;

𝑶𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆

[whiteinked]

“you’ve changed”

yeah, I stopped chasing people who never looked back. stopped explaining myself to those who never listened. stopped showing up for people who never noticed when I was gone.

it’s not bitterness — it’s peace. it just looks cold because it’s quiet now.

[whiteinked]

I'm in my “It is what it is” era

[whiteinked]

Because I genuinely have no idea what else it could be.

[whiteinked]

I'm in my “It is what it is” era

[whiteinked]

I'm not lazy, I'm just in a long-term committed relationship with avoidance.

We’ve been together since 2013 and honestly? It’s getting serious.

[whiteinked]

I keep saying “everything happens for a reason” but at this point

I'd really like to speak to management about what exactly the reason was.

Just a casual chat. Maybe a powerpoint.

[whiteinked]

I hate when people say “you just need discipline” like okay yeah but have you considered that I'm held together by caffeine, mild panic, and the concept of vibes.

I don’t need discipline. I need a nap, a new personality, and maybe a small cottage near the sea where time stops existing.

[cry-ptidd]

Jonathan Harker daily schedule in Dracula's castle

[whiteinked]

Day in my life

[whiteinked]

got out of bed before noon today…

someone call the press. or a stretcher.

[whiteinked]

i don’t start my day.

it just kind of happens around me.

[whiteinked]

consciousness is a trial version

expires every 20 minutes.

[whiteinked]

my productivity peaks at 1am

right when nothing matters anymore.

[whiteinked]

got out of bed before noon today…

someone call the press. or a stretcher.

[whiteinked]

i don’t start my day.

it just kind of happens around me.

[whiteinked]

consciousness is a trial version

expires every 20 minutes.

[whiteinked]

got out of bed before noon today…

someone call the press. or a stretcher.

[whiteinked]

i don’t start my day.

it just kind of happens around me.

[whiteinked]

got out of bed before noon today…

someone call the press. or a stretcher.

[stlamb]

everything is a sign if you're insane enough!

[whiteinked]

saw a broken streetlight and thought, “same” we’re both just trying to function in the dark.

[stuckinapril]

I’m fine

[stuckinapril]

I need divine intervention

[whiteinked]

Me: “I’m fine.”

Also me: Googling “how to get adopted by the universe” while sobbing into a bowl of cereal at 2am.

[whiteinked]

No one talks about how exhausting it is to be a full-time human being.

Work. Study. Mental health. Social life.

And somewhere in between,

You’re supposed to find yourself?

Bro I barely find time to do laundry.

[65mpg]

No one talks about how hard it is when your mood is constantly switching between "Its okay, i don't care. i'm fine" and "I don't know how much more i can take."

[whiteinked]

THIS!!!

[whiteinked]

oh that part of my life you can't find on Instagram?

yeah, I was busy disappearing.

not in the cool "went off-grid" kind of way —

in the "every day felt like static and I forgot how to exist" kind of way.

the silence wasn’t peace. it was survival.

[whiteinked]

Most days I try hard to act human, to breathe like a human and speak with the same flat language, but often

my kindness is clumsy -l stop a stranger to tie his shoe and

end up kissing his knees.