Can’t seem to figure out how to change the “About Me” on here, but it doesn’t actually matter.
It’s been 4 years since I’ve updated, and the love of my life turned out to be a bunch of red flags that we both ignored over and over again. Sucks, but we got an amazing daughter of it, so it isn’t all bad. I did move to Texas and things sort of skyrocketed for everyone.
I’m in a phase of healing and growth this time around. Working on myself, facing myself, and meeting myself where I’m at. Choosing me every single day in order to be a better mom to my daughter. Working on bettering myself and being present with myself.
I’m on “vacation” (because it’s been more of a spiritual trip than a vacation honestly) in Florida visiting my friends, family, and spending time with people who are in a similar phase of their lives. I’m going with the flow, and moving along the current that’s been pulling me forward.
I’m falling in love with who I am now. Really looking at myself in ways I never have. I am happy with who I am. I’m also a little sad to see my life shift in the way that it has. Not because my marriage ended or because my life is changing in a big way, but because the people who claimed to love me, decided that their capacity for it wasn’t large enough.
It’s okay though. I’m going to be okay because I want to be. Accepting the end is the best way to move into the new phase life has to offer.
