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Vertigo Skies (she/her, programmed to approx 23) | Ultra V | Written by Mika (she/they, 21) | Out Of Comission Orange TALOS-model pornodroid | Blog is sometimes NSFW and trigger warnings are not tagged

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR ANGSTY CONVERSATIONS *  a collection of things you never want to hear

you never told me that. i can't believe you never told me.

what difference does it make?

no, no, no, don't leave me! please!

i failed you. is that what you want me to say?

was it all a lie? all this time?

so... when do you leave? what time? so i can be ready.

why did it take you so long to tell me? how long have you been holding this in?

i was wrong.

is this it? is this all there is?

at least give me one last dance.

all the exits are blocked. we're trapped.

there's too much blood.

you're the worst person i've ever met.

you're just as broken as i am.

i really thought we could work things out.

so stupid of me to think you actually cared.

you're just going to carry on and pretend like everything's fine when it's not fine.

go on without me. i can handle this.

don't tell me i'm too late.

i told you to leave me alone.

there's no use in trying anymore. it's over.

i should have known. i should have known all along.

i need you to be honest with me. tell me the truth. i deserve the truth.

you failed me.

i wish i never met you.

it's over. go home.

i feel something broken inside me. you can't fix it. no one can.

just take some deep breaths. in and out. you're gonna be fine.

you used to be better than this.

there's no way out.

what the hell was that for?

if you stay here, you'll die. do you understand?

how dare you speak to me like that!

am i too late?

you have to believe me. i didn't mean for this to happen.

i used to think you were perfect. i guess i was wrong.

so this is how it ends? just like that?

we're running out of time.

when were you going to tell me the truth?

how long has it been since we spoke? feels like years.

when did this start? how long has this been going on?

you never really loved me. it was all fake.

who was that? why were they here? why did you let them in?

i came as fast as i could.

what the hell did you think would happen?

can i even trust you?

i don't know who i am anymore.

i can't lose you again.

you are my biggest regret.

what good will it do?

just keep pressure on the wound, okay?

how could you do this to me?

i said get out! get out of here!

i'm never speaking to you again.

i tried to stop it!

you're so fucking stupid.

it's never been okay.

good riddance.

get out of here! i'll handle this!

i can't believe you. i can't believe you did this to me.

you were a good person once. i looked up to you.

i never should have listened to you. i'm such a fool.

don't lie to me! i know when you're lying!

why the hell did you do that?

i've never been wanted. not really. not by anyone.

i never loved you.

i've been dealing with this my whole life.

it was all a lie.

you forgot my birthday.

i'm a monster.

you actually believed that shit?

you think i would just stick around and let you treat me like that?

are you actually leaving?

can i kiss you one last time?

i can't believe i gave up my life for you. i gave up everything for you.

i can't lose you, too!

for what it's worth, there's no one i would rather fight alongside.

hang on for me, all right? don't leave me. please don't go.

i deserve better than this. i deserve better than you.

good! get out of here! i didn't want you here anyway!

i made it up as i went along.

things are going to get worse before they get better.

i don't think we're getting out of this alive.

we're not gonna make it.

get the fuck out of my face.

i don't think i'm meant to be loved.

[vertigo-kj]

Vertigo's Backstory - pt. 1

Tw: implications of noncon, murder, general talk of pornodroids

She was just a number.

TALOS model #266811 - Orange, aggressive. Being an orange model made her somewhat of a challenge, she would fight back, she had her own emotions and stuck to them. For a pornodroid, that was a very hit or miss trait. Most of the men that purchased orange models were aggressive as well, making these droids a quickly rotating commodity.

But she was still just a number.

#266811 had been purchased for 250 carbons months prior and kept in her box. Once taken out her TALOS module, her ability to remember, had remained switched off for only Destroya knows how long. Her first conscious memory was peering into dark brown eyes, a wicked smile, words she never wanted to repeat and hoped nobody else ever heard. And then pure violence. #266811 didn't like to think about it, really. The man who owned her, she wasn't ever really sure what his name was, was a horrible man. She shivered about it even thinking about it. The good times did not outweigh the bad - He had paraded her around like a commodity, taking her to dinners she couldn't physically eat, taking her to meetings she shouldn't have ever been at, showing her off like a pet. Even the sweetest of times was tinged with disgust, wicked smiles, tight reminders of her worth. 250 carbons and fading.

The only comment that could ever be interpreted as anything except wicked was something he muttered, breathy and exhausted after using her once again. Their "session" as he called it left her with an open gash in her arm, wires and oil vascular system visible underneath. She was sat up, thinking how glad she was to not feel pain, how glad she was that circuit had been damaged months before, when he chuckled. "I swear you give me vertigo," he half laughed, reaching a lazy hand out to stroke the small of her back. "Make my head spin and take my breath away." And directly after, before she could respond, he switched her off and the world went black.

She woke up some time later, being thrown into the closet. Something in the corner bumped her on switch and the soft orange backlight behind her eyes glowed once again as the door clicked shut. Her arm had been repaired, meaning it had been at least hours, maybe days, since her last memory. She shivered -she hated memory gaps. Footsteps moved away from the closet and she listened as the man who owned her went about getting ready for his day. She could hear him washing up in the bathroom - far enough across the apartment that she felt safe to look around. She had been stored standing up in the hall closet, unusual. She was usually stored in the bedroom. In a stand next to her feet was two standard issue black umbrellas, an extension cord was coiled around the base of it. She gulped. Part of an orange model's hardwiring was aggression, but it was never supposed to veer into homicidal behavior. That didn't stop her from imagining strangling the man with the electrical cord, stabbing him with the umbrella tip, throwing him off his own balcony, or any other range of ways to kill him. She stroked the handle of the umbrella gently with one finger, small smile creeping onto her face as she daydreamed.

"Hello?"

She froze. Footsteps neared the closet, she gripped the handle of the umbrella reflexively and gulped. She closed her eyes and brought her arm up to shield her face as the door opened, and heard a scream and a crash. She opened her eyes as he stumbled back, bright red line across his face from where the tip of the umbrella had slashed across as she lifted her hand, still clutching the umbrella. "Oh shit," she remembered thinking. "The umbrella."

She must have blacked out. That's the only explanation to her current situation. The stark black and white living room was stained red, electrical cord wrapped around his throat, umbrella stabbed through his chest. Her ears were ringing as she blinked slowly, taking it in damn near calmly before a spike of fear shot through her heart. She was sure to be scrapped. She was done for. She... had she killed him? She knelt down next to him to check and then decided against it. Instead, she grabbed the badge off of his shirt. She stood, walking to the entryway and pulling his coat and hat over her frame before taking one last look back and leaving the apartment. The only way to live was to get out.

[vertigo-kj]

Hey Vertigo. Girlfriends count as valentines right? If not, will you be my valentine -RR

I'd love to! Will y' be mine?

[vertigo-kj]

You have bad taste

You can suck my dick :)

[vertigo-kj]

Has Ruby dumped demolition yet for you?

I'd assume so.

[robyn-k-illustration]

LOOK ALIVE, SUNSHINE!

Been really wanting to re-read the Killjoys comics recently. Can’t find the first issue though…

It also came to my attention that we only saw 2 colours of Pornodroids in the series, so I decided to draw up what I imagine others would look like. Gerard was a feckin’ genius man! 

If they don’t make a TV/Netflix series outta this, I’ll be gobsmacked.

Anywho, you know the drill. Killjoys never die.

[vertigo-kj]

This is #6099. It’s been three days since I have been decommissioned, and I find myself in what appears to be a desert. I’m following a road labeled Route Guano. I saw a human yesterday, but they were so colourful it almost hurt my sensors to perceive. It’s usually only the droids that show that much colour, and never mixed. I’m looking for citizen #00111446 – Alias Toxic Sunrise. I’ve seen her through the walls a few times when I made my way to the outer edges of the city. She promised to help me.

My battery is running low. I have two bars – I need to charge. I see a sign in the sand marked Zone 3. It’s little and red and dusty, and the paint is… green. Yes, green. I have not had my Better Living scheduled thought adjustment this month. My critical thinking lobe is going haywire. It could also be caused by my low battery.

I’m down to one bar of battery life. This would have been much easier if I could remember where Toxic Sunrise said she was, but my memory chip was cracked when I was thrown from the city. Several other internal workings were damaged, as well. My elbow joint needs greased. There is a fly in the air – A real fly, not a drone. My battery is almost dead, I need to find - LOWBATTERYLOWBATTERYLOWBATTERYDEADBATTERYCHARGECHARGECHARGE

[agent--after]

[gnawgag]

f.t.w.w.w - mcr // do androids dream of electric sheep? - donato giancola

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

🧸-Vertigoxo

When Vertigo’s arms wrapped around Ruby’s frame, a small smile creeped across her face. Slender arms decked in fishnet sleeves wrapped around the droid’s middle.

“Hey, you.” Was all she could really say in response. When a relationship is new, you’re still in that stage of ‘I have a girlfriend’ shock. Ruby was hot, but in her opinion she wasn’t nearly hot enough to pull Vertigo. “I missed your face.”

@vertigo-kj

[vertigo-kj]

"Hey," she smiled softly, pulling Ruby close. Her jacket was thrown over the passenger seat of her car just behind them both, engine rumbling softly. "I missed y' too sunshine. Wanna go on an adventure?"

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

“Where are you taking me, Orange Blossom” Ruby stated, tilting her head “If I need to look hotter than I do at this current moment, we might need to stop for a wardrobe change.” Hands tangle in orange stands of hair and a cheeky grin rests on her face.

“Regardless, yes.”

[vertigo-kj]

"Y' always look perfect." She grins, kissing Ruby's nose gently. "Just to the edge of 6, I heard there's a patch of flowers there. Want t' see if it's true."

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

“I can do flowers. I like flowers. Nothing really says I love being fruity and unhinged like a field of flowers with the girlfriend.” A small hand intertwined red nailed fingertips with Vertigo’s.

“This isn’t too mushy right? I was a blistering bitch for years. Is this too soft? I don’t want to be unappealing, yknow?”

[vertigo-kj]

"That's the plan." She giggled, leading Ruby to the car and opening the door for her.

"Not too mushy at all! Y' cute when y' soft."

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

🧸-Vertigoxo

When Vertigo’s arms wrapped around Ruby’s frame, a small smile creeped across her face. Slender arms decked in fishnet sleeves wrapped around the droid’s middle.

“Hey, you.” Was all she could really say in response. When a relationship is new, you’re still in that stage of ‘I have a girlfriend’ shock. Ruby was hot, but in her opinion she wasn’t nearly hot enough to pull Vertigo. “I missed your face.”

@vertigo-kj

[vertigo-kj]

"Hey," she smiled softly, pulling Ruby close. Her jacket was thrown over the passenger seat of her car just behind them both, engine rumbling softly. "I missed y' too sunshine. Wanna go on an adventure?"

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

“Where are you taking me, Orange Blossom” Ruby stated, tilting her head “If I need to look hotter than I do at this current moment, we might need to stop for a wardrobe change.” Hands tangle in orange stands of hair and a cheeky grin rests on her face.

“Regardless, yes.”

[vertigo-kj]

"Y' always look perfect." She grins, kissing Ruby's nose gently. "Just to the edge of 6, I heard there's a patch of flowers there. Want t' see if it's true."

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

🧸-Vertigoxo

When Vertigo’s arms wrapped around Ruby’s frame, a small smile creeped across her face. Slender arms decked in fishnet sleeves wrapped around the droid’s middle.

“Hey, you.” Was all she could really say in response. When a relationship is new, you’re still in that stage of ‘I have a girlfriend’ shock. Ruby was hot, but in her opinion she wasn’t nearly hot enough to pull Vertigo. “I missed your face.”

@vertigo-kj

[vertigo-kj]

"Hey," she smiled softly, pulling Ruby close. Her jacket was thrown over the passenger seat of her car just behind them both, engine rumbling softly. "I missed y' too sunshine. Wanna go on an adventure?"

[vertigo-kj]

Orange Blossom, wanna go do Karaoke with me and annoy the people of the zones? -RR

Always. Meet you in 20?

@ruby-rebel-kjrp

[demolitionheart]

Have you heard Ruby and Vertigo on the waves? They’ve totally got something going on.

Ok? Ruby’s allowed to talk to or see whoever she wants, I trust her.

[vertigo-kj]

We ain't got anythin' going on. No strings.

[vertigo-kj]

Hey, you suck. -RR

Aw, y' love me sunshine~

@ruby-rebel-kjrp

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Just wanted to remind you, and everyone that we aren’t friends

[vertigo-kj]

[Sound of her blowing a kiss]

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Ugh annoying.

[vertigo-kj]

Y' the one talkin' to me, sweetheart. If y' didnt like me why would y' be here?

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

To remind you… that you suck?

[vertigo-kj]

Yeah, okay. [Laughs]

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Because you suck.

[vertigo-kj]

Thank y', Rubes. You're repeating yourself.

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

I-

[vertigo-kj]

Y' cute when you're nervous.

[vertigo-kj]

Hey, you suck. -RR

Aw, y' love me sunshine~

@ruby-rebel-kjrp

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Just wanted to remind you, and everyone that we aren’t friends

[vertigo-kj]

[Sound of her blowing a kiss]

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Ugh annoying.

[vertigo-kj]

Y' the one talkin' to me, sweetheart. If y' didnt like me why would y' be here?

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

To remind you… that you suck?

[vertigo-kj]

Yeah, okay. [Laughs]

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Because you suck.

[vertigo-kj]

Thank y', Rubes. You're repeating yourself.

[vertigo-kj]

Hey, you suck. -RR

Aw, y' love me sunshine~

@ruby-rebel-kjrp

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Just wanted to remind you, and everyone that we aren’t friends

[vertigo-kj]

[Sound of her blowing a kiss]

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

Ugh annoying.

[vertigo-kj]

Y' the one talkin' to me, sweetheart. If y' didnt like me why would y' be here?

[ruby-rebel-kjrp]

To remind you… that you suck?

[vertigo-kj]

Yeah, okay. [Laughs]