β΅βΆ γ This blog is exclusively used as a coping outlet where I vent, proship, talk about my paraphilias, ect... so yes, please be aware of that before interacting. γ βΆβ΅
β΅βΆ γ I mostly engage in abuser x victim, problematic age gaps and non-con. Some of my favorites include c!Awesamdream, c!Bowspam, Jaspeven, Blakeshaw, ect. Please refrain from talking about sibling x sibling, as its a personal trigger of mine γ βΆβ΅
β΅βΆ γ My paraphilias consist of Fictorose, Objectum, Necrophilia/Fictonecrophilia/Fictonecrosadism, Somnophilia/Fictosomnophilia, @AM/FictoAAM/FictoAAMsadism, FictoMAP/FictoMAPsadism, Shocon, Fictasterelian, Fictonocerephilia, Fictoapagophilia, Fictobarysadism and Fictosadism. I am strictly anti-contact for any harmful paras. γ βΆβ΅
β΅βΆ γ !!No explicit NSFW in my askbox I am a minor!! γ βΆβ΅
And FUCK all of you (especially antis) for making me belive for so long that I was a disgusting horrible person who deserved to die or worse for trying to cope and exist with my REAL LIFE trauma. Yall wouldn't give a flying fuck if I said I got sexually abused and or assaulted by more then one person at like 10 years old because clearly making up fictional scenarios with fictional characters and having involuntary anti-contact paraphilias is soo much worst right??/sarc. I hate yall.
β - FictoHebephilia is a paraphilic attraction towards pubescent children, typically between the ages of 10 and 14 within fictional media.
- If this term was already coined, consider this an alternative flag. This flag is based off the original Hebephilia flag made by Aaron & an anonymous user.
Hebephilia is a term for those who feel paraphilic attraction to pubescent children, typically betwe...
β - FictoPedophilia is a paraphilic attraction towards children between the ages of 5 and 9 within fictional media.
- If this term was already coined, consider this an alternative flag. This flag is based off the original Pedophilia flag made by Aaron & an anonymous user.
Pedophilia is the attraction to children between the ages of 5 and 9. The term is relatively recent,...
I get awfully "jealous" and "dysphoric" whenever I see people talk about their really intense trauma cause it automaticly makes me feel like mine is invalid and not bad enough compared to them and sometimes like i should have more intense trauma to be logically the way I am and i hate it cause no one deserves to go through such awful stuff and yet for some reason i feel like i should have gone through them to be valid
I dont know why i feel unhappy about NOT having really awful trauma and yet sometimes i do and it makes me feel so guilty
Placing a joint between his lips, Finn returned the tin to his pocket and started searching for his lighter; only it wasnβt there, he patted all his pockets and even unzipped his jacket to check the inner breast pocket, nothing.
βNeed a light?β a gruff voice asked from behind Finn making the teen startle and rip the joint from his lips and hide it in his pocket, βthought I took all of your weed.β
βI did too,β Finn agreed looking down at his feet as the older man brushed fresh snow off the bench next to him and sat down.
Mando was staring at him, searching for something as he spoke, βbut?β
The teen glanced up at him, a small smile gracing his lips, βI guess Iβm smarter than we both thought.β
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Mostly just wanted to post about it again, been working on it for a few days.