Above are Meal Plans for each sign. These are based off ingredients typically associated with each sign along with some of their personality. For example Leo and Capricorn have more gourmet and advanced meals. The Earth element is probably most associated with meat than the other elements, but Virgo is associated with staying healthy and a whole lot of herbs and veggies which is why theirs is so vegetable heavy. Can't forget Libra's sweet tooth. Sagittarius is all about the "exotic" but exotic is going to depend on where you're from. They are also associated with tomatoes, ginger, lemongrass, mangos, and many other foods.
1st: dogmatic views, do as I say not as I do, attracted to the bad boy/bad girl, relationships with promiscuous people, openly opinionated, body dysmorphia, magnetic aura, captivating presence, traditional views when it benefits them, competitive, strong work ethic, money is power and they know this, dark humor, gets people to open up easily, self imposed restrictions, victim mentality.
2nd: jealous co workers, insecure without money, focused on long term success, thinking outside the box, quirky, illusions around upbringing, favorite child, should embrace new perspectives //possibilities, attracted to the outcasted, can feel pressured to help others, victims of betrayal, takes shortcuts to get what they want, responsible with money, loves the idea of love but not the commitment, pressure to perform well.
3rd: secret teller, uses sex for power, uses communication for power, odd sex appeal, unique style, entrepreneurial mindset, self motivated, driven, spiritual blessings through others, easily adaptable, loved by women, team player, liar, familiar with the underworld from a young age, ambitious, fast thinker, prefers to be coupled up, questions others authenticity.
4th: untrustworthy mother, misuse of sexual energy, confusion around self identity, jumping from relationship to relationship, cold demeanor, manifest desires easily, right place right time, hard worker, likes/requires routine, attracts/likes conflict, dramatic relationships, impulsive, loves adventure, passionate, victim of betrayal, liar, self destructive, possessive.
5th: charming, witty, self destructive, overly emotional, lashing out, makes friends with common interest easily, convincing, attracts money easily, make it and get it right back mentality, lacks patience, needs to do things in moderation, anxiety, worry, fear of the unknown, depression, needs to find peace within themselves, overly serious, scattered brain, life of the party, big personality, attracted to big personalities, lives outside the box, always standing out in the crowd.
6th: requires stability, shame around upbringing, lacks self esteem, thinks too much before acting, hasty careless movements, overworks the body, running from thoughts, overwhelms themselves, feels they have something to prove, intellectual, restricts sexual desire, attachments issues, addicted to ideas/belief systems, reliable, helpful, resourceful, natural leader, feels they have big burdens, should let go and be more carefree.
7th: feels misunderstood, values family dynamics, strength, disconnected from others, integrity questioned, do what they want not what their told, distorted view of family and relationships, strong intuition, divine feminine, nurturing spirit, frequent conflicts, lacking accountability, escaping justice, partners that bring out the worst, popularity, unique voice, charming, very opinionated, sexually explorative, calm before the storm.
8th: relationships that alter view on sex, emotionally manipulative, self critical, overworks themselves, always stressed about time, too much on their plate, overwhelm, self sufficient, luxury, abundance, doesn’t rely on others to make things happen, can see their plans through, should flow more with life, slow down and take your time, receives a lot of gifts, also gives a lot too, gift of gab, dark humor, sneaky vibe.
9th: comes off quiet but really a social butterfly, confident, independent, determined, chooses partners that talk disrespectful to them, lacks self discipline, easily unmotivated, changes paths often, loves podcast, sweet words, jack of all trades master at none, trust your intuition, many rebirths, it’s okay to be the student, don’t fear growth, insecure about how their perceived, feeling misvalued in relationships, hard time feeling ready enough”.
10th: home body but equally likes being outside, big family lots of kids, multiple baby daddy’s/baby mamas, impulsive decisions, gets a lot of attention from their outfits, secret relationships, doesn’t value others opinions, brushes issues off, would rather work alone, loves love, attracts a lot of haters and secret fans, always partnered up or wants to be, gets lied to a lot, so much potential, be open to new perspectives, doing the same thing and expecting different results, should explore more things out of your element.
11th: inflexible, likes to dominate others, would benefit from connecting to Mother Earth, jealousy, overwhelmed by responsibilities, loves to be in a relationship, creative, doesn’t invest time properly, wasteful with their energy, sharing wealth, attract fake friends, friends are very different from them, very confident demeanor, don’t get along with women, very convincing, two sides like a Gemini, a lot of love to give hopeful it’s not being misused.
12th: reserved, quite but a social butterfly, courageous, loves learning new things especially darker subjects, wants their voice heard on a public forum, should take time to be alone to hear your own voice and strength intuition, fear of change, escaping at the nick of time, learning to develop personal beliefs, people pleasing, strong will, persistent, misuse of power, direct, quiet power, reads the room.
NOTE: This is based on personal experiences. Enjoy!
Satabhisha placements tend to be player. They are the ones who have many exes, date multiple people at once, and very much into online dating where options are available. Somehow they like the ideas of "choosing the one that's best for them" and "selection process"
Most of them look sensitive due to that tropical Pisces so they can be seemed deceiving sometimes
Satabhisha women especially tend to attract a lot of people's attention online due to them being attractive. Rahuvian is blessed to meet some of beauty standards like fair skin or great body
Rahuvian men especially Satabhisha are really charming. They are a great talker but also they tend to be easily bored. It's easy for them to change partner if they think their current one is too attached to them that it becomes boring
Rohini and Rahu Naks (Satabhisha, Svati, and Ardra) are responsible for wealth. A lot of people with this Naks are born wealthy or at least in upper class of economy. A lot of them too are born in family where the family members enjoy refined quality of life. For ex, their siblings go to best school available or their mom use expensive bags and have many clothes in her wardrobe
For this reason, Rahu Naks tend to choose expensive things. They are oftentimes quality over quantity. They don't mind spending much money on one thing and into brand when they can get other thing with cheaper price
Rahu Naks especially Svati tend to recommend place or goods that's expensive for other people
Jyestha can say the most unhinged thing when they are full of emotions. Their emotions can be extreme and those are poured into words. That's what you get when you have Lord Naks in Mercury but sign lord in Mars
Uttarabhadrapada (ubp) is really generous. They are the ones who give helps for free when other people will charge things. But usually they give that for free because they also want to learn about things. So it's like adding their knowledges through free samples that are gotten by helping
Check your darakaraka (the lowest degree of your planets) to see the character of your future husband. Usually when you find a man who represent your darakaraka, it's hard to get over them cuz you somehow see them as your ideal partner. Consider the sign, planet, and house. For ex, your darakaraka is Taurus Saturn in 1st house. Then a man who has Venusian (Taurus), Saturnian, or Aries placements can be seen as your ideal partner. Saturn in here can also be interpreted as someone who's older than you
Your atmakaraka (the highest degree of your planets) can be a placement where you are expected to do things alone. For ex with Virgo Mars as your atmarakara, you may be faced with situations where you have to fight (Mars) for your academic (Virgo is ruled by Mercury). Although it's difficult, it can lead you to fulfillment and independent (Mars as atmakaraka)
✩please don't plagiarise! the following is my own research and observations, so if something doesn't resonate please let it go✩
punarvasu nakshatra ｡⋆ boundless imagination
this star relates to the idea of repetition & patterns that occur within the concept of other things. classically symbolised by arrows being placed upon a quiver over and over again. or the idea that ruling deity, goddess aditi is recognised to be the mother of her own father. unity and wholeness cannot be broken in punarvasu nakshatra
this nakshatra prominent in a person's chart usually indicates someone with a boundless imagination and a youthful curiosity for conceptually complex thought. it is a beautifully intricate star which resembles our desires to explore the great wonders and awes of life. i imagine these people becoming so lost within an immersive day dream that they can easily lose sense of reality. however, their strong sense of nostalgia tends to wash over and refreshes them, finding themselves once again. punarvasu natives are usually highly sentimental and fond of reflection
chitra nakshatra ｡⋆ beautiful ingenuity
this star relates immensely to the design and talent it takes one to create beauty, typically in it's physical forms. ruling deity, visvakarma is often described as the chief of detailing and designing. he is who is talented enough to create palaces, cities, weapons, jewels and even replicas - quite literally anything you can think of, beauty and wonder is embossed in it's formation
i often notice that these individuals have such a keen eye for beauty and detail. their ability to create anything beautiful and aesthetic is expectational, no matter what it is they may wish to create. they are the types to even go to such lengths of adding little details where no one will even see it, they are truly dedicated to their craft. additionally, women with this star prominent can literally embody physical beauty and have an amazing sense of physical adornment, but of course that is not all there is to her. she is talented and multifaceted woman x
anuradha & shatabhisha nakshatra ｡⋆ love vs lust & the celestrial nymph
one interesting aspect of these two stars is that their ruling deities mitra & varuna share mythological affinity. anuradha’s deity mitra is god of day-time & shatabhisha’s varuna is god of the night-time. these deities exemplify love & pleasure as a polarity in it’s higher & lower dignities. the story is as follows, the two deities once were of a singular body when they met urvasi, a celetrisial nymph & made love with her. mitra & varuna sepearted into two bodies as there was disagreement, mitra sought after the nymph for selfless love & varuna propositioned urvasi for sex & selfishness. urvasi desired mitra although varuna became too excited & ejaculated too early - urvasi felt bad & birthed varuna’s children through an artificial womb
anuradha resembles the highest order of adoration, love & devotion. another thing to note is that shatabhisha is not primarily a sexual star, it just has sexual & lustful potential. although, in this story the star of shatabhisha portrays it's lustful & pleasure seeking side. anuradha is all about companionship & mutual union - it is a beautiful star to be born under. anuradha people are usually adored and admired lovingly, shatabhisha people may simply be lustful or ignite these lower desires in the minds of others. i also find it fitting that the birth of varuna's child was artificial, as other research of mine correlates this star to the idea of parasocial relationships (will get into this in a different post)
rohini nakshatra ｡⋆ red-girl
rohini’s ruling deity is brahma, the forefather & god of all creation. when rohini’s context is taken into sexual regards there are some impurities present. brahma being the god of creation had once desired to create his own wife in order to reproduce, his other children had protested against this idea as his wife was of his own creation. brahma became ashamed of himself for pressuring her. brahma discarded his body & created a new one to wash away impurity of thought. his old body lived on as a fog of danger & darkness
rohini nakshatra is the star of fertility & creativity, passion & beauty. the word rohini means red-girl, symbolising a woman’s menstrual cycle or the blushing or rosy cheeks of a woman. all is well in rohini for creativity, imagination & fertility but there is some other aspects to this star are not so favourable. rohini nakshatra may at times attract the wrong kind of attention & affection. women in general can become subjected to other’s infatuations & desires that are shameful, wrong & impure. this dark side of rohini resembles insidious external influence that comes way toward women
extras ｡⋆
punarvasu & ashlesha nakshatra ｡⋆
people with these nakshatras prominent in their chart usually love cats! they are the types to probably identify heavily with being a "cat person" as clique as that sounds. i find it so cute how pushya separates these stars, a nakshatra that symbolises milk
rohini, mrigasira & ashlesha nakshatra ｡⋆
these stars are all symbolised by serpents. the most flexible and movable among all the relevant animal representatives, and also the only one without four legs. for this reason these people have the potential to become talented and amazingly hypnotic dancers! even if they don't dance, they may move and walk in a very mesmerising way
🫧My experience being friends with the Moon signs 🫧
-Please remember that this is not a reflection of everyone with said placement. The behaviors of a single asshole aren't that of the many (sometimes). Also, I don't/didn't have friends with all Moons. Some would have one person or no specific person, and rather so, I'll be giving general observations.
🫧Taurus Moon🫧
Friend #1: Kind, loving, generous, thoughtful, quiet, slow, and internalizes everything. She is one of my closest friends ever. She is practically the father figure of the group, helping everyone out, protecting them, advocating, giving advice, and making sure that they're set and good. Picky with her friends, many of them are people she has known since childhood, and most are her cousins with very few that aren't related to her. Tech and cyber expert. A big animal and nature lover. She loves her space and peace, she is slow to return texts, hates calls, and has the social battery of a sloth. Good singing voice. Loves video games, and is OBSESSED with whatever she has an interest in. Overall, her emotions are well-regulated, however, as an Earth Moon she rationalizes herself and stays pretty chill, even when she needs to pipe up.
Friend #2: Obsessive, jealous, sensual, persistent, indulgent yet very frugal, and stubborn af. A big-time foodie, he does have quite the appetite. Good singing voice too. Always at the clearance section of 'Bath and Body Works'. Thrifty. Got to have three of the same body spray. Candle queen. Trust issues with a very paranoid outlook on things. A bit greedy. Always asking people to buy them things. Very sexual. Cares for his younger sisters and loves his family and friends.
Friend #3: Big-time nerd. Memes are his only talking reference. Great singing voice and can imitate voices very well. Shy extrovert. Loves animations and even studied to be an animator and designer. Hugger. Big animal lover (he legit has what seems like a zoo of pets at home).
Friend #4: Obsessed with history (especially medieval history). All about death and our relationship with mortality. A literal cat. Isn't afraid to get her hands dirty. Goes all in on a subject of interest. Has the same appearance and sense of style as always.
I find Taurus Moons to be very comforting and a joy to be around. They defiantly bring a sense of stability to the relationship, mainly because they're predictable. Not in the "boring" sense but rather that they're people of clear and simple emotions no matter how grand they're in expression, it's pretty clear what they feel, how they feel, and why; Basically, there's no catch or an underbelly to their emotions. Other qualities I have found was that they're pretty aloof, they hate to be intimate with people they barely know, and they actually like fast-paced relationships (only if they really like you), they love to dress simply but chic, and they do have a well known "thing". They always got that "thing" you associate with them and they have it for comfort, like a kid with a blanket or a toy. They also love animals, pastels, the color brown, and karaoke. Hates confrontation and always second guesses their gut feeling. They're also very stubborn and in general, find it much harder to break out of habitual cycles of disconnecting and detachment when shit gets real.
🫧Gemini Moon🫧
Friend #1: Very smart. Great writer and lyricist. Talented musician and singer. Loves people. A bit timid about being in the spotlight. Loves to connect with others over interests, especially art and social issues. Great dresser. Romantic. Bends too fast. Dislikes confrontation but would stand up for a loved one. Bad judge of character (always attracts cheaters and assholes).
Friend #2: Certified L.A.B (lying ass bitch). Says shit for the sake of saying shit. Fake trauma bonding. Leeches off of people. Toxic. Abusive. Always with abusers. Manipulative and hateful. Been around the block. Would do anything for validation. Makes up stories about others to play the role of the victim. (Very likely she has a cluster B personality disorder and no Gemini Moon would claim her.)
I think I have experienced two extremes of this moon, with one being highly and continuously evolving and the other being consistently trash. I am fond of the energy that Gemini has on the moon. There's this innocence that they possess at the core, and it could be the purest and most genuine thing or the biggest fabrication in history. Nonetheless, I do love to be around them and the energy they bring to a relationship. It is always lively, fresh, and new, they'll always come up with something to do with you, and always find a way to spend time and be close to you. They definitely give mixed signals since they tend to be a bit playful, especially in their platonic relationships, and they are very touchy. They're bold and outspoken generally about how they feel. They're less guarded and more likely to share and talk about their problems and their opinions. In contrast, they would rather die than open up about their deep true emotions.
🫧Cancer Moon🫧
Talking about their ex was their favorite pastime. Never misses an important function. Celebrations and social events were considered important. The person that would want to go somewhere but then gets upset because things did not go how they imagined they would. Ruminates on past events and feelings. Vents a lot but also gives you the space to do so. Strong stan on temporary emotions and circumstances. Feels how she feels and doesn't care how others perceive her for it, or what they think about it. Low key ferocious (I live for it though). The only person I know that isn't afraid to publicly voice their boundaries when crossed.
I don't think I met another Cancer Moon besides this person, and we became friends only because we were together in similar classes at uni. Overall, I would say from what I have observed, her relationships with her friends were always great and seemed pretty solid. Romantically though, sis was very challenged, and I don't think it was totally her date's fault. She is an acquired taste and she knows what she wants. Seems very hung up on the idea of meeting expectations and fighting an imaginary clock to get THE perfect life. Good luck with that.
🫧Leo Moon🫧
Creative. Self-motivated. A visionary. The definition of an untamable person. Careful of who they keep company. Lives for an adventure. All about self-expressing, being authentic, and breaking the system. Great philosophical talker. Has true parental instincts. Very comfortable with themselves. Sexual. Great body-mind attunement. Good at mirroring others.
I have heard/read a lot of shit spewing about this placement, but I have to say that I do love to meet them. They're a breath of fresh air. Although I get how they can give an impression of a know it all "I am better than you" life dula, I never detect malice in their approach and usually they're more than respectful if you talk to them about it. They carry the weight of life with such ease, and I envy their perseverance. They definitely love to live life to the fullest. They have their select few friends that they have for a lifetime and like to keep it that way.
🫧Virgo Moon🫧
Never been friends with a Virgo Moon, although not for lack of trying but they themselves are quite apprehensive of bonds with people. They're close to their family and the friends they have they got to know them through school, work, or because they had no other option than to be around you. A molded chaos, and an organized mess. Life runs much faster for them and there's never enough time to finish anything. Despite their tendency to give everything a sense of debilitating urgency, they aren't hypochondriacs. Being strong and well functioning is important to them, as such they take good care of their bodies and surroundings. Oddly spiritual with a devolution to routine rituals. Their emotions are well hidden, they have the hardest exterior to crack. However, they're avid about mental health and wellness. I have also noticed that they tend to lash out, uncharacteristic of them, when they're overwhelmed or feel cornered.
🫧Libra Moon🫧
Friend #1: Very sweet. Bad Bitch™. Always looks good. Best dancer I know. Craves love and relationships. Attracts drama. They are very close to their family. Heavily underestimated. "Legally Blond" but Elle is a Latina that studies medicine. Loves astrology. Takes care of their friendships. Always on the go. Meeting new people all the time.
Friend #2: Pushover. Non-confrontational yet very aggressive. Easily frustrated. Closed minded to different interests. A bit extreme and abrasive. HATES astrology. LOVES the show 'Friends'. Self-critical. Insecure.
A placement that perfectly embodies Libra. Heavenly body and presence. Indecisive as hell. Always stuck in bad relationships. Head is always in the clouds. Romanticizing everything. Walking like they're being filmed. I would say there is an emphasis on companionship and finding "the one" throughout their lives, plus drama is second nature. They might be used to drama so much so that they lose sense of their boundaries and self, in turn making them vulnerable to manipulation and abuse. Their "all about me" era is like no other and is a true turning point in their lives. They seem to thrive when are surrounded by masculinity and masculine people, or overall very competitive and cut-throat environment. They use being underestimated to their advantage.
🫧Scorpio Moon🫧
"Me, myself and I". Paranoid as hell. Big spender. Artistic. Good at portrait sketching. Dresses well. Loves drama. Is the drama. Tone deaf. Low-key ungrateful. An immense sense of self-importance. Passive aggressive. PETTY. Mature exterior with very childish interests. Hypercritical of everything, including themselves.
"Jesus take the wheel" was made as a phrase for dealing with a Scorpio Moon. I get the fragility and being highly emotional and sensitive, that I read about. However, I mostly find them to be disagreeable and pensive. You never know what is the truth, so I assume everything is a lie, and if it's the truth then there must be a catch. They would wake up and the day already sucks. They love to surround themselves with expensive things. It's uncomfortable to be around a placement that seems to believe their own projections and preconceived notions of others rather than getting to know people, or maybe just mind their own business. I would say though that having a Scorpio Moon is probably unpleasant, but I have seen worse happen to other placements with "favorable" moons. And of course, I am talking about the ones that I have met and not every single Scorpio Moon out there.
🫧Sagittarius Moon🫧
Friend #1: Life of the party (actually the life of life). Loves to laugh. Comfortable with everyone. Always hype. Smokes like a chimney. Either brave or stupid. Hype. Frequent dealings with older guys. No chills. Loves to play with friends. Car hangouts over going into places. Funny on the outside, sad on the inside.
Friend #2: Very smart. Tarot mogul. Always a good time. Great convorsaitonlist. A softie. Very sensitive. Expressive.
Friend #3: Would cut a bitch. A true ride or die. A person you want to be on her good side. An unofficial dominatrix. Sweet but feisty. Loves her cat. Always lit. Would do anything for her friends. A good bullshit detector.
A favorite of mine, it is very hard not to like a Sag moon. They're so caring of others and are always making sure that you're good and having a good time. They're the type of person to trust if you're in a bar or a club. I would say that there is a very sad side to them under all that happiness. They're always anxious, which is probably why they don't sleep or eat very well. They also get a lot of migraines. If they open up then they really really really trust you (which is important to them since they can vibe and hang out with anyone but barely trust). They usually have a much calmer Earth sun best friend. I would say that they act much older than their when young but then seem to stay stuck on childish cycles of defensiveness and escapism as they get older.
🫧Capricorn Moon🫧
Friend #1: Artistic and crafty. Resilient. Capable of being very sweet and stern. Good with money, planning, and organizing. Maticolus. Conscious and realistic about their growth and development. Loves animals. Loves to be active in nature. A strong believer in karma.
Friend #2: A true powerhouse. Wonderwoman. My mentor and only real-life role model. An established businesswoman. Rags to riches. Despite having a physical disability she can drive, open pickle jars, do lifts and push up, plus she is a fashion designer that can sew. All of that with one arm. A fighter through and through.
Never had the privilege of being friends with many Capricorn Moons but I have known quite a few and some are very close friends of my family. A rough start in life. They really do take time to peak, however, the glow-up is real. Least spiritual Moon sign. Not egotistical or cold as I read so often. Quite warm and welcoming actually. They might be borderline Darwinists when it comes to the importance of human life and mortality. Believers of hard work and initiative. Lovers and fighters. Silent passion. When young, their relationship with their mother can be described as codependent, and their relationship with their father is strained with a sense of animosity. However, with time the roles seem to slowly reverse. Regardless, their family defenatliy takes precedence throughout their lives. They value respect more than anything else.
🫧Aquarius Moon🫧
Friend #1: Devoted to volunteer work and other people. The "fixer" type. Wants to be needed. Self-help books are all they read. Their interests and style are influenced by the people they're hanging out with. Accidentally (or maybe not) trauma bond with others. Desires to be a leader. Emotions focused. Worries about their reputation a lot. No luck with love. And also in friendship. Many friends, very few that are close, and only one has been consistent so far. Loves to have hangouts with large groups.
Friend #2: Music is their soul. Hippie. Loves acting. "center of attention". Dress based on aesthetics. TikTok addict. Interested in astrology and spirituality. Cold. Performative.
Friend #3: Know-it-all. Bad at expressing themself. No filter. Self-centered. Radical thinking. "Everyone is stupid". Loves to stand out. Learned how to finish a Rubix cube just to show it off. Having low grades is a "red flag" to him. Has a strong desire to be loved, yet none to give it back.
Friend #4: All about the drama and lights. Emotionally explosive at times. Hiding behind a facade. Loves to meet different people. Business savvy. Guarded but would give you their heart once they let it down. Displays emotions as anger when in reality they're scared. Superficial connections to others are more prevalent.
Generally, these people are dynamic and quite sociable. They're people focused in the best and worst ways possible. There is a constant desire to change surroundings (and at times help others change and grow) but they themselves tend to be relatively rigid at the core. Impressionistic (even though they would probably deny it). Self-image is usually not the reality (this could manifest in being overconfident or self-critical). They love to work with their hands a lot and do much better when working with others in comparison to working alone. They are altruistic but aren't attentive to others' desires; as a result, they believe they know better about everything and "what is best" depending on the situation. Imitates emotions rather than naturally expressing them.
🫧Pisces Moon🫧
Another very close friend of mine. Hard to read. Intelligent. People smart. Their friends are family. Uncomfortable with expressing their emotions, yet a good listener. Extroverted introvert. Loves to go out and meet people. Likes to club, going to parties, playing video games, and trying out new things. Loyal. Tough shell, soft heart. Doesn't give a flying fuck about what strangers think of them. Trophy hunter. A very realistic and pragmatic view of the world. Melancholic. They are perceived as troubled when they're just quiet. Low-key altruistic.
This Moon sign is not as bubbly as I have heard about it. They're hard to pinpoint as they usually come off as either Aquarius or Scorpio Moons. They tend to go through much more emotional turmoil, especially as children. They have a floaty feel to them. They feel a lot but nothing at once. They are usually witnesses to harm done to others and suffer losses related to other people rather be it themselves directly, which contributes to a sense of isolation from their peers. They do definitely grow into brave people that face life despite all the baggage they seem to drag around. By far the moon sign that takes the longest to open up honestly and completely, although they do experience spats of anxiety from time to time. Also FOOOOODDDD. They love food and everything that brings them comfort. Vices.
🫧Aries Moon🫧
Very emotional yet not expressive. Dedicated and strong-willed (she is a pediatrician). Hung up on "the one that got away". A true badass. So pretty yet so sad. Her dogs are her babies. Always choosing violence. Femme fatal that drives a Jeep Wrangler.
Emotions that cut deeper than a sword. They seem to compensate for emotional and inner needs with material things and career achievements. Very intimidating when you meet them at first, as they appear put together and quite the expert in their field. They spiral downwards if life doesn't go their way. Personally, I think this moon sign is the most emotionally rigid. Not for their lack of desire to change but rather that they get stuck on what their heart desire and can't seem to see or want anything other than that thing or person that they can't get. They also seem hellbent on trying to control what we can't control, such as the past, other people, and unforeseen misfortune. Highly upkeep on their exterior. Needs some form of vice to process emotions, usually it's smoking and drinking. They tend to be their parents favorite.
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❤️🔥 heidi montag (popular y2k singer, mtv reality tv star, and model): dhanishta chandra and kuja amatyakaraka
💳 before we divulge further into the y2k b*mbo aesthetic, i think it is best to further divulge in the process’s meaning and origin. the aesthetic’s overall ditzy demeanor is symbolic of the benefits one receives from the absence of overthinking and prevention of needing to justify their behaviors and actions to others, especially those opinions who they do not truly value. thus, resulting in a jovial and advantageous attitude towards both themself and their life. the act of removing care, letting go, and radically surrendering to what comes and leaves in your life is an “ego death”. in engaging in abandoning care for frivolous occurrences and surrendering to the unknown, you are slowly encouraging ketu to enter your life, as he is said to have no head (thus, no ego, no face, no sensing, no thinking, or no expressions). a common misconception is that ketu denies, however ketu is not the embodiment of denial but rather indifference. this is why the house ketu resides in in your chart represents the aspects in your life in which you will remain indifferent towards, as you have already experienced the triumphs and tribulations of this house in a previous lifetime. in turning away from caring or indulgence, the item/person you once valued/desired now craves to win your attachment more. this is why individuals popular in this aesthetic seem to live unabashedly and frivolously and continue to receive bouts of wealth. in becoming a blank canvas or black hole (also linked to ketu), you are inviting the universe to bestow various paints (people or items) to adorn yourself with. this is ultimately why kuja (mars: the graha of rage, celibacy, determination, and power) needs to learn from the elderly presence of ketu (neutrality and disassociation) in order to abide in the graha’s naturally youthful energy.
❤️🔥 victoria’s secret angel’s bombshell campaign models: candace swanepoel: chitra surya and dhanishta chandra; doutzen kroes: dhanishta chandra conjunct kuja; josephine skriver: possible aries surya and kuja atmakaraka/amatyakaraka depending on time of birth; and lindsay ellingson: scorpio surya and potential chitra chandra
* note that the majority of vs angels themselves are influenced by kuja. the founder of vs (roy raymond) is an aries surya and dhanishta chandra atmakaraka as well
🪞 in addition to martian natives’ frequent adaptations of ketu’s care free attitudes, their frequently attractive looks are often what draws the adoration of the masses to them. this is because kuja is the son of bhumi (earth) and varaha (the boar). while i have detailed bhumi’s prevalence in depth in previous explorations, i will explore the relationship between the two deities here. bhumi, being the embodiment of the earth, is fertility and divinity. her iconography traces back to the beginning of the zodiac in aries (as she is often depicted with ashwini’s emblems of elephants and horses). her overall earthy nature and varaha’s ether elemental nature combines within the mrigashira, chitra, and dhanishta nakshatras. as each nakshatra lies in the zodiac transitional stage from earth to air (ex. taurus-gemini, virgo-libra, and capricorn-aquarius). this is because varaha was mythologized to have lifted the earth (bhumi) out of the cosmic ocean. the cosmic ocean is the container of amrita, immortality. in greek mythology, said immortality is said to be bestowed in the four horses of aries (the realm of bhumi). when the asura hiranyaksha (attacker, k*dnapper, and obstructor) stole bhumi and hid her in the primordial waters, vishnu appeared as varaha to rescue her. varaha slew the asura, and retrieved the earth from the ocean, lifting it on his tusks, and restored bhumi to her place in the universe. in a similar fashion, so too do the public respond to martian individuals. the majority of worshipping men wish to serve as each kuja woman’s varaha: saving her, idealizing her, lifting her up to the highest places in society. this is why uttara ashadha, the most masculine nakshatra, is symbolized by the similar tusks to that of aries and varaha. these tusks convey masculine power and leadership, in worshipping, adoring, and obsessing over these women, men are more called to feel powerful and energized, as evidenced by large, male-dominated corporations that are geared towards women (such as victoria’s secret).
❤️🔥 khloe and kim kardashian (both are considered american socialites, media personalities, businesswomen, and had heavily publicized s*x lives). kim: scorpio lagna conjunct kuja and chitra surya. khloe: mrigashira chandra, dhanishta lagna, and kuja amatyakaraka
🍹 whereas, it is often women who serve as asura hiranyaksha in the earthly plane, behaving as jealous or aggressive towards martian women (whether they are also kuja natives or not). this accumulation of ill will, whether subconscious or conscious, is often more harmful for the projector and not the attempted receptor. when a person chooses to become a blank canvas and chooses the impressions that may last upon them, they are able to choose to not receive or regurgitate the energy they do not align with. this usage of reflection is why kuja must learn from its proneness to accidents/tragedy and begin to reject said accidents/tragedy via reflection and indifference and not be consumed by them. this jealousy and projection is an extreme prohibitory measure in the female path. this act of feminine division is unknowingly engaging one’s rahu: the graha of difference and duality, as the aggressor/projector is dividing themselves from the martian woman (instead of being inspired and finding amrita within).
❤️🔥 emma roberts (actress known for her portrayal of a multitude of “exaggerated” mean girl characters in “scream queens”, “american horror story”, “wild child”, “we’re the millers”, etc.): dhanishta surya conjunct kuja and scorpio lagna
🛍️ in chinese practices, it is often said that when men frequently interact together in friendships, they tend to reduce their yang, individualistic nature around one another. when men are in the presence of women, they increase their yang, as varaha did with bhumi. whereas, when women frequently interact together, they increase yin in one another and garner greater beauty. this is due to the feminine, yin, watery nature of each other. the beauty and personality of a woman is said to be denoted by their chandra and kuja placements. this is why these grahas are used to analyze one’s behavior, nature, and qualities. thus, water signs are considered to be of 100% water, however the martian nakshatra’s are considered to be of a 1/4 water (with dhanishta being an exception and being 100% water, as it is designed to be the total, healed representation of martian energies). therefore, in positively engaging with martian individuals, who have some or all properties of water, one is heightening their prevalence of yin within the body.
❤️🔥 rachel mcadams (best known for her acting in romantic films and her iconic character in “mean girls”) and lindsay lohan (co-star in “mean girls”, popular y2k actress, and well-known star of the “b*mbo summit”. rachel: mrigashira chandra, scorpio surya, and chitra lagna. lindsay: mrigashira lagna, aries chandra, and kuja amatyakaraka
* note that the film was directed by tina fey (a chitra chandra and kuja amatyakaraka native and co-starred amanda seyfried (a scorpio surya and kuja atmakaraka/amatyakaraka native, depending on the exact time in which she was born) and lacey chalbert (potential dhanishta chandra)
🍒 the act of refusing to allow the jealousy and self-preservation to intrude your mind and put to rest your ego is considered a form of goddess worship. goddesses, such as the lakshmi-aspect bhumi, are infinitesimally beautiful than that of human beings. contrary to the principles of hate or jealousy many harbor against martian natives, people worship them and strive to embody that beauty themselves. in turn, they are gradually merging their image/beauty to align with her. if goddesses were regarded with the same envious treatment of most women on this earthly plane, we would be drastically divided from them. the more beauty one immerses themself in, the more your own physical vessel begins to beautify/purify, as water adds to water. this is why it is often said that you are the company you keep, you are the canvas, but who do you choose to hold the paint brush?
❤️🔥 jennifer aniston (one of the highest paid actresses of all time, frequent of 90s tabloids, and known for her portrayal of “rachel” on “friends”): chitra lagna conjunct kuja atmakaraka, scorpio chandra, and dhanishta surya
🎀 shri vidya states that beauty is equal to truth; that which is beautiful is aligned with harmony, rather than chaos or disorder. the more women allow beauty into our lives, contrary to meeting it with jealousy, the more they embody harmony and beauty itself. i am not saying all women are prone to jealousy, but it is often a feeling we all have experienced once or another. i am simply stating that we should always strive to bring ourselves closer to beauty, instead of attempting to demonize and mitigate it. beauty is exhibited in a multitude of forms other than the physical life form, from photography and painting to crocheting and engineering. i call women who are prone to jealousy to embrace other’s beauty cosmically and become inspired. this may be an act as simple as following along to someone’s makeup routine or looking to incorporate painting techniques from others into their self-portrait. inspiration is an essential part of the feminine existence, it illuminates the areas in life we can beautify and improve in in order to become more aligned with symmetry and harmony. in sanskrit, when you have a vision of a goddess, it is deemed as darshan. darshan occurs when one has pleased the deity through a certain amount of devotion (via prayer, mantra, etc.) and is aided by having a strong fire element (contrary to watery elemental nature of beauty itself, it is of ketu, the ultimate spiritual fire, relating to the power of vision and removing impurities in your perception, in order to see the truth). in engaging in jealousy, you are rejecting the goddess through the women around you, thus eliminating your chances of experiencing the great pleasure of darshan. you are rejecting inspiration, blessings, and overall beautification.
❤️🔥 marilyn monroe (the most popular s*x symbol of the 50s/60s, an emblem of the era’s s*xual revolution, and known for her comedic portrayal of “blonde bombshell” characters): dhanishta chandra and kuja amatyakaraka
🪐 according to dreamgirlarchive on here, popular symbols within this aesthetic include “designer sunglasses, playboy bunny necklaces, big watches, and silver everything”. interestingly enough, silver is said to remedy rahu, as if one is said to be facing the wrath of rahu, they are advised to drink water in a silver glass. in vedic literature, it is additionally advised to consume basil water within said glass. the water acts as a purifier, immersing oneself in kapha energies, primarily that of shukra and chandra, as they are correlated to this healing measure. the additional usage of basil is symbolic of kuja. botanist and physician nicholas culpeper (mrigashira chandra and kuja atmakaraka) noted that basil is an herb of mars and under the influence of the scorpion, referring to it as basilicon. europeans would place basil in the hand of their deceased loved ones to ensure safe passage to the next plain of existence. in consuming/adorning oneself in basil/kuja, they are granted immunity and immortality in the after life, similar to the aforementioned conquest of bhumi and amrita. additionally, the covering of eyes in the darkened, coal-esque color of ketu (sunglasses) mirrors the power of vision and its emphasis in ketu’s mythology and physical aesthetics (as many ketu natives have emphasized eyes). the emphasis of designer fashion (many fashion designers are uttara bhadrapada natives) and watches call to mind the teachings of rahu’s contemporary: shani. who counters the disassociation of ketu and correlates to denial for the promise of a greater future. as it is shani himself who is also considered to be healed by silver. this is why a popular designer in the y2k aesthetic, vivian westwood, is an uttara bhadrapada surya, and designed the popular saturn-shaped necklace titled: the mini “bas”.
❤️🔥 paris hilton (american media personality, socialite, businesswoman, and model): dhanishta surya conjunct kuja and scorpio lagna
🌱 additionally, throughout the images enclosed in this post, you might have noticed the prevalence of kuja amatyakaraka natives. mars amatyakaraka is deemed as making an individual fit for working in the army or line of defense. this placement additionally gives success in speed-oriented tasks. this makes natives especially gifted at dealing with an influx of tenacity and harmful projections from the masses and accumulating a countering army of a following/fan base. they are additionally keen at reflecting (as i spoke about previously). perhaps the most interesting nature of this placement is its gift of time/speed (shani). while their careers and fame may be quick to rise and accumulate accolades, natives of this placement must be weary and learn to pace themselves before shani humbles them. as evidenced by the frequent rises and falls of these natives’ careers and lives. overall, there is much we can learn from the women who popularized this aesthetic, attitude, and ideology: find inspiration in adoration and admiration; learn from the feminine beings around you to discover the goddess within; and, most importantly, understand that there are teachings to learn from all grahas (not just ketu, as evidenced by the involvement of shani, rahu, chandra, and shukra in the healing of kuja, despite them being considered “enemy grahas”).
❤️🔥 jayne mansfield (popular playboy playmate, titled “america’s sex symbol”, nightclub entertainer, actress/singer, and well-known aficionado of publicity stunts): dhanishta chandra and aries surya
— please take the time to list below whether my next post should be on the beauty of ashwini lagna or the beauty of swati lagna? i know i speak about beautification and femininity frequently and i can understand why i’ve received questions and messages asking me, kindly and not so kindly, to branch outside of this topic. however, as for the moment and the entirety of my account so far, this has been a great source of happiness for me. if that bothers you, i encourage to follow the multitude of others who provide vedic astrology-based content. i do appreciate all of the wonderful chances i have had to read everyone’s charts (i’ve received approximately forty orders since i began offering my services) and i appreciate everyone’s patience and kindness as i grow and refine my style. much like my posts, my readings are never truly shortened or condensed. so i apologize for their immense lengthiness and i am always open to further elaborate on what i mentioned (whether you received a reading from me yesterday or several months ago). simply shoot me an email and i will reply. additionally, my google email account appears to not be sending some readings due to their length. if you have not received yours by the receive date, please contact me via email so i can resend your reading. never feel afraid to ask, as you are most certainly entitled to receiving a product you purchased. long ramblings aside, i am so grateful for each and every one of you. i promise more nakshatra explorations are in store, i tend to heavily critique each post i make but there are plenty of drafts i may assure you all. i truly am so baffled at how there are thousands of people who want to read this blog. your prevalence, beauty, and kindness amazes me <3
❤️🔥 christina aguilera (actress and singer known for her immense vocal range and popularization of the y2k aesthetic): dhanishta lagna, kuja atmakaraka, aries chandra, and scorpio surya
**all of these placements were found using astrotheme/.com and/or astro-charts/.com. it is important to note that some chandra (moon) placements may be off by up to 6 degrees and lagnas (risings) as well, due to the fact that many websites do not have 100% accurate birth times for the given celebrities.
”The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don’t have any”
The Power of Pluto👺
Where is your power?
These notes can also be read if you have a planet in your 8th house. So if you have sun in the 8th house you can read the ”sun aspecting pluto” part.
Sun aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your personality and way of asserting yourself. You give off an aura of power. You are extremely goaldriven and have an almost scary way of getting what you want. You are strategic and calculating. Offending you or looking down on you is not even an option because you will make them pay.
Moon aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your extreme sensitivity. Being able to feel what others are feeling and thinking to the point of knowing exactly what their next move will be and moving faster than them. You know whos calling only by hearing your phone vibrate without looking at the screen. You even scare yourself sometimes. You sense whos behind you without looking.
Mercury Aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in what you say and what you hear. You observe every little word, every change in tone. Its impossible to lie to you. You know exactly what to say to hurt someone and you know what to say to make someone feel better. People cant sleep because they lie awake thinking about that thing you said to them 10 years ago. Able to make your voice sound deadly serious and even scary.
Venus aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in how desireable you are. People take one look at you and they fall in love. You would never admit it because you hate sounding shallow but you know the power you hold. One look from you can make someone obsessed with you for years. People dont care what it takes to be with you. Your beauty makes people burn with hate. But can they take your beauty away from you? No and that whats make them feel so powerless. They can kick, spit and bite all they want but your beauty and charm stays.
Mars aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your physical body and how goaldriven you are. Nobody can get in your way. Constantly impoving and becoming better and better. You refuse to stop until you are the best. Winning competition after competition because you are addicted to the feeling. Your determination is dangerous. You are the kind of person who works out until you drop the weights on the floor and falls down.
Ascendant aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your way of having the upperhand everywhere you go. People cant hold eyecontact with you because you look straight into their soul. Your presence is felt by everyone, even children. You can make a whole room with people quiet. You see someone who want to take that power away from you and you get rid of them before they have the chance to even try. You can command respect from a whole prison full of thugs. You are the kind of person to walk into prison and beat someone up on the first day to show what they have to expect. You are an expert at making people respect you.
Midheaven aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in not being seen. You refuse to let society see or know too much about you. You leave people wondering. You are the kind of person with a twitter account where you only repost others tweets but never write something on your own. You refuse to let them get a taste of you. People know nothing about what goes on in your life and you know why it has to be that way. You know people will sabotage if they know to much. Everyone knows your name but they dont know you.
💀 Boundaries improving (You will soon have more respect for yourself. I even got a song that flew out that clarified this, which was by Billie Eilish "You should see me in a crown") I keep imagining a cold person (who really isn't cold at heart) but can appear that way because of how the world treated them. It's a 'take no more sh-t' energy
💀 A lot of you will grow stronger and be more courageous, again :)
💀 More optimism or being headfirst with where you set your mind to
💀 Some of you are getting a new job or will be changing your career path
💀 A new friendship, particularly from the same sex/gender. I feel like this new friendship will be quite long lasting! Maybe some of you when you get a different job will make a new friend at this place
💀 Some of you can't wait for more cold weather ngl. I'm seeing its coming so dw 🤣 (it's October 30th rn as I'm making this)
💀 More relaxing time. More time to hang out with friends or loved ones. Some of you may soon invite or be invited to go out for coffee or tea with someone or some people
💀 For a lot of you life has been kinda stagnant. You may have been feeling discontent, like life is on a loop. Just boredom in total. It's about to be disrupted and life will move faster miss gals and pals 😏
💀 Also whatever these changes that are coming into your life are, are obviously good news, however they will take you out of your comfort zone at times, you are being told to tread bravely. Especially if you are someone who has trouble adapting to sudden changes
💀 This pile carried a lot of Fire and Wands energy. You guys had a major arcana card fly out, "Strength"
Psychic visions I got for you guys (could be a personal item/name/like/dislike/issue etc etc):
👻 Names of your friends/pets/family/you (I got a lot of pet names) - Pumpkin. Chestnut. Jonathan/Justin. Ivory. Strawberry/Berry. Bagel. Bunny/Easter. Egg??.
👻 Bundle of bananas
👻 Someone yanked a paper off a table (it was aggressive oml 😳 chill my guy. Is someone stressed about paperwork/classwork? Maybe someone will finally finish something and that was a yank of relief 😂)
👻 A peeled banana (wtf 🤣 does someone here like bananas AHAHA such a random vision)
👻 A rubber ducky (OHH Bananas and rubber ducks are both yellow. I wonder if the color is significant for this pile. Yellow is an optimistic and powerful color associated with energy and silliness or fun)
👻 Lasagna (Someone here may like it a lot) possibly have it some time soon (just depends)
👻 AGAIN someone yanked something off a desk or table. Similar vision of the same place/lighting and similar gesture. They yanked something else that wasn't a paper and wore something with sleeves (got a better view of them) someone here with darker hair
👻 A stereotypical piece of candy in the shape of this -> 🍬 It had a clear wrapper and was colored orangish pinkish? Warm colored. Someone here may have a sweetooth or get candy or something sweet soon :)
Candy Bag 2
💀 For a select few of you only, there may be some people behind your back, they may be jealous and start creating friction with something in your life or just in total. Like them creating accusations or something. Well I'm seeing you rise out on top so don't worry about them :)
💀 For others, I'm seeing a union. If you aren't looking for love then this is a partnership on some type of project or work. For the people looking for love or who wouldn't mind it, there's someone coming in with a possible offer of some sort. A love offer or confession "you are only mine" a promise of loyalty
💀 Happiness is coming into your life here at some point
💀 Some of you are going on a vacation. For others who may not be able to physically go on one, this talks about a mental one as well. Finding relaxing moments to calm the mind
💀 Attaining an authority position, success or victory in overcoming a challenge your in. Some here are getting a raise at work while others are upgrading in their life. This can be on social media too
💀 Experiencing happiness, again, I had the song fly out by Louis Armstrong "What a wonderful world"
💀 Uh, random, someone may have an encounter with a spirit or possibly a spirit guide. Whether it's through the dreams or waking life. Since this is good news based I'm guessing this isn't a bad one though :)
💀 This lover or whatever offer is coming in for a lot of people here is someone you don't know or aren't as familiar with. I had the song by Svrcina "Who are you" fly out
💀 Taboo energy is in the depths of this pile you picked. Some witches/wiccans are here. Some here have a cat. There may be good news revolving around general occult things :) maybe its answers you seek or practices you've worked on. Now I understand why I got my spirit card
💀 This pile carried a lot of Water and Cups energy
Psychic visions I got for you guys (could be a personal item/name/like/dislike/issue etc etc):
👻 Names of your friends/pets/family/you - G/Gina/Gunther? (Could start with a G? Or be just G/GG). Pony. Stephanie Princess. Cynthia. 4. Curly. Rose/Violet/Someone has or knows someone that's named after a flower (also could be the middle/last name. F (Name starts with an F? Fifi Fred? or something idk).
👻 A horse (A pet)
👻 Onigiri (someone here really likes these)
👻 Water (someone here may have a phobia or fear of drowning/possibly a memory of almost?)
👻 Apple (someone could have something of theirs shaped like an apple or maybe have apple trees, or just enjoy the fruit. Maybe an apple brand product)
👻 "Diamond" 😂 could be anything. Maybe someone here likes diamonds, maybe it's a name of someone you know. Possibly A treasured item has a diamond, etc etc
👻 I got the shape of a heart. Then I heard "Stove". So someone here might possibly have something on the stove or around that area (like decor or maybe a cooking timer, picture, mitten, on the fridge or beside the stove etc etc) with the shape of a heart or heart patterns picture(s) on it :)
Candy Bag 3
💀 This pile has slightly similar themes to one of the other piles but in a different way
💀 A new job or raise is in the cards
💀 A lot of people here feel stuck in something. Stuck in a situation, environment or maybe even to someone. Don't worry, the good news here is you are breaking free. For very few I'm seeing this negative thing that isn't serving you is so stuck that you've gotten "comfortable" in it. Or in other words, "used" to it, you feel numb and like it's all you know almost. I had the song by Call Me Karizma "Nails" fly out
💀 Btw I also said you won't feel stuck forever. Good news coming your way is a release. Leaving something behind. I had another song clarify this by One Republic "Counting Stars" Some things even though they're wrong or bad for you may make you feel the need to stay in the patterns you've been in but overall it's all about following the dreams and moving forward
💀 A manifestation may come to fruition too :)
💀 If you have any addictions or if you have an issue with self sabatoging (mental health issues in any way too) then I'm being told this will find mental balance. Good news for some may be medication coming in, getting help/therapy or even just leaving whatever situation had been causing this stress and etc. The effect of leaving will help you mentally
💀 Soulmate union is coming together for some! (Soulmates for me can range from friends, family, lovers, pets, etc)
💀 I'm getting a lot of hot, steamy, romantic and even sexual energy in this pile for some definitely here. Do some here have dirty thoughts or maybe even sexual addictions? Maybe someone here has a partner with such a thing? It's being toned down and eased so it's not as heavy on the shoulders. The song by Chloe Adams "Dirty thoughts" flew out
💀 Protection
Psychic visions I got for you guys (could be a personal item/name/like/dislike/issue etc etc):
👻 Names of your friends/pets/family/you - Love/Lovely. Baby/BB. Butterfly. Someone may have a pet snake or pet named after a snake "Slither" "Python" "Venom"
👻 Bow and Arrow/possibly a harp (I could only see a gold fancy or elvish rim of it the rest was blurred)
👻 "Doritos" (Someone likes this snack)
👻 Superman
👻 Someone here is girly btw. Like stereotypically feminine
👻 Some people here like to draw. I'm getting a lot of traditional drawing though :) Pen/pencil/marker/paint stuff etc
👻 Musical talent/writing in this pile. I'm guessing all this creative energy is coming out because it's quite prominent ^
👻 This pile didn't get as many visions/messages as the last ones did on this section. Maybe my mind is clouded now xD
Intuitive and from the drafts after procrastinating :)
♡︎Hii , how have you been? This PAC will be focusing on your femininity and how you can connect more to it , use your intuition and choose a pile , take what resonates and leave the rest ;)
❀Pile 1:
Simplicity is your power , your femininity lies in your sophistication, the way you love others , you're an embodiment of kindness , grace , wisdom , you're a high priestess, your femininity is like the bloom of a flower , nurturing, caring , very mysterious, you like to do your deed and don't care about what others will think about you . You look soft and your voice belongs to an angel , anyone who would look at you would experience an opia for life, that's your power , soft gazes , giggles , flowers , believing in oneself .
"She was beautiful, but not like those girls in magazines , She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she was sad. No, she wasn't beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul. She is beautiful."
-F Scott Fitzgerald
• why do you struggle in the first place or why did you lose contact with your femininity:
You were told that you were too vulnerable, perhaps a romantic interest made you feel that being vulnerable will lead you to trouble , due to breakups , your shell has hardened and you find it hard to let go of what you were fed , perhaps it's their issue because honestly their is nothing wrong with you , all you wanted was love and all you wanted to do was love, loving isn't a crime . Feel yourself, the beautiful soul bending divine light you are , the future awaits best for you
•How can you connect / reconnect to your femininity :
You should accept that not everyone can feel like you , that you're unique and some experiences won't be the way you want them to be , some people will adore your soft feminine nature , others will despise it , but you gotta see at the end of the day it's you who has to love yourself .
You can try journalling, writing down your thoughts as to why you feel this way , things like " why can't I let go of this thing , why is this bothering me? " , Initially you will feel sad , it may make you cry as well , the more you let go the more you shine .
Feel free to express yourself, wear dresses , buy jewellery, pamper yourself, get a bubble bath , get yourself an ice cream and your favourite perfume don't settle for less , the more you settle for less the more will they step on you , you must learn to have some healthy boundaries as well , don't go out of your way to help anyone , honestly stay away from helping anyone if you yourself are dealing with things , it's time to love yourself others will manage , you don't have to worry.
❀Pile 2 :
Your femininity is best expressed when you are actively being confident about who you are and not letting people cross you , you're a fighter of truth and justice, your femininity is ineffable, characterized by siren like features, you should wear what makes you feel the most confident, in your most feminine states you will actively destroy anything that's stopping you , you're a badass , you give amazing comebacks, you're the one everyone wants no one has , you're divine . You can use manipulation for people who don't mean the best for you , you can just destroy ego's.
"They wanted the real mother, the blood mother, the great womb, mother of fierce compassion, a woman large enough to hold all the pain, to carry it away. What we needed was someone who bled, someone deep and rich as a field, a wide-hipped mother, awesome, immense, women like huge soft couches, mothers coursing with blood, mother's big enough, wide enough for us to hide in, to sink down to the bottom of of, mother's who would breathe for us when we could not breathe anymore, who would fight for us, who would kill for us, die for us "
-Janet Fitch
• why do you struggle in the first place or why did you lose contact with your femininity:
Ngl some of you blocked your own self , maybe you thought it was weird to be fiercely expressive because of the examples around you , i think some feminine figure also played a part in changing the notion of femininity for you and since you trusted and respected them so much, your expression became less . You may have been athletic when you were younger, no being athletic doesn't mean losing your feminine nature , one can be both equally, its time you balance it out !
•How can you connect / reconnect to your femininity :
Some of you might have womb trauma , now by this i don't mean trauma related to bearing a child , it relates to your sacral chakra , this happened due to guilt , fear , stress , how about your menstrual cycle, hope it's normal, if not you should get checked , you can try healing womb trauma using affs or reiki healing or just doing sacral chakra healing and shadow work .
If you are into deity worship , you should try connecting to them , any feminine deity you like , try offering them something, or ask your guides about how you should go about bringing your eternal Goddess within yourself .
Literally block the toxic people in your life , leave that bad relationship you are experiencing, quit that job that makes you dissatisfied, stand up against those who try to burden the innocent, learn to maintain a healthy give and take relationship .
❀Pile 3 :
Just saw 222 as i was doing this pile , i think this pile is already very connected to their feminine essence , your type of femininity is of a wanderer , a free spirited human being , some of you might be earth angels , very coquettish as well , excited and sometimes really detached, you have huge impact on people , you make it hard for them to forget you , you're the eternal daughter of mother earth , she provides you healing, you're someone people write songs about because you're so unforgettable.
"I enjoy the wild things,Call me at 3 am and tell me you're waiting at my door. Give me sunsets in different cities and road trips on dirt tracks not sighted on maps.Whiskey for breakfast & cheap thrills for dinner.Give me happiness in a smile and nothing of certainty but the way we make eachother feel.There so much life in living while you're alive & id give absolutely anything to have it all with you"
-Nikki Rowe
• why do you struggle in the first place or why did you lose contact with your femininity:
I see you had a really difficult childhood, bullying, peer pressure and a lot of people told you you were too much for them , as the saying goes they should go find less , and you were really busy as well , maybe you were into multiple things and you really lacked self care , you had a depressive episode and due to which nothing seemed important enough to you , this in turn got you a little bit detached , don't worry every will be great again .
•How can you connect / reconnect to your femininity :
You should get yourself a routine for self care , read books related to getting in touch with your inner goddess, you should never give yourself a hate talk, rather understand that sometimes circumstances are bad but you can always surpass it .
You should make more friends, get yourself a girl community of females you are great and supportive and always up for betterment, ik it's really difficult to find that , a soul tribe for your highest vibration, but if you find one , be wise enough to keep them !
You should go to places alone and explore yourself, don't hold back from anything, get in touch with your desires, meditate and be who you wanna be , don't tame yourself, the best awaits you
I think some of you were blocked to relationships as well , i wouldn't say they are necessary to feel feminine at all , but let me tell you it's okay to have a crush on someone , it's okay to say yes to a relationship, even if you are scared , in the end everything will be alright.
Do tell me if you resonate ♡︎
Thank you so much for reading , have a great day/ night ahead ✨
You are going through some family conflicts and you’re finding it hard to navigate your way through it. You feel like a leader for breaking generational curses but you also feel like you have no sense of direction. You’re so focused on what you want that it feels like you’re sprinting towards it. You’re jumping timelines right now, becoming your higher self. As you become your higher self, you have to shed the old version of you. This process is extremely painful. You realized that you don’t like a lot of who your old self was, yet you don’t complpetely feel like your higher self. You feel “stuck” in the middle, but know that even if it feels like you aren’t making any progress, YOU ARE!! Think of the earth dashing through space. We live on earth and don’t feel it moving, but we know it is. That’s exactly what’s happening to YOU right now. Even though you have no clue how you’re going to get from point A to B, you have complete trust (or need to have complete trust) in the Universe that you WILL get there. You feel like you’re sprinting to the finish line after a very long marathon. You are vibrating really high because of how grateful you are, and you resemble love and light energy.
Group 2-
You’ve shown a type of strength that no one has seen before. People look at you and wonder, “wow, how tf did they do THAT?” You’ve handled so many tough situations with the most kind-hearted tender love. You’ve tamed the worst of your days with immaculate strength. Your creative divine energy is now flowing in abundance, and you are able to create in your world now. You understand things from a bigger perspective than you have before, showing control over your thoughts and emotions. You have a lot of good intentions in your life, resembling an “angel”. You are someone who walks into a room and all heads turn to look your way. You have this energy that is really hard to compare to. Others don’t really know how to approach you. You are a very loud, independent character. Even though you gladly receive help from others, you are always ready to handle things your way. You are very vocal about your beliefs. You make others believe IN you.
Group 3-
You’ve gone through SO MUCH recently. Let’s just take a couple seconds to BREATHE okay? Shake that anxiety out of you and relax baby you’re here right now, focus. You are someone who had a lot of hopes and dreams but kept being shown failure after failure. You never (okay maybe once or twice) lost your faith. The things that you’ve been through would make the toughest of all people lose their faith at some point. You know in yor heart that those times were just so dark, and you had very little energy. You were worn out, beaten, sucked of your life energy. You kept choosing to look at things in the best way possible though, putting up a really big fight against these negative energues that were sent to weaken you. Only recently have you realized that you can relax and ease your mind. YOu realized that you don’t have to wait for shit to happen, you can make things happen. You can choose to not worry. You can choose to spend your time however you like. You are free to have interests in whatever you love. All of these downloads that are pouring into you at once are propelling you forward. You are becoming the version of yourself you’ve always wanted to be, and more. Even thoguh change takes time, you are happy to realize that you made the choice to change and you can make these choices everyday. YOu’re happy to be conscious, aware of the person you really are. You will achieve SO MANY great things in life, because these experiences gave you an insight to life that hardly any people get to experience. People always tell you that you’re mature for your age, and it’s because you’ve been here before.
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LILITH: YOUR DARKEST PARTS (Intuitive PAC Reading)
Hii! I've been doing this post for two weeks now guys lol, it's all i thought about and now that it's over I have nothing to live for 💀💀 anyways, I will be focusing on intuitively (with tarot and cartomancy ofc I'm not God) channeling the darkest, hidden parts of your personality. I have been reading Lilith astrology observations and it has inspired me to do this pick a card reading as a way to connect with your own Lilith sign, so instead of making my own personal observations on this asteroid I'll just be doing readings, make it make sense. I also did a little playlist to inspire me to do these SEVEN READINGS (oof),
and if you want to listen to it, it's full of bad bitch bops: 𝕷𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖍 playlist ⚸
DISCLAIMER: Some of these readings have strong or triggering topics, they might bring up past experiences you won't be comfortable with (s--ual assault, physical disability, depression, bipolar disorder, adhd, etc..) or overall things you are not comfortable with. Take everything with a grain of salt, at the end of the day these readings are purely FOR ENTERTAINMENT and they're NOT MEANT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY.
LASTLY; you'll get to chose between these SEVEN PILES 🤪🤪🤪 in honour of my 7H in Lilith, luv her, she's the best. You can obviously choose more than one, but make sure you're focused, not stressed or distracted when you do it. Otherwise the reading might not resonate.
(I am no longer a person, I'm a pick a card reading)
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟏. 𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟐.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟑. 𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟒.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟓. 𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟔. 𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟕.
art of the 7th pile made by the amazing morgana0anagrom, i love this piece of art more than anything in the world, anyways let's continue!
keep reading to see your reading!
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟏.
For the people that chose this pile, your darkest parts are jealousy, envy, wanting what others have, thinking the world is against you at all times. You guys do not like your life as it is right now, maybe you never did but you conform to what you were given, what for? You complain, you say passive aggressive comments to your friends when they tell you about something that makes them happy because deep down, you want that to happen to you, maybe you want to be them. You see white or black, extremist, trying to stay positive when nothing positive happens ever, you are tired of feeling behind in life. More of your darkest parts: comparing to others too, not showing gratitude for things you already have, jealously, jealously, jealously. There is a big wond where your heart is, both metaphorically and literally, health/heart issues. Now let me tell you a little bit about yourself: You are popular, you didn't knew this? You are super liked by others, nobody knows that you have the darkest thoughts, you appear a sweetheart on the outside, always thinking awful things in silence, you think everybody hates you or are embarrassed to be associated with you, that isn't true, you are a delight to be around, "Why?" You ask yourself, you are attentive, you leave no one behind because you know what it is like to be left behind or feel alone in a group of friends, people feel loved when they talk to you. You are easy to talk to, you tend to change your personality according to the situation/person around you, why do you feel the need to do that? Let me tell you why: You have a complicated relationship with your paternal figure or men in general, you could be a woman but nothing is set in stone, you have a feminine energy, men have hurt you by using you to their own advantage, men try to control you or tell you how to act when you're around them/him. Feeds you insecurities and negativity, that is why you are the way you are, love or home or work environment is not good for your mental health, you have a problem with saying no to men specifically, you feel sorry for him, you are scared of him or you just want to please him. These male figures make you doubt your worth and your sense of individuality, as if you didn't have any needs besides from being a crystal that shined for them, a mirror that only shows their faces, you got this jealousy from them, they taught you to think like this, sexuality or sexual desires are hidden because you feel ashamed of what you like and/or your body. Don't fight them, they are trying to get a reaction from you, be smarter, ignore them, walk away, break free. This is a cycle, generational trauma that has been passed to all the women in your family. If you are not a woman and you are more feminine in nature, they want what you have, they're full of masculine energy. Could be both parents, they are trying to control you.
A few things you could have in your chart: Lilith in 4H, Saturn in 8H and 4H, 8H in Mercury and/or Moon, Libra 8H, Aries ASC with a Libra 8H, Scorpio 4H, your parent/s have a lot of Saturnian energy (Capricorn and Aquarius) Air signs in 8H too, Sun-Saturn, Sun-Pluto. You could be an air sign yourself.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟐.
People who chose this pile, your darkest parts are your issues with control, specially in romantic relationships, you want to control everything your partner does, you tend to be very possessive and have high standards that your partner must meet at all costs, bit are you meeting theirs? You lose yourself in your relationships while also demanding things, a very alluring and charismatic person until people realize how much of a control freak you are. All your relationships are super transformative for both parties involved, you probably decided to be celibate until you find someone whom you'd have a deep and intense connection, or you fall in love with your friends with benefits, sex is very important for you in a relationship. More of your darkest parts: You have abandonment issues, won't take no for an answer when you really want something, prone to victimization when things don't go your way, avoid hard lessons in life, childish because of this, you are not evolving and you think life is all fun and games. The pretties person in the party/friend group, always being babied by their relatives, innocent looking, beautiful face and enormous charisma. Now let me tell you a little bit about yourself: You get into relationships rather quickly and you break them off just as quickly, for you is all about the spark and the intensity and the first months of a relationship that are exciting, once you start feeling bored, you feel caged, you are childish when it comes to love and treat it like a toy, once it's old it's not entertaining anymore, you live for the deep emotions and for the fun bits of life, you are a very pretty and good-looking person, you know this and you take advantage of it. You pass the blame to somebody else when you can't handle it, why? Don't you realize you're only hurting yourself? Hard lessons are a part of life and evolving is necessary for the human being. Why life has to be so intense or interesting all the time for you? Let me tell you why: You are looking in others what you can't find in yourself, you have a complicated relationship with people of your same gender, could it be? Your best friend wanted to date all your partners, they wanted to be you, they betrayed you and nowadays it's very difficult for you to trust people, very few friends, you have a very small and exclusive circle due to these experiences you went through, and, if you're a woman other women might want to take your partners because they want what you have, if you're a man, other men constantly compete against you even when they're being friendly, in general, people have this weird need to want you to adore them and hating how you make them feel less, regardless of gender. You were/are surrounded by bad experiences in relationships of all kinds and now you are trying to be positive, but your controlling side and your abandonment issues and your fear of betrayal come out sooner than you'd expect when you're first meeting people. You could come from a wealthy family or attract wealthy partners. Art is important for you, any kind of art is cathartic for you to express yourself, that's what you should be focused on; your craft, the art you want to create, instead of putting all that intensity in one person,put it in your art. You refuse change, you don't like change, but it's time to be more individualistic and see the self without others input.
A few things you could have in your chart: Taurus Sun and/or Venus, Lilith in Taurus and/or Gemini, Lilith in 1H/5H/3H, Venus-Pluto, Venus-Mars, Venus-NN, 7H/8H in Taurus, Scorpio Venus, 5H in Pluto, 5H in Scorpio, 5H Stellium.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟑.
People who chose this pile, your darkest parts are your coldness, your need to detach from any and all emotions that surrounds you, vulnerability scares you, makes you anxious, you see emotions as a nuance, why? You are a smart person, yet you lack the ability to look within you and figure out why you act a certain way, you cannot take anything seriously, everything is a joke to you and your friends are getting tired of it, it's making you look immature. More of your darkest parts: You are extremely judgemental to who you let in your inner circle of friends, seriously, you don't like any bullshit but you fail to see your own bullshit and be self-aware to your own childish actions, or the opposite, be too self-aware that your emotions feel like being monitored by a scientist, you can be too cruel in the name of honesty and hurt other people's feelings, you use humour to cover up any emotions, you can also be prone to toxic positivity, at least with yourself, you can't aknowledge any bad thoughts or emotions, you know it is okay to cry, right? Now let me tell you a little about yourself: You are everybody's friends and you have neither, you get along with most people but you don't let almost anyone in, you must think they need to be a kind of special to get in, right? You're wrong, a person can get passed all your nonsensical critics and they still won't gain your trust, you are a very lonely person both by choice and by circumstances. You like being alone, and your past made you feel like you were never gonna fit in anywhere, well if you can't fit in with a group of people then they can't fit in with you. Defensive to the roof, you are hilarious and the life of the party, but when nobody sees you? With your closest friends? You are different, avoiding your emotions won't stop them from showing themselves thought your mean comments or long face or mean jokes. Your own logical thinking is the reason you can't evolve past the traumas and/or fears you have since a very, very young age, it even affects your friends emotions, they don't like coming to you for advice sometimes because you are too critical and a know-it-all or just joke around and won't take matter of the heart seriously, you have to! Why do you think you're overwhelmed and can't focus? Let me tell you why: You hate strong, intense emotions, you dislike the parts of yourself that work on feelings and moods, all of this comes from a very unbalanced family, your parents were always in their feelings or they were so over dramatic that somebody had to think with the head, and that role sadly ended being yours, often than not you had to be the adult, take care of your own parents and calm them down, attend to their emotions, while ignoring yours. You come from a family that is or was in a bad place economically because the adults had a spending/gambling problem, think a parent that was a shop addict and used to spend all the money in clothes to make themselves feel better and the next day you had nothing to eat. You maybe want to be a writer, writing is your own personal form of venting, do it, the stomach ache or pain you always feel is of emotional turmoil and anxiety, let it all out, anyways, this situation made your growing process go in reverse, now that you are away from your family you are starting to act like the child you were supposed to be back then. But, at some time, you're gonna have to cater to your emotions and take care of them like your parents should've taken care of you.
A few things you could have in your chart: Gemini Sun, Virgo Sun, Pisces Lilith, 6H Lilith, Mercury Rx, Sun-Jupiter, Mercury dominant, Sun-Mercury, Sun-Uranus, Gemini Rising, Sagittarius Stellium, Lilith in 11H/9H/Sagittarius, Sun or Mercury in 9H, Virgo Rising, Virgo Stellium, Air moon, Saturnian Rising, 9H/6H Stellium
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟒.
People who chose this pile, your darkest parts are your emotional reactions about mindless things, defensiveness and over complicating things for nothing, you have a problem calming down, you do and say things in the moment you don't actually mean, you have a hard time dealing with unexpected or inconvenient things in your life, you are a burst of emotions all the way. More of your darkest parts: You have a problem regulating your feelings and lash out on what's closest to you, venting to people out of nowhere, you have problems with boundaries. The worst parts of an empath, you think you know exactly how people feel and why they act the way they act. You are absorbe other people's emotions and you feel entitled to help them out. You have a saviour complex, you get into other people's business without being called, why so you feel like you have to save everybody you see that can't save themselves? Now let me tell you a little bit about yourself: Your romantic relationships are always chaotic, you go after people who need to be saved, you think you can help them and change then, you are like this with everybody. Your friends, your family, you go out of your way to make others feel happy and safe but when it comes to your needs they are hardly being met, you have high expectations on people but never tell them, you just expect them to so better, and when they don't, you get disappointed and the relationship crumbles. You could have ADHD, bipolar disorder or depression. You think your partners should know what is that you're feeling without having to tell them, but they're not like you, they don't have that kind of vulnerability, and you can't expect people do things you never told them to do in the first place, they're not mind readers! Why is it that you want the vulnerability, the commitment and understanding, but lack the communication? Why do you go after the same people that offer none of those things to you? Let me tell you why: You were around cold people all your life, people that didn't like to show their emotions, you have a parent, or both, that never told you they loved you? Are all your relationships with detached people that won't move a finger for you meanwhile you will die for them? You are looking for someone to save, to change, to fix, so that you won't have to really think about your own traumas and emotions. You project your own pain into other people, you take care of yourself by taking care of others. You also expect things to just fall into place, you have a tendency to be lazy or take too long to start something, it's true, usually you are lucky and things fall into place, but it can't be like this forever! Start taking care of yourself more, do what you do for others, for yourself. You need to be proactive instead of passive, or life will pass you by.
A few things you could have in your chart: Lilith in Cancer or Libra, Moon or Sun in 4H/8H/12H, 4H in Libra, Moon-Uranus, Moon-Neptune, Venus-Neptune, Neptune Rx, Moon-Pluto, Sun in Scorpio/Pisces or Cancer, Libra Rising, Cancer Rising, Water signs in the 8H, Venus dominant.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟓.
People who chose this pile, your darkest parts are that you're emotionally immature, and I don't mean in a cold, detached way, but a very childish one, you were the spoiled kid in your family, probably only child. You are used to getting your way and can turn very manipulative to do so, you lack emotional intelligence/responsibility and dismiss other people emotions, or you are too focus on self to see what everyone else is doing. More of your darkest parts: You act like the peacekeeper of your social circle, but you love chaos, gossip and drama once in a while, you might create it just for the fun of it. You also are a very materialistic person or you have expensive commodities that you like to mantain, money is a constant struggle for you or it's something you're always very focused on. Now let me tell you a bit about yourself: You have trouble getting places in time, prioritizing your responsibilites and your hobbies/free time, you spend too much time engaging on things that bring you pleasure but not in work. You can be quite cruel or too direct when talking that can hurt your friends feelings, yes, you are the most eye-catching person in the room but they won't tolerate you being mean. Most of the time you don't even realize that you're talking about yourself or interrupting people, to you, being able to share your thoughts and opinions with your friends is super important, to be super honest too, but you don't know how to be both honest and nice. People can feel attacked by the things you do or say, going around like it's your own world. Why is so important to be the main focus all the time? Why do you feel like you have to perform around people to be seen? Let me tell you why: You probably grew up being an only child or being neglected emotionally, or your hobbies/ideas/passions were never taken seriously, even now, that you're much older, your family mocks you and your taste, your eccentricity and the things you so passionately talk about. People see you as fun the first few times they see you, you are good at making friends, really bad at keeping them. They feel neglected by you, even your partners, and then eventually, when they feel you're not being vulnerable or true with them, they'll leave. You don't like to get too vulnerable, ignoring your emotions is what you do, even if you feel a lot, you don't know how to let out your feelings in a way that makes sense so you just don't do it all. Overall, you are a very high maintenance person and others can feel threatened by that, it's really hard to manipulate you or to influence you, most people will run away from you. You are the embodiment of royalty, born to lead, you are a very talented, unique and special person that doesn't settle for less, very competent. Art is your calling, try to be more flexible or you'll get yourself in trouble!
A few things you could have in your chart: Aries Sun, Libra Sun, Moon opposite Sun, two planets opposite each other somewhere in your chart, Venus/Mars in 8H, Lilith in Taurus, Lilith in 2H/1H/1H, Aquarius Sun, Lilith in Aquarius, Mars dominant, Venus Rx, 5H in Mars/Venus and/or Jupiter, Aquarius stellium, Fire Signs/House stellium, Uranus in 8H/5H/4H, 1H Stellium.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟔.
For people who chose this pile, your darkest parts are your pessimistic nature, you have trouble seeing the bright side of things, you are a loner while also complaining about how lonely you feel, paranoid, misjudge or trust people too much, love complaining about things you brought yourself into thanks to your own negative and sometimes passive personality, and people can get sick of it. More of your darkest parts: You hide from social people because you are ashamed of your appearance but never do anything nice for yourself, you think you are a selective person when it comes of who you let in your space, but that isn't true, you let people invade your space and take all your energy, you love helping people even if you know those people probably wouldn't do the same for you, a have problem saying no. Now let me tell you a little bit about yourself: You probably grew up in a very suffocating household that shamed you or your way of expressing, they were always bringing you down, weirdly competitive with you or they'd do anything they wanted with you because of your passive personality, they took advantage of you, (TW: s--ual assault) you don't like conflict of any kind so you'd just say yes or stay quiet, the most traumatic experiences you've went through all have to do with the family, for a number of reasons. You have a complicated relationship with religion, probably your relatives were very religious and it brought you bad memories, or you were punished for being who you are with the excuse of religion and faith. You are most likely an hypochondriac or have some sort of physical/mental illness that prevented you from having a good relationship with your family. Let me tell you why: Your family's probably people from a small town that used to have very little, worked their way up with a lot of hard work, and they push you to do the same, but they fail to see you're not like them. You learn slower or have chronic fatigue, ADHD, depression or some sort of physical issue that won't allow you to do things like everybody else does. They don't get that, and you don't want to disappoint them, you always try your hardest, and, although you are a very intelligent person and get the best results, the road to getting those results leave you anxious and crying, you have to try harder than most people. Let me tell you something, you, regardless of your opinion on religion, are so protected by your guides or your God or your ancestors, somebody is taking care of you and they want to tell you that excuses won't do anymore, that they know those negative thoughts are an excuse so you won't have to risk or change anything in your life. But nothing bad will happen to you as long as you have them. You are very special, the most special person in this pick a card reading, yes, yes 😌
A few things you could have in your chart: Virgo sun, Virgo Lilith, Sun and/or Moon in 6H/12H, Venus-Asc, Lilith in 12H, Lilith in Libra, Neptune-Asc, Capricorn Moon, 12H Stellium, Virgo/Pisces moon, Virgo-Pisces axis in your chart, 10H Stellium, Sun-Chiron, Asc-Chiron.
𓆙 𝔓𝔦𝔩𝔢 𝟕.
For people who chose this pile, your darkest parts are codependency when it comes to relationships, specially romantic relationships, you become your partners other half and get so lost on them, you can't recognize what is your and what is theirs, you feel like life is only or more enjoyable if you are in love with somebody else, if you have somebody to obsess over, you get really sad when you don't like somebody and you might lose friends because of your devotion to your partner can make them feel unworthy of your time or like you don't care for their opinions. More of your darkest parts: You get over emotional when it comes to your person, but you have a hard time communicating these things to them, mostly because you don't want to fight or seem mean, although you are so devoted to your partner, you still don't trust them. Deep down you know that the people you tend to date don't fulfill your emotional needs, you have huge unresolved trust issues with everybody and never tell people how you feel or why you feel the way you do because they could use it against you. Now let me tell you a little bit about yourself: Yes, you have a lot of trust issues, weirdly enough, you have a tendency to play dumb when you know the person you are with is untrustworthy, you will rather live in delusions, feeding the thought that this is the right person, probably because you don't like fighting, like, at all, because most of the times those fights or arguments turn into breakups. But real relationships can have arguments and they will still be there for each other next morning, you actively go after people that won't put work into the relationship, that are built in a weak foundation so they'd crumble with any minor inconvenience, then you're here wondering what happened and why it did not work out, come on. Don't play dumb, please don't. You know exactly the type of people you look for, maybe is because you don't want to be alone or because you really have faith in them, or because of boredom, who knows? But you do this on purpose, you are self-sabotaging yourself. You have what they call fearful avoidant attachment style, you want it but at the same time you don't, you crave it, but you don't know if you'll trust somebody enough, so you go for people you know wouldn't trust, Weirdly enough, you have a deep understanding of emotions and how they work, you always try to study your own feelings and try to be reasonable, yet you're too impulsive at times and just jump right into things, then wonder, why did this relationship not work? Let me tell you why: Right now, or maybe your entire life has been a lesson in romantic relationships, you are not meant to find the one just yet, i know, sounds depressing, but the truth is that you are a person unaware of many things, and you are unaware that something in your life needs to change, these relationships are put in your life to teach you and transform you, to lead the way. You are not like the other piles, your love life is your spiritual path, your true calling comes from the wounds of your ex-lovers, makes sense? The romantic relationships you have are no coincidence, they are all “divinely” put in your way to shape you into the person you are supposed to become, if you believe in any of that, there's a reason your love life is very unusual and strange, it is not meant to be a normal one. You are in desperate need to learn independency from these relationships, to defend yourself and not depend on anybody, romantic or not, you could have issues with your parent and this has contributed greatly in your partners. Most of these relationships are there so you can accept the transformation that comes with it - fail to recognize this and change your ways, and the relationships will keep failing. You HAVE to be more self-reliant, you're the smartest in your friend group, weird flex but ok.
A few things you could have in your chart: 7H Stellium, 7H Moon/Lilith and/or Neptune, Libra/Taurus Chiron, Venus-Vertex, Scorpio Sun, Lilith in a water sign, Air Venus, Pisces Venus, 7H Venus, Scorpio Rising, Venus-Lilith, Lilith-Moon/Vertex, 7H Chiron.
☯️ the type to send "I saw this and it reminded me of you lol" texts to EVERYBODY, they like remembering little details about people and then they wonder why everybody ends up having a crush on them sjksjs
☯️ has hoe vibes
☯️ for some weird reason they talk super fast?? like they're trying to fit a lot of things in just one sentence do you have somewhere to be bitch?
☯️ will perceive you
☯️ they are great listeners, the type of person to just sit and smile like yes tell me about that anime you were watching 🤔
☯️ will now be watching that anime
☯️ ""i like that guy!" "he's a serial killer" "yea but at least he's polite :/"
☯️ I'm sorry but you guys do a lot of i don't like this and when someone says they do, you start liking it too, and vice versa like what is this communism?
☯️ the embodiment of 🥺
☯️ half their phone memory is aesthetic pinterest pictures and wholesome memes of drake with heart eyes
☯️ delete those pictures you're not manifesting anything with that
This took m u c h longer than I wanted sorry about that (ᗒᗩᗕ) there were some work related things that needed to be done but I think I can go back at it again .
Anyways for @harrystylesaliens this is for you!
The Ocean is where you belong.
Its everblue depths is a familiar place for you.
Cancer Sun
Cardinal Water
Captain on the Waves
You navigate the uncharted waters of the unconscious, emotion, and imagination with an understanding that you cannot completely tell where you’re supposed to land. The waves are your compass and the stars hint you about what ’s to come. Others may fear simply staring the vast ocean at the edge of the docks. Their feet never leaving the shore. You walk constanstly in the shallows. Steady feet despite the strong undercurrent beneath.
The ever changing Moon. The waves dance to your tune. You may feel overwhelmed with your connection to emotions but just take in the scent of the sea. Let the water flow through you. Take time to center your momentum. Waves can’t be held back.
Scorpio Moon
Fixed Water
There is something in the Abyss
Have you ever felt the urge to simply plunge into the depths? Let yourself float in the endless embrace of the sea. Time seams slower underwater. It gives you the moment to look back into yourself. Into the mysterious darkside of your soul. What richest does can be found with the hidden power you possess.
Hades’s kingdom is filled with gold and souls that look for peace and closure. The most responsible of the brothers. His task is no flowery poetry but at the same time, limitess literature can flourish from. For all the gloom and darkness that he surrounds himself with, his love and romance with his queen is glorious in their commitment.
Hades saw her power and was taken by it and Persephone saw his delicateness and fell…
Then she rose.
Like the buds that she guides as they bloom in her spring, she is both the Goddess of Life and Queen of Death.
And in their kingdom, they offer you power but Hades will remind you of the responsibilities and Persephone, the consequences. For power comes understanding and only then will you be able to wield it.
Pisces Rising
Mutable Water
Mermaid Eyes
You see the world through a siren’s first walk on land. They’ve always observed from afar—the blinking lights on earth like the stars, the inhabited mountains with colors taken from a rainbow, the graceful movement of the people, very similar to swimming in the sea. It’s an experience that you dream about
But you are also very aware of the consequences. For all the beauty that you see, you exchanged your voice for a chance to step into the dream. But you don’t always need a voice to communicate. Sometimes silence bonds people deeper. You were given the chance to live. Dance to your own rhythm. Sing the song of the everdeep sea.
You only have so much time to appreciate the world around you. Give love as much as you can but never forget to love yourself just as much. Love isn’t painful but neither is it delusional—you can’t escape from it nor can you use it as an escape. Love is a life expereince in itself. Love is life’s way to appreciate yourself and every blessing that’s given to you. Accept it, give it back.
We were all given the chance to dance to the steady rhythm of the earth, but we all will have to return to the depths of the everblue sea.
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@harrystylesaliens really sorry that I couldn’t keep my promise to make it as soon as possible ╥﹏╥ I hope you enjoy this anyways ☆
