Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell
trying on a metaphor
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
dirt enthusiast
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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#extradirty
Mike Driver
KIROKAZE

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
taylor price
DEAR READER

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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
Claire Keane
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sheepfilms
Sweet Seals For You, Always
$LAYYYTER
d e v o n
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@what-is-wrong-with-me101
Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell
Everything Everywhere All At Once is impossible to condense but. your mom loves you. your mom would do anything for you. she is incapable of expressing these things to you in a way that you can truly understand. she doesn’t understand you because she can’t. you can’t understand her either. you know that she would die for you but she can never give you a goddamn compliment or an apology or acknowledgement that maybe you were right all along. you know that she loves you but you don’t trust her not to hurt you if you share all the things you are and want to be and could be. she has always taught you that family is the most important thing, that when everything and everyone else fades, family is all you will have left. nothing feels safer than garlic and choi sum and tomatoes and eggs. you still haven’t told her your new name. the first coming out was awful, you never want to do that again. she drove for five hours to drop off groceries because she knows you have papers due and might not have time to shop. she is finally proud of you after all the stupid shit you did and said when you didn’t think you would live till 20. you know that she blames herself. you don’t think she could’ve done any better but fuck how is anyone is supposed to parent when she did most everything right and still you came oh so close to never seeing a brighter future. she drives you home and as you chat you realize that a few years ago you two could never have had a civil conversation that didn’t devolve into shouting. you realize that there are some things that you will never talk about with her because you don’t want to risk that again.
you know that she loves you. god, if only she would understand.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am seven
and my reply is
pink
because i am a girl
and pink
is a princess color.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am ten
and i like
green
because a boy told me that pink
is lame and girly.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am thirteen
and i tell them
purple
it is unique and spunky
like i want to be.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am seventeen
and i just say
red
i do not say
it is bright and angry at the world
as i am
i cannot form the words to express
all of my frustrations
so i paint my lips with
rage.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am twenty
and it’s pink
i remember the joy
of being a child
i reclaim the freedom
of femininity
because i cannot remember
what my shoulders felt like
before the depression
hung from them.
i am asked about my favorite color.
i am twenty-six
and my answer is
brown
it confuses most people
they don’t see it
they may think of dirt
and dust
and dead things
but it is coffee with friends
and the chocolate chip cookies
my mom used to make.
it is my hair
and my eyes
amber and gold
in the sun
and i love myself
again
©mikaylamags on tiktok
a poem about nostalgia…
Millennium Actress (2001) | dir. Satoshi Kon
me: *follows someone all my mutuals follow*
them: *don’t follow me back in 20 min*
me:
…….who the hell are u anyway? do u KNOW who i am? Unfollowed
Jamdani (Bengali: জামদানি), also known as Dhakai named after the city of Dhaka, is a fine muslin textile developed in Narayanganj in Bangladesh. Jamdani is a woven with thread in cotton, using a supplementary weft technique of weaving, where the artistic motifs are produced by a non-structural weft, in addition to the standard weft that holds the warp threads together. The standard weft creates a fine, sheer fabric while the supplementary weft with thicker threads adds the intricate patterns to it. Each supplementary weft motif is added separately by hand by interlacing the weft threads into the warp with fine bamboo sticks using individual spools of thread. The result is a complex mix of different patterns that appear to float on a shimmering surface. The pattern is not sketched or outlined on the fabric, but is drawn on a graph paper and placed underneath the warp. Jamdani is a fine muslin cloth on which decorative motifs are woven on the loom, typically in grey and white. Often a mixture of cotton and gold thread is used.
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currently listening to the antique shop and so far i like it. the scottish accent makes it so much better for me
ok but it also makes it harder to understand it’s v thick
The green morning.
The bright love.
currently listening to the antique shop and so far i like it. the scottish accent makes it so much better for me
ay i wanted to give a shoutout to a particular podcast for those of yall missing/wanting more of smn a bit like magnus and things in a similar vein. its called The Mistholme Museum and follows a similar format of a narrator telling stories whilst there's a plot unravelling outside of said stories and its SO good. The narrator is a sentient audio tourguide and "you" are being shown around a museum of artifacts with horrible horrible backstories to them. They don't get a whole ton of listeners and the tag is very quiet and it's such a shame because it's really good. there's a scene where Audio Tourguide very forcefully instructs an employee to pet a cat. Please listen to The Mistholme Museum.
“…a masterpiece of suspense.”
I’m gonna go ahead and throw that right on my business card.
(Not gonna lie, that “1/5” in the first tweet scared the shit out of me. I thought it was her rating.)
Anyway, be like Potato Lady. Listen to Barren.
Podcast recommendations!
I was doing some Intensive Baking at the weekend and spent it checking out some new-to-me podcasts, and catching up on some favourites. So if you’re looking for your next listen….
The Silt Verses - @thesiltverses Horror-Fantasy about the acolytes of an outlawed god travelling through a world of ritual and folk magic. Absolutely blew me away, and actor Méabh de Brún does a phenomenal job. Not to mention it’s always wonderful to hear an Irish accent on a podcast!
Speaking of Irish accents…
Neighbourly - @neighbourlypod Each episode steps behind the front door of a different house on Little Street, and explores the lives of the people living there. Beautiful writing, and some genuinely deeply creepy moments.
Hello from the Hallowoods - @hellofromthehallowoods Already a favourite with some of you, this queer horror podcast follows a cast of LGBT characters navigating through the Hallowoods, with three short stories per episode. It’s spooky and heartwarming in equal measures, and blends gothic fiction and folk horror with a healthy dose of big gay love!
The Amelia Project - @ameliapodcast Not horror! The Amelia Project is a dark comedy about a secret agency that helps its clients fake their own deaths. Brilliantly funny - if there’s any Dirk Gently fans reading, this would be right up your alley.
Keeping on the dark comedy theme…
Death by Dying - @deathbydyingpod Set in the fictional town of Crestfall, Idaho, each episode takes the form of an obituary for someone in the town who has died as the Obituary Writer takes it upon himself to investigate their deaths. This one’s great fun, it reminds me a bit of early Night Vale with a very dry sense of humour that still had me laughing out loud.
The Bright Sessions - @thebrightsessions Science fiction here! Dr Bright is a therapist working with patients who display unusual powers and abilities, from time travel to mind-reading. She works with them to control and explore their powers, as well as dealing with her own mysteries. It was the characters that really got to me with this one, I loved them all so much and they were so well written and performed, I found myself listening to back to back episodes just to hear more about them.
And of course, if you’re enjoying any of those you might also want to check out…
Monstrous Agonies - @monstrousagonies A weekly late-night radio advice show for creatures of the night! With a blend of creepy and cosy, and episodes between 10-15 minutes, it’s a perfect little dose of monstrosity.
Unique Podcasts:
If you’re looking for something different, try one of these:
What’s the Frequency
What’s The Frequency is a psychedelic noir audio drama podcast set in 1940s Los Angeles. Recently radio broadcasts in the city have been reduced to static, leaving a popular radio serial as the only remaining show on the air. Even then the show finds itself continuously interrupted by a mysterious broadcast. A lone distorted voice reaching out for help. Follow Walter “Troubles” Mix and his partner Whitney as they search for a missing writer and navigate through a city quickly falling into madness. Could the mysterious voice be the culprit? Will anyone be able to stop the madness from spreading? And… What’s The Frequency?
Why I love it: This podcast has some of the best and most loveable main characters ever written.
Alba Salix, Royal Physician
A witch, her apprentice, and her fairy herbalist treat the ills of a fairy-tale kingdom.
Why I love it: A fantasy podcast that not D&D or based on D&D? What? Also, Its absolutely hilarious once you get over Magnus’s voice.
Windfall
Ever since the castle first appeared in the sky above the city of Windfall, its residents have been building upward. Now the city consists of towers where the wealthiest residents live at the top while the poor eke out a living on the ground. Our podcast follows Cas, Shaima, and Argus, three brothers who live with their Uncle Vern after being orphaned during the grounder rebellion twenty years earlier. When Cas’s best friend, Kendall, is offered a position with the Wolfpac, Windfall’s military cult that acts as the city’s police, Cas is forced to decide where his loyalties lie. Meanwhile, something sinister looms over the city itself, threatening the lives of all who live in Windfall, from the wealthiest residents to the ground-level poor.
Why I love it: This is so well written, and so well voiced, and the sound design is amazing, and I don’t understand why it doesn’t have a cult following to be honest.
Time: Bombs
Created, written, recorded, produced, and released in just one week, Time Bombs is a new audio drama podcast about the hilarious world of bomb disposal. From the team behind the Webby Award nominated sci-fi audio drama Wolf 359, ride along with EOD technician Simon Teller on the busiest night of the year for him and his team - when business is, quite literally, booming.
Why I love it: Its literally the same team that made my favorite podcast ever of course I love it.
StarTripper!!
Feston Pyxis, native of the bureaucracy planet Lorvin, has left it all behind! He’s said his goodbyes, he’s sold all his B-movie memorabilia, and he’s bought a Physiclast QCS-25 K-series ship, known to the wise as a “StarTripper.” Together with the onboard assistant PROXY, Feston’s looking for any and every good time there is to be had across the stars!
Why I love it: Its actually happy. There are so many sad podcasts with angst and inetemse emotion and this was something I could just…. Enjoy? With no hurt? Yes!
Zero Hours:
Zero Hours is an anthology series, where every story is a different take on the end of the world - or at least something that feels like the end of the world. Each episode is organized around a kind of apocalypse, whether the cataclysm is planetary or personal. The stories are also set in succeeding centuries, with 99-year intervals separating each episode. The show begins in the past, catches up to the present, and eventually overtakes it.
Some installments are darkly comedic, others grimly contemplative, and others still thrillingly contentious. But they all explore the same question: how do we keep going when the world is crashing down around us? Again and again, issues of survival, trust, and personhood will plague our characters as they attempt to navigate dangerous, changing circumstances and figure out how to avert The End, or at least how to meet it.
Why I love it: This was also made by the team behind Wolf 359, and its such a unique concept.
Fairy Tales for Unwanted Children
Imagine if fairy tales were written like episodes of the Twilight Zone. Now imagine listening to them while happy music plays in the background.
Why I love it: I love the Twilight Zone, and nothing really filled that gap after I watched every episode ever produced. But Fairy Tales for unwanted children fills my need for more Grimm’s fairy tales and more twilight zone at the same time!
Janus Descending
Janus Descending is a limited series, science fiction/horror audio drama told through single perspective narration. The story follows the arrival of two xenoarcheologists, Peter and Chel, on a small world orbiting a binary star. But what starts off as an expedition to survey the planet and the remains of a lost alien civilization, turns into a monstrous game of cat and mouse, as the two scientists are left to face the creatures that killed the planet in the first place. Told from alternating perspectives, Janus Descending is an experience of crossing timelines, as Peter describes the nightmare from end to beginning, and Chel, from beginning to the end.
Why I love it: Watching it all come together as Peter slowly works his way backwards through the story, and Chel forwards, was fascinating.
The Antique Shop
In desperate need of a job, Maya finds work in an old antique shop owned by a mysterious woman. The more time she spends in the shop the further the real world becomes, and Maya soon begins to realize that nothing is as it seems.
Why I love it: This is the Genre that just Hits The Spot. It’s like Howls moving castle (Book version) but podcast form and slightly darker. Why is there not a bigger following for this podcast? It deserves a bigger following!
পুরাণ ঢাকা।
Dhaka, 1979.