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My mind is buzzing like bees at springtime. Hopping from one thought to another the same way a bee would with flowers. I take a shine to my mind and wish nothing more for others to do so as well, but sometimes, I despise it. I despise the way it chooses to analyse every emotion I feel, every sound I hear, everything I taste. It’s like I cannot lift my arm without finding a deeper meaning. I pride myself for being detached from my emotions. For thinking with my head rather than my heart. For not wasting time on feeling but instead jumping into the deep end of practicality and critical thoughts. But, I also resent it with a burning passion. I loathe the way I choose to ignore the sharp but fleeting pain in my chest. The nausea that creeps its way up to my throat and threatens to spill like drainage. And most of all, I loathe my teeth for biting my tongue. I detest my lips from sealing themselves shut. And I abominate my eyes for never producing tears no matter how choked up I get. No matter how hard it gets to breathe. No matter how shaky my hands get or how cloudy my thinking gets. I never cry. And even if I did, I would analyse that too. I will never allow myself to feel because I simply cannot. I don’t know what pain is. I don’t know what despair is. I don’t know what love is. All I know is how to avoid it.
All I know is critical thinking.
Feelings will get you nowhere.
But your mind has the power to change the world.
And so, I beg you to adore mine, for I cannot phantom the feeling of adoration but I’d like to see what it looks like.
wait i love the physical affections w tyun :-((( can u expand more on that / maybe a blurb or smth?? just anything super soft (hehe and also if u dont mind keeping me anon by not posting my ask 🥺)
hi anon!! thank you sm for this request I has sm fun writing it. i hope you like it<3 - kitten
kang taehyun fluff!!
518 words
“tae I found it!!” you and taehyun were on one of you little dates, it was a tradition for you to get together every Wednesday from 3:30pm - 4:15pm while taehyun was on his break. it wasn’t a long time but you always made the most of it. last week it was grabbing burgers and milkshakes in a cute little diner, today you decided to visit a record shop just around the corner of the agency.
taehyun was on the hunt for a very specific record, an original copy of ABBA’s first album for beomgyu and after a long 10 minutes of searching, you had found it. taehyun locked eyes with you and broke out into a wide smile and made his way over to you. “look it's signed too!” you exclaimed as taehyun peaked over your shoulder. he had the cutest habit of standing as close to you as possible and whispering in your ear instead of talking to you normally. sometimes you get the occasional dirty look from the people around, assuming that taehyun was whispering something rather risque when in reality he was talking about the most mundane things. this time he whispered “thank you, love”. he pecked a quick kiss on your ear, another habit he developed over the years. he never kissed you on your lips in public not because he was embarrassed, far from it actually, but because he felt that a kiss like that is so special and he doesn't want to share that experience with anyone else but you.
as he reached for the record from your hand the caught a glimpse of his watch. “we should get going, I’m gonna go pay okay?” you nodded and smiled as you felt him step away, your body falling cold in his lack of presence. you browsed some more until you heard taehyuns honey-like voice calling your name.
“what’s this?” you asked as he handed you a brown paper bag. “
“open it and find out” in the bag was your favourite album but on vinyl. you’d recently purchased a vinyl player for your apartment and needed some vinyls to play.
“I remember you whining about not finding it on any online shop and then I saw it as on my way to pay”
“thank you tae I love it” you look up at him with doe eyes and wide smile which made his heart flutter even if he didn't express it.
“let's go its getting late.” taehyun said as he opened the door for you. you both thanked the shop keeper and left the store.
the air was chilly as the sun was setting on you walk back to the BigHit building. there was a comfortable silence between the two of you something very common whenever you were around taehyun. you felt his hand reach for your own and almost instinctively you locked your little finger with his, another very common thing between the two of you.
taehyun looked at you pinkies locked together and couldn’t help but smile. he bent down and whispered
it was an oddly quiet thursday afternoon in the txt dorms as all the members were all doing their own thing waiting on a call from their manager to see what needs to get done. soobin and beomgyu were playing video games in the living room, kai was snacking on something in the kitchen while watching youtube videos while taehyun and yeonjun were in the bedrooms working on a song together.
amid soobin and beomgyu's bickering over who was the imposter, kais phone rang. he put his snack down and answered the call from his manager.
"beomgyu hyung and taehyun hyung the producer needs us at the recording studio"
while taehyun immediately sat up and went to put on his shoes beomgyu whined and groaned in protest
"but the gameeee"
"finish it the car hyung"
"are you going to pay for my mobile data taehyun-ah"
at this point, kai was shoving the bickering two out the door as he bid his goodbyes to his hyung. due to the youngers, absence, soobin found himself laying on his stomach on the living room floor bored to death. he then remembered that yeonjun was still at home with him. the thought of him and yeonjun having an apartment all to themselves caused his cheeks to heat up. they've always had a thing between them but never put a label on it. soobin didn't mind, they always had a good time together after all so why the complaint? with that thought in mind he sat up and made his way to their bedroom.
yeonjun was sitting at their desk his back towards the door as he continued to work on the song he was previously working on with taehyun.
"hyung" soobin spoke in a soft voice. he's always felt intimidated by him which caused him to be very cautious at times like these.
"hmm?" yeonjun replied his back still towards him
"im bored"
"well find something to do binnie" the eldest chuckled as he swivelled around in his chair. yeonjun was amused by the sight in front of him. there stood soobin in a pair of grey sweat pants and an oversized grey hoodie, his hands lost in the long sleeves. he had this faint pout on his lips and his cheeks were rosier than usual.
yeonjun quickly understood what the younger was silently hinting and he would be lying if he said that the thought hasnt crossed his mind either, but he wanted to tease soobin just a bit.
"i thought maybe you would play with me" soobin spoke as he played with the ends of his sweater paws.
"and why would you think that? cant you see im busy?" yeonjun replied as he turned back to his laptop. he mindlessly typed away but his mind was too distracted in ruining the little one to concentrate on his work.
soobin pouted harder this time and made his way to the bed beside yeonjun his eyes never leaving the pink-haired boy. he stared at him for a second. first it was his hair, it looked so soft and luscious and he wanted nothing more to run his hands threw it and tug on it. next, it was his eyes. although yeonjun had turned down his suggestion he could see the way they were darkening, a sight only he had the pleasure of seeing. his gaze moved down to his lips. oh, those lips he wanted nothing more than those lips on his, kissing him, lightly nibbling on his bottom lip before tracing kisses down his body until he reached the place were he longed for him the most. lastly, he looked at his hands. he large, veiny hands with his long fingers typing away. the sheer thought of having those hands wrapped around his neck caused his pants to tighten. without even thinking he reached out to grab one of yeonjun's hand and hold it with both if his hands as he looked up at his hyung with the most desperate expression painted beautifully across his face.
"soobin what-"
"please" he begged and he wasn't ashamed about it. he needed him desperately. its been way too long since he last felt those pretty, pink lips on his and he longed for them. he longed for him.
the sight of soobin sitting on his bed basically begging yeonjun to ruin him made his mind fuzzy and his breathing laboured but he still wasn't done teasing him
yeonjun leaned forward until his lips were ghosting over the youngers and whispered
"i think... you're acting like a little brat soobinie" soobin closed his eyes as a little whine left his mouth.
yeonjun leaned back and watched as soobin stared at him eagerly. "come here" he said as he patted his left thigh. "come on daddy's lap ." after he registered what yeonjun was saying he bolted and straddled yeonjuns lap, waiting for his next order. yeonjun leaned forward once again but this time, he just wanted to close the laptop that was still open and running behind his good boy. soobin pouted for the nth time today as he made a fool out of himself again in front of yeonjun. yeonjun chuckled as he brought the pad of his thumb to the youngers lips and traced his bottom lip. "so desperate and yet so beautiful" he whispered before finally connecting their lips together. yeonjun started slow but soobin has been wanting this for so long that he immediately shoved his tongue in his hyungs mouth breathing heavily and squirming against him.
"take this off" yeonjun breathed and tugged on soobins sweatshirt. soobin got up and took off his sweatshirt. the sight of soobins tiny waist and bare torso had yeonjun licking his lips and he felt himself getting less and less composed. he needed him just as much as soobin needed him.
"sit down again this time back towards me" soobin obliged like a good little puppy. the minute he sat down yeonjuns hands attacked soobins nipples and started playing and pinching them as the youngers back arched and moaned breathlessly. soobins actions gave yeonjun access to his neck, which he immediately started kissing and marking with hickeys. soobin was moaning at the slightest of touch he was so touched starve he could've came then and there.
"i bet that dick of yours is getting hard isn't it" yeonjun growled in his ears earning a moan from soobin.
"spread you legs for me."
yeonjun kept on hands on soobins chest,. going back and forth between his beautiful nipples while the other hand rubbed his hard cock all while peppering kisses all over his neck.
"take these off baby" soobin lifted his hips just enough to slide his sweatpants along with his boxers down to his ankle and then shake them off. the minute he sat back down, yeonjuns hands wrapped themselves around soobins hard length earning a lewd moan from the younger. yeonjuns hands sped up as he whispered the filthiest words in soobins ear which made him buck his hips upwards.
"get up" yeonjun demanded and the soobin immediately obliged watching the older with hungry eyes as he pulled out his cock. soobin could practically feel his mouth water at the sight of it and when yeonjun told him to sit down in front of him he wasted no time and obeyed immediately. "choke on it" soobin shoved the cock in his mouth and bobbed his head up and down ignore the urge to stop to breathe. the way yeonjun was groaning above him and calling him "his little cock sucking slut" made him reach down to stroke his own length, however, when yeonjun noticed this he immediately pushed soobins mouth off of him and instructed him to sit on his lap again.
yeonjun grabbed his cock and lined uo against soobins. he grabbed soobins hands and wrapped them around both and their lengths. tye sight of their cocks pressed against each other made soobin twitch and blush.
"stroke them until you cum" soobin swears he has seen such a hot sight. yeonjun under him with his cock pressed against his own and his hands resting under his head with the most beautiful smug expression painted across his face. soobin began to stroke their cocks with both hands and gradually picked up the pace. he was nearing his high when yeonjuns hands rested against his ass and growled "cum for me. cum all over my cock." and just like that soobin spilt all over yeonjuns cock. he didn't have time to come down from his high and yeonjun picked him up and bent him the desk.
yeonjun was far too turned on at this point to tease soobin and longer. he aligned his cock in front of soobins entrance and slid himself in and soobin moaned and the overstimulation. yeonjun grabbed a fistful of soobins hair and pulled his head back as he thrust in and out of him.
"shut up and take it" soobin was practically crying at this point but he loved it. he loved the way yeonjun was using him as his little fuck toy. he loved the way yeonjun would occasionally grab his neck and tighten his hold. but most of, he loved the sounds yeonjun made as he came. a beautiful melody laced with praises and curses. soobin swore hed never heard anything so close to perfection.
as yeonjun pulled out he was quick to wrap his arms around soobins waist preventing him from collapsing. he laid him on the bed and began to clean up when...
"WE'RE HOME"
it was an oddly quiet thursday afternoon in the txt dorms as all the members were all doing their own thing waiting on a call from their manager to see what needs to get done. soobin and beomgyu were playing video games in the living room, kai was snacking on something in the kitchen while watching youtube videos while taehyun and yeonjun were in the bedrooms working on a song together.
amid soobin and beomgyu's bickering over who was the imposter, kais phone rang. he put his snack down and answered the call from his manager.
"beomgyu hyung and taehyun hyung the producer needs us at the recording studio"
while taehyun immediately sat up and went to put on his shoes beomgyu whined and groaned in protest
"but the gameeee"
"finish it the car hyung"
"are you going to pay for my mobile data taehyun-ah"
at this point, kai was shoving the bickering two out the door as he bid his goodbyes to his hyung. due to the youngers, absence, soobin found himself laying on his stomach on the living room floor bored to death. he then remembered that yeonjun was still at home with him. the thought of him and yeonjun having an apartment all to themselves caused his cheeks to heat up. they've always had a thing between them but never put a label on it. soobin didn't mind, they always had a good time together after all so why the complaint? with that thought in mind he sat up and made his way to their bedroom.
yeonjun was sitting at their desk his back towards the door as he continued to work on the song he was previously working on with taehyun.
"hyung" soobin spoke in a soft voice. he's always felt intimidated by him which caused him to be very cautious at times like these.
"hmm?" yeonjun replied his back still towards him
"im bored"
"well find something to do binnie" the eldest chuckled as he swivelled around in his chair. yeonjun was amused by the sight in front of him. there stood soobin in a pair of grey sweat pants and an oversized grey hoodie, his hands lost in the long sleeves. he had this faint pout on his lips and his cheeks were rosier than usual.
yeonjun quickly understood what the younger was silently hinting and he would be lying if he said that the thought hasnt crossed his mind either, but he wanted to tease soobin just a bit.
"i thought maybe you would play with me" soobin spoke as he played with the ends of his sweater paws.
"and why would you think that? cant you see im busy?" yeonjun replied as he turned back to his laptop. he mindlessly typed away but his mind was too distracted in ruining the little one to concentrate on his work.
soobin pouted harder this time and made his way to the bed beside yeonjun his eyes never leaving the pink-haired boy. he stared at him for a second. first it was his hair, it looked so soft and luscious and he wanted nothing more to run his hands threw it and tug on it. next, it was his eyes. although yeonjun had turned down his suggestion he could see the way they were darkening, a sight only he had the pleasure of seeing. his gaze moved down to his lips. oh, those lips he wanted nothing more than those lips on his, kissing him, lightly nibbling on his bottom lip before tracing kisses down his body until he reached the place were he longed for him the most. lastly, he looked at his hands. he large, veiny hands with his long fingers typing away. the sheer thought of having those hands wrapped around his neck caused his pants to tighten. without even thinking he reached out to grab one of yeonjun's hand and hold it with both if his hands as he looked up at his hyung with the most desperate expression painted beautifully across his face.
"soobin what-"
"please" he begged and he wasn't ashamed about it. he needed him desperately. its been way too long since he last felt those pretty, pink lips on his and he longed for them. he longed for him.
the sight of soobin sitting on his bed basically begging yeonjun to ruin him made his mind fuzzy and his breathing laboured but he still wasn't done teasing him
yeonjun leaned forward until his lips were ghosting over the youngers and whispered
"i think... you're acting like a little brat soobinie" soobin closed his eyes as a little whine left his mouth.
yeonjun leaned back and watched as soobin stared at him eagerly. "come here" he said as he patted his left thigh. "come on daddy's lap ." after he registered what yeonjun was saying he bolted and straddled yeonjuns lap, waiting for his next order. yeonjun leaned forward once again but this time, he just wanted to close the laptop that was still open and running behind his good boy. soobin pouted for the nth time today as he made a fool out of himself again in front of yeonjun. yeonjun chuckled as he brought the pad of his thumb to the youngers lips and traced his bottom lip. "so desperate and yet so beautiful" he whispered before finally connecting their lips together. yeonjun started slow but soobin has been wanting this for so long that he immediately shoved his tongue in his hyungs mouth breathing heavily and squirming against him.
"take this off" yeonjun breathed and tugged on soobins sweatshirt. soobin got up and took off his sweatshirt. the sight of soobins tiny waist and bare torso had yeonjun licking his lips and he felt himself getting less and less composed. he needed him just as much as soobin needed him.
"sit down again this time back towards me" soobin obliged like a good little puppy. the minute he sat down yeonjuns hands attacked soobins nipples and started playing and pinching them as the youngers back arched and moaned breathlessly. soobins actions gave yeonjun access to his neck, which he immediately started kissing and marking with hickeys. soobin was moaning at the slightest of touch he was so touched starve he could've came then and there.
"i bet that dick of yours is getting hard isn't it" yeonjun growled in his ears earning a moan from soobin.
"spread you legs for me."
yeonjun kept on hands on soobins chest,. going back and forth between his beautiful nipples while the other hand rubbed his hard cock all while peppering kisses all over his neck.
"take these off baby" soobin lifted his hips just enough to slide his sweatpants along with his boxers down to his ankle and then shake them off. the minute he sat back down, yeonjuns hands wrapped themselves around soobins hard length earning a lewd moan from the younger. yeonjuns hands sped up as he whispered the filthiest words in soobins ear which made him buck his hips upwards.
"get up" yeonjun demanded and the soobin immediately obliged watching the older with hungry eyes as he pulled out his cock. soobin could practically feel his mouth water at the sight of it and when yeonjun told him to sit down in front of him he wasted no time and obeyed immediately. "choke on it" soobin shoved the cock in his mouth and bobbed his head up and down ignore the urge to stop to breathe. the way yeonjun was groaning above him and calling him "his little cock sucking slut" made him reach down to stroke his own length, however, when yeonjun noticed this he immediately pushed soobins mouth off of him and instructed him to sit on his lap again.
yeonjun grabbed his cock and lined uo against soobins. he grabbed soobins hands and wrapped them around both and their lengths. tye sight of their cocks pressed against each other made soobin twitch and blush.
"stroke them until you cum" soobin swears he has seen such a hot sight. yeonjun under him with his cock pressed against his own and his hands resting under his head with the most beautiful smug expression painted across his face. soobin began to stroke their cocks with both hands and gradually picked up the pace. he was nearing his high when yeonjuns hands rested against his ass and growled "cum for me. cum all over my cock." and just like that soobin spilt all over yeonjuns cock. he didn't have time to come down from his high and yeonjun picked him up and bent him the desk.
yeonjun was far too turned on at this point to tease soobin and longer. he aligned his cock in front of soobins entrance and slid himself in and soobin moaned and the overstimulation. yeonjun grabbed a fistful of soobins hair and pulled his head back as he thrust in and out of him.
"shut up and take it" soobin was practically crying at this point but he loved it. he loved the way yeonjun was using him as his little fuck toy. he loved the way yeonjun would occasionally grab his neck and tighten his hold. but most of, he loved the sounds yeonjun made as he came. a beautiful melody laced with praises and curses. soobin swore hed never heard anything so close to perfection.
as yeonjun pulled out he was quick to wrap his arms around soobins waist preventing him from collapsing. he laid him on the bed and began to clean up when...
"WE'RE HOME"
hi everyone!! first of all thank you sm for the support uve showed me so i am so grateful. i just wanted to let you know that i am working on your requests its just that school is insane rn but im trying my best!! im pretty sure ill post on the weekend if i have time ill post twice
- aside from all the kisses and butt slapping that yeonjun has no shame in doing, he loves petting your head
- idk why but this man just gives me head petting vibes sjakskd
- like you'd go in for a hug and he'll just pet your head and hold you so tightly
- or like when you're trying to fall asleep hed let you lay on his chest and he'll pet your head softly :((
- its also his way of showing how much he cares for you
- like if you're feeling sad or stressed he'll pet your head in hopes that it'll calm you down
- :(((
- yeonjun also loves it when you sit on his lap
- it might be embarrassing to do in public but he doesn't care
- you're his and hes yours everyone should know that
- and having you sit on his lap with his hands wrapped around your waist as he draws circles with his thumbs on your stomach is the perfect way to show everyone
- in other words: yeonjun soft and clingy pls love him
Choi soobin
- soobin loves kissing your knuckles :(
- he gets really flustered with pda but this isnt too out there so he loves to do it whenever he gets the chance
- like you guys would just be sitting down with all the boys having a few laughs, and suddenly he grabs ur hand in his and lightly kisses it
- if hes confident that no one will pay attention to what hes doing, he'll let his lips linger a bit
- i feel like hed also love to circle your knuckles with his thumb
- especially when he's nervous
- also loves kissing your head and playing with your hair
- the smell of your shampoo comforts him a lot
- pls hes such a baby i want a soobin:(
choi beomgyu
- with beomgyu all types of physical affection are playful
- like hed have his hands around your waist and suddenly, he tickles you a little just to hear you giggle:(
- i feel like hes also love to tap your nose
- you'd be talking about something and hed just go "boop" ever so softly and continue listening to what you were saying
- hes also the type to swing your hands back and forth whenever you're walking
- hed try to keep everything light and playful
- he believes that a relationship doesn't need to be serious all the time and he shows you that through his actions
- (hed also bite you)
- playfully, of course
- ur relationship with gyu is filled with laughter and playfulness:(
kang taehyun
- OKAY LISTEN
- LISTEN
- intertwining his pinky with yours😳
- i don't think taehyun does a lot of physical affection but what he does he loves it dearly and he hopes you see how much he loves you
- youd be walking side by side and you feel his pinky reaching out to yours
- hed probably tell you how, to him, its a way to show you that he promises to love you forever :(((
- "hand holding is so boring...this is more meaningful"
- other than that hed probably develop a habit of sitting rlly close to you
- like shoulders touching
- i also feel like hed be really into pecking your ears softly
- cause its discreet and he can whisper a quick "i love you"
- heart = broken
heuning kai
- HUGS HUGS HUGS
- ANY KIND OF HUGS
- BACK HUGS, SIDE HUGS HE LOVES THEM ALL
- its not a hello/goodbye kiss with you two, its a hug
- and some of them last rlly long too
- almost too long
- but he can't help it you're so soft and warm
- and having you so close to him makes him feel like hes protecting you
- he just wants to keep you safe, warm and loved so please dont fight his hugs
- hed also love it when you tap his hands:(
- like youre sitting across from eachother and u reach to tap his hand slightly and play with his fingers
- he'll melt on the spot
- he also loves drawing shapes on the palm of your hand
- hed make you guess what he drew and most of the time its a heart because he loves you
SIDE NOTE: This was requested but while writing it i accidenly lost the ask beacuse im really dumb:( anyways i hope u like it maureen and im really sorry:((
sypnosis: a one-shot in which yeonjun struggles with buying the reader the perfect birthday present and in the midst of reliving some old memories, they create new ones.
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TW// mild use of vulgur language // very soft fluff
it was 2am when u heard something tick against your bedroom window. you tried to ignore but, it just kept getting louder. as you drew open the curtains you were met with the face of your beloved best friend, choi yeonjun.
"morning sleeping beauty"
"its 2am"
"the early bird catches the worm" he remarked as he climbed into your room and jumped onto your bed. you want to be mad at him from disturbing your precious sleep but, the truth is that this wasn't something new. it was quite normal for yeonjun to show up at your place at the strangest of times without any warning but that doesnt mean you weren't confused.
"what's all this about yeonjun" you weren't exactly pleased with this spontaneous visit you valued your sleep and yeonjun knew that.
"whats this?" you asked as he shoves a crumbled up piece of paper in you face.
"this my dear is your wishlist from when you were 8"
"how did you get that?"
"we made them together on your 8th birthday, here look you wrote that these are the things you want to acomolish in ten years" the memories of your 8th birthday came flooding back. your mum had invited your friends over for a party and after everyone had left you and yeonjun stayed outside in your backyard colouring. then, yeonjun suggest you make a wishlist list of all the things you wanted to accomplish together before your 18th birthday
"i cant believe you still have this"
"of course i still have it, i keep everything that's precious to me."
"so you snuk into my room at 2am just to show me this?"
"yep!" he smiled clearly very proud of himself. he leaned his head against your beds headboard, his eyes sparkling brighter than any star in the sky. you had to admit that your best friend was indeed beautiful which is why you can't understand why he hasn't gotten a girlfriend yet. not that it bothered you, in fact it would’ve bothered you even more if he did. you've always had a little crush on yeonjun but you never even dared to reveal your true feelings for the sake of the friendship.
"hello? earth to y/n?"
"oh sorry... thank you i love it, really" yeonjun mirrored your smile and with a playful glint in his eyes, he stood up and went back to the window and looked at you as if he was expecting you to follow him.
"what are you doing?"
"read number 6"
"mc donalds at 2am? really?? now??"
"its 2am isn't it? hurry up birthday girl, im hungry" you blinked twice in confusion trying to process all that was happening. you ignorantly thought that the wishlist was the gift paying no attention to its contents, but of course there was always something more when it had to do with yeonjun.
"are you sure this is legal?"
"probably not...hey, dont give me that look this was your idea" you and yeonjun were currently at an abandoned apartment building ready to check number 9 off the wishlist, having a picnic on the roof of an abandoned building under the stars. you had to admit, this birthday present was becoming quite scary, but the thought of getting caught doing something this stupid with your best friend was more than exciting. you finally reached the top floor and opened the door which lead to the roof. the apartment building its self was about 12 stories high so, you were quite high up.
"the views so pretty"
"yeah... beautiful" you didn't notice how yeonjun was looking at you with so much love in his eyes. to him you were the most beautiful and precious thing and seeing the way your eyes twinkled with happiness made his heart skip a beat. if it weren't for your impatient whines to set everything up and start eating, he would've told you how he felt right then and there, but everything happens for a reason.
an hour later and you were both laying under the stars talking and laughing and sometimes not saying a word, the silence was never awkward between you two, in fact you found so much comfort in each others company that sometimes no words were needed.
"did you feel that?"
"feel what?"
"its raining"
"what!? hurry grab the stuff lets-" you were starting to stand up when yoenjun pulled you back down. he reached inside his jean pockets and pulled out the whish list.
"number 2" he said nonchalantly. number two was special to both of you. it was something you always wanted to do but never had the chance because your parents would scold you, over time you had forgotten about it...until now. yeonjun stood up and extended his hands to help you get up. he pulled you in close and started swaying from side to side.
"there's no music" you mumbled and right on que, he started humming your favourite song. it was a magical moment, just like you had dreamed about when you were eight. it felt like a movie scene and you didnt want it to end. yeonjun held you close as you rested your head against his chest and whispered and it was at that moment you both realised how deeply in love you were with each other.
"you know, when i was eight years old i considered myself a great artist. however, today...not so much”
"come y/n its the last thing on the list we have to do it"
"alright fine, open the paint bucket" number 10 was very... ambitious. you wanted to paint a disney castle on one of your bedroom walls. sure the idea was cute, but it would've been cuter if it was done by a professional and not by two teenagers who can barely draw stick figures. but alas, yeonjun insisted to stick to the list and so, here you both where, ready to (ruin) paint over your white bedroom wall.
"ready y/n?"
"nope"
"good"
"THATS SO NOT A CASTLE"
"WHAT DO MEAN ITS PERFECT"
"lets just paint over it yeonjun"
"no. we're leaving it as it is. its got character. you clearly dont understand art."
"oh really? do you understand this" as the last word rolled off of your tongue, you painted a nice blue line across yeonjuns arm. he laughed for a second, then got serious and started running after you with a paint brush drenched in white paint. your bedroom filled with laughter and screams as yeonjun picked you up and pinned against the wall. he was so dangerously close to your face that you could feel his breath fan over your lips. you didn't move nor did you want to. yeonjun however, inching closer and closer until you could feel his soft pink lips on yours. the kiss was soft and short after two seconds he pulled back with wide eyes an apology already prepared, but you didnt give him any time to say a word, instead you wrapped your arms around his neck tightly and drew him into a deeper kiss. yeonjun finally relaxed and melted in your embraced as he kissed you back with so much love and passion. his hands snaked around your waist and pulled you closer if that was even possible. you could feel his tongue poke against your lips asking for permission and you willingly let him in. as your tongues battled for danced around in each other’s mouths, yeonjun wrapped his hands around your thighs and lifted you up. you wrapped your legs around his waist as he walked towards the bed where he laid you down softly.
"you sure this is ok?" he whispered above you.
"more than ok...please, dont stop again" that was enough for yeonjun to strip off his shirt and go back to kissing you. his lips travelled down towards your jaw and down to your neck. he started to kiss all over your neck.until he found your sweet spot. the sound of your breathless moans cause yeonjuns pants to tighten as he littered hickies all over your neck. he pulled back to admire his work and his eyes travelled upwards to find a bright smile on his face. yeonjun felt his heart flutter as the sight and leaned in again to place a chaste kiss on your lips before pulling your top over your head.
"you're so beautiful" he whispered as his littered kisses all over your chest and stomach. his kisses kept getting lower and lower untill he reached the waistband of your sweats. "may i?" he asked to which you eagerly nodded. he removed your sweatpants dangerously slow which cause you to whine in impatience, earning a breathless laugh from the man above you. you were getting impatient by how slow things were moving so you flipped yeonjun over and sat on his lap. his reaction was priceless, eyes wide and mouth opened ever so slightly he looked like a deer in headlights. he watched eagerly as you reached behind your back to remove your bra and tossed it wherever.
the sight in fornt of yeonjun was enough for him to buck his hips upwards. his hands travelled towards your chest as you bent down to kiss him again while grinding on him. yeonjun couldn't help but moan, he flipped you over again and stripped himself of his pants and boxers.
"like what you see?" yeonjun laughed at your wandering eyes. you didnt respond instead pulled him into another deep kiss but this time it was sloppier. yeonjuns hands slid down and removed your underwear, his lips never leaving yours. you could feel him lining himself into your entrance and gripped his arms which caused yeonjun to pull away from the kiss.
“dont worry, i got you... i wont hurt you i promise” you trusted yeonjun with your life and you couldn't feel safer with him, but you were still nervous. he pushed inside of you and you winced and the streched. yeonjun didn't move a muscle he was so scared of hurting that he waited for your command before he started moving his hips. he kissed your lips to distract you from the pain
"i love you" he whispered
"i love you too"yeonjun buried his head into your neck and soon, the pain turned into pleasure and you started moaning in yeonjuns ears."f-faster" you moaned out. yeonjun didnt hesitate to buck his hips forward at a faster rate. he sat up and lifted your legs over his shoulders and moaned at the feeling of your warm walls wrapped tightly around his length. the view of yeonjun moaning and bitimg his lips as his hear stuck to hia forehead due to the sweat, had you moaning and cleanching around him
"fuck- stop that or ill- fuck" he continued to pound into you not caring how loud the two of you were being. yeonjun looked at you and could tell by the way your face was twisting and how you were tightening around him that you were close."come with me baby" his growled in your ear. his voice alone was enough to send you over the edge as you came on his dick. the feeling of your walls pulsing around him caused him to pull out and come on your stomach. the view of yeonjun moaning as he came on you was breathtaking. daringly, you scooped up his cum from your stomach and placed your digits in your mouth, sucking every finger while keeping eye contact with yeonjun. yeonjun moaned at the sight and scooped up the remaining cum and shoved his fingers into your mouth and watched in awe as you sucked his fingers clean. after he pulled his fingers out he leaned in and kissed you once again, tasting himself on your tongue.
he pulled himself back and laid beside you as you both started up at the ceiling, trying to process all that just happened.
"well, that wasn't on the list" you laughed and yeonjun joined in as he pulled you closer. you rested your head against his chest and wrapped your arms around his figure after pulling the covers over both of you. yeonjun kissed the top of your head lovingly and whispered
"i love you"
“i love you too...we still need to paint over that castle by the way."
"ssshhh dont ruin the moment"
what's up y'all!! so basically I've been a moa since debut and ive BEEN on moa tumblr before the good stuff lmao but I've finally decided to start my own blog!!
please please pleaseee send in reuest, i can write smut aswell but only for the choi line!!
so yeah stick around and lets vibe bby<33 ill try to be as active as possible!!
