it’s 8am and I’m awake for no reason though I am in pain so not for NO reason but I’m also just wanting to be awake early because my mind is running, but I’m also aware I need more sleep, but this soft grey part of the morning feels like a secret safe spot where I get to do something “I shouldn’t” that’s just for me, that truly is only scrolling through four different media apps for over an hour but I feel like I learned three regular things that are existing and one big thing about myself that I’ll try to think about again in 3-5 business days.




















