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hello. so I read Fuchsia-Colored Sunglasses which is very well written and I really love the story. may I ask if the whole soulmate color and Cyan thing a well known concept? cause I happened to see another fic from an author who also put the same picking the color to meet the soulmate and the same name Cyan. the only difference is the member from NCT.
Hey!! Thank you so much! I’m glad you enjoyed it! It was actually written as part of a collaboration with a group of writers on here. We each chose a member to write a colored-themed piece about! The link to the other stories should be after the “A/N” section near the top 💖💖💖
To the person that keeps spamming us about our Taeyong fics, we will keep deleting and blocking. You’re very weird to be commenting on all of these fics every.single.day. Tbh I don’t really care what you have to say, I’m not reading all that or sorry that happened. Lmao get a job.
P.S. You’re gonna make me want to write another dom Taeyong fic🤔 (it’ll be nastier than the last..just for you💋)
those Taeyong comments were so STRANGE. this is FICTION yall. they don’t know him AT ALL to be making those weird assumptions and getting offended if someone disagrees. and “taking it up the butt” like ??? unnecessary comment
Right? And there was actually so much more from this person, we had to block! Totally weird 😔
Summary: Taeyong broke up with you before enlisting, stating the two of you should take the time to “explore your options.” And yet, after hearing rumors of you seeing someone new, he travels 3 hours to remind you that you’re his.
Genre: smutttt (please do not interact if under 18) and a bit of angst (oof)
Warning: dom!Taeyong, brat tamer!Taeyong🙂↕️break up and make up, possessiveness, jealousy, rough sex (spanking with hand and object, bondage, choking), edging, toy usage, overstimulation, oral sex, unprotected sex (BE SAFE), fingering
Word Count: 5.7k
(A/N: as I’ve always said, this is fiction, Taeyong is not really like this and this should not affect his image, this is just fun! I hope you enjoy and I can’t wait for him to come back🥺!!)
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“Whew..that feels good.” You sink into your couch, stretching over it dramatically. You’d just taken a shower after leaving work early and you couldn’t be happier to be getting some well deserved rest. You even treated yourself to wearing your silk nightgown instead of an old tshirt and shorts.
You point the remote at the T.V, flipping through the endless catalogue of series and movies on Netflick.
Then, your doorbell rings.
You sigh as your head falls back. Just as you’re about to dive into a new reality TV show, you’re interrupted.
You swing off the couch and march to the door.
“It better be a delivery.”
You look through your peephole, your mouth falling open at the sight
Taeyong?
You wonder why in the world is your ex at your door.
He had broken up with you shortly before enlisting in the Navy..
“I think we need time to explore other options.”
You shivered as you remembered his words that day.
“We need to know if we truly want to commit to each other.”
Pftt..how ridiculous.
And after a year and a half, nearing the end of his enlistment term (you wouldn’t admit to him that you have a countdown on your phone), you finally start to have a friends-with-benefits relationship with someone else.
What are the chances that Taeyong somehow found out?
You did notice you missed a few calls from him and dodged his texts before blocking him completely.
Truth is, Taeyong did get word that you had moved on and despite his post being 3 hours away, he decides to visit you during his short time off from his duties.
He couldn’t have you slipping away just like that.
He rings the doorbell once again. You should grab your robe to cover up, but you don’t. You decide to give him a good look at what he let go, because surely, he would never get you back.
You take a deep breath and open the door.
“You never answered my calls ” he says lowly then steps inside.
You lock your door then head over to the couch again, plopping down onto it as you brace yourself for the impending argument you’re about to have with Taeyong.
He crosses his arms and leans against the kitchen counter, slightly disappointed in your lack of excitement at seeing him after so long. And especially since he’s barely containing his happiness after seeing you in what feels like a decade.
You’re still just as beautiful as ever, your skin smooth and glowy, your face delicate and beautiful like the flowers he used to buy you..and your body. He had to look away quickly when you turned to walk to the couch, your butt in that short silk dress grabbed his attention like a flame did to a moth. He can feel the blood rushing to his co-.
“Why would I?” You interrupted his thoughts as you shrug.
He frowns. “What if something happened to me?”
You put your hand to your chin. “Well, did something happen to you?” You ask with sarcasm in your tone.
He lifts his top lip. “Don’t get smart with me.”
Your eyes widen. “Or what?”
He tilts his head, then after a moment asks the burning question. “Have you started seeing someone?”
You nod.
He waits for you to continue, but you don’t and you swear you can see a vein start to protrude from his forehead.
“Just like that?”
You nod. “Mhmm”
He scoffs. “So it was that easy? Replacing me was that easy for you?” He stands up straight, clenching his fists tightly.
You close your eyes and sigh. “No..Taeyong, he’s not your replacement, he’s his own person..plus how long has it been?”
“It doesn’t matter! You’re supposed to.. I don’t know..join a dating app or something, not actually date anyone.”
You raise a brow. “Do you..hear yourself right now?”
“I just..I don’t know how you’re able to move on so quickly.”
You jump up from the couch and walk towards him. “1. I did not move on quickly! 2. Remember you’re the one that broke up with ME, you don’t get to decide what happens in my love life..that’s not fair!”
“No! What’s not fair is you giving someone else what’s mine!” Taeyong walks closer to you and soon you are just inches away from each other.
“Mine?” You pause and hold your hand up. He doesn’t say anything, you chuckle and walk back to the couch.
“You’re delusional.”
“Don’t walk away from me.” He grabs your hand and pulls you back towards him, you collide into his chest.
He holds your wrist tightly as you try to pull away. You look into his eyes and grunt, speaking through clenched teeth.
“You’re in my apartment, not your naval ship. Stop barking orders at me!”
His eyes float down to your lips as he smirks. “Why? It’s not like you aren’t used to it.”
He catches his breath, you smell heavenly and he knows he won't be able to keep himself from touching you for much longer. You knew he loved that perfume you always wore…it was a mixture of fruit and vanilla, a scent that played so well with your natural one. He smiles because he realizes that nearly two years later you still wear it.
You try to pull away again but fail. He steps closer. His biceps flex, you can see his newly defined muscles through his black shirt. “I could order you to get on your knees right now and I bet you’d do it like a good girl.”
You finally push him away. “Get out!”
He grabs you again, this time, swinging you around so your back hits the front door. He places your wrists in his hand and holds your arms above your head.
You grunt as you try to get out of his grip, but you don’t tell him to let you go and he notices.
“DON’T give away what’s mine, do you understand?..” his menacing stare into your eyes makes you gulp.
“Is that all you came here to do? Give me a warning that I won’t listen to? As a matter of fact, he should be here in a few minutes.” You giggle. “Do you think I wore this dress for you?”
His face becomes even more dark, he’s fuming at the thought of someone else sliding the silk off your skin, slowly undressing you, kissing you, tasting your sweet essence before fitting themselves in between your precious thighs.
“Tell him it’s over.” He stares at your lips.
“Why? You should’ve thought of the consequences when you-“
He kisses you hard, still holding your wrists above your head.
When he pulls away, you shake your head and pant. “Thats not enough…I-“
He kisses you hard again, this time lifting you up and taking you over to your dining table. He throws your dishes and glass to the floor, not caring about splinters or anything else. Only desiring to be inside you at that very moment.
“Taeyong!” You gasp at the sound of the crashing plates.
He stands up straight and looks down at you on the table. “He can just walk in on me fucking you, I’m sure he’ll catch the hint then.”
“You’re crazy.”
“Oh, my love, you haven’t seen anything yet.”
He continues to kiss you hard, biting and pulling on your bottom lip as his hands explore your body.
He kisses along your heated jaw and neck, making your head fall back. Your eyes flutter shut as you enjoy this feeling you had missed for so long.
“And what about you? You expect me to believe you haven’t seen anyone?” You say breathily.
He leans into the crook of your neck and whispers against your skin. “Not a chance, and I can thank your haunting memory for that.”
“Haunting?” You chuckle.
He flips the bottom of your dress up and pushes the fabric of your panty to the side, wasting no time to get to what he needs.
His fingers pass over your slit, collecting what you’ve already released for him.
He snickers. “My pretty girl’s ready for me..”
You moan and look down at him as he pumps his fingers in.
He maintains eye contact with you, leaning over your chest so he can use his other hand to pull the strap of your dress down. He kisses your shoulder then your breast. He swirls the tip of his tongue around the nub. “Thoughts of your skin, your touch, your voice and warmth..it all haunted me.”
“Taeyong-“ you desperately cry out for him, widening your legs slightly to show him you’re ready. And he gets the hint.
He zips his pants down and enters you quickly, groaning as you grip him and whine. “I could never think of anyone but you..”
You wrap your legs around his waist before lifting yourself up on your elbows to watch him move.
He places both hands around your waist to guide you down his length repeatedly. “I imagined this almost every night..but only with you.” He grunts as he watches himself push his entire length into your already dripping entrance.
“Kiss me, Tae” you look into his eyes, needing his soft lips on yours again.
He swoops you up into his arms, holding you up with his hands cupping your ass, and now burying into you mid air. Your arms wrap around his neck, your lips meshing with his once more. He wasn’t necessarily weak before he entered the Navy, but this new militant strength makes everything hotter.
His grip is tighter, his thrusts are harsher, and he holds you up like you weigh nothing. But the best part is, he still has those kind, loving eyes you fell for.
Your heads turn as you kiss, but you can’t concentrate because you’re too close and every vein and ridge stimulates you so well.
“I’m..close.” You whisper.
The way you two are right now is too sensual for Taeyong at the moment. He still wants to punish you for thinking you could move on from him. So he pulls out and gently places you to stand on the floor. Your eyes widen, but before you can protest, he spins you around and places his hand into your back, forcing you to bend down over the table.
He raises a leg onto it, then enters you again. This time, he pushes hard. You grunt loudly and grip the edge of the table.
He pulls out and teases your entrance with just his tip, smiling as he watches you tip toe in an effort to get closer to him.
“You’re very needy..”
“Taey-!”
He slams into you before you can finish. He goes faster and harsher than before, moving the table against the floor. You start to feel lightheaded, knowing the feeling will crash over you at any moment.
Your velvet is warm, silky, and hugs him so well, it pains him to do this to you, but he pulls out again. You whine and beg.
He only laughs and watches you squirm.
“It won’t be that easy..do you remember our safe word?”
“Red.”
He nods then swings his hand to your ass. You jump at the sudden hit.
He keeps going, laughing as you yelp after each one. If you had any doubt of him being stronger before, it would be gone by now. His spanks are unlike anything you’ve felt before.
“This is for thinking you could live without me.” He spanks you again, before rubbing his hand over the warm area.
“Ow!” You say before shaking your head. “I never thought I could..live without you!”
He swings again and the table moves. “Lies.”
“Please, I promise..”
He lifts your ass up this time and delivers a sharp slap to your pussy this time.
“Ow! Tae-“
He repeats the action and you start to cry.
“Do you think crying will make me stop?”
You shake your head, and experience another blow.
Your entire body becomes warm and irritated after several minutes of his punishment, but you can’t bring yourself to say the safe word, you love it when he acts like this.
“You’re mine..” he whispers into your ear before spanking you again.
“Mine” *slap*
“Mine” *slap*
“Do you understand?”
You sniffle and shake your head. “I’m not yours”
His eye twitches. He lifts you up and brings you to the kitchen counter
He helps you to sit down on it, then kneels down on the cold floor to place his face in between your legs. He places your legs over his shoulders and looks up at your wet eyes.
With one strap down your arm, your skin shiny and your eyes wet and red, you are the most beautiful woman to him. He wants to taste you and feel your body on his all day and night. He wants to take your nipple that is just barely covered by your dropping collar into his mouth as his fingers explore you even more.
While away, he had dreamt of his nights with you before he left, quietly coaxing lonely orgasms as he imagined you there, wet, hot and spread open for him.
His hunger must’ve been displayed on his face as you gulp and tense before him.
“I’ll remind you of what it’s like to be mine.”
With his eyes still locked on yours, he drags you towards him slightly. His tongue rests against your slit then slowly dips inbetween. Your head falls back, you push your hand into your dress so you can massage your breast. His tongue flicks against your clit, you whine loudly and start to move your hips.
He pushes one of your legs up in the air as he goes in even deeper, nuzzling his nose onto you while his tongue reaches your depths. He moves it side to side and around, flicking your bud every so often. He presses in harder. One hand intertwined with his hair, pushing him towards you more.
“So good..right there.” You start to move against his face faster. Your mewls grow louder as he eats you out like he’s been craving you all his life, you’re close again.
“Yes!” You cry out but then he backs away again.
Your eyes open and you look down to see him smirking at you.
He stands up while licking his lips and watching you pout.
“I meant what I said..it won’t be easy for a slut like you.”
You roll your eyes and jump off the counter, but little did you know he wasn’t done. He grabs your waist and spins you around, bending you over the counter this time. He uses your hair to pull your head back.
“Im gonna take my time with you, my love..” His other hand slowly gathers the end of your dress up to your waist, feeling your warm skin against his palm and fingertips. He then pulls down your other strap while laying hot, wet kisses on your shoulder.
He drags down the collar of your dress so your breasts are finally out on full display for him. “Better.”
He looks around the kitchen then grabs a nearby wooden spoon.
“Say you’re mine.”
You can’t shake your head so you growl. “No.”
He swings the wooden spoon to your ass. You yell out and try to escape his hold.
“I said..say you’re mine!” He grips your hair even tighter.
“No!”
Another hit. You’re sure he doesn’t want you to sit down for the rest of the day.
He repeats his demand and your punishment, spanking you hard with the spoon.
It’s not until he’s worried about the damage he might do if he continues that he puts the spoon down and instead, chokes you from behind.
He starts fingering you and whispering dirty words, his middle and ring finger drag over your dripping slit before dipping inside easily. Your back arches as you open your legs a bit more.
“After today, you’ll always remember me when you even think of giving yourself away.”
He bites your neck then licks over the spot. “Your skin is still sweet..”
All you can do is whimper at how good his rigid fingers make you feel. “Tae-”
You’re about to release again, but he pulls his fingers out. He runs his length along your slit and slides in again, bending you over the counter more with one knee up. The angle drives you insane. You grip the edge tightly.
Then you hear a knock on the door. It’s him.
Taeyong quickly places his hand over your mouth.
The knocking continues. You try to push him away with your hands behind you but he grabs your wrists with his other hand and pins them into the small of your back.
“She’s a little busy at the moment.” He says before slamming into you extra hard. You whine loudly.
“Oh..ok, tell her to text me when she’s done.” The guy outside your door says.
Taeyong chuckles. “That won’t be necessary.”
“…what?” The man asks.
“Tell him it’s over, tell him you’re mine.”
You shake your head.
“Tell him or I’ll fuck you next to the door.”
You clench at the threat.
“You’d like that? I’ll open the door for him to see you open wide for me..sounds good?”
You shake your head again.
“Then say it.” He removes his hand from your mouth and spins you around. You finally get a moment to breathe without him inside you, but it’s cut short when he grabs the inside of your knees and drags you right back down onto him hard again.
You yelp and place your hands on his broad chest, lightly pushing him but he only laughs. He’s much stronger now and you both know that.
He rubs your bud with his thumb and holds your ankle with your other hand, raising it in the air and pushing it closer to your head.
Your eyes roll, you’re close. You breathe heavily and watch the beautiful man in front of you. He watches your breasts move with each rough thrust, and for a moment he really does consider opening the door. If he could see you right now, nipples beaded, silk gathered around your waist, tears falling from your pretty eyes, all while you’re spread wide for his cock..maybe this fool outside your door would leave you alone forever.
Then again, he’d probably kill him if he saw you as you are right now. No one should live with that memory but him. No, but him, one should be able to touch themselves to the image of this. And oh, did he plan to take advantage of that later.
“I-I’m sorry..it’s over!”
“What?” The man outside says.
“I-“
Taeyong smiles and nods as you continue. He can’t ignore your round chest in front of him anymore. He takes one of the perky nubs into his mouth and sucks as he listens to you.
“I belong to him.” You cry out.
“To who?” The man says a bit louder.
He rubs faster. “Tell him, my love”
“I belong to Taeyong”
Taeyong slams into you one last time, you both release and tremble. He kisses you deep after hearing you finally say what he needs to hear.
You’re both so enraptured with each other you don’t even care if the man outside has left or not.
With Taeyong still inside you, he lifts you and takes you to your bedroom.
He throws you onto the bed. You take your dress off completely as you watch him walk around to your nightstand.
He opens your drawer and grabs your vibrator. He knew you too well.
“On your knees..”
You do as he says. He takes his belt off and uses it to bind your wrist together behind you.
“Ride it.”
He places the vibrator under you and makes you ride it while he watches. He takes his shirt and pants off before standing in front of you at the edge of the bed.
“Tell me..you missed me.” He looks onto you with low eyes.
“I didn’t.”
He leans down and presses his finger and thumb into your cheek before hastily slamming a kiss onto your lips. Your eyes flutter shutter. His tongue works his way inside your mouth and your chest heaves. You focus on the kiss, stopping your movement on the toy below you.
He pulls away. “Did I tell you to stop moving?”
You continue moving.
“Good girl.”
He starts to stroke himself in front of you as you watch with hungry eyes.
You grow wetter just at the sight and memory of him burying inside you just minutes before.
“I missed you..I miss waking up next to you. I miss your smile, your laugh..and even the way you nag me..” he says with so much sincerity, you can’t help but be frustrated.
“Then why the hell did you break up with me?” Your brows furrow. “You know you can be in a relationship while you serve, right?” Your voice is stern. He really did break your heart right before he left.
Taeyong doesn’t stop moving his hand. His eyes avoid yours. For a moment, his intimidating aura falters.
“It was better for us to be apart.”
“Why? So we could see other people? So we could see if we really only love each other?”
He tilts his head and looks back at your eyes. “Yes.”
His answer is short and it pisses you off.
“Well news flash, Yong. I’ve only wanted you..since the beginning..it’s always been you.”
Yong..you finally call him his favorite nickname, his heart trembles at the sound.
The more you talk, the harder he gets. He wants to ruin you all night long, to have you crying and begging until you can’t think of anything but him.
“I guess you don’t feel the same way.” You say quietly.
Taeyong looks onto you with a blank face. “Open your mouth.”
You do as he says without hesitation this time. He smiles slightly at how eager you are to pleasure him. He shoves himself inside, hitting the back of your throat instantly. He places his hand on the back of your head, moving your mouth up and down himself.
“If you’re only using it to spew nonsense, you may as well suck me off instead.”
Your tongue swirls around his head before swallowing him again. Your eyes, still angry, lock with his while you continue to ride your vibrator.
“Did you think of me when you used that?” He glances down at your hips moving over the toy.
You don’t change your expression.
He chuckles. “Of course you did.”
Your throat starts to feel raw with how deep he’s pushing into you. You find it hard to breathe, doing your best to use your nostrils.
Tears spill across your cheeks and the sight is so hot for him.
“Now you have the real thing in front of you..it makes sense that you’re on your knees thanking me.”
He pulls out. You take a deep breath in and double over, coughing slightly. He grabs your hair and snaps your head back. Your mouth falls open.
“Let’s hear it..let’s hear a ‘thank you’.”
You shut your mouth and shake your head.
He sighs. “Still a brat, I see.”
He places his hands on your shoulders and pushes you back into the bed. He kneels down beside the bed, using your ankles to drag you to the edge. He then picks the vibrator up and presses it against your clit.
He licks a long stripe against your entrance and looks up at you as you shiver. “‘Don’t feel the same way’ how can you say that? You know how I feel.”
His finger tips dig into your thighs as he becomes frustrated at your statement.
“Y-you just left me..you left me heartbroken..so you could..so we could explore other options.” You manage to let out.
He turns the speed up on the vibrator. Your body twists as you scream. “Too much!”
Unbothered, he continues to explore your sopping flower with his tongue and lips, moving around in circles as your toy works on your clit.
“Just admit..you never liked me as much as I liked you!” You cry out.
And this is when he loses it. He bites your thigh and presses down even harder. You shake and release onto his mouth. He takes it all, licking everything up even as you writhe and try to push him away.
“T-Taeyong! Please! I’m sensitive.”
But he doesn’t stop, he turns the speed up more and adds his fingers in. Your back arches, you struggle against his belt. He hooks his arm around your leg so you can’t kick him away. He looks up at you sternly. “I came all this way just so I could stick my tongue inside you again..and you think I never liked you?”
“Clearly..not enough to stay with..me.” You close your eyes tightly and try to push your body up on the bed, further away from him.
“Stop running.” He drags you back down. “Was it so wrong for me to give you space to decide if you really wanted me?”
“Yes!! Yes!! It—is wrong, because I never asked you for that!”
“But I wanted you to be happy and free!”
Your eyes flicker open and you look down at him. “I WAS happy!! I was so happy…I already decided it would always be you!”
He turns the vibrator off and places it to the side, replacing it with his flicking tongue.
“Oh my-“
Your body tenses as it climaxes again. You see nothing but stars.
Taeyong drinks you up again then places wet kisses along your thighs, enjoying the way the plush skin feels against his mouth.
“I missed this..your body..”
He licks over your skin as he works his way up to your stomach and chest.
“I spent so many nights trying to imagine every curve..trying to imagine your warmth.”
But as pretty as your skin is, he aches to see it covered in his marks, his bites and pinches. He then licks over your nipple before biting it. You yelp and try to turn away from him once more.
He grabs your chin and turns you back to him. “Taste yourself.”
He kisses you again, shoving his tongue into your raw throat and meshing the shape of your lips with his. It’s sloppy, spit falling onto your chin as he swallows your tongue and licks over your lips.
He places his hands on your knees to widen you, then rubs his shaft against your dripping slit.
You flinch at the feeling, whining at the sensitivity.
He picks the vibrator up again and places it onto your clit while he slides up and down slowly.
“N-no! It’s too much!” You break away from his kiss, but he simply smothers your lips again. You try to close your legs, forcing him to lean back and let go of your lips.
“You will give me what I want, my love, you don’t have a choice.” He chuckles and spreads his knees across your thighs, forcing you to open widely for him.
With one hand pressing the vibrator onto your swollen bud and the other hand palming your breast, Taeyong watches your aching body shiver under him.
“I’m going to—“
“Already? You sure are cumming a lot for someone who didn’t miss me.”
Your eyes roll and more essence spills out of you and onto the bed.
Taeyong, red and aching, marvels at the sight of your beautiful body below him. He missed the way you shake and cry out his name.
But he still doesn’t move the vibrator.
“Hnnn..can’t…take anymore..”
“Tell me ‘thank you’” he chokes you while pressing the vibrator in harder and using it to draw circles.
You whine and shake your head. “Wait! Pl-“
“Beg all you’d like, I’m not gonna stop until you say it.”
You try to close your legs again, but his knees are too strong.
“Thank you!! Thank you, Taeyong!” You finally let out but he doesn’t let you go.
Your eyes widen.
“Just one more time..”
“Yong! That’s not fair!”
You arch your back again.
“I know..but you’re so pretty when you cum, can you blame me?”
He squeezes your throat, your eyes roll to the back of your head. The buzzing feeling as well as the desire in his eyes pushes you to the edge one more time. You scream even louder as you make a mess in the bed.
“There we go..good girl.”
He lifts himself off of you and turns the toy off. He lays down and drags your weak body over him. He places you onto his lap while you reel from your orgasm.
He’s strong enough now to use your body like a doll, placing his hands under your ass and effortlessly moving you up and down his length. You lay down on his chest and let him use your tired and weak body.
“It’s always been you..my love..I don’t know why..I thought I was doing something good for you.” He whispers into your ear before kissing it.
With a hoarse voice, you let out. “You broke my heart, idiot.”
He chuckles. “Aht..do you want me to grab your beloved vibrator again?”
You quickly shake your head. “No.”
He moves slowly and watches you take him in with ease, a sight he’d missed dearly. He is truly an idiot to think he could let you go.
“And when you tried to move on..I couldn’t take it.”
You chuckle this time. “Clearly.”
“Was he at least good?”
You smile lazily, “Better than you, Yong.”
He frowns and flips you over into your back.
He bites your nipples. “Don’t lie.” He leans back and looks into your eyes.
“You should’ve heard the way I cried his name..” you smirk.
With that, he drills into you, shaking the entire bed. He pushes you open by placing his hands on your knees and spreading them as far as they can go.
“You lying slut, still wanna be a brat?” He bites your neck while you whine.
He moves so fast, you can’t think straight. Your body moves up and down in the bed and your arms ache from being tied behind you for so long.
He wraps his hand around your throat. “Tell me you’re lying. Tell me no one’s better.” His hips snap against yours.
He grabs both ankles and places them down into the bed. You cry out, feeling another climax come at any moment.
He pulls out and rubs his length against your slit again.
“No..”
He tilts his head. “You really want this to last all night?”
His expression is scary, it’s like you could literally see him planning all the ways to overstimulate you for the rest of the night.
The truth is, you are lying. You never even slept with the guy. How could you move on when Taeyong occupied your thoughts all the time?
He squeezes your throat. “I’m gonna keep you here, fuck you until you can’t leave. Is that what you want?”
He enters you again, going deeper than before. He bites your chest and your neck, making sure to leave marks along your body for you to remember him by.
“I’m—close.” You cry out.
And after hearing that, he pulls out. “Go get your friend to help you finish.” He watches you pout while stroking himself. You can’t bear to see it. You need him back inside you. You want to cum with him just like you did so long ago.
But you’d have to stop being bratty first.
“Wait!”
Taeyong shakes his head. He exhales and pre cum starts to leak out of his tip.
“I lied!! It’s you, only you! I never even slept with him!”
You lean forward.
He shakes his head. “I don’t believe you.”
You lift yourself up more. “No one’s better than you, Yong!”
A smile creeps across his face, he wraps an arm behind you, scooping you up and kneeling under you. You wrap your legs around his waist and bring your chest to his. He swiftly pushes deep into you while looking into your eyes. You start to ride him, meeting him halfway while he thrusts into you.
“I knew it.”
He kisses you as your bodies mesh and you spill into each other.
For a few minutes, you feel at complete bliss, drinking in the feeling of finally being with your lover after a long time.
With his lips still attached to yours, he unhooks his belt to release your arms.
He pulls away and kisses your cheek.
“I love you..I’m sorry I broke your heart.”
You tear up and place your hands on either side of his face, pulling him in for another kiss. That was just the start of your long awaited reunion. The couch, the shower, the laundry room..Taeyong had you in each and every way he wanted until the sun came up and he had to return to duty.
“Be safe, okay?” You look into his eyes before letting his hand go. You sit on the disaster that is now your bed with just your blanket covering you. Taeyong, now dressed in his black shirt and pants again, is set to leave.
Your bodies are both tired and riddled with love bites and nail scratches as you say goodbye.
He watches you sit in bed, your lips now swollen and in the shape of a semi permanent pout, your hair messy and your skin..your beautiful skin now marked with evidence of his ownership, his temporary tattoos that only you could don.
Your legs are too weak for you to get out of bed to give him a proper hug.
He doesn’t mind it, if this is the last image of you in his mind for a while, everything is perfect.
“I’ll be back soon, remember…you’re mine.”
You laugh. “I don’t think I’ll be forgetting that..for now.”
He nods. “Don’t worry, I’ll be back to remind you again.”
Summary: Taeyong broke up with you before enlisting, stating the two of you should take the time to “explore your options.” And yet, after hearing rumors of you seeing someone new, he travels 3 hours to remind you that you’re his.
Genre: smutttt (please do not interact if under 18) and a bit of angst (oof)
Warning: dom!Taeyong, brat tamer!Taeyong🙂↕️break up and make up, possessiveness, jealousy, rough sex (spanking with hand and object, bondage, choking), edging, toy usage, overstimulation, oral sex, unprotected sex (BE SAFE), fingering
Word Count: 5.7k
(A/N: as I’ve always said, this is fiction, Taeyong is not really like this and this should not affect his image, this is just fun! I hope you enjoy and I can’t wait for him to come back🥺!!)
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“Whew..that feels good.” You sink into your couch, stretching over it dramatically. You’d just taken a shower after leaving work early and you couldn’t be happier to be getting some well deserved rest. You even treated yourself to wearing your silk nightgown instead of an old tshirt and shorts.
You point the remote at the T.V, flipping through the endless catalogue of series and movies on Netflick.
Then, your doorbell rings.
You sigh as your head falls back. Just as you’re about to dive into a new reality TV show, you’re interrupted.
You swing off the couch and march to the door.
“It better be a delivery.”
You look through your peephole, your mouth falling open at the sight
Taeyong?
You wonder why in the world is your ex at your door.
He had broken up with you shortly before enlisting in the Navy..
“I think we need time to explore other options.”
You shivered as you remembered his words that day.
“We need to know if we truly want to commit to each other.”
Pftt..how ridiculous.
And after a year and a half, nearing the end of his enlistment term (you wouldn’t admit to him that you have a countdown on your phone), you finally start to have a friends-with-benefits relationship with someone else.
What are the chances that Taeyong somehow found out?
You did notice you missed a few calls from him and dodged his texts before blocking him completely.
Truth is, Taeyong did get word that you had moved on and despite his post being 3 hours away, he decides to visit you during his short time off from his duties.
He couldn’t have you slipping away just like that.
He rings the doorbell once again. You should grab your robe to cover up, but you don’t. You decide to give him a good look at what he let go, because surely, he would never get you back.
You take a deep breath and open the door.
“You never answered my calls ” he says lowly then steps inside.
You lock your door then head over to the couch again, plopping down onto it as you brace yourself for the impending argument you’re about to have with Taeyong.
He crosses his arms and leans against the kitchen counter, slightly disappointed in your lack of excitement at seeing him after so long. And especially since he’s barely containing his happiness after seeing you in what feels like a decade.
You’re still just as beautiful as ever, your skin smooth and glowy, your face delicate and beautiful like the flowers he used to buy you..and your body. He had to look away quickly when you turned to walk to the couch, your butt in that short silk dress grabbed his attention like a flame did to a moth. He can feel the blood rushing to his co-.
“Why would I?” You interrupted his thoughts as you shrug.
He frowns. “What if something happened to me?”
You put your hand to your chin. “Well, did something happen to you?” You ask with sarcasm in your tone.
He lifts his top lip. “Don’t get smart with me.”
Your eyes widen. “Or what?”
He tilts his head, then after a moment asks the burning question. “Have you started seeing someone?”
You nod.
He waits for you to continue, but you don’t and you swear you can see a vein start to protrude from his forehead.
“Just like that?”
You nod. “Mhmm”
He scoffs. “So it was that easy? Replacing me was that easy for you?” He stands up straight, clenching his fists tightly.
You close your eyes and sigh. “No..Taeyong, he’s not your replacement, he’s his own person..plus how long has it been?”
“It doesn’t matter! You’re supposed to.. I don’t know..join a dating app or something, not actually date anyone.”
You raise a brow. “Do you..hear yourself right now?”
“I just..I don’t know how you’re able to move on so quickly.”
You jump up from the couch and walk towards him. “1. I did not move on quickly! 2. Remember you’re the one that broke up with ME, you don’t get to decide what happens in my love life..that’s not fair!”
“No! What’s not fair is you giving someone else what’s mine!” Taeyong walks closer to you and soon you are just inches away from each other.
“Mine?” You pause and hold your hand up. He doesn’t say anything, you chuckle and walk back to the couch.
“You’re delusional.”
“Don’t walk away from me.” He grabs your hand and pulls you back towards him, you collide into his chest.
He holds your wrist tightly as you try to pull away. You look into his eyes and grunt, speaking through clenched teeth.
“You’re in my apartment, not your naval ship. Stop barking orders at me!”
His eyes float down to your lips as he smirks. “Why? It’s not like you aren’t used to it.”
He catches his breath, you smell heavenly and he knows he won't be able to keep himself from touching you for much longer. You knew he loved that perfume you always wore…it was a mixture of fruit and vanilla, a scent that played so well with your natural one. He smiles because he realizes that nearly two years later you still wear it.
You try to pull away again but fail. He steps closer. His biceps flex, you can see his newly defined muscles through his black shirt. “I could order you to get on your knees right now and I bet you’d do it like a good girl.”
You finally push him away. “Get out!”
He grabs you again, this time, swinging you around so your back hits the front door. He places your wrists in his hand and holds your arms above your head.
You grunt as you try to get out of his grip, but you don’t tell him to let you go and he notices.
“DON’T give away what’s mine, do you understand?..” his menacing stare into your eyes makes you gulp.
“Is that all you came here to do? Give me a warning that I won’t listen to? As a matter of fact, he should be here in a few minutes.” You giggle. “Do you think I wore this dress for you?”
His face becomes even more dark, he’s fuming at the thought of someone else sliding the silk off your skin, slowly undressing you, kissing you, tasting your sweet essence before fitting themselves in between your precious thighs.
“Tell him it’s over.” He stares at your lips.
“Why? You should’ve thought of the consequences when you-“
He kisses you hard, still holding your wrists above your head.
When he pulls away, you shake your head and pant. “Thats not enough…I-“
He kisses you hard again, this time lifting you up and taking you over to your dining table. He throws your dishes and glass to the floor, not caring about splinters or anything else. Only desiring to be inside you at that very moment.
“Taeyong!” You gasp at the sound of the crashing plates.
He stands up straight and looks down at you on the table. “He can just walk in on me fucking you, I’m sure he’ll catch the hint then.”
“You’re crazy.”
“Oh, my love, you haven’t seen anything yet.”
He continues to kiss you hard, biting and pulling on your bottom lip as his hands explore your body.
He kisses along your heated jaw and neck, making your head fall back. Your eyes flutter shut as you enjoy this feeling you had missed for so long.
“And what about you? You expect me to believe you haven’t seen anyone?” You say breathily.
He leans into the crook of your neck and whispers against your skin. “Not a chance, and I can thank your haunting memory for that.”
“Haunting?” You chuckle.
He flips the bottom of your dress up and pushes the fabric of your panty to the side, wasting no time to get to what he needs.
His fingers pass over your slit, collecting what you’ve already released for him.
He snickers. “My pretty girl’s ready for me..”
You moan and look down at him as he pumps his fingers in.
He maintains eye contact with you, leaning over your chest so he can use his other hand to pull the strap of your dress down. He kisses your shoulder then your breast. He swirls the tip of his tongue around the nub. “Thoughts of your skin, your touch, your voice and warmth..it all haunted me.”
“Taeyong-“ you desperately cry out for him, widening your legs slightly to show him you’re ready. And he gets the hint.
He zips his pants down and enters you quickly, groaning as you grip him and whine. “I could never think of anyone but you..”
You wrap your legs around his waist before lifting yourself up on your elbows to watch him move.
He places both hands around your waist to guide you down his length repeatedly. “I imagined this almost every night..but only with you.” He grunts as he watches himself push his entire length into your already dripping entrance.
“Kiss me, Tae” you look into his eyes, needing his soft lips on yours again.
He swoops you up into his arms, holding you up with his hands cupping your ass, and now burying into you mid air. Your arms wrap around his neck, your lips meshing with his once more. He wasn’t necessarily weak before he entered the Navy, but this new militant strength makes everything hotter.
His grip is tighter, his thrusts are harsher, and he holds you up like you weigh nothing. But the best part is, he still has those kind, loving eyes you fell for.
Your heads turn as you kiss, but you can’t concentrate because you’re too close and every vein and ridge stimulates you so well.
“I’m..close.” You whisper.
The way you two are right now is too sensual for Taeyong at the moment. He still wants to punish you for thinking you could move on from him. So he pulls out and gently places you to stand on the floor. Your eyes widen, but before you can protest, he spins you around and places his hand into your back, forcing you to bend down over the table.
He raises a leg onto it, then enters you again. This time, he pushes hard. You grunt loudly and grip the edge of the table.
He pulls out and teases your entrance with just his tip, smiling as he watches you tip toe in an effort to get closer to him.
“You’re very needy..”
“Taey-!”
He slams into you before you can finish. He goes faster and harsher than before, moving the table against the floor. You start to feel lightheaded, knowing the feeling will crash over you at any moment.
Your velvet is warm, silky, and hugs him so well, it pains him to do this to you, but he pulls out again. You whine and beg.
He only laughs and watches you squirm.
“It won’t be that easy..do you remember our safe word?”
“Red.”
He nods then swings his hand to your ass. You jump at the sudden hit.
He keeps going, laughing as you yelp after each one. If you had any doubt of him being stronger before, it would be gone by now. His spanks are unlike anything you’ve felt before.
“This is for thinking you could live without me.” He spanks you again, before rubbing his hand over the warm area.
“Ow!” You say before shaking your head. “I never thought I could..live without you!”
He swings again and the table moves. “Lies.”
“Please, I promise..”
He lifts your ass up this time and delivers a sharp slap to your pussy this time.
“Ow! Tae-“
He repeats the action and you start to cry.
“Do you think crying will make me stop?”
You shake your head, and experience another blow.
Your entire body becomes warm and irritated after several minutes of his punishment, but you can’t bring yourself to say the safe word, you love it when he acts like this.
“You’re mine..” he whispers into your ear before spanking you again.
“Mine” *slap*
“Mine” *slap*
“Do you understand?”
You sniffle and shake your head. “I’m not yours”
His eye twitches. He lifts you up and brings you to the kitchen counter
He helps you to sit down on it, then kneels down on the cold floor to place his face in between your legs. He places your legs over his shoulders and looks up at your wet eyes.
With one strap down your arm, your skin shiny and your eyes wet and red, you are the most beautiful woman to him. He wants to taste you and feel your body on his all day and night. He wants to take your nipple that is just barely covered by your dropping collar into his mouth as his fingers explore you even more.
While away, he had dreamt of his nights with you before he left, quietly coaxing lonely orgasms as he imagined you there, wet, hot and spread open for him.
His hunger must’ve been displayed on his face as you gulp and tense before him.
“I’ll remind you of what it’s like to be mine.”
With his eyes still locked on yours, he drags you towards him slightly. His tongue rests against your slit then slowly dips inbetween. Your head falls back, you push your hand into your dress so you can massage your breast. His tongue flicks against your clit, you whine loudly and start to move your hips.
He pushes one of your legs up in the air as he goes in even deeper, nuzzling his nose onto you while his tongue reaches your depths. He moves it side to side and around, flicking your bud every so often. He presses in harder. One hand intertwined with his hair, pushing him towards you more.
“So good..right there.” You start to move against his face faster. Your mewls grow louder as he eats you out like he’s been craving you all his life, you’re close again.
“Yes!” You cry out but then he backs away again.
Your eyes open and you look down to see him smirking at you.
He stands up while licking his lips and watching you pout.
“I meant what I said..it won’t be easy for a slut like you.”
You roll your eyes and jump off the counter, but little did you know he wasn’t done. He grabs your waist and spins you around, bending you over the counter this time. He uses your hair to pull your head back.
“Im gonna take my time with you, my love..” His other hand slowly gathers the end of your dress up to your waist, feeling your warm skin against his palm and fingertips. He then pulls down your other strap while laying hot, wet kisses on your shoulder.
He drags down the collar of your dress so your breasts are finally out on full display for him. “Better.”
He looks around the kitchen then grabs a nearby wooden spoon.
“Say you’re mine.”
You can’t shake your head so you growl. “No.”
He swings the wooden spoon to your ass. You yell out and try to escape his hold.
“I said..say you’re mine!” He grips your hair even tighter.
“No!”
Another hit. You’re sure he doesn’t want you to sit down for the rest of the day.
He repeats his demand and your punishment, spanking you hard with the spoon.
It’s not until he’s worried about the damage he might do if he continues that he puts the spoon down and instead, chokes you from behind.
He starts fingering you and whispering dirty words, his middle and ring finger drag over your dripping slit before dipping inside easily. Your back arches as you open your legs a bit more.
“After today, you’ll always remember me when you even think of giving yourself away.”
He bites your neck then licks over the spot. “Your skin is still sweet..”
All you can do is whimper at how good his rigid fingers make you feel. “Tae-”
You’re about to release again, but he pulls his fingers out. He runs his length along your slit and slides in again, bending you over the counter more with one knee up. The angle drives you insane. You grip the edge tightly.
Then you hear a knock on the door. It’s him.
Taeyong quickly places his hand over your mouth.
The knocking continues. You try to push him away with your hands behind you but he grabs your wrists with his other hand and pins them into the small of your back.
“She’s a little busy at the moment.” He says before slamming into you extra hard. You whine loudly.
“Oh..ok, tell her to text me when she’s done.” The guy outside your door says.
Taeyong chuckles. “That won’t be necessary.”
“…what?” The man asks.
“Tell him it’s over, tell him you’re mine.”
You shake your head.
“Tell him or I’ll fuck you next to the door.”
You clench at the threat.
“You’d like that? I’ll open the door for him to see you open wide for me..sounds good?”
You shake your head again.
“Then say it.” He removes his hand from your mouth and spins you around. You finally get a moment to breathe without him inside you, but it’s cut short when he grabs the inside of your knees and drags you right back down onto him hard again.
You yelp and place your hands on his broad chest, lightly pushing him but he only laughs. He’s much stronger now and you both know that.
He rubs your bud with his thumb and holds your ankle with your other hand, raising it in the air and pushing it closer to your head.
Your eyes roll, you’re close. You breathe heavily and watch the beautiful man in front of you. He watches your breasts move with each rough thrust, and for a moment he really does consider opening the door. If he could see you right now, nipples beaded, silk gathered around your waist, tears falling from your pretty eyes, all while you’re spread wide for his cock..maybe this fool outside your door would leave you alone forever.
Then again, he’d probably kill him if he saw you as you are right now. No one should live with that memory but him. No, but him, one should be able to touch themselves to the image of this. And oh, did he plan to take advantage of that later.
“I-I’m sorry..it’s over!”
“What?” The man outside says.
“I-“
Taeyong smiles and nods as you continue. He can’t ignore your round chest in front of him anymore. He takes one of the perky nubs into his mouth and sucks as he listens to you.
“I belong to him.” You cry out.
“To who?” The man says a bit louder.
He rubs faster. “Tell him, my love”
“I belong to Taeyong”
Taeyong slams into you one last time, you both release and tremble. He kisses you deep after hearing you finally say what he needs to hear.
You’re both so enraptured with each other you don’t even care if the man outside has left or not.
With Taeyong still inside you, he lifts you and takes you to your bedroom.
He throws you onto the bed. You take your dress off completely as you watch him walk around to your nightstand.
He opens your drawer and grabs your vibrator. He knew you too well.
“On your knees..”
You do as he says. He takes his belt off and uses it to bind your wrist together behind you.
“Ride it.”
He places the vibrator under you and makes you ride it while he watches. He takes his shirt and pants off before standing in front of you at the edge of the bed.
“Tell me..you missed me.” He looks onto you with low eyes.
“I didn’t.”
He leans down and presses his finger and thumb into your cheek before hastily slamming a kiss onto your lips. Your eyes flutter shutter. His tongue works his way inside your mouth and your chest heaves. You focus on the kiss, stopping your movement on the toy below you.
He pulls away. “Did I tell you to stop moving?”
You continue moving.
“Good girl.”
He starts to stroke himself in front of you as you watch with hungry eyes.
You grow wetter just at the sight and memory of him burying inside you just minutes before.
“I missed you..I miss waking up next to you. I miss your smile, your laugh..and even the way you nag me..” he says with so much sincerity, you can’t help but be frustrated.
“Then why the hell did you break up with me?” Your brows furrow. “You know you can be in a relationship while you serve, right?” Your voice is stern. He really did break your heart right before he left.
Taeyong doesn’t stop moving his hand. His eyes avoid yours. For a moment, his intimidating aura falters.
“It was better for us to be apart.”
“Why? So we could see other people? So we could see if we really only love each other?”
He tilts his head and looks back at your eyes. “Yes.”
His answer is short and it pisses you off.
“Well news flash, Yong. I’ve only wanted you..since the beginning..it’s always been you.”
Yong..you finally call him his favorite nickname, his heart trembles at the sound.
The more you talk, the harder he gets. He wants to ruin you all night long, to have you crying and begging until you can’t think of anything but him.
“I guess you don’t feel the same way.” You say quietly.
Taeyong looks onto you with a blank face. “Open your mouth.”
You do as he says without hesitation this time. He smiles slightly at how eager you are to pleasure him. He shoves himself inside, hitting the back of your throat instantly. He places his hand on the back of your head, moving your mouth up and down himself.
“If you’re only using it to spew nonsense, you may as well suck me off instead.”
Your tongue swirls around his head before swallowing him again. Your eyes, still angry, lock with his while you continue to ride your vibrator.
“Did you think of me when you used that?” He glances down at your hips moving over the toy.
You don’t change your expression.
He chuckles. “Of course you did.”
Your throat starts to feel raw with how deep he’s pushing into you. You find it hard to breathe, doing your best to use your nostrils.
Tears spill across your cheeks and the sight is so hot for him.
“Now you have the real thing in front of you..it makes sense that you’re on your knees thanking me.”
He pulls out. You take a deep breath in and double over, coughing slightly. He grabs your hair and snaps your head back. Your mouth falls open.
“Let’s hear it..let’s hear a ‘thank you’.”
You shut your mouth and shake your head.
He sighs. “Still a brat, I see.”
He places his hands on your shoulders and pushes you back into the bed. He kneels down beside the bed, using your ankles to drag you to the edge. He then picks the vibrator up and presses it against your clit.
He licks a long stripe against your entrance and looks up at you as you shiver. “‘Don’t feel the same way’ how can you say that? You know how I feel.”
His finger tips dig into your thighs as he becomes frustrated at your statement.
“Y-you just left me..you left me heartbroken..so you could..so we could explore other options.” You manage to let out.
He turns the speed up on the vibrator. Your body twists as you scream. “Too much!”
Unbothered, he continues to explore your sopping flower with his tongue and lips, moving around in circles as your toy works on your clit.
“Just admit..you never liked me as much as I liked you!” You cry out.
And this is when he loses it. He bites your thigh and presses down even harder. You shake and release onto his mouth. He takes it all, licking everything up even as you writhe and try to push him away.
“T-Taeyong! Please! I’m sensitive.”
But he doesn’t stop, he turns the speed up more and adds his fingers in. Your back arches, you struggle against his belt. He hooks his arm around your leg so you can’t kick him away. He looks up at you sternly. “I came all this way just so I could stick my tongue inside you again..and you think I never liked you?”
“Clearly..not enough to stay with..me.” You close your eyes tightly and try to push your body up on the bed, further away from him.
“Stop running.” He drags you back down. “Was it so wrong for me to give you space to decide if you really wanted me?”
“Yes!! Yes!! It—is wrong, because I never asked you for that!”
“But I wanted you to be happy and free!”
Your eyes flicker open and you look down at him. “I WAS happy!! I was so happy…I already decided it would always be you!”
He turns the vibrator off and places it to the side, replacing it with his flicking tongue.
“Oh my-“
Your body tenses as it climaxes again. You see nothing but stars.
Taeyong drinks you up again then places wet kisses along your thighs, enjoying the way the plush skin feels against his mouth.
“I missed this..your body..”
He licks over your skin as he works his way up to your stomach and chest.
“I spent so many nights trying to imagine every curve..trying to imagine your warmth.”
But as pretty as your skin is, he aches to see it covered in his marks, his bites and pinches. He then licks over your nipple before biting it. You yelp and try to turn away from him once more.
He grabs your chin and turns you back to him. “Taste yourself.”
He kisses you again, shoving his tongue into your raw throat and meshing the shape of your lips with his. It’s sloppy, spit falling onto your chin as he swallows your tongue and licks over your lips.
He places his hands on your knees to widen you, then rubs his shaft against your dripping slit.
You flinch at the feeling, whining at the sensitivity.
He picks the vibrator up again and places it onto your clit while he slides up and down slowly.
“N-no! It’s too much!” You break away from his kiss, but he simply smothers your lips again. You try to close your legs, forcing him to lean back and let go of your lips.
“You will give me what I want, my love, you don’t have a choice.” He chuckles and spreads his knees across your thighs, forcing you to open widely for him.
With one hand pressing the vibrator onto your swollen bud and the other hand palming your breast, Taeyong watches your aching body shiver under him.
“I’m going to—“
“Already? You sure are cumming a lot for someone who didn’t miss me.”
Your eyes roll and more essence spills out of you and onto the bed.
Taeyong, red and aching, marvels at the sight of your beautiful body below him. He missed the way you shake and cry out his name.
But he still doesn’t move the vibrator.
“Hnnn..can’t…take anymore..”
“Tell me ‘thank you’” he chokes you while pressing the vibrator in harder and using it to draw circles.
You whine and shake your head. “Wait! Pl-“
“Beg all you’d like, I’m not gonna stop until you say it.”
You try to close your legs again, but his knees are too strong.
“Thank you!! Thank you, Taeyong!” You finally let out but he doesn’t let you go.
Your eyes widen.
“Just one more time..”
“Yong! That’s not fair!”
You arch your back again.
“I know..but you’re so pretty when you cum, can you blame me?”
He squeezes your throat, your eyes roll to the back of your head. The buzzing feeling as well as the desire in his eyes pushes you to the edge one more time. You scream even louder as you make a mess in the bed.
“There we go..good girl.”
He lifts himself off of you and turns the toy off. He lays down and drags your weak body over him. He places you onto his lap while you reel from your orgasm.
He’s strong enough now to use your body like a doll, placing his hands under your ass and effortlessly moving you up and down his length. You lay down on his chest and let him use your tired and weak body.
“It’s always been you..my love..I don’t know why..I thought I was doing something good for you.” He whispers into your ear before kissing it.
With a hoarse voice, you let out. “You broke my heart, idiot.”
He chuckles. “Aht..do you want me to grab your beloved vibrator again?”
You quickly shake your head. “No.”
He moves slowly and watches you take him in with ease, a sight he’d missed dearly. He is truly an idiot to think he could let you go.
“And when you tried to move on..I couldn’t take it.”
You chuckle this time. “Clearly.”
“Was he at least good?”
You smile lazily, “Better than you, Yong.”
He frowns and flips you over into your back.
He bites your nipples. “Don’t lie.” He leans back and looks into your eyes.
“You should’ve heard the way I cried his name..” you smirk.
With that, he drills into you, shaking the entire bed. He pushes you open by placing his hands on your knees and spreading them as far as they can go.
“You lying slut, still wanna be a brat?” He bites your neck while you whine.
He moves so fast, you can’t think straight. Your body moves up and down in the bed and your arms ache from being tied behind you for so long.
He wraps his hand around your throat. “Tell me you’re lying. Tell me no one’s better.” His hips snap against yours.
He grabs both ankles and places them down into the bed. You cry out, feeling another climax come at any moment.
He pulls out and rubs his length against your slit again.
“No..”
He tilts his head. “You really want this to last all night?”
His expression is scary, it’s like you could literally see him planning all the ways to overstimulate you for the rest of the night.
The truth is, you are lying. You never even slept with the guy. How could you move on when Taeyong occupied your thoughts all the time?
He squeezes your throat. “I’m gonna keep you here, fuck you until you can’t leave. Is that what you want?”
He enters you again, going deeper than before. He bites your chest and your neck, making sure to leave marks along your body for you to remember him by.
“I’m—close.” You cry out.
And after hearing that, he pulls out. “Go get your friend to help you finish.” He watches you pout while stroking himself. You can’t bear to see it. You need him back inside you. You want to cum with him just like you did so long ago.
But you’d have to stop being bratty first.
“Wait!”
Taeyong shakes his head. He exhales and pre cum starts to leak out of his tip.
“I lied!! It’s you, only you! I never even slept with him!”
You lean forward.
He shakes his head. “I don’t believe you.”
You lift yourself up more. “No one’s better than you, Yong!”
A smile creeps across his face, he wraps an arm behind you, scooping you up and kneeling under you. You wrap your legs around his waist and bring your chest to his. He swiftly pushes deep into you while looking into your eyes. You start to ride him, meeting him halfway while he thrusts into you.
“I knew it.”
He kisses you as your bodies mesh and you spill into each other.
For a few minutes, you feel at complete bliss, drinking in the feeling of finally being with your lover after a long time.
With his lips still attached to yours, he unhooks his belt to release your arms.
He pulls away and kisses your cheek.
“I love you..I’m sorry I broke your heart.”
You tear up and place your hands on either side of his face, pulling him in for another kiss. That was just the start of your long awaited reunion. The couch, the shower, the laundry room..Taeyong had you in each and every way he wanted until the sun came up and he had to return to duty.
“Be safe, okay?” You look into his eyes before letting his hand go. You sit on the disaster that is now your bed with just your blanket covering you. Taeyong, now dressed in his black shirt and pants again, is set to leave.
Your bodies are both tired and riddled with love bites and nail scratches as you say goodbye.
He watches you sit in bed, your lips now swollen and in the shape of a semi permanent pout, your hair messy and your skin..your beautiful skin now marked with evidence of his ownership, his temporary tattoos that only you could don.
Your legs are too weak for you to get out of bed to give him a proper hug.
He doesn’t mind it, if this is the last image of you in his mind for a while, everything is perfect.
“I’ll be back soon, remember…you’re mine.”
You laugh. “I don’t think I’ll be forgetting that..for now.”
He nods. “Don’t worry, I’ll be back to remind you again.”
fluff, strangers to lovers, dj/idol!johnny x photographer!reader
w.c: 1.9k
Being a photographer allowed you to experience many things. At that moment, you were in Thailand, more specifically, in Chiang Mai. You had accepted a job to follow a DJ/idol during his days in the city for a festival. It wasn’t the kind of gig you usually took, but you couldn’t afford to turn anything down.
You’d been preparing yourself, physically and mentally, to meet him. After all, he would be arriving from a tiring trip and would probably be late and in no mood to see a photographer already waiting for him. But to your surprise, before the expected time, while you were still setting up your equipment in the lounge, he walked in: sunglasses, a backpack on his shoulders and an iced coffee in hand.
“Hey!” he said casually, with a friendly smile on his lips. “You’re the photographer, right?”
You nodded, a bit surprised by the direct approach. “I’m Johnny.” He extended his hand, still smiling with a certain ease. You shook his hand and quickly introduced yourself.
“Nice to meet you. Did you get here before everyone else?”
“Yeah, I’m used to traveling alone,” he shrugged. “Looks like we’ll be spending the weekend together.”
You gave a small, closed-lip smile. “Yep, we’ll be working together.” You emphasized the word working.
“Working…” Johnny repeated, flashing another one of his smiles. “But work can be fun too.”
You let out a short laugh, turning your gaze back to the camera screen, avoiding his relaxed smile. “Fun isn’t usually in the job description.”
“Then maybe I was sent to change that.”
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The next day, before soundcheck, a hike was planned, not only because Johnny wanted to explore the area, but also to take “organic,” natural shots to show the DJ’s more relaxed side.
You stayed behind the group most of the time, capturing spontaneous moments. Johnny was energetic, sometimes running, sometimes stopping at every detail that caught his attention. He cracked jokes here and there, complaining about his outfit or saying he already regretted coming. He made the guides laugh, and, reluctantly, you too. It was almost annoying how effortlessly charming he was.
But your smile faded into concern when you noticed you were alone. You had gotten distracted by a series of landscape shots and could no longer see anyone ahead.
“This can’t be happening.” you muttered to yourself, spinning on your feet, trying to spot something familiar.
“Relax, no one really gets lost with two local guides,” said a voice behind you, making you jump. It was Johnny.
“You stayed behind on purpose?” you asked, raising an eyebrow. He shrugged.
“Maybe it’s a coincidence. I think the universe is trying to tell you I’m here to make your job more fun.” You scoffed a short laugh, visibly tired. “Oh, you don’t believe in the universe?”
“I believe I’ve got a job to do and I’m lost in a trail with a DJ addicted to flirting.”
It was his turn to laugh. “They’ll find us, okay? We could just sit there in the shade, wait for the group to come back…” He pointed with his chin toward a large tree. “I’ll share my water and promise not to talk about the universe anymore.”
As much as you wanted to refuse, you accepted. Ten minutes later, the group showed up. You let out a relieved sigh and gave Johnny a glance, a silent admission that, in the end, he was actually making things a little less terrible.
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It was the night of the WILDWOODS PARTY, and the music throbbed, loud and strong. The sky was perfectly starry. People let themselves be carried away by the heat of the moment and the beat on the music. Colorful lights danced across the open-air venue and you moved through the backstage area with familiar ease, catching details with your trained eye. You had the perfect spot to capture every movement on stage.
After a while, his name was announced: DJ JOHNNY BE. Screams filled the place, and through your lens appeared a confident man with a charismatic smile. His fingers slid lightly over the controls, his body flowing with the beat as if he and the music were one. He didn’t have to fake anything or pose. Every moment he surrendered to the music was worthy of a photo fit for a gallery. He was beautiful.
At one point, he took off his vest, now in just a gray tank top that highlighted his toned frame even more. It was the perfect moment: you framed the shot, and just as you were about to click, he looked at you. It was quick, but enough for that calm, simple smile to appear, directly at you. As if he’d been searching for you the entire time and had finally found you. You lowered the camera, heart beating a little faster. That professionalism you always talked about was momentarily forgotten. You found yourself genuinely interested in the man who had brought you unexpected lightness. You were trying to resist, but you didn’t know if you could.
Johnny had already turned his attention back to the music, but you kept watching him, not through the lens, this time. It was a memory only you wanted to keep.
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It was your last night there. You went to the resort restaurant to edit the pictures you’d taken of Johnny during the festival. You chose a table in a quiet corner, opened your laptop, connected your camera, and started transferring files. As the images appeared, a different feeling took over your stomach: Johnny focused behind the turntables, laughing with the crowd, raising his arms to the sky, feeling the music. The photos were great, but you weren’t just looking at framing anymore. You didn’t notice when he approached.
“Are you still working?” he asked, pulling out the chair across from you with that ever-present smile.
“That’s the second time you’ve scared me like that,” you mumbled, closing the laptop on reflex. “But yeah, I just have a few edits left before I’m off duty.”
“Perfect. Mind if I stay a while?” He set one of two beer cans in front of you, opened his, and raised it in a toast. “Let’s toast to your time off.”
“And to your success last night.” You clinked cans and smiled at each other. You noticed how much he enjoyed the beer, and once again found yourself wondering how someone could be that attractive doing something so simple.
From then on, conversation flowed naturally. You talked about music, travel, bizarre foods you’d tried, funny moments Johnny had lived through as a DJ, moments that made you laugh genuinely.
Johnny took in the way your face lit up when you smiled, quietly admiring you for a while. A comfortable silence settled between you until he spoke in a softer voice:
“I noticed your gaze when you were photographing me.”
You looked up, holding your can. He wasn’t teasing or flirting. He was being honest.
“It’s my job,” you replied, trying to sound calm and detached.
“I know,” he leaned forward slightly, resting his arms on the table. “But I liked the way you looked at me.” He held your gaze again. “I really enjoyed getting to know you. I just wanted to say that before this trip ends.”
You felt your face heat up and it definitely wasn’t because the beer.
“Can I walk you to your room?” Johnny asked as you both left the restaurant. There were no second intentions in his voice, so you nodded.
The walk was calm, your steps unhurried, both of you trying to stretch out the moment. You reached your door, holding the key card in your hand, not sure what to do with it.
“Thanks for the beer,” you said.
“Thank you for the company. It was amazing spending these days with you.” Johnny took a step closer, hesitating for the first time that night. “I really want to kiss you right now, but I don’t want to put you in an uncomfortable spot. Let’s just pretend this was a trip between friends.”
“But I’m not good at pretending,” you said, surprising him. He smiled, placing a gentle hand on your cheek, asking silently if he could kiss you and you answered by closing your eyes, waiting for his lips on yours.
And then it happened.
His lips touched yours and a slow, tender kiss began, as if he wanted to get to know you fully in that one moment. The kiss deepened as you rested your hands on his shoulders, gently caressing him in a way that made Johnny shiver the moment your fingers touched his skin.
When you pulled apart, you stayed close, sharing a gaze just as intense as the one you’d shared while photographing him, but this time, you were memorizing each other, knowing it was time to say goodbye.
“Thank you for making my job a little lighter,” you said, earning another smile from him. “It was amazing getting to know you.”
He placed a long kiss on your forehead and looked into your eyes. “Meeting you made this place even more beautiful. I still think the universe has something planned for us.”
—
Three months had passed since that kiss. You’d moved, searching for new energy, new opportunities, but deep down, it was an attempt to stay busy and stop thinking about that kiss and about that man, which is something hard to do when his name popped up in playlists, event posters, or even conversations at your new job.
It was a chaotic day at the agency you had just joined: the first big project you were part of, involving music, fashion and a famous whiskey brand. You were adjusting your equipment in a large studio, completely focused, when someone walked in talking to the lead producer. You recognized that voice anywhere: Johnny.
Your body froze for a second. A wave of heat rushed from your stomach to your chest: nervousness and relief blending. Same hair, maybe a bit longer. Same easy charm. When he saw you, his eyes widened in surprise and genuine joy and your heart beat faster, louder. He smiled and walked toward you as if no time had passed, his steps quick, certain. You were still frozen, unsure whether to run, hug him or act cool.
“I knew the universe would bring us back together,” he said, pulling you into a tight hug full of memories: the hike, the vibrant night in Chiang Mai, the kiss in front of your room’s door.
“Still with that universe talk, huh? How long has it been?” you asked, trying to sound casual despite the slight tremble in your hands.
“Three months,” he answered without hesitation.
“You counted?”
“Didn’t you?”
You looked down, smiling softly. You missed that part of him so much it nearly brought tears to your eyes, but you held them back.
While the rest of the team was still getting the set ready, you two slipped off to a quieter corner. “You know, I still think about that night. About you.”
“I do too,” you replied, looking at him sincerely. Your voice came out soft, almost a whisper. Johnny ran a hand through his hair, his usual confidence laced with nerves, but still, he looked happy. Something was still alive between you two, paused for three months, now revived.
“This may not be the best place,” he said, “but I think we’ll have plenty of time to talk about what happened. About us.”
You nodded, trying to contain your smile. “I moved here. And this time, I’m staying for good.”
He smiled, clearly relieved.
The production assistant called his name, and Johnny took your hand in his.
“I’ll see you after work, but this time, no goodbyes.” He gave you a quick kiss before walking away, eyes still locked on yours.
And for the first time in months, you started to believe the universe really was on your side.
do u guys take in paid requests? do you consider having an alternative ending or like a sequel for valentine boy? 😭
Hi!!! As of right now, we don’t take paid requests, mainly because we are both so busy and don’t want to commit to something we can’t actually complete. You know, life likes to life sometimes and things can get crazy 😭 but yeah! I’d love to do an alternative ending for Valentine boy. Technically, the agreement is the sequel but I don’t think I’ll be continuing that one honestly
“I make no promises, I can't do golden rings, but I'll give you everything tonight”
Pairing: Mafia Leader!Jaehyun x female reader (bakery/cafe owner)
Genre: Friends to lovers au, fluff, smut and angst
Warnings: gun and violence mention, blood mention, murder, stalking, alcohol mention, Minors DNI!
Smut (unprotected sex, knife play, impregnation kink, rough sex, overstimulation, public sex, car sex)
Word Count: 13k
((A/N: WELL...its been some time, I apologize :( We got two new characters hehe! Also, if you are. jjk fan, the getou version is on our AO3 ;) I hope you enjoy this part, there will be a few more, Im thinking of actually publishing this one so I would love to receive feedback if you have any! Thank youuuu <3)
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[A month later]
“Hey..what do you want to drink?” Your friend taps your shoulder to awaken you from your daze.
With the music booming and the lights flashing, you’d think you’d be wide awake in the club, but the truth was you were thinking about him.
You missed him. You missed his smile, his voice, his comfort. Sure, he was mean when he left, but it didn’t stop your heart from falling in love with him. Although, your mind knew better. He wanted nothing to do with you, so why think about him?
“I’ll take cranberry vodka.” You nod at her.
After a few minutes she hands the drink to you and smiles. “I’m so happy you got a break. Let’s go dance!”
And so you down your drink and head to the dance floor, doing your best to push his image and touch out of your head.
You twirl around, moving your hips freely to the music and feeling your head become heavier by the second.
After nearly 20 minutes you stumble towards the back in search of the bathroom.
“It’s down the hall, honey.” Another bartender points.
You sigh as you relieve yourself. Few things felt as good as peeing while drunk. You look at yourself in the mirror, laughing at how dizzy you felt. But damn were you hot, you went with the perfect dress tonight, how could you not get any attention from the men out there?
Well, you’ll just have to try again, you thought to yourself and stepped out after washing your hands. The only problem with this plan is that you accidentally turned in the opposite direction and left through the back door of the club.
By the time you realized and turned around to get back in, the heavy metal door slammed shut. “Shit.”
You balance yourself on the wall and walk around, and just as you turn the corner you see something familiar.
It’s Jaehyun’s car.
Your eyes widen, your brain immediately pushing away your desire for any male attention other than his. Wait, why are you like this? He doesn’t want you, remember?
But still, it wouldn’t hurt to get a glimpse of him, right?
You walk towards his car and look up at the building it’s parked in front of.
The building is dark, except for one floor with lit up bulbs. Tipsy and without a plan, you head up to it.
The area is sketchy so you really shouldn’t be snooping around, but you text your friends you’ll be back.
As you approach the level, you hear a lot of talking and arguing. You then peek through a hole in a wall separating the hall from the lit up room and see a man tied up in a chair with a bag over his head.
You look to the left to see Jaehyun. The man of your dreams wears a black t-shirt and jeans, and still looks wonderful.
Your eyes widen when you see him wiping a knife with a long blade clean, blood stains the cloth and you breathe heavily as you notice that the man’s arm is dripping in blood.
“It’s a pity you won’t tell us what we need, we’ll find it out anyway..” His familiar voice echoes in the warehouse.
“You can try to drink your problems away but you’ll never escape me.” Jaehyun smiles wickedly at him. It’s a sinister smile that would send anyone running, but not you, of course not. You strangely have the adverse reaction, needing to see that face, one he’d give you as you look over your shoulder to see him ruining you from behind.
Stop.
That’s your drunk mind talking. He was right, no matter how much you drank, you’d never escape him.
Nonetheless, it seems they’d caught the man at the bar you were at right before you got there.
Another henchman brings a crying and tied up woman out from another room and throws her onto the floor in front of the man. The gang member then takes the covering off of the man’s head and the man screams a blood curdling scream as he sees the woman on the floor.
“Your wife has been through a lot already, Leonidas..put her out of her misery now by just telling us the truth..”
Her husband won’t budge, shaking his head and repeating “I’m sorry..I’m sorry I can’t” over and over. You swallow hard. Your hands start to tremble. What is Jaehyun’s plan if he still refuses to cooperate?
And then, one of Jaehyun’s men kicks her in the stomach repeatedly, making her spew out blood. You squint and look away, but the sound of her screams of agony pierce your ears.
You start to cry, covering our mouth to quiet your own sobbing.
“Do you really want to see how ugly this gets?” Jaehyun marches over then stabs her thigh.
You gasp as your eyes widen. No. How could he do this to an innocent woman?
The sight is messy and you turn away again. You shouldn’t be here, you have no business watching this. This can’t be the same man that you daydream about. This can’t be the man that you served pastries and coffee to, or the one that made sure you got home safe every night. You feel sick to your stomach.
The man is still silent, Jaehyun rolls his eyes before leaning down in front of him. “She will suffer because of you, is that really what you want?”
The man looks at his wife who is curled up on the ground and in tears. “Please..forgive me.”
“Leonidas! Please!!” She begs while reaching out for him.
Jaehyun steps back and nods towards another henchman who picks up a gun and shoots the lower part of the woman’s spine before your brain can even comprehend what is happening. The sharp sound nearly deafens you, but you still don’t run away.
Jaehyun looks back at the man as he winces from seeing her writhe like a fish out of water. “Now..she’s paralyzed, was it worth it?”
You step back, but you’re suddenly grabbed up by the collar and dragged into the room by one of the members.
“Hey! Ow!”
He throws you onto the floor, making you jam your knees onto the concrete.
“Look what we got here boss, a snitch.”
Jaehyun turns to you as you curse out. “Shit! Let me go!”
His eyes widen as he breaks his intimidating presence for a moment. “What the hell?!”
“Do you want us to tie her up?” The man grabs you up by your hair as you grunt. You raise your hands in an effort to scratch his strong arms.
“No! Get your hands off her!” Jaehyun hurries over.
The man lets your hair go, making you fall to the floor and grunt.
Jaehyun quickly places the gun down and helps you up. He grabs your wrist, tighter than ever before, nearly crushing your bone as he drags you out and into the hall. “Ow! Jaehyun..you’re hurting me!”
“What the fuck are you doing? Are you crazy?!” He tosses you into a wall, and the fact that you look amazing tonight still doesn’t stop him from being upset about you being there.
“I’m-I’m sorry, I just...I saw your car and -I wanted to see what you were up to and..” you start to sob.
“Why?!”
You sniffle, still tipsy, you can’t hold back the truth. “I missed you and I think..I think I love you.”
His brows furrow. “Love? You can’t fucking love me..”
“Those people..Jaehyun, I…I saw what you did, why are you doing this?”
“Did you like what you fucking saw?! Can you still love me after this? This is what I do, y/n. Get that through your thick skull! I’m not a nice fucking person, I hurt people!” He is infuriated, he doesn’t try to calm you down as you cry harder. He should take a moment to remember that you're probably drunk out of your mind right now, but in his anger, he can't seem to think of that fact.
He’s frightening, you can’t help but tremble under him. His face is filled with fury, and it’s the same face you saw the night he saved you from those two men, but you’re not so sure if you’re as lucky as you were last time.
“I’m sorry-it’s just..I didn’t expect you to—“
“To what?! What y/n?!” He steps closer as he yells.
“Kill innocent people!” You finally let out.
He nods. “Innocent?? What- well! Merry fucking Christmas, hope you liked your surprise. This is exactly why you should stay away from me! You don’t know me! You don’t want to know me! And I don’t want to see you again, do you understand?!”
You don’t respond, you only cry into your hands.
He grabs your wrist again to pull you back into the room.
“Hold her still!” He points to two large men who hold your arms up.
“Jaehyun..stop..please..I’ll leave..” You heave. He picks a gun from the table up.
“No!! Don’t do this..you don’t have to! There’s another way..Jaehyun..please!!”
The man and woman beg him as well, pleading loudly as they desperately try to escape the men and rope that keep them in place as well.
He shoots the husband and wife 3 times each, making you jump and turn away.
You push the henchmen away from you and wail while on the floor.
“Look at me!” Jaehyun commands.
He bends down and takes your chin into his hand, forcing you to look into his eyes as his fingers dig into your cheeks. He looks into your wet, red eyes, but not an ounce of regret flows through him. You had to see this, you had to hate him. Only then could you truly want this separation.
He hated to see you cry, but it was necessary. If you saw him as a saint, if you fell in love with who you thought was a “good man” only to find out how evil he is further down the line, it would only hurt more.
“This is who I am..you shouldn’t..you can’t love me..now get out of here.”
He lets you go. You quickly scurry to your feet.
You run as far as you can while crying, a million thoughts run through your head, the loudest being “how could you be so stupid to fall in love with a gang leader?”
Jaehyun turns to one of the men who starts to put their guns away.
“You just killed our lead, boss.”
Jaehyun stares at the dead man who should’ve provided key information as to where enemy shipments were docking.
“The bastard wasn’t going to tell us anything, he even let his wife die..tomorrow, we’ll see if his friend is just as selfish.”
Jaehyun puts his jacket on and heads out without another word.
On his drive back home, he thinks about everything that happened and if he had to do what he did. The truth is he had to kill them. The minute his guy dragged you into the room, this was decided. Should the man and his wife be let free, they would quickly expose your identity to his rivals and put your life at risk, and he couldn’t have that happening. You messed things up and didn’t even know. To make matters worse, based on his reaction everyone in the room could tell you were special to him.
He lays down in bed and tries to sleep, but after tossing and turning, he decides he should just go to the gym to take out his frustrations.
The punching bag becomes his main target. With every punch he thinks of how he felt when he yelled at you. Why was he so rough? You just confessed your love and this is how he reacts? He doesn’t deserve you. He knew that from the very beginning and his greed and lust still pushed it. He knew it because he didn’t want to just say ‘goodbye’ after having sex with you, he wanted to stay and hold you close, hugging you until the sun rose.
He wanted to whisper sweet words as he watched you sleep in his arms. He had never wanted this from any sexual partner before. Thus, he realized he loves you too, he always will and for that reason he cannot put your life at risk.
He sweats large drops of salty water as he pants.
He sits on the bench, wondering if he should call and apologize for being too harsh on you. He plans on leaving you alone, but the least he could do is apologize first.
He picks the phone up and stares at your unsaved number. But after a few seconds, he decides not to call, putting the phone back on the bench beside him and picking up his water bottle instead.
As he gulps it down, and as he does, he remembers how drunk you were and can’t help but wonder if you got home safely. So he picks the phone up and checks your location.
You’re home.
He sighs. He should stop by and see if you’re awake.
No. He shouldn’t
But once again, Jaehyun can’t resist you.
He uses a lock pick to get into your apartment easily, making note of how he should really get you a chain lock for the inside.
He walks in slowly and quietly before pushing your room door open slightly. And there you were, curled up in bed and snoring lightly. It was nice to know you were sleeping soundly, but he knew his words and actions cut deep this time, maybe too deep to recover from.
He observes your cute face, your brows furrowed slightly and your lips pursed. To be with you—no—to even look at you is a privilege, one he did not deserve.
He places a soothing cream for your wrist on your nightstand as well as a hangover cure drink, then turns to leave.
You take in a sharp breath, causing him to turn around swiftly. Did you wake up?
You breathe heavily, your eyes move quickly under your lids.
“No..no..” You mumble and groan. Your breathing quickens. It sounds like you’re on the verge of a panic attack.
Not knowing how else to help you before it’s too late, he quickly lays down in bed beside you and hugs you from behind. “I got you, baby, it’ll be okay shh.”
He holds you in his arms until you start to breathe normally again. Your eyes never open.
I could stay here..just tonight..it wouldn’t hurt, would it? He already knows the answer. He tells himself he is doing this to help you, but he knows he’s doing it for his own selfish reasons. To be able to feel your warmth, to smell your hair, to listen to you breathe in the stillness of the night, that’s why he does it.
Your eyes open slightly but he can’t see, you try to process what exactly is happening while panicking for a moment, but then it clicks. His cologne surrounds you just as his arms do.
Jaehyun.
He was hugging you close as you dreamt.
You decide to close your eyes and enjoy your last moment with him, with the man you could only know now as a cold hearted killer.
After a few minutes, he slowly releases you from his hold and gets out of the bed.
You both needed to be away from each other for now, so he silently leaves your apartment and heads home.
You wake up the next morning alone and with a splitting headache.
You rub your temple, squinting as the sun peers through your window. Then, you feel another aching pain.
You look down at your wrist and it all comes back to you.
“Shit.” You whisper to yourself.
What happened the night before was real..very real actually. Jaehyun made it clear that he wasn’t interested in you anymore, so now the only thing you can do is move on and try to forget him. Try.. at least try. You get up and get ready for work after downing the drink he left for you on your nightstand. That strange bastard. How can he care for you, but hurt you at the same time?
[One Month Later]
Jaehyun mustered up the courage to face you finally. He just couldn’t bear it anymore. Every day he had to watch you travel your usual route from home to work as a little dot on his phone screen. He refused to do it any longer. He had to see you, hear from you, touch you..hold you. It’s the only way he’d feel sane again.
He sits at his usual spot, meanwhile, you didn’t notice he’s even opened the door. Why? You’re too caught up in a conversation with another man. You smile and laugh a bit too much for his liking. How could you? How could you share your happiness with another man while he aches for you?
How and why are you flirting with another customer? And in just a few minutes he hears it.
“Thank you Johnny, I’ll see you next time.”
You even call him by his first name?
The man takes his bag of bread and heads out with a small smile.
Jaehyun looks back at you, only to catch you smiling hard as Johnny leaves.
But then, your smile fades when you see him.
You flinch when you see him at your counter and he notices. He really did scare you that night. He thinks to himself. His heart does hurt when he remembers how badly he messed up, but his mind is enraged with the thought that you may have moved on.
You look away and start to wipe down the counter.
“Do you know all your customer’s first name’s now?” Jaehyun says as he tilts his head. You ignore him.
You look over your shoulder to the back.
“Mark! There’s someone out here who needs help”
“Ok!”
You resume your chore, scrubbing an already clean surface as you try not to face Jaehyun. He controlled your every thought night and day. He’s no good for you, you know that, and you figured distance and time would help. Yet, here he was. Never allowing that theory to come true as he closes in on distance and takes up your time.
Mark looks around nervously. You hired Mark shortly after that incident so you could 1. Not be alone with any creeps and 2. Get some help in the bakery. There’s no way you can handle all the work yourself.
He clears his throat. “What would you like to order?
Jaehyun chuckles, “A minute with the owner.”
Mark sighs then looks back at you while you place fresh cookies on the display. He turns back to Jaehyun and pouts. “Unfortunately, we don’t have that”
Jaehyun frowns. He feels like an asshole for how he acted. Technically, he had no right to be upset with you, and he only came to apologize. You don’t owe him a word and you’re clearly upset, so there’s no point in making your pain last longer.
Mark sighs and walks away.
“Y/n..how I acted that night..was completely unacceptable. I was..worried about you, but I made a fool of myself and went too far. You don’t deserve that, and I’m so sorry. I understand why you don’t wish to speak with me..but I will never stop hoping that one day you do.” He stands up.
You look him in the eyes, holding back tears as your chest rumbles.
”Please leave if you don’t plan on ordering anything.” You say through thin lips.
You head to the back office as Mark takes over the front.
You try to act like you don’t care but deep down you do. and as you sit at your desk, you lay on your arms and wonder what should you do. Why does your heart feel so heavy with guilt? You’re the one that’s hurt, right? You deserve better, so just wait for it. But no..you want him, you can’t deny it. He was terrifying that night, he went too far.
However, as news surfaced about the couple he killed, mysteriously found dead in the woods, the truth about their wrongdoings came to light. They used money from drug trafficking to start up their own ring of slave trafficking, a completely new level of crime. You remembered enjoying coffee one night while closing. You asked Jaehyun if his job entailed hurting innocent people and he assured you he didn’t, turns out, he was right.
Long story short, he saved a few innocent lives by taking care of those rotten demons. He is an interesting variation of Batman.
He still scared you though, that you wouldn’t deny.
Jaehyun is dissatisfied with you ignoring him, but he leaves you alone.
[The Next Month]
“Happy Birthday Mark!” You and your friends yell out at the busy nightclub.
Mark smiles widely and thanks everyone before putting two soon-to-be-emptied bottles up in the air.
You dance the night away and do some drinking yourself. You bump hips with Mark and throw your hands in the air while having an amazing time. The lights flash, the music is nearly deafening and the floor shakes under your feet. It’s nice to let go.
“Want another shot?” Mark pushes his hair back while leaning towards you.
Feeling quite tipsy, you shake your head. “I’m good!” You didn’t need things to go south like they did the last time you got drunk.
Mark hugs you tightly before running off to the bar. You laugh while watching him prance away without a care in the world.
A few feet away from you sits the club's owner. He takes a long drag from his cigarette and lets it rest inbetween his fingers while leaning back.
“Let’s dance, babe…it’s too boring here!” The girl in a tight hot pink dress sitting beside him runs her hand over his thigh. He brushes her away and scoots further down on the couch.
“I’ll tell you what..go ahead and dance and if I like the way you move, I’ll join you.”
She jumps up and runs to the floor, still oblivious to the fact that his attention has been on someone else the entire time.
“Hey.” You hear a low voice call out from behind. You turn to see a tall man with blue hair gazing down at you with wide eyes.
Why not? You think to yourself. It’s been a while since you’ve felt the embrace of a hot guy.
You start to dance, letting the music flow through your bodies as they grind against each other.
He runs his hand along your throat, tilting your chin so that he can access your lips from behind. You can feel his steamy breath hit your bottom lip, you’re so close and then-
You’re separated.
“What the fuck, dude?” The man lets out when he sees a girl in a tight pink dress walk away after bumping into the two of you hard.
“Sorry about that.” a male voice calls out from behind you. You turn and gasp.
Jaehyun.
“She got a little carried away.” He walks after the girl. Your heart drops. Did he just brush past you like that? Not even a glance or “hi.” Are you really nothing to him?
You shouldn’t be surprised. You’re the one that cut things off. So why does it hurt so bad to see him with someone else?
“You good?” The blue haired man interrupts your thoughts.
You force a smile. “Yeah..yeah for sure! Do you..want to go to the bathroom?”
He smiles widely and takes your hand. The two of you struggle to make your way through the crowd and towards the back to continue your makeout session.
Jaehyun watches you and sends a message to one of his men.
He tells them to lock the bathroom doors. He knew you were less likely to make out with the guy in public like this.
He had to stop it.
“Hey! You said you like the way I move, let’s dance!” The girl grabs his arm.
He pulls away, gently taking her hand off of him. “I’ll be right back.”
He hurries to the back where he sees you both struggling to open the door. Suddenly, the power is cut off. You can’t see anything and now the guy's hand has left yours. Everyone yells and screams. Some screaming out of fear, some screaming out of excitement. It’s chaos, but after just 10 seconds, the flashing lights and music come back on.
Your makeout partner, however, is gone.
You look everywhere for the handsome blueberry, but he’s nowhere to be found.
“Shit.” You say quietly then head back to the dance floor to look for Mark and your friends.
Jaehyun owned the club so it didn’t take long for him to get what he wanted. Power off? Got it. Bathrooms closed? Done. Blue haired guys get kicked out for no reason? Absolutely.
You push your way through the crowd and bump into Jaehyun again. This time, the girl he was with earlier has an arm around his neck while dancing against his chest. He has a cigarette in his mouth, but gives you a sly smile when he sees you watching them.
She grinds on him but his eyes are focused on you. His dark eyes are hard to resist, boring holes into your skull and making your clothes feel even tighter than they were before. You swallow hard then turn away quickly and continue to look for Mark.
The night goes on and you continue to dance with your friends. It’s not until about 3 AM that everyone is ready to leave.
You wait for an UVER outside with a hammered Mark.
“Boss. That was..so..fun..” he slurs out.
“I’m glad you had a great time.” you laugh out as he rests his head on your shoulder.
30 minutes have passed and UVER drivers have either declined the ride or not shown up at all. “What the hell is going on?”
Other people had their designated drivers and were heading home already. The night air starts to feel extra chilly when you realize it’s just the two of you outside now.
“Busy night?..” a man says as he drives up to the front of the club.
You look into the car. “Yeah it seems like-“ your face drops.
“I can drop you guys off if you’d like.” Jaehyun continues.
You step back. “We’re good..thank you.”
“Please y/n..you’re on the way anyway.”
“I said we’re fine! Just leave us-“
Mark stumbles to the ground, falling face flat.
“Shit!” You yell out then try to pick him up.
Jaehyun hops out of the car to help you.
“The UVER should..ugh..be here in a few minutes.”
Jaehyun leans Mark against his car and looks at you with a serious, almost scary expression. “Are you lying to me?”
You roll your eyes. “Why are you talking to me like I’m a child? Just leave us alone.”
“I’ll wait until it gets here.”
“We don’t need you to do that”
“It’s my choice, I won’t go home until everyone else does.”
“Oh, are you pulling a Batman again?”
“Come on y/n, think about the surge rates..”
You look away and cross your arms.
“I was a dick, I know-“
“Was?” You raise an eyebrow.
“But let me make it up to you, I’ll drop you both off, he can get rest and you can get home safely..please.”
You look at your phone and sure enough UVER has boosted the price 5x.
You look at Mark then at Jaehyun. “Fine.”
He helps you put Mark in the car. He sleeps and lays on his side on the backseat.
You then sit in the passenger seat with your hands in your lap. A few minutes pass and Jaehyun can’t help it.
“How are you?”
“I’m fine.”
He nods.
“Did you like the nightclub?”
You don’t respond this time, you only look out of the window as he drives.
A few seconds pass and only Mark’s snoring fills the tense air.
“We worked hard on it, changed the tiles, redid the bar, and-“
“How are you always conveniently popping up?” You ask him angrily.
“You can’t just come to my club and not expect to see me, y/n..” he says smoothly.
You turn to him.
“My..club?”
He can’t contain his laughter “oh you had no idea huh?”
“You never told me you owned a nightclub..”
“I never told you much about my job, baby”
You shiver when he says “baby” in such a low tone.
You scoff. “Job..if that’s what you call it.” You roll your eyes and relax into the seat.
‘And that’s why it didn’t work’ is what you want to say, but you don’t.
“I also didn’t know you started smoking again.”
Jaehyun can’t help but smile. You’re worried about him, and it shows in how much attention you give him. You still care.
“I didn’t..just needed a little something tonight.”
“Good. I hate the smell.”
He looks at you to see if you realized your mistake.
“Does it matter anymore? I’m never near you..” He tilts his head.
“Oh…right.” You say quietly.
He clears his throat. “How have you been though? Is the business doing well?”
“I don’t want to talk, Jaehyun.”
And there it is. You shut him out again. Was what he did that bad? Yeah, he may have killed a person..two people..in front of you..twice, and yeah, he may have yelled and said awful things. But did it warrant this treatment from you? Well..yes. You’re too good for him, he needs to remember that. He swallows hard when he comes to the realization that he will never stop trying to get you back. Whether it takes 1 month, 5 years, or a decade, deep down, he will always want you.
He waits for a few minutes to pass then he tries again.
“Come on sweetheart, we can start over.” He grips the steering wheel tightly with one hand.
The slight airiness in his voice sends you back to the night you had with him. His sweaty skin against your body, his large hands gripping you tightly enough to wring you dry. All while he pants and leans into your ear to call you “sweetheart.”
You close your legs tightly and shake the memory away.
You chuckle. You can’t believe the audacity of this man.
“First of all don’t call me that…and it seems to me you’re already starting something with another girl.”
“Oh?..did that upset you?”
You turn to him. “Seeing a cold killer dance with someone? No..no I’m not upset at all, I feel bad for her.”
he glances at Mark to make sure he’s still sleeping. “A killer? Me?” He chuckles.
“He’s passed out, and even if he wasn’t I’d kill you if you laid a finger on him.”
“Oo a threat?, I’d like to see you try, I wonder if you’d start trembling again?”
“Oh fuck off.” You roll your eyes.
“What about that Johnny guy? What’s his deal?”
You bunch your brows. “Oh did that upset you?”
Jaehyun shakes his head and looks into the road sternly. “You guys just seem close, that’s all.”
“You think I’m sleeping with every customer I know on a first name basis now?”
“No-that’s not-“
“Yes, Jaehyun, you caught me. I’m fucking Johnny and other customers before and after work every day, happy?”
He turns to you, clenching his jaw and narrowing his eyes.
“Don’t do that.”
“Don’t do what?” You turn back to him.
“Don’t get sarcastic with me.”
“Or what?”
Just then Mark snores loudly, so loud you jump in your seat. The two of you burst out into laughter.
The rest of the drive is silent. You both help Mark into his apartment, then Jaehyun drives you to yours.
He lets you out at the loop right in front of the building. “Do you want me to walk you up?”
You turn to him before stepping out of his car. “Since when do I need help to get to my apartment?. Goodbye Jaehyun.”
He takes your hand. “I..I’m sorry.”
“I know you are.” You withdraw it from his hold and walk away.
The night ends just like countless other nights have ended for him, he dreams about you, grasping the sheets on his bed, hoping to feel your skin just once. Eventually, he gives up and either works out or stands in front of his floor to ceiling windows with a cigarette in hand while watching the sun rise.
[Two Weeks Later]
Jaehyun holds your hand gently, helping you into the massive teacup you’re about to ride in together. It’s been a great day at Disney, and now with the sun setting, casting a warm glow onto your lover's face, you enjoy one last ride together.
The cups spin and spin, making you slide up and down the curved bench inside. Jaehyun giggles and reaches out for you to hold you close. You rest in his broad arms, time seems to stand still for a moment. You only feel the peace of the air in between you, the longing gazes, and the golden hue of the sky.
His smile fades into a frown. “I’m sorry sweetheart..”
Your brows bunch together. “Sorry? About what?”
You’re jolted awake by the sound of your vibrating phone.
“Damn it..” you rub your eyes before grabbing your phone. Another stupid dream about your stupid ex-wait, could you even call him that?
You yawn while scratching your head. “I really gotta stop doing that.” But you can’t control your dreams, they manifest from what your heart wants. Nonetheless, you unlock your phone to see what the notification is.
It’s a text
Banker: let’s meet to discuss a few things about your application.
You nod to yourself. “Perfect.”
You knew what the Banker meant when he said he wanted to meet up. In exchange for him tweaking a few things on your loan application, you’ll satisfy his..specific needs. Will this be your proudest moment? Probably not, but you need to do what you need to do.
You swallow hard. Jaehyun’s face of disappointment enters your mind.
“Ugh…” you lay back down in bed. He did have a point. Why should you sell yourself when someone you actually like is willing to give you money for just existing?
Then you remind yourself. Where is that money coming from? It’s blood money, and you want nothing to do with it.
And sure, he’d be disappointed, but what does that change? At the end of the day you still have a stack of bills that are starting to tilt like the tower of Pisa on your dining table.
“Wait..what he thinks doesn’t matter.” You sit back up in bed and laugh to yourself.
You: Okay
[The Next Day]
Jaehyun pours the milk over his cereal before exhaling loudly. He still regrets how he acted with you, he misses you more than anything, but what can he do to fix everything? The truth is he knows he’ll have to let you go, you deserve better anyway. You deserve peace and a partner that can help you run your business. A partner that will bake with you then go over your finances together.
Jaehyun sits down while imagining what he thinks is the life you deserve. You and your partner could eventually offer catering and delivery services for your bakery, you could hire more people so you wouldn’t have to work so hard. And then you’d have time for kids-
Kids..
Jaehyun’s smiles fondly. “She’d be a good mom…”
All of this can and will happen..just not with him. He needs to let you go, for the thought of you being with someone else is just too hurtful. The time is now, he needs to change now. And the first step is deleting the tracker app.
He unlocks his phone and opens the app for the last time. “She’s probably at the bakery right now..”
But no…you’re not at the bakery. You’re in a random parking lot.
He chews slowly and stares with a puzzled expression.
Any plans that you made would likely be in your text or map history, so he decides to take a look at your recent texts.
He puts his spoon down, standing straight up as what he sees shocks him to his core.
“The fucking banker.”
Jaehyun grabs his jacket and runs out.
He’s furious especially since you already tried doing it this way and he stopped it. How could you do this to him? How could you do this to yourself? He speeds to your location.
Meanwhile, you and the banker sit in his car in the middle of a relatively empty parking lot. You sit nervously in the passenger seat.
The banker tells you that he went over your profile and application, and he’d be happy to approve your loan with the minimum interest.
You’re ecstatic and relieved. “Oh my god…that’s amazing, thank you!”
The 50-something year old looks into your eyes and nods. “I made it work for you.”
“I appreciate that..”
He leans forward and stares at your lips. “You are so beautiful, I had to do something to help.”
You take a deep breath and try to accept what’s happening, but you can’t bring yourself to meet him halfway.
He opens his eyes. “Oh..is this too much? I’m sorry, I-“
“Oh no..it’s fine..but I’m..not ready yet..”
He looks defeated, and sits back in his seat.
The guilt starts to rip through you, he isn’t pushy or aggressive. He genuinely is helpful, but the attraction just isn’t there.
You break the silence. “I’d rather let you touch me.”
You’re quiet and shy, a stark contrast to how you are with Jaehyun because deep down, you don’t really want it.
“Oh..really?”
You nod.
He leans forward, biting his bottom lip as he reaches out. He caresses the warm skin of your neck before moving his hand further down to your shoulder.
You swallow hard as the man pushes your strap off your shoulder slowly, then drags his thumb over your bra.
“Is this okay?” He asks. You nod, desperate to have him finish quickly so you can go home and relax. He puts his other hand into his pants.
Yes, finally-just get it over with and-
*crash*
The driver window suddenly shatters as someone punches through it.
You scream as you watch the masked man covered in black attire from head-to-toe punch the banker through the window in seconds. There’s glass everywhere, on the floor, in your lap, and all over the banker’s clothing and hair.
He then grabs him by the collar and drags him out of the car through the space created by the broken window.
The banker screams, but the man holds the banker up by the collar and chokes him until he loses consciousness. Your mouth falls open, he may just kill the banker.
“Stop! Please! He didn’t do anything! We were just-“
The man lets the banker’s limp body drop to the floor. You sit in silence as you watch him look down on his body for a few seconds. Then, a chill attacks your spine. He lifts his head and his focus slowly shifts to your face.
Your eyes widen. The panic sets in and you jump out of the car, running away from the masked man.
He runs after you at an alarming speed. His steps triple that of yours. You can’t out run him. He grabs you by the waist and swings you around.
You flail in his arms. “Please!! Please don’t hurt me!”
He doesn’t say anything, he simply throws you over his shoulder and takes you to his black van. You sob and beg him to let you go.
He only turns back around and walks to the banker. He takes his wallet and watch then walks back to you while shoving them in his pocket. Through the small slit over his eyes you can see a menacing darkness. You have no idea what his intentions are, but you don’t think they’re good. You look around you to see rope, tape, bags of cement, bricks, and a shovel. You start hyperventilating and scurry to the corner of the van to get away from him, but he still gets closer and closer to you.
“Hands behind you.” The man says through a voice changing box. You do as he says and place your arms behind you. He easily spins you around and ties you up with rope. He then spins you back and stares into your eyes.
“Please..let me go..I don’t even know him that well..if he owes you, just take it out on him..”
The man doesn’t say anything, he looks at your exposed shoulder and drooping bra cup now resting slightly above your nipple. He reaches over, a flinch escaping you as a result.
He keeps moving his hand until he grabs the strap and fixes your dress over your bra again. His icy fingers graze your skin.
You swallow hard and start to relax just a bit. “Th-thank you.”
He leaves the back of the van, slamming the door shut before jumping into the driver’s seat.
In a few hours, the banker is hit with the worst headache of his life. He stands up slowly and looks at his broken window. Then, it all starts to come back to him. He sighs. He doesn’t have his wallet or watch, but he’s more than happy to be alive. He heads home like nothing happened. He’s pretty sure you were kidnapped, but what could he do? He can’t tell any one of what happened or call the police because technically he isn’t supposed to be meeting with clients, especially not in sketchy areas like that.
Telling the truth would only make things harder for him. He shrugs his shoulders and turns the radio up.
Once in a secluded area, the man parks and opens the van door.
“Please let me go, I won’t tell anyone about this I-“
He takes his mask off and you gasp.
“Y-you..you fucking bastard.”
Jaehyun doesn’t respond, he unties you and with the van door still open, you dash out of the van and run.
Finally, you’re free. Just keep running and then-
You come to an abrupt halt when you realize you’re at the edge of a cliff.
“Shit.” Your eyes widen.
“Help!!! Help me!!!” You yell but the echo only comes back to you.
“No one can hear you scream out here, sweetheart.” Jaehyun says as he walks towards you at a leisurely pace.
You walk back to him angrily. He smirks slightly.
You slap him hard. “Take me home now! I can’t believe you fucking kidnapped me!” His face swings to the left, and he steps back in surprise. He looks back at you with narrow eyes as he clenches his jaw.
“Saved you. And no, not until you explain what the hell you were doing with that creep.”
“Oh my god…I don’t even know if he’s okay..did you kill him?” Your hands grip your head.
“No, he’ll just be out for a little while.”
“Why the hell would you do that?”
“I could’ve done worse if I wanted to, you already know that.” He steps closer to you. His eyes darken, and that scary, murderous glint in them starts to show through.
“Now..explain what you were doing…or I WILL go back and kill him so there’s no chance of it happening again.”
“You’re crazy! I don’t owe you an explanation! You mean nothing to me!” You say too fast without realizing that it was a lie and mistake.
Jaehyun is shocked, but he chuckles, tilting his head to the side in a sort of ‘well, well, well’ manner.
Is this what he needs to hear to finally let you go?
“I-“ you sigh and your voice lowers slightly. “You know what I mean, Jaehyun. We aren’t married, we aren’t dating, we’re not even friends. Why should I explain my personal life to you?”
“So what? I’m supposed to act like I don’t fucking care?”
Your eyes widen as you walk towards him again with frantically moving hands. “Yes! Yes exactly! Because one second you do care and the next you don’t, it’s driving me crazy! What is it that you want?!”
“You already know that answer.” He tilts his head.
“God, Jaehyun. I’m done with your games.” You wave him off and turn away.
“You didn’t want it, y/n. I saved you.”
You flick your head back to him. “Well, Batman, guess what? I was so close to getting what I needed! But of course, you make it about yourself.” You put your hands on your hips and look back out at the cliff. “Plus, you scared the shit out of me!”
“And I’m sorry about that, but it was necessary.”
You scoff. “Necessary? You always do what you think is necessary without considering how it might affect me…”
“It’s what’s best for you, y/n.”
You close your eyes tightly. “Oh my God, you’re impossible.”
After a few seconds of silence, you pretend to walk by him, but quickly grab his pocket knife from his front pocket. He spins around when he notices, but you press it into his neck quickly.
He chuckles before tilting his mouth into a devious smile. “You never told me you were a spy..” he says sarcastically after seeing you move with such precision.
Truth was, after nearly getting pick pocketed, and possibly worse, on the night he saved you, you took up self-defense classes.
“I’m not playing around, Jaehyun. Take me home.” You press the blade in slightly.
He’s surprised, but he knows you won’t actually hurt him. “Come on y/n..this isn’t you.”
He has to admit that seeing you like this did turn him on slightly. He feels a twitch in his pants as he imagines you holding the knife to his neck, riding him while you cry his name out to the heavens. Then he’d grab it from you and flip you over so he could pound into you from behind, holding the knife to your neck as he smashes his hips into you. You’d be the prettiest broken thing by the time he’s done with you.
“I’m different now, I’ve seen the things you do, I want nothing to do with you.” You were lying, you still love him. You dream about him nearly every night and your heart races when you think of him, even as you try to remember how cruel he is.
He steps forward, forcing you to walk backwards to the van, still looking into your wide eyes.
“W-what are you doing? Stop moving!” You blink rapidly.
“Do it, sweetheart, kill me, if I mean nothing to you…do it.” He smiles.
As turned on as he is right now, he knows that you are heartbroken because of him and now is his chance to be completely honest about his adoration of you. He needed to fix things fast. If you wanted to leave him after this, you should at least know how he feels first.
With the knife still pressed against him, he leans down closer to you.
“I’m sorry..I’m so sorry. But I miss you..” he searches your panicking eyes before continuing. “I need you, I can’t go five minutes without wishing you were near me. You’re the only person I’ve truly..felt something with and I panicked, I don’t know what to do, I’ve never…”
You swallow hard, but don’t lift the knife away. Not yet. You need to hear more.
He pauses and looks away. “I don’t know. I don’t deserve you, I know that. But I’m a greedy bastard, I want you anyway.” His eyes float downward to your lips. Despite trembling like he expected you to, you don’t remove the knife.
“You can kill me if you’d like, that will be the only way for my mind and body to rest without you..” He continues to close the distance between you. “..but before you do, just kiss me one last time.”
Your mouth falls open. You’re stunned, still searching his eyes for a sign that he may be joking, but of course, no sign is there. The stone cold man with menacing tattoos just revealed how madly in love he is with you and you can’t do anything but stare in shock.
Your mind is telling you to run, to grab the keys, start the van, and drive home. But your heart..your body..your soul..you can’t leave him.
You stumble and fall into the van. The knife drops out of your hand and Jaehyun leans forward, caging you in between his arms as you lay down. You breathe heavily and stare at each other’s lips.
He wants to taste them so badly, but he waits for you. It could take all night, but he’d wait for you. Just one, that’s all he asks for before this is all over.
And after waiting for a painfully long amount of time, you hold his face with your hand and kiss him. Your heads turn and your tongues explore each other.
He crawls over you, holding himself up with one arm while the other hooks itself under your leg and pushes your knee to your chest. Frantic and steamy breaths cover your bodies.
You lean forward on your elbows, starting to zip your dress down from the back, but he stops you. He picks his pocket knife up and cuts through it easily, causing an embarrassing moan to escape you. You help him take his shirt off too. The look on his face is one of pure hunger and it’s hot.
“I hate you so much.” You say softly then reach for his face again. You kiss harder, so hard your teeth clink against his.
He leans back to get air after a few seconds then pants as he looks down at your body in a gorgeous lilac lingerie set. “You were really about to let that loser see you in this?” He tilts head while carefully dragging the knife against your bare skin.
You take in a sharp breath as goosebumps raise across it. Answer incorrectly and you could just become a kebab right then and there. But part of you wants to push him
You nod. “If you don’t love me right, I may still let him see it after this .”
His eyes narrow as his tone deepens. “Don’t..push it.”
“Don’t disappoint me..” you hold his face in one hand while looking into his eyes, easily maneuvering your way to his thick hair. He blushes then begins to kiss you as your hands run through this locs. He groans at the feeling of your fingertips on his scalp.
You giggle. “Are you blushing?”
“No..” he groans against your chest, ignoring the way his face feels like it is on absolute fire.
“Liar.” You smile and massage his scalp with your fingers. You unhook your bra and throw it to the side.
He caresses your breasts while kissing you then grabs your legs by the crook of your knees and fixes himself between them.
“I want you too, Jaehyun..I’ve never felt this way either..but I can’t take you hurting me anymore.” You whisper. “Promise me you won’t hurt me again.”
He kisses your neck. “I promise..to love you and care for you for as long as you’ll let me, y/n.”
He leans back and takes in the sight once more. You look up at him, staring at his defined abs, impressive chest and rock hard biceps. You should’ve recognized him as the masked man from the beginning. Only he could confidently swing you around like you weigh nothing. He drags the cold tip of the knife along your thigh and then hip. You shiver at the feeling, he loves to see your chest rising and falling.
He uses the knife to tug the fabric covering your pussy. You gasp as you feel the cold object being so close to you.
Then with a quick swipe he cuts through the left strap of your underwear that hugs your hips. “Jaehyun! I love this set! What are you-“
He cuts the other side.
You draw in a sharp breath. “Damn it.”
“Now..no one else will have seen it but me.” He lightly drags the dull side of the knife along your cloth-covered slit to see goosebumps a little bit longer the second time. When he finally cuts the other side, he removes the wet fabric to see your flower dripping and aching for him. He licks his lips and breathes heavily. He feels he might go crazy if he doesn’t fuck you right away.
He leans down to kiss you again.
His fingers find your folds, collecting the essence. You whimper into his mouth, feeling his digits enter you slowly, stretching you out to prepare for him.
He pulls away to speak softly against your lips. “Are you going to listen to me? Are you going to obey me like a good girl?”
And in the golden hue of the setting sun, he is magnificent. You can’t help but moan and nod. You’ll say yes to anything at this point, he could tell you to walk 100 miles with him in the rain or snow and you’d agree to it.
Your eyes roll back, you shut them and bite your lip as he works his fingers, your hips rocking against his palm.
He leans back and grabs your chin with his other hand. He looks into your eyes with a dark, lustful gaze like he can’t wait to tear you apart. “Speak.”
“Yes…I’ll do whatever you say.” Your eyes round as you look up at him, feeling beautiful in (half of) your special set.
The corner of his mouth lifts slightly. “Perfect.” He pushes his pants down in one quick motion.
“Can you close the van door?” You ask innocently, trying not to look down at his long dick, tip red and swollen with pre cum leaking. He strokes it slowly, watching as you swallow hard.
And if he had time, he’d torture you by forcing you to watch him pleasure himself before decorating your belly with all that he’s saved up for you.
He’d lick it up, then kiss you so you could taste it too. He’d lick along your opening until you beg for him to stop, then he’d be hard again and start all over. All while not letting you feel his dick.
You’d be unsatisfied like he’s been all these painful weeks without you. The desperate pleading and whiny noises that would escape you would get him there quickly too. Fortunately for you, your pussy feels so good around his fingers, he knows he’d be a fool not to paint your insides tonight.
He looks back at the quiet woods surrounding the van, no one is there, but the thought of someone actually peaking from behind a tree to watch and listen to him fuck you until you’re a sobbing mess makes it hotter. They can see how good he, only himself, can make you feel. They can grow envious of how well you take him, all while not being able to do a damn thing about it.
Of course, he’s being dramatic. No one is there. But it doesn’t mean he won’t put on a show.
He smirks when he turns back to you.
“Why? Scared someone will see you being a complete slut for me? Scared someone will hear you?”
You shake your head. “N-no, it’s just-”
He enters you quickly, pushing in so deep your body can’t help but clench in an effort to push out the penetrative object. You hold back a loud scream as he takes you suddenly.
You arch your back.
“Fuck..nno..I..” you press your hands against his chest.
“Hmmm what was that?” He pulls out then pushes in again. You feel every ridge, every vein. Even after all this time, you still have each and every inch memorized. It’s like he owns you. Like he’s made you into his own personal fuck toy.
He grabs your waist with both hands and pulls out then pushes all the way back in like he’s trying to beat some world record for deepest penetration.
He goes even deeper than before, knocking the wind out of your chest.
This time, you can’t hold back, you scream loudly and grab his shoulders with both hands. “Jaehyun! I can’t-!”
He chuckles then places both ankles on his shoulders. He places his hand on your stomach. “Relax, my love, have you forgotten how I feel?”
He pulls out completely then pushes in again. He clicks his tongues. “Shame..now this will take more time.”
He stays in and rubs his hand along your stomach while you pant.
You push his pelvis away as your head falls back. “Too much!”
“Nothing is too..” he thrusts. “Much..” he thrusts harder then pulls out. “For..” he thrusts hard enough to shake the entire van.
“You..” he pulls out then pushes completely in again, ruthlessly fucking you to fit him. “I know my good girl can handle it.”
You whine and shake your head. “Jaehyun! Ahhh..I ca-..” he shuts you up with a kiss, licking over your bottom lip and swallowing your tongue as you cry. Your nails dig tiny craters into his back while he drives you insane.
He pulls away and kisses your jaw. “So..tight, my love.” He starts to suck your neck hard.
You feel his hands grip you tightly to hold you still. Tears fall from the sides of your eyes after feeling so stuffed you might break.
But within a few minutes, you’re meeting him halfway, swaying your hips slightly to get him to hit that spot. You can’t stop mewling and telling him how good it feels. Your head falls back, your mouth falls open. He controls your body with every movement he makes, fulfilling every filthy desire you’ve had for him these last few days. How could you ever hope to be satisfied by anyone else? You want to praise him, you need to praise him. And so you do, chanting his name over and over in between faint and breathy yes’.
“See? You take me so well.” He watches your boobs move up and down with each thrust and even in this dull van, you are vibrant. Your beauty is that of angels that only grace this earth for minutes at a time before returning to heaven. He’s never seen anything like it.
He loves everything about you, from the curve of your top lip to your warm thighs, he can’t get enough.
“My pretty girl..” he runs his hand down the center of your chest as one hand holds your waist. His hand goes all the way down, just to hover over your clit.
You look down and moan, but quickly swallow it as it’d be embarrassingly loud.
He only laughs while rubbing circles onto your clit. “Cum for me, baby..I can feel you holding it in. Remember, no one can hear you out here.”
He moves in and out more easily as your slick coats him. He leans forward, biting a nipple while his fingertips massage your clit. “Come on..give it to me, sweetheart, I missed you.”
And so you do. You shake and hold his arms for stability, crying out his name amongst swear words only nature can hear. “Good girl…” he teasingly flicks his tongue against your nipple while staying inside you.
Your hand caresses his scalp as you start to come down. You breathe heavily, quickly building sweat on your body.
He leans back and pulls out slowly, staring down at your entrance that leaks all over the floor of the van.
“Give me another one sweetheart, you’re so pretty like this.”
You shake your head. “I’m sensitive..I just need-.” But it’s too late, he’s already slid his slender fingers back into you, brushing against your walls so he can coat them with his own slick. “Wait!”
Your fingernails find his back and scratch into him again as he moves faster. “S-slow…please.”
“You said you’d follow my orders..” he pulls out completely, then pushes his fingers into you. He lays on his side while you still lay on your back, trying to regain your composure.
He watches as your eyes and legs close tightly.
“Let me see my pretty girl..” He swats your legs apart then rubs your clit mercilessly with his other hand.
“Hnn..not yet, please..” you gasp as you feel the pressure of his fingertips.
“That’s it, right?” He says as he finds your sweet spot. He kisses your lips, swallowing your whimpers. You start to melt.
You can’t take it anymore, you yell his name out into the night and grab his wrist as you climax again. He chuckles, then removes your hand so he can keep moving. A puddle builds under you as your entire body loses all sense of control. “Good girl..look at the mess you’re making.”
You pant and your mouth falls open.
He places his fingers into it. “Taste yourself.”
You lick around his fingers but his other hand still circles around your clit at a fast pace. Your eyes widen. “Don’t look so shocked.” He gives a sly smile.
You squirm in his arms, picking your body up from the floor, but his toned body won’t let you escape.
“It’s what you want..what you need.” He turns you on your side and hugs you tightly from behind. You reach out for the back of the driver seat to try to pull yourself away from him, but your fingertips just brush the black leather.
Jaehyun chuckles.
“Where are you going? You have to give me more..” he holds you tightly against him, entering you once more.
“No more, please!” you push against his hips, but there’s no use. He continues to hold onto you and make you mush.
He moves repeatedly as you reach out for anything to grab, but only finding the cold metal of the van.
“Jaehyun!” Your head falls back. You shut your eyes tightly, feeling that ache in the pit of your stomach grow stronger. You have no choice but to accept that he won’t let you go. He stimulates you so well, you wonder how you can cry out for release, but desire more at the same time.
“Imagine someone IS out there..imagine they’re watching us and touching themselves right now..you’d like that, wouldn’t you?” he whispers into your ear.
Unfortunately, your pussy betrays you by clenching at the possibility.
He chuckles lowly and it makes goosebumps raise. “That’s my girl..you like people watching you take my seed…it’s gonna be so deep inside, and you’re gonna show them how well you hold it in for me like a good girl, right?”
All you can do is whimper.
He chuckles when seeing how mesmerized you are by him. Your mouth falls open but nothing comes out.
“What if I keep you here? Breed you over and over?” He places his hand on your stomach again. “You’d be even prettier with a swollen belly and big, full tits. What do you say?“
You moan loudly and tremble.
Everything he says pushes you closer, you can’t think straight, you want to feel him everywhere. He’s all you can think about.
“Sweetheart? I need an answer.” He nips the back of your neck.
“Yes..yes!”
You quiver around him. His steamy breath hits the back of your ear while he bends over you.
“Yes that’s it, this pretty pussy wants more and more..it’s never satisfied.” His low voice ruins you.
You clench uncontrollably and cum again, this time you lose your breath and nearly pass out. You’re so weak, all you can focus on is steadying your body.
He turns you over onto your stomach, grabbing your ass before staring at your dripping and swollen entrance.
He slides his dick in between the slit to tease both himself and you, watching as you flinch from the sensation. “You’re so wet today, maybe I’ll fuck you in public more often.”
His hands grip your waist once more, pulling you back onto his cock.
He pushes into you slowly this time. His arms wrap tightly around your chest as if he is afraid you’ll slip away at any moment. His fingers pinch your nipples as he groans.
“You smell so good..” his face rests on the back of your neck, he kisses it and breathes heavily.
You moan as he moves slowly against your aching walls.
“Are you ready to take it all?”
You nod and whimper. “Yes.” There’s no point in telling him you’re still reeling from your last climax and are too sensitive for the next one. He needs you now and he won’t stop for anything.
“Say it.”
“I..l” you close your eyes tightly.
“Come on sweetheart, look at me.” He places a hand to your chin to turn your head towards his. You look over your shoulder and into the eyes of the dark haired man bringing you to the edge with deliciously long strokes. He’s beautiful, a work of art even.
With your eyes locked you lick your lips. “Make me yours…I need you..”
Jaehyun’s movement stutters. He holds himself back from cumming just from your words and glossy eyes alone. He can’t believe this is real, he can’t believe he isn’t dreaming of making love to you right now and is actually doing it.
He kisses you and groans into your mouth, while your fingers still intertwine with his hair. His grip on your hip tightens and he moves faster.
“I need you too, my love..so badly.. keep me in”
“Yes..yes!” You arch your back again. You can’t believe yourself right now. Thirty minutes ago you wanted to kill this man, and yet, here you are allowing him to fuck your brains out and make you so stupid you can only think about being full enough to bear children for him.
His fingers move to your clit again and you see stars, your body tenses and you can’t stop clenching around him.
You feel his abs flex on your back. “You can handle it right? Please..please tell me you can.” He speaks right over your round lips, and his voice is higher now. You gasp at the sound of his suddenly desperate and breathy pleas.
“God yes! I can! I’m your good girl..” you cry out. He feels so good, you can’t take it. You know you sound pathetic, but it doesn’t matter. The idea of being fucked until you’re leaking for days is so hot to you, it’s nothing but embarrassing.
“Tell me..you love me..tell me…please.” His voice cracks slightly in between his groans.
You look into his glossy eyes, searching them for a light that will tell you how he truly feels. You hesitate to tell him the truth. Not for fear that it will break his heart, but that it will break yours.
You love him, however, it’s never enough to make him stay.
“I love you..”
“Again..” he pants.
“I love..you.”
“Again..”
“I love you, Jaehyun.” You whimper.
“Again, sweetheart..” he moves faster, feeling dizzy with how tightly you hold him.
“Jaehyun..please..I love you..Jaehyun.”
His fingertips dig into your skin. “One more.” He could listen to you chant his name in between “I love you’s” all day and night.
“I love you so much..I need you.” You let out as your body grows weaker.
“Yes, that’s it..I’m here for you, my love..take it.” He releases deep inside you, moving slowly to ensure you have every drop. He holds you fast against him until he’s sure your skin will be sore for a few days.
You moan loudly, convulsing around him before your body collapses.
“Fuck...” he lets out breathlessly when he pulls out. He lays down beside you and hugs you from behind for a few minutes.
“I’m sorry..”
You brace yourself, you can’t believe he’s doing this again. “..for what?”
“For ruining your beautiful set..I’ll get you another one.”
You breathe a sigh of relief and smile.
You both get up and try to get dressed with what’s left.
Jaehyun takes his shirt up and drapes it over you. You tie the remnants of your dress around your hips to turn it into a skirt. You then get into the passenger seat as he gets into the driver seat, and head home.
When you’re halfway there, you notice Jaehyun doesn’t head in the direction of your place. “Wait..where-“
“I’m taking you home.” He drives with one hand on the steering wheel.
“Home?” You smile to yourself, hoping he doesn’t look over to see how excited you are.
Once at his ridiculously large apartment, he runs a bath for you and cleans you thoroughly. You relax in the tub after he places epsom beads into the hot water to soothe your aching body. You close your eyes and feel him gently pour water over your back. It’s quiet. You’re too hoarse to speak, meanwhile Jaehyun is too nervous to say the first word.
Jaehyun thinks about how much he loves you as never in his life has he pleaded for anything and especially not during sex. He doesn’t know how you do it, but you’ve got a hold on him unlike anything else. After several minutes, he speaks up.
He sits on the edge of the tub. “If you can give me another chance, I promise not to mess it up. I need you.”
You look into his eyes. “..you scare me.”
He stops moving. “I’m sorry.”
“You change your mind and act differently every day, and with no regard for other people. You have to let me know what you want.”
He leans down and kisses you deeply. When he pulls away he kisses your forehead. “Does that answer it?”
You smile softly and nod.
He then lays you in his bed and after he showers, you fall asleep as he rubs your back and looks onto your soft face.
The truth is, you scare him too. These feelings are all too new to him. He used to live without care for anyone, even himself. Risking his life daily, for he did not care what would happen to him. But now..now he has someone to care for..someone to live for. You are someone he wants to be better for and the power you hold over him for this reason is scary. He felt this longing and care for you even before you let him touch you. Just being your friend was something he was grateful for, but now that you returned his feelings, he truly felt the magnitude of his desire for you.
The next morning, you’re happy to see you’re still in Jaehyun’s arms.
He’s happy to feel you next to him in reality, he doesn’t have to dream about it for once.
[The Next Night]
Johnny loosens his tie as he watches his neighbor pull into his driveway. He sits in his car before heading into his house, sighing while looking out into the night sky. One day, just one day, he’d like to be able to leave work on time. Overtime is his least favorite thing in the world—just in front of gang leaders of course. They make his job incredibly difficult. As the lead detective in his unit, he always has to pick up where the officers slack off at. To make matters worse, he went to his favorite spot for lunch, but the owner wasn’t there for once. He just hopes she’s okay. Maybe she’s getting some well deserved rest finally, he thinks to himself. Although, he finds it odd that you did promise to let him try out a new recipe for an Italian inspired bread. You were so excited when you spoke to him about it two days ago, and yet, you didn’t show.
“And the final touch is oregano! I’m so excited about it, you have to try it on Thursday for me! I trust your opinion.” You said with a wide smile as you sat with him.
“Cute.” He thought to himself as he watched your eyes crinkle.
Suddenly, something catches Johnny’s eye. His neighbor’s front driver window is broken or rather-crumbling apart as he drives in.
He leaves his car and walks over to him.
“What happened?” Johnny’s brows furrow.
His neighbor jumps, startled by the deep voice just behind (and above) his head.
“Oh! UHhh hmmm..well..I work at a bank you know..sometimes people uhhh think I take money home with me haha!” The banker laughs loudly.
Johnny stands there with a stern expression. He doesn’t find it funny.
The banker then clears his throat. “Yeah umm someone broke into it..”
“Did you see them?”
“..kinda.” He shrugs
“Oh that’s terrible..come by tomorrow to submit an official re-“
“No!” The banker raises his voice suddenly, shocking Johnny into stillness.
“I mean..it’s all good, it’s not necessary. I was out on unofficial business anyway!”
Johnny continues. “Are you sure?”
“Yup! I have insurance too so it’ll be fixed within 24 hours! You have a good night!” He waves and starts to walk away.
Johnny watches and wonders why he’d be so nonchalant about the entire thing.
“Quick question..” he calls out and the banker turns hesitantly.
“What did they look like? I’d like to at least know that in case they continue to rob others in the city.”
“Of course! Although..I can’t describe him well..”
“It was a man?”
“Yes..that much I know.. a relatively tall man..he wore all black..a thick black turtleneck and black mask so I couldn’t see anything..”
“What did he use to break into your car?”
The banker chuckles. “You’re not gonna believe this but..he used his fist.”
Johnny’s eyes grow. What kinda maniac breaks through glass like that?
“Anyway! Goodnight!” The banker runs off into his house.
[Two Days Later]
You head back into work like normal, returning after receiving calls from a numerous amount of people asking where you were. It’s unlike you to be missing from your bakery for so long.
Truth is, you and Jaehyun spent A LOT of time together. Each time you tried to recover from your..sessions..Jaehyun would start all over again. It’s clear to see he missed you dearly. Luckily, you knew he didn’t just miss your body. He missed laughing with you too. You watched movies together and he even cooked for you. You couldn’t be happier to be in an official relationship with him.
“I’ll see you later.” You kiss his cheek and pull away. The two of you were leaning against his car, unconcerned about whoever saw you flirting with each other for 15 minutes.
Johnny watches from inside the bakery, sitting at the counter and sipping his coffee.
He looks at Jaehyun who wears a simple black T-shirt and jeans. The tall man looked good, but not as good as he’d look without all those ridiculous drawings in his body. He chuckles, is that jealousy he feels? He could end all of this by just arresting Jaehyun. You’d be safe, he’d be put behind bars finally.. Johnny knows what Jaehyun does, however he doesn’t have enough evidence to put him away for a long time. Jaehyun kept things clean.
What are you doing with him? With a dangerous man that has tattoos covering his neck and arms?
“..covering his neck..” Johnny looks at the counter as he thinks to himself
a thick black turtleneck…
He remembers the banker's description. Who wears a thick black turtleneck in June? Normally, robbers wore a hoodie or thin sweatshirt
His eyes float back up to Jaehyun.
Jaehyun pulls you back for one final kiss and that’s when Johnny sees it.
A bruised right hand with little cuts along his knuckles.
Johnny’s eyes widen, but he quickly becomes calm when you walk in with a wide smile. “Hi! How are you?” You say with a grin.
You’re glowing, and Johnny feels that jealousy tinge in his chest again.
He takes a moment to respond. You put your bags down in the back then come back out while putting your apron on.
“Johnny? Everything okay?”
“Oh! Yes..yes of course…I see you took some time off.”
You smile brightly. “Yes! I needed a little break. I’m glad Mark was able to keep the place in one piece.” You laugh as you look around the somewhat clean bakery.
“Where did you go?”
“Oh..I was here..I mean, in the city..I just spent some time with my..boyfriend.” You smile even harder and giggle to yourself.
He forces a smile. “That’s nice to hear, y/n. I’m glad you’re back.”
“Thanks, Johnny!” You start to load the display with freshly baked cookies and cupcakes as Johnny gets back to drinking his coffee.
If you knew the kind of person Jaehyun was..why would you decide to date him? Jaehyun had to have been hiding his identity from you, Johnny thinks to himself.
And robbing a banker? That’s a low, petty crime for Jaehyun. Why would he do something like that himself? Surely, he’d have one of his minions do it? There were many questions on Johnny’s mind as he sipped quietly. He knows he has to find the answers quickly so he can free you from the deadly man that is Jaehyun.
Summary: You feel a bit jealous after Johnny shows off his body at Paris Fashion Week. Are you really prepared to be the girlfriend of an idol as hot as he is? You're unsure. Johnny, however, reassures you that you're all his, surprising you with an interesting gift once he gets back.
Pairing: Idol!Johnny x female reader
Genre: smut, some angst in the beginning, fluff, comedy?
Warning: jealousy, cursing, stalking mention, smut: Johnny is a pervert in this, not irl! role play, dry humping, handcuff usage, sense play, fingering, oral sex, dirty talk, praise kink, penetration (unprotected sex), size kink, overstimulation, edging, rough sex (spanking), camera usage.
Work Count: 5.7K
(A/N: HAPPY JOHNNY DAYYYYY WOOOOO!! our shining star was born on this day 30 years ago omgggg im cry. I started this right after his appearance at Fashion Week last year when he wore that open jacket thing for Acne, and decided to finish it for his birthday! It's mostly smut (surprise!) but he is very loving as well. I hope you enjoy it!! ❤️)
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“And do you have to show your tiddies off every time?” You flail your arms about as you walk through your apartment.
Johnny just got home from his Paris fashion week trip. He stunned hundreds of thousands of people with his dashingly good looks that you’re all too familiar with. And while you are happy for him, you can’t help but feel jealous. You have to share your gorgeous man with the world every now and then and it stings.
Johnny simply laughs and places his bags down. “You know how it goes, my love, gotta give the people what they want.” He then hears a loud exhale from the kitchen.
“What about a nice decent suit? You know, the old Patrick Bateman look? And then you put that pen in your mouth like do you know how many germs were on that?”
You close the fridge door and pour orange juice out for him to drink along with the breakfast you made for him.
He sighs and leans back slightly while sitting on the edge of his bed, the smell of bacon and pancakes fills his nose. “It smells amazing in here.”
“Well, yeah you can’t survive off of croissants and baguettes, so I prepared something for you before I head to work.”
His eyes open. Shit…work. He’s jet lagged out of his mind from this quick round trip, he forgot it’s a normal weekday for you. A work morning to be exact.
He gets up and heads to the table.
“Can you call off?” He runs a hand through his hair.
“No..unfortunately it’s my turn to show off my tiddies at work.” You sip your coffee and lean back in the dining chair so your cleavage pokes through your button down shirt.
Johnny raises a brow. “Ohh..so it’s like that, huh?”
You nod before smirking. “Yeah..”
He shrugs and bites into his pancake. “I won’t stop you, but I will ask if you’d like to help me take a shower before you go..” he rolls his neck and looks onto you with low eyes. “I’m just so jet lagged, you know?”
You scoff. “Get one of your googly-eyed superfans to do it, they’ve already seen most of your naked body.” You get up from the table and head to the bathroom to finish your makeup.
“Don’t be like that, sweetheart!” Johnny chuckles. He seems to be pushing it too far with you lately, giving fans a glimpse into what you have the privilege to see at any time. He knows it makes you feel special, the truth is, you are. But just because fans see him like this every now and then doesn’t mean they can be his girlfriend. They’re not even close. You know this.
He knocks on the wall beside the bathroom door after finishing breakfast.
“That was really good..thank you.”
“Eh.” You say while finishing your lipstick.
“You sure you don’t wanna spend some time with me today? I don’t have any schedules til tomorrow..I’m all yours.” He smiles and leans his head against the door as he takes in your beauty.
“No.”
He pouts. “Come on, sweetheart, you know I’m only yours, right?”
You put the lipstick down and turn to him. “Are you?”
He nods and steps closer, but you brush past him into the bedroom.
He sighs, taking his t-shirt off over his head as you put your shoes on.
“Check the suitcase before you leave.” He yells out over the sound of the shower running.
“Huh?!” You hesitate to grab your purse.
“You didn’t think I’d come back from the city of love empty handed, did you?”
You unzip his luggage and see a large white gift bag inside. A smile creeps across your face as all sorts of possibilities come into your mind. A new purse? A cute pair of shoes? A painting from the Louvre? Who knows!
But as your hands pull out what’s inside, your smile starts to fall slightly. The box is light, too light to have shoes or a purse inside. Not even a gown could fit in there.
The sparse and scanty pieces of clothing inside make your head tilt. “What the hell is this?” The shower is too loud for Johnny to hear you.
*clink*
Something drops out of the bundle.
Fluffy…handcuffs?
“Oh.” Your eyes widen.
You start to arrange the pieces in a way you think makes sense and there it is. A slutty French maid outfit with a bustier and stockings to match. There are cat ears and a clip on tail that causes you to chuckle. But it’s strange because..it’s not in your size..it’s in his.
You can’t contain your laughter. You step back from the bag to clutch your stomach. Johnny had truly outdone himself this time.
A few minutes later he comes out of the bathroom with just his towel around his waist and his hair still wet. He doesn’t look around for you, figuring that you’re at work by now.
His head tilts when he sees the outfit laid out on the bed neatly. He laughs to himself. “And she still went to work..”
You clear your throat. “No I didn’t..I’m right here.”
Startled, he turns to see you standing in the bedroom doorway. You’re wearing your red lingerie set with the matching lace gown over it. And he silently goes crazy when he sees the red garter belts hugging your thighs tightly, making a mental note to remember to drag them off with his teeth later.
He swallows hard. “You called out..for me?”
You smile and nod. “Yeah..you’ve got some making up to do..work can wait.”
He blushes then rushes towards you with his arms out. “Babe..you look amazing.”
“As do you..” you look up at him over you now. You finally kiss him after holding back all this time, holding his warm face in your hands. He kisses you passionately, turning his head to swallow your tongue like waiting for what feels like centuries. You moan as your bottom lip meshes with his and your body becomes weak. He holds your ass tightly in his large hands.
As he pulls away for a short break, spit falls onto your chin. You push yourself up closer to him, wanting, no, needing more. Kissing was another talent the giant had, only you knew that. He lunges forward again, moaning against your lips before biting it suddenly. You whimper, your hands reach around his back and rest on his broad shoulders.
But you can’t forget what you really want. You pull back.
His mouth falls open as he breathes heavily. “What’s wrong? Too hard? Too messy?” He's already doubting how good he makes you feel.
“No..no it was perfect, Johnny, you’re perfect..”
His eyes crinkle and he leans in again, but you back away.
“Put that on first..” you whisper while staring at his lips now red with your lipstick.
He nods. “Oh..you want me to do that..now?”
You look up with round, boba like eyes that you know he can’t resist. “Only if you aren’t too tired..”
He shakes his head. “I’m never too tired for you, baby.”
He practically gallops towards the bed, but turns to you. “Can I get some privacy please? I’ll call for you when I’m ready.” He says with a sass you never imagined he could have.
You nod and close the door, then sit patiently in the living room. You’d never made love to man in a feminine cosplay before, but you were excited for some reason. A 6-foot something man is wearing a slutty costume just for you. Does it get any hotter than that?
A few minutes later you hear a knock. “Housekeeping!” Johnny calls out.
You laugh and walk in. The white and black dress hugs his waist perfectly over the bustier and his tail clings to his back side.
His toned thighs stick out from under the *very* short hem of the dress, barely being held together by his own lace garter belt. You never imagined he’d look amazing in stockings. But he’s Johnny, of course he’d look good.
He has a feather duster in hand. He pays close attention to the dust on your lamps and nightstand and you’re wondering if he’s taking the role play a little *too* seriously.
Nonetheless, you play along too. “Excuse me…you missed a spot.”
Johnny nods and rushes to your side where you point to a spot on the dresser. He stares intently, moving the feathers over the spot.
“Hmm lower..there’s another spot.”
He nods and bends down to see.
“I don’t see the spot, ma’am” he says innocently.
“Oh you’re really bad at this.” You chuckle then move to stand behind him.
You grab his waist and push onto his ass. “Lower..bend down.”
With one hand, you reach around his front side and under his skirt; just brushing over his tip.
“Oh!” He jumps at the feeling of your soft hand on him.
He stands up straight then turns around to you. “I got it.”
“Hmm I think it took you too long to get, why should I have to tell you how to do your job?”
Johnny smiles as you try to be intimidating. It’s cute, and he can’t stop his heart from racing. What’s your plan with him all dressed up like this? He’s not sure, but it feels good to not be the one in charge.
“I think it’s time you were reprimanded for your failures.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“You’re..filling this out” you laugh out while looking at his double d’s pressed together in the black and shiny bustier.
“Thank you, it’s a little uncomfortable , I can’t believe you guys do this every day.” He smiles widely, then lowers his face down towards yours.
You step back. “No no..on the bed.”
He crawls onto the bed quickly, giving you a glimpse of his ass in the red thong that came with the costume. You turn your head and laugh, but quickly regain your seriousness.
You pluck a feather from the duster while humming to yourself.
He lays down on his back, leaning on a few pillows as he watches you climb over him.
“Safe word?” You ask him.
He nods. “Vanilla.”
You nod.
“Hmmm where should we start?” You say as his hands roam over your ass, pushing the hem of your night dress up slightly.
“I’ve been very bad..what will you do to me?” His honey brown eyes are wide and stare at you intensely, but they don’t hide the fact that he’s biting his rouge stained bottom lip and squeezing your ass. It’s like he’s begging to be punished.
You smirk back and grab the handcuffs.
“Well of course we’ll have to restrict your freedom first. Show me your hands.”
He lays his arms out towards you. You slap on one cuff, then lean over him so you can wrap the chain around a small section of the headboard.
The second cuff locks around his wrist, keeping his arms above his head and attached to the headboard so you can get to work.
You sit back and smile at him. “There..much better.”
Just barely hidden behind the veil of your lace gown and lingerie is your gorgeous body above him, it’s his religion. He needs you like the Earth needs water.
“Damn..I wish I could touch you.”
“Only good boys get to do that.” You lean down and kiss him, hovering over his crotch, just high enough to not touch him yet.
“Hmm..” you lean forward and press your lips against his. As expected, he dives into you, exploring your tongue and lips like it’s the first time.
You widen your legs a bit more so your opening finally rests on his lace-covered dick. The thin fabric of your thong and his thong and skirt being the only things to separate your skin.
You move back and forth slowly while caressing his arms above his head.
He tugs against the cuffs, already begging for a little more friction between the two of you down there. He groans when he realizes he can’t get you to press down harder.
You pull away. “Tsk tsk so impatient, you said you’re all mine for the day right?”
“Yes, but give me a little more, please baby..I need you…ahhh..just..a little..lower.”
“You need me?” You pout, distracting him from the fact that you’re pulling his bustier down to reveal his nipples. You then dangle the feather above one and circle around it.
“You’re so pretty with red lipstick, baby” you say to him.
“I think I should add some more..” you kiss and suck on his neck slowly while playing with the feather, coating his skin with hot, breathy whispers in between. “What do you need from me?”
He draws in a sharp breath, feeling the delicate feather dance around his sensitive nipples.
“I need you..need you so badly..”
His head falls back as he feels your soft lips place wet kisses along his body.
“Be more specific..”
He pulls against his handcuffs and pants. “Your body..fuck me please..I need it.”
You grind down onto him harder, feeling his shaft hard as a rock against you.
He groans. “That feels good baby.”
“Does it?” You look up at his clenched jaw line. “Should I go lower?”
He nods.
“But first…” you flick your tongue out on top of his nipple and around it, gaining a shaky breath. His head falls back. You lick and suck harder as you find his cock below you. You run your hand down his abs, applying just a bit of pressure then dip your hand into his thong, stroking him slowly, so slowly he groans and bites his bottom lip. The sensation of your warm mouth on his chest is different for him, but feels good.
“Please..more, sweetheart..a little faster.” He bucks his hip up in an effort to push you to go faster.
“I bet you wanna feel me around you..”
You can feel him twitch under you.
You lick your lips. “What if I don’t let you cum tonight?”
He frowns. “Baby..” he whines “but I’ll be a good boy for you..I-I’ll do anything for you, you know that.”
You caress his desperate face with your hand and look into his large eyes. “Sweetheart..you couldn’t even dust the nightstand properly.”
He licks his lips. “I'm sorry, baby, give me another chance. I’ll make it up to you..just take these things off.” He pulls forward again. His tone grows dark with that last statement. It’s as if he isn’t asking, but is demanding you take them off.
You’re really riling him up. You chuckle and lean forward.
You kiss his neck, but make sure not to bite his skin, his manager would kill both you and him if he showed up to work with a necklace of hickeys.
“You like it when I touch you, huh?” You whisper into his ear.
He nods quickly before moaning.
“How about when I taste you?”
He nods again and watches as you lower your face to his hips. You flip his skirt up and kiss his tip.
“Fuck..” a breath leaves him once your round lips circle his tip and lick the pre-cum leaking from out of it. It’s more than you’ve given him so far, but it still isn’t enough.
His abs flex as he breathes heavily.
You draw a long stripe up his shaft. “How is it, baby, still good?”
“Yes..so good..just a little more..”
“You gonna beg for me again?” You tease him and lick once more.
He fidgets. “Yes, baby, please, I’ll do anything.” You hear the chains of the handcuff struggle against the headboard. “Just let me see you.”
With your head hidden under his skirt, he can’t see the satisfying way your mouth takes him in. He can’t see you choke as he enters your throat over and over. He truly did not think about the ramifications of wearing such an interesting costume for you, and it’s starting to annoy him.
“No can do, my love..” you swallow him now, bobbing up and down while using your two hands to cover what can’t fit.
He can hear you gag and see your back arch as your ass sticks up in the air for him to look at, and it almost makes him feel better about not seeing your head. But he still tries to get out of the handcuffs.
He fills your throat up, making you choke, but you struggle through it, moaning to send vibrations that you know will push him along.
He moans. “That’s it..yes..keep going..”
You move faster as he curses.
You can feel yourself growing hotter. You could just bounce on it to bring you both to your long awaited release, but that would be too easy. Today is different.
He groans louder and before he can finally release, you pull up from him and take his skirt off of your head.
He frowns. “Baby please..” he begs as he pants.
You shake your head while breathing heavily. “Do you think you deserve it?”
He nods “Come here, let me taste you too.” You’re not surprised he wants to do the 69 position on a random morning, but today is not that day.
You chuckle and lift his skirt over your head again.
He draws in a sharp breath. “Yes..”
You continue to bob your head up and down. He nearly loses it when you swallow him whole, but he focuses on breaking his handcuffs quietly, loudly groaning to cover up the clinking sound of plastic.
The sounds you make are lewd. Your mouth and jaw become messy, spit building up as you work on him. He’s so close, but just like before, you pull off of him.
“Ohh..oh my God..” he shuts his eyes tightly. “I don’t know how much more I can’t take, baby.” And you can tell he isn’t lying because of the way sweat coats his forehead. But you know you get the most out of him after denying him for a bit, so you truly have no regrets.
You wipe your mouth with the back of your hand. “That’s too bad..should we just stop now?”
“No! No.. baby, at least, let me taste you please..I know it’s dripping down your legs by now. Don’t you want me to help you with that?” He asks so innocently, and you fall for it. Your throat was sore and needed a break from taking in his monster dick after all.
You remove a pillow from behind his head before kneeling over his face and lowering yourself carefully. You then push the fabric covering your opening to the side.
He moans loudly. “Yes, baby..just like that.” You start to ride him and throw your head back while he moans against you. His mouth kisses you just as well as it did before. Only this time, his tongue licks over that one spot. You know you’ll see stars soon. You close your eyes and gasp.
You don’t notice that he’s broken the plastic handcuffs easily because he still has his hands around the headboard.
You aren’t putting all your weight on him and it bothers him that you aren’t relaxed although he’s begged you to be many times before when he’s asked you to ride his face. So, he takes matters into his own hands.
He pulls free and flips you over, holding both wrists tightly so you can’t push his head away.
Your eyes widen. How and when did he break-free? You grunt.
“Ohh you’re that impatient..what a bad boy.” You ruffle your hand through his hair.
He lifts his head up and looks onto with dangerous, low eyes. You’ve never seen him so..hungry.
“Yes..I’ve been waiting since I departed that airport.” He practically growls. Oh, you’re in for it now. Your pathetic, pleading puppy eyed boy just left the building. He takes another deep dive, licking and kissing you like he’s been aching for the opportunity.
You moan.
He takes a break so he can lean back and chuckle at the shock in your eyes. He then hooks his fingers into the waistband of your thing and drags it down your legs.
“Been thinking of how deep I want to go, how tight I’m gonna hold you until you can’t think of anything but me.” He dangles the wet fabric in the air on one finger then holds it to his nose. “Ahh fuck…you smell amazing.”
Your legs try to close as you become more aroused by his pervy actions, but he holds you open with his knees prying you apart.
He takes in a deep breath to drink in your natural scent. “I haven’t done this in a while”
You bite your bottom lip.
“When you invited me over the first time, I stole that frilly pink and purple panty of yours…” he leans forward again and kisses your stomach while looking up at you.
“It smelled delicious..” he kisses your thigh next. You tremble as his hands hold your waist.
He then speaks over your pussy. “The first night..I held it to my nose as I came into my hand.” his tongue draws a stripe along your slit. You gasp.
“Johnny..” you whimper.
“The second night..I did the same thing only this time..I watched you through the window..you were getting undressed after our date that night. I left you with just a kiss because you weren’t ready yet..but I made sure to leave your blinds open. You started putting lotion on your body..and I wished it were my hands..”
He uses his index and middle finger to open you up more then dives in again, licking more vigorously as his nails dig into your soft, warm skin to hold you still.
“That’s..wrong.” You grind onto his face while moaning out.
“And yet, you’re still here..I think you like having a pervert eat you out..” he kisses your thigh again.
“Johnny..l”
“You should know I still have it..and I take it with me for every trip.” He then moves his head faster, his tongue exploring every inch of you.
“Johnny..I’m close, fuck.” You move your hips in circular motions to get more friction against your sweet spot.
“Go ahead ..I’ve been waiting.”
Your back arches, it’s all becoming too much for you, but before you can push his head away. He grabs your hands.
And when you finally climax on his wonderful mouth, he continues to hold both wrists with one hand and attaches the handcuffs to them with the other.
You lay in the plush bed, panting as you come down from it all.
“Ahh what a beauty.” He kisses the inner part of your thighs and kneels in front of you. Your eyes open and reality sets in that you’re the one that’s bound now.
He watches you as you look at his tip peeking beneath the skirt, then laughs at you for being so lustful for it. He unclips his garter belt and slides his thong off before tossing it to the side where yours is.
He then lays down beside you, propping his head up with one hand.
His fingers trace down your abdomen gently as he opens your cover up and unhooks your bra from the front so he can see all of you.
“Now..it’s time for room service right?” He bites into your thighs and listens to you moan.
He pulls your bra down and kisses your nipples. He then picks up a feather and delicately circles around your hard nipples now to return the favor.
You draw in a sharp breath. “Johnny..”
He watches the way you shiver and goosebumps raise. Your legs tighten while you fidget. You bite your bottom lip, unsure of how much teasing you can take.
He drags the feather up and down your abdomen. You close your eyes tightly.
“Nuh uh look at me.” He pinches a nipple to get your attention. “I’m giving you 5 star service, don’t look away.” He chuckles and runs his thumb over your bottom lip
“Next on my to do list..hmmm should I fuck you?” He drags the feather down your abdomen and to your hips, his eyes tracing over your curves. Over every inch that drives him wild.
You nod.
“Speak when I’m talking to you..” his eyes grow dark suddenly. This was the power Johnny had. He could easily turn the tables on you in seconds..even while wearing furry cat ears. He put this comical outfit on to trick you into thinking you’d be in control this time. But no..oh no, you were so wrong.
“Y-yes.”
“Yes what?” His fingers replace the feather now. Tracing down your belly and to your apex. He cups your pussy then presses his middle and ring fingers in while sliding up and down.
You look down at his veiny arm, but his other arm sneaks around head, his hand holding your chin to turn your face back to him.
“Look at me..I won’t ask you again.” he growls and it sends chills down your spine.
You bat your lashes and look into his eyes. you whimper as his fingertips dig in deeper.
“Fuck me, Johnny”
“Hard or soft?”
At this point, you’re mindlessly rutting against him, moving against his hand as you chase your climax greedily.
You shake your head. “It doesn’t—doesn’t matter, just fuck me..please..” you beg so beautifully it’s like music to his ears. And with that combined with how silky wet you are, he almost loses it, but instead he pulls his fingers out and massages your clit.
You throw your head back. “Fuck..I’m gonna..”
“Y/n..tell me what you want.. I have to make sure you’re satisfied with the service, don’t I?” His fingers move faster as he speaks over your open mouth.
You lose your breath, panting as you’re about to crash again. He already knows your answer, but he wants to hear you say it, wants to hear you beg for it. He slows his movements.
“Johnny please..I just…”
“You don’t get to cum until you answer the question.” He starts to speed up again, knowing you can’t possibly hold back.
“Hard!! I want it hard!” You finally scream out and with that your climax crashes over you. Johnny chuckles as he watches you make a mess while squirming in his arms.
He kneels over you again and grabs his phone from the nightstand beside the bed.
“I miss you so much when I’m away, I want to have something to keep me company.” He takes a picture of you while he rests in between your legs.
He then flips you over, makes you arch your back but puts a pillow under you.
“Are you ready for me?” His hands caress your ass.
You hold yourself up on your elbows with your wrists bound in front of you. “Yes.” You whine.
He enters you swiftly. Slamming your ass against his hips.
You cry out and fall forward after the harsh attack. He didn’t give you a chance to adjust, but he stays in so he can feel all of you. You can already feel tears coming to your eyes after the initial pain of penetration.
He holds onto the headboard for stability then takes another picture of your body from this angle then tosses his phone. “Perfect.”
He grunts as he drives into you, staying for a moment before pulling out to do it again. You whimper, your body growing weak under him already. You start to feel yourself open more, but it’s still not enough.
“Johnny!! Ahh! You’re too big, it hurts..”He’s thick and long, all you can do is cry into sheets as he stretches you. Fortunately for him, he knows you’d really say the safe word if you were uncomfortable, so he keeps going.
“Keep whining, it only makes me harder.” He growls.
“Please..I don’t think I can...” your chest heaving as you try to collect your nerves.
He spanks your ass, causing you to yelp and cry harder. “You wanted the biggest and best because you’re greedy..right?”
All you can do is whine.
“Making me do all this just because I missed a spot.” He then holds your waist to turn you on your back so he can see you drooling with glossy eyes.
“And now you want me to stop? It’s too late, baby..I’m gonna make sure you’re too full to ask for more.” Your breasts, pushed together after resting in-between your bound arms, move beautifully with each rough thrust and your moans grow louder.
You look even better with your hands tied together, so he notes how he likes this restricted look on you. Normally, you’d be swatting his hands away or digging your nails deep into his back. You’re completely at his mercy this time, you’re basically his pretty doll to fuck as he pleases, to touch as he pleases.
He cups a breast with his cold hand and rubs his palm over your nipple. His tongue licks his bottom lip as he squeezes you gently. You moan his name again. You feel pretty and adored under his gaze. You may get upset with him sometimes, but only he could make you feel this good.
He then lowers his hand down to your stomach.
“Look at my girl, you take me so well, you kept this pussy warm for me, right?” He throws a leg over his shoulder and the new angle finishes you. He holds your ankle with one hand then presses his fingers into your cheeks with his other hand.
“You should see yourself right now..crying and drooling..you’re making a mess..but it’s just how you like it, right?”
He snaps his hips even harder. The headboard knocks against the wall repeatedly and a small part of you starts to worry about the noise complaint you’ll receive later. You breathe heavily and whine louder. He groans louder in response. Yup, definitely gonna get that complaint.
He makes you feel more and more empty headed with each passing second. Your eyes roll to the back of your head. Only mousy noises escape in between the sounds of him entering you deep. You feel dizzy, but in complete bliss.
He tilts his head and smirks. “You had so much to say earlier, cat got your tongue?”
Yes, he’s a bit corny, but something about Johnny ruining you while wearing a skimpy costume and skirt makes this all hotter. His nipples are hard and stick out above his lowered bustier while his small waist is neatly cinched. His skirt covers where your two bodies meet but it doesn’t matter, you can still hear him pounding into you like he wants to build a new bed from IKEA later.
“Ahh Johnny..” you whimper once more, your voice going up several pitches while your breath is caught in your throat. His hand lets go of your cheeks and caresses your other breast.
“You crying for me? You’re so wet..Still too much for you?” His thumb plays with your nipple.
You shake your head.
He smiles sadistically. “That’s my girl.”
The hand on your ankle slides down to the inside of your knee, he leans down closer to your face, pressing your knee into the bed beside it. You had no idea you could be this flexible until you met him.
He kisses your ear then whispers. “I saw so many beautiful women but all I could think about was you. I need you baby, keep me in..fuck..” He bites your neck hard.
Curse words flow out of his mouth as he gets ready to climax with you. His hand squeezes your waist, holding you down while you tremble with him still deep inside.
You practically yell his name as you ruin the sheets under you.
He quickly opens your handcuffs then lays down beside you, giving you long strokes instead of his short, harsh ones. “How is it baby, is it good?” He fondles your breasts while hugging you tightly from behind. He decides it’s time to switch to soft.
He has enough energy to keep going hard, but in this moment, he wants to let you feel loved, because you are. He drapes your leg over his then massages your belly, inching closer and closer to your apex. He reaches your clit and draws deep circles slowly.
He kisses your neck and whispers. “Tell me I’m a good boy, baby..I make you feel good, don’t I?”
You can’t do anything but nod fervently.
He starts to go faster. “Baby..please..say it for me.”
You moan, your hand reaches around behind you and to his hair. “Y-You’re a good boy..so good.”
His hips move faster, the sound of skin slapping against skin combined with both your whimpers fills the air.
“It’s good like this, right? I love you, baby.”
Your eyes shut tightly. “I love you too..so much!” A sudden burst of pleasure overwhelms your body. You shake in his arms.
“I’ve got you..breathe with me..good girl..” he whispers and slows his pace while cumming with you. You breathe deeply then turn your head to kiss him. His arms wrap around your waist as you both climax finally, the combined essence gushing out of you like never before.
“That’s it..my pretty girl.” He pulls out before kissing your ear. “I missed you.”
You groan and pant. “I missed you too, baby.”
“How are you feeling?” He kisses your neck.
“I’m..let’s just say I don’t think I can go to work tomorrow either.”
He takes in the scent of your hair. “Ooo in that case, shall we have another go?”
Your eyes widen. He just destroyed you, you're not even sure if you can stand up straight for more than 5 seconds. “Slow down there..we gotta clean up first.”
“Okay!” He lowers himself to the apex of your legs, his hands slowly parting your thighs as he wets his lips.
“Johnny..baby, that’s not what I mean.”
He drags your garter belt down with his teeth while looking up at you.
Your head falls back, but it’s too late, he’s already “cleaning up” and within minutes you’re gripping his hair and crying til you’re hoarse.
Summary: there’s a reason why we were always told to never trust strangers, even the ones with handsome faces and lovely voices. Yet, one night, you make a terrible decision to trust Johnny.
Pairing: Wealthy Bachelor!Johnny x female reader
Genre: smut, horror, some angst
Warning: alcohol use, brief cheating mention, blood and gore mention, death mention, smut: dry humping, car sex, fingering, oral sex (female receiving), dirty talk, penetration (protected sex), size kink, overstimulation, rough sex (hair pulling).
Work Count: 4.5K
(A/N: HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! this was posted a couple years ago so im re-posting with a new (and better) male idol hehe..this is mostly smut lmao but there’s a nice twist at the end so I hope you enjoy it!! ❤️)
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The bass vibrates through your veins in the club. Red lights illuminated and warmed your skin. You felt a buzz as the alcohol finally settled into your very being, making you smile and display a look of bliss across your face.
Johnny held you close, keeping his eyes on you the entire time. You felt his large hand on the small of your back.
You ran your hand down his chest and abs, gasping as you felt the bricks under his skin.
His broad chest nearly broke out of his button down shirt.
You thought to yourself. How lucky you are to be dancing with this unbelievably handsome man at this Halloween party?
Johnny, on the other hand, had spotted you since the moment you walked in with your friends. It was the red dress that caught his eyes. How it hugged your curves so nicely, the way it stopped mid thigh leaving much to the imagination. Oh, and the fishnet tights that were suspended to a garter belt he wanted to see so badly.
Your hair was pretty, your smile made you look innocent and cute. You stood out from your friends and he couldn’t wait to get close to you.
So like any other man would at a club, he walked over to you and made his move.
Your eyes widened when you looked up at the tall gentleman in front of you.
One of your friends stayed behind with you as the two of you waited for your other friends to come back with another round of drinks. But she was talking to a guy when Johnny walked over.
“Well, hello, little red riding hood.”
“Ahh..that’s cute. I was going for..the “devil” look but my horns seem to have..slouched over.” You laughed. You found it quite odd that he called you that.
Johnny smiles widely when he hears your charming laugh. Your enchanting eyes crinkled, you smelled amazing too. Like vanilla or honey. Either way, you were sweet all around.
The music gets louder, so Johnny leans down and whispers in your ear, making your heart face. “That’s alright, I like it.” Johnny says soothingly and there’s something so alluring about him, you can’t take your gaze away.
He is incredibly warm and large, like a blanket during the winter, you gladly welcomed him into your personal space, something many men didn’t get from you.
You lick your lips and clear your throat. “So..Mr. Tall-Dark-And-Handsome..what’s your costume? I can’t figure it out..”
He was dressed simply in a white button down shirt and black dress pants.
Johnny chuckled and looked down at you as he shrugged his shoulders.
“I’m not into this kinda thing, but I’ll be anything you want me to be if you keep smiling like that.”
You turned away and chuckled as your face became hot.
Johnny smirked as he felt you become flustered by his words.
You turned back to him. “You’re dressed like a professor.”
“Ahh..yes I like that..a HOT professor.”
“Well, professor..?” You waited for him to give you his name.
“Johnny.”
“Professor Johnny. How do you grade my outfit?” You flirted with him and felt like the two of you were alone, in the middle of sweaty bodies, enraptured with each other’s eyes.
“Twirl for me.” Johnny demanded lowly as he twirled his index finger above you.
You nearly fell to the ground as your legs become weak from his demand. You licked your lips and spun around for him.
“Oh.. no..slower, baby.” Johnny spoke and it sent shivers down your spine again.
You slowly spun for him, feeling his eyes in your back and ass. You felt sexy and adored by this stranger.
When you turned back to face him, you smiled softly. “well?”
“Hmm..I’ll give a C...for effort.” He teased then smiled again.
You both liked this little game you were playing.
You gasped. “Professor..how could you grade so harshly? Is there anything I can do to get a better grade?” You said with a playful pout.
Johnny bit his bottom lip. “Dance with me, y/n.”
You felt his hands all over your body as you danced to the slow rhythms of the music with your back on his chest.
He felt amazing on you, you couldn’t stop the feeling in your body that told you to get more. More touching, more feeling, more of him.
You spun around to face him and looked into his eyes. He grabs your waist and pulls you onto him as you wrap your arms around his neck.
You tip toe slightly and place your lips on his. He reacts, immediately kissing you back and turning his head to press his tongue into your mouth.
He was refreshing, you drank him in like you had just ran a marathon. You didn’t care for anyone else around you that would’ve thought you were “easy” for kissing him so quickly.
You kissed him harder, your eyes closing as you melted into his embrace. He had this magical spell about him that literally kept you on your toes, falling apart more and more every time your skin touched his.
Johnny grows weak as your delicate fingers tap and scratch the nape of his neck lightly.
Your chest on his makes him tremble. You were falling into him just as he wanted you to.
You moaned quietly, but he heard it, he felt the vibrations in your throat, he felt your heartbeat running wild.
He pulled away from you as he felt you slipping down after being on your toes for too long.
You were saddened to be away from him, you just wanted to kiss him, to feel his full, luscious lips on yours for the rest of the night.
“Ah...don’t look so sad, love..do you want more?”
You nodded as he caressed the side of your face.
Johnny gave you a knowing smile. He took your hand. “Let’s go..”
Johnny called a Black UberXL, the most expensive option. You were pretty sure he was rich based on the way he dressed along with his gold necklace and dazzling large watch.
You didn’t even get the chance to ask him about his job, yet here you were, going home with him.
You probably shouldn’t have gotten into a car with a stranger, you probably shouldn’t have agreed to go back to his place, but you did anyway. You told your friends you were leaving with him and texted them his address just in case. They asked you about 1,988 times if you were sure you wanted to go. But now with the alcohol fading and your thinking becoming clearer, you knew for sure you wanted more with this compelling and irresistible man. And it was Halloween, everyone including your cheating bastard of an ex was getting laid, why couldn’t you?
“Why should I trust you?” You whispered as the two of you kissed in the back of the Uber.
“You shouldn’t..” Johnny raised an eyebrow and said against your neck. His hot breath stained your skin, making your eyes close as the moisture between your legs increased.
He gripped your thigh, pressing his fingertips into the soft inner part of it.
You trembled then smirked. “You like playing the “dark, mysterious guy,” don’t you?”
He kissed your lips as his hand worked further and further up your leg, pushing the fabric of your dress up.
“No..I just like playing with you..” he moves his fingers dangerously close to your covered folds.
You shift in your seat to get closer to him while biting your bottom lip.
He finally presses his digits against you. Your mouth falls open as your head falls back on the head rest. You're so wound up by his touch, you start to move your hips, grinding down onto his teasing fingers as he nibbles your neck.
“Sir..can you turn the music up, please?” He calls to the driver who nods.
He was playing a series of songs by The Weeknd, deep bass and soft vocals echoed into the car, pushing you further along. You move onto him harder, holding back an embarrassing whimpers as his middle and index fingers just barely pressed in the fabric of your underwear.
You were thankful to be in the last back row of the SUV, you hoped the driver couldn’t hear you.
“You can be louder, baby..if it makes you feel good.” He says before kissing your lips and pushing your panties to the side.
God, he smells good like cinnamon and sandalwood. You couldn’t get enough. And now, with his slender fingers working inbetween your slit to collect your essence, you felt lightheaded, almost like you were drunk again.
“Johnny..” you exhale in a high pitched voice as quietly as you could. “Mm..that feels good.”
“Does it? Then open your legs more, let me see how wet you are..” Johnny pushes his fingers in deeper. He watches your chest rise and fall rapidly as his fingers glide in and out of you.
Your legs move closer together as you begin to hear the sound of his long fingers pushing and in and out of your wet pussy. You’re embarrassed and Johnny knows, but he doesn’t care.
He grands your chin and forces you to look at him. His body is warm, but his fingers are so cold, you can’t help but moan.
“Don’t do that, you’ll only make me upset..open.” He gives you a cute but demanding smile. There’s a glint in his eyes that you can’t explain. But you pull your legs up more and spread your knees apart.
You both can clearly see his fingers pumping in and out of you now and it makes you hotter.
“Fuck..” you exhale as the feeling in the pit of your stomach grows.
“Yeah, just like that, look at how wet you are..” he kisses your neck and lets go of your chin.
“You feel wonderful..you smell..delicious.”
Your mouth falls open and your hips move faster. His thumb brushes over your clit.
His fingers are making you crazy as they move in and out, pressing against your walls.
“I would take you right here, but I know you’d be crying for help because you can’t take it..”
He moves his thumb faster, you clench around him from his words. Could he really be that big?
“Oh? You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
You hold onto his shoulder and hide your face as you ride his fingers. “Johnny..I’m gonna..”
He takes your chin in his hand again. “Move faster and watch yourself cum on my fingers.” His voice is huskier than it was before.
And you do as he says, watching his veiny arms and the way his long fingers push all the way in, so deep that his gold ring tickles your folds.
The sounds are so lewd now but you don’t care, you cum hard and shake on the leather seat as you grip his arm.
You tremble and begin to close your legs again, he suddenly kneels in front of you and pulls his fingers out. A ‘pop’ echos out in the car.
He grabs your legs harshly and pushes them apart by gripping the crook of your knees.
He pulls you down the seat and towards his face. His breath now fans your entrance dripping with juices.
“Johnny..what are you—?”
He licks a long stripe up your pussy while still forcing your legs apart.
Your head falls back as you croak out a staggered whimper.
You shake from the sensitivity.
He groans loudly, it catches you off guard as it almost sounded like a growl. “Look at me.”
You look down at him, watching as he moves his head up and down and circles his tongue in between your folds.
You bite your bottom lip and bring one hand to your breast and the other hand to his head.
You squeeze and pump your breast as you run your fingers through his hair. He looks so dangerous like this with his handsome face in between your shaking legs, his eyes never letting go of yours as his tongue explores your needy pussy.
He buries his face in deeper, his tongue brushing upwards and pressing against your sweet spot.
You jump so he does it again as he watches you squirm.
“Ah! Johnny!” You cry out loudly, the driver had to have heard, but he didn’t make a sound or even flinch.
Johnny eats you like you’re the most savory meal he’s ever had, you nearly go cross eyed as you feel his tongue reaching the depths of your aching area.
“Johnny..fuck, your tongue is so long..”
Johnny pulls away and licks his lips. “All the better to taste you with..”
He kisses you then brings his tongue in for another satisfactory French kiss with your pussy.
He stares as your eyes shut tightly and you grit your teeth to hold back your moans.
He pushes his fingers inside while flicking his tongue onto your bud fast.
The combined attack makes you cum hard without warning.
You squeeze your breast hard and cry out his name, your grip on his hair tightening as well..
He slows the movement of his wonderful fingers and kisses you as you come down after getting back on the seat beside you.
You rub your hand over his crotch and feel his growing member, but just as you go to zip his pants down, the driver calls out as he stops the car.
“You’ve arrived.” He says and unlocks the door. You’re thankful that he didn’t turn to see Johnny’ hand still inside you and your dress bunched up to your waist.
Johnny giggles then withdraws his fingers and puts them into his mouth. “Mmm so sweet.”
Your mouth falls open, but Johnny jumps out of the car and holds his hand out for you to take. You quickly pull your dress down and get out of the vehicle.
You’re shocked to see a small cabin, in the middle of nowhere. How in the world did this wealthy bachelor live in such a small place?
“Wow..this is…”
“Pretty modest, right?” Johnny finishes your statement.
You nod. “Yeah I was expecting..”
“Something bigger?” He smirks.
You laugh and nod again.
“What can I say? I’m a simple guy.” He opens the door and lets you in.
“It feels very..homely, though..I like it.”
He smiles. “Good.”
You step towards him and press onto his bulge. “But where were we?”
He suddenly picks you up and takes you to the bedroom.
“Oh my!!” You call out as he holds you in his strong arms.
He throws you onto the bed and begins to unbutton his shirt. “Doesn’t this place feel familiar?”
You shake your head and relax into the bed while sipping your dress down.
“It feels like home..you’ve done really well with making it warm and nice..it’s a bit on the elderly side but it’s cute.”
You noted the vintage decorations and wooden furniture that was somewhat dated, but maybe Johnny was just that kind of person.
Johnny laughs out as he shakes his shirt off. He’s even more beautiful without a shirt. His abs and biceps were perfectly sculpted by the God’s themselves. His v-cut was deep, leading to the one thing you're sure would drive you crazy tonight.
“You don’t like my interior decorating skills? I’m quite offended.”
You giggle and start to take your garter belt off but he stops you.
“Don’t.” He bites his lip again and steps closer to the bed. “You look so fucking sexy with it on.”
You nearly cum again just from his low voice calling you sexy.
You nod then shake your heels off. “Should I take my bra off, sir?” You look up with innocent eyes.
Johnny’ mouth tilts upward. “Of course.”
He watches as your nipples peak out from your supple breasts, hard and begging for his mouth.
He grabs your ankles and pulls you closer to the edge of the bed. You loved the way he handled your body like it was nothing.
He bends down and kisses your nipples one by one, licking them fervently and sucking hard.
You let out a mew and push your body upwards to him.
His mouth leaves spit all over your chest and you’re so wound up, you feel like you might burst if he doesn’t tend to your needs down there.
“Please, fuck me..I want you..so badly, Johnny.”
He watches you struggle to speak as your hands run down your body.
He then bites your nipple without warning, you gasp.
“Your teeth are so sharp, sir!”
“All the better to eat you with..” he speaks in between your breasts then bites the skin again.
“Fuck..Johnny..please.” You rub a hand over his back and he grows weak from your touch.
He lifts himself up and looks down at you through half open eyes. You gulp as you notice his dark expression.
He licks his lips then grabs a condom out of his pocket.
You watch the magnum rubber slide onto his intimidating length, causing you to gulp once more. Your eyes widen and you wonder how he will possibly fit inside you, he is not only long but has a thick girth as well.
He leans forward and smirks as he notices your drained face.
“Ahh..don’t look so worried, baby, you’ll get used to it.”
He separates your folds with two fingers then pushes one in. You’re still wet from before so he adds two more fingers.
You hold his wrist and wince as he pumps them in to stretch you out. “Fuck..that’s it..”
“Okay, sweetheart. Are you ready?”
You look down and nod. “There’s only one way to find out.”
Johnny chuckles then removes his fingers. He align his cock with your opening, but instead of pushing in all the way, he runs the tip in, parting your folds and coating it with your essence.
You fidget and bite your lip as you breathe heavily.
“Look at me.”
He looks into your eyes while he pushes into you slowly. His cock curves into you, pushing against your sweet spot once he is completely in. You know that it will only take a few more thrust for you to cum because he runs against your velvety walls and right to your g spot so easily.
He holds your waist as he pulls out then pushes back in hard. You yelp and hold his wrist as he grips you harder as well.
Your breath leaves your body and breasts jump as he thrusts into you again. He leans dowsed and kisses your neck as he buries deep into you.
He takes your hand and places it onto the lower part of your stomach.
“Do you feel that?” He thrusts into you again then stays there for a moment, making you whimper and squirm.
“Yeah..” you moan, practically sounding like a pornstar.
You were touching the head of his cock, it was so big, he could see it each he pushed into you.
“It feels good, right?” His deep voice drives you crazy, causing you to clench.
“Y-yes, Johnny..slower..please, it’s so big” you feel tears prick at your eyes as he stretches you out repeatedly, you do your best to hold them back.
“All the better to fuck you with, y/n.”
He places both hands on either side of your head and grunts as he snaps his hips into yours and watches you whimper. Your nails dig into his arms.
He goes faster and faster while sucking your warm skin and rubbing your clit.
You move down onto him to meet his thrust, whimpering as his strength takes you over. You bite your lips to hold back loud groans.
Johnny shakes his head. “Be as loud as you want sweetheart, no one can hear you out here..”
He rubs your clit faster.
It’s all too much and you cry out loudly. “Oh..my god!” You release onto him and take in a deep breath. Your eyes shut tightly and they roll in the back of your head. You see nothing but stars, but feel him still pounding into you, making your body mush as he fucks you harshly.
He looks at your body trembling below him, your skin sweaty but still beautiful.
He pulls out, flipping you over swiftly, then burying deep inside you again. You see his strong hand grip the sheet besides your head. He’s close and pounds into you while grunting. Your body feels tingly and overwhelmed as he rearranges your organs.
“Johnny!” You cry out in sensitivity but he keeps pushing faster, his chest on your back now.
He grabs your hair and bends your neck back. He bites your neck hard as tears run down your cheeks. The mixture of pain and pleasure being too much for you, but you never want it to end.
He grunts and growls again, your ass cheeks slapping against his pelvic region. He slides in and out easily, you feel yourself leak and stain his sheets.
You look back at him, his eyes darker than before, a strange glint in them as his tongue darts out over his bottom lip. Sweat builds on his forehead and his arms and abs flex with each thrust and pull.
You clench around him again after seeing how hot he looks while literally fucking you silly. You can’t think about anything or anyone but him bringing you to sweet paradise with his large cock.
You moan loudly once more before cumming again.
Johnny’ movement falters from your quivering pussy. He climaxes as well, slowing his movement as your body lays flat on the mattress.
He pulls out of you and takes the condom off. You both lay down on the bed and stare at the ceiling while breathing heavily.
“That was the best sex I’ve ever had.” You smile weakly.
“I’m happy to hear that, being that it’ll be your last time..”
You turn to him and furrow your brows. “Last time?”
“Our..last time.” He turns on his side, his back facing you.
“Oh..so is this a one night thing?” You say with defeat in your tone, but you’re incredibly tired and begin to fall asleep, your eyes becoming heavy with each passing second.
He turns back to you and rubs a finger along the side of your face. “I’m sorry, baby, but I’ll make you breakfast in the morning.”
You smile softly and fall to sleep in the comfortable bed.
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[The Next Morning]
You get out of bed as soon as the sky becomes bright and sunlight peers through the curtains.
Johnny isn't beside you and you don’t smell anything being made in the kitchen.
You get up and walk around the cabin to look for him. With your blanket wrapped around you, your tip toe to all of the rooms and peak in. The place was eerily quiet, you didn’t like it. And you didn’t know where your phone was. You don’t remember even bringing it inside.
Something felt off, and you weren’t sure what it was, but it felt like you had been here before.
That’s when you step into what seems to the master bedroom. You open the door slowly and step inside. A rancid smell fills your nostrils making you cringe.
You see someone wrapped in a blanket and assume that it’s Johnny so you step forward lightly to not wake him up, but then you notice a series of familiar portraits on the wall over the dresser.
You take a closer look. You recognized the people in the old photographs.
A chill ran through your body. It was your family. Your mother, your uncle and your aunt all sat beside your grandmother on the beach in one photo. The next photo was one of your grandmother and grandfather at their wedding. And the next photo…
Your 3rd grade class picture. How could you forget that picture as about four front teeth were missing, but you still smiled widely. Your grandmother always said it was her favorite photo of you.
That’s it. Your grandmother.
This is your grandmother’s cabin, you gasp as you place your hand over your mouth.
You remembered the childhood memories you had here. You hadn’t seen her for a few years but how could you forget the smell and overall aura of her cabin.
Why did Johnny bring you here? This isn’t his house..
But how did he know it was your grandmother’s house? You were very creeped out by everything.
“Grandma..” you call out quietly. You had to get out, but you had to know if your grandmother was okay first.
You step closer to the bed. “Grandma!” You call out again, but still no answer.
You have finally reached the side of the bed that the person is wrapped up on.
You’re trembling, scared, nervous, you didn’t know what to expect under the comforter.
You took a deep breath and flipped it over.
No..
To your horror, your grandmother lay there with wide open grey eyes and an open mouth. She looked like she had been frightened to death.
Your hands fly to your mouth as you cry quietly.
“Oh..my god.”
Your strained eyes move from her face and down her body, it’s bloody, guts are all over and strewn about, then you realize…
Her bottom half isn’t there. It looked like her body had been ripped off from the waist down.
You quickly throw the mattress cover back over her and back away. Tears fill your eyes.
“Y/n...what a beautiful name..do you remember telling me it?” Johnny leaned against the door frame with his arms crossed.
You swallow hard and swiped at your eyes before chuckling. “N-no, I don’t actually.” You never did tell him your name, but he called it when you were at the club. You were just too dumbfounded by his beauty to notice.
Maybe if you played it cool, he’d let you go, maybe if you acted like you didn’t see anything, he’d let you run free into the woods.
Johnny grins and looks to the side. “Ahhh..little red riding hood..you tasted just as sweet as I had imagined for all these weeks. I stalked you, watched you cry over your ex, watched you plan your outfit for the Halloween party. And then I met your sweet grandmother..oh, she tasted fantastic as well.”
Johnny licks his lips as he remembers.
Your eyes narrow.
“But I must say, I didn’t expect you to make it so easy for me. Didn’t your mother ever tell you not to talk to strangers?” He continues with a sly smile on his face.
You scream as you back into a wall. “Help! Help me!”
“You can scream as loud as you want to, no one can hear you out here.” He rolls his eyes.
You cry. “What are you?”
He steps closer to you and caresses your face. “Think of me as...the big bad wolf..but, don’t cry..it’ll ruin the taste.”
“Johnny..please, you said we were going to have breakfast..I-I didn’t see anything, I just want to leave now, okay?” You try one final time.
Johnny smirks and his eyes turn red as his claws grow out. “But sweetheart..you ARE breakfast.”
You try to run, but he grabs you by the neck before digging his canine teeth into you and ripping your shoulder from it.
Johnny enjoyed every bit of you, from the very beginning to the end.
Long time fan of your works. I was reminiscing and rereading some nct fics i’ve read before and noticed that you deleted your stranger danger fic. 😢 I hope I would have a chance to reread it again.
Thank you for loving it!! We no longer support Lucas here so I will be posting it again but with another idol❤️
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