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@whatimfelling
I'm so fucking close to doing smth I shouldnt
why can't I just fucking help everybody how can I be so useless.
m so tired ion wan do this anymore. m so alone an im tiwed of this family an just everythjng and I wanna make it stop pwease
Im.. so tired.
How tf do I have 3 of my online friends jn the hospital due to their mental health? I hate how much they struggle, I wish I could take it all away from them so they could be happy.
Im so tired im so tired im so tired im so tired, why wont my head stop, just please make it stop. I dont wanna do ts anymore, please. Everyone i care about is hurting and I cant help and I want to help and I need my fucking head to stop. Please. Please. Please. Please. Please.
Lil vent cus, idk tbh
Im so tired of this omg. They're both so fucking narcissistic and just in their own fucking heads. She's probably the most insecure person i know and he's the coldest, most emotionally detached person i know. How tf could he do that to her and keep doing it in different situations and just leaving her to deal with it by herself. You have to be very fucking self centred and selfish to do and say what he did. And she also could have dealt differently with so many things. She still can deal differently and not snap like she does. But tbh, im just realising more and more how fucked up both are and that I've also been unfair towards her and too blind about him. I dont even know anymore tbh.
Me core: (tw)
How do I deal with this. I dont know how to. And I dont want to make anyone feel bad or guilty but I feel like someone is digging into my chest and twisting my heart every time I remember. Feels like someone is ripping and taking parts of me bit by bit with the thought. I just lost the one person that aas there for me and understood, when no one else did, less than 6 months ago. And now i found someone that gets me, and sees me, and loves me by who i actually am, and I won't even have them for long because life is such a fucking bitch to the sweetest, most kind-hearted people, that they dont want to stay in it anymore. It's not fair. It's so not fair.
Don’t talk to me, I get attached
I feel so alone.
my soul hurts..
*tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me? *tugs your shirt* do you hate me?
sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry km sorry km sorry im sorry im sorry imbsory imnsorry im sorry im sorry im sorrybim sorri m sorry km dorry im sorry imnsorry im sorry im sorry :((
Me:
"actively suicidal"? no i just get really silly sometimes don't worry about it
I'm.. so done. With all of this.
I need to drink or cut or just do whayever tf- but I need everything to stop. Please.
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