s so sweet

[vangoghmeteeng]

i never want to leave here

[vangoghmeteeng]

i don’t know how we got here but i told him i didn’t want to ask it but i was gonna do it anyway, and so i asked him if he thought of me when he gave himself a handjob before we had a relationship. i said he didn’t have to answer since it’s a weird question. he said he wasn’t gonna answer that and so i said jokingly “so it’s a no”

he immediately told me “no, it’s a yes but that’s fucking weird”

i have never wanted to jump someone’s bones more

i told him i wasn’t weirded out, if anything i was weirded in because that’s fucking hot

[vangoghmeteeng]

went on our first holiday, we’re on our way back

it was a lot but very fun :)

[vangoghmeteeng]

i broke up with him yesterday because he wasn’t my person after all

i had a great four months with him and i feel awful for breaking his heart but it is what it is

[vangoghmeteeng]

two weeks ago i stopped talking/ended things with this guy i’d met at work and had been talking to kinda for three weeks (he had a girlfriend and two kids so no)

i was so happy to be done with that because men tire me the fuck out

now I’m back at square one because i met one of this man’s coworkers and we hit it off too and now we’re meeting to smoke a joint in 10 days

I’m not even sure if he’s for real and above all else I’m not going into this thinking it’s a date because his girlfriend just broke up with him and i don’t want to deal with that

he is cute tho and within a correct age range

[vangoghmeteeng]

so the smoking will not be happening he has to work but he still wants to hang out but idk what else we can do

[vangoghmeteeng]

update we went, it was very fun and lowkey we just walked around and talked and now we’ve been talking on snapchat (we switched from whatsapp to snapchat a downgrade but i don’t mind it’s fun)

we still kinda have plans, when he’s moved out he’s gonna text me and we’re gonna hang out and smoke

[vangoghmeteeng]

another update:

we’ve just been snapping and chatting the whole time nothing special really but he came to my house because i told him i had some cigarettes for him (i never let anyone come to my house one of my best friends has never even been and i’ve known her 1,5 years) and then a week later he was at work in the same town i was in and when he was 2 streets away from me he sent me a snap with his location so idk what to think about that but he came to say hi i gave him a few extra cigarettes because I’m nice like that and he asked me to come to his work the next night.

so next night he asked me to come at around 1, that’s way too late because i have work in the morning but then again i wasn’t gonna say no. well i came at around 00:30 the coast was clear yay but then i stayed with him until almost 3 and at first he gave me a small tour and then we just kinda hung out i smoked j’s he smoked cigs (because work) and he told me his biggest secret that no one else knows that’s what he said at least

and now he’s moved out so I’m waiting for my invitation and he did last night at 2:15 but i fell asleep at 2 💔 he would have had to pick me up but still i would’ve gone. he asked me “kom je gezellig langs ik verveel me” and i can’t really translate it because gezellig is inherently dutch but it means in a nice way can you come over I’m bored BUT I FELL ASLEEP I’m not even lying when i say it made me sad that i fell asleep

anyway told him he would have had to pick me up and he told me he would do so with “alle liefde” directly translated to with all his/the love so yeah

idk what to think but I’m having a good time and if we’re friends yay if it’s gonna be more than that also yay

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m seeing him tomorrow at his place

[vangoghmeteeng]

saw him again since then and we called two days ago out of his own initiative and now I’m noticing i kinda miss him at times when he’s at work

[vangoghmeteeng]

ok so i hung out with him at his work again but it was literally in my hometown and outside. it was so much fun tho and he was so so so sweet idk why or what changed but it’s nice

his friend is very fun too i like her she’s nice and she wants to hang out with me again

[vangoghmeteeng]

LMAO I READ IT ALL COMPLETELY WRONG apparently he likes someone else and is working on getting with her 👍🏼

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m more confused than everrrrrr 🫶🏼

we cuddled and held hands and he’s calling me sweet and nice things I’m so so so so so confused

[vangoghmeteeng]

so i have a boyfriend now

[vangoghmeteeng]

so he voiced that he thinks this is forever and he wants it to work forever and he’s gonna make sure to get it that way I’m so happy it’s so sweet

[vangoghmeteeng]

i never want to leave here

[vangoghmeteeng]

i don’t know how we got here but i told him i didn’t want to ask it but i was gonna do it anyway, and so i asked him if he thought of me when he gave himself a handjob before we had a relationship. i said he didn’t have to answer since it’s a weird question. he said he wasn’t gonna answer that and so i said jokingly “so it’s a no”

he immediately told me “no, it’s a yes but that’s fucking weird”

i have never wanted to jump someone’s bones more

i told him i wasn’t weirded out, if anything i was weirded in because that’s fucking hot

[vangoghmeteeng]

went on our first holiday, we’re on our way back

it was a lot but very fun :)

[vangoghmeteeng]

two weeks ago i stopped talking/ended things with this guy i’d met at work and had been talking to kinda for three weeks (he had a girlfriend and two kids so no)

i was so happy to be done with that because men tire me the fuck out

now I’m back at square one because i met one of this man’s coworkers and we hit it off too and now we’re meeting to smoke a joint in 10 days

I’m not even sure if he’s for real and above all else I’m not going into this thinking it’s a date because his girlfriend just broke up with him and i don’t want to deal with that

he is cute tho and within a correct age range

[vangoghmeteeng]

so the smoking will not be happening he has to work but he still wants to hang out but idk what else we can do

[vangoghmeteeng]

update we went, it was very fun and lowkey we just walked around and talked and now we’ve been talking on snapchat (we switched from whatsapp to snapchat a downgrade but i don’t mind it’s fun)

we still kinda have plans, when he’s moved out he’s gonna text me and we’re gonna hang out and smoke

[vangoghmeteeng]

another update:

we’ve just been snapping and chatting the whole time nothing special really but he came to my house because i told him i had some cigarettes for him (i never let anyone come to my house one of my best friends has never even been and i’ve known her 1,5 years) and then a week later he was at work in the same town i was in and when he was 2 streets away from me he sent me a snap with his location so idk what to think about that but he came to say hi i gave him a few extra cigarettes because I’m nice like that and he asked me to come to his work the next night.

so next night he asked me to come at around 1, that’s way too late because i have work in the morning but then again i wasn’t gonna say no. well i came at around 00:30 the coast was clear yay but then i stayed with him until almost 3 and at first he gave me a small tour and then we just kinda hung out i smoked j’s he smoked cigs (because work) and he told me his biggest secret that no one else knows that’s what he said at least

and now he’s moved out so I’m waiting for my invitation and he did last night at 2:15 but i fell asleep at 2 💔 he would have had to pick me up but still i would’ve gone. he asked me “kom je gezellig langs ik verveel me” and i can’t really translate it because gezellig is inherently dutch but it means in a nice way can you come over I’m bored BUT I FELL ASLEEP I’m not even lying when i say it made me sad that i fell asleep

anyway told him he would have had to pick me up and he told me he would do so with “alle liefde” directly translated to with all his/the love so yeah

idk what to think but I’m having a good time and if we’re friends yay if it’s gonna be more than that also yay

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m seeing him tomorrow at his place

[vangoghmeteeng]

saw him again since then and we called two days ago out of his own initiative and now I’m noticing i kinda miss him at times when he’s at work

[vangoghmeteeng]

ok so i hung out with him at his work again but it was literally in my hometown and outside. it was so much fun tho and he was so so so sweet idk why or what changed but it’s nice

his friend is very fun too i like her she’s nice and she wants to hang out with me again

[vangoghmeteeng]

LMAO I READ IT ALL COMPLETELY WRONG apparently he likes someone else and is working on getting with her 👍🏼

[vangoghmeteeng]

I’m more confused than everrrrrr 🫶🏼

we cuddled and held hands and he’s calling me sweet and nice things I’m so so so so so confused

[vangoghmeteeng]

so i have a boyfriend now

[vangoghmeteeng]

so he voiced that he thinks this is forever and he wants it to work forever and he’s gonna make sure to get it that way I’m so happy it’s so sweet

[vangoghmeteeng]

i never want to leave here

[vangoghmeteeng]

i don’t know how we got here but i told him i didn’t want to ask it but i was gonna do it anyway, and so i asked him if he thought of me when he gave himself a handjob before we had a relationship. i said he didn’t have to answer since it’s a weird question. he said he wasn’t gonna answer that and so i said jokingly “so it’s a no”

he immediately told me “no, it’s a yes but that’s fucking weird”

i have never wanted to jump someone’s bones more

i told him i wasn’t weirded out, if anything i was weirded in because that’s fucking hot

[vangoghmeteeng]

i was mean to my boyfriend this weekend and i promised i wasn’t gonna do that anymore and now i’ve done it again and when i apologised he didn’t say i love you back so now I’m crying while he’s asleep

i have this chronic feeling of guilt and it’s worse than ever these past few weeks

[vangoghmeteeng]

so my best friend and i are more misaligned than ever in life and we’re both having an awfully hard time with this but i have this feeling after today that she’s gonna kill herself

so we’ll see in the morning because i said i wasn’t gonna do or say anything anymore tonight

[vangoghmeteeng]

so i told her i needed space on my birthday and now we’re not talking because i can’t handle her problems and feelings while dealing with my own and my new relationship and my internship

i feel like the worst friend ever because I’m abandoning her when i have a new boyfriend but that’s not the case but it still kinda feels like it

[vangoghmeteeng]

so my best friend and i are more misaligned than ever in life and we’re both having an awfully hard time with this but i have this feeling after today that she’s gonna kill herself

so we’ll see in the morning because i said i wasn’t gonna do or say anything anymore tonight