Rose 🥀

18+

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

when I forget to stay busy for one second and suddenly I get a wave of everything that has ever hurt me.

[abusedpixie]

[daddystinygirll]

i hate how fragile i am. one word, one tone, and i'm spiraling. and i know it's not normal. i know i'm supposed to "regulate." but how do you regulate a storm that's lived inside you for years? how do you tell your body you're safe when it never believed you?

[f1nalrequiem]

I hate being me oh my godddddd I hate being me

[totheoneswhocannotsleepatnight]

What if I’m unfixable? What if I’ll have to stay this way forever?

[daddystinygirll]

the traumatized urge to over explain things so that i'm not misunderstood

[decayingrain]

Just once, I want my absence to be felt.

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

[12thgrave]

i hate how ugly i am. inside and out. it's all rotten.

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[itsemobunny]

Being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now.

[sickfrr]

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[virgomoon]

you can never go back. this is your one life. you had a bad childhood and that's it. you lost your teen years to mental illness and that's it. you're miserable in your 20s and that's it. you just go forward

[teethovgod-deactivated20250812]