Queer history and videogames.

24. They/Them. Lesbian. Jewish. Everyone in history is gay until proven otherwise. I have studied Queer History a bit so feel free to hit me up for queer history reading recs and I will try my best to help out!

[chilicheesecreampuff-2]

Once and Future Fandom, how we doing? 😭😭😭

RIP Anthony Head. Absolutely a legend.

[rylandsgrace]

[piouscoffeelover]

i miss you 2012 avengers. i miss you the avengers tower. i miss you irondad and spiderson. i miss you meme lord shuri and peter. i miss you loki lingering in the tower for no other reason than that he's the main love interest. i miss you poptart-eating thor. i miss you grumpy bucky barnes. i miss you old man, chronically offline steve rogers. i miss you clint in the vents. i miss you girls night with wanda and natasha. i miss you resurrected, shamelessly flirty pietro. i miss you clueless, socially inept vision. i miss you the rare bruce banner feature. i miss you sassy sam wilson. i miss you cheeky reader who always called fury by his first name. i miss you christmas avengers blurbs in the middle of the fanfiction written by an autistic 14 year old. i miss you 😔😔😔

[assiraphales]

I deadass think steve rogers ending was character assassination and conservative rhetoric (send the progressive man back to the decade epitomes with traditional values for a white picket fence life) but it was also just cruel to steve and bucky. “oh ur just mad ur ship didn’t go canon” no im mad the friendship that was the most important thing in both of their lives was tossed aside and the audience was gaslit into believing it didn’t matter despite three films proving otherwise. steve dropped the shield twice for bucky and would have died rather than live in a world where bucky didn’t remember him. bucky broke thru 70 years of brainwashing at the sound of steve’s voice. their catchphrase was essentially “til death do we part”. the fuck

[assiraphales]

marvel for ten years: these guys have been best friends since they were six (w steve having no one but bucky after his mom died). their bond is unbreakable and they would die for each other. steve doesn’t believe in ever turning a blind eye to injustice and would sacrifice his body time and time again to do what’s right

endgame: after bucky comes back from the dead steve says “see ya” to his best friend and his morals

[chenfordsbee]

Eddie + being concerned for Buck in s9

[maximusmeridian]

That’s his Buck. And you can’t convince me he wouldn’t fight God single handedly if that’s what it took to protect Buck.

[fandom-trash-goblin]

we've got a life to love living.

[dyke-terra]

[a-mel0n]

reblog if you’ve had an online friendship that’s lasted more than 2 years

[hollanderdiaz]

it says eddie in the cards <3

[stevenrogered]

9x11 / 9x15

[sunsetbuddie]

your sister? eddie? was genuinely crazy work like. multiple times now they have intentionally placed eddie in the position of Spouse. they keep doing it. and it mirrors maddie in a way. in that when she's been struggling or in danger it's always been. her brother or chimney (her Spouse). those are the two people you expect. and chimney is saying out loud that for buck the two people you expect are his sister or eddie (his Spouse!!!) and this coupled with the fact that in the montage the way eddie was there was framed differently to everyone else. familial but different from everyone else. because he's his Spouse. like. HELLO?????????

[sunsetbuddie]

i think it's important as well that buck went to chimney as his Captain. not his friend or his brother-in-law. as his Captain. which i think is because buck didn't know HOW to go to someone about this in a personal capacity. it's so clear that he Wanted to open up to eddie in the ambulance. he was desperate for eddie to look at him and see him and when eddie didn't immediately look at him he quickly swerved to Trucks. and then when eddie DID look at him and see him and notice that something was very wrong (again) buck couldn't do it. he couldn't tell him. even though he Wanted to tell him. because buck is afraid that if people See Him they'll see a screw up. they'll see someone who isn't good enough. so he Can't do it. which says nothing about eddie or anyone else but about how He views himself in his worst moments. so he goes to chimney. significantly as his Captain. says You should fire me as a way to start the conversation because he doesn't know how to do this otherwise. and chimney meets him in the middle. as his Captain. yes he's going to go through the proper channels about this. but also as his friend and as his brother-in-law who knows him and Loves him and who this changes nothing for. and that's really what buck needed. to know that the people he loves don't love him any less or think any less of him. and they didn't.

[buddiesblr]

it wouldn't be so crazy

[buckslasagna]

sheriff woodson: you're married to buck and you murdered him. eddie: i didn't murder him. tommy: you're in love with eddie and you're living in his house. buck: this isn't his house.

[crookedkingdom]

everyone in new mexico anytime eddie opens his mouth:

[bilosan]

rainbow flare on our rainbow boy 🌈 7x04 // 7x06 // 9x13

[asynca]

if you are a person who comments your reactions on every single chapter of a multi-chapter fic, please know the author FUCKING CHERISHES YOU

[asynca]

yes, and I tick them off in my head one by one and look forward to all their reads and takes!!!

[spevvy]

Even if there are a lot of comments on a fic, the amount of comments is still usually less than 1% out of the number of views. So no, the author will NEVER get tired of having feedback—and as many comments as you think there are, it is still a drop in the ocean compared to the amount of views. EVERY SINGLE COMMENT is rarer than diamonds to us, and is cherished just as much if not more. So please. Comment. Comment liberally. We don't care how unhinged you sound (in fact, the more unhinged the better!). Please tell us what you enjoyed and what you're excited to see in the future. Even if all you feel like you can say is "I really liked this!" or just a "❤️" we will read that comment a bazillion times and kick our feets and giggle and blush like school kids. You will absolutely make our day if you comment on our fics. EVEN....NO.... ESPECIALLY IF..... IT'S AN OLDER/UNFINISHED FIC. YOU CAN SAVE IT BY COMMENTING. YOU CAN LITERALLY GIVE US THE IMPETUS AND MOTIVATION TO RESURRECT OUR FICS AND TO KEEP GOING.

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