xannie

i don't feel like dealing w my mental problems so i'll just shit post online ⚠️ she/her, adult!

[painpoetry]

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

ko-fi

[sad-empty-lost]

My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had

[depressionbound]

Lately just been in one of those moods where I don’t want to read. I don’t want to watch shows. I don’t want to be online. I don’t want to listen to music. I don’t want to eat. I don’t want to sleep and I just don’t wanna be existing in general. As if I wasn’t worthless enough. Now my distractions seem so tedious and boring...

[justjeonday]

[𝙖𝙜𝙤𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙝𝙤𝙗𝙞𝙘]

𝟭𝟬.𝟮𝟬.𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬

[w333kly]

how much are we betting that apple support is so tired of me requesting refunds every single day bc i buy a new dumb subscription every single night while being high on sleep meds :) this is the third time

[w333kly]

happy 2021 🤍 and to whoever needs to hear this: look at you making it through another year!! i'm super proud of you! and hope this year treats you well :)

[w333kly]

recently i got accepted to a college i always wanted to go to

i'm so glad i stayed alive this year

[falling6in6the6black]

[earthandbeast]

[sa-dnesss]

[sa-dnesss]

[w333kly]

some of yall here on tumblr are bashing on people who abuse their prescription meds... and this is so ignorant, let me tell you why

because addiction is real and very often starts from getting dependent on your daily medications. so many meds out there have a risk of being highly addictive.

as a mentally ill person i truly went to my doctor just to get help with my extreme anxiety, not like "damn he's gonna give me some strong drugs that i can abuse". never. i got my meds, took them properly for a year but as my mental health got worse i also raised the doses a bit, to the point where i even overdozed but not too much, until i realized this is drug abuse. there comes the addiction, too. now for the past few months i've been struggling trying to control myself to take only the needed dose and not more.

point is yeah going to a doctor and faking your illness to get a drug is SICK and wrong. but do not invalidate people who didn't intend to do this from the start but it just happened along the way.

[w333kly]

my daily life is just me trying to distract myself from every single bad thought i have if i didnt try hard enough to distract myself i would just end up dead

feeling so hopeless

[brian4rmthe6]

[w333kly]

overdosing on meds every night just to feel something.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]