The song of wine and sorrow

Sideblog to astralfist|Ind. RP blog of Christophe from South Park: Bigger. Badder, Longer and Uncut|Highly selective+Mutuals only|Blog is mainly for close friends but mun is not entirely against new interactions|Blog is run by Celes and is 28+

[wineandsay]

Rules | About | Headcanons | Verses | Mun | Promo

Sideblog to astralfist. YOU ARE NOT REQUIRED TO FOLLOW THE MAIN BLOG.

!!!!NON-RP BLOGS PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG FROM ME!!!!

(Copy-pasting from my Craig blog for convenience) As South Park is known to make fun of what goes on in the world and also make jokes that may make people feel uncomfortable (racist jokes, gay jokes, literal poop and fart jokes, even using slurs, etc.), please DO NOT follow this blog if these are a trigger/squick for you/make you feel uncomfortable.

May make a lot of Les Miserables references since Christophe seems to be the parody of Grantaire like how Gregory is the parody of Enjolras. Also mun feels the SP movie overall kinda makes fun of Les Miserables.

This blog is heavily canon-divergent/headcanon/AU-based. I will take things based off the show, the movie, Les Miserables, and my headcanons to write Christophe.

This Christophe technically has two identities: His real name "Christophe Farrow" and then his new name "Grantaire Beaufort". By default he'll normally be written as "Grantaire" (not Les Mis-Grantaire), though mun may also have a habit of swapping between "Christophe" and "Grantaire" during ic interactions since they are the same exact person and sometimes things just slip.

Mun is aware that people tend to call him "Christophe Delorne", but ya know wut? "Delorne" is not canon so therefore this one is "Christophe Farrow" like how mun writes Kazuha's dead ass friend as "Hyousuke Saito" instead of "Tomo" because "Tomo" is not canon either, and also does not have a canon name. Christophe's surname will be "Farrow" to me until he has a canon surname (which will probably be never)

Blog activity may be sporadic but will likely run low activity

This Christophe is heavily linked with Blaze/smileduponyou's portrayal and lore of Gregory. This does not mean we are exclusive to each other. I am happy to write with other Gregories. However if it ever comes to romantically shipping, I'll be honest and say I can only see Christophe with Gregory, but even with that I will be highly selective with who I'm writing Gregstophe with.

Will sometimes use Gallagher (Honkai Star Rail) or Grantaire (Les Miserables) as Christophe's faceclaim when in doubt (or depending on verse, because mun hcs that Christophe's hair grew long when he was living in France, and Gallagher seemed like the perfect fc for that timeline)

All art on this blog used or reblogged are not mine but their rightful and wonderful owners.

Sideblogs:

kingofwaywardsouls - Multimuse (ft. Tweek from South Park as the default muse)

hoshiszora - Hyousuke Saito (Genshin Impact)

nobaraoji - Silver (Twisted Wonderland; Inactive)

phoenixd0wner - Joshua Rosfield (Final Fantasy XVI; Upon request)

vanishingnightstar - Stella Nox Fleuret (Final Fantasy Versus XIII XV; Inactive)

throughtheglasswalls - Karen McCormick (South Park)

danceofblades - Masaki Hanazawa (Final Fantasy XIV oc)

[coffeebuzzcd]

"Oh jesus that is WAY TOO MUCH PRESSURE!"

18+ Ind. Sel. Roleplay blog for Tweek Tweak from South Park.

Para threads and IC blogging

Crossover friendly

Revamp of @coffeebuzzcd-archive

Written by Rhyth

Main | Bio | Rules

[rpclefairy]

growing closer. prompts for characters getting to know each other.

“i don't think you realize how much people notice you.”

“you don't seem particularly trusting. then again, maybe neither am i.”

“you have a habit of appearing at interesting moments.”

“you strike me as someone who trusts their gut. am i wrong?”

“i've noticed you always leave before everyone else.”

“i think you enjoy keeping people guessing.”

“you seem restless.”

“it's strange how you can be surrounded by people and still feel alone.”

“have i ever told you that you're difficult to read?”

“you look like you haven't slept.”

“you know this place well enough that i'm starting to wonder if you've always lived here.”

“do you ever worry about the kind of person you're becoming?”

“i've known a lot of people. none of them were quite like you.”

“i can't decide whether people truly change, or if they just become better at hiding parts of themselves.”

“i had the strangest dream last night. do you remember yours when you wake up?”

“the more i get to know you, the more i keep noticing little similarities between the two of us.”

“i didn't realize you'd remember that.”

“most people seem uncomfortable with silence. i never minded it much.”

“you seem to know more than you're saying.”

“you seem comfortable on your own. i wonder if that's the same thing as never feeling lonely.”

“do you always look this serious?”

“you're easier to talk to than i expected.”

“i've always thought trust is harder to earn than people pretend.”

“you always seem to be watching.”

“i think you've been avoiding me.”

“you're not at all what i thought you would be.”

“whenever i ignore my instincts, i end up regretting it. what about you?”

“i wasn't expecting to run into you again.”

“i can't tell if you're someone who enjoys solitude or just tolerates it.”

“i know it sounds childish, but i can't help believing some people are meant to find one another.”

“you make a terrible liar.”

“you don't strike me as the sort of person people forget.”

“i think people underestimate you.”

“i can't decide whether you're charming or frustrating.”

“i don't think i've seen you smile before.”

“i wasn't sure you'd come.”

“it's a little strange. i think i've started looking forward to seeing you.”

“sometimes i wonder if we ever really know anyone.”

“you're surprisingly good company.”

“i think most people would like to believe they're good. i'm not sure it's always that simple.”

“i think being truly understood is a far rarer thing than people realize.”

“i don't usually tell people this...”

“you make that look easy.”

[rp-grannies]

[Lyric Starters] The Greatest Showman (2017)

Feel free to add context, change pronouns, names, jobs, and anything else you need to change to make these work for you! Have fun! ^-^

THE GREATEST SHOW

❝ Ladies and gents, this is the moment you’ve waited for. ❞

❝ Buried in your bones, there’s an ache you can’t ignore. ❞

❝ Taking your breath, stealing your mind. ❞

❝ All that was real is left behind. ❞

❝ Don’t fight it, it’s coming for you. ❞

❝ It’s only this moment, don’t care what comes after. ❞

❝ Can’t you see it getting closer? ❞

❝ Just surrender ‘cause you feel the feeling taking over. ❞

❝ It’s fire, it’s freedom. ❞

❝ The runaways are running the night! ❞

❝ Oh, this is the greatest show! ❞

❝ It’s blinding, outshining anything that you know. ❞

❝ It’s everything you ever want. It’s everything you ever need. ❞

❝ This is where you wanna be. ❞

❝ You see the impossible is coming true. ❞

❝ The walls can’t stop us now! ❞

A MILLION DREAMS

❝ I close my eyes and I can see a world that’s waiting up for me. ❞ 

❝ They can say I’ve lost my mind. ❞

❝ We can live in a world that we design. ❞

❝ Every night I lie in bed, the brightest colors fill my head. ❞

❝ A million dreams are keeping me awake. ❞

❝ I think of what the world could be: a vision of the one I see. ❞

❝ The special things I compile, each one there to make you smile on a rainy day. ❞

❝ They can say we’ve lost our minds. ❞

❝ Run away to a world that we design. ❞

❝ However big, however small, let me be part of it all. ❞

❝ Share your dreams with me. ❞

❝ You may be right, you may be wrong, but say that you’ll bring me along. ❞

❝ A million dreams is all it’s gonna take. ❞

❝ A million dreams for the world we’re gonna make. ❞

COME ALIVE

❝ You stumble through your days, got your head hung low. ❞

❝ You’re asleep inside. ❞

❝ You’re just a dead man walking thinking that’s your only option. ❞

❝ Take the world and redefine it. ❞

❝ Come alive, go and light your light. ❞

❝ You’re dreaming with your eyes wide open. ❞

❝ I see it in your eyes. You believe that lie. ❞

❝ Afraid to step outside, so you lock the door. ❞

❝ No more living in the shadows, you and me, we know how that goes. ❞

❝ Once you see it, oh, you’ll never be the same. ❞

❝ You can prove there’s more to you. ❞

THE OTHER SIDE

❝ I don’t want to chase you down. ❞

❝ You run with me, and I can cut you free. ❞

❝ Don’t you wanna get away from the same old part you gotta play? ❞

❝ I got what you need, so come with me and take the ride. ❞

❝ Stay in the cage, or you’ll finally take the key. ❞

❝ I quite enjoy the life you say I’m trapped in. ❞

❝ You’re onto something, really it’s something. ❞

❝ I live among the swells and we don’t pick up peanut shells, I’ll have to leave that up to you. ❞

❝ I don’t need to see the other side. ❞

❝ If I were mixed up with you, I’d be the talk of the town. ❞

❝ Disgraced and disowned, another one of the clowns. ❞

❝ But you would finally live a little, finally laugh a little. ❞

❝ Just let me give you the freedom to dream. ❞

❝ We’re going to the other side! ❞ 

NEVER ENOUGH

❝ I’m trying to hold my breath. ❞

❝ Let it stay this way. ❞

❝ Can’t let this moment end. ❞

❝ You set off a dream in me. ❞

❝ Can you hear it echoing? ❞

❝ Take my hand. Will you share this with me? ❞

❝ Darling without you, all the shine of a thousand spotlights, all the stars we steal from the night sky will never be enough. ❞

❝ Towers of gold are still too little. ❞

❝ These hands could hold the world but it’ll never be enough. ❞ 

THIS IS ME

❝ I am not a stranger to the dark. ❞

❝ I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars. ❞

❝ No one’ll love you as you are. ❞

❝ I won’t let them break me down to dust. ❞

❝ I know that there’s a place for us, for we are glorious. ❞

❝ I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out. ❞

❝ I am brave, I am bruised, I am who I’m meant to be. ❞

❝ This is me. ❞

❝ I’m marching on to the beat I drum. ❞

❝ I make no apologies. ❞

❝ Fire away cause today, I won’t let the shame sink in. ❞

❝ We are bursting through the barricades and reaching for the sun. ❞

❝ We are warriors. ❞

❝ I’m not scared to be seen. ❞

❝ I know that I deserve your love. ❞

❝ There’s nothing I’m not worthy of. ❞ 

REWRITE THE STARS

❝ You know I want you. ❞

❝ It’s not a secret I try to hide. ❞

❝ Fate is pulling you miles away and out of reach from me. ❞

❝ You’re here in my heart, so who can stop me if I decide that you’re my destiny? ❞

❝ What if we rewrite the stars? ❞

❝ You’d be the one I was meant to find. ❞

❝ No one can say what we get to be. ❞

❝ Maybe the world could be ours tonight. ❞

❝ You think I don’t want to run to you? ❞

❝ There are doors that we can’t walk through. ❞

❝ We’re able to be just you and me within these walls. ❞

❝ When we go outside, you’re gonna wake up and see that it was hopeless after all. ❞

❝ No one can rewrite the stars. ❞

❝ How can you say you’ll be mine? Everything keeps us apart. ❞

❝ I’m not the one you were meant to find. ❞

❝ All I want is to fly with you, all I want is to fall with you. ❞

❝ Just give me all of you. ❞

❝ We’re bound to break and my hands are tied. ❞

TIGHTROPE

❝ Some people long for a life that is simple and planned. ❞

❝ Some people won’t sail the sea cause they’re safer on land. ❞

❝ I’d follow you to the great unknown. ❞

❝ Off to a world we call our own. ❞

❝ Hand in my hand, we promised to never let go. ❞

❝ We’re walking a tightrope. ❞

❝ High in the sky, we can see the whole world down below. ❞

❝ Never sure, never know how far we could fall. ❞

❝ It’s all an adventure that comes with a breathtaking view. ❞

❝ You pull me in and together we’re lost in a dream. ❞

❝ So I risk it all just to be with you. ❞

❝ I risk it all for this life we choose. ❞ 

FROM NOW ON

❝ A man learns who is there for him when the glitter fades and the walls won’t hold. ❞

❝ If all was lost, there’s more I gained ‘cause it led me back to you. ❞

❝ From now on, these eyes will not be blinded by the lights. ❞

❝ What’s waited till tomorrow starts tonight. ❞

❝ Let this promise in me start, like an anthem in my heart. ❞

❝ I drank champagne with kings and queens. ❞

❝ The politicians praised my name. ❞

❝ Those are someone else’s dreams, the pitfalls of the man I became. ❞

❝ For years and years, I chased their cheers. ❞

❝ When I stop and see you here, I remember who all this was for. ❞

❝ We will come back home again. ❞ 

[soulrph]

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐃𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆/𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆.

you long-suffering, endlessly patient angels get two memes today bc i deleted everything in my inbox on my rp blog and i made these memes to top off a solidly productive day! also, if you ever feel guilty about “not being productive” or having to delete drafts and memes in your tumblr life, DON’T! you’re wonderful and valid and your personal comfort and peace of mind is far more important than an overwhelming inbox or draft count! anyway, these are also self-serving, but also i feel no shame bc there’s an extreme lack of this very good vibe in my line of work, so here u go besties. DO NOT ADD ANYTHING TO THIS LIST!!

DATE UPDATED: 19/10/22

[ PIN ]:     sender pins the receiver to the ground and straddles them while training together.

[ SWORD ]:    sender invites the receiver to engage in sword fighting practice with them.

[ AIM ]:    sender and receiver go to target practice together (using any weapon of choice).

[ GUIDE ]:    sender readjusts the receiver’s stance and posture with their hands while training together.

[ STRIKE ]:    sender aims a blow (via either their fists or their weapon) at the receiver.

[ BLOCK ]:    sender blocks an on-coming attack from the receiver.

[ ARMOR ]:     sender helps to show the receiver how to wear and take care of their armor.

[ PREPARE ]:     sender guides the receiver through some pre-battle stretching exercises.

[ CHALLENGE ]:    sender challenges the receiver to a sparring match/actual fight.

[ TEND ]:    sender and receiver tend to one another’s wounds in the aftermath of a fight.

[ RESTRAIN ]:    sender physically restrains the receiver from attacking someone else.

[ FEND ]:    sender adopts a defensive position that stops the receiver from launching an attack on them.

[ PUNCH ]:    sender punches the receiver (to an unknown degree of success or failure).

[ KICK ]:     sender launches a kick at the receiver (to an unknown degree of success or failure).

[ TACKLE ]:    sender physically tackles the receiver during a fight.

[ DRAG ]:     sender physically drags or carries the receiver away from a fight.

[ UP ]:     sender extends a hand to the fallen receiver to help them to their feet after a fight/sparring match.

[ BACK ]:    sender stands behind the receiver while in the midst of battle in order to help them fight off their enemies.

[ ARRIVE ]:     just as the receiver is about to lose hope and become defeated, the sender arrives at the last minute to help them fight their enemies.

[ EXTRA ]:    sender hands the receiver a spare weapon during a fight to give them a better chance after they break or lose their own.

[ WALL ]:     sender slams the receiver against a wall during a fight/sparring match.

[ COVER ]:    sender lunges forward to throw their body over the receiver and shield them from harm during a fight.

[ POWER ]: sender and/or receiver use their powers during a sparring match in order to develop and enhance their abilities.

[ UNLEASH ]: sender, while fighting with the receiver during a physical confrontation, uses their powers in an effort to gain the upper hand.

[wineandsay]

A temp promo until I have a better one

Y'all like assassins? Y'all like soldiers? Y'all like broadway musicals that come with a constipated tsundere?

"I can take a shit just fine, merci."

You're in luck!

Meet Christophe!

Oh wait he's dead?

Oh m'kay.

Meet Grantaire! Strangely enough he looks like the drunk guy in green from Les Miserables! And he makes wine! And... He's... Smoking!

"Iz zis ad really necessary?"

Like or reblog if interested!

Note: This is a sideblog to astralfist

[wineandsay]

How have I forgotten that I write this tsundere French man too?

[lizzyisameme]

send ⚠ to pick up/carry my muse

If a multimuse, specify which muse

[leafymemes]

Reblog this post if you don't mind jumping around the timeline for different threads!

[jamsmemes]

(     *     RESIDENT EVIL REQUIEM.

a selection of dialogue prompts from the game resident evil requiem. feel free to change pronouns / details as needed.

‘we found another body.’

‘perhaps it’s time for you to face the past? confront that fear head-on.’

‘i won’t force you to go, but do you think you can do this for me?’

‘there might be answers inside.’

‘why am i even here?’

‘you have been on that thing all day.’

‘we need to keep our voices down.’

‘tell me what’s going on.’

‘now is not the time. stay close.’

‘i’m calling the police!’

‘i’m so sorry. this is all my fault.’

‘i’m the one that brought you here.’

‘we have so much to do.’

‘you’ve got to be shitting me.’

‘don’t do anything stupid.’

‘someone help me!’

‘well, fuck. let’s make this quick.’

‘back to square one.’

‘we’re running out of time.’

‘you gotta stay calm.’

‘where the hell am i?’

‘don’t come any closer!’

‘what the hell was that thing?’

‘i’ll be fine. i hope.’

‘you can’t see, can you?’

‘why are you in there?’

‘who made a mess? why the mess?!’

‘what if i can’t get out?’

‘this might be useful.’

‘so loud… my head… keep it down!’

‘don’t fuck with me.’

‘it’s your fucking fault!’

‘give me a fucking break!’

‘you laughed at me!’

‘well, at least it’s easier to walk around now.’

‘come in. i won’t harm you.’

‘why did you kidnap me?’

‘it took forever to find you.’

‘you’re not like other people, you know. you’re quite… unique.’

‘there’s no escaping your destiny!’

‘did anyone hurt you?’

‘please, i really need your help.’

‘you handle this. i’ll handle… that.’

‘i thought that thing was dead!’

‘you’re an investigator, right? well, investigate.’

‘when was the last time you brushed your teeth?’

‘you are an ignorant fool.’

‘you’re a dead man walking!’

‘sorry, i was a little tied up.’

‘hope i’m not next.’

‘you felt that one, huh?’

‘sorry, but i’m not on the menu.’

‘you’re killing me.’

‘well, hey. at least we’re in it together, right?’

‘oh god, i really don’t wanna go in there.’

‘ugh, it got in my mouth…’

‘hold on tight!’

‘why’s it so loud?’

‘let’s play.’

‘here, i kept this safe for you.’

‘do you maybe… wanna leave with me?’

‘it’s not safe here.’

‘we need to keep moving, okay?’

‘it’s okay, we’re not infected.’

‘you don’t need to worry about me.’

‘are you lying to me?’

‘have you seen the same shit i’ve seen?!’

‘look, we’re out of options here.’

‘how much longer do you think any of us can survive?’

‘we can help each other.’

‘it’s a deal.’

‘found you.’

‘hello, gorgeous.’

‘i can’t stop the bleeding.’

‘hey, hey, look at me. we’re gonna be okay.’

‘i’m sorry. i know it hurts.’

‘i need to keep you safe.’

‘are you listening? i said stop!’

‘you feel lost, but you’re not. you’re exactly where you need to be.’

‘i’ve been waiting for you.’

‘i’ll just go it alone.’

‘we’re in this together. till the end.’

‘i’ve always been good at working in the shadows.’

‘just don’t do anything too risky, yeah?’

‘gonna have to find another way around.’

‘you’re a real pest, you know that?’

‘haven’t you had enough?’

‘looks like someone else was here first.’

‘guess the only way in is through then.’

‘looks like they left in a hurry.’

‘something’s missing.’

‘i’ll have to shoot it down.’

‘so the rumours were true.’

‘don’t be ridiculous.’

‘i thought i had a short fuse.’

‘don’t mind if i do.’

‘some things never change.’

‘watch your back.’

‘this is my lucky day.’

‘do you still think about what happened there?’

‘sorry. this isn’t the time, we need to focus.’

‘this day just keeps getting better and better.’

‘i don’t give up that easy.’

‘i’ve had enough of you!’

‘i know the feeling.’

‘should’ve worn a helmet.’

‘so many attempts. so many failures. such a waste.’

‘it’s past our bedtime.’

‘please just be a bad dream.’

‘what’s done is done. you need to focus on the future.’

‘i had a feeling you’d make an appearance.’

‘sorry, but i don’t have time to spare.’

‘i’m gonna do some digging.’

‘i guess this is my stop.’

‘this is one very deep hole.’

‘just so you know, i’ve killed every plant i ever had.’

‘i’m getting the feeling i’m not wanted around here.’

‘we finally meet.’

‘didn’t realise i had such a big fan. how about an autograph?’

‘worried about me? how sweet.’

‘sneaky bastard.’

‘coming from you, that’s quite the compliment.’

‘time to finally get some answers.’

‘don’t embarrass yourself. you can’t beat me.’

‘you still need me, right?’

‘me? feel like a million bucks.’

‘where does this take us?’

‘your guess is as good as mine.’

‘how long was i out?’

‘i couldn’t make a difference.’

‘i’m coming with you.’

‘i don’t want any more regrets.’

‘whatever it takes, count me in.’

‘if anything happens to me… you promise… you’ll end this.’

‘you think you can give me a boost?’

‘this is it. i did it.’

‘where have i seen this…?’

‘life takes unexpected turns, don’t you think?’

‘looking back, do you feel that the choices you’ve made have contributed to… your present circumstances?’

‘what you sow, you reap. isn’t that the natural order?’

‘what would you like the world to know?’

‘i’m not a young man. i don’t have the energy i once did.’

‘your body can’t take much more.’

‘i’m gonna settle this.’

‘haven’t changed much, have you?’

‘let’s get this over with.’

‘what kind of legacy do you want to leave behind?’

‘humans cannot predict when death will come for them. this is why they have hope.’

‘i was wrong… and i am plagued by guilt.’

‘happiness cannot be achieved at the expense of others.’

‘i think that’s enough for today.’

‘aren’t you beautiful?’

‘is there anything else you’d like to tell me?’

‘i’ve said my piece. i only hope it serves as a requiem for those who have passed.’

‘this is finally my chance to do something.’

‘please wake up. come on, wake up.’

‘i was just resting my eyes.’

‘let me help you.’

‘i don’t know the password.’

‘i can buy you some time.’

‘fulfill your destiny, and all will be forgiven.’

‘at least… i could save you.’

‘please know that you are my hope.’

‘there’s nothing special about me.’

‘do you know how much time and money i wasted on this?’

‘don’t you see the genius?’

‘your ignorance is staggering.’

‘it seems your skills have… diminished.’

‘sacrifices must be made! in the grand scheme of things, a few lives are nothing.’

‘give it up. it’s over.’

‘there’s no way out, is there?’

‘i’m not gonna leave your side.’

‘i guess this is it then.’

‘i feel better than i have in ages.’

‘thank god. i’m glad you’re okay.’

‘you’ll be back in action in no time.’

[thcbcys]

Independent Semi-Selective Multi Muse blog, written and loved by Wilby.

✮ 18+ ✮ Oc Friendly ✮ Semi-Active ✮ Lots of muses to chose from!

RULES ✮ MUSE LIST ✮ MUN

[tatturmemes]

//OOC: PSA

Doesn’t matter if we’ve never interacted, if we’ve interacted once, or a BILLION times. Doesn’t matter if we have zero threads or FIVE BILLION. 

ALWAYS feel free to spam my ask box with in character asks, questions, or starters. 

ALWAYS feel free to spam my inbox with ask box memes!

ALWAYS feel free to tag/@mention me in memes.

ALWAYS feel free to tag/@mention me in quizzes. 

ALWAYS feel free to tag/@mention me in posts you want me to see!

ALWAYS feel free to tag/@mention me in posts that remind you of me/my muse.

ALWAYS feel free to tag/@mention me in stuff, period! 

ALWAYS feel free to start an interaction with my muse!

ALWAYS feel free to suggest a plot for our muses. 

ALWAYS feel free to send me an OOC message in DMs or in Asks.

I LOVE that stuff. YOU’RE NOT BEING ANNOYING. IT MAKES MY DAY. Talk to me! I love it! :D 

[leneemusing]

some angst idk y’all i like crying

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight. 

[argaentsa-blog]

STOP FORCING YOURSELF TO WRITE IF YOU DON’T WANT TO / DON’T HAVE THE MUSE / ETC . 

this is for fun and you should write because you want to . 

if you’re going into your drafts and dreading it, that makes this for work and this is just a hobby . 

i know it can be really awful trying to keep up with everything to maintain relevance but the writing partners who matter won’t care how long you take . 

the writing partners who matter just want to write with you and create something beautiful . 

stop forcing yourself to write and allow yourself to have fun writing again .

[piercedangelz]

Okay okay my south park phase never rlly left, Christophe and Gregory are still my fav characters :,p I’ll def draw them more hehe

[wineandsay]

"My mother was a fucking whore. So much of a whore that I could be related to anybody and not know it. I might even be related to Eric Cartman and I'm really hoping that I am not in any way related to that fat fuck who nearly had me fucking killed."

[wineandsay]

✿

PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME 0.2

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need (LISTEN... THIS MAN KINDA NEEDS MORE FRIENDS ASIDE FROM GREGORY LOL)  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /[your muse] is the good influence  /[Clyde] is the bad influence  /[my muse] is the good influence  /[Christophe] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  [I sometimes feel like if these two were to go on a crazy adventure, Christophe would be the one doing the rough driving LOL]/  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /[your muse is mines] childhood crush  /[my muse is yours] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [from your muses side]/  unrequited [from my muses side]/  unrequited [from both sides]/  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]/  soulmates  [ literal ]/  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [on your muse]/  cheating [with your muse]/  other 

FAMILIAL.     siblings [half]/  siblings [step]/[my muse] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /[my muse] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /[my muse] is a parental figure to yours  /[my muse] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /[Clyde] is taken under mines wing (Gregory probs: Why, it's extremely rare of you to actually invite somebody to my home) /[my muse] is taken under yours wing  /  other (maybe Christophe being some kind of mentor to Clyde?)

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable (I kinda feel like if we were to maybe go with a Stick of Truth universe, Christophe would think Clyde is sus and kinda keeps his eyes on him and says nothing. I can also see Christophe being unpredictable in general in the eyes of maybe people who are inexperienced in combat)/  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other