B-zoka

Roblox (currently) z-Oh-Kah He/him or she/her (image is from "late July, midsummer" on Roblox)

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really sorry that it’s low quality i couldn’t fix the resolution on it

so yeah I’m practicing another style cause why not, my friend gave a bit of advice about the lighting (I was attempting two lightings on the robloxian with the surroundings being brighter than the fire) but idk too much of it, they said I had the shadows wrong because the fire would be brighter and it’s generally more visible than surroundings which is understandable I didn’t account of it much, but what do you think

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draw artful or be productive

Artful any day 🔥

BRO THEY FUKIN FORGOT THE CHIKFILA SAUCE IN MA ORDER also fun fact I haven't eaten a banana in months to the point that I don't remember what it tastes like, also my dad's allergic to them lmao (honestly he should just lock in)

I might draw artful with the bird more often

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DINNER FOR PURSEUR

Apparently y'all liked butcher vanity subspace, so I decided to draw pursuer with the DINNER - femtanyl song thing,

This design of pursuer isn't one that'd I myself would use, but I wanted to have the fur there as substitute for the lack of token's ears and sharp teeth is common in femtanyl's drawings, plus it's to give a more "silly" vibe like the original one had

Also FOR FUCKS SAKE I PROBABLY WAS TAGGING WRONG FOR SO LONG BC I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THEY WORK

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it'll hurt.

Erm, new character I guess, no lore tho

But they definitely bite

I'm not dead

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his orgin of the flat face

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Lazy drawing of Telamon to try and mess with lighting, I’d GREATLY like any critiques about this! I wish to know more about colors and lighting and shading since I wish to make more completed art

this one holds a few different values since I used gradient maps, something that I hope to play with more often

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I want to yap but I forget what I’m going to say, have cutiespace

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oh wow seraphimlaser! Don’t burn me hyperfans.

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that disappearing? Didn’t happen wdym

messed with media looks, tried at least

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hehehee bio-skating

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”for such pretty horns it’s mouth never shuts”

You like scythe? I like scythe, let’s frolick.

CHAT THIS IS SO AWKWARD I DIDN’T REALIZE I KILLED SUB ON HIS SPAWNDAY UHHH UHHN HAPPY SPAWNDAY HAVE AN APOLOGY SWEET TREAT SUB!

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Eugh Hugh blep, random things I made go!

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God I love writing Boom as emotionally intelligent and calculating while those around him are unaware

Like “haha Boombox? Yeah he’s just a silly guy who can be a bit loud with his music sometimes! He’s a little gullible, but it’s why we love him so much! It’s what makes him so kind!”

Meanwhile Boombox in the background has several personalities tailor made for every friend he has to maximize his likeability and minimize the chances of him getting directly involved in conflict

And if he knows an inphernal especially well, it’s like he always has the right words for them, no matter the situation. Because to him it’s just a matter of following the rhythm of the conversation, and knowing the inphernal’s diatonic scale. He’s based his entire life around the musical theory of conversation so much so that he can play right along to their song just off ear, no music sheet needed

No one has ever actually met Him, and he’s not quite sure there’s even a Him to meet anymore, but it’s alright as long as he plays his supporting role and keeps everyone happy and laughing

It doesn’t matter that he’s begun to consider himself more of symbol or a concept than an actual inphernal lately

Realizing I lost the thread on this oops, kinda just turned into a brain dump mb LOL

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breaking my little "no reposts till after phightober" rule i made for myself to say youre completely right this is peak keep cooking please boombox's fragile mask of a personality, hidden under exaggerated O_O eyes and an unnaturally straight :] grin, built to come off as quirky and endearing and harmless to minimize suspicion and threats. like his defence mechanism for growing up in playground, staying lovable and friendly and innocent to never get on anyones bad sides, unlike skate and coil who accept aggression will happen, and either learn to be evasive or powerful. to the average inphernal, the mask works perfectly, but whenever someone knows, it sends a shiver down his spine. the glare of someone whos peeked behind the "visor" protecting his true, empty self, and knows hes carrying more internally than he lets on. maybe boombox's sleepy tendencies are part of it too. despite seeming social and extroverted, he often needs a lot of time after intense inphernal-heavy days to mentally recharge, and just messages skate or sling or anyone else who asks with a flat "overslept" only adds to his quirky harmless act, if he cant track his sleep his ultimate performance isnt being seen as a DJ, its being seen as more than a hollow shell masquerading behind a digital smile its 1AM i should be asleep my birthday is in like 2 days and im doing stuff during the weekend point is you cooked gn

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YOU…. YOU GET IT…… YOU GET IT SO BAD………. YOU SHOULD ALSO KEEP COOKING WHEN IT’S A BETTER TIME FOR YOU TO BE AWAKE……

Also g’night dude!!

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a little scared at how relatable bb’s struggles are ngl >.> /hj

(In short summary I had at a young age been a massive people pleaser to the point that I forgot i was a person and I ended up not have real bonds. I am getting better after my mother caught on, which it scared me at first but she helped me)

boombox needs a good actual break and not mental recharges that feel like rotting in his room in silence with nothing but a hope that his friends are online enough to talk to him, it’d be extremely hard for him, (It’s even harder when it’s been deep rooted as a survival mechanism) but sometimes you don’t have to “muster up courage”, you’ll always be scared and it’ll just become a frustrating cycle, and it’s okay to be scared, you don’t need courage, you need to just speak your mind to someone you trust when you’re alone with them, getting it off your chest before the doubts roll in first is better than fretting about it, after all, the moment is on you, not them, if they run away let them, they weren’t going to help and it’s better to know who to actually have close to lean on when your tired than not and I’m sure his friends won’t hate him like his mind lies about, and I’m sure he’ll feel better after, even if really takes a lot to ignore delusions or twisted beliefs, let alone starting to fully let go, but that’s the point of support, it’s there to soften to fall and get you back up so you can keep healing.

Am i leaving this reblog on a positive note because i hate my favorite characters being stuck in a loop of sadness like what I’ve gone through? Yes, was this a small amoun of projection and a lot of random mental yap that started to sound suspiciously like advice? Maybe, but no one will stop me.

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biograft slug, biograft slug, yes, I want to add a few extra details but I’ll probably go more insane doing so that leaving it be. It’s not soft but it’s squishy enough to squeeze in tight spaces without scratching apart the metal, it has a mouth but not the traditional way so no biting for it, only slashes from it’s tail and claws.

it does still have the trash compactor diet a Slugcat has so feed it anything an it’ll be happy. What will/would you give the bioscug?

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When I was a toddler I was wild with the aftermath of my nightmares, I never was afraid of the nightmare but the punishment after because every time I died to the monster I’d wake up stuck down to the table on my stomach as a sharp pole slowly would start to snap my spine by impaling me since in my toddler brain I was terrified of the idea of my spine snapping, which is why for a long time I always hated sleeping in any other way unless it was on my back or if my back was against the wall, doing any other pose made me uneasy and unable to rest.

I forgot to mention that I felt the entire sensation of it hurting me including my futile attempts of squirming my back away

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omg i haven’t posted my art stuff on here, mostly because I don’t have a lot of motivation, so have butcher vanity Subspace

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I edited it myself to look like this, in 33 minutes, I hate that it takes so much shorter time to do to make a cursed image