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The account where @vibrantnonsense just does whatever

[vibrantnonsensecasual]

I'm @vibrantnonsense 's casual account lol

[lillie-garden]

really not pleased about having to do this again and i'm sorry but:

6 months ago, i was banned from twitch, my only source of income, for, and i quote: "". They did not provide me a reason. The person who reported me has been going around telling trans women to kill themselves and bragging about reporting me. Now that it has been 6 months, however, I can at least request reinstatement- theoretically.

Unfortunately, I can't get into the appeals page or my twitch account at all; I can't even change the phone number used for 2fa because the 2fa service is that shit, and the phone number associated with the account belongs to a friend who is way behind on his bills after a divorce.

we've managed to get most of them paid, but he's still another $150 away from getting his phone reconnected, at which point i will be switching over to my current number so this never happens again. and then i can maybe actually get my twitch account back.

if anyone has anything they can spare to help, it would be immensely appreciated ;_;

$0/150 as of July 18, 2026

[soup-mother]

I will forever be catgirls strongest ally. Not their unflinching ally, because I flinch at loud noises like thunder and someone sneezing, much in the way a catgirl might. Really this just goes to show how dedicated I am in my allyship.

[otrtbs]

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[encotic]

i saw someone using "guy" and then immediately specifying it as gender neutral. not even like plural its the singular. what the fuck are we doing at this point

[wheretherearestars]

gooseworx has been banned but neil gaiman is still up. i would say i'm baffled if i didn't know exactly why this is the case.

[aquinohotelcentral]

[amphibianauthor]

Image description: Four individuals (white Femme presenting person in trans flag dress, Black masc person with blond dreads, tan femme person in a wheelchair and white hairy masc presenting fat person) are being denied entrance by a white bouncer to a club titled 'The Gayest Most Woke Fandom Club.' A speech bubble from the club door says "WHAT IF... AND HEAR ME OUT...TWO BOYS KISSED?! AM I THE FIRST ONE TO THINK OF SOMETHING THIS OUT OF THE BOX?!?!". On the wall behind the people there are posters that say "Black people in fantasy settings: the end of the world as we know it", "Two skinny white boys kiss the movie", and "queerbait show with no female characters fan club meeting tomorrow" End ID.

[salamanding]

dysphoric tonight :(

[salamanding]

fascinating that this is getting attention right now. im sorry to everyone who relates. hoping and praying for body modification magic for us all.

[salamanding]

oh yeah anyway pls donate to my fundraiser for real surgery that does exist 👉👈

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[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

the fact that I feel the need to go, "and don't forget about Black people" is the most damning indictment of tumblr that I can give without being tempted to mention photovoltaic bartholemew. I have to browbeat you people to reblog any kind of Melanistic Mention. I love you, but i despair of you understanding the way I interpret your suburban accent.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

13 year ago eminem (marshall mathers) said,

"I don't know how to make songs like that I don't know what words to use."

you have to do better than 13 year old eminem lyrics. stop treating people as a social obligation.

deal with it, talk about it, stop hiding it away in your private suffering chamber. do your communism dishes

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

you do this to me and ignore Black women. I am irritated with you.. resolve this.

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

Tears that are driven by white guilt are self-indulgent. When we are mired in guilt, we are narcissistic and ineffective; guilt functions as an excuse for inaction. Further, because we so seldom have authentic and sustained cross-racial relationships, our tears do not feel like solidarity to people of color we have not previously supported. Instead, our tears function as impotent reflexes that don’t lead to constructive action. We need to reflect on when we cry and when we don’t, and why. In other words, what does it take to move us? Since many of us have not learned how racism works and our role in it, our tears may come from shock and distress about what we didn’t know or recognize. For people of color, our tears demonstrate our racial insulation and privilege. I asked the woman of color I refer to in the opening of this chapter if I was missing anything in this list. This is her response: It’s infuriating because of its audacity of disrespect to our experience. You are crying because you are uncomfortable with your feelings when we are barely allowed to have any. You are ashamed or some such thing and cry, but we are not allowed to have any feelings because then we are being difficult. We are supposed to remain stoic and strong because otherwise we become the angry and scary people of color. We are only allowed to have feelings for the sake of your entertainment, as in the presentation of our funerals. And even then, there are expectations of what is allowed for us to express. We are abused daily, beaten, raped, and killed but you are sad and that’s what is important. That’s why it is sooooo hard to take. White Fragility, Robin DiAngelo (emphasis mine)

[doyoulovethewayzeylily]

I must make two honest confessions to you, my Christian and Jewish brothers. First, I must confess that over the past few years I have been gravely disappointed with the white moderate. I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion that the Negro's great stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen's Counciler or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to "order" than to justice; who prefers a negative peace which is the absence of tension to a positive peace which is the presence of justice; who constantly says: "I agree with you in the goal you seek, but I cannot agree with your methods of direct action"; who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom; who lives by a mythical concept of time and who constantly advises the Negro to wait for a "more convenient season." Shallow understanding from people of good will is more frustrating than absolute misunderstanding from people of ill will. Lukewarm acceptance is much more bewildering than outright rejection. Letter from a Birmingham Jail, Martin Luther King Jr. (emphasis mine)

white transfems are not especially racist, but we are afforded an uncommon opportunity to confront the reality of white supremacy. it is not a coincidence that talking about race as a transfem feels like inviting people to call you racist. white power structures leverage accusations of racism against us not in defense of racialized people, but as a way to suborn us to service of white supremacy. it is not a coincidence that it feels like the only winning move is to stop talking.

white supremacy courts us in the same way that "gender ideology skeptics" court transmascs.

[puppygirllaika]

It's actually so fucking weird that your identity is absolute these days. like, it's been normalized to the point we don't think of it much, but until a hundred years ago, hell even less, you could just kinda. go somewhere else, and be a new person. and that's not a thing anymore.

[secretearthworm]

Yk this is fully untrue right? You can fully still do this if you're willing to change and let go of everything at literally any moment you want

[puppygirllaika]

since a good few people now have said this i want to be clear: you can move to a new town still and change socially, but like. the government still knows who you are. so do tons of corporations. your identity follows you.

[puppygirllaika]

13 hours later and the parade of stupid comments like this has not stopped =_=

[ratbastard69420]

a guy named Rusty cage did a video on how it's impossible to leave your identity behind unless you become a eunuch

[ratbastard69420]

fuck hermit I meant hermit

[puppygirllaika]

Identity is stored in the balls.

[t00thpasteface]

sorry to everyone out there who thinks they have the funniest tshirt but i think i can confidently say i just saw the actual funniest tshirt just now. i passed by a beautiful black woman with long multicolor braids blowing majestically in the beach breeze & she was wearing an oversized tshirt that said in gigantic letters "WHITE BOY OF THE YEAR"

[elveny]

If your business can only be reached and all info about it only be accessed via Facebook or Instagram, know that it isn’t reachable or accessible AT ALL.

The whole metaverse can no longer be properly viewed without an account and I am definitely not making one just to see your contact info or opening hours.

Get a fucking WEBSITE. It can be just a static landing page with the relevant information. But get off the metaverse!

[whaile]

late summer / early fall thoughts

[baatjr-deactivated20150830]

yes teenage girls can be dramatic and wild but honestly have u ever even seen what happens when u tell a grown man ‘no’

[paper-mario-wiki]

transitioning is like putting on the They Live glasses and seeing that 90% of people looking at you are either jerking off or furiously sharpening a knife. or both. and i do not mean that in a sexy or fun way, and i dont like clarifying that, but i know there's a 90% chance you are thinking it, because i wrote it while being a trans woman.

[paper-mario-wiki]

to clarify:

when considering the sexual violence against trans women, it's important to remember that "people only view us sexually" does not mean the same thing as "people only find us attractive". it means "people can only conceptualize of our existence within a sexual light" because that's how the majority of our coverage in media has been tinged in the past century. as a result of the chaste and patriarchal nature of modern capitalism, gender and sexuality are inseparable in much public discourse by virtue of propaganda, and as a result, a trans woman is seen as sexual because efforts towards projecting specifically femininity is only categorized as sexual. and when paired with the uncharitable perception of "man", that propaganda can often evolve how people view us directly into "sexual threat" anywhere, for any reason. i could be in the freezer aisle of costco looking down at the ground while i push my cart and i'd still get dirty looks for wearing a dress (this has happened).

when i say "they're either jerking off or sharpening a knife", i mean we're either viewed sexually, or as sexually threatening, in almost all scenarios.

[NOTE: AS WITH ALL MATTERS OF TRANSMISOGYNY, THIS ISSUE IS 100 TIMES WORSE FOR BLACK GIRLS]

[missstrogen]

It's really cool how there's just a good chunk of tumblr and growing that just hates my guts huh. Like every few days i'm casually mentionned or referred to in something barely related cus i'm a great evil pedophile/rapist/murderer/racist/whatever you want. Yesterday i saw someone asking to terminate me on a random photomatt post.

Like I can't express how much it is genuinely Every fucking where, call me the ghost of communism the way i'm ontologically evil and used as proof of something's inherent evil.

Like genuinely what are you even supposed to do here, like, it's not just that this site hates and loves me at once, that there's countless wanting me dead, countless listening to me and trusting me (thank yall for that) and even more warning of my danger while doing the good ol don't harass her ok ward, but like, it's the casualness of the hate, to me.

It's the fact that I, or things that i've allegedly done are casually brought up in barely related conversations as the example itself of a great evil, that people who otherwise aren't dedicated to harassing me will still do the same thing, take what i made, discard the part that's me, then use me as a rethorical device to present ontological evil.

like cool i understand baeddel now, but how do i make it stop? how do i make it so that my name isn't a hushed whisper on the lips of thousands each day? how do i make it so i don't have to see people refer to me in allusions to things ive "done" every day?

oh i don't? makes sense.

not like staff's done anything to help. not like "transfem allies" have. fun times

[mystery-incorporated-whore]

i think every single airline and automobile lobbyist in washington dc needs to be shot

[mystery-incorporated-whore]

air travel is one of the most atmospherically pollutant activities we undertake as a species and the interstate highway system is a concrete scar across the land that does more to isolate communities than it does to bring them together. they both need to be burned to the ground