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all my work curating a folder of unique and buzzy heated rivalry edits has been so i can deal them out like illicit substances

achillesinhighheels

Lovers 1909

Egon Schiele.

pansexualcoholic

Yeah, it was a hungry little, like, scrappy coyote that just wanted to hump and he was in heat, and just wanted to, you know, whimper away. (..) I wanted Shane to be a little coyote, you know, a little horny little mutt - Hudson Williams

oiimoi

I really really like the idea of butch Ilya being so mean about Jane's attempts at femininity. You look stupid in makeup, that dress looks ridiculous on you, no one believes the wholesome good girl act you put on everyone can tell you're a strapslut horny dyke. Just, everyone else in Jane's life saying you're so sweet and respectable and such a good role model for young girls, meanwhile Ilya's like you look dumb in that dress you fucking dyke. And it is such a relief for Jane because someone is finally seeing her and acknowledging her fear that she's failing at all of this and giving her permission to give up on it

oiimoi

like yes ok maybe this is bad but the idea that there is something fundamental in you that is bad at being a girl and would be good at being a dude is hot. the idea that someone can look right through you and see the truth and the truth is that you're a butch boy that needs to suck strap to live and would look so much hotter with short hair. like yes acceptance for the sake of acceptance is cool but what if someone saw you and said i see the real you and the real you is better than anything else you could try to be. ilya looking at jane and knowing what she needs to hear is: you're failing at being a girl and you should just give up because you would be so good at being a boy - specifically my boy.

oiimoi

actually another thing. as discussed in the forcemasc intellectual circles, and butch ilya’s meanness isn’t just some ‘I see what you need and I’m giving it to you,’ not entirely. because part of jane’s shame is that she does on some level feel disgust towards female masculinity. she will get over it but at first there is a feeling of: ‘well I’m not some dyke like you, I can still do the performance’ between them. So part of Ilya’s meanness, as well as being for Jane’s benefit, is saying ‘fuck you, you’re the same as me.’

boundorpheus

freakmuttleather

creamsiclemelt

i love sadomasochism and power dynamics and love

creamsiclemelt

hearing about people who are in d/s relationships being in love, growing old together, treasuring each other makes my heart feel so full. i love it so fucking much. people who love each other. doms who hurt subs who they love and treasure and talk about like they're the best thing in the world ohhh my heart

#hashtag mybdsm #also hollanov

myshane

it’s 10pm. do you know where yourshane is?

gaysie

hannah moskovitch and jacob tierney confirmed as friends…never beating the All Canadians Know Each Other allegations

clytemnestraaa

I think Shane would really love putting on a blunt as fuck bob wig and becoming Dark Shane where he gets to be evil before taking the wig off and letting himself be incredibly repressed again. Just as enrichment.

Scott is archie because every time he's on screen you're like oh I guess archie is here now. Crucially he is not just archie he is also the black hood.

Svetlana is Veronica and I think the parallel of Hiram owning everything and Sergei helping the Rozanovs stay afloat is very compelling. Sasha Nolastname is Kevin because he's the gay one and Cliff is Reggie but specially Charles Melton Reggie. Obviously.

Actually thinking more about it late show Kevin has a lot of Rose in him... regardless of it all Ilya is Cheryl and his mothers corpse is in his walls just like Jason is for her #yay. This is my heated riverdale

i have nothing to add you are so smart

urie

we do not appreciate enough that tumblr gives you the option to opt out of the algorithm. like this is an absolutely vital piece of what makes this website usable. there are sooo many issues with this place but this one thing is so important and so good and completely differentiates tumblr from other social media and im just so intensely grateful for that. and its insane that these are the times we live in, the idea of a chronological following tab feels like such an obvious feature and this used to be how all social media operated... jesus

on episode 2 of half man iLike this

there’s nothing in this one, right?

#CRAZY WORK

sirens-scales

We don’t talk about this enough. With all the big romantic gestures in The Long Game, this, to me, is one of the most romantic moments.

We know Ilya isn’t a fan of Shane’s restrictive diet. He teases him about it, but Ilya is an expert ragebaiter who knows how to tease the people he cares about when they feel safe and in ways that never really hurt.

Shane is “frantic” in this scene. Ilya has the perfect opening to say something about his diet, and he doesn’t take it. He sees that Shane is panicking, steps in and fixes it. He was looking at that menu thinking about Shane and Shane’s fuckass diet that Ilya doesn’t even like. But he knows this is important to Shane. He knows Shane is already nervous about being on a date with Ilya in public and being with another queer couple. So he meets Shane’s needs without Shane ever having to ask, and he does it quietly, without drawing any attention, so that Shane can save face.

Of course he’s gonna tease him about it a little bit later because that’s what they do. But he only does that AFTER Shane’s had a chance to catch his breath and feel safe again.

To be loved is to be known indeed.

comingatthecottage

#there's tpe in the source text#we're not crazy#it's right there#hr.kink#tpe#hollanov#hr.txt

#big tpe vibes here ngl…#the high highs and low lows of rr’s writing#reblog#hr

in addition to these excellent tags i will add: this is the beauty of tpe for them right on the page. because shane is looking for the most restrictive option. he's only gonna have a salad.

when ilya chooses for him, he chooses a very balanced meal, something much more likely to meet the nutritional needs of a serious athlete (and not nothing but there's even simple carbs in there!) he makes a choice for shane that is better than the choice shane was going to make for himself. but he also chooses something that is okay with shane, that he knows will make him feel safe, that's within his limits. and shane can allow himself to be taken care of because it's ilya's choice, but ilya wouldn't make a choice that would genuinely distress shane even if i bet ilya would rather shane eat a burger and fries

everyone say thank you bdsm

mybloodstream-caffeine

If we all work together, I believe that we can make Shane's I, Tonya (2017) level crash out a reality

mybloodstream-caffeine

NO BECAUSE LIKE!!! I would genuinely love to see the specific gradual confluence of circumstances that would drive Shane to this act of violence. I think he would have had to stay on the Voyagers (and for some reason not be with Ilya, but still out. The Long Game worst timeline au?) I'm picturing Shane being forced to treat the newest young phenom as his protégé of sorts, pushing the narrative of the old guard passing the torch to the new, meanwhile he's gradually getting ousted from the team because at this point Shane is near retirement. Or rather, the court of public opinion has deemed him near retirement age.

I just want to watch Shane have to swallow the vaguely patronising turn the press takes with his public image in contrast to how they'd treat this up and coming rising star who they've dubbed "The NEW Shane Hollander!!" I wanna see Shane slooowly get pushed from the limelight and it's not because of the GAY thing no no no of course not, it's Shane's age, his ability, his commitment to the team!! Oh and just by the by, have you seen the photos of the New Shane's girlfriend? I hear they're high school sweethearts!! How adorable.

I wanna see Shane slowly spiral as everything he's giving up for hockey - his time, his youth, his blood, his sweat, his body, his soul - turns to fucking dust in the wind as the team looks towards the new shining star to lead their franchise, who's young and fresh faced and white and straight. But hey, it's nothing personal. It's just business!!

I wanna see all of this come to a head after a game where Shane gets benched and the new young phenom plays in his place and gets his first career hat trick and wins them the game. And Shane is watching from the sidelines, feeling like there's a wall of glass coming down between him and the rest of the world. And as he's walking down the tunnel, the kid catches up to him and Shane has to choke out congratulations through bile. And the kid says something glib, something like "You won't be so quick to congratulate me when I beat your rookie scoring record ha ha ha!" And it's like a strange calm descends as he looks at this smirking fucking infant and suddenly Shane thinks, clear as anything, Like fucking hell you will. And then he raises his hockey stick and fucking kneecaps the little shit.