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Imagine walking with no legs

The orb emits this daunting flare, I'm stunned by grace and left to tear, The rifts I opened, And those that cracked, They blaze responding, On my oblivious impact.

I've split before and felt the scar, I've split again this brittle star. I'll keep on splitting to reach the core, I'll keep on tearing just like before.

Seductive wishes afresh emerge, What was once despair is now a zealous surge. This sound that lives as my addiction What was once despair has now become affliction.

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I’ve never realised who I’m supposed to be

Can you feel this pleasant beam? Do you mind its skittish might? Eternally you block its dream, Resolved you hate it in despite.

I hope it drives you quietly insane, You deserve far less, yet I am kind. We can feign this game of blame, Yet we forgot to whom belongs my mind.

You see me grinning now more often, I even feel the sun now shine, You panic since I drew your coffin, I'll clench on what was once my spine.

I'd feel so pleased if you'd let go, But you are spitting hawks like mad, You strayed away from your own flow, Unbound my drive and wound up dead.

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Every day I drift closer to the sun

It once was cold and dark around, I glimpsed a star, alone I found, I steer serene in frozen thrust, Hey sun, I come, for burn I must.

And then along the uneventful trail, The warmth has slowly linked my sail, Senseless frame is now an active pod, Like a snake my body warms with blood.

The heat that now envelops me, From soothing cool to burning plea, I'm lost ignited, blind by light, The callous glow that pilfered sight.

I'm yet to picture hell ahead, Shape a sketch of screeching glow,

This body soon will burn for Death, The mind ablaze, and soul in woe.

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It is much easier to wander if you are lost

Do you see grey? Splice on hue, Adjoin the fey.

Touch the edge and peak above, Scan again what lies below. "Unavailing mess; rainbow"

In grace you bathe In sun you bask Where is your fate? What is your task?

My faith is gone, My cause does wane, The things I've done, Just to stay sane.

The touch achieved, The soul forgotten, Condemn conceived, But wits now rotten.

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Repetition

My own clone is spitting venom:

Soaring, searing through my denim,

Flares relentless seeking freedom,

Heeds the Goddess, sings Te deum.

I'm the God, my tune in vain,

I bind myself through pain again,

Repent for sins which I condemn;

I am salvation, a blackened gem.

There is no clone, all that is me,

All I've done for being free...

And once extent of all my mass,

I forced above to see this mess,

Ignored the signs upon duress,

It all has broken; shattered glass.

I'd cry, but I am turned to stone,

I'd sleep, but have lost my home,

I'd call, if not for misplaced phone,

I'd think,

But I refuse

To do so

Alone...

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Resent

Awkward smiles,

Sad remarks.

Enveloped in misfortune

You still are glad alive.

I would feel your pity,

If you were not so dim,

Amazed at your content,

But not as it would seem.

Sour smiles of realization,

Sad and tired, uneventful iteration.

What you have is good enough,

Dare not take another slice,

Who you are seems ample too,

A feline den, filled with mice.

I can purr and circle them,

I can hiss and cause mayhem,

But:

I will leave the pest to you,

I'll escape this path askew.

The vicious vermin wound in vain,

Hardly leave the corpses sane.

All this blood; a minor stain,

What they cause is far from pain.

They spread chaos and destruction:

All of this for one torn mane.

The tears unseen I cry relieved,

The horrors glimpsed,

And those perceived.

My life in love I loved this life,

Where slow decay prefers,

An instant slice.

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Sigh

This sensation;

As if I've performed

The done salvation

And now became reformed.

I can see you petty,

I can see you fade,

Disgusted do I heave

From what I've almost made.

Silent and content,

Dazed do I ascend,

Above the mortals:

The realm of weak.

What you see in colour

I consider bleak.

I would wail eternal,

Again would break and die,

But I can mask me formal;

With a lone despitful sigh.

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Echoed

Have I slept?

Not yet.

I have no time.

I want something kept.

Have I eaten?

Not yet.

I have no food.

I want someone beaten.

I am late

For what is due.

I need to sate

The one thats true.

Dead? Alive.

Famished? I guess.

Broken? Most definitely not.

I have echoed.

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Rain

Art now echoes distant cries,

It used to show deceitful lies.

Theres something new

That binds those ties

A mindful thought;

A heart of plies.

It's like I'm begging myself true,

It's like I hide myself from you.

If only I've the will to

Scrape myself anew -

New core, foundation;

So much to do.

I'll do it then!

I've got none else,

I'll even write,

Procure a verse.

It's like

These words

Are dripping out the pen

All those things from

Heart that hoards

Appear now swift

Along my sheet.

My pen back then,

Had dried a clueless pit.

Give it blood,

Give it tears,

Give it all

That my soul fears.

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Lust

I've been destroyed -

Fatigued and now broken.

Distressed have enjoyed

The joy that I soak in.

The pain only I feel

I revel in, spent,

Shallow my breath seems,

Calmly I pant.

The words almost silent

Paired with disgust,

The words, oh so violent,

Are ones that I trust.

Glass that has shattered

And blood that was spilled,

Mixed, as if mattered

And once again filled.

Full as I seem now

With grace do I bow,

Disguised in my own sin;

Disguised with a grin.

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Serene

How pointless does it seem,

Conjuring,

Shaping my own stream,

When the river forks,

Turns,

Away from my works?

Once again I need to draw,

The river,

The banks,

The fauna,

The caw...

The echo piercing through my ears,

I can't define what one hears.

Or sees or feels; the tears.

Do you need me to kill?

Perhaps not.

Let me draw

The river now so still.

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Vacant

My mind is blank.

I got what I wanted -

Lost 'em who haunted

My mind is blank...

Yet I still force my way,

Past the mountains of decay,

Along the saddened roads I sway,

Away

I'd say...

Motionless grin,

Washed of the sin

Thoughts are now flattened,

All is now passed -

All what has happened.

And onwards I've faced,

Exhausted, disgraced,

Come over with haste,

I like my new taste.

Still all is empty,

And all now is still,

I can't think of you,

Since my mind is blank.

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The man and his dog

I've written this poem on the spot for a poet named Alex:

Listen!

Dripping drops,

From the valleys of old,

To the mountaintops.

As the drops drip,

The steps slip,

One by one

Four by four.

We stop,

I sit...

You see -

Summit.

We've walked eternal,

Where serpent crawls,

You've lost your journal,

I've lost my paws.

We bled both mute,

Noisless and acute,

The trail of red unending

From the valleys of old

To this mountain

Thats pretending.

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Ridiculous declarations of meaninglessness

This poem was written for me on the spot by a poet named Alex:

It is a conversation killer

- No message you say, no true way!

Did Thomas not doubt Christ?

Was the promise not long enough?

- But I hear dawns luminous laugh

Filling the air like sand in hourglass

I did not think the labyrinth's pass

Would be so hard to find and open

Yet still shrines Love's name

do bloom

In the garde s of grateful doom

- No message, yes! But many seas

To sail despite their troubled dreams

So raise your colours, shine your light

To seek the pearl's secret delight.

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Fragment 16

Rational thoughts but desperate call,

Soul of acceptance to paint on this wall.

Colour it purple and paint on it pink,

Smile retorted and shroud what you think.

The wall is still black and there is some grey,

The colours all faded but the floor now shines vibrant,

While the wall dying slowly, I can't look away,

The wall smiles slyly as the floor is my tyrant.

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Fragment 13 & 14

Back on one foot

I carefully stumble,

Lean on both hands

Just so I don't crumble.

I can hold this together,

Even flourish and run.

I just need this incentive

And refuse that I'm done.

I thought I demolish

And thats all I do,

But theres more I abolish

Like him, me or you.

I can look in the mirror

And smile with hate,

But now I see clearer,

Of what is my fate.

The mask I created,

Is donned and prepared,

And what I once hated,

Has now been repaired.

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Fragment 10

I find this brittle

Shape unneeded,

And little by little,

Becoming unimpeded.

Perplexed and befogged

Refusing what's useful,

All the errors enlogged,

I've derailed from

What's truthful.

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