Vobla

"How many passionate persons can fit comfortably on the head of a pin?" Answer: "Merely one. Or... I don't know."

[welliamroach]

Soooo it literally came to me in a dream😭

[thedoormann]

so called free thinkers when Kim Kitsuragi:

[raccoonnutella13]

how im gonna be acting in october bc i have no way of getting to new york

[bucketofcrows]

first base is ripping each other's throats out second base is fucking and then pretending it didn't happen after it's over. third base is falling unconscious from blood loss in the other's arms

[bucketofcrows]

fourth base is talking about your feelings

[make-a-desert-call-it-peace]

[chiralin]

[chiralin]

[rpfofficial]

sometimes rpf is like "i think they were actually fucking for real but but i can't 'prove it' so i'm going to vividly imagine it and then write it" and sometimes it's like "i know they weren't fucking but i think it would be hot so i'm going to viviidly imagine it and then write it" and sometimes it's like "i think they very well could have been fucking and if they weren't then i think they probably wanted to but for various reasons never did so i'm going to implement that theory & tension it into a beautiful story where i create a world where they can be together and fuck nasty" and i think that's beautiful

[nmjkeys]

i was born in the right generation i love supermarket self-checkouts and reading about greg davies getting topped by alex horne

[lazybakerart]

the hbo intern is at it again ❤️❤️

[thepitt-incorrect]

Whitaker: Actually, the hottest thing a man can do is ask how you're feeling and care about the answer.

Princess: The hottest thing a man can do is send me five figures on Paypal and fuck off forever.

Santos: The hottest thing a man can do is transition into a woman.

[wulfhalls]

shakes my fist against the sky: RICHARD GADDDDDDDD

[isabellaofparma]

me: putting off watching some tv shows for years

half man: toxic gay pseudo-incest ep 1 airs

me immediately:

[apricustar]

ruben telling niall in the hospital: this is what you’ve always wanted from me isn’t it. like right so some part of you is consciously aware. some part of you knows. and now niall knows that you know. you know that he knows that you know. that’s the closest we’ve ever come to IT being verbalized between them and it’s never brought up again. how am i meant to be okay with that. then in the barn ruben asks niall whether he loves him and he phrases it in a declarative way, because he’s not asking, not really—says: you love me, don’t you? don’t you, as in, this is something else i know, just like your want for me, and you’ve gotten away with not saying anything, but i’m going to drag this out of you. i know. and i know that you know i know, but i’m going to make you say it anyway. you’re going to tell me you love me and i’m going to make you describe it in every agonizing detail. and still. despite all the i love yous in this scene we still never circle back to IT. can anyone hear me. do you understand the gravity of this

[nmorown]

[messymindofmine]

Obviously there has been a lot of discussion about Niall stopping Ruben when he's talking about how he would cum when he father abused him and how those moments were the closest he ever felt to someone. And it's pretty clear that Niall is thinking about Ruben's violence against him and how Ruben is the person he feels the closest to. And how he was never able to acknowledge that to himself let alone anyone else. But what I don't really see being discussed and what I feel is pretty crucial is the fact that Ruben was describing abuse. He was describing abuse from his father and how that was the closest he ever felt to anyone. And Ruben was never able to tell anyone other than Niall about it. And it came after Niall revealed his feelings towards men to Ruben. And Ruben's abuse towards Niall is very pointedly never mentioned by anyone.

Niall himself doesn't even bring it up when pointing out how Ruben referred to him with homophobic insults. He only mentions the words Ruben said. And Ruben wouldn't accept the role he played in Niall's struggles. But then he starts talking about his abuse at his father's hands and Niall is able to handle it at first. He is able to give Ruben comfort and listen. He even calls Ruben his hero. It's not until Ruben starts talking about the closeness he felt that Niall shuts down. And I think entangled with the complicated feelings that Niall has for Ruben (the fear, the love, the desire, the anger) is also the repressed acknowledgement that the things Ruben did to him weren't just brotherly horseplay or banter. It wasn't just sexual either. If the feelings that Ruben was confessing to having were in the context of what both Ruben and Niall recognize as abuse at his father's hands, then Niall would have to acknowledge that what Ruben did to him was also abuse. And what does that say about his feelings towards Ruben even beyond the shame of sexuality? Beyond his repressed feelings towards Ruben in general? So of course it was too much for Niall. And he continued to repress those feelings right up until the very end to the point of his own destruction.

[1osingdog]

this being the first photo in the dump… richard you are in Love with him and we all know it

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

when the television show makes you feel bad on purpose